anniebeckcalla

[anniebeckcalla]

is there someone else? (2)

(non-idol!dream x reader au) ◦ ₊ cw!angst, conflict, hurt ◦ ₊ part 1 | masterlist | click here! | cafe.

the 00z line when there's another girl on the scene (part 2)

ღcalla's note: part 1 was meant to be a oneshot, but I had so many requests from you lovely people for a part 2 that i just HAD to make a continuation! it has taken WAY too long for the PC to process this, but was it worth it...? that's for YOU to decide. enjoy!

ღcalla's note: for jaemin's part, the hair in the sink is cropped hair, not hair that's fallen out. the only other ages i could find for hair that had fallen out were from sad stories of people who were suffering with alopecia, and I didn't want to use their images just for the sake of a smau. just pretend that it's hair that's fallen out. additionally, no hate to bald people. (not sure if what i just said made sense)

jeno

jaemin

renjun

haechan

thank you for the comments and reblogs! (　＾ω＾)

taglist: @cigsaftersuh @jenoleeaesthetic @pl4netx1a @jeonghansshitester @chenlezip @neodreamzenie @markkiatocafe @mejaemin

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[anniebeckcalla]

Holy moly queen are you Welsh?? I never see Welsh people on here so seeing “teitlau yn gymraeg” on your masterlist took me by surprise 🫨🫨

helo !!

dydw i ddim yn gymraeg, ond dwi'n byw yng nghymru, yn caru diwylliant cymraeg, ac yn dysgu'r iaith i mi fy hun!!

dwi'n caru fy ffrindiau cymraeg!

♡

[anniebeckcalla]

ummm so when will 00z get their karma

hello !!

i'm working on part 2 and I will make sure that 00z suffer for how you (y/n) were treated.

(　＾ω＾)

[anniebeckcalla]

Woukd there be a part 2 to the 00z line texts ? Loved it so much can’t wait to see what happens with the boys

thank you so much for asking !! also, thank you for enjoying the first part !!

I am working on a second part, it won't be long till it comes out !!

(　＾ω＾)

[anniebeckcalla]

hiii calllaaa!! idk if i’ve said or not but i adoreee your theme sm :< and i love your writing and getting tagged in everything you post. you’re amazing, look after yourself! (may i also add you’re one of my favourite blogs..)

anna, where do I start?

your blog(s) are SO gorgeous and organised, your smaus are well-written, and you're the best at always cheering me on and making me feel like my work is worth it. thank you so, so much.

I appreciate this very sweet message and will keep on going, thanks to you and other lovely people like you.

to be a favourite means so much (*＞∇＜)ﾉ !!

[anniebeckcalla]

beautiful theme, just like you

Says the GORGEOUS one !! (*＞∇＜)ﾉ

tysm pjsteroid, nice comments like this make me remember why I started this blog in the first place !!

I hope that you get tickets to smtown !!

[anniebeckcalla]

thank you to dearest @spacejip for tagging me in this delightful game !!

here's what i got (alongside a pic of my bias!!)

positive all the time is what I aim to be :> thank you so much for tagging me @spacejip

tagging (NO pressure) (ignore if you have already been tagged) : @completelyjae @mejaemin @chenlezip @cigsaftersuh @pl4netx1a

quiz tag game + your bias

i found this cute personality quiz while i was scrolling thru twt and i thought it’d be fun to do here hehe :3

how did they know i cry super easily TT skjwhw

np taggies: @yourfatherlucifer @cottoncandy-girl @bvidzsoo @mysteriousrainsworld @svintsandghosts @coffee-addict-kitten @sp4ceboo @sorryimananti-romantic @wwooyology @mimikittysblog @crimsonbubble @potatomountain @almightyddeonghwa @hongjoongspoetry @ateezscupid +anyone who’d like to join in <333

[anniebeckcalla]

WHAT THIS BLURB IS SO GOOD I'M TAKEN IN

( 우리 )

🪿’s note — heyy! this isn’t part of the main story that’ll go into my masterlist, just a small blurb (i guess?). hope you enjoy it! i actually came up with this because of a title ‘one waited, the other moved on.’ it was supposed to be a series for my wonbin fanfic, but i ended up dropping it due to a lack of ideas and plot twists. as for the ending, i’ll leave that up to your imagination :) enjoy!

ulsan,

it started in ulsan, where the ocean breeze carried laughter through the streets, where you and wonbin grew up side by side. he was your best friend, your partner in crime, the boy who made the world feel a little… brighter just by being in it. and somewhere between shared lunches, late-night bike rides, and stolen glances,

you fell for him.

but on the day of your high school graduation, as the sun set over the city you both called home, you told him.

“i like you, wonbin.”

he smiled, but it wasn’t the kind that made your heart race it was the kind that made it ache.

“i want to chase this dream,” he said.

“i want to give it everything i have. but give me six years, y/n. i’ll come back to you. i promise.”

so you waited.

two years. four. six. and then eight.

life moved on, the seasons changed, and eventually, you stopped counting. you told yourself it was foolish, that you should have let go, that he was never really yours to begin with.

and then.

“it’s been a while… y/n.”

you turn, and there he is. standing in front of you, just a little older, a little different, but still the same wonbin, park wonbin. the same eyes, the same smile, the same voice that once whispered promises into the night.

“… eight years.”

the words leave your lips before you can stop them.

he lets out a small breath, almost a laugh, but there’s something heavy behind it.

“i’m late, aren’t i?”

there’s so much you could say. so much you want to say. about how you waited, about how you tried to move on, about how the past still lingers in the quiet corners of your heart.

but instead, you just look at him.

and you let him speak.

“정말 오랜만이야…”

[anniebeckcalla]

thank you to dearest @pjsteroid for tagging me in this (by the way when someone mentions frakstiya I remember you)

my top ten on repeat !!...

i. forever only (jaehyun)

ii. virtual insanity (taeyong)

iii. boom (nct dream)

iv. 0 mile (nct 127)

v. already (taemin)

vi. save me (xdinary heroes)

vii. istj (nct dream)

viii. sticker (nct 127)

ix. lost in california (doyoung)

x. love and fear (xdinary heroes)

(yes, I'm very k-pop centred. sometimes my devotion embarrasses me)

tagging (NO pressure) : @pl4netx1a @mejaemin @completelyjae (remember, the songs only have to make sense to you.)

thank you so much @pjsteroid !!

Music Shuffle!

thank u for the tag @ebodebo and @lavenderdaisychain 😌💐

rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 songs, then tag 10 friends to do the same!

About You by 1975

Every Breath You Take by The Police

Til the sun goes up by So!YoON!

gloria by Kendrick Lamar & SZA

Strawberry Lemonade by j.pastel

yellow is the color of her eyes by Soccer Mommy

At Your Best (You Are Love) by Aaliyah

pueblo by wave to earth

CATFISH by Doechii

Come back to me by RM

no pressure tags: @indecisive-authors @heavysighing-dreamyeyes @batsycline69 @siddyyyyyyyy @in-som-niyah @justasimpleton-26 @sunnie-angel & anyone else who wants to join :)

[anniebeckcalla]

thank you so much @kissesfromdarling for this very kind and motivational message !! it's so encouraging and makes me want to keep going !! (　＾ω＾)

is there someone else?

the 00z line when there's another girl on the scene

(non-idol!dream x reader au) ◦ ₊ cw: conflict, mild hurt ◦ ₊ cafe.

ღ calla's note: so, I decided to try fitting all the parts into one smau. NEVER AGAIN! The PC i used does NOT like me anymore! Attempts were made using the phone browser... safe to say, some things are best done in small sizes.

jeno

jaemin

renjun

haechan

thank you for the comments and reblogs ! (´･ω･｀)

taglist: @cigsaftersuh @jenoleeaesthetic @pl4netx1a @jeonghansshitester @chenlezip @neodreamzenie @markkiatocafe @mejaemin

masterlist | click here

[anniebeckcalla]

in the light of last week in kpop, if you support the use of the n-word and cultural appropriation, please do not interact with the abc cafe!!! this blog is not a safe space for the likes of you.

𝗱𝗻𝗶 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁

I want everyone to enjoy my work...however, there are exceptions. please don't interact with this blog if:

you support taeil

you're an ot1/2/3/4/5/6 briize

you think that the casual racism towards black and s.asian people on instagram is funny (random ik, i just felt like I had to say it)

you're racist

you're homophobic

you support zionism

you're transphobic

you're over 40 (I just don't feel comfortable with it, sorry.)

you don't like kpop fanfics (just stay away if you don't like them.)

you're under 14 (your time will come, young one.)

you're inclined to causing drama (haven't been involved and don't want to be involved.)

you post your newds on your blog... I don't want any parts of that please.

you specialise in 'diddy' humour- it really isn't funny. (a bit out of place here but I wanted to drive the point home)

you hate nct wish

you support trump and his campaign

you like elon and what he's doing

you are antisemitic

you like and support kanye west

you think that 'd*ddy humour' is funny

plus venire...

respectfully, if you have any of the above dnis, then you will be blocked.

thank you.

-calla

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[anniebeckcalla]

───breathing (l.mk)

(non-idolbf!mark x reader) ◦ ₊ NOT PROOFREAD ◦ ₊ wc!590 ◦ ₊ cw! agoraphobia, panic attacks, fluff, comfort. cafe | masterlist | click here!

You gasped as you held onto the edge of the sink. You tried to face yourself in the mirror, but dark spots clouded over your vision, growing together with each second so that it was just a massive black blob where your head should have been. Your breath escaped your throat in little puffs, making no effort to find its way back to you despite your efforts to gulp down air. “Help,” you screamed…or at least tried to; all that came out was a hoarse wheeze that rattled your ribcage. You lost control as you slumped to the floor, shivering in a heap on the bathroom tiles.

It was happening again all too soon; a panic attack.

You had dealt with them before, of course. The doctor had diagnosed you with agoraphobia and depression, which at least put a name to the terrors. It didn't make them any easier. The attacks weren't picky about when they struck. They showed up regardless of whether you were having a good time or not- today, it was after you'd fixed your chapped lips in the bathroom. Every attack was worse than the last, threatening eternal death and gloom.

You screwed your eyes shut, letting the torment wash over your entire body.

“Hey, y/n, are you okay? I heard a bang from up here…” The bathroom door opened, and you felt yourself being lifted into a sitting position. You shook your head, beyond ability to speak. When you opened your eyes, you felt a small spark of warmth light up the darkness that had shrouded your mind. It was your boyfriend, Mark, who'd come to visit you that afternoon. Mark was the best thing that had happened to you- he was handsome, kind, and trusting. He seemed to know everything about you without you having to tell him; he passed no judgement towards your complications. You loved him, and you knew he loved you back.

“It's happening again, isn't it?” he said gently, his dark eyes gazing into yours. Tears beaded over your corneas, your brows low in a frown. “It's okay, baby. I'm here with you now.” He placed your hand on his chest, breathing deeply. “Copy what I'm doing, y/n. Breathe with me. In for five…hold it…out for seven…there we go, that's good. Shall we do that again? Okay, in for five…out for seven…” Eventually, your vision cleared, you stopped shivering, and your body allowed you to breathe normally again.

The tears that had been brimming at your eyes spilled at last, the warm liquid flowing down your cheeks and off your chin. You wiped them away with the back of your hand. “I'm sorry,” you sniffed. “It was so scary.” “There's nothing to be sorry about, y/n,” Mark replied. “It's a panic attack. It's bound to be frightening.” You looked up at him. “What if you hadn't been there to help me, though?” you whispered. “What if I'd been here all by myself? I could have-”

Mark cut you off with an embrace, your head on his shoulder. “That didn't happen, did it?” he muttered, hands caressing your back. “I was here to help you. I'll always be here to help you, y/n. Always.” You laid your head on Mark's shoulder, closing your eyes as your breathing settled. The bathroom floor was a weird place for an affectionate moment, but as long as you were with Mark, you didn't care in the slightest.

He was always going to be there for you, and that's all that mattered.

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thank you for the comments and reblogs! (´･ω･｀)

taglist: @cigsaftersuh @jenoleeaesthetic @pl4netx1a @jeonghansshitester @chenlezip @neodreamzenie @markkiatocafe @mejaemin

[anniebeckcalla]

WHY does tumblr keeps linking me to Chrome when I'm trying to reorganise my blog?? it's driving me up the WALL

(please tell me it's happening to you guys as well)

(guess that there'll be no redecoration at the moment)

[anniebeckcalla]

ღtexts with nct dream

the dreamies when reader's feelings are unrequited (part 1)

(non-idol!dream x reader) ◦ ₊ cw!rejection, angst ◦ ₊ cafe ◦ ₊ masterlist ◦ ₊ click here

ღcalla's note: as I have mentioned before, I am going to keep uploading 4 parts instead of all in one go. sorry for the inconvenience :<

jeno

renjun

thank you for the comments and reblogs! (´･ω･｀)

taglist: @cigsaftersuh @jenoleeaesthetic @pl4netx1a @jeonghansshitester @chenlezip @neodreamzenie @markkiatocafe @mejaemin

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[anniebeckcalla]

is there someone else?

the 00z line when there's another girl on the scene

(non-idol!dream x reader au) ◦ ₊ cw: conflict, mild hurt ◦ ₊ cafe.

ღ calla's note: so, I decided to try fitting all the parts into one smau. NEVER AGAIN! The PC i used does NOT like me anymore! Attempts were made using the phone browser... safe to say, some things are best done in small sizes.

jeno

jaemin

renjun

haechan

thank you for the comments and reblogs ! (´･ω･｀)

taglist: @cigsaftersuh @jenoleeaesthetic @pl4netx1a @jeonghansshitester @chenlezip @neodreamzenie @markkiatocafe @mejaemin

masterlist | click here

[anniebeckcalla]

anton icon 💛 my favs in one

he's so stunning... just like you !! ( ^-^)ノ∠※。.:*:・'°☆

[anniebeckcalla]

hey girl, just curious of why you make so many parts to one story prompt (with each member) instead of just adding them into one? no access to pc aside, log in from the web like google ??

hello !!

interesting question !

in the beginning, four parts was the only way that i could upload the smaus.

with browser available, i know that i could upload them all in one go, but i like doing four part smaus...the reason? it's just simpler for me ! in the future, i could give it uploading them all in one go, though.

thanks !