#god i love

[jinbedreams]

It's been so fascinating to see how strongly people react to Toshiro in Dungeon Meshi. When I first read that scene I didn't feel hurt by Toshiro's rejection of Laois at all, I was more shocked at Laios raising a hand to him in anger because Laios had always felt like a man free from such anger and aggression. Although it was very powerful to see that Laios was capable of feeling such a way. I felt the scene was very emotionally charged and an important moment for both characters.

So when I started hearing about how hurt other people were at seeing Toshiro lash out in frustration towards Laios, and seeing people express discomfort towards Toshiro I was surprised but not confused. Honestly I was more surprised at myself for not having a similar reaction because I have also been subject to being led on in "friendships" that the other person secretly despised (or at least did NOT feel the same). It can be very hurtful to discover that someone has built a resentment towards you but never made any attempt to clear the air with you until a point of crisis.

I am autistic and I struggle a lot with relationships but in this instance I didn't see myself in Laios' shoes (although I have been there) instead I found myself relating to Toshiro. A man trapped by social expectations, rigid rules of engagement hammered into him from a young age, only to discover that there is someone who does not follow these rules at all. Even more bizarrely they seem completely free from any of the consequences that would befall Toshiro if he ever deviated from his carefully cultivated mask.

I can say from experience it is confronting to try and unpack your own high masking trauma while also feeling compelled to support the low masking autistic person in your life. Even if the other person means no ill will and has not truly done anything wrong, having them unknowingly walk all over you can be enough to push you to a breaking point. There is an intense frustration that comes with seeing someone else get away with not following the social rules you have beaten yourself painfully into shape to fit.

Yes Toshiro could have chosen any moment to correct Laios on his name, or clarify his discomfort or his personal boundaries, but that is operating under the assumption that Toshiro feels safe enough to do so. He is a stranger in a strange land, and often in that position it is a safer choice to subject yourself to a level of discomfort simply to keep the general peace. Where my fellow high maskers at? We make biting our tongue a fucking art.

[karamellisokeri]

Dislyte dump

I tried drawing toland from memory and with a help of my friend's description

Also this old chinese song remind me of feng xun + the person who sang this version just sound lowkey like cn dub feng xun 😭 he is 2002 baby, but i bet his family still play this song in his house everyday lmao

This is raw scanned file of intisar piece and accidental bi intisar is so funny for me 😭😭 (ALSO I LOVE HOW VIBRANT THE PINK AND THE BLUE IS ARGHH, LOVE LOVE ECOLINE WATERCOLOR AND WHITE NIGHTS(even tho i ended up toning the pink down abit digitally)

[ego-tistical-prick]

Things about elias hodge that are canon:

-Came up in projectiles, was specifically chosen for the mind control gun because of that

- Was hired at gobstopper industries immediately after graduating

- is about 20 years old

- Virgin

- Took a grappling hook to a meeting with his boss

- Saw one girl smile at him and has thought about it everyday since

- Jumped out of a window 20 stories high and genuinely wondered for a moment “is this what sex is like”

- Did the first good thing in his life and got a boner

- Is fighting a military funded evil tech company with mind control guns

- Manages to be a deviant freak despite being a virgin

- Felt something when his barber’s beard grazed against and his voice mumbled into his ear

- Is so overworked he keeps an extra set of clothes in his office

- Grappling hooked through a window, miraculously landed in his office, and immediately poured himself a drink

please feel free to add more

[papayafiles]

lando calling martin garrix for world mental health day can u see me on the FLOOR

[rockybfdi2763]

astrobiology where it's a gentle love. where black hole learns to touch and to feel safely with tree guiding him the whole way. astrobiology where the monster learns he's not so bad after all

[crackedoutmorph]

There are beetle larvae in my school and I need to take ONE home. I NEEEDDD to be able to take care of it you don't understand. You see a ugly little creature and I see a baby who needs love UGHH. Tomorrow is my birthday and I think I should be allowed to take one to raise it into an adult Beetle as a birthday present. I DESERVE ITT.

[timelesstheartist]

Hey Welcome Home fandom…

Eat up

She’s my lil librarian S/I (for Wally) 🥰🥰

[cedarxwing]

Foie Gras & Brioche on Peacock Eyes + Moth | Ko No Mono

The moth (actually a blue morpho butterfly) represents Will's moral transformation. The peacock eyes represent Hannibal (ostentatious, watching, supportive). Foie gras is one of the foods used to fatten ortolans before they're drowned. Ortolans + foie gras was also the last meal of French President Mitterrand.

[italicized-oh]

🎧

not another word by anjimile (loveeee love love oh my fucking god what Talent!!)

i came howling after god / won't you set things right

tied with

when you kissed me on the heart / I was scared

[countthelions]

etho & grian: *EXTREME ALMOST CONTROLLED PANIC* etho (spotting bigb after their mad dash to the center): stay cool stay cool grian (overlapping): staying cool, all cool etho to bigb:bigb nice day isn't it?

[solivagantingrebel]

I could be sitting there in the midst of terrible grief and suffering, just stewing in all of it as I think about Ghoap, but then the audio of Soap calling Ghost a 'good ole' boy' plays and I have the widest fucking grin again.

[exalt1ora]

LIGHT IT UP. BURN IT DOWN. WAH AH AH AH WHAT'S THE POINT OF IT ANYWAY ?!?!?!

[kelolololol]

ayoo who wants to meet my medival au ocs? one is also a vinland saga oc.....

[nectarink]

[notbroadwaybound]

"because what hurts more than a broken heart?"

"… A severed head"