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Zaken'na (ざけんな) English Translation
by mona (CV: Natsukawa Shiina)
TN: I translated this at 1 am while my friends forcibly tuck me into bed. This was made with love, spite, and a little bit of sleep paralysis. Please read my notes at the end, I had to read a newspaper to figure that out. Live, laugh, love, mona.
waracchau hodo akirechau hodo attōteki sonzai no aidoru It feels so laughable It feels so astonishing The dazzling presence of an idol oitsukitai toka hazukashikatta watashi nanka tte sagecha makeinuda I want to reach that too No matter how embarassing Don't just look down on me For being the underdog akogareru no o yamemashō tte doko ka no yakyū senshu ga ittetajan!? “We have to stop dreaming.”* Didn't a famous baseball player say something like that!? zakenna! muka tsuku! kuyashii kuyashii honne wa minikui onnanokona nda
It's ridiculous! So infuriating! It's just so frustrating! With an unsightly truth, That's the the kind of girl I am.
soredemo tatakau! kachitai! koetai! maketsuzuketeite mo watashi o shinjiteiru Nevertheless, I'll soldier on! I want to win! I want to succeed! No matter how many times I lose, Please believe in me. seikaku mo ii mitame datte ii ketten mitsukechaitai gurai ni
A beautiful personality, And the looks to go with it, Kinda makes me want to look for the tiniest flaws tonari ni nante narabitakunai watashi nanka tte bibiccha makeinuda Standing by your side sounds frightening That's just too scary for me I'm still the underdog.** tomato wa tomato de meron ni narenai doko ka no shijin san ga ittetajan
A tomato's a tomato It can't become a melon Didn't a famous poet say something like that? zakenna! muka tsuku! kurushii! kurushii! shittomamire no onnanokona nda It's ridiculous! So infuriating! It's just so painful! Full of envy and jealousy, That's the kind of girl I am. dakara sa tatakau! mikaesu miteroyo! doromizu nonda tte watashi wa shinjiteiru That's why I'll soldier on! I'll prove myself, so look at me! Even if I drink muddy water,*** That's what I believe. iiwake wa shinai iiwake sasenai mou sono senaka wa minai raibarutachi o koete No excuses for me, No excuses for you, No longer looking at you from behind, I've surpassed you, my rivals. zakenna! muka tsuku! kuyashii! kuyashii! honne wa minikui onnanokona nda It's ridiculous! So infuriating! It's just so frustrating! With an unsightly truth, That's the the kind of girl I am. soredemo tatakau! kachitai! koetai! maketsuzuketeite mo watashi o shinjiteiru Nevertheless, I'll soldier on! I want to win! I want to succeed! No matter how many times I lose, Please believe in me. namaiki de kamawanai anata ni katsu hi made watashi wa shinjiteru watashi o shinjiteru
You can act as proud as you want Till the day that I beat you That's what I believe. Please believe in me.
*This is a quote by Japanese baseball player Ohtani Shohei. The context of this quote was that Ohtani's team was facing Paul Goldschmidt, Mike Trout, and Mookie Betts on the field that day, all of whom are well-known baseball players admired by many. The rest of the quote goes: “If we keep admiring them, we'll never be able to surpass them. We came here today to succeed, to be the best. So, just for today, let's put our admiration aside, and focus on winning.” You can make the rest of the connection.
** This also applies to all other instances but makeinu also translates to an expression for a loser. She's calling herself a loser here. It didn't sit right with the context of the MV so I preferred the translation “underdog”.
*** This can also mean to bear with unpleasant circumstances.
#translations#honeyworks#haniwa#mona#narumi mona#zakenna#hanitl#chouzetsu azatoi omaera hime#GOD. I NEED SLEEP.
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(Tumblr messed up the quality, lol)
But here is an OC I have called, Cheri!
She's always a littleeee anxious, and I love that for her.
She also 100% listens to Chapelle roan and girl in red, lol.
She brings me joy.
#lgbtqia#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtq community#lgbt pride#lol#clown art#clown oc#clowns#evil clown#well#not rly#sad clown#yeah#That's more like it#clowncore#clown collection#clown core#clown community#clown character#clown#hehehe..#lesbian#she likes gorls#hehehe#I feel like I sound like gru while saying that#god. i need sleep.
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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#I saw this on twitter and oh my god it’s canon#I need a scene of vi sleeping with maddie#Unpopular opinion but I dont hate Maddie at all#I mean it’s Caitlyn#if I had a shot I’d shot it to#twitter meme#league of legends vi#arcane league of legends#league of lesbians#arcane#vi arcane#arcane vi#league of legends arcane#vi league of legends#maddie arcane#maddie nolan#maddie and vi#arcane 2#arcane season 2#arcane caitvi#caitvi#maddie x Caitlyn#vi x caitlyn#caitlyn x vi#season 2 arcane
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Bonus:
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop a new wish#the fairly oddparents#timmy turner#denzel crocker#aj#fop aj#fop#a new wish#fairly odd parents a new wish#fairly odd parents#my art#fanart#I have plenty more ideas to draw for this au so hopefully I could get most of these done before my next semester starts#On one hand it's good that Timmy possibly didn’t become obsessed with finding his fairy godparents after witnessing firsthand what it did t#But at the same time it must sting for them to hear their former godkid outright deny your existence ngl#Also it's 5 am over here rn I really need to sleep oh god
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#my man was NOT subtle 🤣😉
+ bonus: message received 😅
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#one look at loki like well the kids need a stepmom 😂#running on alarmingly little sleep feeling like i dreamed this entire episode lmao???#my man don out here smoother than the god of stories you love to see it 😭😭#probable jet ski salesman of the year got the potential ruler of the multiverse down badder than imaginable we live in the best timeline#don#owenwilsonedit#marvel#dianagifs#loki s2 spoilers
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homeless and so fucking scared lol
#I really don't know what to do#avoiding sleeping at night bc it feels safer to during day#trying not to drink anything so I don't have to pee bc there are never public bathrooms :( but dehydration is so bad for me#idk im gonna cry. brushing my teeth in a bar bathroom#I need more blankets but can't fit anymore in my car#idk what to do. thank god I have my car but it's still so fucking terrible and unsafe and i feel powerless
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summer of junior year 06/11
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#the bad kids#this is like. the First time I put down a palette for the kids lmao#I thiiiink its pretty consistent with the tones I did with my early sketches? iirc#gods. Ive been staring at this for Hours. I need to sleep lol#summer... it is happening. I feel like that always brings with it big emotions for me#it is. a little bit funny to me that whether these kids get a peaceful summer or not depends fully on how many roll20 campaigns happen#between now and a definitive end/last season of fh lmao#but also the last ''summer'' movie I watched was uhhh summer of 84. which. mmmmm#grim affair! so I'd need to stock up on less gloomy stuff to even think abt this...#well. what I need right now is sleep. so sleep I shall. thank u for tuning in today. see u again I think
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finally finished This Wip from Ever ago and so now i ask you ever look into another dudes eyes and suddenly want to do whatever he wants
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#the kids are here too but i aint taggin them vaeLKEVJKLJ#snap sketches#posting this now and not obsessing over the details i need to SLEEP#please click/tap and zoom to read anything im sorry theres so much dialogue#i thought i was gonna finish this sooner but i went grocery shopping with my bro today and that took longer than expected !!!!#ALSO CHAT. if youre up to date on My Lore via my tags ... my prof's lettin me submit my assignment ... life's so good...#speaking of life being good i was giggling like stupid while drawing this . i named it 'this is stupid' and i stand by that#this is so unserious im gonna make myself throw up ITS SO CORNY i make myself sick with what i draw <- will continue to do this#only god knows if this is even how that power of his works i just saw an opportunity and ran with it#the trick here is he doesnt even have to use any 'power' he can just do that to charles by default#however im making them be obnoxious about it. i am making them obnoxious over dramatic grandpas because i can#my only crime is loving the utter cheese and corniness of the 60s comics like God. anyways bye !!!!!!!#maybe one day ill finish that other comic i sketched for this weekend but i fear i wont have time to so next weekend me thinks ....#for now i hope you all enjoy this. goofy as hell nonsense jLAKJVEKLVJ
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NEW BIRTHDAY THEME IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
BIRTHDAY SLUMBER PARTY, HERE WE COME
I think the theme is more loungewear than straight-up pajamas, but hey, I'm not complaining! (and -- look, we still have the groovies, I'm not giving up hope for animal kigurumi until I gotta)
#art#twisted wonderland spoilers#kutsurogi my room#put on the onesie jamil#man i am absolutely LIVING for jamil's adorable embroidered throw pillows#just offscreen is the wall decal that says 'bless this mess'#gosh though i am ready for a year of COMFY BOYS#does this mean we're going to get some kind of canon confirmation about whether or not malleus needs special pillows to sleep#yes PLEASE#god. i can't decide which would be funnier: mal in sweatpants and a vintage gargoyles (1994) t-shirt#or mal in a full victorian-style striped sleep set complete with nightcap that has a pompom on the end#that jiggles up and down with every HONK mimimimi#(this is probably also what riddle sleeps in tbh)#(ace can't even make fun of him because it's just too on the nose)#and hey twst as long as i have your ear APPARENTLY#i want that halloween event to be real and i want a lilia for it please and thank you 🙏#i know it's not his turn for a halloween card but c'mon. pretty please.#i am asking so nicely
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#art#fanart#my art#original art#took a small break from attacks and I did this#splatoon#splatoon art#splatoon fanart#splatoon fan art#splatoon au#splatoon fuzzy au#fuzzy au#splatoon callie#callie splatoon#callie#callie squid sisters#squid sisters callie#callie cuttlefish#she's god a piece of a salmonid there#question is the quality ok#I genuinely dont know if it's the image or my eyes from how little I sleep#god I really need to care for myself or I'll drop dead in a week#csp#don't like this#but at the same time I do
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“I watch movies for the plot”
The ✨plot✨:
#I was made for lovin’ you babyyyy#made gifs of this scene for the girlies#you’re welcome✨#god he’s so fine bruh it isn’t fair#they KNEW what they were doing with this scene omg#where’s my Colt#SAVE ME COLT SEAVERS#GO WATCH THIS MOVIE RN#colt seavers gif#colt seavers x reader#Jody I’m stealing ur mans#fanfic#x reader#reader#fanfiction#the fall guy#colt seavers#colt seavers gifs#ryan gosling#colt seavers fanfiction#colt seavers x female!reader#colt seavers fic#colt seavers/reader#colt seavers x you#ryan gosling x reader#I need to sleep fr#the fall guy movie#the fall guy fanfiction#ryan gosling gif#ryan gosling edit
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cursed kids v2 ⚠️👹
i've been a jjk first years stan since day one and have been wanting to redraw the first art i did featuring the three of them
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuuji#megumi#nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#im so tired help but theyre DONE im sososoosos pleased with them#even yuuji who dug his heels in to th very end :'>>>#wow 2020 rly was 4 years ago huh#to my credit i still think the designs i came up with in th og r honestly really good???#obv i didn't do a fullbody redraw (n thank god fr that) so i couldn't include All my details and there were some things that i edited#but overall they r solid !!!! i rly regret tht i couldn't include nobara's fishnets dgfhs#gave her her bat instead . equivalent exchange :)#she has one in the original but i specifically remember being bummed that the pose didnt let me show the nails that were in it#so took Full advantage of the new pose here !! she has killed before and will kill again#other changes....yuuji's omamori earring n sword details r New! as is the decision to include his canon scars :> fits the vibe#megumi changed the least?? changed the tassels n colour of his shoulder kanji to match yuuji and gave him a cigarette to fill empty space#other than that i think th majority of his changes r just me getting better at drawing megu#god the edited poses make these designs sing im so happy i did this#these r my kids !!!!! they have grown with me!!!!!#i am very proud and also sleep deprived and i need to not look at these anymore
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stay warm! 🌟🍬🤖🎈
#stupid idiot forgot his mittens. to the shredder#merry yurimas.#polysho#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#proseka#Oh my god im waking uo for the stupid broadcast in like 6 hours im dumb as fuck#WEH. WEH#merry whatever the fuck#AUUUUUU excited to have nothing to do and draw for myself for um 12.. days. Oh my god theres only 12 days til 2nd sem. Oh fuck everything#I NEED TO DRAAAAAAAAW.#guys help i was going to draw song covers i want but i need to sleep cause i have stuff tomorrow but listen#if rks gets a snobbism cover i called it. Ok? ok.#i think it would be funny and just if they dont get another duet again. get the ruinene treatment. CAN WE FREE RNN ACTUALLY ITS CHRISTMAS#what was the other thing. um carnival that song i want it added so bad idk if theres sny songs with its letter count but please.#literally played nijiro stories on repeat while drawing this we need them back#fucking NBOODY TOOOOLD ME ITS EMUKASA WEEK ON STIPID TWITTER IM NOOOOTHING IM NOTHIN#i usually acknowledge that i dont have the moxy to do fanweeks but i really want to be drawing more and faster so i will participate.#emurui week is like march iirc. you wont get away from me this time.
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highly recommend reading "Dial-Tone Demon" by @sinisternoodles101 and @keplitz
i love the rotary au designs i HAD to stay up and draw em' sorrh its messy im gonna slep now 👍
#dial-tone demon#dial-tone demon au#rotary sun#rotary moon#WHICH BTW THE DESIGNS ARE SO GOOD OH MY GOD?#ive been obsessing for the past... since i read what was on ao3#i need to sleep for work jesus chris#i had touch tone telephone on loop for this#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#sundrop#moondrop#dca au#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#also excuse the shitty colors its late i am the eepy eeper#reigen arataka was a clear vision in my head for this idk what else to say#cw bright colors#bright colors#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#pingdoobles
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