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blorboresidue · 1 year ago

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ah and now I'm having a mental breakdown over losing a tack. ain't that just the way

#im tired of my shitty motor skills + adhd i cant get anything fucking done and i keep losing things!!!!#i cant find the tack which means not only is there a sharp object somewhere on my floor #but also I can't hang up the map of nj that has been sitting on my bureau since moving into this room #BECAUSE i cant find where i put the rest of my tacks #i hate it here (my body) and also i hate it here (my brain)#like I'll literally be fine i just have to process this #and maybe when my roommate gets home I'll ask if he has any tacks #gods i was making so much progress too

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mintypsii · 6 months ago

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excuses

#thing ill. never finish #mostly cuz looking at yasopp makes me so angry lol i literally could not stand rendering him i had to leave the whole thing unfinished #maybe thats a little not normal but UGHHH #usopps my fave of all time so idk yasopp just evokes this visceral hatred thats just never gonna leave my heart #hes irredeemable to me sorry #whats worse is that usopp idolizes him so much but i GET it yk. i understand why AND IT HURTS ME EVEN MORE!!!!! so fucking tragic #that this excuse of a father is what he'll have to face in the future. im so sick. USOPP IT'S NOT WORTH IT #op #one piece #art #my art #mintart #usopp #god usopp #yasopp #ig this is technically a wip but it's not rly in progress anymore it's just unfinished #twt liked it tho so im posting it here too bhfkdsj

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humanmorph · 2 years ago

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"[high pitched and tinny] Let’s dive in. Let’s dive in. It’s time to dive in. Get ready to [audio distorts and slows] dive. Diiive. Diiiiie…" (The Road to PALISADE 20: City Planning Department)

so that's what i've been working on for the past 2 weeks! i wanted to draw something for this intro ever since i first listened to it (as a companion piece to my other gur drawing, though it of course ended up being way bigger in scale), but it only really gripped me about halfway through PALISADE ep 18. the next morning after that i listened to this narration on repeat for about 45 minutes and then made a big sketch on 4 sheets of paper at my desk at work.

anyways, i haven't listened to the new episode yet but i think i'm probably ready for whatever they're gonna throw at us with the next sortie. i'm gonna believe, against it all, in millennium break. for gur

(i recommend listening along while scrolling! + transcript btw. if anything is hard to read)

#road to palisade #road to palisade spoilers #palisade #fatt #friends at the table #gur sevraq #<- yuore everything btw.#long post #and good god. it sure as fuck is #rosa art #the full file for this? that i had to split up? its 30000 pixel tall. thats 218cm #im so proud of this & it was a ton of fun. ooohhh my free floating panels i love them #i posted about my progress (theres some earlier sketches n lineart too) on cohost to be like well.#maybe i wont talk so fucking much on the actual post but noooo i cant shut up #love that for me.shoutout if you read all this #if you find a typo please. dont even mention it #a fun thing about this is that i almost know the intro by heart now. theres like 3 lines i get stuck on but mostly. its all there #ill link the cohost if i reblog this again. personally i think its interesting stuff but i love to hear myself talk abt shit i make soooo #anyways i have art class tomorrow & should sleep soon : ) but im happy im finally able to show this off. it rules sooo much

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thebirdandhersong · 4 months ago

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???? something something deep discomfort with body image is it generational?????????

#does your soul ever leave your body when your mom says something and youre like a) Ah. thats where this specific pain comes from #and b) not for anything would i perpetuate this to my own daughter should God bless me with one #anyway mother casually dropped mid conv that i ought to weigh myself once a week just to make sure i was eating right #and by Right she means not too much and not too much of what she considers Junk #also my soul left my BODY when i told her what i was wearing to the date tmr #(red pinafore mini dress with tights and a cute little cardigan situation that i actually feel GOOD in)#and she was like is your stomach bloated right now? if it is dont wear it #(the word she used can be bloated swollen or big in chinese)#MA'AM??????????#anyway im glad theres been fortifying work done in my heart bc this wouldve devastated me last year. absolutely CRUSHED me.#but im like okay........ well i look cute and im at a healthy weight. and im starting to eat better. and i only feel nauseous #thinking abt food occasionally. and i dont weigh and measure myself daily anymore. so thats progress.#also i personally think i look cute in that outfit so i think i SHALL wear it tmr.#anyway. thoughts!!!!!

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themintman · 3 days ago

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obligatory valentine's day Jurm screenshot redraw this screenshot is like a yearly / twice a year tradition for me HAPPY VALENTINES DAY GANG 🗣️🗣️🗣️

im never shutting up about this scene. JACK CAUGHT HIM WITH SUCH PRECISION??? DIDNT EVEN STUMBLE LIKE THIS MAN IS USED TO SNATCHING NURM UP LIKE THAT??? WHAT???? I know what you are.

Will post the next two minentines later but I gotta go to SCHOOL FIRST.. HHHHH

#minecraft story mode #mcsm #mcsm nurm #mcsm jack #nurm mcsm #jack mcsm #clemont_ine #minecraft villager #I feel like I'm missing something but I can't tell what.#HM.#Anyway #Side note but I love how like. Each of the drawings so far progress #Ignoring the first one which I never posted and never WILL post cause it's so ass dude-#But like the first one with my old jack design. Jack grinning like an idiot with Nurm nervously chuckling in his arms #The second with him gazing dreamily into his eyes while Nurm is like 😳 um. UM?? 👀#And then this omg. Nurm finally relaxed; hand on jack's chest; both smiling fondly at each other #Sigh. They make me SICK TO MY STOMACHE. BURN THEM #I know that like. Theyre basically cannon and they just slipped under the “no romance rule” radar (hah) during the making of S2 #But HOW THE FUCK #some of these clips man. Oh my god if they were a straight couple they'd have been on thin ice #I HAD MORE TO SAY BUT TUMBLR LOGGED ME OUT AND MADE ME THINK I LOST THIS #THE POWER OF THE YAOI IS TOO MUCH IM NOT RISMING IT MAN

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vyvansecrashing · 3 months ago

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can russia and north korea just nuke us already this is hopeless

#sorry to be so fatalistic on main i just have zero faith in the american public atp #i just rly wanted to believe that more americans couldve used this opportunity to prove to the rest of the world that we arent all a bunch #of sensationalist/conspiracy-driven/aggressively braindead/violent/bigoted alt-right lunatics #& i never had much faith in kamala & walz to begin with obviously im incredibly cynical towards these status quo gatekeepers and the #downright impotence of the neoliberal democratic party #but this wouldve been an easy swerve away from dozens MORE of horrible awful inhumane policies that will ultimately vanquish #the quality of life for the entire american working class like myself and our already pisspoor education system and our lousy #climate change policies and impossible living standards #but no unfortunately there is no way in hell for americans to prove even a modicum of intelligence or worth we're all basically suicidal #and despite my own immense yank bashing tendencies and complete disdain for our government i really wanted this country & my ppl to defy #our own reputation of being so fucking stupid and backwards i really did. in the tiniest little place of my heart was legitimate hope #& a tiny bit of patriotism thats now been squashed completely & this was just another large-scale international humiliation that we legit #voted that guy BACK IN after everything that has happened the last four even eight years. its unbelievable.#again obviously i dont like kamala but it still wouldve been a grand opportunity to stall against what the gop is already destroying #and with push and shove we could have made slight progress forward as a country and try to protect our social programs #be it as flawed as they are and with enough support we could have strengthened them a little. make drugs less expensive. continue forward #with clean energy decreasing our use of fossil fuels even more.#protect our education system so the up and coming generations could receive higher standards of learning than what the rest of us had #NO ABSOLUTELY NOT. im too poor to continue living here and im too poor to fucking leave !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SORRY THIS WAS EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY LONG THANK U FOR READING IF U DID MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE MUSH RIGHT NOW SO I DONT KNOW HOW #INTELLIGIBLE THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE #and if this makes anyone mad @ all then ill just delete it cuz by god i dont need more grief and self hatred !#txt

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stemmmm · 6 months ago

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for a more succinct summary on my thoughts about fields of mistria.... it's nothing like HM64

#m.txt #hm posting #there is such thing as Too Much in a game i think #and while it's anyones own choice whether they want to engage with all the mechanics. and how quickly they want to do so #i am the type who will try to do everything there is as much as possible. unless its something that i know i for sure dont care about #and won't impact my progression #as someone who wants to make farming sims i often get anxious whenever i see a new one pop up. because like. competition and w/e right?#and fortunately i now get to be comfortable in the knowledge that this game Isn't What I Like About Farming Sims At All #its also comforting to see all these things that i'd never want in my own game and be able to recognize it like.#oh yeah thank god i never ever want a furniture crafting mechanic #that's so much extra work to build

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autism-corner · 4 months ago

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they hate me for my swagger

#its nice to look in the mirror and feel good =w=bb #somehow so good that you try pixelart fr for the first time and arent completely embarrassed by it #SHITT why do i never do eyebrows T-T i ALWAYS forget them mannn #its just not a part of the face i recognize as important.... despite them being very much so imo #too late now i dont wanna change itt #sillyposting #my work #waughh this is making me think i really need to get onto eyebrow piercingss #big part of feel-goods today was my jewlery and.... i need moree......#do you think if i ask for them for xmas my parents will let me??#actually wait who am i kidding “will they let me”. they dont have much choice. im wondering if theyll PAY for itt =3=#besides the basic earlobe my whole 4 other piercings were done with little of their knowledge #god i can not imagine how tf 17 y/o me had the BALLS to get facial piercings knowing my parents didnt approve #actually i can. that was not the worst thing i had to plague my mind during that time =3=p #ououoouuu i used pixelart.com again and im kinda glad i couldnt figure out how to create my own colours....#its good for my progress to be forced to stick with an (admittedly pretty large) colour pallet.......#even if it means my hair and my face kinda blend together.....#actually thats fine ive been thinking my head is wayy too red next to my hair irl soo =3=bb #yayy #floating head bc i couldnt be bothered.#actually i really need to start doing SOMETHING in the background i cant keep getting away with boring nothingness T-T #ughhh you mean i have to try??? do something new???? ewww

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 6 months ago

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thinking about fallout 4 against my will

#random thoughts #fallout #unfortunately nora compels me #the fact the 'hi honey!' tape specifically mentions her 'shaking the dust off' her law degree is interesting #like she gave up her job to stay at home with her husband and kid. why?#like that's a whole year. at LEAST.#love the idea of nate pressuring her into it <3 maternity leave turns into 'isnt it so nice being with sean around the clock?'#'too bad you won't have this quality time when you return to work'#turns into 'you can always return to work if you feel like it but we DO have a lot saved up . . .'#and it's like. okay so fallout 4 would be so much better if it were set in the 1960s. literally no reason it shouldnt be #yknow beyond complying with lore which. it isnt that faithful to in the first place #i just think it's weird the game is like 'here's the FUTURE' and then it's like 'here's the FUTURE FUTURE'#anyway make it the 1960s. give me time-appropriate fucked up family dynamics #and nora's a laywer and a feminist who promised herself she'd never compromise her career for a man #and nate seemed so NICE and like he understood until uh oh. frog in a slow cooker #and he makes everything seem like it's her idea until she's barefoot in the kitchen with a screaming baby on her hip and burnt food in a pan #and she doesn't even realize she's trapped until it's too late. isolated from friends and family #idk ill do more research later to make it more time-accurate (ESPECIALLY interested in second-wave feminism)#anyway i think she cheats. with a door-to-door salesman selling places in the bomb shelters #(honestly probably the only adult social interaction she's had in weeks beyond her husband)#i like to think at some point she had a bit of a car accident due to the stress so nate took her keys #probably just a minor fender bender he blew out of proportion but she believes it because oh god what if she hurt sean #her feelings toward sean are complicated. i dont think she quite loves him which she feels guilty about so she overcompensates #with trying to keep him as safe as possible and she feels like he KNOWS and HATES her #(honestly when the bombs drop everything happens so quickly and when she's in the future and registers sean's gone she feels. so relieved)#(followed by heavy shame)#nate sabotaged her birth control btw. love evil 1960s patriarchs #never outright stated but heavily implied!#anyway nora in the future (while she felt very progressive for her time) feels very out of place #like her ideals have no place. like she has no place

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unproduciblesmackdown · 8 months ago

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Full Tech Day One pic today from kiko laureano (denizen of skid row / ensemble) & video (that's four seconds of "ya never know" playing over the static image) from & ft. marcia milgrom dodge (director / choreographer) double captioning "there might be puppets in this musical ;)" & "Well Shake my hand! Come see LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS @guthrietheater featuring @actually_will_roland's hand!"

#buzz lightyear screenshot i don't believe that's a puppet Or will roland's hand #lsoh #frog & toad shirt yay :) that i believe is saying ''frog & toad are gay'' yahoooo #in unfamiliarity with lsoh: had to look up that snippet of song. i do enjoy the full Songs i should straightup....pick an album of them?#which; relevantly to this being a show with Versions. also like i've only seen the movie once a minute ago....#i know the movie Differed like the musical going well audrey dies then so also does seymour :( does one tragicomically lose a hand first #classic Hey My Hand :( maneuver :( still i reflect on the change like i don't want them to die.... :(#it's Enriching though to reflect on. like a fun balance of ''is there shortcomings of Metaphors? maybe but it's backed up by Story''#then are there shortcomings of story? maybe but it's backed up by how that'll play into a strength of metaphor. makes it Overall Enjoyable #and that i'm not an expert like plenty to muse on re: what are the Metaphors. and then how are they executed. what do i think #and i'm enrichingly not quite settled on Should They Get To Survive; Metaphorically? like i think it's fine either way #i mean we also Have it both ways lol. i think? i don't know about past or present variations versions iterations re: Onstage Medium #it's like it's supposed to be tragic too right right cautionarily so. yet. i indeed go :( about it. i think it's fine it's fine....#or do i. as you can see lmao a fun In Progress mental journey....like pointing to Doomed Tragic Couple iphegenia crash land falls #i would Not change it i would not Want it changed. not even for a what if; really. yet their basis is Knowing They're Kindredly Doomed.....#seymour and audrey are just america's little t4t couple who Do deserve to murder orin plant or no & More :(#much to consider. and always little Invocations to spice things up like & this plant won't stop trying to fuck them i guess #nodding thoughtfully as we are also amidst aesthetics that invoke larger contexts re: race; class; maybe even. gender. and more????#love a lot going on. love that it's really not trying to Be extremely settled in some Conclusive manner in any version. tends to be a win #and love that SPIT TAKE rick moranis walking on into the closing performance of be more chill on broadway???????#enjoy that one post of [god's mistake of making me so incredibly attracted to rick moranis] '80s gum stickers. ricky m #guy who's never seen kapow-i gogo seeing another show with a prop hand: wow this is just like kapow-i gogo

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asvidema · 10 days ago

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you don't know how much i feel at home right now

#the game is so beautiful i have fun doing the most 'boring' tasks. every hour of the day counts #the quests are informative but not too much. you have to pay attention to what people say #there's environmental storytelling. clues. treasures and hidden nooks #the progression isn't fast and it feels deserved proportional to the effort i put into things #this game is insane #and i can't wait to play more each day. haven't felt this way in a long time #so i'm going to cherish it #'yo this guy is showing literally grass and says how good the game is' yes i am #the combat is also insanely engaging and fun and i'm getting the hang of it #don't get me started on horses i can't wait to have my own #and there's saddles and dresses for them too #god my kid daydream of being a medieval knight is half real. i say half because this is henry i'm playing as #but it's still so immersive. and you know that's synonym for good writing. i can choose what he does and nothing is forced on me #i am free. this game makes me feel free #carey plays kcd2

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goblin-enjoyer · 4 months ago

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*draws something for the first time in a while. “Man I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!”

*doesn’t draw

“Oh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!” Loop post

#this revelation brought to you by the one and only #midnight brainrot #probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that they’re ”trying to fix #their sleep schedule ~”#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with ”just one more video”#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration #even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels #inherently wrong on a fundamental level #I don’t think I’m depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence #is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly #going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die #now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no one’s home #I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc #and the worse part is. it wasn’t about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa #y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesn’t know a #bout #I wish to game but never do #I want to make art and such but I never do #I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Pete’s sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma #maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason #no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before #I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be #because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all like”I can’t reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a #genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take place”#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years #and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I

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claitea · 2 months ago

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i'm normal now. lying also

#clai speaks #god. God.#a game hasnt made me feel despair like that since m/ther 3 #i was so tense and horrified and just downright felt Awful through all of act 5. this RULED ITS SOOOOO SO SO GOOD!!!!! AAUGHHH #hehe. my favorite game is black and white and my second favorite game is in black and white #i think theres still a lot i need to look into. one of the posts i rbed mentioned a loop fight and uhhh What. Huh #i missed a lot in my game i think.... i had to look up walkthroughs a couple times and found out about things like--#--the ghost event or bad touch event. though tbh i'm very glad i didnt see bad touch event!!!!#but also i never managed to make the bomb i didnt open some rooms i couldnt sharpen the keyknife #so i'm wondering just how much i missed #i won't replay though i do wanna get through my backlog BJEVRJBFF #but just aughhh. isat. really really well done game. phenomenal showstopping spectacular #every single character is a delight!! everyone is so well fleshed out their interactions so good #siffrin..... man. i really saw a lot of myself in them a lot of things hit very close to home for me #god!!!! he loved his family so much he almost destroyed the world to keep them together!!!!!!! thats awful i love it!!!!!!!!!!!#i guess i will say a couple points of progression werent too clear. a couple times loop told me to do things i already did #and certain things you had to do in a specific order so i would just loop around pointlessly a couple times #but overall still very good i enjoyed myself a lot #if i ever play again. i gotta keep notes bc i Also have a terrible memory VJDVFJFB #i spent 10 loops trying to find the room with the craftology book it was EMBARRASSING #honestly. kinda adds to the experience does it not. just like siffrin i was forgetting things i should have known and--#--getting increasingly more exasperated with the constant looping for like One (1) thing i missed #really really Reeeeally good game. phenomenal game. please play it please play it please play it please play it

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yeehawbvby · 1 year ago

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My ACNH island is VERY slowly coming together (been working on it since.. I think July? Maybe august?)

I’m really happy with the progress I’ve made except I’m now one of those people whose island lags because of the amount of stuff in some spots lmao 🧎🏻‍♀️ it’s a worthy sacrifice though imo because my orchard is the culprit and it looks banging!!

Either way. BEHOLD

#honest to god y’all. if you feel stressed about decorating or island and haven’t played/have restarted a ton bc of it #just do NOT terraform. or do it very minimally #bc that’s the only reason im making literally any progress lmao I really loved my last island too but #ultimately abandoned it bc the terraforming and water-forming(?) was stressing me out too much #anyway #I’ve been balls deep in trying to fix up the ~secret beach~ and campsite so I’ll maybe post pics of those too soon!!#they’re all in this area too!! campsite is to the left of the orchard and up a level and beach is to the left of the wheat #ALSO *cracks knuckles* I’ve had a land bridge on every island so far and this one will be no different #might start that today or tomorrow #that’s a whole thing bc. land bridge. HAVE to terraform.. and a lot too lol ugh #it’s just a strip though. I’m not doing anything too crazy with it #it’s gonna be perfect for my island’s autumn theme actually!! the bridges always looked best in autumn imo bc of the surrounding foliage #maybe it’ll lead to the museum?#sorry I’ll shut up #aspenposting #acnh #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #new horizons #animal crossing nh

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lil-oreo-crumbles · 4 months ago

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You know back when the AU was a comic, I was able to gloss over so much of the politics of Mewni Creek I was not well equipped to handle and focus instead on the relationships and bonds that were important to the story going forward and explain the new governmental system of this combined world after it had been established and the masses calmed long down.

But now? Now that it’s a fic? Now that I have to essentially re-start the Ovelia establishment and better flesh out her blossoming friendships and connections to the main cast?

I’ve really gotta buckle down and write the politics and post-Cleaved chaos don’t I.

Man…

#septarsis dragonfly au #I love what the world of Mewni Creek EVENTUALLY becomes #but before now I had never ironed out HOW it got there #but now?#I gotta strap in and write this.#Toffee my beloved you’re gonna have to wait a little bit longer still :(#don’t worry I’ll get to you :(#making Mewni Creek a democracy in progress actively dismantling monarchical systems in place for hundreds of years #equally distributing land. rebuilding. prioritizing monsters in the new system and treating them as equals for the first time #granting equity to the oppressed and calming the masses #especially the MEWMANS #guys the humans are fine Echo Creek is used to weirdness they’re chill #they’re freaked out for a bit but they settle they’re used to weirdness bc of the Dragonflies (thank Great Grandma Deja for that)#the Mewmans are the actual issue #but all that needs to be long set in stone/actively being worked on for Toffee’s character arc to work as intended #he has to be put in a new world of peace and positive progress #the world Mylanie always wanted to see #for that arc to work #I promise Ovelia establishment also sets the ground for Toffee’s healing arc #Im very serious when I say that Toffee as I have studied for seven years would struggle to embrace real positive growth #while the main issues in Mewni are still ongoing #he’d be focused on that like he has for hundreds of years instead of himself #and he NEEDS and that arc #also uh is it too soon to say that even though I’m gonna be putting so much effort into this new government…#… it really does not last as long as they wanted #due to #a certain individual down the line #who wants to abuse monarchical power for their own sick twisted goals #GOD I’m so excited for the antagonist of the AU to develop #ok I reached my tag limit :’)

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seaofreverie · 4 months ago

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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people

#slash extremely negative #it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long #with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less #'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that #and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess #(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends #flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! 😃😃😃#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway #but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke #and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone #but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive #(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour #and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll #and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while #how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least #it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway #what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least #because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad #so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever #goosepost

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