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caputvulpinum · 1 year

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yeah we might be brothers in christ but so were cain and abel so shut the fuck up before i decide to find a rock about it

#postscript;#if you try to tell me cain and abel were not brothers in christ shut up pls #i've studied theology for nearly a decade. i know more than you.#christ's harrowing of hell exists to retroactively turn all of humanity even before his existence into ''brothers'' in christ #because it is not a literal term it is an evangelist term. bc christianity in all denominations is evangelistic in nature #not being a christian is 1. a moral incorrect choice according to them and #2. not actually possible. everyone is judged as a christian everyone is fundamentally supposed to be christian #calling someone a brother in christ is just calling them christian.#so ergo according to doctrine cain and abel are in fact brothers in christ #but #and this is far more important than any of that #i was not trying to be perfectly accurate to the theological timeline of the tanakh vs torah vs old testament vs new testament vs apocrypha #i was trying to make a silly one line joke on the internet #and all you do when you try to go Well Actually They Werent is make yourself look stupid and pedantic.#so for the love of god stop it with needing to be right online im so bored and tired

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bedforddanes75 · 21 days

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do you have any fanfiction recs??

I DO!!!!!! im honoured that someone's thought of Me to ask for recs omg... anyway theyll be under the cut because making long posts without a cut makes me feel mean

okay im assuming u mean gatty cos. its Me so sorry if u didnt 😞 smut is marked with * btw!!! (also before i start i'm sorry to everyone i tag i Hate tagging it's really scary.) SO. in no specific order. let's go

love me to death* by...somebody who i do not know the tumblr of (sorry) is amazing. i'd also recommend everything else by this person, too, because all of it is beautiful.

all the king's horses by the wonderful @allylikethecat is one of my all time faves, it just makes me want to scream and cry and yell and jump up and down. in a very, very good way!! (also, it has horses, so.)

the big light by @betweenthings2 is for real godsent, and i would die to be able to write like this!!!!! (but if u do then tw for speak of s/a!! keep urself safe!) it's beautiful and sad and sad and sad and wonderful. again, i'd recommend everything else by them, too!!! (also loads of crisps because it got updated like three seconds ago, and i Love It)

in the search for it, inside of you* by @arainesque is so beautifully sad, and the best thing ever. it's so soft and wonderful and lovely and aaaaaahhh!!! the way she wrote their dynamic makes my heart ACHE. obsessed always :(((((<3

how little i really know (about the things that matter)* OH MY GOD. farm boy george. literally almost entirely what inspired deus like it's AMAZING. beautiful and i love it so much

roadkill, again, by @betweenthings2 because she's genuinely amazing and deserves nine hundred thousand billion kudos on every single fic <3 (tw for restrictive (i think) EDs btw!!) i think if i read this while not in a good mood i would explode and die. it's amazing

into my spiral patterns you (my love) by @lookedlikethebins which is in progress rn is HWHSKJSJSJ. beautiful. obsessed with how they've written george in this one <3

okay im Very sorry to everyone who i tagged here i genuinely hate tagging people so much it makes me SICK but i kinda felt bad speaking about fics and Not tagging people. LORD. someone give me a tumblr etiquette class

#TELL ME IF THESE LINKS DONT WORK OR SO HELP ME GOD...#sorry for taking years i was watching the dragon prince and im SO INVESTED??#and to dust thou shalt return or whatever #okay no im sorry theres only like five i was getting stressed and i didnt know whether i should do not many or loads or what so i settled #on not many so im not irritating people with tags omg im stressed to fuck dude #why is everyone saying bed chem is good . stop lying .#im sorry like how can u say bed chem is good when taste is RIGHT THERE.#i genuinely think i have the most ridiculous hate in my heart #i dont like bed chem But the lyrics are making me giggle #i like this new era of unapologetic horniness in women musicians #i was gonna say female but. FEMALE #ull just have 2 taste me when hes kissing u 😁#sorry im still stressed like guys im tagging you im.SORRY dont hate me #anyway i think ive cried to half of these #everyone mentioned here i would DIE for you i swear to god #ive been waiting for someone to ask me for recs literally just so i could sit and gush about my favs honestly ☠️#asks #anon #blah blah!#fic recs #gatty #i hate that word.#delete it from existence pls i DONT WANNA TAG IT ANYMORE it just looks weird #however i will Continue to use it #matty x george #thats Slightly better...#ANYWAY.

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reapkusho · 2 months

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A lot of people say kainess is incredibly one-sided (on ness' part) but I think Kaiser did want to keep him for a while because that was the only thing he wanted — for "something that lasts" and to "love and be loved". The only thing that'd really last is for someone that truly loves you that would keep coming back even if you push them away and/or abuse their affection.

It was because Ness kept coming back and the fact that he went through the same thing as him — not getting any love and affection as a child (guess he related to him?) — that kaiser decided to keep him. but after he realized that restricting himself and being uncomfortable was the key to being the best then he went and let him go — which means Kaiser can't really "love" because that'd mean being comfortable with something > then he goes searching for something to keep and love again which means he's at peak desperate condition > when he finds it he has to let it go because he'd be comfortable > cycle repeats.

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#yeah so the problem is that ... i fuck things up :(((#i know that i mattered to him i felt that he cared and that i was important #like honestly it's one of the few times i've ever felt it #but then comes the fucking bpd and avpd insecurity #like if i just one time perceive that oh im annoying #then i just pull back and think am i crazy why could anyone not think im annoying #even if i got reassurance multiple times i was like still .. it was still so hard for me #and like with everything i write on here it makes it seem like i dont care or dont value etc etc #also like :(( im not too fragile to hear abt problems or troubles. i make it seem like its that way #but i WANT to be here and listen to the person i care for. it's not too much for me and idk with how emotionally intense i am #idk how to show that... and im too scared of expressing positive emotions bc i fear being ridiculed by the universe #and it all gets so wrong bc he never made me feel ashamed or stupid or too much #he made me feel the opposite!!!! it was me who made it seem like i didnt care it was me who pulled back #it's so sad and frustrating bc the entire time i kept thinking to myself dont ruin this dont ruin this #be aware of the avpd symptoms and stop them pls dont ruin this #and i tried but in hindsight and with more context clues from the other perspective..#i realized that what i felt wasnt shown... :(((#so i am upset bc im not 'losing' someone (romantically) who doesnt value or care for me #it's someone who i did matter to who did care for me and want me #who i was too scared too fearful to be brave and show him and let him #god.. i hate myself so much!!!#and i do hate myself bc of this. bc it has happened before #it happened now with the most important person to me #and it will happen again #and idk.. bc my brain is also so stupid bc #NOW i know. now im not scared anymore with that person. but it's too late :c #(like i thought i shouldve given space but then i get anxious and i pull away too much and idk how to find the balance)

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crybaby-bkg · 2 years

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am I the only one who gets scared to shit talk certain characters bc what if they manifest themselves into the real world and yolk my ass up for shit talking them?????? does that make sense omg????

like cussing Dabi out for beating hero ass while watching the show, and then falling asleep, only to wake up in the middle of the night bc you feel someone watching you. and lo and behold he’s standing at the end of your bed, his eyes damn near glowing in the dark as he drags your ankles down until you’re pressed against him???? and he promises to make you eat your words by the time he goes back to his own world???? pls tell me this doesn’t sound crazy 🧍🏽‍♀️

#is this comprehensible #pls say yes aidhdkdjd #I was just cussing shiggy out while watching #I think it’s ep 9 #and I was thinking like #oh my god I’d be fucked if he manifested himself to be in my room just to beat my ass #(in the seggsy way 🤫)#and I stopped talking shit bc I scared myself akdhdkfjf #I kinda wanna write more of this and make it a fic but what I freak myself out omg #I did that once when I wrote a stalker bkg fic where he hacked your phone and could hear/see you ALL the time #now I can’t **** without getting nervous someone’s listening LMFOAJDKDJFJF #it’s my anxiety triggering the paranoia leave me alone iahskdjddj #—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬

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tumsa · 11 months

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are any atiny still alive????????

#oh my god i just..............#pls someone stop san #i'm speechless #ateez #would make gifs but first you need to resuscitate me

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2truehearts · 1 year

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ew what the fuck

#i feel like throwing up #i js saw a post abt someone blatantly shamelessly and disgustingly plagiarizing someone else's work #and god i js wanna ask where do you get that ability to feel no shame to apologize AND FUCKING REPOST ANOTHER SOON AFTER #is fucking mind-blowing to me honestly #and seeing them on a dash from someone i follow make me wanna explode in their (the plagiarizer's) face #ew i need to get this out of my system this is horrifying and offending pls get a life and pick up a dictionary #im sure youll be able to write with ur own hands in a week or two as to not resort to stealing someone else's hard work #the worst part is they make the fica abt A WHOLE NOTHER CHARACTER FROM A DIFFERENT FUCKING SHOW #oh my god i dont think ill stop cussing them out if i continue goodbye im gonna go cool off #— nonsense.#tw discourse #???#idk but ill js tag it as that

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exopelagic · 7 months

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sudden realisation that the thing holding my art back is that I never had an anime phase

#going to find a time machine and get my younger self into death note or smth #I have been driving myself insane for the past few years bc I wanna draw characters but all I know how to do is portraits #I’m trying to figure out how I could recreate smth similar now and tragically I think it does just come down to draw more :/#however! I am also going to try using brushes which will be bad for sketchiness and better for lineart bc I might need to force myself here #I just gotta simplify things down to basic shapes how hard can it be #[has been thinking this exact thing for years and it’s not worked]#I am getting better every time I do stuff I’m just not satisfied bc art is frustrating when you know what you want but can’t get there #god it’s 2am I should not be awake rn but I could draw again tonight so I was taking advantage #endlessly frustrated by hair. why is it so awkward. I need to understand hair better how do I do this #i have a feeling it’s bc I’ve not figured out how to apply the shit I figured out abt volume yet #I’m also getting impatient bc I’ve been trying to do a study thing for some art styles but I decided I wanted to draw ocs instead of that #when I hadn’t gotten to the actually important bit which was. making smth new. but I can still do that #and I ended up doing a different style anyway (someone pls stop me rounding everything make me use high opacity square brush for my health)#the Other problem is I never wanna switch brushes. like I want to use one brush for whole drawing bc the extra clicks annoy me #I wonder if there’s a shortcut to swap brushes #anyway I’m gonna stop complaining bc drawing is fun but god I wish I’d drawn some more pokey mans when I was a teenager yknow #ideally younger. would rlly like to not have to actually think to figure this out rn #I’m probably overthinking stuff anyway honestly and I KNOW I’ll get it if I practice enough but goddamn it is hard to practice #especially when my me insists on making the bad things look better by making it more realistic #instead of figuring out why the shapes aren’t working #OKAY IM DONE WITH THIS NOW. GONNA TRY NEW ART THINGS LATER STOP TALKING <3 #luke.txt

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated

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peaceeandcoolestvibes · 1 year

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#nothing more annoying than u trynna do some studying and folks sitting next to ya to tell u dumb shit like bro do u ever shut the fuck up #my goodness #some bitch is trying to stuDy LMAOOOO and they don’t shut up! ever!!!!!!!#how tf am I supposed to concentrate LMAOOOO it’s truly dumb shit they talk about #at this point I’m tired af about hearing dumb shit 24/7 #to the point I call people annoying or I tell them the shut the fuck up for once pls #or I just move seats or others tell me to sit next to em #my patience be running thin at this point like mfs are annoying af I tell them and they keep annoying me #same with this dumbass who’s my ex #y’all ever get the hint? it’s not even a hint - I straight up tell y’all you’re annoying AS FUCK #wHew god bless #yesterday I was talking and laughing w some friends in class and I had this chick following me around asking me the same 60 questions (#about one thing the professor has just explained - like bro shut up and pay attention maybe? it’s irritating as hell ngl)#and I moved to talk w friend o and she went after me to talk to me I move elsewhere and she follows me around like a puppy #my god pls be your own person and stop following me around LMFAOOO #this is why I could never be a teacher - someone talks and u interrupt them to ask me what they just said when A) they’re not even finished #and B) u ask the same thing 90 times?#she’s soOooOoOOo irritating #others keep telling me whew she makes everyone uncomfortable #she the fuck does #🫣🫠🙄

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vulpixelates · 1 year

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i am trying so hard to get into harrow the ninth after absolutely demolishing gideon the ninth but i just haven't been enjoying it as much so far :( spoilers in tags

#SPOILERS AHEAD I AM WARNING YOU ⚠️#dykereading the locked tomb #i MISS GIDEON SO MUCH #and rn harrow doesnt even seem to be aware thay GIDEON EVEN EXISTED and its making me SO SAD #ik its probablt temporary but god its just so dad #sad***#and i really HATE the second person perspective. hatehatehate. it was certainly a choice and im sure theres a reason for it but its flfkdjs #making me MISERABLE i do not like it flfkfjd #someone pls tell me it stops before the end of the book 😩😩😩#usually i love when narrators are even mildly insane but the second person perspective is just so uncomfy for some reason idk

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mazojo · 2 years

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Guys I finished the supernatural aliens not aliens demogorgons dnd something something show !

#so many thots so many head empty i am quite literally dealing !!!#as you can see characters are ranked in a scale of whether they are Will Byers or not and as most of the cast is not will Byers they can't #be as cool important relevant funny and interesting as S tier rip #ALL JOKES ASIDE I AM CRYING SCREAMING AND THROWING UP ALL AT ONCE S4 FINALE HELLO???#(also no one get offended okay this is me being funny dont take me seriously)#but yes objectively Joyce is the best character in the show but Will makes me emo because he needs a hug and therapy and aha pls someone #help him and by someone I mean Mike Wheeler helLO STOP BEING DUMB REACT DO SOMETHING #every time mike says does or literally appears on my screen is constant go girl give us nothing it irks my blood #I still love them all but goD did they decide to make Mike annoying !#plot wise s1 is the best imo but emotionally devastating wise s4 because none of them made me cry except the last one in the lumax scene #loved s3 aesthetic tho and s2 Noah's acting is amazing #ship wise only canon ships I care about is Joyce and hopper & Lucas and max #(hopefully robin next season please ??? girlfriend???)#non canon obviously Will x mike soulmates and it hurts haha but also love me my max x el and steddie was also nice #I thought I would care about Eddie more and while I dont hate him or anything he was just kinda there and I wish he had more moments to shin #because that final scene with dustin was devastating #anyways sorry I needed to rant I have feelings #stranger things

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oseike · 1 year

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I RETURN, 7 DAYS LATER, GASPING WEAKLY BUT STILL INTACT

....I have finished orv whew

#that was good #personal #kdj is an idiot and i understand why yjh wants to punch him oh my gOD #but also pls don't punch him #he really needs someone to juuuust stay by him and also stop him from being stupid #yoohankim forever #ahhhh #i am mentally wrapping kdj in a fuzzy blanket and handing him tea and making him stay there for a while #actually yjh too #u did good

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dantaku · 2 years

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delicatetaysversion · 2 months

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i want to be the strongest most unaffected aloofest person ever but im literally the weakest saddest cries at every inconvenience type of person and man.

#i got tiny little bit fever just 100 #and i can't find dolo #and it's making me cry #i miss my mom i don't want to grow up I HATE GROWING UP i need my mother to sit and #shake the thermometer because ive broken them twice and i want her to stare at the clock for 2 mins #so i can close my eyes as if im in the greatest pain known to mankind #it's fucking ridiculous how the littlest things stick with you #and my dad called out of the blue and he was like i miss you and i know it's just a plot he can't bear to stay alone there #and now that mom has done her time he needs me to be there #but it's fucking making me cry nonstop since the evening #i don't even freaking understand why i sit alone for 2 secs and start crying eveb tho my head is empty #i just.#fuck him for lying about missing me needing me hasn't he fucked me up enough #he told me he loved me in 11th grade and like. obviously it wasn't true #i remember arguing back then he was so angry he was like what is love to you and i was so young i didn't think about stuff like that in 11 #and i said it's wanting the other person to be happy because that's the most basic thing i could imagine trying to make the other person #happy and being there for them #and he was like NO you're just a child love is respect love is when i tell you something is right and you believe me #i didn't think it was true back then and i really fuckjnv know that it isn't true now #and just. everytime someone says they like me love me i feel like it's a lie because well my dad both my parents really #say they love me and obviously it isn't true #they wouldn't treat me this way if it was #so like. god. pls you've done enough you've wrecked enough havoc i can't study i can't maintain friendships #i can't maintain loving relationships all cause of you #and the audacity to say you miss me after all this after jm sitting 21 years old just carefully trying not to think about dying everyday #he says sweet things and then as soon as ive agreed to him he immediately becomes the rude horrible selfish person he is #im so so sooo sick of him i don't want to deal with him anymore i just want to fast forward 1.5 years and move out and #i want him to stop having so much fucking control over me physically emotionally #im not even near my period ut JUST ended ige never cried this much without periods #it's so fuckung scary man crying and crying and crying and you feel like you'll never be able to stop

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sillyf4gg · 7 months

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like, i know the internet is a absolute crazy place but like... WHY THE FUCK ARE Y'ALL SHIPPING ADAM AND LUCIFER UNIRONICALLY??? I KNOW THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE CRACK SHIPS BUT ACTUALLY SHIPPING THEM IS LIKE THAT STALIN AND ALDOF H TIKTOK.

#idk how to tag this #someone pls help #STOP WITH THAT.#its not even funny #hope god exist #Just to make y'all burn for that #/hj but also /srs

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