#god.. im thinking thoughts rn
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guys..... livia x iphigenia toxic codependant homoerotic situationship.. like if u agree
#bel rants#no but theyre SO good luck babe#with genie singing ab livia#god.. im thinking thoughts rn#i may just have to write this (said by someone who currently has more than eight wips)#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#livia cardew#iphigenia moss#mossdew#??#livigenia#????
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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manifesting a s7 bi buck confirmation where the 118 are on a call and the victim/their friend/Random Civilian is getting annoyed makes a comment aimed at buck & eddie about "straight white men" and they both look offended then eddie says "do I look white???" and buck's like "do I look straight???"
how the others react (if at all) is tbc at this stage
i'm a sucker for inappropriate whisper arguments in the Absolute Worst of Situations so now all i'm seeing is eddie whipping around to buck when he says it with the widest doe eyes any human being has ever achieved and oblivious little buck waving the vic/friend/civilian off like "it's fine, could happen to anyone, you know" and then eddie's like "uh, yeah, it did, you're not straight?" and then it's like for the GA oh no are they going to do a kind of internalised homophobia arc for eddie where he re-examines his entire friendship with buck after finding out he likes men and yes he is going to re-examine his entire friendship with buck after finding out he likes men but it'll be the opposite of internalised homophobia (externalised homoeroticism)
#sami answers#very attached to their little whisper argument ive created in my head as hen and chim try to treat the patient#eddie: you're not straight?#buck: no??#eddie: since when?#buck: since always eddie? i know you know how gay people work#eddie: but. natalia? taylor? ali? abby? oh my god you weren't like punishing yourself for being gay with them were you?#buck: no wtf eddie. you were there when i was explaining bisexuality to chris the other day. when i came out to him u know#eddie: im pretty sure id remember you coming out to my son buck#buck: why are you being so weird about this#eddie: because im your best friend!#buck: what and it's freaking you out that i like men?#eddie: NO! i'm freaked out that i didn't know. did you not think you could tell me 🥺#buck: I THOUGHT YOU KNEW#and bobby's just live slugging it over in the corner like 'should i intervene or are they going to come to some realisations rn'
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p3 reload box art + the art book cover!
#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy speaks#YALL HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A BOY WITH SO MUCH SWAG YOU STARTED CRYING BC GOD. HE IS SO PRETTY#ME RN ME. IM NOT COHERENT. i feel very. very happy seeing the trailers..#ohhh i love seeing bits and pieces of the animated cutscenes.. both the 2d and 3d ones...#i GOTTA preorder this. february 2nd will be a great day for persona fans i think#i wish i had actual intelligent thoughts :c i saw minato and my brain evaporated into thin air#maybe tmrw after i get some sleep i will have proper thoughts though...#and maybe. i will stream because text is not enough for me to talk about how much i love this game
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Extremely self indulgent but please imagine for a second:
Scar who becomes a zombie after tcd. Okay now imagine Tcd scar meeting current hc scar. Yeah? Yeah.
#im having so much thoughts and i will say more tomorrow i think but i am very sleepy rn.#bht just. god.#angst. so much angst okay#how do they meet? s9 rift idk#stiff talk#gtws#tcd scar
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dark cream week: day 7 - white smoke
shattered by galacii-gallery
cross by jakei95
dark cream week by @zu-is-here
a bit brighter below cut
i made a little extra for this :]
#my artsies#i think in my notes i had this one named as „white smoke au“ but Im not sure about that XD#for the last day i gift you. hot boys and thighs#this was the 3rd thing I drew because I had a sudden mental image bestowed to me by the gods (it was a shower thought)#i defs wanna do and draw more about this au but im not sure yet when XD#kinda mafia au-leaning as well…#the main idea rn is: shattered and nightmare have opposite mafia/business and despite being related and all are in a sort of rivalry and-#-Cross (unwillingly; as shown in last image) works for Shattered#yeah they also have powers depending on how strong they are and monsters and humans alike need to gain power so they can get magical powers#yeah :3c errrr I‘m gonna dub this#white smoke mafia au#for dream‘s side <333#dark cream#dark cream week#dark cream week 2024#shattered dream#shattered!dream#cross sans#cross!sans#cross x shattered#shattered dream x cross
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Disco Elysium FMA au where Harry sees the Truth and in exchange it takes his memory. His entire mind wiped blank except for the Truth and alchemy. Do you get me?
#maybe in this au Dora died and he was trying to bring her back or something#i dunno im just nauseous thinking about it and I need input because I can't put my thoughts in order rn#but oughh my god im thinking terribly hard about this#being a state alchemist (dog of the military) paralleled to being in the RCM#prbrbrbr man#disco elysium#harry du bois#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood
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The Pale Elf
#the lineart for this came out so much better than I thought it would oh my god#gnawing at the bars on my enclosure rn#his jacket was particularly daunting and ik i took liberties but you've got my fucked up if you think im doing all of the metal leaves#anyway have another drawing of my favorite mentally damaged pookie#astarion#astarion ancunin#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#art#my art#digital art#fanart
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peachyville horror has done Something to my psyche and i dont know if i enjoy it only bcs its slow and painful ......... for the first time in my life im sitting here, 5 days before a new episode is coming out, and im getting excited about it being dndads tuesday soon
#like. in no other media#ever#no matter how much ive loved it#have i sat down and thought “oh god i wish it would be x day already so the next episode would come out”.#i tend to be fucking awful at consuming media#im a perfectionist at it#i overthink even fucking watching my favourite show (do i really want to rn should i save it for later am i awake enough etc)#but for tph im literally sitting here giddy thinking about tuesday#its so weird#it was sorta the same with s2 too but i got on board of s2 a bit later when things were already pretty dark#and i am SUUUUCH a sucker for happy go lucky funny media#like i fucking loved s2 (obviously) but listening to it was always also a bit more Serious than tph? idk how to explain#i just super like tph and it cheers me up a lot and at least now when theres no heady stuff going on its so relaxing and SO FUN#anyway#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror
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the father [solar lunacy] the son [you move to dayshift but aren't paid any more, go figure] and the holy spirit [i see you, sundrop!]
#random thoughts#fnaf#solar lunacy because it's what people think of when they think about iconic sun and moon fics (and for good reason)#(bamsara is a master at subtext and creating little scenes that all build up to a beautiful picture)#dayshift go figure because god. the corporate bullshit. the domestic bullshit. THE VIRUS BULLSHIT.#and also because it features my all-time favorite original character (drumroll please)#dundundundundun RILEY GREENE OF I SEE YOU SUNDROP FAME#god what didn't i see you sundrop do right. the characterization. the slow build up of dread throughout the entire fic. riley greene.#IT IS 106 CHAPTERS NOT INCLUDING A POSSIBLE FUTURE EPILOGUE#god sorry to the other two fics on my list but reading i see you sundrop broke my brain a little#the scenes with riley's mother. THE SCENES WITH RILEY'S MOTHER OH MY GOD#you can tell a fic is good when it gets you to give a shit about an oc that hard#their CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT??? WHICH IN TURN FED DIRECTLY INTO WILLIAM AFTON'S DEMISE?????#I AM DEAD. I AM DECEASED.#im rereading solar lunacy rn if you can't tell lol i went on a spree#fucking love the concept of sun not being completely isolated from moon and his illness god fuck#solar lunacy 🤝 i see you sundrop: we're gonna have some wild fucking takes on moon's illness in relation to sun#me: oh god thank god some good fucking food#and OBIWAN??? OF DAYSHIFT GO FIGURE FAME???#best oc side character i think. i want to see him and sun just go at it for an hour shooting the shit#don't really have much else to say on dayshift go figure right now cuz its on SUCH a cliffhanger#that's kind of taking over my mind rn idkwettl#i could go on for hours about i see you sundrop though. that fic grabbed me by the throat and threw me down the stairs#binged that shit in two days#sun mentions having a crush on riley once and it's never mentioned again and that kind of fucks actually#the other two are romance fic and they're REALLY GOOD AT IT OH MY GOD#solar lunacy. just in general. makes me blush so hard it's not funny#OH SPEAKING OF BLUSHING#THE MC IN DAYSHIFT GO FIGURE KEEPS GETTING FLUSTERED IT'S SO CUTE#dayshift go figure is more of a typical 'i am in love and refuse to acknowledge it' fic it's so adorable
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HIIIIHIHII mackerel happy sundayyy i hope u r having a good dayyy <3 :] swinging by for my mandatory holding a mic up to u Worm Thoughts?? worm thoughts now that ur through another arc or so?? conjectures & such?? miss militia trigger vision surprise tool to help u later? :33 also i think now u did get to that part where taylor's just sitting in her lair and her her-shaped insect clones are terrorizing the merchants in her territory & lighting people on fire & shit while she's drinking her tea... shes so fucked up <33
HAPPY SUNDAY!!!! I've been in the car all afternoon hi hi hi. last thing I read was the merchants party 0_0 holy shit dude. I have so many thoughts. TAYLOR SAW THE THING. UGH. I dont know what it is about it but I've gotten this with Imps powers too where. taylor will describe something and then the next sentence forget it exists??? and it's SO uniquely unnerving I've never felt that exact feeling from a piece of text before. my brain is like BUT WAIT. ITS RIGHT THERE GO BACK AND READ THE LAST SENTENCE AGAIN but she cant! she's not reading it this is happening to her! I feel as though I am being gaslit by a book. DO U KNOW WHAT I MEAN. it's such an extremely specific writing quirk it's SO good
ALSO FUCK YEAH THAT WHOLE SCENE WAS SO GOOD. BUGS DOING INCREDIBLE VIOLENCE AND THEN IT CUTS BACK TO TAYLOR WITH HER TERRARIUMS SIPPING TEA. THE WHIPLASH. THE CASUAL BRUTALITY OF IT ALL. girl you have fallen so far from the sad high schooler eating lunch alone in the bathroom. holy fucking shit. I love this for her btw.
#MY THOUGHTS ON THE. EXTRADIMENSIONAL BEING THAT GRANTS SUPERPOWERS ARE. INCOMPREHENSIBLE RN SO YOU DONT GET THOSE YET#BUT GOD THAT SCENE WAS SO FUCKING COOL#the imagery of seeing that from the outside. like from charlottes pov in that moment. something happens and a handful of people in the room#just. fucking collapse. including the (in her eyes) extremely scary powerful villains running the terrible party you were kidnapped at#like what the FUCK#are the capes all like some sort of fucking hivemind. ill explode.#UGH#sorry for disjointed worm thoughts im visiting my grandma rn . but also. thinking about worm forever and ever#reaction time#asks#friends!!!#intertexts
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layers of school and family and health issues and future planning and final exam stress aside, do you ever feel like there is a long ongoing scream inside of you that seems to have no end ha haaaa
#the ironic thing i think is that i'm sitting closest to the window rn#and i can see the boy i agonized over for seven months sitting with his girlfriend#very clearly in the reflection because they're sitting behind me :)#and no matter how loudly i play my music i can still hear them laughing together every once in a while!#he told me today that the thing he asked me to edit for him just won him a scholarship and i was like congrats!!#this IS what i've become to you! editor friend who cooks and brings snacks!#and it's like. well you don't NEED me anymore. which is a silly thought because he never did need me in the first place#(and the need to be needed is a bit... hmm.... there's a lot there i do need to examine carefully)#it's not even worth talking about boy no.2 who is kind enough to break anyone's heart lollll and who is definitely definitely#and clearly in every way definitely not interested or available or anything close to it#anyway im not in tears tonight lolll thank God i am mostly okay#but i think i need to take an early night :') clearly i am starting to be emotionally overwrought#it is not AGONY........ it is something quieter i think.
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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(ignore me im drunk) this mens event was the defintion of
#i have a lot of thoughts#but mainly#ADAM!!! WITH THE BACK FLIP TO OMG#ALEKSANDR SILVER EUROS MEDALIST LETS GOGOOO#MATTEO BRONZE DESPTIE INGURY#LUKAS :(((( IM SO SAD FRO HIM#gebriele kinda slay idk if i expected it or not#i thought his only slay of the season was that challenger in slovakia#DENISS OVER ETERO BOY THANK GOD#if you think im annoying on here just be glad ypu dont follow me on twiter#anyways watching cnats know#for however i stay awakr#figure skating#euros 2024#fs season 2023/24#si talks about figure skating#<- thank god these are some of my top tag otherwise i would not find them again rn#okay bye good nogth
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you know how shidou’s always drawn with these inky demon wings whenever he enters his flow state or does something absolutely monster level genius on the field?
yeah these <3
what if. what if he got those wings tattooed on his back. intense black tendrils stretching along his entire broad frame and hugging the curve of his prominent shoulder blades, jagged dark lines continuing south along the expanse of hard muscle framing his spine, the pointy edge of the devilish wings ending low, low on his back, almost teasingly dipping past the waistband of his shorts worn even lower. i’m actually being so normal about this thanks for asking
#im going to CUMbust 😵💫😵💫😵💫 yeah you read that right he’s so tattoo coded it drives me up the walls#every time i think of this man i’m invaded by the most unholy thoughts someone HELLPPPP#biting my first so hard rn im gonna have to sew it back on#im 🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️ yeah he has me in a vice i want himmm#imagine just. he had a hard day so you make him lay stomach down on the matress n straddle his wait and give him the most#mindnumbing massage ever. working out the knots in his muscles all the while tracking the ink on his back im gonna bite him#would moan so shamelessly too n proceeds to fuck u silly after bc he’s fair like that<3 if you take care of him he takes care of you too#SO UNWELL MY GOD 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#one thing about me is that i will give every man a tattoo idc idc#shidou my hellcat <3#—bllk.thoughts!#—bllk.thirsts!#shidou x reader#shidou ryusei x reader#blue lock x reader
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loop ….
#sorry im like legit pacing around rn but like#. god#still thinking about the flower#still thinking about how loop feels about it#why are they so persistent ? they don’t give up !!#they don’t give up they don’t give up they don’t give up. they don’t … give up. ?#do you think about how in act 4 when loops finally accepts it the sprite they use is the looking away one#when theyre contemplating something. remembering. do you think about that#im like specifically thinking of how if you just consistently give the flower to loop. what are their thoughts ?#tired of your companions have you ?#go give it to them. stars sake. stop trying here.#why are you doing this? im nothing in comparison. we just met!#really. stop.#its not like its a good gift anyways. if it disappears and all.#… fine. i can’t stop you can i? whatever. give it. will that shut you up?#WHY ARE YOU DOING IT STILL#like so sorry !!! you have a permanent place in siffrin’s heart now !!!! the consequences of this are that you are beloved now. so sorry.#yeah. you’re part of the threads that make up their life and care#Sorrryyyyyyy oops !!! get loved idiot#<- i keep saying that 😭😭#yes you’re Rude but you were There. you were there and you kept pushing and you stayed by his side#flower for you. its the least i can you for what youve done for me#thank you loop.#DO YOURB EVER TJINK ABOUT THE FLOWER#LOOP WHEN YOU HELP PEOPLE THEY LIKE TO REPAY IT !!! THEY LIKE TO SHOW HOW MUCH RHEYRE GRATEFUL FOR YOUR COMPANY#FOR YOUR THOUGHTS#anyways .#lantern says stuff
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