#good thing my bf is going to bed so he can't read this

[anniebeckcalla]

───not the right time (p.js) part 2

(bf! jisung x reader) ◦ ₊ wc2500> ◦ ₊ cwdeath, sueecide, sueecidal thoughts, angst, grief, description of grief, bad language, ghosts, the supernatural, graphic details. ◦ ₊ cafe.

ღ calla's note: please, please do not force yourself to read this if you get triggered by the topics listed in the content warning. if you continue, and feel as if you can't go on, it's okay. just stop.

“Jisung,” you called out, your voice breaking. “Jisung, your said you wouldn't leave me!” The pain returned full force to your heart, and you bent over, holding your chest, eyes squeezed shut. Sobs racked your body as you thought it all over. Maybe you had just pretended that he was there, and your imagination had run out. No. He had been so real. You couldn't feel him, but he had been real, every strand of hair, every mole, every freckle.

“Sorry, I didn't mean to take so long.”

Your eyes opened and you looked across to see Jisung, hovering over you with a concerned frown. “You came back!” you exclaimed, throwing your arms around his neck. When you pulled away, you frowned. “You said you would stay by me, Jisung. What happened?” Jisung shrugged, his ears reddening. “Sorry, y/n. I had to make sure that my mother was alright. She's grieving, too.” You stared down at your hands, swallowing down the jealousy that threatened to seep into your mouth.

“Was she happy to see you?” you muttered. Jisung smiled, oblivious to your envy. “She was very happy. Of course, she thought she was dreaming. It's better that way. She hates anything to do with ghosts.” You looked up, hating the way his eyes sparkled when he was talking about his mother. You knew that Jisung loved his mother in a different way, but you wanted him to be obsessed with you, and you only.

“Well, at least everyone's happy,” you replied. Jisung looked up at you. “That's a lie. You're not happy, y/n. Not truly.” You shrugged, tears forming in your eyes. “I'm glad that you're here, Jisung, but it doesn't feel the same. Every time I look at you, I remember that you're dead.” You wiped your eyes with the back of your hand. “What you need to do is distract yourself, y/n. You need to go out and do something that makes you happy.” Jisung rose from the bed and crossed over to the bedroom door. You drew your knees to your chest with a stubborn scowl. “I don't want to do anything,” you sniffed. “It's not about what you want,” Jisung snapped. “It's about what's good for you.” You scowled at him. “I'll go out,” you said, peeling open the duvet and stepping out of bed. “Don't think it's because you're bossing me around.” “That's what I want to see,” Jisung smiled.

It was a dark day outside. The clouds hung low, threatening rain, and a cold breeze nipped at your nose and cheeks. You hadn't been out of the house since the funeral. The world felt too raw to face, too loud, too massive. You wrapped your arms around yourself, feeling smaller and smaller with each person and car that passed you by. Jisung stepped into place next to you, placing an arm around your shoulders. “It's okay, y/n. I'm here.” “Thanks,” you said, allowing yourself to smile. A passerby glared at you, hurrying up their pace to get as far away from you as possible. “Another thing, y/n,” Jisung said as you watched their retreating figure. “Only you can see me, so if we're outside, try to keep your voice to a minimum.” With a laugh, he added, “I guess that you could say that I'm exclusive.” You couldn't bring yourself to laugh at that, so you kept your head down, swallowing down tears.

In the end, you and Jisung agreed on a spot from the old times to hang out: the city forest. It was a peaceful solace from the rest of the busy world; the sky hidden away by trees, complete silence apart from the scurry and twitter of birds, and nobody to be seen apart from the occasional dog-walker. You settled yourself on a bench, and when you were sure that nobody else could see you, you cried, unsure of the reason behind your sorrow. Jisung put his arm around your shoulders, gazing up at the trees above while he waited for you to stop. Eventually, you took a deep breath, wiping your streaming nose on your sleeve. “My heart still hurts,” you sighed. “Nothing feels safe anymore.”

Silence filled the air.

“How can I feel you again, Jisung?” you said. “What do I have to do to make it feel like you're not just a figment of my imagination?” Jisung looked ahead in silence, his ears reddening. “Well?” You glared at him as he turned to you. “The truth is, y/n, you'd have to die-

“Y/n?” You turned around to see Mark behind you, hand raised in a wave. “Y/n, are you okay?” You turned back around, hatred stinging your veins. “Just go away, Mark. I meant it when I said that I don't want to see you again.” Ignoring your statement, Mark settled himself next to you, unknowingly sitting on top of Jisung. Jisung shook his head in disapproval as he shuffled away to the edge of the bench. “Y/n,” Mark said. His eyes were glistening with tears again. “I'll be honest with you. I miss Jisung as well, and I came here to clear my head. I'm glad that I've seen you here, because maybe we can talk about Jisung together.” You made to stand up from the bench, but Mark grabbed your hand. “Wait, y/n. I wanted to tell you something-”

“Get OFF me, you freak!” you shouted, pulling your wrist from his grip. He held his hands up. “I'm sorry, y/n. That was unnecessary of me.” There was a brief pause. “I just wanted to tell you that I forgive you, y/n,” Mark said. “Forgive me for what?” you sneered. Mark sighed patiently. “Let's be honest with ourselves, y/n. I forgive you for the way you abandoned me for Jisung.” Jisung frowned, and you stood up, sweat pooling on your brows. “I have to go now,” you said. Mark stood up as well. “Remember what you did, y/n? When we broke up, you told me that I was emotionally manipulative, but all you wanted to do was to get to Jisung because you had feelings for him. We grew apart from each other, because I couldn't bear seeing you two together as a result of your lies. He died before we could solve our differences. But I just wanted to say that it's okay-”

“STOP IT!” you screamed, horrified at Jisung's surprised face. “He might hear you!” Mark frowned. “Who might hear me?” “Jisung,” you sobbed. “He's here, and he can hear us.” Mark stepped away from you. “Is that who I heard you talking to just a moment ago?” he said. “Yes,” you whispered. “I'm telling you, he’s there.” You pointed to Jisung, and Mark looked in his direction. When he saw nobody there, he stepped away from you again. “You're having hallucinations, y/n. Jisung isn't there. He's dead.” “SHUT UP!” you shrieked. “JUST GO AWAY!” “I'm going, I'm going,” Mark backed away and disappeared into the clearing. You fell to your knees on the forest floor, howling as Jisung stood over you. “What a shame, y/n,” he said. “I can't believe that you were so spiteful.”

“I'm sorry,” you gasped. “I did that ages ago, and I’m sorry.” You looked up at him. “You're going to leave me now, aren't you?” Jisung shook his head “You were a right asshole to break up with Mark like that, but I know who you are, y/n. There's goodness left in you still. Come on, get up. Let’s go home.”

You remembered what Jisung had said earlier before Mark had interrupted you. Jisung obviously remembered, too. He didn't say anything related to the forest, but he followed you everywhere, attempting to distract you with anything and everything possible. Your mind was working to the maximum, though. As you two watched television that evening, you gazed across at Jisung. You so badly wanted to hold his hand again and caress his palm with your thumb. You wanted to run his silken hair through your fingers, to feel his beating heart against your ear. The longing was almost destroying you. Jisung caught you staring. “You're plotting something,” he said. “I know that look in your eyes.” You smiled. “I'm not thinking of anything,” you said. Jisung sighed, raising his eyebrows. “Don't do anything stupid, please, y/n,” he said. “I won't,” you smiled.

That night, while Jisung watched you, you closed your eyes and breathed heavily under your duvet, pretending to sleep. After what felt like eons, Jisung was satisfied. “I'm going to slip out to see my mother now,” he whispered. “I'll be back later, though. I love you, y/n.” You stayed still even after the room fell into silent darkness, and took your time as you opened your eyes and sat up. To your delight, Jisung was gone. You stepped out of bed and turned on your night light, sitting down at your desk as you pulled out your paper and pens.

You wrote several letters through the night; to Jisung's mother, to your own mother, to your friends, Winter and Giselle, to your manager at work who had so patiently let you off for as long as you needed. The last letter was to Mark. In his letter, you apologised for your lies and deceit, and the way you had treated him when he brought home Jisung's ashes. You laid all the letters out on your bed, and turned to yourself in your vanity mirror. You looked tired; not just from lack of sleep, but of life overall.

You didn't lock your front door.

You climbed the steps of the apartment, not stopping even when your lungs clamoured for air and rest. The pain in your heart was stronger than ever, a demented longing that ached with every breath you took. At last, you were on the rooftop of the apartment block. The clouds from earlier on were dribbling rain, the wind a fully formed gale that blew your hair over your face and your pyjamas away from your body. Doubt gnawed at your mind. telling you to turn around and go back downstairs, but you ignored it. You were determined to get what you wanted. You grunted in pain as you scrambled atop the ledge, your heart beating faster as you looked down at the street miles below.

“I'm coming to you, Jisung,” you whispered, bending your knees.

You landed on the floor with a hard thud. Groaning in pain, you sat up, and found yourself in a lush green field full of flowers. It was a sunny day, and the blue sky was dotted with puffy clouds. You pulled yourself to your feet, frowning. It had been raining when you jumped from the apartment building, and there certainly wasn't a field below. You looked down and gasped when you saw your body covered in a beautiful flower dress, your favourite one from your wardrobe. As realisation hit you, you felt a tap on your shoulder. You spun around to see Jisung, his eyes glazed with tears. Wordlessly, you leaped forward and embraced him, tears rolling down your cheeks when you felt his arms tighten around you. You breathed in his fragrant cologne, gripped tightly onto the polyester of his football jersey.

"It worked,” you whispered into his shoulder. “I died. We can be together at last.” Jisung pulled away, his hands on your shoulders. “You can't die yet, y/n. You have to go back.”

“What do you mean?” you sobbed. “Don't you love me anymore?” Tears rolled down Jisung's face as he drew you back into his arms. “Of course I do, y/n. I always have, and I always will. But you have to be sensible.” “I don't want to be sensible!-” “Well, you're going to have to be, y/n. Think about how much it hurt your heart when I died. If you go, you're going to cause that pain for other people in your life. It will be even worse if they find out that you caused your own death.” He cupped your face with his hands. “Is that what you want to do, y/n?”

You slowly shook your head. “No.”

“Then you have to go back to your body, y/n,” Jisung whispered. “Take the chance that I didn't have. Go back and live.” “Okay,” you replied. “I'll only do it because you told me to.” You turned around to walk away, but then you went back. “Will you still be there as a ghost when I go back?” you asked. Jisung nodded. “Like I said, I'll be there for as long as you need me. But eventually, you'll need to be able to walk on your own and live life without me. Promise me that you'll do that.” “I promise,” you replied. “Thank you,” Jisung smiled.

“Can I hug you one last time?” you professed. Jisung nodded, pulling you into him wordlessly. You squeezed your eyes shut as you held on to him, doing your best to store this memory in your mind; you'd be needing it in the difficult days to come. When you pulled away, you gazed into each others’ eyes, pain and heartbreak ebbing between you. Jisung leaned towards you, placing his hand on your nape. “Can I?” he whispered. “Yes, please do,” you whispered back, closing your eyes as he placed his lips upon yours. As you kissed him, you felt a tugging sensation in your chest, too strong to overcome. You reached out for Jisung, but when you opened your eyes, all that met your eyes was pitch darkness.

“SHE'S ALIVE!” You opened your eyes to see Mark's face hovering above yours. Your pyjama top was gone, two sticky pads attached to your bare chest. “The defibrillator worked! I knew that those first aid training sessions would come in handy!” You tried to raise your head, but screamed when agony shot through your neck and back. “Leave this to us paramedics now,” came a woman's voice. “We'll handle this now. Thank you for your help.”

You were alive again, and it was no other than Mark Les who had brought you back.

When you woke up again, you were in a hospital bed, your body attached to wires and monitors. Your head was elevated by a neck brace, your face bruised and swollen. Everywhere on your body smarted painfully. “You're awake, y/n!” Mark was sat next to you in a hospital chair, his eyes sparkling with excitement. “The doctors said that you got away with only a fractured neck. It's a miracle that nothing else broke from such a fall. I've called your mother, and she's on her way. I promise that I'll clear off afterwards, though, because I've been in the wrong place at the wrong time way too often-”

He took a deep breath, cheeks red from gabbling. “It's okay,” you whispered.

“What?”

“Thank you for saving my life, Mark. I'd have been dead if it wasn't for you.” Mark squeezed your hand, his thumb caressing your knuckles. “It's okay, y/n. I'm sorry that I didn't notice how much you were struggling.”

“We're all struggling, Mark,” you replied. “What matters is how we deal with the grief. We have to be sensible about it.” Just then, your neck gave a painful twinge, and you winced, your back arching with discomfort. Mark stood up, letting go of your hand. “I'll go and get a nurse,” he said, disappearing behind the curtain.

“Well done, y/n.” You saw Jisung sitting at the foot of your bed. “Thank you for choosing to live. You won't regret it.”

“I know I won't,” you smiled. Your heart still hurt, but you knew that the healing had begun. For that, you were grateful.

-the end-

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[rankuros]

demonically horny for billie joe armstrong sorryyyyyyy i would do anything for him

[vanesycho]

Helloo I hope ur doing good! I was just thinking abt minho's hands how skillful he can be with them, if you can't make on this it's totally fine. Thank you !!

• bf!minho x f!reader | m.list

| the hand of your boyfriend who only loves his cat makes you think different things

warning | smut, fingering, minho calls the reader kitty/kitten

word count | 0,6k

author's note | thank you for your request, I hope you like it🤍

enjoy reading！

❝ I think there's another kitty that needs attention. ❞

It was a quiet day on a rainy evening. When you entered the room, you looked at doongie on the bed and Minho playing with it. A smile graced your face as you walked to the bed, Minho noticed you and lifted his head for a moment and continued to play with doongie.

After a few minutes, you got bored of scrolling through your phone so you decided to watch how your boyfriend was playing with the cat. As you watched him scratch and caress doongie's belly, all you could see was his hands. A strange feeling filled you, the warmth that came to your body as you continued to watch his hand started to bother you after a while. Minho felt a pair of eyes on him and looked at you for a moment, while your eyes were still on his hands, he grinned. "Jealous?" You turned your gaze to him, realizing that he was talking to you. "Hm?" Minho took his hand off doongie's belly and put it on the inside of your thigh. "I think there's another kitty that needs attention." he squeezed your thigh lightly, you watched as doongie got off the bed and left the room after the attention left, Minho took advantage of this and got between your legs. "Min-" your words were cut off when his hand came up to your pussy from above your pants, "Oh you're a very naughty kitten, staring at my hand like that." his thumb easily found your clit and pressed it. "Don't worry, I'll make sure you get the attention you want."

He watched with pleasure how you squirmed under him with only one finger inside you, he moved his other hand to your belly and held you in place so you wouldn't move, easily inserted his second finger into your soaked pussy. You were about to close your legs but his harsh voice stopped you. "Don't even think about it." two fingers curled inside you, moving in slow motions as if he wanted to drive you crazy. "Please..Minho, I can't take it.." a grin appeared on his face, "Since when did my little kitten complain so much? Aren't you happy with the attention you're getting?" he stopped his movements, laughed softly when a whimper came out of you, you quickly moved your hand to his wrist as he was about to take his fingers out of you "No- please, keep going.." He looked at you with his eyebrows raised slightly, you moaned again when you felt his fingers move again "That's it..I'll take care of you baby, just be patient hm?"

He sped up his movements as he leaned down and started to place small kisses on your neck, other hand slid down your belly and found your clit, his fingers continued to ruin your insides while his other hand was gently tending to your clit, your pussy started to tighten around his fingers as he realized you were close "Make a mess to my fingers yeah? I knew you could be a good kitten. So fucking good for me." it didn't take long for you to cum as the pleasure you were getting from both sides brought you to your climax, Minho's fingers were filled with your juices and he didn't take his fingers out of you until he was sure you were completely cummed. It took a while longer, which made you whine. He pulled his fingers out of you and slapped your clit a few times. “Fuck- Minho-” he laughed at your teary sound and leaned up to kiss your lips. “Good kitty.” he spoke against your lips as he held your chin, making you look up at him. “Now I need to test if you’re good with your tongue.”

[pomefioredove]

"Your shirt has to go, but you can stay." With Idia?

you guys are making this HARD for me (<- good)

summary: "your shirt has to go, but you can stay" type of post: short fic characters: idia additional info: romantic, reader is gender neutral, reader is not specified to be yuu, established relationship

"You can't be serious. And, also, I'm going to kill you,"

Your arms fall to your sides, and you scoff in disbelief at Idia's scowl.

"What? You don't like it?"

"This is like, top tier cringe," he says. "Burn it."

You had expected as much. You know your boyfriend well, after all... but his reaction is a part of the fun.

You tug at the hem of your custom shirt, stretching out the text so he can read it again.

"If lost, return to Idia" in sparkly blue letters.

"Tch. I thought it was cute," you say. "Lilia helped me with the glitter."

Idia's eyes widen. "Other people have seen this thing?"

You have to hold back a smirk.

"Well, yeah. I wore it all day,"

He narrows his eyes, a different, more poignant look on his face. "Are you srs? What're you trying to pull on me?"

You scoff, feigning offense, and place a hand over your heart- where the big, glittery "lost" is.

"Mean. I was trying to do something nice for my boyfriend, but if you don't appreciate it, I guess I'll just go..."

Idia rolls his eyes, obviously not anticipating you to go through with your little threat. His expression quickly shifts to surprise when you get off his bed.

"Hold on,"

You stop, as expected, and wait for him to say something else... Much to his annoyance.

"I didn't say you could leave," Idia says, crossing his arms. "Your shirt has to go, but you can stay."

You smirk. "And what exactly do you want me to-"

Any and all hopes you had of flirting are dashed as he abruptly puts his hoodie over your head. "Better,"

"Seriously?"

Idia smirks. He's way to smug about this, you think, but you'll let him have the high ground... this time.

"Don't act like you're the victim in all this," he huffs. "I'll make you another shirt, alright? BF approved,"

[raventreehall]

a storm of swords dash simulator

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i don't want to reveal too much but i had a really great day today hawking and riding and received some really exciting news (and maybe a potential marriage offer!) wow wow wow!!! haven't felt like this in so long 🥰

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lord bolton's bastard killed him

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Ramsay isn't a bastard, King Joffrey legitimized him two months ago and Lord Roose is going to make him castellan of the Dreadfort soon. He loves his son and trusts his abilities. Plus, Ramsay is being awarded for his efforts in saving Winterfell and putting a stop to the ironborn raids in the North by being betrothed to Arya Stark—would a bastard be granted that honor? I don't think so.

Also, Theon isn't dead, Ramsay is (rightfully) flaying him for his crimes in the dungeons beneath the Dreadfort. Gods, I'd love to see Ramsay thrust the knife under his skin!!!!! 😜

#ramsay bolton #house bolton #our blades are sharp #theon greyjoy

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TW: Red Wedding, death, violence

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[unclewaynemunson]

I definitely think it takes Eddie a while to accept that Steve changed. He remembers what he was like in high school.

When Steve asks him out, for whatever reason, Eddie says yes. But he’s determined not to fall in love, because deep down Harrington’s still a dick. But he’s cute, and Eddie can smile and play pretend.

But then! Steve goes full happy relationship mode, he tells Robin (obv), introduces Eddie to the other adults as his bf, and is just generally being sweet.

MY SWEET ANON I HOPE YOU'LL STILL SEE THIS!!!

I'm so sorry it took me ages to answer this one! But I really loved the idea of this (the good ol' steddie + misunderstanding about what they mean to each other with a dash of terrible communication skills my beloved) so i wanted to give it my proper attention, which i didn't have enough time for over the past few months. Buuut the words have finally found their way to my keyboard so here is the first part of what probably will turn into a 3-part ficlet, I hope it's something like what you had in mind when you sent this ask to me <3

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Eddie has been acting weird all day. Maybe Steve is too much of a romantic, but he can't help it: he wanted to celebrate this day. Exactly a month ago, he asked Eddie out. And it's been good. They've spent a lot of time together. They've been on lots of dates, spent plenty of nights together... But today, things are different, somehow. Eddie is different. He turned Steve down for a dinner date, he didn't stop by Family Video during lunchtime, and when Steve shows up at the trailer to surprise him with flowers, he merely frowns and pulls back from their kiss before it can even properly get started.

'Everything alright?' Steve asks, trying to catch his boyfriend's gaze – which isn't exactly easy with how Eddie is turning away from him to not-so-gently put the flowers down in a corner of the trailer's living room.

'Yeah, sure,' Eddie mumbles, not really looking at him. 'It's just – I didn't really expect to see you today. We didn't have plans.'

Steve chuckles, trying to get the tension out of his chest. 'Didn't know I was expected to schedule an appointment before coming here.' He tries to play it off as a joke, but the tone of his voice doesn't really want to cooperate.

Eddie finally turns back towards him and Steve catches the end of an eye-roll.

'I'm just not feeling too great today, alright?' It sounds a bit stiff and Steve pauses. He wonders if he did something wrong, if he somehow invaded Eddie's space – even though he has showed up at the trailer on countless evenings in the past month.

'What's wrong?'

'Nothing,' Eddie answers, a little bit too fast. 'I told you, I'm not feeling so well.'

And now that he can see his face properly, Steve notices that Eddie is indeed looking paler than usual.

'Hey, don't worry about it,' he says. 'I can stay to take care of you, if you want to. We don't have to do anything. You can go to bed early and I'll keep you company. I can make you some soup, read to you... You could've just told me you're not feeling good, you know. I would've picked up some fruit on my way over here and stopped by the library for you.'

'You don't have to do any of that, Steve.'

Steve tries to ignore the fact that it's been ages since Eddie has last called him by his official first name. He doesn't like the sound of it.

'But I want to,' he says instead. He takes a step towards Eddie, lifts his arms to wrap them around him – but Eddie swats his arms away before he can properly embrace him.

'Don't.' He sounds cold and detached, so different from how he usually sounds. 'Don't act like this is something it isn't.'

'Like this is something –' Steve echoes, completely caught off-guard by this turn of events. 'Like what?'

'Jesus Christ, you really don't know when to stop, do you?'

'What?' He takes a stumbling step backwards, driven away by the force in Eddie's words.

'We're not – like that,' Eddie stutters out. 'We're just fucking around, aren't we? So you don't need to pretend. You don't need to bring me flowers. You don't need to take care of me when I'm sick. You don't owe me anything, alright? You can go home.'

Steve takes another step backwards, until his back collides with the door of the trailer. He blindly grabs the door handle behind him.

'Alright,' he says, trying desperately not to let his voice tremble audibly. 'I hear you, loud and clear. I'll – I'll leave you alone, then.'

Read pt2 here (Edit: it's actually 5 parts now. You can read the whole thing on ao3 here)

[theonlyhonoredone]

Megumi BF Headcanons

Pairing: Megumi Fushiguro x Reader

Warnings: none

Summary: my idea of how Megumi is as a partner

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bf!Megumi falls for you quickly but keeps it to himself for a long time. He thinks it’s just a passing crush but eventually realizes his feelings aren’t going to change. It’s a slow burn and all of your friends are waiting for months for the two of you to get together. It finally happens at a party, a little bit of alcohol helping you to both overcome your nerves and finally make a move.

bf!Megumi is pretty insecure about his ability to be a good boyfriend and isn’t sure how to navigate things at first. He’s awkward about affection, never sure when it’s the right time to hold your hand or give you a kiss. The longer you’re together the more comfortable he becomes and the better he learns to express his affection to you.

bf!Megumi who is always taking care of you. He’s detail oriented so he notices right away if you seem a little down or off. He’s always going to try to remedy this whether that means buying you lunch or offering to stay in bed with you all day. He does a lot of little things to make sure you’re always well taken care of. Bringing an umbrella or extra jacket for you, carrying your bags, opening every door for you, any little thing he can do to make your day better.

bf!Megumi isn’t the biggest fan of pda. He’ll hold your hand and dance with you at parties, maybe a public kiss, usually only on the cheek though. He prefers to keep any sort of intimacy private, he finds physical touch very special and doesn’t want anyone else to see you two like that. He’ll never reject your advances if you go to hug him from behind or play with his hair, but he's certainly not going to initiate unless you two are alone. He’s not a very jealous person but if he is feeling jealous or protective he may put a hand around your waist or pull you to his chest. 

bf!Megumi who is a total cuddle monster the second you’re alone. It’s like a flip switches the second you two are left alone and suddenly he can't keep his hands off you. He wants you to sit in his lap or lay on his chest while he reads. He loves the times when you two can sit in comfortable silence and will soak up all the attention you give him happily. He’s a big fan of both playing with your hair and having his hair played with. He’s definitely learning how to braid or do other hairstyles for you so you can sit in his lap while he pampers you.

bf!Megumi is a homebody, he prefers to spend most of his time alone at home with you. Quality time is everything to him. He’s not picky about what you do together but he enjoys when you do a spa night together, finding it impossibly cute when you pin your hair up together and put on sheet masks. He also enjoys cooking together or any sort of little diy you can work on together. 

bf!Megumi is the greatest photographer in the world, and the most persistent. He is constantly taking pictures of you. From cute planned photos for your socials, to the most ridiculous candids of you drooling in your sleep. He finds them all endearing and will scroll through them on his way to and from missions. In contrast he hates having his picture taken and always manages to cover his face when you try to sneak one. The only time he enjoys having his picture taken is if it’s the two of you together. His wallpaper is always set to whatever cheesy couples photo you’ve most recently taken.

bf!Megumi who is incredibly sensitive under his nonchalant demeanor. He’s much more insecure than he lets off. He’s always worried about not making you happy enough and often feels like he needs to earn the right to be with you. He gets anxious during any sort of argument that you might leave and can often shut down because of it. In his mind he's preparing for the worst possible outcome. He needs you to be patient with him and take the time to talk about his insecurities. He needs the assurance that he in no way has to earn your love, he already has it, and that you’re not going to leave over a little argument. 

bf!Megumi who you have to push him to talk about issues sometimes, but once he feels more secure in your relationship is much more open and has no qualms about telling you when he needs some extra attention. Instead of shutting down he begins to listen calmly and talk through issues with a fine tooth comb. He'll listen very calmly while you present your feelings and take every word to heart because he truly wants to understand your side of things. He always tries to make sure you can come to a conclusion that leaves you both satisfied, whether it be something as simple as what to make for dinner or a serious argument over his seemingly constant need to summon Mahoraga.

bf!Megumi who will blush and shy away whenever you spend time doting on him. If you notice he’s withdrawn or seeming down you’ll make sure to shower him with praise and promise him you’re here if he wants to talk about it. It’s fills him with butterflies no matter how long you two are together. He's normally not one to care much for compliments but when they come from you they mean the world to him.

bf!Megumi who you often have to beg to go to parties or outings. He’ll always tell you it’ll be more enjoyable if you just stay in or do something just the two of you. He loves spending time with you and all of your collective friends, he’d just prefer a quiet game night or small dinner to a party or big outing. He’s always glad you make him go out though because he always ends up having fun. He’ll never admit it but he definitely gets fomo when he stays home.

bf!Megumi won’t talk much about your relationship with others, he’s very private in that way. He’ll post pictures of you sure, but the captions are rare and very simple when they are present. He knows that you know how beautiful you are and how much he loves you and that’s all he cares about. That being said he can't stand to have anyone else comment on you or your relationship. Nobara asked him if he even liked you after she deemed his birthday post for you inadequate and he replied in a deadpan that you were the love of his life and he’d kill her if she ever suggested otherwise. 

bf!Megumi who carries you to bed after you fall asleep on movie nights or in the car or anywhere else. If need be he’ll wake you up to help you get ready for bed but if not he’ll just tuck you in and curl up beside you. You often have to tear off the blankets in the middle of the night because the man is basically a space heater. Megumi insists on sleeping under no less than three blankets despite the fact that he basically is a heated blanket. It takes you a while to find the perfect sleeping arrangement for both of you. Eventually you settle on opening a window or cranking the ac and then curling up under a mountain of blankets and tangling your bodies together. 

[junglemindless]

okay, so. i have loved pjo since i was 12 and this can definitely be explained also by the fact percy is so freaking hot. this days i was thinking about our boy and just have to share some of the stuff i thought about him in all this years. here we go with some headcanons of bf percy and percy in general;;

• i have a thing for silver chain necklaces. you know, one of this things every hot guy has? yeah. percy does wears one. his mother give it to him probably. and he never takes it off. it reflects the sun when he's surfing, stands out on his tanned skin, touches your face when he's on top of you kissing you or whatever else

• percy IS an nba obsessed. he will invite you to watch the games with him and will give you his personal opinion about the players, the moves, even the uniforms if you want to know.

• he secretly is zodiac guy. like, in front of his friends or any public conversation he will deny it. but if you're into it, and just says something like "our zodiact signs are compatible!" he'll be happy about it and feel like he's part of something magical, you know? like he's known all along that you're supposed to be together.

• talking about interests: he definitely will listen with heart eyes whatever you talk about. books? shows? basketball or another sport? celebrities drama? taylor swift folklore's love triangle? he's here for it. laying on his bed with you sitting by his side telling him about it, and he's just staring at your beautiful eyes and playing with your hair

• he also love movies. he has an letterboxd account which he is religiously active on. also, he give extra stars to the movies you watch togheter just because he is on a good mood.

• btw, when he's calling you to watch a movie, it is to watch a movie. boy take the movies thing really serious.

• he will be watching barbie AND oppenheimer. and he will take you to both.

• percy can't sleep without being tangled with you. he's an huge touchy guy, bear hugs, forehead kisses, hands on your waist, head laying down on your chest. he just loves the feeling of your body with him

• bro is an biology princess. is the only thing he really found interesting. he loves nature, the sea, the animals.... everybody knows he's going to do marine biology. he's not an working-on-office-all-day type of person so 99% of chance of him working saving marine animals on an research group.

• his instagram profile would totally be about animals he saved. him just doing ✌️🤘👉👍with some type of turtle or an aquarium of clown fishes

• you gave him different marine stuffed animals and he keeps it on his shelf, right on the side of a picture of you and him on a beach day.

• as soon as he gets money, he will take you to a summer on greece.

• he is so fucking loyal. he CAN'T like anyone else. he just thinks about you. in a way that is almoust obsessive.

• also, kind jealous. okay, im trying to be nice with him, he's very very jealousy guy. not because he doesn't trust you or your love for him, but because he doesn't trust other people. at least, thats what he says everytime he sees this one friend of yours

• percy is a tattoo guy. he will have symbols, greek words, abstract stuff, strong animals.... and your initials on his chest once he knows for sure you're here to stay.

• i saw that jeremy allen white keeps a letter of his wife with him to read when he's missing home and i just can't get it out of my mind. percy will totaly take a small peace of paper with something you wrote to him when he's traveling to research or smth and read it before going to sleep 😫😫😫

humm alright. i think that's it for today. i love percy he's so fucking sweet. also, english is not my first language and i had never write for tumblr before soooooo sorry for anything.

hope you enjoyed and stuff ����

HEY! we have a part. 2 :)

[kentoxo]

honey | reader(f) x bf!gojo

pairing: reader(f) x bf!gojo

synopsis: gojo is in a mood and is in dire need for you to be his stress reliever.

warnings: soft dom!gojo, fingering, dirty talk, light bondage

a/n: just a lil thing <3 nothing crazy

The glow of your phone bothered your eyes, but you read the text loud and clear. Freshly showered, you make quick work of your pajamas and strip it off completely. Pangs of warmth struck your flower, your toes curling from excitement and anxiety. Satoru in a bad mood was a Satoru you've learned to love, and need.

Sat patiently on your shared bed, you hear the lock turn, with keys jingling around in struggle. Your fingers dig into the sheets, your heart running miles as you listened to the sounds of Satoru unloading himself. You hear him slide off his belt, and begin to drag it on the floor while on his way to you.

There he was: Satoru was stood in the doorway with his eyes completely exposed. Besides the curt line on his lips, his beautiful blue gems were dark and hungry, his now free hair flowing in front of his face. Still in his black attire, he slowly walks towards an eager you and holds up the belt to you. His silent ask for consent made you smile in your mind as you nodded your head.

Gently, he takes your hands, and ties the belt just comfortable enough to be not quite tight but still retraining. Letting you go, he crouches down a bit, meeting eyes with your erotic mounds. Still adoring them, he speaks lowly, "did you pick a word?" He was referring to his earlier text; a safety word.

You nod submissively. "Honey,'" you respond in a whisper.

"Got it."

In moments, he had you bent over the bed, arms stretched over your head, knees digging into the carpet. Fingers ran down the sides of your body, callouses causing goosebumps to rise from your skin. You couldn't see him, but you knew his expression contained a shit eating grin. He loved being eye-level with his pussy, tempting himself more than he already was.

Leaving a few kisses on your ass, his lips quickly find residence in between your goldmine lips. His lips were soft as they kissed along yours. You twitched every moment of his contact, squirming but keeping still to keep him on you. "my beautiful baby," he hums against your pussy, "my perfect, pretty girl."

His cold tongue finds its way to your hole, rimming it slowly. After a few rounds of that, it enters and curves between your walls, drinking your sap with every motion. His hands hold your hips firmly to lessen your squirming, allowing him to eat with less interruption. "you taste so good, I can't get enough of you."

"oo, 'toru, please," you moan, your toes digging into the carpet.

Satoru was satisfied, his lips completely wet with your juices. You didn't cum yet, but Satoru always had to prepare you. You patiently waited to be filled by his limb, but was quickly surprised when you felt 3 fingers enter your spot.

"sa-sato--" you choked, taken aback by his sudden motion. His three middle fingers thrusted in and out of your cunt like jabs. His other hand held your ass, using his thumb to drag your pussy and crack open. He loved to stare at you, at your body, at his girl. You were his and all his, and he didn't dare miss an opportunity to be reminded.

"is it too much?" Satoru asks, still continuing his aggressively fast pace. You whine, unable to respond as his fingers curled against your tight walls. "well, my good girl can take it. your pretty cunt loves when I do this."

"satoru, it's t-too fast," you let out, unable to keep still with the way he was fucking you silly with just his hand. You didn't dare use the safety word however. If you did, he'd stop and you needed to be filled by his dick. "i-i just wasn't rea-dy," you manage to say between heavy breaths.

"m'sorry baby, i'll change my pace," Satoru murmurs behind you. You take his words on, but you were quickly deceived when Satoru not only fingered you faster, but used his other hand to start rubbing your clit. "i think this is more suited for you, love," he hums with a sinister tone.

Curses spilled out of your lips, unable to think with how Satoru was using your body. You could feel your cum stream down your legs, with Satoru's strong fingers fucking you carelessly. You couldn't keep your climax in at all. Satoru's hands were just too much, and even after you finished, he kept flicking your clit.

"h-hey..." you cry out quietly, writhing from his touch before he finally let go of your pussy completely.

You heard Satoru chuckle behind you, with sucking arounds proceeding it. "you always cum so good for daddy, don't you?" He teases. He was sucking off your cum from his fingers, licking it completely clean. "nobody can make you feel good like i do, right baby?"

You whimper a quiet yes, but Satoru didn't approve. He finally strips completely, the tip of his cock greeting your exhausted cunt. He rubs it against your lips but doesn't go further. "i didn't hear you."

You try again, slightly louder but still not quite what he was looking for. You were still calming down from your orgasm, taking in as much air as you let out. But then Satoru filled you up with full force, his balls slapping against you thighs. You grab at the sheets desperately, incoherent sounds leaving you.

"say it loud and clearly baby," Satoru growls, "you're not loud enough."

"y-yes!" You cry out, unable to think with Satoru's pace once again too fast for you to catch up. You were not ready to be fucked after you orgasmed, your legs were still trembling from the fact. But Satoru didn't have the patience for that.

"yes what?" He was enjoying this too much. That sadistic bastard.

"y-yes, only y-you can make me feel this--!" Your breath hitches in your throat. Satoru's fat cock fucked you relentlessly, using your cum to slide in and out with ease. It was all too wet and hot and overwhelming. You were overstimulated but couldn't find yourself to stop him. You wanted him, his cock, his hunger.

"this what?" He asks a little louder.

"--good," you choke out, his hands holding on tightly to your ass. It hurts, his tight grip on your curvature. But it felt so good to be fucked like this. "baby, it's-- it's too mush," you couldn't speak properly. Satoru's grunts with every stroke made your words give out. You could only think of the feeling of this perfect cock at the pit of your stomach.

"tighten for me," he commanded. You abide, your walls wrapping around him a little more. He let out a long sigh of relief, slowing his pace but still going fast enough to begin the in between feeling of pleasure and pain. Your mind was gone, and your body only knew to take what he was giving. "god, y/n, you're so good to my cock. it truly was meant for me and n'body else."

His hands push your ass towards one another, adding another friction against his cock. Cum splashes out, your entire thighs completely coated in it. He kept fucking you good, his cock constantly sliding against your g-spot. You were getting lightheaded, entering whatever is passed cloud 9.

"aw, what's wrong pretty girl?" Satoru teases. He leans down, that sexy toned torso of his leaning against your supple back. "can't say anything now?"

All you were now was struggling breaths as Satoru relieved himself with your body. He quickens his pace, a burning sensation beginning to develop in your pussy. It's too much, you can't. Your fingernails managed to mess up the seams of the sheets. "hu-hu--" you try to say your safety word, but even your body was against you.

"im gonna cum inside you, lovey," Satoru coos at your ear. "i'm gonna fill you up as a reward for taking this cock so well. are you ready?" You could only begin to cry, your body teetering between the pain and pleasure of getting raw dogged by the strongest sorcerer in the world.

In a few moments, Satoru held your hips tightly and finished inside you, his warm milk marking his territory inside you. You could feel it warm your up, while some slipped out from around his cock and dripped down onto the carpet. Pulling out, he quickly removes the belt from your wrists and adjusts you to lay down on your back. You could barely move, your chest heaving desperately for air.

Satoru cups your face in his hands and peppers kisses all over your face. You simply take it, unable to reciprocate it as your body was completely worn. "Let me grab you a towel and your pill," he hums. "Do you want to eat ice cream and watch a movie?"

You barely nod, awaiting eagerly for your princess aftercare treatment.

[throwawayhero]

hi!! could you do a kirishima bf headcanons? i feel like nobody ever writes for my boy, thank you! 🫶🏽🫶🏽

Of course omg??? He doesn’t get the amount of love he deserves ong. One of the best characters imo, kill me if I'm wrong!! He’s been my favourite for YEARSSS and I will never get tired of him. Some of these are a bit random but I hope you enjoy!! ❤️

Eijirou!Kirishima who always walks to school and/or class with you. He’ll wait for as long as you need him to with little to no complaints (most of the time..)! He’ll just hang around in your dorm trying to look unsuspecting as he looks at your stuff while you rush to get ready. He especially loves to snoop through your trinkets.

“.. Hey, I didn’t know you still had this!”

“Neither did I..”

“Oh—“

Eijirou!Kirishima who actually takes care of his physical appearance/personal hygiene. He doesn't have a sociopathic 30 step skin care routine but don't be surprised when his bathroom drawer is full of hit or miss products that he's tried out. Will give tips about finding good products if asked about it. He always smells SO good. He also has hair products he uses to get the red dye to last longer.

"Hey, can I borrow this?"

"That made my skin super irritated, try this one."

Eijirou!Kirishima who always supports you and your hobbies, even if they only last a week. He's always up for being a test subject of sorts. Painting/drawing? He's ordering you top quality paints and pencils. Reading? Tell him about the characters, the drama, the romance, the plot twists, he's invested. Crochet/knitting? He's wearing the sweater you made him, even if it is a little bit itchy. Yoga? He bought matching yoga mats! He's ALWAYS supportive, now matter how extreme.

"Any other hobbies peaked your interest?"

"Rock climbing."

"..Sounds like fun!"

Eijirou!Kirishima who NEVER forgets to text you good morning/night. He forgot once and showed up to your dorm to apologise (You hadn't even woken up yet). Sometimes he sends little GIFs too.

'Good morning beautiful!! 💗💗💗'

Eijirou!Kirishima who has a highlight on instagram dedicated to pictures of you and things that remind him of you. He doesn't really post on social media, but when he does, 80% of the time it's about you. He also sends you a bunch of those lovey-dovey quotes from Facebook. His captions on photos are always so sweet.

'Spent the day Go-Karting with my beautiful girlfriend! Can't believe how lucky I am! #gokart #love #girlfriend'

Eijirou!Kirishima who is the KING of PDA, to an extent of course. He will kiss you anywhere, in front of anyone. Oh my GOD does this man know how to give good hugs. He's always holding your hand/wrist/finger no matter what you're doing. You could be on a walk, in a line, grocery shopping, or just sitting down together. He's always by your side :)

"..Can you let go of my hand so I can scan the groceries?"

"No but I'll help you!"

Eijirou!Kirishima who GUSHES about you to his friends. This man is head over heels and everyone knows it. He doesn't necessarily believe in soulmates but he does believe that you were the one he was meant to find. He gets this horribly happy look on his face when he thinks about a future with you that everyone can't help but laugh at. He talks about said future all the time.

"When do you want to get married?"

"..What?"

"I wanna know when to start editing my vows."

"..Editing??"

Eijirou!Kirishima who is a bit of a restless sleeper. And when I say restless, I truly mean it. This man will roll on top of you and just lay there, sprawling out and snoring happily. You have been and will continue to be kicked. One time you had woken up to him rolling off the bed.

"You slapped me in your sleep last night."

"Oops. You should've slapped me back!"

"I did."

Eijirou!Kirishima who goes all out on dates. He'll take you to a fancy restaurant and wear a suit and tie with his hair done nicely. He'll ask you to wear something pretty beforehand so that you know not to underdress. He arrives at your house/dorm with flowers and the biggest smile you'll ever see (besides your wedding day). He'll treat you like the princess you deserve!

"You're stunning, hun.. where would I be without you?"

[3vergr3en]

Dom!Euijoo Headcanons ✮

Pairing: bf!Euijoo x fem!reader

A/N: ughh, dom!euijoo has me running LAPS around my room 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️ i can't get enough of this man. i literally need him (inside me) so badly guys 😾😿

Additional info: You read the title, so don't be surprised with what you're gonna read :) (mentions of breeding and a size kink)

Euijoo doesn't really prefer a pet name that you could call him other than his name.

Don't get him wrong, he definitely has a slight oppa kink. Just sayin' guys. 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

But nothing gets him going like you calling out his name when you're breathless and on the verge of cumming.

"oh? can't take any more of oppa's cum? hm?"

He's 50/50 between being a soft and hard dom.

Like majority of the time, he enjoys taking it slow and LOVES to do foreplay.

But let's say it was a stressful day at work, and he just needs some relief after being responsible as a leader.

But of course, when he asks, he is always soft-spoken, "I understand if you don't want to, but can I please fuck you?"

And as soon as he gets a clear confirmation from you, he just wants to fuck you like his little ragdoll :((

The next thing you know you'll be pinned on your guys' bed with one hand around your throat and the other pulling your panties to the side to allow his fingers to slip inside of you, curling immediately in search of that one spot in particular that he knows will get you turning into mush in a matter of minutes.

Okay, may have forgotten that he has a HUGE size kink btw.

He genuinely can't help but get turned on when he sees you wearing his shirt.

Watching it drape down your legs, just above your thighs.

The thighs he loves to squeeze but badly wants to spread and just trap his head in between.

You catch him practically eye-fucking you.

shy, you go to pull the shirt down but he was a step ahead of you and held your hand in his, halting your movements.

This was a BIG mistake on his end bc now he realized how truly small you are compared to him.

Your tiny hand in his large ones immediately makes him think how cute your small hand would look on his big cock.

"Love,, could you help me with something?" He'd ask, his voice velvety smooth and so loving that you would feel bad if you declined him :((

Next thing you know, you're sucking him off on the couch, hands jerking whatever couldn't fit in your tiny little mouth as his big, veiny hands rest atop your head, guiding you down his cock :(

His fav position is missionary or cowgirl.

He loves to see your face contort as he hits all the right spots inside of you.

plus he likes to watch your tits bounce with each thrust. (very much a boob guy)

"Juju!" You gasp, hips bucking forward as you feel him bottom out below you.

"Shh,, you're doing so good for me, love. You feel so good.."

HE WOULD 110% TALK YOU THROUGH ITTTTTTTTTTT.

I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY,,

For a guy who's shy, reserved, and likes intimate things to be done privately-- he's a FREAK.

One time you guys had to leave dinner early because he couldn't help but get hard when seeing you in that short black dress that hugged your curves ever so perfectly.

"You look so beautiful tonight." Your boyfriend compliments with an audible strain in his voice.

"Are you okay, juju?" You question with worry, placing your hand on top of his fidgeting one.

"m'sorry love, but can we leave?"

"Huh? Why-- oh." You trail off, noticing the obvious dent in his pants.

As soon as you guys got in the car, you were crumpled beneath him in the passenger seat of his car as he kissed you feverishly.

"You looked so good tonight,, I couldn't help myself, y/n." Euijoo breathes out, hands roaming your naked body after succeeding in prying off that dress.

"It's okay, juju,, j-just make it quick-- hmf!." You'd whimper as his thumb grazed over your hardened nipple.

You guys had done it in the car for about 2 hours.

Thankfully you guys parked farther away, but you still got a couple strange looks from people who passed by your jerking car.

He's also not the type to easily get jealous.

But there were times that really pushed him to that state.

For example, you, him, and Nicholas went out to eat dinner and unfortunately, perilla leaves (yes, I know. But I just know that Euijoo would HATE it.) were one of the side dishes that you just couldn't seem to pick up using chopsticks. But coincidentally, it was a closer reach for Nicholas and he kindly helped peel one for you.

Yeah.. no, your boyfriend didn't really like that too much.

Perhaps he used that negative feeling inside of him and took it out by fucking four orgasms out of you later that night <33

HUUUUGE breeding kink.

Yeah, remember him mentioning about wanting to become a dad?

Well, let's just say he really wants to make you a mommy whenever you ask him to go in raw.

"Wait, juju." You stop him from ripping open a new rubber, "..Can we, um,, not use a condom this time? I'm on the pill."

He will gladly cum inside you however many times you want.

If you really want him to cum fast, just mention how badly you want his babies.

Your breathing grew heavy as you felt yourself edging closer and closer to your breaking point. Almost there.. "I'm gonna cum, Euijoo!" You cry, legs instinctively wrapping around his waist to pull him closer. "Please cum in me, juju," You mewl, hands snaking up his biceps to the sides of his neck to pull him down till your guys' lips were narrowly touching. He sounded so pretty that you were considering being off the pill and actually getting pregnant with his kids. 1 wouldn't hurt, right? "juju, please,, I wan' your babies." And something within him just snaps. All he could think was just breeding you full of his cum till he quite literally fucks it out of you. "Yeah? Is that so, love? You want me to make you a mom?"

You whine as the sensation builds and Euijoo forces his eyes to stay open, not wanting to miss the sight of him ripping an orgasm out of you. "Fuck! Yes!" You moan as you feel yourself tipping over the edge. A tingling sensation erupts from your chest and travels throughout your body, and soon euijoo finishes right after you, filling you up exactly as he thought he would.

[anniebeckcalla]

you're always there...in my sleep

resting with the dreamies

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ღ calla's note: hope you enjoy this !! thank you so much for your support !!

mark

the room was warm, comfy, and filled with a soft illumination from the night lamp that was kept on through the night at your request. it obviously worked wonders, as you were asleep now, your face in a peaceful smile as your breath came out in small snores. mark lay next to you, but he wasn't in slumber. instead, he watched your eyelashes flutter as you steeped further into limbo. gently, he reached out his hand and used his finger to outline your eyelids, nose, and lips, deliberately taking his time to appreciate every scar and mole. at last, he cupped your face, his thumb caressing your cheek. “i’m so glad that i get to call you mine, y/n,” he whispered.

jeno

“still can't sleep?” jeno rubbed his eyes, hair tousled from being under the duvets. you shrugged, tears in your eyes. “it's no use. i've counted sheep, rubbed behind my ears, and sprayed lavender on the pillows. i’ll never get a good night's rest!” jeno sat up, throwing back the duvet. “let's go on a walk.” you stared at him, not sure whether to laugh or continue crying. “a walk? are you just trying to be funny?” jeno crossed over to your side of the bed, and held out his hand. “the night air will do you good, i promise. it's full moon tonight as well, don't you want to enjoy that together?” sighing, you took jeno's hand. “i'll admit that you haven't had a bad idea yet.”

calla's note: I feel like this is slightly ooc because jeno does NOT like going out :( anyway i hope that segment was nice

chenle

“see the way that draymond dodged the opponent?” chenle laughed as he reached for more popcorn from the bucket that you two were sharing. chenle had managed to get you to watch an nba match with him instead of a film that friday night, but instead of enjoying the match, all you two had done was laugh at the players' every move. chenle frowned when you didn't respond. “y/n?” he turned his head from the television to see you fast asleep, head lolled on his shoulder, your blanket wrapped around your shoulders. “oh, y/n,” he laughed softly. “let's get you to bed.” gently, as not to wake you, he lifted you in a blankety heap and carried you to your room.

renjun

your heart thudded loudly in your chest, your eyes wide in the pitch black. your limbs flailed, sending the duvet to the floor. “renjun,” you whispered. “renjun, where are you?” you reached out for him, but all that met you was the expanse of the mattress. stretching out for what felt like miles. Just then, the bedroom door opened and the room was flooded with light as renjun shuffled in with his phone torch. “ i was just using the toilet,” he began, but stopped when he saw your face. “why do you look so terrified?” he said. “i was scared that you'd just disappeared,” you muttered as renjun pulled the duvet back over the two of you. “you say funny things sometimes,” he chuckled as he pulled you close. “I wasn’t joking,” you mumbled, your eyes closing as you nestled in the crook of his neck.

haechan

it was a light spring afternoon, the sunshine streaming in through an open window. you stroked haechan's chestnut hair as he slept, his head on your chest, body nestled comfortably between your legs. there was a drama on the television that you'd been meaning to start a while ago, but you were distracted by haechan's soft snores and sweet-smelling hair. you bent down and pressed a kiss to the top of his head, and he stirred slightly, nestling his head down further into you.

jisung

“...but ron gasped, ‘get away from me, werewolf!’” jisung had one arm wrapped around your shoulders, the other holding the book. “your turn to read, love.” you shook your head, tightening your arms around his waist. “keep reading. it's nice.” “jisung sighed. “we're taking turns, y/n. it's not fair that i have to do all the reading before bedtime.” you frowned. “your voice is the only one that gets me to sleep at night, though! wouldn't you just do me that favour?” jisung sighed. “fine. i'm only doing this for tonight, though, okay?” “thank you, dearest,” you smiled. jisung rolled his eyes in response, but hugged you a little tighter as he resumed the story.

jaemin

the doorbell rang, cutting through the silent peace of the apartment. you jolted from your sleep, rolling over to compose yourself. as you rubbed your eyes, jaemin's voice came from beside you. “what was that?” he muttered, his eyes closed. “someone's at the door, you replied, sitting up. “were we expecting any visitors?” jaemin opened his eyes slightly. “no,” you shrugged. “then there's no reason to get up,” jaemin replied. “just ignore them. he took your arm and pulled you towards him, but then the doorbell sounded again. “i have to get it,” you said. “no you don't,” jaemin said. “just stay here. you know you want to.” you slid back under the covers, giggling when jaemin dipped his head to press his lips to your neck.

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[sturniolo04]

Late Night Adventures M.S.

Bf!Matt x Gf!Fem!Reader

Summary: in which you and Matt make a late-night run to McDonald's

A/N: If you don't like the preadded name in my stories, you can either add your own name or not read it; it's up to you :)

Dating Matt has definitely been some of the best months and years you could ever imagine. All the core memories you have cultivated with just this one person that literally feels like and smells like home to you. All the picnics on the beach and the road trips you guys would take to Boston to visit his parents are something you forever treasure.

But the one thing you absolutely adore doing with your boyfriend are the consistent late-night trips to McDonalds. See both of us have a pretty interesting sleep schedule, honestly being nonexistent, causes us to be up at random hours of the early/late morning. you remember when the tradition started.

"Matt I can't sleep"

you groan out as you sit up in his bed. The only light in his room is his desktop screensaver emanating a light blue light.

"me either"

he simply states. Sitting up next to you, your shoulders brushing against each other slightly. At this point in time, the late-night runs to McDonalds started when you and Matt had only been together for 3 months.

"are you hungry?"

Matt speaks up breaking the awkward silence causing you to giggle at the random question.

"what Matt"

you chuckle out as he chuckles along with you.

"are you hungry?"

he reiterates turning his head to meet your confused gaze.

"i mean i guess so"

you state unsure of whats to come next.

" okay let's go- let's take a trip to McDonalds"

he simply states getting out of bed and putting on his black ransom hoodie you love on him.

"Matthew it's 2 in the morning"

you state still sitting in his bed.

"so you said you hungry- let's go"

he chuckles out as he reaches his hand out to grab yours to pull you out of bed which you willing do with a playful giggle and eye-roll, as you walk on your knees across the bed to get out of it on the side he was currently standing on.

"see wasn't this a good idea"

your boyfriend states as you guys are sitting in an empty parking lot handing you the food you guys just ordered.

" yeah yeah"

you reply playfully as you take the nuggets your order from his hand

"you know it is"

he chuckles focusing his attention on the food in front of him finally. See you guys never verbally announced that this was going to be an ongoing habit or tradition,it kind of just came to be.

" you thinking what I am thinking"

you state looking over at him as you and Matt are laying down in your bed.

"McDonalds?"

he asks still staring at the ceiling, already knowing the answer.

"McDonalds"

you repeat as he finally shifts his gaze to your eyes next to him.

"let's go"

he exclaims sitting up and grabbing your hand in the process.

Which brings you to the present time of you and Matt sitting in the same empty parking lot with your food, making this the third year of consistently having McDonalds runs late at night when you guys couldn't manage to fall asleep.

" did you know we have been doing this for 3 years"

you state out of complete realization looking at your boyfriend who is sporting your new obsession, his winter beard paired with his gray colored beanie and white t-shirt with his blue denim jeans along with his keys attached to the belt loop.

"for real"

he states shocked meeting your gaze in the process.

"Yeah"

you say simply continuing to eat on the MnM McFlurry you ordered tonight.

"well I wouldn't want to be doing this with anyone else"

he states affectionately, catching your gaze.

"I love you"

you respond as he grabs the side of your cheek to bring you closer to his face, rubbing your guys' noses together in an Eskimo kiss.

"I love you too"

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rockstar gf!reader x bf!haechan headcanon | m.list

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warnings | nsfw, jerking off, dirty talk, eating out.

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★ He's your number one fan. He never fails to watch every one of your comebacks with a smile on his face and pride. Even though he doesn't show this pride to you most of the time. "Of course you did a good job. You're my girlfriend."

★ He likes to follow your style, he likes to dress the way you dress. Sometimes he doesn't hesitate to ask for your advice and loves to share his leather jacket with you.

★ He loves it when you go on stage with his jewelry. He gives you his own ring even though he knows it won't fit your finger, and when he sees you wearing it as a necklace in the next performance, he completely loses control.

★ Doing his makeup is one of his favorite activities. While you're sitting on his lap, his hand on your waist, he'll occasionally hold himself back from sticking his lips to yours while he examines your entire face. We can say that he completely inherited his obsession with using eyeliner from you and can't stop it now.

★ His social media accounts are full of you. Photos of you on stage, photos of you at home, photos of you working on a song in the studio... And the list goes on, he doesn't forget to write notes under each photo about how much he loves you. I wasn't lying when I said he's your number one fan...

★ It doesn't matter to him whether he's on the backstage or in the crowd, but he likes to shoot you from the front with his camera. Sometimes when you spot him in the crowd and walk up to him and look him in the eye while sing the lyrics, it literally melts him, and you know it very well.

★ He loves playing your guitar. Helping you with the notes while you hum the lyrics is his favorite thing, after a while you may find him getting carried away by your beauty and stop playing the guitar to look at you with admiration.

★ You know he loves singing your songs out loud and you are aware of how beautiful his voice is. So one day when you invite him to sing with you on stage, he looks at you in surprise and tries to make sure you are not joking. But after he accept, he realizes that it was the best decision he ever made. He approaches you when doesn’t care about the crowd, staring lovingly at every detail of your face, and he is captivated by the music and more so by you. When the music ends, he doesn’t forget to give you a small kiss on the lips before leaving the stage to you.

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★ Fucking in backstage and in the studio... It’s a thousand times better than fucking in a bed. Well sometimes you can write inappropriate lyrics in your songs and it can turn Haechan on immediately. He likes to whisper dirty words in your ear while kissing your neck from behind. "I swear you were thinking of me while writing these. Why don't we do it again? I can give you new inspirations." You could almost say that fucking in the backstage has become a tradition. He knows how nervous you are to sing this every time a new song comes out, and he likes to get rid of that nervousness. While your fans are excitedly waiting for you to go on stage, they have no idea that Haechan is eating you out until you relieve your stress. "Just leave yourself to me, you don't have to do anything, baby. But if you really want to, you can help me out at the end of the night as a way to thank me."

★ Sometimes he tells you to sit on his lap while you write the lyrics, so he'll feel better because he'll be close to you. But when your hips are right next to his bulge, you can find him laying you on the table and fucking you. He just can't stay still, and everything you do makes him so much more excited. While you're on his lap, his hand wanders around your leg helplessly, his lips kissing your neck. "I don't think a little break would hurt anyone. Come on, is it more important the song you wrote for your fans or your boyfriend who's been waiting for you for hours with this bulge?"

★ Every time he sees you playing the guitar, he can't stop thinking about your beautiful fingers around his cock. When his eyes are actually on your face, he slowly moves down to see how your fingers move over the strings, and it makes him lean back and completely lose himself in the situation he's in. When you stop playing the guitar, he'll just whine. "Is it over? Please play it one more time. You know that's my favorite song." And fingers? Fingers. At the end of the day, he'll lean his head back and close his eyes while you're jerking him off, and he'll make a huge mess as he finally gets what he's dreamed of. "Oh sorry..I- keep going..Please..I'm still hard, fuck-"

★ He's definitely vocal and he's not afraid to show it. Sometimes it scares you to know that he can reach a higher note than you, but on the other hand, it's something you enjoy. Haechan is a big switch and he can do it both ways very well. When he’s on top he doesn’t hesitate to use his deep voice on you, he loves to tease you and for him listening to your moan with that beautiful voice of yours is the most beautiful melody he’s ever heard. “Yeah, that’s it..Don’t hide your beautiful voice from me, scream and shout as much as you want, I can see you doing it on stage, you can do it for me too, right?”. When he’s on bottom, things don’t change much. He’s still a naughty horny brat and that shows more when he’s on bottom. Sometimes he’ll turn you on before you go on stage and when he leaves you like that you have to sing with that wetness for hours and seeing him excitedly await the punishment he’ll receive from you at the end of the night reminds you of how naughty he is again. “You know I didn’t do this on purpose…I’m sorry baby, are you really going to punish me?” He’s been waiting for this moment for hours.

[skzthelomlhehe]

Happy new years guys!! I hope everyone is in good shape and I wish eternal prosperity on everyone! If you're having a good new years with you family/friends, I hope you enjoy! If you're lonely this new years, come sit with me, let's have some hot coco or tea or coffee and have a fun chat! Regardless of it all, I hope everyone finds love, laughter and luck this new year! Lots and lots of love and best wishes from me!

And while we're also at it, here's some cute and fluffy skz headcanons to read when you're bored!

New years eve with bf!skz 💕

Im literally drunk while I'm writing so if you see typos... No you didn't 😃

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Channie

You and your favourite man, aka Channie were celebrating with both your families in a fancy restaurant. It was ever so heartwarming to see both families getting along. His mom, dad, brother, sister and his dog were so kind to you. Your family loved him and his family. Despite the biting cold outside, it was so cozy and warm inside. You truly couldn't ask for anything else. After dinner, that ended around 10:30, both families went their separate ways and you and chan went out for a few more drinks. After a bit more chattering and basking in each other's love, you both made your way to the big party outside.

The countdown started, your heart thumped as you held your lover's hand knowing very well you were gonna spend the rest of your life with him.

5...!

4...!

3...!

2...!

1...!!!!

Happy new year!!!!

The crowd roared and so did the both of you. And before you knew it, chan had pulled you in to a kiss. His big hands ever so warm and soothing cupped your cheeks. Even though you were caught off guard, you kissed back. He broke the kiss, connecting your foreheads soon after. "Happy new year, my love..." You giggled. "Happy new year to you too~" and in a flash, chan had gotten down on one knee, "I know it's sudden but... I love you, Y/N. I want to spend the rest of my life with you..." He reached for his pocket, his eyes still on yours, before he pulled out a box revealing two beautiful rings, "will you marry me, Y/N(full name)?"

Tears trickled down your cheeks, you gasped, hiding your mouth with your hands, "Yes!!! Yes I will marry you!!! I love you so much too, Channie!!" You cried out. The crowd near you cheered. Chan got up, taking off your mitten and sliding the ring on your finger and you did the same in return while crying your eyes out. He pulled you in to a kiss, holding you tightly with no intentions of letting go. You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him back with much love....

Lino

Both of you being the homebody you were, decided to stay in for the new years eve. You both had come home from your respective homes the day before and you wanted nothing more than to spend the time together with each other. In each other's arms, cuddling with your cats (yes he brought sooni, doongi and dori for the meantime). It was the perfect thing.

You both cuddled up in the couch, the three kitties between the two of you napping while you and Minho cuddled. You guys were watching a movie until an alarm went off in his phone. "That alarm for 5 minutes to new years again hm?" You giggled. "What? Can't a man be excited?" He pouted, his ears turning a bit red. "Nuh-uh! No shame at all!"

He put on the news channel. The cats, obviously knowing the mood, got up and laid down on their beds beside the couch. You both scooted in closer, both giggling at the cats' ability to read the room. Soon the countdown started.

"Happy new year!!!" The crowd roared through the TV. Both of you looked at each other with a loving gaze, slowly inching closer into a soft kiss. "Happy new year kitty~" you rubbed your noses together, "heh... Happy new year, you brat." He chuckled. Soon he showered you with a million kisses, something he does when he's super excited. His ears redder than ever. He nuzzled into the crook of your neck, sniffing in your scent, "I love you so much, Y/N... I don't think I've ever felt something so strong and deep for anyone else before... Sometimes... Sometimes it's so scary..." He admitted. You were in awe to see the depth of his love. "Don't be scared, my love... I love you so much too... I'm so glad I found you that night 3 years ago... You're the best thing that happened to me... I'll be forever grateful to fate to have pulled us close together like this..." You scratched his head softly, patting his back as you whispered sweet nothings in his ear. Both of your hearts thumping loud enough to hear. Truly, this was the best moment you could ask for.

Binnie

After having spent the Christmas at your parents', you and Changbin decided to celebrate new years at his. It always got you in awe to see his beautiful home, his parents ever so welcoming. All of you were out in the backyard with a big bonfire. Sitting around the fire chatting while roasting marshmallows while Changbin grilled the meat a little further. You excused yourself to go join him, placing a soft kiss on his cheek before leaning on him. "Are you having fun, honey?" he asked, cutting out a small bite sized piece of meat and blowing on it to cool it down a bit. "Mhm! I really like your family~!" you giggled before he put the piece of meat in your mouth with a big smile on his face. "Mm~ delicious!" "Like it?" "Mhm!"

After swallowing the meat, he placed a kiss on your lips. Your heart fluttered from the warmth. You felt so happy in this moment. You helped him grill the meat and he put his arm around you, grilling with the other as he pulled you close making you giggle again. "Acting like a married couple already, huh?" his sister chimed in from the back making both of you flinch. "Yah! Noona! Let us have our moment." he pouted while you and his sister laughed. "Okay okay you go be lovey but we're having the countdown soon. Maybe save the romance for after that?" she chuckled.

During the countdown all of you gathered, counting down together.

5...

4...

3...

2...

1....

Happy new year!!

The fireworks went off as you all gave each other a hug. One of the workers brought out a box of fireworks. It was the first time you did something like this on new years so it was a huge thrill for you. Burning sparklers, laughing together. You video called your family and wished them. All of you stayed up the whole night drinking and eating and chattering. It all felt like a magical moment. Something you'd never forget.

Hyunnie

After having spent a hectic week at your respective families, you found yourself drained. But you had to keep up cuz you had a date planned with your lover and there's no way you would let the date go. So putting on your best clothes and the best smile you came down to the living room. Hyunjin, who was sitting on the couch, looked up at you. His jaw dropping. "Oh baby you look drop dead gorgeous..." he mumbled, loud enough for you to hear. You giggled at his compliment, "says the most handsome man to ever exist~" you came closer to him, wrapping your arms around him and giving him a soft kiss on the lips.

The two of you went to a fancy restaurant, eating and chattering. Everything was fine until... You felt your stomach churn. A sharp pain in your abdomen. You didn't wanna say anything and end up ruining the mood but your face showed obvious signs of discomfort. Hyunjin looked at you worried, "Hey... You okay love?" he reached for your head, concern painted all over his face. "Yeah, I'm okay... just need to use the restroom." "Mm.. okay" Just as you got up, your vision went dark, the last thing you heard was your lover yelling out your name in a panic and when you woke up, you saw an extremely worried, red eyed Hyunjin. He looked like he had cried a lot. Having gained consciousness, you realized you had passed out from stress and lack of sleep. Hyunjin quietly drove the two of you home. "I'm... I'm really sorry, Hyunnie..." you mumbled. You felt your eyes well up with tears thinking you ruined everything. Hyunjin placed a hand on your thigh, rubbing it gently, "Don't be sorry, babe. You should've told me if you were sick. I would've happily stayed in with you." he wasn't mad, he was worried. "I just... I didn't wanna ruin things... You've been planning this date for ages after all.." "Babe! No date is more important to me than your health! I thought you knew that!" you flinched at his outburst, the welling up tears now streaming down your face. "Fuck... Baby... I'm... I'm so sorry I didn't mean to yell... What I'm trying to say is, I would rather you tell me you're sick and stay in than go with my plans and hurt yourself. Do you realize how scared I was?" You nodded, knowing you could've just told him. So why didn't you? "I know... I'm sorry I scared you babe." The rest of the ride was pretty quiet. You got home and Hyunjin asked you to wait in the living room. A while later he came back holding a set of matching pajamas, a big smile on his face. "I've always wanted to do this. I saved this for tomorrow but well... I just got the chance today!" The both of freshened up into the pajamas. No countdown, no drinking and honestly, neither of you mind that. Just staying close to each other was enough. As the clock struck 12, he kissed you and you kissed back, wishing each other. And soon, without much, you snuggled into each other and drifted off to sleep.

Hannie

The two of you had went out to the festival. You were a bit skeptical since Han's anxiety had been a bit out of hand for a few days. Scared he might get an attack again, you couldn't help but worry the entire time. It's true, Han wasn't a big fan of crowds and often got attacks when in a rush like that of a festival. But, he was sad you kept worrying about him. So, he pulled you to a secluded area, catching you off guard. "Wha- Hannie! Where are we going??" you asked confused. "Just trust me." he replied giggling. He pulled you up to a hill. No one was there. It was pretty far from the festival but by god was the view stunning. He hugged you from the back, nuzzling into the crook of your neck, "You worry too much, jagi. I know you've been worried about my attacks but I'm okaayy~" he whined. You chuckled and rubbed his head, "I love you, honey. Of course I'd be worried."

"Hmm..." he hummed, raising his head and resting his chin on your shoulder, looking up at the stars and then back at you, "wanna take pictures?" he asked like an excited child. You laughed and nodded, "Of course, baby~" He brought out two Polaroids from his bag and handed one to you. You giggled at his preparations. You spent rest of the time clicking pictures of each other and eating the snacks you bought. By the end, you spread the picnic cloth that he had brought as well and sat down together on it to see the fireworks. "You sure did came prepared huh? That explains the big bag" you pointed at his bag. He looked at you with a mischievous smile, "Thats not all jagi!" he took out sandwiches, cans of beers and a box of chocolates, "I was thinking you might worry too much. So I looked for the place with the best view and came prepared in case we needed space away from the crowd!" He was so excited and proud as he spoke that you couldn't help but melt. You kissed him softly and just as he kissed back the fireworks went off and the crowd roared "Happy New Year!!" you both flinched at the sudden boom but soon fell to laughter at the coincidence. It was the best way to go into the new year. So the two of you snuggled up close together and watched the fireworks while drinking and eating.

Lixie

You got home exhausted. A big sigh of disappointment leaving your lips since you got called into work last minute even on new years eve. Fortunately, you got home just in time. Your smartwatch brightened to show the time being 11:43 pm. You opened the door to your apartment to a brightly lit and well decorated living room. Felix, standing a bit away from the door holding a homemade cake and two cups of warm hot coco on a tray with his face beaming with a bright smile, "welcome home, beautiful!" He greeted. You hadn't seem him for two whole weeks because of both of your schedules. You even missed Christmas together and were sure it'd be the same for new years. Your eyes welled up with tears as you hid your mouth with your hands, "Lixie?!" You cried. Lix's previously brightened face soon turned into that of worry and concern as he put down the tray on the table and hurried over to you. "What's wrong, love? Are you okay?" He asked, worried. You pulled him in to a hug, crying on his shoulder, "I... I missed you so much!!"

He hugged you back, letting out a soft giggle, "I missed you too, lovely~ I'm sorry I couldn't be here for Christmas..." Still nuzzling on his shoulder, you shook your head, "I know you've been busy don't be sorry... Im so happy you're here..."

After some more crying, you finally calmed down. Your eyes puffed up and cheeks red cuz you were so embarrassed. Both of you sat down in front of the TV and counted down to the new year. Right at 12 both of you cut the cake, wishing each other with a kiss. He wrapped you with a blanket along with himself before he handed you your cup of hot coco, "wanna watch a movie?" he asked, taking his cup in his hand. You nodded, snuggling up to him. He giggled while putting on a comforting movie that both of you loved. "I feel like this year will go really well~" you sighed. He kissed your cheek, "as long as I'm with you, everything will go well." he whispered in your ear...

Minnie

You and Seungmin lived 5 hours away from each other by car. Given both your schedules, it was really difficult to meet. Both of you hopped on video call to spend the new years together. Although, seeing how you had your video off, seungmin was really confused. "Why do you have your video off?" He asked. "Oh just running a few errands. I'll turn it back on soon don't worry." You replied. He pouted wanting to see you real bad. "Come on just switch it on. It's just me anyway." "Im sorry baby but just gimme a sec okay?" And a while later you switched your video back on. His face beamed up in a smile. A smile that you so adored. "Going home now?" He asked, still smiling. "Mhm I am." He smiled back. You both chatted as you drove around. Another while later, you parked your car and suddenly he asked, "home already?" "Yeah. Home~" you had a 'weird' smile on your face. He raised his eyebrows, smiling yet confused, "what's with that face?" "What face?" You chuckled. When you got out of the car, the surroundings seemed oddly familiar. He brushed it off thinking it was a coincidence. That was, until you stood in front of a door and suddenly the bell of his house rang. For some reason, that ring echoed through your mic. "Hey... How come the bell of my house rang from my phone too?" "What do you mean? You're probably hearing things." "Huh? Strange." But without further prying he went down to his door and you switched your camera off again. He pouted again, "hey! No fair!" But you just giggled. He was gonna say something more in his screen while he opened the door but before he could get another word out, he was met with a bear hug. He was caught off guard, almost falling, but you caught him. "Hey baby!" You smiled brightly. He looked at you stunned. Is this a dream? Was he dreaming? Was he hallucinating? "Y-Y/N??" "That's me!" He couldn't believe his eyes. He touched your face as if this was all a dream. He hadn't seen in you in almost 8 months. You raised your hands up revealing two bags in both hands, "I got takeout! And also matching onesies!" You grinned. His smile soon fell, "wait... Onesie??? Don't tell me I need to wear it??" "Ugh of course! Whats the point of matching if you don't wear it?" You rolled your eyes. He groaned from the thought. "Oh come on!! You realise how bad the traffic was?? I came all the way here!" You whined. He grumbled but soon gave in. And thus, the two of you wore the matching onesies, sitting together on the couch watching a movie and eating the food you bought. And soon you got a notification in your phone for the new years count down. You turned on the news channel and both of you excitedly counted down to 12 am. And that was the first time in ages that the two of you shared a kiss. A real kiss. Not one through the kiss. Not emojis. A real lip to lip kiss. The kiss indulged for a good long while leaving the two of you panting. Seungmin was red all over. You pulled him close, snuggling together and spent the rest of the night basking in each other's love.

Innie

You still remember that night. 2 years ago during new years you rode the bus crying after getting cheated on. That night the bus was almost empty with a few passengers. Mostly elderly couples. And another young guy. When he noticed you crying despite your desperate efforts of being silent, he came up to you. That night he comforted you when no one else did. And a year later on the same day you guys became official while riding the same bus. So this year, you wanted to ride that bus again to celebrate the beginning of the new year where it all started. After having dinner, both of you sat in the same seat you did that night two years ago. Holding hands, leaning on to each other. Going down nostalgia lane as you recounted the memories. The last stopage was the 24/7 cafe where he took you to. Both of you took a seat at the farthest corner of the cafe beside the big window, just where you were those years ago. The sight of the city was no longer blurry with tearful eyes. It was clear as you snuggled close with your lover. He kissed your cheeks and you returned the kiss on his nose. The countdown started, the staff, other customers and you both celebrated together. Despite being strangers with the other people, it felt like a family gathering. You shared a kiss right on midnight along with loving wishes. That night when you got home, he whispered sweet nothings in your ear and you let him know just how lucky you were to have met him those two years ago. "Had I not met you on that bus that night... I don't know where I would've been..." You smiled, intertwining his fingers in yours. "Im glad we met. And since we did... What's the point of thinking something that didn't happen, hm? Let's think of the future instead, okay?" He kissed your forehead. You nodded, "I love you so much, innie..." "I love you too, Y/N-ah~"

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[bluemari23]

Hello Mari, how are you? I was very happy with the new notifications! Your writing is one of my favorites🙃❤️.

If you feel comfortable, could you write a headcanon aimed at the BTS members where we are the boys' romantic interest, being the 8th in the group? Maybe a foreign member.

NOTE: Thank you very much for your attention! I'm happy to see you back, a big hug❤️.

Hello! thank you so much!

and i took this almost as a poly idea the second i read it, so thats kind of how i wrote your ask if that's okay! :)

bf!namjoon who constantly tries to hide negative comments about you during live, not wanting you to see any hate for being their 8th member. He and the boys know that your relationship with them is a secret, but cant help but to still try to protect you from anything and everything. Knows when something is wrong during an interview and immediately will send a signal to their manage that the interview is over. Tries to be a confidant to you and help you integrate into idol society as their new member.

bf!jin who just tries to do whatever he can to help you in any way. "Oppa will do it". Knows you are independent but loves to help you with the little things like opening a jar of pickles. Will keep snacks near by for you knowing how you tend to stress eat. Will forever be your cooking buddy despite you loving to bake. Wants to try to bake for you but you might need to help him not put too much baking soda into the baked good.

bf!yoongi who may not show it, but is so in love with you that he knows everything. he is so observant and knows exactly how you like your orange peeled (with none of the white stuff left because you can't stand the texture of it). Loves that you will hold his whenever he wants and for as long as he wants. Will never move first when cuddling on the couch, waiting until you make the first move. Is the first to sense something wrong by watching your facial expressions and body movements (like how you rub your fingers together when nervous or anxious).

bf!hoseok who takes extra time to help you learn all of their choreography so you don't falll behind with their new music/choreo. Is the best at getting you up and out of bed when you feel down from the hate youre getting online. will bring you your favorite coffee/tea when he knows you have an early morning. buys you your wardrobe (along with jimin) as they both want to dress you and take pride in the fact that you were the clothes they buy you. loves to dress you up in matching outfits.

bf!jimin who is very cuddly and affectionate. loves to lean on you and have you lean on him. spends a lot of time just being a buddy while you do chores or are getting ready for a schedule. just loves to being your ocmpany, not needing anything planned. will just lay in bed with you for hours, keeping you from stewing too long on things not in your control. stops the company from putting you on a diet for their next comeback because you are absolutely perfect to him and the boys.

bf!taehyung who loves to go explore with you. any new city you guys go to he likes to take you out to explore life in the city and find new places. loves to buy you accessories like scarves and sunglasses because then you guys match. taehyung who reads out all the "marry me y/n" and maybe makes some up just to see you smile and politely decline. loves trying to get a reaction out of you and maybe tag teams with jungkook to see who could get you flustered the most first.

bf!jungkook who loves to assert his dominance and "throw you around". loves to pick you up in his arms and throw you onto the couch or bed before smothering you in kisses. keeps you favorite treat in his bag so he can share it with you before jin sees. loves to do karaoke sessions with you on live and gets frequently caught by army staring at you in awe. jungkook who insists on sharing verses with you because he loves how your two voices mesh together. jungkook who knoes exactly how you like your ramen and makes it up before bringing it to you with a grin on his face.