#gonna die alone

[angrypeacepoetry]

๋࣭⭑I guess I will just fade into you ๋࣭⭑

[maverickcalf]

Nothing to make you feel bad like seeing someone say "oh this character had no right to be upset that his friend never made time for him anymore. That's just how it is with new relationships."

She never made plans to reschedule or anything. Just.... it sucks to see real people say that

[oldinmagroin-resurrected]

This'll get deleted, just my stupid rants so you know ignore it and stuff. Mainly just me typing the feelings out.

[tinyravenfeathers]

Boyfriend Voltron

I moved out in March 2021.

I had not planned on finding a boyfriend until my dissolution was final.

My court date for dissolution is set for June 2nd.

And I've been so happy about closing that chapter of my life that ...well, men of a certain age notice if you're happy. It's attractive to be happy.

And Mr. Ex-Hubby was on Tinder and other dating apps a mere month after and he complained on Facebook about people standing him up for blind dates so...in August 2022 I was open to flirting.

Tinyself is all about tiny, tiny steps, I suppose.

I reconnected with people from my past. Found internet people online. And I think I still haven't found a boyfriend yet, or someone to share my life with.

One guy gets me and we click when we're together. But he lives on the other side of the country, is polyamorous, and encourages me to find someone better.

One guy from Reddit showers me with compliments and talks to me every day. But he's tricksy like a fox and lies about his age.

One guy had a small crush on me and sought out my fanfic. But he has a tendency to smack his computer when it misbehaves.

One guy lives closest to me and is cute and smart. But he's a little too selfish and doom scrolls on his phone when I try to cuddle with him.

It's been a while since I've been on the dating scene.

At least now I have a list. And standards.

[amisonist]

Had a date with someone yesterday. Thought it was going well until after I get home and she messages me saying she doesn’t think we’re a good match. Idk why I even try anymore

[sparklecookiez]

Do you have A bf?

I am forever alone. 😭😭

[teaplease91093]

when you're gone for a day and you ask your parents if they missed you and all they say is "yeah, the house is just missing the chatter and noise. go take out the trash."

[dtm982]

Mfs be like “stop using dating apps go out and meet women who are worth is”

BITCH LOOK AT THE GRAPH THATS HOW PEOPLE MEET NOW

[alter-eden]

3 January 2025

Dear Diary,

My father came home 4 days ago and left today (he works in a different state). Surprisingly I didn’t end up fighting with him. I didn’t fight with my mother too. That’s rare. I feel okay lately. It’s weird, the exam has come so close that my stress has sort of disappeared. I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing. It’s sort of like I have given up. Or I have realised that whatever going to happen will happen anyways, whether I stress or not. I have basically no time left.

I had a mock test today. it went shit but I’m still sort of happy. The reason is that despite scoring bad, I knew the answer to most of the questions or at least the way to do them. The only reason I didn’t attempt them was because of less time/forgot formula/calculation error which are all at least solvable rather than conceptual problem so good news I think.

On different news, my first two best friends of my life (loser behaviour) have started ignoring me. I think they’re bored of me, which I don’t really blame them for. We just don’t have anything in common. the only reason they became friends with me was that I would make silly jokes, act clueless and basically act like a clown to make them keeping liking me. Even punched a guy because they dared me and I wanted their approval. Now I’m too fucking tired and stressed to do stupid antics for them and they are bored of me. I mean I did expect that but fuck it makes my stomach churn. Cried in the school washroom like a total fucking loser because they ignored me all day.

I knew the friendship wouldn’t last. I kept getting signs from 2 months ago so I prepared myself to not get attached but of course I’m a fucking wimp. The classic signs like usual. Secrets/inside jokes they don’t tell me because it’s ‘nothing’ or ‘I won’t understand’. Ignoring me unless I talk to them first. Even then giving half-assed responses. The giggles at anything I say which they won’t explain why. And ofcourse the last straw, not inviting me to her birthday party but inviting three random guys who they started talking to a month ago. Anyways don’t know why I get so affected every time, maybe cause they lasted a little too long so I gained a little hope they won’t leave me too.

Fuck if I’m going to be alone, let me atleast be rich and alone.

[amethystejpg]

nvm i wont be obsessed anymore

[the-puzzler]

"So, take my tags, and I'll take yours, and if I die in this shitty fucking war, don't tell them we switched; let me be buried under your name - and some fifty years from now, you can be buried under mine."

I want someone to switch tags with 😔

[mellythesadfox]

Feels like the world is a massive puzzle set and I'm a broken piece that has no connectors anymore. I don't fit in anywhere or with anyone. Just something to be tossed away and discarded. A mistake. I was built wrong

[albaharu]

did you know if you support merrill in her act 2 mission you get rivalry points with everyone except isabela and varric. anyway merrill support team no one is gonna be mean to her on my watch

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[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Just need to do some ranting so here goes. I've always said I would never date anyone younger than me. Well anyone younger than one or 2 years. So someone 6 years younger liked me on fb dating. It took me a while to decide whether or not to like them back. And I had ended up deciding to like them back. Turns our we had so much in common and I was really starting to like them even though we hadn't met yet. Well it's been like 2 days since they've texted me and I am just so scared that they ghosted me. Like wtf. He seemed like he was really into me and we were on the same level. Matching each others energy. And then boom nothing. And it hurts cause we had so much in common, almost like we were the same person and now nothing? Like wtf!?! Why???? He said in his profile he was looking for something meaningful. And I thought maybe this would head that way. I knew I shouldn't have liked him back I knew I shouldn't have gotten attached butnI fucking did and now I've gotten ghosted AGAIN!!! LIKE WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME?!?!! AM I NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY???? WHAT THE DAMN FUCK!?!?!?!?!

[benevolenterrancy]

Mobei-Jun getting abandoned in the human realm by his favourite uncle and being left alone and terrified?? baby???? gonna lie awake thinking about him and Shang Qinghua meeting as children