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sincericida · 2 years ago

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ANDREW GARFIELD at the Zegna Spring/Summer 2024 Fashion/Dinner Show.

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seventh-district · 3 months ago

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Sam: "Look at me. Hey- look at me a second. I know. I know you're tough. I know how strong you are. You have every right to be proud of that. But being able to handle somethin' doesn't mean you should have to. Least of all when I'm right here trying to help. Please let me help. If not for you then for me, because I don't like knowin' you're hurtin', especially when there's somethin' I can do about it."

Me, shaking my head, fighting back literal tears: "B-but it's gonna give you another headache!"

#redacted sam #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted fandom #[Sam's name doubles as a link to the specific lines i quoted btw. just for full credit/transparency & for anyone who wants to (re)listen]#Sam's deep-seated need to heal vs my inability to accept help would be a battle for the ages. unstoppable force vs immovable object #wait Sam already mentioned the force vs object thing to David during the inversion didn't he lmao 'they call /me/ Immovable Object'#he does suit Immovable a little more than Unstoppable i guess. i mean he can def be both imo but ykwim. anyways i digress #listen. i'm not a Marriage kinda guy. but good god the way some of Sam's lines make me wanna take a fucking knee and propose #i'm love him ur honor. he is comfort incarnate #can't believe i waited so long to listen to the Valentines Vampire Attack audio. it's got so much of that sweet sweet hurt/comfort #very reminiscent of their 2nd audio given all the healing he does for them & the consent checks before moving clothing and whatnot #which makes it a top favorite for me bc that's probably my most replayed Sam audio. and the one that initially hooked me #i didn't put off listening to it bc i thought i Wouldn't like it btw i just procrastinate everything for no real reason #listening to it now tho actually worked out well bc i could uh. definitely use it. so maybe i was subconsciously saving it for hard times #this post isn't a joke btw it really does hurt to hear him put himself in pain for the sake of healing Darlin' :(((#anD PAINKILLERS DON'T EVEN WORK ON HIM!!! ough man i would struggle so hard to accept his healing if i were in Darlin's shoes #like yeah there's other reasons i'd struggle to accept it too but him being in pain as a result would be one of 'em. the Guilt bro i can't #rp audio stuff #Seven.txt #(Seven blorbo-posting at 2am when they should either be doing something productive or sleeping?? more likely than you might think)

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crehador · 3 months ago

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brother crab's fall 2024 first impressions: maou 2099

i think i forgot to make a post after the first ep because my first impressions of it were just. not that deep. i do remember going in with zero expectations and thinking hey this is actually better and more interesting than what i'd imagined! but it still wasn't That interesting

HOWEVER

SECOND EPISODE ELEVATED EVERYTHING

first of all peak bishounen demon lord design here. nothing revolutionary but a solid classic. 10/10 no notes

and like okay so the premise of a ye olden fantasy times demon lord being defeated then resurrected into a far future sci-fi world sounded really fun with the potential to be super funny. it made me think of paripi koumei which was basically incredible

the first ep was a little higher on the drama than the humor imo, but the second ep? second ep, the humor really hit

i'm absolutely loving the demon lord's extremely loyal, faithful follower who worked for centuries to resurrect him and is also his number one simp. like this poor girl almost got outed as a demon king otome doujinshi otaku. right in front of her demon king

demon lord's job hunt and the outcome of it is also just. i won't even spoil it because. hilarious. truly

the worldbuilding is also reasonably interesting, i think that was one of the things that impressed me most in the first episode

overall, really pleasantly surprised by this one and looking forward to more!

#crab watches #fall 2024 #first impressions #maou 2099 #THE FACT. THAT LIKE YATO NORAGAMI HE NEEDS BELIEVERS TO BE POWERFUL #(a trope i enjoy immensely for gods btw)#SO THEY MAKE HIM BECOME A [REDACTED]#SINCERELY TOO FUNNY. TO ME #series composition guy also did majo to yajuu series composition recently #which inspires confidence! enjoyed that a lot #he also did biscuit hammer series composition which... um...............#the less said the better. on that #HE ALSO IS THE HYPMIC GUY #LIKE. THE STORY. GUY #OF THE MANGA. AND MAIN CANON. SO THAT'S. UM. SOMETHING. TO ME #it was while i was looking at his credits that i noticed #he's credited with involvement on rhyme anima s1 but literally not at all on s2 #like gee the original scenario writer of hypmic main canon wasn't involved in rhyme anima s2?#I'M SHOCKED <- sarcastic guy #really cool that i kept saying it feels like s2 was not written by people who have read hypmic much less written it before #and was right 😑#anyway this is wildly off topic now lmao maou 2099 is great so far

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thechampagnesocialist · 5 months ago

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hi so i was at all in today and i met oli ?!?! my dad was at the bar and he was there too so my dad started talking to him about wrestletalk and stuff. my dad mentioned me and oli told my dad that he wanted to meet me too like what ?!? so my dad got me while oli waited for us and we talked for like ages !! i gave him a friendship bracelet and he shook my hand and we took a picture with him its kinda crazy hes such a nice person. he said he was gonna give the other friendship bracelets to pete and luke and tempest and dan. crazy

hello????

first thing first, hope you have a good time at all in. second thing second, wild that one of the first people you decided to share this story with (right after all in, might I add) is tumblr user champagnesocialist.

#no rolls barred #nrb #wrestletalk #ask and ye shall receive #i have so many questions for you anon #namely: what's up with the friendship bracelets and did you just give him five (or more) of them???#and also what did you talk about #and also can i see the photo (cropped and redacted etc of course)#and also how tall is he actually. I only had guesstimates and I need some info #and also how was the swerve finale cause ngl thats about as much investment as i had this all in #and so much more. god. its late here and im tired but so incredibly wired now #this is wild. the level of separation is insane. i will never be over the fact that someone -- after meeting oli davis in person -- went:#''you know who will rly want to hear about this? no 1 oli stan tumblr user champagnesocialist''

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soap-is-an-artist · 4 days ago

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Hooray... it's 7 in the morning and I stayed up all night listening to the imperium... I feel so happy and satisfied with my life choices...

I am feeling very much not cowabunga, dude

[SEVERE rambling in tags]

#ouww it hurts!! it hurts!!! this is the stuff you're supposed to leave for angst fic writers not make canon in an alt universe?? ERIK PLEASE #i hate the whole entire world right now. genuinely cannot speak to anyone normally for the next 3-4 business days.#I have no one irl to rant to about this FUCK im stranded. im quarantined. im being held against my will free meee #The irl friend i have who knows anything at all about redacted only knows freelancer s1 i cannot drop this bigass plot on them #Genuinely i might start going mad out of repression. Erik writing “hope you enjoy” in the desc as if that wasnt the most painfully torturou #experience I've ever had in my life. The fucking inevitability. I knew Echo was going to pull some shit. IM JUST GLAD VIN AND FL ARE OK #they were NOT the turning point just let them live their cabin in the woods fantasy for however long they can okay...#Also I kinda love imp!vega. not the biggest fan of prime bc of the whole child beating situation but i sure loved this guy.#really knew what he was talking about when it came to revolutions and stuff. Like he's good. no disrespect to avior but vega did good #and he was so gentle with his partner which i find more appealing than torture but that's just me. that's just me i get it #And uh. speaking of that. Imp!sam. Yeah i get why some of yall are goin wild over him and i wish i could say i shared the sentiment but hes #too scary im weak like that. when i know a bastard would simply kill me without a care im just not into that yknow? or maybe you dont #Glad we got twisted gay damihux at the end though MUAHAJAJA that's one of the only redeeming lights that kept me alive #FUCKKKK SHIT FU K SJIT DAM ASHERS ENTIRE SCENE WITH BRACJIUM GOD HELP ME. ID DIE FOR THAT MAN #he's so fucking sad!!! he just wants his husband back!!! HE WANTS HIS FAMILY BACK!!!!!!#No even I don't understand how it's possible to get this attached to characters. I don't know. Im in deep shit.#Is this the end for me? Is my life over? These are the questions I have today. I probably just need to sleep because again #it's 7:30 in the morning. but regardless. These characters mean so much to me and this silly anthology has pulled emotions out of #me that i am terrified of feeling [survivors guilt hits me right in the fucking heart] and im scared. of what? don't know #That little shit Echo was right about one thing. It may not be real but the emotional damage it caused me is real. AND IRREPARABLE #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted imperium #redacted imp!asher #redacted echo #redacted imp!vega #redacted imp!sam #redacted vindemiator #tired of tagging. hitting the pillow. good night.

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deus-ex-mona · 11 months ago

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the best part of the kawaikute gomen manga was when she said “IT’S KAWAIKUTE GOMEN TIME” and kawaikute gomen-ed all those guys

#i’ve had time to sleep on yesterday’s releases and i still think chizuutan needs help #though h e lp now that i think about it…#chizuutan’s deletion of her aizo folder in the [redacted] anime was p much a breakup scene in of itself #considering the weight of her unhealthy feelings for him and all #get help girllllll it’d be so funny if she got together with the random bg guy with the face reveal from sukicchu no #but man. imagine ai-chizu actually becoming canon though #aizo evades all the [redacted] anime’s attempts to hook him up with hiyoko #*and* mutually dodges the unintentional flags that he set up with mona (who hates him solely bc he’s associated with yujiro)#only to end up dating the insane stan twt user with an unhealthy fixation+parasocial feelings for him #god. it’d be so funny thoughhhhh. yujiro’d be cryin in the club #tfw you sing ‘koko dayo’ but your bf ends up ditching you for a kawaikute gomen tiktok dancer #i still want lxl canon thoughhhhh. let them self-contain their stupidity pls #but. hm. i wonder if chizuutan knows just *how* lxl get their kissmarks on. considering how jealous she gets of other julieta and stuff…#i want her and yujiro to fight for aizo’s hand in marriage just bc it’d be funny. juri can be the referee ig #chizuutan chizpost

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starbuck · 5 months ago

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that reviewer who complained that the one dude’s “subplot went nowhere” clearly missed the five minute long scene of him having freaky and thematically coherent sex with the main guy which i hallucinated

#every night i make these posts and every morning my dear and darling friends Pretend They Do Not See It #i love you all so much god bless #really need to start making a list of Master’s of Arts thesis topics that i will never write but SOMEONE should #maybe i will write a short one for fun someday #but anyway the truth is that they WERE having freaky sex for five minutes onscreen it was just a metaphor #where’s that post that was like new kind of sex where you don’t touch at all and one of you dies??#it’s like that #also the person who complained that the main guy had no development clearly missed when the other guy’s ghost came back #at the end and [redacted REDACTED redacted] him

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vulturevanity · 10 months ago

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War and Hate

#GOD I hate living with [redacted] so much I hate sharing a space with him #I hate his stank i hate how he half-asses everything he does and leaves a mess WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE AS HIM #vent #i keep interactions to the bare minimum but it's not enough. i need to move out

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iqmmir · 10 months ago

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Hmmmm....

#.mimiming ❜#it's kinda weird to text him ig but i seriously missed him #also. i need to make him stop associating me with [redacted for my self respect]#OKAY BUT I REMEMBER YOU COMFORTING ME AND OFFERING EMOTIONAL SUPPORT TO ME #AND YOU REMEMBER ME GOING CRAZY ABOUT [REDACTED]#THIS HAS TO CHANGE #IM COOL AND AWESOME I PROMISE PLEASE FORGET THAT #I WAS IN FOURTH GRADE PLEASE #IT'S BEEN SO LONG.....#like she was one thing but HIM?????#BITCH I THOUGHT ID NEVER FUCKING SEE HIM AGAIN #it's so sad because i wanted to say thank you to him for so long #and when i saw him again #HES TALLER HELLO??? AND. AND . OH MY GOD??????#IF I DIDNT PERIODICALLY THINK ABOUT HOW IM SO UNGRATEFUL AND SHOULD SAY THANK YOU TO PEOPLE AND THOUGHT ABOUT HOW MUCH I OWE THUS GUY #I WOULD MOT RECOGNISE HIM.....#AND HELP I REMEMBERED HIS NAME???? WOAH ..... huge achievement actually.....#ummm ummm i cant remember the exact grade we sat together #but i remember [redacted] was our hindi teacher and one day i made something for her and she asked me to throw it in the garbage #and he stopped me from crying #MAN IT'S BEEN SO FUCKING LONG......

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wifegideonnav · 2 years ago

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ran into my ex best friend today. so that sucked.

#like thank god we didn’t actually interact #i was at my college’s scene shop meeting with its head abt a project #and he just happened to be there #but he kept fucking looking at me #fucking infuriating #at least my friend [redacted] was there #even tho we’re at a weird place rn. some of you may have seen. the posts abt that. el oh el.#at the very least she and I aren’t fighting it’s just tense bc she’s dealing with shit and needs space #whatever I’m getting off topic #almost cried in the car on the way home but like. im fucking done crying over that friendship #even though I have to remind myself that every time I think about it I am literally done #it just sucks cause it would be so much easier if he’d been a really shitty friend. but he was BOTH a shitty friend and a really good one #and I didn’t want that friendship to end. even though looking back I think it’s probably for the best that it did #but yeah. felt like a low blow from the universe to be reminded of losing him at the same time im temporarily losing ms redacted #which is a whole other vent post that im not actually gonna make bc I talked it through pretty well with my best-best friend #honestly it was a little poetic #whatever #personal

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sincericida · 1 year ago

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ANDREW GARFIELD

in Warren Alfie Baker (his stylist) X Scarosso (NEWS)

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seventh-district · 2 months ago

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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos

#normal Saturday morning behavior #redacted spoilers #redacted audio #redacted sam #Seven.txt #rp audio stuff #well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold #and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet #eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info #bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts #which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn #like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared #anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort #and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way #but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time #when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm #i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me #then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad #but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d #hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share #but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope #which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually #anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time #Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something #*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow

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sirvinter · 2 months ago

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on another note. lucanis i love you but where was the romance i was promised. now emmerich...... i NEED to fuck that bony ass NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#TOMORROW. NEW ROOK #question is. what angle are we going for here #im not much for twinks but itd be a bad look for mr professor to date someone so young which is very appealing to me HMMM #...also can you fuck him after he [redacted]?#cause god. i need him.#vinter speaks #dav /

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jackass-jones · 8 months ago

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The way akishinji and ashbella both have dramatic coma scenes and dramatic shot through the heart scenes like we’ve gotta stop meeting like this 😩

#the klock keeps ticking #theres actually so many similarities between these two pairings which is. probably why theyre my favorite pairings ever #like theres shinji and ashton they are guys with long hair/crabby/trying to be cool but theyre lame/emo/fingerless gloves/repressed #care so so deeply about their friends and break their fucking backs trying to protect them but are terrible with expressing their affection #with words so they come off as uncaring and rude/associates with shady people/buried beneath lies they tell to their friends/hate themselves #plans to die alone because they think they dont matter/bad at sincerity/has it bad like really bad for aki/bella #they love aki/bella for their kindness and sincerity and they feel theyre unworthy of it and that theyre a burden #gets [REDACTED] and held by aki/bella #then the aki isabella similarities are like older sibling who works too hard/stubborn/bad at reading social cues #too good for this world/will punch their friends if needed/bad at self care/emotionally repressed/kinda clumsy and silly #when they find out about shinji/ash trying to get themselves killed they get very angry and emotional and have a big confrontation #lose an important family member despite all their efforts to keep them safe/have trouble understanding their own feelings #especially if those feelings are romantic #and like both couples love to argue and bicker but care for each other so deeply its annoying lol and theres lots of miscommunication #cuz god theyre bad at having feelings and expressing them to each other and theyre long term friends #the coma scenes and the shot through the heart scenes are waaaaay better on the ashbella end though thats a given #since the letter has significantly better writing good god lol #like the emotions are very real and they fuck me up so bad then p3 its like. aki cries for 3 seconds and thats all you get cuz god forbid #a character in this series get to like. be written in a satisfying way lol #the letter just works so much better like akishinji would benefit from those scenes but ashbella needs like no work aksjks #plus ‘this is how it should be’ is a line that i fucking hate cuz of how its treated afterwards meanwhile fucking #‘you are going to die ashton frey. and you are going to die alone’ ‘she got one thing wrong though. i did not die alone’#that shit gets me so bad every single time ITS SO GOOD and such a slap to the face #realizing that youve made a grave error and youre actually loved deeply and matter a lot right as youre dying and feeling relieved #cuz you may be dying. BUT YOU DIDNT DIE ALONE YOU DIED BEING LOVED AND CARED FOR #like idk at least his death is able to mean something for him as a character its still a moment of growth #shinji doesnt learn anything he fully dies believing he deserves it and that everyone will benefit from it #god awful writing right there boooo

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whateveriwant · 3 months ago

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18+ mdni

I know I’m far from the first person to say this, but I love the idea of Simon and Ghost being like two separate people.

Like on the one hand you have Simon, the caring, devoted family man who holds his duty to his loved ones above all else, and on the other hand you have Ghost, the cold, detached soldier whose only driving forces in life are his need for blood, order, and karmic justice. Or one moment he’s Simon, the wisecracking goofball trading jokes with his comrades over the radio, and the next moment he’s Ghost, the sadistic interrogator hooking up enemy combatants to live car batteries.

And those are just a few in-universe examples we’ve seen of this divide in Simon Riley’s identity. Imagine what it’s like in his day-to-day life; what it must be like as his significant other trying to navigate such a personality schism.

Is it Simon who you’re about to pick up from the airport, the one who’ll eagerly take you into his arms the second you step into the terminal? Or is it him, Ghost, the one who’ll not hug you or kiss you or so much as hold your hand over the center console during the drive home?

Is it Simon who sits across the dinner table from you tonight, the one who, given the right amount of liquor, will regale you with (heavily redacted) stories of his time away? Or is it Ghost, the one who, no matter how well fed, fueled, and fucked he is, remains as tight-lipped as a corpse?

Is it Simon you’ll wake up beside tomorrow, finding him gazing at you like you’re a gift from God? Or is it Ghost who’ll leave behind cold, carefully tucked sheets for you to discover in the morning, wondering if he ever came to bed at all last night?

Is it Simon you feel beginning to stir behind you, who warms you up with soft kisses and sweeter touches before he makes gentle love to you? Or is it Ghost you feel pressing hard and hot against your lower back, who holds you down by the throat as he fucks you through the mattress?

Is it Simon who stumbles into the kitchen when you accidentally nick yourself with a knife, who helps wash and bandage your finger until it’s as good as new? Or is it Ghost who spots the crimson spilling from your hand, who sticks your bloodied finger in his mouth so he can suck it clean?

Is it Simon who’s dying to spend hours with his head between your thighs, much preferring to give over to receive? Or is it Ghost who’s pushing you down to your knees, clutching your head between both hands, and skull-fucking you until you’re dripping with spit and almost passing out from lack of oxygen?

Just the thought of these two distinct, almost opposing personalities coexisting in the same body is super intriguing to me. And how at the drop of a hat, he could switch from one to the other, leaving you guessing who it is you’re really dealing with at any given moment.

#one of these days i'm gonna write a whole 'simon fcking you as ghost' fic and when i do it'll be over for you hoes #simon riley #simon ghost riley #simon riley x reader #simon ghost riley x reader #ghost x reader #simon riley smut #ghost smut #cod smut #ghost cod #ghost mw2 #simon riley x you #cod x reader #call of duty x reader #cod mw2 #call of duty #modern warfare 2

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hirokiyuu · 2 years ago

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i thought i liked angela a normal amount and then i started ruina nad now every time she is on screen i start screaming

#ANGELA...........!!!! ANGELA........!!!!!!!!!!!!#ANGELA YOU DESERVED SO MUCH MORE THAN WHAT YOU GOT #i support womens wrongs. esp if their backstory is [redacted]#my god. my god. my god. really all that was needed was at the very end for him to......... well. u kno.#my god. my god. if hed just called out.......... just once.............#GOD. GOD. GOD. GOD. GOD. GOD. ANGELA....................#i have this breakdown in our gc every day so i figured id put some of it here too #lobocorp spoilers ?#personal

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