#gonna be in the same Music People Places as me like theyre not going to Shows LOL

[sharkface]

why hate on other peoples music taste?

Opinions on art are the most subjective thing in the entire world I don't care what anyone's taste is I just think in any case it's self evident that lots of people don't listen to a wide enough variety of music to pass reasonable good faith judgement on what Defines an era of art. I'm not annoyed by people's tastes I'm annoyed by the unearned self importance of that behavior

[t1red-twilight]

neeeed something with early seasons Spencer Reid x fem!bau!reader and the hurt/comfort prompt "is it too loud?" maybe theyre in a bar with the team or something after a case and they're both finding it too loud?

is it too loud?

content/warnings: gn!reader, fluff, early seasons spencer, cliche rain scene

notes: TYSM! i really appreciate your support! this was such a cute idea, AND the perfect opportunity to use the pool scene as the header:-)

word count: 1.2k

masterlist s. r. masterlist

the bar’s lights were dimmed, but they flared and hurt your eyes nonetheless. the combination of loud music with clanking glasses and people talking to each other overwhelmed you, and made your ears ring.

you sat at the bar, sober. you weren’t much of a drinker anyways, but especially after cases you stayed dry. penny had met up with you all when the jet had landed and she and morgan were currently on the dance floor. jj and elle were sitting in a corner conversing, and you sat a few paces away. hotch hadn’t come, neither had gideon. this was a typical scene for the bau. you were all lucky that it was a friday and you were promised the weekend off for once.

now that you thought about it, you hadn’t seen spencer for a while. you moved to ask jj and elle, but decided against it when you saw how enthralled they were with each other. your hands sat in your lap; you picked at your fingernails.

elle and jj were leaning into one another, and drinking out of the same glass. they were talking about something related to dostoevsky. you looked up when you felt a brush of air to the left of you.

there stood spencer, holding two glasses of what you assumed to be water. his hair was pushed back and out of his face, and he was smiling crookedly. he sat in the chair next to you and placed one water in front of you. he took a sip of his water before he says something.

your brow furrowed. his lips were moving, but you couldn’t hear anything over the background noise and the piercing ring in your ears. he repeated himself, but you still couldn’t hear a thing. you shrugged, but followed by leaning in closer to him.

all of a sudden, spencer filled your senses. it was as if you couldn’t hear anything else in the bar; the environment around you drowned out as he spoke directly into your ear. despite the loud background noise, his voice was soft. “is it too loud?” he asked. his breath brushed against your face, sending a shiver down your spine. you pulled away, and looked at him quickly.

he motioned with his hand for you to move in closer once more. “is the bar too loud?”

you were so overwhelmed that you couldn’t muster up the ability to speak. you nodded in response. you pointed with your thumb towards the door, silently asking him if he would like to leave as well.

spencer grabbed your hand, and as you were both about to take your exit, elle spoke up. “you guys getting out of here?” you cleared your throat before you responded.

“yeah, i’m getting kind of tired. spencer’s gonna take me home.” elle nodded, but jj‘s eyebrows pulled together.

elle raise her voice and answered jj‘s wordless question. “they’re going home!” she borderline yelled.

jj took another swig of their shared drink. “oh, okay.” she gave a thumbs up. the raising of their voices made you flinch, it was already plenty loud. spencer took this and grabbed your hand again. he waved and began to leave the two of you out of the crowded bar.

the chill of the night air felt good against your skin. a few drops of rain dripped onto your face; you tilted your head back and closed your eyes.

you squeezed spencer’s hand gently in an effort to convey your appreciation. the bar was so stuffy and loud; the contrast of the brisk night air did much to relieve the claustrophobic heat you felt in your body. somehow, despite feeling greatly overwhelmed, you did not feel the urge to part from spencer.

spencer squeezed your hand back. “so, what’s next? should we go home, or somewhere quieter?” spencer asked, his voice hushed. the night lights lit up his face and left a twinkle in his eyes.

“definitely somewhere quieter,” you answered, mirroring his quieted tone. “it was really loud in there,” you continued.

spencer nodded, “i agree. it was overstimulating. there’s a park not too far from here, if you’re interested?”

you hummed before responding. “that sounds great, actually.” you smiled to yourself. as you walked down the street, spencer’s hand gently held yours.

he didn’t bother to let it go once you were outside, but you didn’t mind. his calm demeanor acted as a soothing balm to your nerves. he was like an icepack on top of a scraped knee.

the soft glow of the streetlights illuminated the sidewalk. you snuck a few glances at him; his oversized button up was a little goofy, but nonetheless charming. he had pushed his hair back as a result of the rain, and the result emphasized his cheekbones. spencer was definitely by no means macho, and not the stereotypical idea of a prince charming, but in this moment he definitely was yours.

when you reached the park it was empty. there were a few empty picnic tables, and a deserted play set. attached were some swings. impulsively, you proposed a question: “do you want to get on the swings?”

he didn’t look shocked or bothered like you had suspected he might. he spoke with a soft casual tone, “do you want me to push you?” he paused and turned to look at you. the twinkle in his eye was back, his warm brown eyes eliciting a fluttery feeling in your belly. the glee present on your face was all the answer he needed.

you sat down in the swing and adjusted your position so that you were comfortable. the chains that attached the swing were almost uncomfortably cold. you felt spencer stand behind you, his body radiating warmth. he placed his hands over yours, and pulled the swing backward to gain momentum.

spencer broke the silence. “the modern swing set that is found in playgrounds can be dated back to charles wicksteed from around the early nineteen hundreds.” he let the swing go and you felt the nostalgic rush from when you were a child.

“really? i would’ve guessed earlier than that.” when the swing swung back again, you felt spencer’s nimble fingers push you forward once more.

the air whipped past your face and you were sure that your work clothes were jostled by now. “yeah! the first swing actually is accredited to the minoans in around fourteen hundred b. c.” he added. if you were looking at him you were sure that you’d see the giddy smile on his face that was ever present.

after few minutes past, and spencer stopped pushing your swing. instead, he sat on the one next to yours. “i haven’t been on a swing in ages,” you murmured.

“maybe we’ll have to come back,” he hushed. your eyes flicked over to him. he was looking out at the moon. it was almost full, you figured. you noted that the light sprinkle of rain had come to a halt.

you smiled. “i think so.” your eyes locked for a moment before you both looked back outward.

you dropped your hand and leaned your head against the chain. wonderfully enough, spencer reached down for your hand. his fingers intertwined with yours. his hand was warm but not sweaty, contrary to the crisp virginia air.

the light of the moon stayed firm, and the streetlights near the park flickered; but one thing was certain. as spencer sat a mere few inches away from you, you had never felt more grateful for his soul to have met yours. while on the outside you were slightly damp and cold, on the inside you felt nothing but warmth.

[salmonight]

Fred Weasley x Hermione Granger x George Weasley Fic recs

(Mainly Fremione tho)

Fred & Hermione & George

Escapism: Hermione parents die when she is little and she gets placed with her abusive uncle. One day she runs off to find her own adventure and meets the twins in the woods. They instantly become besties. Adorable thing.

fun will be made if it is fun that is craved: Ex prankster Hermione plans a prank to deal with umibitch at the same time as a gift for the twins for the valentine's secret gift exchange

Fred/Hermione/George

Banned Books: Harry and Ron get mione banned from the library for two weeks and she is pissed. The twins cant miss out on the fun of helping her spirit a bunch of books away from the library and getting revenge on those two

Fred/Hermione

All One World: I rly adore the characterizations in this fic. Enterily Fred pov. He got insecurities about everyone thinking him stupid and that he can only ever be a comic relife. He also hates how they always talk as if he and George are one person, not different people no matter how similiar. Hermione wears his rule abiding rigid front as a defensive mask. She got more then one and theyre so perfect even Fred in the know sometimes forgets thats what theyre are. She is also sarcastic and witty and very caring and observant. She never fails to identify him right or know the right thing to put him at ease and he does the same for her pulling her out of her flunks.

Band Tees (You're Fucked.): Very bittersweet it literally made me fucking cry by the end. Fred had loved Hermione since the yule ball and he is the only one who knows about her love of grunge punk. They both share their love of punk music. It's just theirs.

Methods: Fred starts a playful flirty banter that Hermione decides to indulge him with joining in. Thats the first time she startles him. She is deadpan and sarcastic and all for teasing him and startling him. They keep up a fluid flirty banter no heed for the audience

A Charming Fairy Godprince: After Ron's mess up before the Yule ball Fred & George takes it into their own hands to cheer Hermione up and be her magical godfathers like Cinderella's. They rewamp her dress and enlist Ginny for her hair. Of course it cant go without over the top very obvious flirting (on Fred's part) and various compliments.

By the Common Room Fire: Fred is sick but still with the usual drama and flair lays across Hermione's lap and demans head scratches like a cat.

Destiny and Chicken: Hermione is sick so Fred brings her soup, tea and potions.

Exploding Potions and Accidental Revelations: Amortia explodes over Hermione in potions class so she smells like what everyone is attracted to. Fred commits social suicide by announcing she smelled the same as usual before knowing what is going on.

Favourite Weasley: The twins invite Hermione out to the Quidditch match. Who's her favorite Weasley? Wrong answers only.

It Looks Better On Me: The twins accidentally soak Hermione and it’s laundry day so Fred throws his jumper at her to wear. Then Fred is sick so he ain’t playing but out to watch the match so Hermione pulls her hat over his head. Later when he is better he flaunt it around so Hermione decides to steal another of his stuff in retaliation. It sparks an all out war.

While You Were Gone: Ron and Harry leave cuz they need a break after the war leaving mione behind which brakes her and the twins take it into their own hands. They basically adopt her as their third. Its rly fluffy and wholesome, warm and fricking hilarious . It also gonna make u wanna murder Ron and Harry :)

A Small Change: Fred got such a good grades in OWLs they thought he cheated but he didn', he is panicked about doing so well and wanna actually try in school so he writes to Hermione and she helps him. They become rly good friends from then and start to exchange letters and meet up a few times. Theyre rly wholesome and his anxiety about school and his family's reaction is just so real

don't you know you've got the best of me?: Hermione meets the twins and their friend group on the train and they meet again at the sorting. She ends up talking with the twins a few more times and they end up adopting her into their friend group. She aint rly that close with Harry and Ron and she befriended them much later. Most of her friends are all of the twins' year. She is the closest with Fred and theyre best friends, he is also very protective and possessive of her.

Whole New Meaning to "Mooning" Over Someone: When you throw something during the full moon your soulmate 'catches' i. Aka a frustrated Hermione throws her book during the full moon which consequently smashes into a poor sleeping Fred's face.

i wanted to see you again, so please be gentle: Soulmates and modern au with under caffeinated disaster Hermione bulldozing over the interaction not even realizing she met her soulmate. Absolutely hilarious first liner.

Straight Into My Arms: Every year since he was five fred asked for his soulmate from santa till one day they literally fell out of the sky and landed in their arms

George/Hermione

Fancy a night in?: Post-war. George finds any excuse to go over to Hermione's and make her smile.

To be updated...

[l-amplights]

MY HUGE TPOT 15 THEORIES AND OBSERVATIONS AND JUST RENERAL RANTS AND AUTISM POST. SPOILERS AHEAD

i NEED TO TALK ABOUT EAN AND VERPT(? NO SUBTITLES YET) RIGHT NOW

I NEED PEOPLE TO REALISE THEY CALLED THEMSELVES A LETTER. NOT A VARIABLE. A LETTER. ALSO CALLS VERPT A LETTER.... also awesome 1 legged algebralien and no limbed. we love to see variations :> excited for eventuall floater algebralien

PLEASE CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG BUT ASSUMING THIS IS WHERE THE ALGEBRALIENS COME FROM I THINK THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WEVE SEEN THIS???

HUGE WIN FOR NUMBER AUTISM

SOMETHING I JUST REALISED WHILE GOING FRAME BY FRAME FOR LAST IMAGE, MARKER. IS PURPLE HERE BUT THEN

YOU CAN SEE THE EFFECTS TAKING PLACE!!!!!

THATS AWESOME!!!!

these little shits are remind me of goo man from TPOT 11 (out of the blue)

looking back at goo man im not sure why

IM SO HAPPY THE VR HEADSET HOST FINALLY GOT USED

according to the awesome wiki

"The character was shown during the production of BFB. They may have been the original host of BFB, given the tweet description, but was replaced by Four and X.

Sometime after the VR Headset post was posted in jacknjellify's Twitter, Satomi clarified VR Headset was never meant to be a host or any sort of character, and was drawn simply because Michael thought they would be cool to draw."

HIIII PROFILEY... AWESOME TO SEE THEM BACK. REALLY COOL PARALELL HERE METHINKS BC THEYRE VOICED BY THE SAME GUY AS TWO :>

jumping around a bit. this was shown earlier and not expanded on untill the end. this. this drives me insane

thats ones equivilent of the fourest, it has a link to the equation playground I WAS RIGHT

very interesting its also plant based.

I CANNOT FIND . WHEN I WAS BLABBERING ABOUT THIS SO IT MUSTVE BEEN IN A VC. BUT I CALLED THIS. also barf bag literally my face when i saw this lollll

okkkk back to like the usual time

HI EVIL LEAFY HIIII IM SOOOO HAPPY SHE APPEARED. THIS DOESNT MEAN SHE ISNT LIKE DEAD AFTER IDFB BUT IM GLAD WE GOT TO SEE HER IN TPOT .. AND AS A HOST NO LESS!!

ID ALSO LIKE TO POINT OUT not sure if this is just startled or pin here being AFRAID for a second of EL

ABSOLUTELY HEARTBROKEN RF AND BB GOT OUT SAME TIME. HORRIBLE also neat they used the ending of the bfb intro here

X host.... imagine. life could be a dream

ok let me go over all the style stuff we see here also in order

(starting at the start of cake at stake (or cake at skate))

for the entire first half its just the usual TPOT style so i wont make a huge deal of that

Ean's part is also in TPOT

Pan Flute here's part is in the style of BFDIA specifically the newer episodes, figures, thats what hes from

EL's part is also in BFDIA style (with some very old assets behind), however id like to go over something else here

RIGHT BEFORE SHE APPEARS PIN GOES THROUGH SOME OF HER BFDIA ARC CHANGES. NEAT

also the music in the background here is "The Fiber" (thats what its called in the bfb ost release at least) WHICH IS ALSO THE SONG THAT PLAYS ENTIRELY THROUGHOUT BFDIA 5B!!!! AWESOME!!!!

GONNA BE HONEST NO IDEA WHAT STYLE THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE... THE ANIMATION IS SUPER WEIRD AND DIFFERENT. it actually reminds me of how sacri animates her shows!!

hold on i need to make a new post i cant upload any more images

[ashe-stxr]

in my last art post, i mentioned that i made some discoveries about the layout of the van dahl/cobblepot manor when planning out the background images, but that i thought i was rambling too much so i was gonna make a separate post about it

cause damn, i dont know if im just super oblivious to characters surroundings in a show, but i did not notice until i paid close attention to the sets, and now i cant unsee the things i have seen

so of course, now i have to ruin it for other people too (warning, i really do have alot to yap about this)

for the entirety of season 3, every scene in the manor takes place in the same two rooms. every. single. scene. i quite literally made up a room in my head when i was writing and had to go back through my fic and fix my mistake

they pull some interesting techniques to trick your brain into thinking more space is used, but once you notice it, its impossible not to

but literally, 90% of the space you see in the manor is the same, giant, open floor room thats been semi sectioned off to have the air of different rooms

theres a door out to the hallway, but you never see the full thing except for in complete darkness at nighttime

you never once see a bedroom. but theres moments in the show that make you think that surely, there mustve been one, right? ed laying in bed listening to music after isabelles death? hes just laying down in the side room. oswald waking up because his fathers ghost is roaming the house? hes just taking a nap on the couch by the fireplace

theres a desk area where a couple important scenes take place, like when oswald first tries to confess to ed, or when barbara finds out from olga that oswald is in love with ed, or even when barbara tells ed that oswald killed isabelle. for some reason my brain tricked itself into thinking its a closed off room, or even that its in city hall, but it isnt. its literally five feet across from the infamous couch, and two feet away from the dining table. theres no walls, no divisions other then the patterns on the floor. its just completely open

theres a scene in episode seven i believe? where oswald is getting ready to go to the founders dinner and they bring out a mirror into the middle of that space, just in front of the fireplace. this one scene tricked me into thinking this was a separate room, because i just never payed any close attention. and when ed walks off to grab oswalds tie, its just??? in the desk???? like i swear to god i though he was grabbing them from some kind of drawer or something but theyre just laying on the desk?????

like literally, i frantically combed through the entirety of season 3 just to check and pay close attention to the background, and its just different angles of the exact same room???? they just move some of the furnature around

like i feel like i need to stress so much that its literally EVERY scene in season 3

now of course, i did check season 2, and they used a LOT more of the rooms in the manor, for instance theres multiple times that we actually get to see the hallway (which thank GOD, cause i needed reference pictures)

and theres also use of the bathroom and two different bedrooms, one of them i used as a reference as well

its still the same house thats used though, theres lots of details that are consistent in a way that a different set wouldnt be able to replicate

if i had to guess, they probably werent able to rent the whole house and had to make due with what they had, but that didnt make it any less confusing for me when i sat down to map out this space

the things i do for art,,

[auracinnabon]

if tendo had tumblr i guess

🌅 pavothecristasus Follow

DNI if you actually financially support Kalavinka’s music career. She’s incredibly problematic and has a history of exposing her young fans to topics like su!c!d3, 4lc0h01, and j@yw@1k!ng. I used to love her music but she’s gone down such a terrible route and it’s honestly disgusting seeing people support her

🐍 jujutsukaisendmetohell Follow

nahhhh living in the kinnara legion gotta be crazy bc wdym youre cancelling a music artist over JAYWALKING 😭

🦚 peacockandballs Follow

I SWEAR WE’RE NOT ALL LIKE THIS THIS PERSON IS JUST INSANE

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🌊 draghisass Follow

actually fuck bein a lil pussy ass bitch im gonna go pick a fight with some karura

🌊 draghisass hopital

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👑 penisenlarger Follow

just saw a kendatsuba “food” stand lmao do all these jikikōs know they look dumb as fuck chewing the air and going “yum yum tasty!” like im not racist or anything but im SOOOOOO tired of Empress Hinoenma letting backwards fuckwads like these into our legion

📿 soullllltrain Follow

okay. wow. LOTS to unpack here. “im not racist” *mocks a different culture’s cuisine and calls them a slur within like the same sentence* ????????????

🦅 cawcawmotherfucker Follow

nah ops got a point. fym ““cUiSiNe”” yall eating AIR acting like its FINE DINING 😭😭😭

📿 soullllltrain

YOU COME FROM A LEGION THAT EATS PEOPLE?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

🔮 wild-honeysuckle

IS NOBODY GOING TO TALK ABOUT HOW OP’S BLOG IS FILLED WITH GANDHARVA/APSARA PORN

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tendoblr is truly a website

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I swear in like 10 years we gon have a whole scandal abt how the king of the naga and the king of the karura are actually having a secret homosexual affair where the naga king likes getting cannibalized on the weekends

🪶 death2amrita

and then watch the KARURA king be the submissive one cause our chief is a fuckin pussy

🪶 death2amrita

I SWEAR ON VISHNU’S BLUE ASSHOLE I MADE THIS POST WHILE TRIPPING MY FUCKING CLOACA OFF ON YINDĪ SEEDS I DIDNT MEAN TO BECOME A CLAIRVOYANT

🪶 death2amrita

BITCH THEYRE SENDING ME TO THE KENDATSUBA LEGION DUE TO MY INNATE GIFT OF PROPHECY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM NOT A PROPHET IM JUST A STONERRRRRRRRRRRR

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🔥 phoenixarizonerrrrrr Follow

oomfie up in arms rn about getting sent to sugandh kuhara to become an oracle but honestly last time I went over to her place she started rubbing ants on her wings and went on a whole rant about how the magoraka legion’s VP is actually the illegimate wedlock child of the king of the ex-royal family and the whole reason why she tried ascending up the political ladder was to overthrow president daichi and reinstate her family’s power bc they promised her a spot next to them on the throne. then look what happened. so I think she DOES have the gift of prophecy but only when high

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:(

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[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

🪟

my revelaysheawn of the night . . .

ive been trying so hard to understand the fear i have around releaseing my EP

because usually im not so afraid to express myself. And i thought maybe i was just afraid to feel vulnerable but i knew thats not as deep as i could go that doesnt satisfy me as an explanation

upon introspection i realize i am like. Really scarred by a repetition that took place over the past 5 years

Where every time i did something that succeeded, and made me feel like i was shining, people i loved would start lashing out at me more and more. To the point that i have had to dismiss them from my life

Like, people i REALLY cared about, and it was always fucking shocking to be confronted with the reality of the secret venom they kept in their back pocket for when they couldn't cope with their insecurity

i dont think its even a Me thing i think its something thats very formulaic in a certain type of insecure disposition & gets excreted on whoever it happens to perceive as "threatening" at any given moment

Because i experienced it from multiple people and it was the same every time. Still never got less jarring because you never think it's gonna be your own friends, you think, surely they want to see me succeed the same way i do for them, surely surely?

Surely this time will be different..

And i'm seeing how this has like, subconsciously lead me to wanting to keep myself very small and unnoticed, lest i fly too close to the sun and have anyone else i love turn against me on a dime in a heartbeat in a flash.

Not even trying to be on some "Haters & Losers" shit because i dont think theyre haters or losers (towards me) they just hate themselves and unconsciously can not handle being friends w someone who wants to improve themself so they have to turn everything into a competition and its just like. Entirely one sided while im over here still trying to support them & be a good friend until i eventually reach my limit of unnecessarily scathing interactions i can handle and cut the cord.

i just dont want to care anymore. i dont want to care that some people will never want anyone else to shine. i think all those people are out of my life now anyways. theres like 3 or 4 people who i actually talk to anymore so what am i still afraid of? its all just leftover stickiness from the past. 2024 i really had to work through some SHIT that occured from 2019 onwards. its all just residue now.

At least after this introspection tonight i feel i finally have something tangible to work on releasing so i can finally move on. Because i was feeling really stuck not knowing what exactly im trying to run away from here, trying to see the source of the avoidance.

because i knew all along i dont really feel afraid that the music itself will be rejected. at this point im pretty desensitized to sharing my creations online in terms of like, the reaction it gets and numbers and whatever. i have many methods of disengaging from that. its the interpersonal pain, from people i put a lot of heart into, that lingers . . .

i dont want to hate myself and i dont want anyone else to hate themselves so when people inadvertently use me as a vehicle for those feelings its really so soul-crushing to me i wish no one would do that to anyone ever again.

dont love me if u only wanna love me when im downbad !!

i wish for love and trust and harmony and mutual uplifting bonds forever.

Thats my 2am thots. I wonder what i will do about it tomorrow. Good night Xx

[imsogayyippee]

playlist anon back again here's the highlights

Butch 4 Butch - Rio Romeo

I Love You Like An Alcoholic - The Taxpayers

Laplace's Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!) - Will Wood (you ever see those videos of cosplays where one person is sitting on a chair and the other person is walking around them kinda pushing them around while this plays? Yeah that.)

Baby Hotline - Jack Stauber

Trees II - McCafferty (this is just vibe but I think it makes sense)

Choke - I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME (my friend says this is THE timlex song)

505 - Arctic Monkeys ("I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck" / "or I did last time I checked")

Milk Carton - Mercy Necromancy

GAHHH sorry im gonna yap about butch 4 butch n more gay shit i hope youdont mind.

this song is SO FUCKING ENTRY 54 TO ME. AUGHGUHDUSHGS.

"My sweetheart's piano is rat filled/And mine is infested with bugs/The music we make is unnatural/But it sounds just like falling in love"

DO YOU GET ME. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME.

"Tomorrow we'll dig through the garbage/And we'll fish out all kinds of neat trash/And when we go back to my apartment/She'll probably kick my fucking ass"

"I sing her songs in my garage/And make her fall in love with me/And once we're done/The sun is gone/We both just sit so nervously/I talk real slow/And speak real low/Hoping she'll lean into me/But we just laugh cause/What was that/We can't take ourselves seriously"

"She makes me go weak in the knees/But I can't let her see me swoon/Or else she will think I am sweet"

IM SICK IM SICK AOAIUAHGU THEY MAKE ME SO SICK.

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anyways. i love you like an alcoholic

"Cast that first glance: your smile, my veins"

entry 84. it was love at first sight btw. yeah im right it's canon.

"Kissed that first night/And then the rain opened up the sky to get"

RAIN??? LIKE ENTRY 54? 😦😦😦😦

"I need you like I need a broken leg"

adding this cause it's funny

"Some handsome dark stranger/You were standing there on the corner/You had those compelling magnetized/Eyes you must have lost when you got older"

um. what role did alex immediately give tim when they met. yeah

"Seven blocks in, my fingers brushed your hand/I blushed and you laughed/But you seemed a little sad/I ain't one to jump a ship/But I absolutely knew/I was six steps in when I fell into you"

I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM!!!!! /nsrs

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anyways i listened to laplace's angel (i didn't remember which song it was even if i had heard it bfore. btw no i havent seen those videos sorry 😭😭) and um. kills them with my mind

"Could you take a look at me?/Am I bad, am I bad, am I bad, am I really that bad?/And now we're singing, ooh, whatever you think of me/If you were in my shoes, you'd walk the same damn miles I do"

PARALELLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"It doesn't take a killer to murder/It only takes a reason to kill"

AUGHGHSH THEY MAKE ME SICK. ALEX FUCKING KRALIE.

"The only ones in need of love are those who don't receive enough/So evil ones should get a little more"

I THINK I HAUVE COVID.

"If you were in my shoes, you’d see I wear the same size as you"

FALLS HITS MY HEAD AND DIES.

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sorry i would talk about baby hotline but the kind of lyrics it has are kinda hard to "analyze" like im doing with other songs 😭

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"Cute guy, nice face/Wrong time, wrong place/I knew in a matter of a minute/His face was smashed/His skin was burnt/His shirt was torn in the dirt"

oh. ok then,dies

"I need you more than you need me/You're beautiful and smart and kind/While I am ugly, full of lies" "And I can't be with you anymore/I can't live like this anymore/I can't hold your heart anymore/I need you to go on without me"

.🙁🙁

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read the lyrics of choke um. yeah i see it. all i have to say is toxic old men yaoi except theyre not old

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"I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck/Or I did last time I checked" "But I crumble completely when you cry/It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye"

.🙁

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"When you put a knife to my neck/My stomach doesn't fill with dread/It's fill with butterflies instead/And when you threaten to do things to me/I don't scream"

ANON WHEN I GET YOU. /VPOS

anyways. that's it i hope yuo liked me talkig about gay peopel like and subscribe for more!!!!!!

[petrichoraline]

#also id say im vanilla and i think i started spacing out at one point i was overwhelmed bahah

petri, that’s so valid bc same 😭😭😭

no cause maybe i dont remember love in the air that well but it feels like fortpeat brought so much more this time around (and they were already deliveringg in lita); like i get the characters are suppsoed to be more intense and the fact it happens so soon in the show adds to the shock factor but good golly, they are doing things i dont even think some real couples would attempt and in front of a bunch of people and cameras tooo

the intensity and the fact the hot scenes were still happening 20 minutes in but they gave us breaks was fun, i don't remember someone doing it like this, it's usually a single hot scene or a whole episode of more intense flirting (phumpeem in the latest we are ep embodied that well i think lol) but they gave us the most intense part in the beginning and then we got the cute, the fun and the sincere, as well as the sad and the care; and i didn't really wonder whether they were gonna go at it at any other point (we got that scene before going out at sea but we knew nothing was gonna come out of it with a third person there)

but the steamy scenes themselves are meant to make you go will they wont they and when they do its just so much at once. when the new interesting things are happennig im paying attention (the thumb in mouth, the bandage part) but when smth more familiar is taking place im taking note but kinda mostly worrying about my phone volume lmaoo

during the shower scene at one point i literally was like "yeah yeah turn him around, we know how it goes from here" bahah, when they got to the bed it got my attention a bit and then i was spacing out again, i just need constant stimulation it seems or for it to be lovemaking? though i think i space out during those too? i think it's important that all angles, motions, looks and carresses, background music and setting need to have intention and peak interest a bit.

all this blabber just to say im enjoying the fun elements, the comfortable acting and the choreography of the scenes and for now theyre gonna keep me yelling and hiding my face but if they want to really get me it's gotta be some sincere love affirming action and not a writing tool lol

[thatcheeseycandle]

//SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 31 OF IN PURSUIT OF SELF

DING DING DING IVE REBLOGGED THE CHAPTER ITS TIME FOR THE REACTION TO IPOS CHP 31 WOOOOOOOOO

AGHGHSHDHFBFHSB THE TITLE CARD, AS ALWAYS, GOT ME HYPEDDDD AUDISJHA HD JSHANCBANDNDN

Wiat HWTA WHAT WHAT IN THE WORLD HAPPENED?????

Ay AYYYYYY GREEN ARROW HERE AS EMPTIPNAL SUPPORT BEHAKAHDHD

AweewjahddvAJWSHAHDBDB FOUND FAMILY MOMENT NUMBER ONE

Oh no OH GOSH TORNADO- BEHAHAHAHHAHDJAHDHAHAH NGL WHEN I FIRST HEARD OF IT TOO I HAD THE SAME FEELING HEHAHAHDBNA

Okay boiler sludge is a fair name for it actually HEHAJHDNNNFNF

Oh OH TRUST ME TORNADO THEY REALLY ARE-

Arrow ARROW JUSKO- THE CATS ARE FIGHTING AGAIN THEY REALLY ARE-

Ay AY AN ARGUEMENT???? OKAY IM KINDA RECALLING ON WHAT IT COULD BE- WAIT PARDON????? OKAY THATS GOOD ARROWS TRYNA YKNOW BE GOOD

helahdDGHELAUSGD I NEEDED A FEW SECONDS TO PROCESS WHAT SHE JUST SAID IM SORRY BEHAHABDHD

I JUST GOT A QUICK FLASHBACK TO WHAT TAW VALLEY SAID ABOUT EVERYONE FLIRTING WITH SCOT WHEN I REAF THAT AND I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD BE TRUE NGL

Oh to be not famous and oh to just live peacefully- (insert very loud opera music)

Yes YES FIESTY TORNADO BEHAHF

AHEHAHDBD YES TORNADO ONE OF THE TRUEST WORDS YOUVE EVER SAID THEY ARE A CUTE COUPLE

Im sorry TAW VALLEY SAID WHAT NOW???? OHHHH BOYYY IM ALL EARS I REALLY AM IM ALL EARS ALL EYES AND EARS

Ohhh OHHHSHSHDHDKDBD TORNADO YKNOW ITS TIME SHE LEARNT ABOUT THE LOVE TRIANGLE THOSE TWO HAD BEHAJAHHDHS

Im very VERY EXCUTED THIS BIT NOW GOT ME EXCITED FOR THE NEW BLOG HEKAHFKD OOOHH THE TENSION

Ay AY AY WHAT WHATAFAQ TRURO???

Wait WINSTON KNEW?? HE KNEW ABOUT NORTH WHATAGBSADAKAKA HOW WHEN HUH

Oi OI WAIT AYYYY GOLD AND DP1 LETS GOAOAYDJFB THEYRE HERE

Yeah YEAHH THE COOL KIDS BEJAJDH

Ph wait.. OHW AHATA WAIT WIAY IS TRURO GONNA TURN HUMAN??? IS HE???

Wait WINSTON ITS STARTING TO STACK IP HES GONNA TRUROS GONNA DO IT

Truro TRURO YOU LITTLE YOU DO LOOK GOOD FOR GODS SAKE

Oh OH? WELL.. YEAH I MEAN NGL TRURO HAS A POINT NOW CONSIDERING THAT- BUT STILL HES RIGHT YEAHHH

Yeah YEHJAFJJAHAHSBC

Lady WHATSG OH EHS GONNA GO HES GONNA TODAYS THE DAY HES GONNA DO IT

WOAH WOAGDHQOWAOAGD AYAYAYAY AY AY AY

Oh Gold COME ON- THEYRE MORE THAN RELIABLE THEYRE COOL AND LOTS MORE WORDS I DONT REMEMBER BUT I KNOW FIT THEM

Ayy AYYY YEAHHAHAGD

Wait WIAT KING EDWARD II KING WDMEJSH YEAH SHAKR HER OFF DO IT DO ITYOU CAN DO IT YOU CNA DODO TUTJTKTTTT

King ed wjandd KING ENEEWARDD AHSHGKGJJA NAOOOOOO

Wait wait WAIR SIRNGEL??! 1??1?11!5????? WHATDTH

God HE HAS TO REST SOMEONE GIVE THIS MAN A BREAK-

As soon as I read King George's dialogue I STOOD UP FORM MY BEAD WYAYYEHAHAHSHDHHAHAHAHAHA FINALALAAAYSYYYYYY SHES DEAD SHES GONE SHES GONNA DIE FINALALALDTHAJ 1ST HNWNSNDBD

Ohhh OIHHOHOHOJJ GETETEVHER TSTNANEIRJT YEAHHH LET SGOGOOOOO SHES FINALLYYYYYYY SHES FINALLY DONE FOR LETS GOGOOOOO

Guess shes GOING BACK TO HISTORY CLASS HEJAHFMEKDNFB SHES FINALLY GONNA BR DONE FOR FIMALFYAHBD AFTER SO LONG SHES FINALLYYYY DONE

YOU LTIYKTLEE YOU LITTLESHE IS NOT THAT IF SHE WERENT THERE THE PLACE WOULD PROBABLY BE A MESS

Yes YES EYSGSGDYE GO STANIER HO GOGOGOGOGOGOGOOOO

OHGOHIHOGODOGOHOHON CAINE WAS HER SON????????? NOW PEOPLE THAT IS HOW YOU CONNECG PEOPLE TOGETGER IN WRITING OHGMSUODJSHFBFB I DIDNT WHAT OKAY I DIDNT EXPECT THUS GOGYSMFUUSUFKCJV

ATTEMPTED HOMICIDE????????? GWARATAHSGAGSRA

YOU LTITKLEE MS PARSOSN WHWY WODYSLS DYOSUDBDOTVRHAISI WHY OWUDLD YOU DO THIS TO US WHY WHAYHSHAAAAAAAA

SHE DIDNT HAVE TO DO IT

I had to pause form typing CAUSE MU GODOSHDB I COUDLTJNS LOSE KING EDWARD II ISTG ATLEAST KING GEORGE

MY HEART IS NOT OKAY.

Oughfjfhgv OUGUFJSHF GOD THIS BIT HURT ME THE MOST AGAGSHAHAGGAHAHAA

Oh OH TRURO IS THERE TRUROS THERE YUP WERE ONTO TRURO'S POV NOW

Somebody IMSOEEBOSDY COVER HIS EYES HE CANT SEE HIS FIANCE LIKE THSI HE CANT NOT NOW AAAAAAA

Mallard MALLARD YOU LITTLE AAAAAAVSHRJWHAGDHF NO YOU DO NOT CALL TRURO THAT MY GOSH

I needed a moment of silence to process what just happened.. WHATA WHAT. IM VERY CONCERNED FOR TRURO AND GADWALL- BUT HEY ATLEAST GADWALL CAN TALK NA CAUSE YKNOW ITS GONNA COME IN HANDY

Oh OHHHH WE GOING TO PENDENNIS HERE WE GO

I almost REHFELL GOFF MY BREBD IS THAT HIS TRUE NAME?????? NO WAY HE JUST USED HIS TRUE NAME OGHAMFUSYAJDB

"But it is hard to convince myself of my worth." HERE COMES THE TEARS THEYRE FLOWING

Im aorry CLUNC ASYLE DID WHTACA NOW? SHE HAS THE NERVE TO SAY THAT CAUSE ITS RICH THAT A FACT SHE'S TECNICALLY TOGETHER WITH UNION

BEHEJABDBSHS POOR PENDENNIS HES JUST CONFUSED ON HOW TRURO DID THAT HEHAHAHDBHWBDHDNDMSA

AQERJAUEYEHDB AWESHSB ITS OLD ART OF TRURO AND SCOT AT THE ENSNWHAJDHSNFB

And hey I FINISHED IT BEFORE DINNER HRJAHDNDHF WELL DONT I FEEL FULL ENOUGH TO NOT EAT EHAJDBD (full of tears HEKSFBS)

WOOO OKAY THAT WAS ANOTHER EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER EXCEPT THE MAIN EMOTION WAS SHOCK SO YEAH ANOTHER WELL-DELIVERED PLOT THAT HAD EACH BIT OF IT SMOOTHLY YET SHARPLY DELIVERED

Conclusion: A VERY WELL WRITTEN FANFIC BY REDWYVERNWRITES

(Im very VERY hyped for next chapter BEJAHDJDGC)

[haemosexuality]

I SPENT LIKE AN HOUR THINKING ABOUT A LN NIGHTMARES X MAGNUS ARCHIVES CROSSOVER  🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 AND THEN ANOTHER HOUR WRITING IT DOWN 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

specifically like, what entities would each character be part of

first off: in my brain this is like, a world in which the powers succeeded at coming into reality, and the different places we see are kind of like.... different domains? but overall less separate than they are in the tma canon, its all sort of a mess. also obv since its a crossover au its quite different from my interpretation of how the ln world works.

PALE CITY

mono/the thin man: obviously my first thought was immediately "EYE" but if you think about it he's WAY more spiral than eye. he can mess with reality, with perception. quite literally he distorts things. he is glitches and time fuckery. 100% spiral

the signal tower is a SpiralxEye mix, with the physical location of the tower itself being a manifestation of the Spiral, while the weird eye flesh thing is an obvious mix of Beholding with a touch of Flesh.

the tower fucks up reality, time and space, its full of impossible geometry and distorted things and time not working right. it wants to confuse and trap you, and unless you know what youre looking for (mono following the music box), ur gonna be running in circles in there forever (like how michael and helen managed to overcome the distortion bc they had maps).

the flesh walls does surveillance, it can watch the whole city through the televisions, it gets people by Knowing what they want most and showing it to them, and eventually pulling them through the TVs and into itself (the Flesh part). it watches the entire city and no one is safe from it.

the city is then mixed Spiral-Beholding domain,  the signal tower spread fear through the city with the transmission, distorting it, and then the flesh wall came in and hijacked it a bit, starting the surveillance.

the doctor: 100% stranger. its mannequins come to life cmon. the people that went to him tho were mostly affected by the flesh, unhappy w their bodies and wanting the doctor to "fix" them (the part of the flesh that deals with body dysmorphia).

hunter: the hunt. obviously

the teacher/school: this one im not sure, but i think Eye? not so much for six and mono who just kind of passed through there, but for the porcelain kids living there. like think about it, theyre all terrified of the teacher bc they know shes watching them and could get them doing something wrong. irl too, the fear of school comes from the paranoia that youre gonna be judged by other students, or Found Out by the teachers. so i like that as my final answer

the viewers: i have no clue tbh. they could be so much. they have both the eye and the spiral hypnotizing them, they fit the stranger cuz well theyre fucking weird, the whole hive mind thing they appear to have going on and the lack of free will reminds me of the web, and the mindless violence is very slaughter? i actually rlly liked the slaughter answer bc the tvs, the things hypnotizing them, are often playing music which is a common way the slaughter manifests? but that would mean tvs are slaughter ON TOP of everything else so idk

THE MAW

obviously its the flesh. theres not much going on in here besides cannibalism. Six, the chefs and the guests are also flesh.

shadow six could be a manifestation of the spiral, it Was created in the signal tower after all. its there to make six question her sanity. six's hunger exists for the same reason as it does in game (surviving the tower when people Definitely are not supposed to made her lose part of herself, like her spirit or soul or whatever, and so her physical body not being able to process something metaphysical like that, seeks to fill that empty space somehow. hm losing a part of your Self after surviving an encounter with an avatar is a thing that happens in the podcast actually, georgie and her fear. its kind of like that)

the lady tho, initially id say shes flesh too since she runs the place, but idk how much she actually... does? the maw seems to have its own force going on, shes just kind of there. strolled in one day and said Hey I Rule This Now and everyone just went Sure. and she herself doesnt seem to have much interest in the whole cannibalism thing going on? she doesnt Partake she just oversees it. I think the lady fits the dark very well, she can disappears into shadows or even kind manipulate them. she also fits the end since she literally has the power so suck life force out of ppl. which is probably how she survives, like that one statement giver who kept dying and stealing ppl lives. WAIT I JUST READ HER WIKI PAGE AGAIN AND SHES DESCRIBED AS "CASTING A HYPNOTIC SPELL THAT KEEPS [THE MAW] RUNNING" THATS SO WEB. theres so many possibilities aaaaaa. wait i have an idea.

"The Lady has been in The Maw for a long time. She’s learned all sorts of unpleasant things during her residence. It’s best that we don’t scratch the surface.". what if she's like mary or leitner? she has a huge fuck off library, which might be where she learned so many things from. she could be someone (maybe an avatar of the web) that learned how to use abilities of all the fears without falling into them. which is why she can sap out people's life like The End, manipulate shadows like The Dark, rule a domain of the Flesh, watch over people with the Eye (the cameras and overall eye imagery) etc. i really like that actually.

the janitor: idk stranger? he works at the maw but he also doesnt seem part of the whole cannibalism thing. hes mostly portrayed as a creepy guy (not in a great way bc the game is just like. wow look how weird blind people are with the way they. are blind. but it does end up being all he does in the game). plus he has dolls

runaway kid wasnt part any fears; he was just a victim.

more random stuff:in general, the way the game makes the kids really small and everything else really really huge to show just how powerless they are is like, capital v Vast. the nest is a domain of the stranger but idk enough about the lore of that place to ascribe fears to indiviual characters. also i havent read the comics in a while but i might do that at some point and then ill give fears for those characters too. thats all i thought of i think

[pammyloumendkens]

i think shawbrina is clearly planted and staged. shawn leaving looking so bored and on his phone while sabrina’s publicist guiding him is a little weird. i am not a mendes army or sabrina fan but a music fan. the timing is so weird it is clearly pr. wat do u think will happen?

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[thegeminisage]

i wanted to liveblog the trailer but there was too much too fast there was no fucking way so i am going back through with my initial impressions for posterity while theyre still fresh:

opening music instantly causing me to well up. cried one perfect tear when the logo came in with the main series theme. then transitioning into the botw theme the moment he hit the ground? buttery smooth. i was a mess before we started

btw the little constructs milling about is the PERFECT opener

PEOPLE! i feel like i have been talking about how we havent seen any PEOPLE in these trailers...i was so surprised to see them and see how hateno had changed, AND THE TENTS...people are coming back to the castle...nature is healing...except no it isn't

changed geography was cool, i'm always shocked when i don't recognize places in the trailers

WHAT is that big stormcloud thing...it's Gotta be a dungeon

a single shot of the gerudo desert had me in hysterics and then when they transitioned to ganondorf's theme as the castle rose into the sky i gave up on texting my brother with my jaw on the ground

DEMISE. RIGHT AFTER THAT. it's NOT ganondorf. look at his hair glowing. his buffness. HIS SCALED ARM. his striped clothing. THAT IS DEMISE!!!

THAT

IS

DEMISE

reader, this is where i let out my first scream.

the shot of the big internal area under what i presume is the desert (where the sand is flowing) HAS to be a dungeon

WHAT IS THIS FLYING BOAT THING THAT LOOKS SO COOL?

the various montages of puzzles and combat with ganondorf's rising theme i'm pretty sure gaveme palpitations

IS THIS HYLIA? or a monster. the thign with the pointed head and the necklace. WHAT IS THAT? WHO IS THAT? it looks too humanoid to be a run of the mill monster but it doesn't look humanoid enough to be hylia...this was my second scream

TIME TRAVEL?? WE SAW PRISTINE HYRULE CASTLE IS THIS TIME TRAVEL??? i did gasp out loud

AND THEN VOICE ACTING??? my mind was ALREADY BLOWN, NINTENDO!

WHO IS SPEAKING TO ZELDA? WHO IS THAT??? i know there's absolutely no way it's rehydrated ganondorf but let me believe. they both kinda sound like matt mercer, even though i don't think either of them actually are

like WHO IS IT that puts the hand on her shoulder...some zonai priest or something...he has the same fucked up hand that link has

FINALLY a shot of zelda's face...she is so beautiful i could cry

is it just me or does zelda ask who link is? "our last line of defense will be link." "link?" WHAT IF SHE HAS THE AMNESIA THIS TIME. I'LL SCREAM.

these next few shots...the timing of the blow with the music...the big scenes and the escort mission and the totk theme coming in full for the first time...i could only just sit there with my face doing like: O O

i mean honestly. ROCKET LAUNCHER. MINECART RACE. LASERS. BOSSES. there's no SHORTAGE of variety in this trailer. y'all are not gonna see me for a month. i will become nothing but a conduit through which zelda tears of the kingdom flows

zelda is remembering she's hylia i think but HAS SHE FORGOTTEN LINK?

i totally missed the shot of dehydrated ganondorf first time it's SOOO fast but wow <3 him <3

like, HIS THEME coming in like that? i was shaking. and then HIS REHYDRATED SELF AFTER ALL THIS TIME? the iconic yell??? scream #3

shocked by voice acting from minor characters.

WHO IS THE BLONDE GIRL? she's wearing the same earrings and head thingy as zelda and she was wearing the tear zelda was holding too. my brother thinks that if the humanoid monster is hylia this could be a PREVIOUS ZELDA??? dis she blast those enemies??

RIJU DOING URBOSA'S FURY! i hope this is how we get champion abilities back

the tiny group of people one with a bucket on his head...link has made friends and CONNECTED people 🥺🥺🥺

link FIGHTING ALONGSIDE SIDON...

is the voice right there "but you are not alone" the blonde girl?? ohhh i love her

WAHHH zelda holding the sword again!!!!!

"you must find me" GIRL WHERE ARE YOU? I THOUGHT YOUVE BEEN IN A CAVE FOR 8 MONTHS

and then zelda's lullaby coming in at the end. i definitely shed another tear. and now here i am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

god im so tired i feel like im. yea. but like genuinely FUCK trans people who try 2 be fuckin trans police likeeee FUCK U when ur tryna reinvent gender roles I DONT NEED TO BE COMPLIMENTED ON HOW WELL I PASS I PASS PERFECTLY WELL AS MYSELF BC I AM ME MOTHERFUCKER I DONT NEED TO BE A CIS PERSONS IDEA OF A MAN BC IM A TRANS PERSONS IDEA OF A MAN U FUCKINGGGG cop,. stop fucking cringing at me wearing a skirt go stick ur head in a toilet u fuckingggggg. bitchasss motherfucker. there is NO way i wanna wear fuckinn trackies n a hoodie all day bc that works just fine 4 other ppl but it gives me fuckin MORE dysphoria stop projecting ur dysphoria onto me youuuuu fuckingggggg. pussy. u can enjoy ur dysphoria hoodie without putting me into it as well its not a get along shirt u fucking idiottttt. wed get along better if u didnt shove our heads into the same hole. yeah. im justtt. pissed. attttttttttt. cops. for existing. and ppl who act like cops. kill the cop in ur head bla bla bla.

anyways

. im gonnago to sleep. tmrw is gonna b better bc god. today was a whole lotta anxiety. not the bad kind. bc i realised today. i finally have problems that dont feel like theyre making me feel so fucking empty. like im soooo anxious and worried abt these problems but these r normal people problems now likeeee. i can cope w this kinda stuff. wowies. so tired. gonnna fall asleep at my desk. this music is loud iand it feels like itss. a big ocean. ive almost drowned so many times yknow. crazy. i wanna swim in a river w my friends. only river close to me is dirty as fuck tho n will give me diseases. or probably has a body in it somewhere. wanna find a good river i wanna. yeah. ok my head feels like. a carousel or whatevr. or like. oh my god i havet listened to hsi song in so long this is so 2021 core. wow. did  i just type core with my own two hands. god. ok. gonna text my friend. and be like. i love u . and then im gonna sleep. and think abt my friends and my more than friends and my less than friends. forgot hwo good this song was. mmm yea. ok. tmrw got english period3 . reminder 2msyelf incaase i get scared i get the period wrong. lemme check acrually

yep. english period3. 11.15-12.15. right there. and also. reminder 2 myself to. get to Maples house at 3.50ish and then. we go to my place. and if it rains thats good. if it doesnt rain we cry forevers. we could maybe like. chill in the garden. or watch movies. movies r good. could even kick my sister out of the livin room so we could watch movies there. n like. give her a distraction. or like. let her watch as well but idk if wed want her. bc like. yea thatd be awkward. idk. we could just watch movies in my room. or we could watch heartstopper like we said that one time bc its feelgood and i love feelgood shows and its aalso smth ik is good and is familiar 2 me and my autistic ass is scared of watching new films. id that an autism thing. well my ass is still autistic. so fuck u. and ur allistic ass. unless its not then i apologise to ur ass. ok.nighty nighty. oscar if u see this . um. Hi . ur coolllllllll as fuck ok yeah fuck u im gonna embarrass u in a publiccc postttt by sayingh howwww cool u rrrrr okie yea byebye. and also byebye everyone whios not oscar. ur also cool but not as cool.

[eldritchsquared-albums]

Public Void - Penelope Scott

Cigarette Ahegao - WAY too electronic for my tastes and the singing style isnt really for me. stop saying uwu at me or ill kill myself

Lotta True Crime - i knew this song before and its a solid 6/10 i guess. song for edgy teens who think theyre so fucked up

American Healthcare (Glitzy)- good lyrics i guess, suffers from the same problem that the rest of the album does where the instrumentals are- sorry i have to pause because she just said "suck the devil's dick". song gets one point more for that i guess. but yeah the instrumentals arent for me.

Feel Better - ive heard portions of this song before and it never really caught my attention, and it continues to not catch my attention. the bass shouldve been in the entirety of the song and not just a few parts.

Moonsickness - did this really need to be the longest song on the album? its so. Nothing. if i didnt go and read the lyrics i wouldve thought it was about Nothing. that being said, the lyrics for this one are pretty good, but again, the actual sound of it is so Nothing. for a song with as cool of a name as moonsickness i really hoped id be pleasantly surprised. the only reason i didnt skip the last minute of this song was because i was really really hoping that itd be one of those songs that gets better around the end but no, it was just so nothing the whole time and never got any better.

Dumpster - is this the same beat she used for lotta true crime. i think it is. this song is short but i really wish the part at the end where there was some kind of distorted guitar played over a synth was longer. she started doing something really cool with the intrumentals and then it just. Stopped.

Rät - i knew this song as well before listening and i do passively enjoy it, but upon listening to the whole album at once its really just more of the same. i do still like it for the nostalgia value

IN CONCLUSION - this album feels like it was made in a lab for teen girls on tiktok. thats not a bad thing (even though i actively dislike it) its just not for me. im gonna split this conclusion into a few parts because i dont want to seem unfair i guess

THE BAD - there are only ever 3 instruments playing at once, and one of them is the drums (if you can call them that. its a beat i guess). the bitcrushed instrumentals really dont do it for me. girl you dont need to swear every few words. the album is way too short, and maybe should've been an EP. the sampling is clumsy and out of place. i cannot stress this enough: Stop Swearing Every Other Line

THE GOOD - the lyrics are pretty honest and she definitely has a lot of emotion shes trying to get out onto paper, and i can respect that. the melodies are catchy. when shes not swearing every line shes a really good lyricist.

THE NEUTRAL - i can definitely see why she has a following - this style of music is a style i know people really like.

its a 3/10 for my personal tastes, but a 5/10 album in general, so i'll average that to a 4/10

[angustully]

if you like to read about other ppls drama and problems

feels sad to say this and reflect on it during my 7 hr bus ride home today but i just dont feel like i had a good quality time with my friend quinn this weekend.. it was a short visit for sure so i wish we couldve spent more time together but also i got on the bus this morning feeling completely fine that i didnt have to stay any longer. which makes me feel so shitty but its like.. my friend is going through a breakup and basically has been for months now since june im pretty sure which for me personally its like my friendship kryptonite. when a friend is having relationship trouble of any kind i have no idea how to be a supportive friend because unfortunately yes i am the "break up with them" friend. and right now all i think he should do is ACTUALLY separate himself from her and set some fucking boundaries and not talk to her for a long time, instead of what he did over the weekend which is go to a party he knew she would be at because theyre still friends with all the same people and then also basically ditch me in the middle of rhe party to be with her all night when he knew i didnt know anybody but him and the host. sooo yeah idk that kinda sucked. the thing is too ive been friends with him for 5 years now and ive like hardly interacted with the girlfriend shes nice enough but i dont know anything about her just that she seems to also be going through some shit right now which is why i think they broke up (and should stay broken up!!!). but before rhe party on saturday quinn was like "is it gonna be weird for you to see my ex at this party?" and i almost laughed because like. why the fuck would i care gjdkdh do you hear yourself?? no the only weird part was you acting like i wasnt there after 2 hours. luckily im so charming and easy to talk to and managed to meet some of his friends hes been telling me about for years (and yet hardly bothered to introduce me to anyone) and it wasnt the best night but it wasnt horrible either. and i feel for him i do but at the same time we have completely different personalities when it comes to this shit bc when i am done with someone not even romantically but like friendships too i am capital D done, i dont want them back in my life and i want my space from them so i can actually think about what happened and move on. instead he got so drunk i had to drive us home when ive never driven a car in chicago before and he was just being maudlin about the fact that him and his ex werent leaving together. and then he asked me 800 times if i had a good time at the party and every time i lied and said yes but what the fuck else am i gonna say, that im too old and have always been too lame for parties with loud music and weed and more than 6 people in attendance? i want to help my friend i can tell hes really not in a great place right now but i also dont think he wants to be helped he just wants his fucking girlfriend back and he cannot see that that will do him no good now or in the long run. fucking christ i dont know. rocky horror was fun. the queers there all loved my orville peck costume so that was nice. and i was one of three winners of the costume contest and as a prize they gave me a button that says GIRL DICK 🤠👍