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you have a mythological beauty, you have the eye of someone i have seen.
♡ percy jackson x fem.reader
sypnosis: (college au) as college students, your days were filled to the brim with classes and work to be done. percy, and you still manage to find time for each other, even if it is just a bath.
tw: bathing together but not sexually, not really any plot I just wrote as I went, mentions of getting burned (from a candle), being naked but again not in a sexual way, percys down bad for reader but who's surprised, not proofread.
a/n: guys whosss back!! again, i apologize for not writing for so long, schools just been kicking my butt, as it always does. i really should be writing a research paper rn, but my wanting to write got way to big to ignore, so here we are!! i missed writing for this blog so much, sorry again for going m.i.a 😓
"hey, you." You muttered lightly as you walked into the living room. your online classes for the day—which meant finally being able to come out of your office you had been cooped up in all day. percy looked no less tired than you; he had a half filled out google doc open on his computer, but it looked like he hadn't made another attempt to write for a while.
his head moved at the sound of your voice, getting broken out of whatever trance he was in. "hey yourself," he hummed, hands moving from the keyboard to your arms where he started rubbing up and down. "how was your day?"
you sighed slightly, relishing in the feeling of percys hands on your arms. "same shit as always. our class got a new project, but she hasn't given out our groups yet."
percy winced, his arms coming to a stop so you could rest your hands on his. "im sorry, pretty. hopefully, you'll get a good group," he said, hand leaving its place on your arm to close his laptop. "i don't think thats gonna get done anytime soon," he stated, more to himself than to you.
you tilted your head slightly at that, but percy already responded to the question brewing in your head. "it's not due for another three-ish weeks. I'll get it done before then, promise," he laughed as you smiled at him.
"well," you started. "since it seems both of us are done with work for today, how do you feel about a bath?" you asked, watching percys face light up at the suggestion. you smiled at him again. "you can go start it and i'll make tea for us—i got camomile the other day at the store," you pulled away from percy and headed to the kitchen as you heard his footsteps fade into your bedroom.
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no sooner had the water started boling on the kettle did you hear the sound of water running from the bathroom. taking a bath together had become something both of you enjoyed doing; it allowed for your minds to process all that had happened throughout the day while enjoying eachothers company at the same time.
you quickly grabbed the two mugs from the counter that now held hot camomile tea and started your walk to the bathroom.
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percy was sitting on the toilet seat when you walked in, lighter in hand. you raised an eyebrow at him. "what are you doing?" you giggled, setting down the mugs on the counter.
"im trying to light the candle without buring my skin off, thank you very much," he said as he rolled his eyes playfully at you, gesturing aimlessly with the lighter, trying to prove his point.
"here," you hummed, grabbing the candle and lighter from him. percy could usually light candles for the first couple times, but if the wick gets to short for his liking, he ended up burning himself.
"i used the lavender bubble bath, i hope that's okay," he said, grabbing the now lit up candle from you so he could put it on the edge of the tub. you smiled at him, signaling that the lavender sent was fine.
percy stepped into the tub, and it was then that you noticed he had already taken his clothes off. he looked at you expectedly. "you gonna come in?" he prompted, raising his arm out of the water—showing off the bubbles that were already all over him.
"my gods, be patient perce," you joked, already removing your sweatpants and top. "you were in here for longer than me, and be grateful i made you tea," you said as he simply laughed in response. you quickly found yourself in the warmth of the water, now sitting facing percy.
"hi," he giggled, showing you his teeth.
"hi." you replied. the bathroom was casted in a warm glow from the vanilla candle lit, and the light sounds of water rippling only added to the blanket of solace that the bathroom was encased in.
"what are you doing over there still?" he asked, moving his arms under the water so that they now rested on your hips. "i wanna be closer to you," he said in a semi-whiny voice, hands slightly tightening their hold on you.
you giggled and pointed at his face. "i'll cuddle you—if you get the fake mustache off," you said, refering to the bubbles that were on his face; you didn't think he even realized it was there. before he could respond, you moved your hand to softly wipe away the suds of his face, his smile greeting you as you removed your hand.
you sighed and smiled back, moving your body so that you were now in between his legs, your back on his chest and head resting just below his chin. "happy now?" you giggled, feeling his hands come to rest on your stomach.
"very," he sighed, his nose coming down to rest on your head. "i didn't ask earlier," he mumbled into your head before realizing you probably couldn't make out what he was saying. "do you think we could go to that new flower shop this weekend?"
you hummed. "the one on the same street as that good pizza place?" you asked, your hands going to his arms to rub them soothingly; repeating the motion he was doing to you earlier.
"yeah, that one." he mused. "i wanna get mom and you flowers, there were pretty hibiscus flowers i saw," he countined, his thumbs moving in slow circles on your stomach.
you giggled again and moved your head to press a light kiss to his upper arm. "you just got both of us flowers, perce."
you felt him shrug his shoulders behind you. "maybe, but the two prettiest girls always need new flowers," he said so simply, as if he didn't just say the most precious thing you've ever heard.
"oh, and i put your favorite towels in the dryer so i'll go and get them before you get out,"
if your heart didn't explode from the previous statement, than this one most definitely did. you fully turned your body so you were facing him, and then you gently pressed your lips to his.
you pulled back, putting a hand to his chest as he tried to chase your lips. "percy jackson, the man you are," you stated. he simply grinned at you, looking into your eyes with nothing but love and devotion to you.
#psyches writes ཐིཋ๋ྀ࣭⭑#percy jackson#percy jackson x reader#percy pjo#percy jackson x you#pjo x reader#hoo x reader#hoo x you#pjo x you#percy jackson and the olympians x reader#the heroes of olympus x reader#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#percy jackson x#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson x reader fluff#percy jackson fic#percy jackson fanfiction
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ALTERNATE HUMANITY
A Field Guide to "Humanity Removal Therapy"
Part 2: Facade (ft. @dawning-mars )
This is a complimentary series to this system's other Animal HRT series; Black Arms HRT
Letter from your "Penpal":
Hey, very sorry about this part taking a while to come out. It's one thing for a comic to take a while, but I feel a little pathetic that it took me over a month to write this part out. Yeah yeah, "self deprecation isn't gonna get you anywhere", I know. Let me do things wrong sometimes. But hey, I did get it complete in time for the big Dragon HRT send off, so that's something I guess. Aik did a lot of being poetic and stuff yesterday with his Fish HRT fanart, I don't wanna bore you by doing the same. (Not like I have anything of the sort to say, anyways.)
Let's get on with the show. Thanks for reading and making the community what it is or whatever, I like writing about y'all.
WARNING: This part still has the Swearing, Mentions of Death, and the Untrustworthy Narrator/Main Character from last time, but also there are now Mentions of Cults and Violent Threats. Also just a general horror vibe, especially towards the end. Reader Beware.
Prev | Next (COMING SOON. HOPEFULLY.)
8:00am, February 9th, 2025
The following is an audio recording from Doctor Theodore H. Erian, transcripted into text;
“Eight in the morning, February the 9th. … Is that necessary? I’ll admit, I’ve never done something like this. I’ve had some patients of mine send in audio tapes for their transition journals before, for one reason or another, sure, but I’ve never made one myself. I… I just want to be vigilant.”
“That journal that I read a week ago… It still haunts me a little. I know, I know, I contort human bodies into resembling animals for a living, and a simple PDF sent to me via email is what keeps me up at night.”
“But in the days that have passed since I conversed with Doctor Fortune, I’ve been rereading those journal entries in between working with patients. I’ve been picking up on… Details. Unsettling details. The one that gets at me the worst is when the author mentions how the technology behind Animal HRT would ‘go to a much more important use’ if in their hands… Just what do they even mean by that? Furthermore, the author seems to work for a news station, but their descriptions in certain places throughout their entries suggests their workplace has responsibilities far beyond the scope of such a profession. They also seem rather close with and even have some authority over a pair of researchers from a laboratory, as if the two businesses are subsidiaries of another organization. The greater organization both the station and laboratory are under is probably the one Doctor Fortune mentioned in her emails, come to think of it.”
“But back to the point. The reason why I’m recording myself right now. The day that the journal suggested its author would come for me has arrived, and I indeed have several appointments on my schedule today. One of them being for a L. Black. I… feel like it’d be a breach of privacy to give their full name in this recording. But that patient does have the same first initial as the author of the journal, which is arguably the most important detail. I do have the full first name now, mind you, though I’m sure you’re not surprised to hear that the name was generic enough for me to get flooded with results from all sorts of different dimensions when I tried to look them up. In the end, I wasn’t able to get much information on them.”
“The surname suggests a possible connection to the Black Arms, at least in my opinion. Soon before Doctor Fortune had approached me, I had been given a ‘notice of investigation’ by the Guardian Units of Nations. They’re trying to deter me from ever making or distributing an HRT for the Black Arms, and it honestly does seem similar to what Doctor Fortune is doing. In fact, I did try asking her a few days ago if she was affiliated with G.U.N.”
“She seemed rather offended by the question, chastising me for ‘comparing this situation to a video game plot’... Can she blame me? I work in and for a land between dimensions, for fucks sake…”
“But aside from that, I suppose all I can do now is… wait. Wait and see what Mr. Black does. What they… want.”
--
9:20am, February 9th, 2025
>Real time transcription from audio recording.
>Any typos or mistakes made are either L████’s or another ████████████████████████████████’s responsibility to detect and correct.
>Reminder: I am not a grammar checker, and my knowledge unfortunately relies on what is given to me.
[sound description: door opening, followed by a bell ringing, and the door then closing]
“Welcome to the TOHC Primary Care Center. Let me guess, you’re here for Doctor Erian?”
“Yep. I have an appointment.”
“Do you now? Heh, most just waltz in here without so much as a 15 minute notice call…” “What’s your name?”
“L████ ████.’
“Thank you.”
[sound description: Tapping of keyboard keys]
“I see. You do indeed have an appointment with Doctor Erian, but you’re quite early, don’t you think?”
“Am I now?”
“Yes. Your appointment is at noon. Did you mean to schedule it earlier in the day or…?”
“Noon is fine.”
“Good, ‘cause you wouldn’t be able to reschedule your appointment unless you changed the day outright.”
“Tch. Of course not.”
“You can go sit down in the waiting area now.”
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9:30-10:30am, February 9th, 2025
Removed the recording of this section of time and the subsequent transcript made for it. Nothing of importance really occurred during this time, just people coming in and out of the building without much coming from that. Keeping it around was just unnecessary in my opinion.
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10:40am, February 9th, 2025
Okay, here’s where things get interesting again~
[sound description: door opening, followed by a bell ringing, and the door then closing]
[sound description: distant talking, sound too far for accurate transcription]
[sound description: someone sitting down in a chair nearby]
“Oh, hello.”
“Oh! Sorry, I didn’t notice you there, hun!”
“Don’t sweat it, I don’t mind having someone to talk to while I wait.”
“Ah, alright…” “So… What is it that you’re waiting for?”
“I have an appointment with Doctor Erian at noon.”
“Really? I have an appointment with him too!”
“Heh. Doesn’t sound much like ‘waltzing in here with no notice’ to me.”
“Huh?”
“Oh right, sorry. When I got here the receptionist made a remark about most people treating the place like a walk-in and I found it funny how you’re proving her wrong.” “But it didn’t quite click in time that you wouldn’t have been able to know that context.”
“I see!” “That’s… comforting? Maybe?”
“Hmm?”
“It seems like Erian isn’t the only one around here that’s got a sharp tongue…”
“Is he… known for being harsh?”
“From what I’ve heard, yeah…”
“That explains some things, then.”
“But anyways, what kind of Animal HRT are you hoping to get on?”
“Oh, I’m not here to get myself a prescription.” “My friend tried to get on Cat HRT through him but was denied. I’m trying to find out why.”
“Oh…”
“... Sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I-”
“No, you’re fine, hun.”
“... If you insist.” “Can I assume you ARE looking to get a prescription, then?”
“Yeah.”
“May I ask for what?”
“A-ah, well… I know it sounds crazy, but-”
“No judgement from me, you’re in crazed company.”
“... I want to go on Eldritch HRT.”
“Eldritch?”
“Y-Yeah. That’s… That’s what I want!”
“How interesting! Do you have a specific entity you want to be like? A cult you want to curate or join? Just how many so-called ‘eldritch entities’ across the realms are you aware of? Are… Are you-”
“I… Haven’t given it all that much thought, to be honest…”
“That’s fine! That just means you’re up for anything, right?”
“U-Uhm… I guess so?” “You seem… really excited by all this. Are you a fan of eldritch horror too?”
“I guess you could say that~” “Oh-! Where have my manners been? I don’t think I got your name!”
“Did I not give it? Sorry about that, hun!” “Mars ████.”
“Nice to meet you, Mars! My name’s L████. L████ ████.”
“Nice to meet you too, L████!”
“But back to the Eldritch HRT thing of yours – how many entities are you aware of?”
“Well, I do know a good bit of the writings of HP Lovecraft…”
“Is that it?”
“Is there more I should know?”
“Yes! But that’s alright, I can teach you everything you need to know. Let me just-”
“Mars?”
“That’s me!”
“Shit, is it time for your appointment already? Well maybe we can keep talking after you-”
[sound description: Mars walks off with Doctor Erian to his office]
–
She didn’t come back to talk to me after her appointment. It seemed that she was pretty upset as she left the building. Did she get rejected too?
I hope to meet up with Mars again soon.
I sensed some hesitation in her voice as we talked, but I just know she’d be a perfect fit for us once she learns about us and what we are.
But anyways, nothing of interest occurred in the hour after my conversation with Mars, so I deleted that section of recording as well.
Which takes us right to my meeting with Doctor Erian.
What a mess that was…
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12:00pm, February 9th, 2025
The following is a written recounting by Doctor Theodore H. Erian.
I had originally intended to audio record my meeting with Mr. Black, just like the recording I had made this morning.
However, the moment I saw him, I knew that I would have to get on his level, so to speak. Audio wasn’t going to cut it when it came to conveying the full picture of my experience.
So here we are.
As I mentioned in my emails to Doctor Fortune, I had gotten many, many results when I looked his name up, but despite all that, he managed to look nothing like any of them in person.
I could sense I was being deceived, or perhaps even toyed with in some way. But I wasn’t sure in what way it was.
After having noticed that, I then took notice of a rather large bag they had slung around their shoulders. Looked to be a laptop bag, by my best guess. I of course remembered what Doctor Fortune had said to me about not allowing him to show me anything on his laptop if they offer, and so I readied myself to refuse anything of that sort.
But to my surprise, he didn’t even do so much as open the bag.
Instead, when he entered my office, he just… stood there, looking around at the place. This went on for about a minute or two – I wasn’t keeping exact notice of the time.
At first, I had thought that they were eyeing the various types of medication I had stored. But once he opened his mouth, it became apparent that it was something else entirely that had caught their eye…
“Is that an RCA RP3503 shoebox cassette recorder and player you have back there?”
My recorder, the one I had used to record my personal record from this morning, the one that I had intended to use to document this meeting… That had been what he noticed first.
It's a bit impressive that they identified the exact model, I must admit. Didn’t help with how much they intimidated me in the slightest, though.
“... Yes? Why do you ask?”
I had responded. I didn’t want to come off as suspicious to him, but rather, just genuinely interested in the conversation. I couldn’t let them know I had seen their journal.
“It’s not often I see a cassette player in the wild these days. Damn shame, I know that phones and mp3 players are more modern and in ways more convenient, and the typical ‘retro throwback’ audio playing format of choice is vinyl, but I really do have such a soft spot for cassettes.”
Really, I was surprised with just how normal this starting conversation was. If I was to be conspiratory, I could even say that it was too normal, as if he was luring me into some sort of false sense of security with this mundane discussion.
“Do you now?”
I replied, allowing the conversation to carry on.
“Yes! Though, I’d rather not get too sidetracked with all that!”
I remember it felt like a pit had dropped into my stomach when they said that. Here I was thinking I could give myself some time to formulate how I was going to respond to him trying to get answers out of me by fueling this clear interest of his. But it seems that they had caught on to that plan of mine.
“The real reason I pointed it out was to ask… You’re not going to use it to record this meeting of ours… are you?”
He then asked me.
I wish I had been able to somehow record this meeting on video, because I don’t know if words alone can describe the bone chilling aura that the look Mr. Black had given me as they said those words carried. Somehow, his face managed to darken in real time, a shadow cast over the top half of it that made it look as if his eyes were glowing at that very moment. They had tilted their head ever so slightly as they spoke, their face adorned with a subtle, yet noticeable grin, despite the seeming worry that the question carried with it.
Considering my line of work, I’m quite familiar with the inhuman, and let me tell you – I saw that inhumanness in this man in that fleeting moment.
Despite wearing what looked to be colored contacts of some kind, I could see in his eyes a wildness that was inherently animalistic.
I know what Mr. Black is here for, and I know it isn’t treatment. But if I hadn’t known better, I may just have been convinced to hand him a prescription right then and there.
Or maybe he is already something other than human.
I said no, of course not.
“Good, good.”
I don’t know what came over me, but I responded to that remark by asking him if he didn’t like his life being documented.
“What an odd question…”
As if I hadn’t already regretted my words the moment they came out of my mouth, I certainly would have after that reaction from him.
I was like Icarus in that moment, my wings equipped as I set myself straight towards the sun. I had pushed my luck too far, and they were catching on that I knew more than I should. Surely.
“But to answer it, I do actually like to document my life. But I much prefer it when I’m the one doing the documentation. I’m sure you wouldn’t be too fond of me if I took your chair right there and started giving people prescriptions and check ups, would you?”
I’ll admit, I’m not entirely sure what they meant by that comparison. He’s a news reporter, isn’t he? I do suppose in a way that is documenting lives, but that’s much more about others’ lives rather than their own, no?
Either way, I shook my head no.
“That’s what I thought.”
I really can’t tell why he was so surprised that “B” kiddo and Serena were intimidated by him. He has to be doing this shit on purpose to get a rise out of people.
“Can we get to the point of this meeting, please?”
I requested. Maybe if I act just as intimidating, I’ll manage to evade ending up in whatever position he wants me to be in.
“Hmph. We may.”
He seemed unimpressed by my shift in attitude, his grin folding into something of a snarl. But he did oblige.
“It is to my knowledge that a friend of mine, Serena Holmes, came by your office a little bit under a month ago seeking a Cat HRT prescription from you. You rejected her. Why so?”
Perhaps it was the frown they already had from their reaction to me making demands at him, but I could both see and hear the anger coming off of him that I had seen before in that journal of his as they spoke.
No matter his motives, it does seem he cares about their friend.
“I had gotten a questionable result when I had run a-”
I answered. I knew it wasn’t the answer he wanted to hear, but I couldn’t let them know I knew that.
As expected, they cut me off mid-sentence.
“No. I want the real reason.”
Despite my patience being worn quite thin by this point, I took a deep breath in and began to formulate a response to Mr. Black.
My goal, at least at first, had not been to actually tell him the truth. Rather, it was to make up a lie that was believable enough for them to take it as if it was the truth.
As I did such, they spoke again, unknowingly giving me a hint as to what route I could go down with this lie of mine.
“And if you are telling the truth, what was the ‘questionable result' you speak of?”
Looking back, I should have made use of that hint in my response.
“Okay, fine! You want the real reason? I’ll give you the real reason! I turned Serena away because it was clear to me that she didn’t truly know what it was that she wanted!”
He had raised an eyebrow at my response, clearly skeptical.
“How… interesting. She seemed pretty dead set on being a cat to me.”
I honestly couldn’t tell if they believed me or not, but they did act as if they did.
“But I suppose my perspective was skewed.”
In a way, that did give me relief.
Even if it was a ruse on his end, I could also go along with it and feel confident in my responses, at least for a little while.
“But tell me, Doctor Erian… If that is the true reason you turned Serena away… Then why did you tell her it was due to a background check?”
It was a valid question, honestly, and a hole in the plot I was constructing. Hence why I had said earlier that I wished I had just gone down that background check route he had given me.
“I… I didn’t want her to believe I did not believe she was truly therian.”
With a bit of hesitation, I sputtered out that excuse.
He wasn’t buying it. I could tell by the glare he had given me.
“Then why not be honest with her? You could have explained that they had simply seemed too unsure of kitself to go through with the procedure. You could have given it advice as to how to do some soul searching so that she could come to find her true self. All these things you didn’t do… Why is that, Doctor Erian?”
Their eyes almost seemed to lock onto me as they questioned me. I was a target for them, lined up for slaughter.
Before I could even try to plead my case, he continued.
“To me, there are only two explanations for this. Either you are bad at your job, or…
You’re lying to me.”
With that final explanation – or rather, accusation, he stood up from where I had him sit and slammed his hands on my desk. To be honest, it shook me quite badly. It wasn’t just the delivery, either, the words cut terribly deep as well.
“So, which is it?”
Deep enough to cause me to make perhaps the stupidest decision I’ve ever made in my entire life.
For I had let my ego and reputation get the best of me.
“... I lied to you.”
I so stupidly confessed.
Mr. Black grinned, grinning wider than he ever had by that point of the appointment, as he let out a truly evil cackle.
“I knew it.”
And with that remark, they pushed aside the chair that was behind them, and walked over to behind my desk.
I yelled out to him that he’s not supposed to be back there, but he completely ignored me as he rummaged through my personal cabinets.
They quickly found exactly what I was hoping they wouldn’t.
“How curious…!”
He exclaimed, holding the note Doctor Fortune had given me during my first ever encounter with her in his hands.
I felt like I could have died right then and there.
“Looks to me you know a bit too much for your own good, eh, Erian?”
He then turned to me, a sinister grin still stretched wide across their face while they held up the note, turned over to the backside where she had drawn that blasted symbol.
I wanted to say something at the time, I really did. But I must admit, I was petrified. It really is embarrassing to look back on.
“Hmmm… one could argue that I should kill you right about now, make sure you don’t go spreading the good word unmanaged.”
They continued to speak as they crept up behind me.
“I don’t even know what that symbol IS!! All she told me was that it was the symbol of your organization!! She didn’t even tell me what it’s called!!”
I cried out in desperation. As most people do, I didn’t want to die.
Mr. Black paused. His face softened, somewhat.
He seemed to have realized that I, for once, was being honest with him.
“Who’s ‘she’?”
He asked me quite plainly.
“D-Doctor Mirai Fortune… She had come into my office a couple months ago and left this warning for me… We’ve… We’ve been talking over email ever since, but she’s very vague about a lot of things…!”
I confessed. I confessed all of it. I was convinced that I needed to do so in order to live.
“Is she the reason why you turned Serena away?”
They looked at me with a look of certainty in what he expected the answer to be. But I answered anyway.
“Yes.”
Mr. Black finally sat back down in the chair across from my desk.
“See, was that really so hard?”
I did not respond. Really, I am terribly repulsed by his sarcastic demeanor. It tends to come off more as patronizing than anything else.
“I’d love to see those emails, if you’d be so kind.”
I wordlessly turned around my computer monitor for him to look through. I had the thought to warn them not to go into any patient files, but I didn’t act upon it.
“Hah! She really was as vague as you said, huh?”
He remarked as he read through the emails. I did not react.
“Though, I do see that she let you get a sneak peek at my notes, hmm?”
An arrow of fear shot through my chest, making me worry that they would be angered by this. But much to my surprise, they had simply laughed it off.
“Hey, how about we make a deal, old man?”
He offered.
I looked at them, cueing them to continue.
“I can give you not just these notes of mine, but ALL of my notes, completely uncensored. Any information on that symbol and what it represents you could possibly desire. A brand new market for your Humanity Removal Therapy… All of it, for one simple little price…~”
I was skeptical. That was a big claim, a big offer. But I pressed further.
“What’s the price?”
I asked him.
“Yes, yes… All you need to do to start this new chapter in your life… Is to give Serena her Cat HRT prescription.”
That… couldn’t possibly be all there was to it.
That was the singular thought in my mind.
It was too simple. There had to be more to it.
He mentioned “a new market for Humanity Removal Therapy” – for all I could know, that could mean that they would steal my formula right from under me.
It would put me out of a job!
And I can only imagine what Iris would think…
“No. I’m sorry Mr. Black, but I just can’t do that.”
I responded to him, knowing fully that it could get me killed.
I couldn’t betray my patients like that, though.
I can’t betray Iris like that.
Sure, we butt heads many times, but I would be nothing without any of them.
And above all, I want to see each and every one of them live their happiest lives.
I saw Mr. Black frown in response to my answer. It was surprisingly genuine. He looked… disappointed.
But as he prepared to talk to me, he smiled ever so slightly.
“So that’s why so many read you as a hardass… You’re a stubborn bastard.”
He remarked.
Again, without waiting for a response from me, they continued.
“I know the feeling.”
After that, he stood back up, grabbed his things, and left.
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February 18th, 2025
The following is an email.
To: Doctor Theodore H. Erian
From: Doctor Mirai Fortune
Subject: Final Email
Hello, Doctor Erian.
I have both listened to the early morning recording of yourself and the journal entry of later in the day that you provided in your previous email.
I am deeply disappointed in how you have handled the situation.
For your trouble in dealing with them and with me, I have provided you with the documentation our adversary made on that day. Consider it a sense of closure, as this is the last time I will ever be contacting you.
While I am glad you resisted the offer to join them, I cannot afford to have cowardice such as yours weighing me down in my fight against them.
I hope you understand.
Mirai
#hive writing#animal hrt#therian hrt#otherkin hrt#alternate humanity: a field guide to humanity removal therapy#alternate humanity#🖋️
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I will genuinely throw up if swaddled and silk hits 1k notes
#like#in a good and bad way#bc that is ABSOLUTELY not my best or favorite work#i am 10x more proud of rose gold#but it is what it is and I’m definitely grateful that a work of mine is getting that much attention at all#love you all#gonna get back to writing today hopefully#tom blyth#Coriolanus snow#swaddled in silk
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Fuck It Friday ☔️
I was tagged by @daffi-990 @jamespearce9-1-1 @eddiebabygirldiaz @wikiangela and @jeeyuns thank youuu 💛
Aside from some editing, my Christmas fics are all done and now I can slowly return to my main wips, so I thought I'll post a snippet from Eddie's pov in the mudslide fic (most of that part is just too spoilery and I rarely share from it, but this bit was waiting to come out for a while now, so here 🫶).
He mostly thought about Christopher; imagined him waking up in the morning, pestering Buck for breakfast and news he couldn't give, going to school and coming home, sitting at the dining table, doing his homework… Just normal things.
He would’ve given anything to be with them right now. To walk out of his room in the morning and see Buck’s sleep-rumpled face, his curls flat on top of his head, his smile lazy and crooked and his bare feet on Eddie’s living room carpet.
To watch the tattoos shift on Buck’s naked shoulders as he stretched and to hear his hoarse voice as he mumbled out a quiet “morning” on his way to the bathroom. To smell the scent of his overnight sweat still lingering on his skin while making their coffees side by side, waiting for Christopher to finally shuffle out of his room for breakfast.
To hear the sleepy mumble stifled in his own ribs as Chris gave him his good morning hug and see the toothy grin tugging at his lips as Buck entertained him throughout breakfast, making him giggle with his silly facts and jokes.
To yell “come on, we're gonna be late” at the front door as Chris ran back inside for a book he forgot and then to yell again after Chris was back but Buck just realised he had left his phone on the kitchen counter.
To sit in the car and talk about after-school plans and listen to the radio on a low volume before dropping Chris off with a hug each and then to bundle back into the truck and head to work together, barely just having enough time to stop for one of those creamy coffee monstrosities Buck liked so much — that somehow Eddie learned to like too, only if to indulge in the fantasy of what Buck’s lips would taste like on his own.
✨no pressure tagging: @malewifediaz @spagheddiediaz @hippolotamus @disasterbuckdiaz @nmcggg @thewolvesof1998 @watchyourbuck @theotherbuckley @fortheloveofbuddie @ladydorian05 @rainbow-nerdss
#this is gonna be so domestic you just wait#gonna get back to this asap but I slept 3.5 hours last night and didn't really have any writing mojo today#but there is still saturday and sunday!#and then from next thursday I'm gonna be home for 12 days#which SHOULD be enough to finish the mudslide fic and the breeding fic#and then hopefully I could get closer with the jealous eddie fic too#gah I know I'm rambling but I'm so excited to have all this free time to write about my boys#🥹#I'll shut up now#buddie#911#wip#the mudslide fic
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yay yippee yay :3 🎉
#just me hi#making things i will never ever show to anybody: 💫💫💥💫💫 pfshvbh#you know when you personal-art so hard it could literally be nuclear if anybody saw it. Yeagh kfhsvhjgs#:3 ehehehe [<- pleased]#i love you writing + art combo. i Am giving you a very deep grave though i won't lie <3#//anyway thought i was gonna get flamed today cuz i wouldn't let my mom look at some doobles i had in my sketchbook lmfsvhghs#gay 😔#but we just went out for snacks and she was just talking about a lot of random stuff lol :) chilling comes out on top yet again 👍💥#//anyway i gotta do some studies ᴗ.ᴗ [<- the urge to do it and the desire to Never Ever]#wanna get better at anatomy :/ and shading lmao :/ [<- does not want to do it so bad]#and also backgrounds :// but one step at a time man i don't know what a lighting is lfmvshj#shaking myself by the shoulders like you are GOING to enjoy it at some point it's not the end of enjoyment forever !!#me n mine are going to argue back and forth about it until i finally get it done so [tosses hands in the air]#hopefully i get to it today :) i haven't been trying to do timelapses this past year but maybe i'll do that when i get around to it :>#getting the funk out of the Lagoons means i realized i have been dropping a lot of things i thought were neat over time and i'm tryna pick#them back up lol :3#downside is that where i was dropping things i was picking up anxiety which is Really Cool and Epic#the Most counterintuitive function of the brain i think. doing their best but man it's like putting a rat in a room made of cheese while#it's pouring rain outside and expecting it not to start chowing down lmaoo#//anyway yea!! my things :33#kinda Do want to do studies now Yippee !!! i win yet again ehe >:3#so toodles ciao pop toodles >wó
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heyyy 🫣 i’m sorry i haven’t been posting lately!! i’m adjusting to a new schedule and by the time i’ve got free time, i don’t have the brain power to write. but! requests are always open and i think i’ll be able to get at least one done today 🫶🏻
#em rambles#thank you to everyone for being so patient !!#i’m looking forward to get back into writing today so i’m prob gonna get something done for at least one of my friends too#if you’re my friend you didn’t see that#i also want to do some non smau editing today so i can hopefully post that v soon
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ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎
#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess.#its some unapologetic jake fluff btw#bc he deserves it#also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully)#but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate together😋😋#and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too#excited#have been looking forward to today#and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave#hopefully i can Actually Read.#and yk. writing would be nice too.#also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well#raaaaaa#still havent fully researched ocd tho🧎ive been procrastinating🧎as i do🧎#anyways goodnight its 5am.#shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp#i downed that shit fr#ok bye bye love yall#talkin shit#FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS#sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number#and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy#and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again.#anddd sometimes i actually do.#i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet#or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future.#yeah i have many issues#okay gn thank you for reading if you read🧍🫶#i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass.#rarely ever is there an in between
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1 down, 13 more to gooooo
#lila speaks#tbh i think i can manage one a night#that's the goal#i was just writing a sentence here and there of everything today and it's been working so i'm gonna carry on doing that#having them all complied into a list is like easing my adhd because i can easily flip back and forth#mwah mwah thank u to everyone who sent reqs in#i will be moving onto gif reqs once drabbles are out the way#and hopefully by then.......... the first chapter and some of the second should all be written#i promise i'm trying to get this to you as fast as i can but looking at my notes which arent even done#we're looking at a 15k-20k first chapter bestiesssss
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the fall of the house of usher AU with the todorokis
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#i cant stop thinking abt how good it was holy moly#im SO hit and miss with mike flanagan but i rly rly enjoyed it all#VICTORINES EPISODE WOW#i love how shitty the wholeeee family is i feel like u could definitely do something fun with that plot for an AU with the todorokis#touya would be napoleon#like i will not accept any other character for him#i havent thought abt the rest but this concept is so so sooo fun i love messy family stuff#i heard someone say it reminded them of succession which ive never seen so#maybe i should watch succession#ANYWAY i hope ur all good sorry i havent been as chatty lately#my anxiety has been so bad after my friendship breakup#im still goin thru it and my emotions are a rollercoaster but im doing my best yk#i am gonna try and get back into writing and creating stuff#hopefully will have something to post today or tomorrow#im editing a draft i had from before all of the drama so fingers crossed!!#take care of urselves and have nice days everybody mwah mwah
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#i say goodbye to my boss tomorrow#not like officially officially bc im still employed into August so we have meetings#and hopefully we'll collaborate in future on projects and i have papers to write with her still#but like this is the last time ill physically see her bc shes not coming back until August and ill b gone by then#so its like. sad. bc shes my science mum. today she was complaining abt some stupid politics stuff#that went on this week in the department and she was like i kno i should b more professional but i feel like since ur leaving now#were more colleagues and friends. and im like 😭 god dammit ur gonna make me fucking cry#i came this this school to work with u and u were so great. i was so lucky to have ended up in her lab#bc i didnt kno wtf i was doing and shes not perfect but i learned a lot from her and ill b really sad to not b working with her so much#but thats how it goes. ill have to make her something cool as a parting gift#god. thatll b a fucking pain but she deserves something that takes a lot of effort#were meeting tomorrow to go over a protocol but im not sure if that's actually what were doing or if theres a surprise involved#bc she likes to do that and it stresses me the fuck out. she's been wanting to get me ice cream for the last 2 months so that might actually#b what's happening. or both could b happening. ugh. anyway. just me crying abt how im gonna miss my boss who im literally seeing tomorrow#im gonna have to giver her a painfully earnest letter abt how great she is and apologize for kinda having a breakdown#i mean i wasnt totally nonfunctional but like. it was not good and im sure i kinda sucked to b around#but whatever. god. the move it finally on the horizon. it finally feels like its getting real#unrelated
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I had a dream last night where I got a big box with bunch of tiny plushies of different characters and I want to talk about it… Got some tiny?? shigarakis from mha but I also got a single tiny mikasa I think (?)
also got a tiny geto plush but i was disappointed he didn’t come with a matching gojo LMAO
then there were like. 10+ tiny nobara plushies and every time I pulled one out of the big box I would kiss her head gently and put her with the other plushies i already took out
Idk just thought it was a bit silly and wanted to share <3
#honestly was one of the nicest dreams I had in a while… also nice dream to have before my day off lol#Finally have time to do my own stuff today… I want to write more mhs#I went back and added a whole nother scene that i still gotta finish 😭😭#also gonna simultaneously work on the inbox req becausenive been slowly making progress w that one so… hopefully i get some done today
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oh nice! the Matt fic posted itself at the correct time
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#🧷 Matt 🔨#i usually wait around for whatever time i want my finished and ready-to-go drafted posts to go up so i can do it manually#but then it occurred to me that i could like. make use of the scheduling feature and just set it and forget it#but i was actually keeping an eye on that one to see if it went up at the right time cause i scheduled it for today#but then it said it was set for Sunday at 7 and not Saturday. so i was like okay i'll just. wait and see what it does#but it went up when i wanted it to! (still don't know why it said Sunday in the queue tho...)#anyways this is a lot of worrying and rambling abt a post that no one will read anyways bc No One knows who Matt is and that fic is Dark#(even tho the numbers for it on Ao3 are Tiny the kudos to hits ratio is good though!!)#(so hopefully that means that those who do read it seemed to enjoy it. or appreciate it? it's a weird fucking fic man idk)#(the kudos are Greatly appreciated nonetheless)#but that's okey i just wanted to get it out of my drafts and posted anyways. and also kinda use it to test the scheduling feature#but bc i'm a control freak who needs to Do Everything Myself anyways i'll probably keep doing stuff manually#or schedule posts and then sit around and wait for them to go up anyways just to make sure nothing goes wrong lmao#okay rambling over. back to work#well actually i'm gonna go grab dinner. i haven't. ate yet today. and then back to work!
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lately my only goal w my writing sessions is just to do whatever i need to feel good and set myself up for success w the next writing session and it feels kind of like basic advice but i seriously never gave specific focus to that and it's kinda life changing lol
#like i'll have specific goals like finish this story draft or write this many words finish this scene/chapter etc#but if i dont feel like i can make that happen i try not to see it as a failure and just reroute it into#okay what do i need to do to make sure i get closer to that tomorrow#or will make it easiest for me to get back into it tomorrow/what will set me up for success tomorrow#actually v clearly focusing on THAT instead of focusing on what i DIDNT do right now makes the whole#thing feel easier overall AND makes me feel like i can actually continue to get closer to Finishing The Thing#and i make it very tangible like how much do i need to write that also accommodates my abilities today. or do i just need to write a quick#outline or just the first line etc#i dont think im gonna finish this micro first draft tonight so i thought what can i do that will help ensure i (hopefully) can tomorrow#and it was just write all the lines that are in my brain out on the page. like no matter what i can do that n i probably can do more#like i have specific goals and self imposed deadlines so im trying to get things done by certain times but giving myself grace with it so i#dont burn myself out in the process#also trying to plan in advance so i never Have to do something By The Next Day that i dont think i can do#this is what helped me finish my dissertation LOL#i realised it was far more beneficial to not force myself over my limits for that day but set myself up for success the next day#i would be like “i need to do this but i know it will be easier to do it with a refreshed mind tomorrow”#and i kept thinking “getting a good nights sleep will help me more tomorrow than forcing myself to write/edit more”#“so i have less to do tomorrow”. like okay maybe id have less to do but id also have less brain power bc i overexerted myself!#which then turned into okay what else can i do to ensure success tomorrow etc#like im tired tonight! my brain isnt working! but i know i can do things that will make me more motivated to write tomorrow#and that in itself is a success. no failure in writing as long as you are taking care of and helping yourself#instead of isolating every writing session into a single Okay How Much Can I Do Today#but acknowledging how a string of writing sessions work together. some have more production some dont#and working with that
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#im gonna draw today#but already i think the new meds are starting to work#im getting the itch to write after a week of not writing anything#so hopefully new content will come out soon#im gonna post a javi g one shot#and confused warmth chapter 9#to tide over until my one shot for the theif gets written#then were back into it#but im still adjusting to the meds today#so drawing instead
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Ugh, I started typing an informal essay on the event, but I hit the image limit for a text post, so idk. Maybe I'll just break it up into smaller posts and ramble more in detail about each instance I was showing? A problem for Future Cori.
#im so fucking exhausted from staying up till 4am every night#im gonna attempt to sleep from now till 3 for meds. hopefully i can wake up and sit up for an hour at that time#i either didnt set an alarm for 9am today or sleep-swiped my alarm off bc i didnt wake up until an accidental alarm i left on for 945am#weird bc ive been automatically waking up 5 minuted before my 9am medicine alarm anyway despite beginning sleep at 4am#maybe my subconscious knew there was no alarm set and therefore no alarm anxiety#either way#i am tired and almost done with my antibiotics#9am tomorrow should be my last dose. damn its already been a whole week#exhaustion and the event ending really made the week go by quickly (thankfully)#im just so tired and my body is so tired#anywayssss get ready for nikke rambles tomorrow hopefully. i really loved the event and have a lot i want to type about it#maybe typing all my thoughts will help me get back into writing creatively again#after i get a normal sleep schedule again tho#Cori.exe#Post.exe
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!! OUH !!
#just me hi#HI I HAVE HAD A SOBA AND NOW I'M JUICED#ouhohgouhogghgohug#i am gonna Explode into confetti !!!!!#/it's kind of a weird feeling to get really hyper while also being tired. Balance#//!! thinking tho !!#gonna use the spinner but i'm gonna try to draw or write today!#i've been sort of 'Eughhhhgg' creatively so hopefully i don't get distracted and go off to do anything else but those two things loll#i mean there's a pretty good chance i end up picking back up a show i got bored watching so lol x2#but we'll see!! :>>#//now i'm shipping off!! see yaaa <3
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