#going to sleep it is raining outside !!
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
Tumblr was the first site to host the blog for President Barack Obama in 2011.
Text
crying to the iron & wine never meant cover very important to me personally but i am also ovulating
#went to a quilt exhibition today & watched i saw the tv glow last night i feel weird i feel fragile i feel like time is running out#but also like these things are the point right seeing art & experiencing beauty is the whole point. i have a such a bad dehydration headach#going to sleep it is raining outside !!
42 notes
·
View notes
Text
Someone give II a pair, please!
#sleep token#sleep token ii#worshitposting#good morning#guten morgen#been raining like crazy again and I just idk...I want to go outside but also I want to go back to bed
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
x
#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
it was raining all day, the sun didnt come up til way after 6am (i know coz i didn't sleep all night) and was already down at 6pm, it's cold enough to wear clothes and use a blanket to sleep without dying and i can finally wash my hands with warm water again..we are so fucking back
#and for the first time since the war started we might finally have warm water all winter. huge....#I HAAATE SUMMER I HATE THE SUN I HAYE IT WHEN IT'S LIGHT OUTSIDE!!! DARKNESS RAIN COLD SNOW YAY YIPPIEEEE#not that i believe we'll get any snow but whatever#also my parents made me wear a coat to go on my walk coz it's raining but im already wearing a#bathrobe so i look like a fucking lunatic in my slippers + shorts + shirt + bathrobe + ski jacket combo but who fucking cares#noone can see it anyway. coz it's dark😏😏 FINALLYYYY#barking#running on 3 hrs of sleep and no food coz our stupid fucking fridge is broken again but at least the weather isn't hot 😭
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
biting and clawing and scratching and maiming and killing and
#i have got 3 hours of sleep im on my period and cramping bad it's raining outside and i have to go to work#i hate life right now#please i just want to roll back over and go to sleep soooo bad but i have to get up#I'm actually so late getting up#it sucks. life sucks rn.#shh ac
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
my arms and hands have been hurting a lot recently for whtever reason idk so i cant rlly DRAW as of rn so sorry for the lack of art . sad face emoji
enjoy this clockbolt edit instead
do the ppl of tumblr like edits. i dont know!! i barely know how to use this site
#its been getting hella cold outside and my windows r fucked up and im basically freezing in my room everynight#and i have this thing when the skin on ur hands gets super dry and it bleeds and shit#so thats probs why ive been in sm pain lately#ehhh whatever#rain code#fubuki clockford#desuhiko thunderbolt#i need to go to sleep#gadanie
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
gonna have to study because i used up all the time i should’ve been studying just scrolling
#good morning it’s just 8am and it’s raining and so dark outside so i’m gonna go back to sleep#mehak.exe
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Alright i could really, really, REALLY use that secret boyfriend rn because we had ⚡️flash floods⚡️last night so guess who was hoiking buckets of water out of the fishpond at 7 this morning????
ME YAY!!!
#i was actually awake at 3 this morning because it was raining so heavily that it woke me up#i went outside to check everything and tried to bucket some water out but i was so tired snd overwhelmed and about to cry#and then i couldnt get back to sleep anyways until like 5/6#but i’m not going into work today because i potentially cant get out of the area so#thats fun too#ThatKindaVibe
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
I should be writing my thesis but Im feeling so lazy
#personal#i managed to get some sleep so thats good#but it still feels like yesterday's super hot super humid weather seeped any and All possible energy out of me#and I can barely think straight today#its cooler today at least#but its also raining outside so the humidity and grayness is also not doing me favors#so Im thinking#maybe I should just take this day for myself#I do have to do some cooking#for dinner and to prep the tofu so it doesn’t go bad#I have a recipe I wanna try and tbh whenever I do a lot of 'brain work' before in the day I have zero energy to cook#so this might be a good day try making a new thing#spend some time playing cyberpunk and stocking up on some good feels#I plan to go to the grocery store too (in the rain ughh) to grab smth sweet for my dad for tomorrow#cause I forgot to buy it yesterday when I was in town#oh and then there's the game in the afternoon!#our boy's playing in the vnl and its always nice to watch them play with the fam#so yeah#maybe today is for charging the batteries#and then tomorrow Im gonna push to write as much as I can in one day#hopefully this plan will work and not backfire on me 🙈🙈
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
【Learning Czech Language】【Doing Houseworks】Happy Happy!!!! Very Happy Very Happy!!!!!!
【Learning Czech Language】【Doing Houseworks】Happy Happy!!!! Very Happy Very Happy!!!!!!
After a few days of hard work, I did a lot of houseworks, and,Now I can continue learning Czech language. I am Happy Happy!!!!
After a few days of hard work, I did a lot of houseworks.(Note:…………Meow~!!!!………………)
In recent days, I have slept very little, and I have been doing houseworks seriously from morning to night every day, and I have been doing a lot of houseworks every day……… Recent several days,Before I going to the Czech Republic, there are too many necessary houseworks (preparation works) recently(…………Meow~!!!!………………) It affects my learning Czech language. I learning very slowly, not on purpose!!!!!!
Although I still have some houseworks every day, I can already continue learning Czech language. I will continue to learn 【B1】【Lesson 12】,I am Happy Happy!!!! I doing houseworks and learning Czech language, Absolutely Seriously And Absolutely Happily!!!! Today, it is raining outside, the air in the room is humid, and the floor is humid..………….some uncomfortable………… I doing houseworks seriously,Saving time for learning Czech language, I am Very Happy!!!!
Now, I am some tired. After seriously recording, I will supply some sleeping and I am Very Happy!!!!
Bangjia Zheng In the past few days, I have done a lot of houseworks, and now,I continued learn Czech language.
26.10.2024 Learn Czech Language, Happy Happy!!!!!!
26.10.2024 16.49
#【Learning Czech Language】【Doing Houseworks】Happy Happy!!!!#Very Happy Very Happy!!!!!!#After a few days of hard work#I did a lot of houseworks#and#Now I can continue learning Czech language. I am Happy Happy!!!!#I did a lot of houseworks.(Note:…………Meow~!!!!………………)#In recent days#I have slept very little#and I have been doing houseworks seriously from morning to night every day#and I have been doing a lot of houseworks every day………#Recent several days#Before I going to the Czech Republic#there are too many necessary houseworks (preparation works) recently(…………Meow~!!!!………………) It affects my learning Czech language. I learning#not on purpose!!!!!!#Although I still have some houseworks every day#I can already continue learning Czech language. I will continue to learn 【B1】【Lesson 12】#I am Happy Happy!!!!#I doing houseworks and learning Czech language#Absolutely Seriously And Absolutely Happily!!!!#Today#it is raining outside#the air in the room is humid#and the floor is humid..………….some uncomfortable………… I doing houseworks seriously#Saving time for learning Czech language#I am Very Happy!!!!#Now#I am some tired. After seriously recording#I will supply some sleeping and I am Very Happy!!!!#Bangjia Zheng In the past few days
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
"how do you think of ideas?" bestie I do not think the Ideas come as RNG-based visions in the dead of night while I, sobbing and begging on my knees, try to shut out their incessant knocking on the door
#that or I beg for the sweet chill of the rain outside of my own tears whilst I'm left to perish on the drought I've brought upon myself#God my head hurts sm...#do yall think sleeping is going to help headaches when too much sleep is what gave me this headache in the first place
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
can’t stop blogging tonight. oopsie
#tomorrow morning my brother and I are driving to chicago to go see lcd soundsystem#a longtime dream in the making!!!!!#tonight I’m sleeping over at an older folk’s (family friends) place and listening to the rain pour outside from my bed
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I don't work tomorrow so I'm like yay I can stay up as long as I like! Except I'm sleepy as fuck (got up for work at 4am today and didn't sleep well last night as always) so I'll probably be in bed within the hour. Wooooo 8pm bed time!
#like going to bed early is good to keep up my sleep cycle#but I'm tired (lol) of it#also I'd like to go hiking tomorrow but its going to be chilly and ehhh#might rain too#i should stay in and clean so i can have a maintenance guy come look at my heater#cause it's 53 degrees outside and 85 in my apartment
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
where did you go :( i miss you :( are you okay :(
Hey I’m so sorry for worrying u 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
I’m completely fine! And actually have been awfully inactive due to college and stress… but my vacations have started now, so hopefully I’ll be able to come online more often!!
How have you been?? I’ve missed you so much.. all of ur asks in my inbox make me feel so happy… it makes me feel so lovely to know that u think of me as often as I of u🫂💋💕
#I see your asks in my inbox n I promise to go through them all but rn I’m just so tired#it’s like 2am here lmaoo#shadyteacup#shady☕#uwu anon#if I’m getting a bit emotional#idk if it’s the lack of sleep or the serene sounds of the rain outside my window#but I’m really missing u rn#I wish I could actually meet you in person#I’d give you a million hugs#I need to sleep before I end up crying lolll#k bye#ly bestie#saranghae
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
💀 i just dozed off in my computer chair with my cat in my lap.. woke up as she jumped down. jeez louise. i am old
#apparently 6 hours of sleep is not enough for me#i did think it was criminal that i had to wake up at 4AM today and bike to work in the rain on a SATURDAY before the sun had even risen#rip me#i did not mind having to wake up early in the summer bc sunlight makes it so much easier to wake up early and have some energy#alarm going off while it's pitch black outside?#NO THANKS#omppu jorisee
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
New plan; it is now 4.38 which gives me around 3 hours.
I will take a nap now then go up, put on testosterone, walk around while it dries and then go to bed again x'D
#I am not even sure if I can sleep because of my running nose ><#I hate having a cold#it's my own fault tho for going outside in leggins and a skirt in december rain#micahs foolery
5 notes
·
View notes