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every-ogata · 1 month ago

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#golden kamuy #satoru noda #ogata hyakunosuke #mangacap #chapter 215 #mod fave #ogata x gun #god please never ever be normal ever

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acekindaneat · 2 years ago

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A Wedding. 💍

Based on Lapidist's work on ao3.

^^please give it a read because it's really good but i had to cut out a lot of bits to fit it into 10 pages :0

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holdyourcheese · 10 months ago

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hhhhhhhhhh. . agjhfkkn ..

#i will never be normal ever again #please ignore whatever it is my hands r doing #unreal #i cannot wrap my head around this #he saw the 8 ball nipple pasties……..gods plan #fob

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edwinisms · 6 months ago

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see I can’t accept charles’ comic background and socioeconomic status as canon for the show because if I did that would mean the whole group would be a bunch of rich kids and that’s a horrifying concept

#ranging from vaguely upper class (niko and charles via comic logic) to presumably quite wealthy (edwin) to straight up ultrarich (crystal)#well off but doesn’t own a mansion -> owns a mansion -> owns several mansions in several countries #but yeah that aside. I don’t like the idea of him being raised upper class or even upper middle and yes I know he went to a private catholic #school that presumably costs a decent amount of money but for one we don’t Know how much exactly by that point in time (I’m assuming it was #more prestigious and expensive back in edwin’s day) and it’s not like middle class or even working class people can never afford #to send their one (1) kid to catholic school. like that’s really not too unusual. I know this is an american example but im thinking about #lady bird and her catholic school situation- her family was financially unstable and still paid for Catholic school because it was (in their #opinion) the best offering for an education in the neighborhood (and as someone who lives in the same city in the same Area of the same #city I can tell you that that choice does make sense even for a non-catholic. the public schools round here can be uhhhhhh rough)#so im seeing charles’ situation sorta like that #his dad seems like the type to want him ‘kept in line’ and ‘whipped into shape’ and I think he’d pay for that if he could manage it #idk something about charles is just……he has an appeal by being the Normal Kid amongst them. not raised as anything special. not having all #his needs met. never expecting to do anything super grand with his life. just a city kid yknow #anyway SOMEONES gotta know how to cook. I don’t think crystal or edwin have ever had to cook for themselves in their lives and niko seems to #live on instant ramen and i mean I bet she can cook very basic japanese meals but that’s about it #please for the love of god tell me charles learned some stuff from his mom and can cook an adequate meal #I know ghosts don’t eat but shut up #rambling #charles #dead boy detectives spoilers

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wizardnuke · 2 months ago

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um personally i think that if your girlfriend is insecure over you being friends with another girl you should run far away really fast. but i may be misreading the situation. i don't think i am though.

#i may be misreading. all i know is she got pissed at my friend while we were hanging out but friend has mentioned that she's 'got #trauma over being cheated on' which is understandable but we have been friends for a year and also i go out of my way to try and make this #girl understand i want to be her friend and i'm not trying for anything. i have a fucking bf. she has met my bf. she has seen how i am #around my bf vs around her gf. we r legit just friends. what the fuck man. please be normal and don't stress ur gf out like this. it's mean #:( idk all i know for sure is she said something that upset her while i was out of earshot but im using context clues and im not stupid.#genuinely i think she is misreading some stuff. yes me and her gf/my friend get along really really well but it's like.. two kids who met i #a playplace kind of way. we do shenanigans and talk about stuff. i do not want to fw her. i am not willing to fw such a heavy smoker.#i love her dearly but sometimes i think she is- love and light- incredibly pretentious in a way that irritates me a little. fine for a #friend. intolerable in a partner. many reasons why i would never. also I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. THAT I AM SO SERIOUS ABOUT.#insulting to me. honestly. but i could be misreading but i don't think i am.#and insulting as fuck to her gf who is head over heels possibly blindly in love with her my god.#idk i just don't trust that she isn't still insecure about me. and i don't like that she said something upsetting while we were having fun.#i don't like it.#girl i dont want your gf for so many reasons. also i am in a relationship what the fuck girl. what the fuck do you think of me. and also #have some fucking trust in your own gf. insane behavior. insane. she would never ever cheat on her she is possibly one of the most honest #and like. morally sound people i have ever met. she would never. it's so fucked up to think that of her.

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musashi · 3 months ago

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please don't send me asks where you hold my hand and explain other people's intent to me because I asked a rhetorical question or did a bit I promise you guys if I ever had a genuine question I would not fucking be asking the ableism website that makes me feel constantly infantilizes any time I show even the slightest bit of curiosity about ANYTHING I have sworn an oath to never ever ask a single question on here

#wordy wendy #just got a long ask like oh i see u have shown bewilderment at someone acting stupid. allow me to illuminate for u. u socially inept baby #i normally just block for shit like that but in feeling generous tonight #please for the love of god dont do that. and maybe just practice having more faith in the intelligence of kf others #assume i never ever want anyone on this website to answer a question unless i beg.

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shaykai · 1 year ago

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Something something Gortash very tenderly brushing his hand through Durge’s hair or running it along the small of their back. The intimacy startles them and they have a knife to his chest within a matter of seconds, but it never presses in, and he tells them to relax- and slowly- they do. Something something.

#I’m having soft thoughts #they’re a mess together but I do like to think they have very quiet tender moments #where for just a moment they can almost imagine that they’re two normal people leading normal lives #where the consequences of their relationship and inevitably bloody end to it aren’t constantly hanging over their heads #also something about Gortash being one of the only people to ever touch Durge like that #and Durge promptly freaking out about it because they never want him to stop doing that but they have a job to do and a god to please and #they can’t do it all #anyways #yeah shdjdjdj #durgetash #the dark urge #enver gortash #bg3 spoilers #just in case cause of the tags

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to-dance-beneath-the-diamond-sky · 9 months ago

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I know it’s international asexuality day and we’re supposed to be proud of being ace and all. But idk. That’s hard when I really really hate that I’m ace. Being a cisgender heteroromantic sex-repulsed ace is not exactly a fun or positive experience for me. It is just me feeling lonely and defective and wrong all the fucking time. Like that’s genuinely great for all the aces and aro people out there who love it and can take pride in it. You’re valid and you’re not broken and I’m happy for you that you can embrace and celebrate this part of your identity, I genuinely am. But for me personally, I would give just about anything to not be ace, I hate it so much. Being ace has never not once done a single good for me.

#I’m sorry #but I just want to be normal #Yeah yeah yeah I know internalized acephobia and all that #but idk #being ace has genuinely never resulted in a single good thing for me #very very hard not to hate it when it only ever makes life more difficult for you #idk maybe it’s just that it combines with my other trauma and shit but like #I still hate it and would give almost anything to not be this way #I want to be lovable #I want to be able to be in a normal healthy romantic relationship #instead of being terrified of them and sabotaging everything because the person will want to have sex #And the thought of having sex with anyone is literally panic inducing #Anyways #please ignore me #im just being emo and sad #Because I have such an intense crush on someone right now #And I can’t pursue it because I’m ace and he’d want things from me and I’m just. I just can’t #I can’t even talk about being ace to people because no one gets it and it makes me soo uncomfortable to have to talk about it or explain it #so yeah he’s so nice and I really really really like him. But like every other of the few times I’ve been romantically attracted to someone #I’m not gonna act on it because I’m fucking ace and I’m gonna be alone my whole fucking life #Because no one would ever want to be with me given the way I am #God #sorry please just ignore me #Personal

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emdotcom · 7 months ago

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New Post Shift 2 content has dropped. We eat well, tonight, lads (the lads being myself)

#em.txt #oh hell yehs #god please be charitable to this game or have a basic modicum of decency & respect for the hours put in by the creator #I don't need people to say it's good or even that they like it. i just need them to not be dismissive #& regurgitate the same 'it's bad bc it's difficult & weird' shctick I've seen 100x over #also like. first i talk to somebody who likes the game & then spiff revisits ps2 & now somebody's making a huge video on it?#this is not normal. this type of interest i have garnering sudden attention has never happened before.#closest that's ever occurred is the tri/gun remake which got people's eyes on the seri s again #but it is a new remake written differently with different designs & in a different style & medium #so it's like saying somebody got into mario when you mean super mario bros (1) & they mean Mario Galaxy #meanwhile this is like if 3 people got into Super Mario Bros. 1 unprompted while you adore it

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seventh-district · 3 days ago

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sometimes it’s late at night and you’re cleaning your room and you come across a few old black and white photos of a young girl and you stare at them for a long minute wondering how on earth they got lost in an old Kroger shopping bag with an unopened pack of cigarettes and a receipt dated 2017.

and you look at the girl in the pictures sat on the floor of someone’s home you don’t recognize, smiling and playing with a set of keys and a tiny part of you feels like it recognizes her but you aren’t sure.

and you flip the pictures over hoping to find some sort of annotation that would give you context and all you find is the year 1964 stamped in tiny font along the edge.

and you flip them back over and time stands still as you realize that the recognition you feel is because she looks so much like you once did and next thing you know your hands are sweating and shaking and you have to sit on the floor because you’re crying so hard because it hits you all at once that you’re looking at your mother.

#hey Siri play In Color by Jamey Johnson for me please #music stuff #you should’ve seeeeen it in cooolllloor #Seven.txt #Seven’s Public Diary #normal Sunday night behavior #me? up all night hyperfocused on cleaning out my depression cave to achieve a sense of change and accomplishment -#- and ignoring every other aspect of my life including abandoning time sensitive tasks lest i get distracted and lose all motivation???#more likely than you think!#i’ve been at this since new years and i’m only like. halfway done. Gods help me #like i don’t mean ‘cleaning’ as in doing some light dusting. i mean there’s junk and trash piled 2/3rds of the way to the ceiling #when i call this room my depression/mental illness cave i Mean it #but no longer. i shall finally return this room to an acceptable state for the first time since. uh. 2022? i think?#i found a plastic container of dates buried under some laundry and the sticker says they’re from March of last year lmao #i forgot about those/thought i threw them away. but they were thankfully sealed so well that they hadn’t drawn any bugs #and oddly enough hadn’t even visibly molded/gone bad. but i didn’t open them up for a smell test i just chucked ‘em in my giant trash bag #i’m finding all kinds of shit i forgot i even had which is nice but it’s also distracting me like those pictures did #i’ll have to show them to her and ask her about them tomorrow #and ur probably like ‘u found old pics of a girl that looks like you why didn’t you immediately recognize ur own mom’#and 1. there’s countless pics of countless old relatives around this house that i barely/don’t recognize and never even met #and 2. i’ve barely ever seen any pics of my mom from such a young age so i have no images to reference in my mind #and it just fucked me up bc. i don’t look like her anymore. i only see Him in the mirror. but i Used to look like her. i’m turning into him #and i fucking hate it so much. i don’t like that she looks at me and sees him. great now i feel sick.#anyways thats enough reminiscing i need to get some water and food in me and get back to cleaning. i shan’t rest until i’m satisfied #well. my period + depression combo kinda Did make me rest which is why it’s taken 5 days but still. the horrors persist but so do i #it’s not just for the sense of accomplishment tho. i also need to move the 75gal tank out of the living room thanks to the floor situation #so i’m trying to make room in my room for it since it has the newest & strongest floor. i just need to find a level spot thats big enough #my back is gonna be so fucked after all this cleaning that i’ll have to rest for a fucking week before moving that heavy ass glass box #i hate moving big aquariums it makes me so anxious. and i literally don’t know if i’ll have anyone capable of helping me #so it might not even happen and it’ll just have to sit empty in the living room forever. but Maybe he can/will help me

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midnightdemonhunter · 1 year ago

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Oh my...this pantomine is getting gory

#the locked tomb #ianthe tridentarius #coronabeth tridentarius #naberius tern #tlt #midnight draws #yes the caption is from Ugly Story by phemiec. i have never read hs disclaimer. but god does that song fit this trio #anyway please read into this. the third house are my favorite normal people ever

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itsalwaysdark · 2 months ago

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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!

#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again #pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji #but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i #suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their #mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y #idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and #flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone #forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont #mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik #is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and #since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH #wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig #i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction #+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like #on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs #significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i #a restaurant or something #Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse #who is To be honest rather bare minimum #normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST #woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that

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pankomako · 1 year ago

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well i mean. what does this say about me

#i didnt watch the video #ive never watched any of that person's content ever #yet i often get recommended their content #anyway GOD i wish my acne would just. disappear forever. please #'oh we should normalize acne-' i appreciate it. but please. for my own health and sanity i would rather not have it

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science-lings · 7 months ago

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Ryunosuke is so funny in my Phoenix AU bc yes, he's still the most normal guy, that doesn't change at all, he still gets so nervous in stressful situations and never really knows what's going on, the only difference is that he has an actual backstory he doesn't want to share and he is fully aware of the fact that he can die. None of this changes the overall plot (unless I deem it so after thinking about it more,) and no one figures it out because they have no reason to. Ryunosuke doesn't have the thing going on that Phoenix does where it's a shock that he is still alive.

But where's the fun in that? I'm sure there's no reason at all that Mr. little guy/prey animal-core/ foreigner who unearths government secrets/ Naruhodo would ever be in any physical danger... there's no reason anyone would want him dead... right?

#the vibe of making the most pathetic guy technically a god is just so funny to me #though it would be fun if Sholmes figured there's something weird about him but can never quite figure it out #hes a pawn in everyone elses schemes but he's secretly the guy that can burn the city down not that he would but like... he could #tiniest guy in london most muggable man the most underestimatable guy out there is actually an immortal being with unfathomable power #the juxtaposition is one of my favorite things #he is the guy ever #i like the idea of every single person ever looking at him and being unimpressed but deep within him is a fire that burns eternally #he is trying so hard to be the most normal person in a city full of the weirdest people ever made but he's so unique and no one knows #it's important to note that this whole au has a secret magic world element and everyone cool has some kind of quirk but Ryu's so Normal #also van zeiks would sense something weird bc the phoenix has a blood thing and that guy is definitely a vampire but Ryu is so normal #why would anyone think there's something weird going on with him #hes just a little guy #please try not to set him on fire #Phoenix!Naruhodo AU

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jikigo · 8 months ago

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you ever just see a post and just

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.⬅️🫀⬅️

#Worst emoji combo ever but it’s gon be such big depression hours down here so scroll if you want im on the brink of throwing up #don’t you just bloody love it how over the past 3 years you’ve only seen people the large total of…. 4 times!!! An average of seeing someon #outside of school 1.3 times per year!! What a bloody fantastic way to spend your teenage years!#Don’t you also just love it when people talk right to you about how they all went out together over the weekend and like did some stupid #shit like your average high schooler would do and you’re just like “oh. I went to my 1 and a half hour long dance class and got ignored the #entire time and when you did try to talk they just spoke over you” oh my fucking god I hate that place so much even the teacher fucking #ignores me once we were going in a circle and she was asking everyone what they got for Christmas and I was in the middle of the circle so #thought hey maybe someone will actually acknowledge my existence but she fucking ignored me and went to next person like why the fuck #And now I’m debating staying in that shithole bc I was invited to a gc for that class and I stupidly thought that someone might want me #There. I wasn’t even invited I secretly scanned the qr code to join over someone else’s shoulder #everyone else there is the best of bloody friends and I’m just there talking to one friend who I don’t even think is my friend #“Hey man I’m really fucking sad rn can I talk to you” ��womp womp have you heard stupid fact no.3848594 about my ocs while I ignore you when #you talk about anything else about me” oh my god shut up literally no one else sane would see someone like that their closest friend rn #At least someone wants to talk to me #Like what is it that makes people not want to see my please just tell me I’ll change I’m amazing at changing my personality to fit others #promise me on that I’ve done it my entire life #Even just messaging me more than once every year and I’d consider you my best friend this is how bad I’m getting #What is so bloody bad about me that no one else likes I don’t care how badly you fucking word it just something #It shouldn’t be normal to wish death on people you call your mates bc you heard about them all going out together without you #Oh dear did the gc’s without me in it there’s one for every friend group I’ve ever been in why isn’t there one for the main group I’m in rn #Idfc anymore just tell me what I’m doing wrong I keep asking people if they want to go out or how far away they live from some place #And it’s always met with ignoring me talking over me or immediately changing the subject #Please if you’re someone I know irl what the fuck am I doing fucking wrong I can’t fucking do this anymore be as mean as you like #Why the fuck does no one ever want to be around me why do I hear so much about stuff others are doing together but never me #It shouldn’t be normal to prefer being in a toxic relationship than what I’m in rn #I fucking hate everything

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arolesbianism · 9 months ago

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Yet another beautiful day to have the Maxwel tag blocked (can't see half of the posts in the Wendy tags)

#rat rambles #starve posting #maxwell posters have lost any semblance of tolerance from me ages ago Ive yet to meet a maxwell fan who's just like a normal person #and to clarify I actually do like maxwel as I am the number one just some asshole whos in too deep enjoyer #but dear god are ppl just absolutely incapable of being normal abt this man and everyone around him #and even beyond that ppl just do not get this man like please he is indeed interesting but not because of some 'retconed redemption'#like pls we can live in a world where he is not an irridemable monster and is in fact just some guy while also still being a flawed person #like the fact that he is so deeply flawed in ways that he never actually properly adressed and challenged is the interesting thing to me #like look at me. he went through horrible shit he didnt deserve. that didnt inherently make him a better or worse person #it just made him a more miserable person #and he didnt escape because of some change of heart or character development #and afterwards he teamed up with wilson because of necessity #I do think on some level he genuinely cares abt the other survivors and he does have genuine regret for how things turned out #but again those things dont inherently mean he moved past the flaws that got him here it just means he has the ability to recognize that #shit sucks and that he wish none of it happened #its why encore is one of my favorite animations from a character perspective because it shows some juicy charlie and maxwell stuff #mainly it shows both that charlie has not forgiven his ass and is manipulating him and that maxwell is still susceptible to it #which isnt a sigh of them rolling back development it's just a sign that maxwell is easy to manipulate with the right cards #which adds up considering his past and his present very well in my opinion #this is a man whos historically always ran away from his problems and is always on the hunt for a sense of control #and charlie tapped into both that and his ever present guilt #its in fact very unsurprising and not out of place for him to fall for that sort of manipulation #and it also makes for a great set up for the inevitable betrayal from charlie as maxwell is hit by the harsh reality of his situation #and that whole situation would lead to some yummy tasty parallels when charlie inevitably gets betrayed herself (I hope)#the ways charlie and maxwel are so similar yet so different facinates me deeply I love how much charlie doesnt realize shes kinda fucked #I want her to be betrayed so hard and left in the dust with no ground to stand on I want the rug pulled out from under her feet #her composition comes from her confidence in the necessity of her actions and the moral superiority she feels over maxwell #so having her sense of superiority be revoked would make for a super fascinating dynamic as she tries to justify the situation in her head #I wanna see her siral and then maybe change her pronouns idk

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