#good morning to me ig

[romanticatheartt]

*sigh*

[bnesszai]

”Hah…Chuuya-kun should stop fooling himself.” Dazai laughed, tracing the lips of a mouth that could tear their heart out and they would thank him. Their bandages scattered across the bed, leaving his throat vulnerable to one person only. Leaving their breath in the hands of something the world called a monster, he called divine.

“What the hell is that supposed to mean hm?” Chuuya grumbled, pressing his face in the crook of their bare neck, hands slipping along their waist up to their arms in an agonizingly slow pace. Cold sheets of the bed only added to ease Dazai’s shoulders, but not his mind. Never his mind.

“Something as lovely as you could do so much better. With eyes like that, everyone in the world would drop to their knees for you.” It wasn’t an exaggeration. If they stared into Chuuya’s eyes any longer they would never look away. Not that this was a problem for Dazai.

“Oi- shut up. What is this all about? I know damn well you are not the “only choice I have”. But what’s the deal?” He pulled away from Dazai slightly, leaving lingering traces of uncovered fingers against their lips.

“You know my mind.”

“Unfortunately.”

“…Why do you stay?” Dazai had asked this question a thousand times over. On the train ride from Tokyo when they were sixteen, at Chuuya’s place when they were seventeen, in the middle of a seemingly endless field two nights before Dazai left him in the dark. And blew up his car. And didn’t show for two years, and-

“You know the answer.”

“I don’t.” Dazai absolutely loathed the vulnerability that peaked in those two words. He hated the way it made Chuuya stop brushing his lips against their worn skin that didn’t fit them at all. Chuuya was the only one that made it fit.

“Dazai.”

“Hm?”

“Stop thinking dumbass.” Dazai would have protested, but it was too late. And unfortunately that damn slug was right. He had found the answer, he had etched it into his bones in the two years he was gone and swallowed it with water every morning. He had felt it burn his throat like fire in the shape of honey. He has felt it trickle down his skin on the nights walking home from the bar without an umbrella.

And he found the answer when Chuuya pressed his face against Dazai’s jaw and throat like both of them would be executed tomorrow.

*falls on the ground and starts sobbing*

Them.....

[aboutcustardcreams]

don’t ask me why but I had a dream where I was taking Missy on a car drive… so simple yet so… what? I kinda liked it.. it was cozy and cute.

[bloodibambiidoll]

Ugh I had a terrible dream this morning😔

[sommerregenjuniluft]

the way i simply wanted to know a thing or two about hanging (the death penalty one) to accurately form a metaphore and am know blessed with the knowledge of post-mortal erections in cases of broken necks :)))

[quokkabite]

BESTIE

okay yeah lake. he did that for me. and that means one of two things. that means either, one, that was a proposal and we’re having a spring wedding or two, HE WANTS ME DEAD 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

i’m inclined to believe it’s the second thing.

[spicypussywave]

what the fuck is worst gmmtv bl poll

[celticwoman]

election day and i still don't know who i'm voting for 💪🏻

[froglover7789]

luke and hans friendship is so fun to me and i wish it was explored a little more in canon. like they absolutely yap about their mutual fear of leia and argue about ships and han teaches luke sabaac and luke teaches han some awful tatooinian game that is like horrifying (still workshopping this part) and they go drinking and are stupid and i wish we got to see more of that.

like anh they were so fun.... yap city.... and in esb they cared about each other but also gave each other shit like true friends... i wouldve liked to see that return more post hans carbonite incident bc lets face it. he would give luke so much shit for being a jedi

[y-vna]

Ty for 400!

It may be 1:30am, but honestly, I just felt like I wanted to write this. Thank you for 400 followers!! That's crazy. I'm super thankful, and honestly, it means a lot to me! <3 super excited for more to come, I hope my moodboards rn are up to standards!

I'm not tagging anyone this time since I don't want to disturb everyone every time I write one of these. Just know all my mooties and idols r amazing, and I love them. You guys know who you are, ily 💕

Just a boring text post for this milestone post cuz I can't be bothered rn ahh

Teeny Itty bitty vent in tags since I can't get my life tghtr rn erm! Don't feel pressured to read it, idrc ig?? 😭😭

[romanticatheartt]

You must be really deranged and retarded to find problem with something as beautiful as Rhys' mom making Feyre's dresses...

I'm sorry to start the day like this I'm just pissed off!!!

[aeide-thea]

getting up IS hell and i do legitimately think my body is adhd-typically wired for a later shift, such that getting up is extra hell for me personally

that said, especially with the house to myself for once there's a real pleasure in prying myself out of my oyster bed half-respectably early and absent-mindedly making myself a latte and taking it in with me to sit in the little living room while the light still looks indefinably but definitively like Morning—feels like there's something of a pome in it, only i haven't got words in me about it, exactly, just a deep swept-clean contentment and a cat that's climbed up into my lap again, warm and soft and heavy as love…

[snowyquokka]

bye because WHAT

This...I'll be having dreams about this for months.

Felix for Harper's Bazaar Korea

[nicoscheer]

The reel

[thedrawnherbarium]

forgot to post this