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miscellaneous hs doodles
#oops sorry for the reupload lol#homestuck#yukart#aradia hs#damara hs#karkat hs#equius hs#feferi hs#gamzee hs#terezi hs#kanaya hs#vriska hs#god i hope this isnt annoying#jane hs
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adventures from a rly fun magma i got to relaxe in today
#jrwi fanart#this gets ONE (one) proper tag bc im actually rly proud o these. thats IT!!!!#anyway AAA okay so. some1 in the magma reccomended i draw edynXkira. n im like OH MY GOD. thats GENIUS#they both work at the same job or watever. coworkers. they meet only bc edyn happens to break down infront of kira#i mean she IS under alot o stress. w knowing her brother is out there in harms way. aching not only from the decades of abuse but also#from her blatant absence and silence. she KNOWS her brother cares for her bc she feels the same way. and worries just as much.#anyway kira feels bad for whatever shes got going on w this brother of hers. whoever that is. and gets her icecream.#thats what happens in MY beautiful heart. i looove kira i loooove her shes so cuuuute and so sweeeet#IN OTHER NEWS. i also love vex n viv their canon outfits are SOOO FUN. evojelly u legend#no one knows how long i fought w those hands. oh my god. drwaing hands and tools and holding and things is so ANNOOYYIINNGG#yknow what ISnt annoying tho. drawing william wisp. he comes so naturaly to my hand now. i love him so much...#ouuuhhh prime defenders oouuuhhh i miisss youuuu hope ur doing well prime defenderrrsss#aauubabbab i think thats all i got in the ol brain. here. eat my scribbles and arts. hauve fun
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habeas corpus – detective comics #1086
(ID in alt!)
#loved this back up feature so much and seeing that bruce timm shit made me annoyed enough to actually transcribe it#first the way hes depicted as having to stand trial and ARGUE and fight for the rights of using the coin#rather than it just being a compulsion and something he must do before a decision....#like every time. every time when he's 'leaving it up to chance'—thats a time when harvey won. thats a time when harvey fought for the right#to use the coin and make it at least a 50/50 chance instead of 'crawling away until the hard part is done' like two face pushed for#every single time. regardless of the results regardless of knowing theres only a halfway chance of it actually achieving anything#or lessening the damage two face can/will do. every time hes fighting for and still believing in a fair trial and that everyone deserves on#it isnt him being weak. it isnt him avoiding responsibility. its him fighting and forcing and pushing for it as hes internally at war#with himself 24/7. even when two face wins he doesnt give up & continues to fight for what he believes in despite the injustice done to him#the way he tells Judge Janus that it isnt about HIM (himself!) while defending the right of existence to the jury of other societal rejects#the way he gestures to himself only at the very end. he asks the judge does that sound like anyone he knows and janus replies in two faces#voice but harvey keeps going. he keeps fighting for others. but at the end in actually acknowledging two face being part of him#(and by extension harvey being part of two face) and how harvey is fighting just as much to have a place as two face is#(but more within his own mind & upholding his belief system still despite knowing how it continues to fail them) and just FUCK#and two faces snaps! how theres no jurisprudence system above there either ! just no one will admit it!#how harvey knows!!! look what happened to him when he was doing the right thing!#look how many criminals and mob bosses paid their way out! look how the police are corrupt!#but still believing in it and how a system has to be in place despite being a direct victim of it as well and just GOD#I LOVE YOU GOOD HEARTED AND WANTING TO HELP PEOPLE HARVEY DENT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME !!!!!!!!#taking away how he genuinely wanted to help people and bring wrongs to rights takes away literally everything hes built on#it takes away the entire fucking tragedy of his character (and in many ways it changes how bruce himself operates and believes because#harvey WAS a good man doing everything by the books. he was trying to bring justice in the 'right way' and believed in the system. he was#what people tell bruce he should be and look where it got him. look how the system failed 'even the good ones' because the system itself is#corrupt. it isnt flawed—it was operated to oppress and thats why it cant just be fixed but must be entirely rebuilt and why bruce must#operate outside of it. it also gives more depth because harvey is one of batmans first and biggest failures. he didnt protect him.#he didnt save his parents as a helpless child (as bruce) but he couldn't save his parents as BATMAN.#it wasnt just random chance like his parents tragedy but this was calculated and something bruce didnt stop. its ALWAYS going to eat at#him if he could of prevented it by telling harvey his identity. by doing something different. by being more prepared or somehow#knowing it was going to happen. harvey is the face of tragedy in so many ways that cant fit in these messy rambly tags but its ALLL!!!!!!!#bc harv was (and still is despite it all! despite two face!) a good man!! because he originally was a glimmer of hope to bruce & the city!!
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i am a little embarrassed to talk about this openly so i am doing it anon,,, but holy shit you have no idea how much your fic means to me. last year i was diagnosed with a life-altering illness in my bone marrow, and i've lost so much since then. i used to be muscular, and love my body, and just. augh. i've lost nearly 60 pounds to the date and all my muscle. some days my bones hurt so bad from the inside out that i feel like how you've written xie lian--pushing through every screaming fiber in my body to take just one more step forward. i can't recover fast enough. some days i feel strong and then get reminded that just vacuuming my floor leaves me a trembling, sweating mess. it's so frustrating.
you don't have to publish this but. being able to read something that feels so? accurate? so,,, i'm not sure how to describe it. i just feel seen, with the added bonus of your portrayal being written so beautifully and featuring my favorite little guys right now. i love it so much and i just wanted you to know that. not to be dramatic but your writing just. feels like home. qwq
Anon, I hope it's okay with you if I do answer this, because damn, I really want to try and give this a worthy response.
I'm so sorry that you've had to go through so much, and I hope that things get easier for you in any ways that they can. I'm not going to say I know what it's like, because everyone's experience with chronic illness, pain, and fatigue is different. I sincerely wish you the best in your recovery and ongoing management of your condition.
I'm so truly grateful that you've been able to find something cathartic in what I'm writing. Most of my fics end up as self-therapy projects, so I try to be realistic and compassionate about the topics at hand in case someone else relates to it. I know one of the big differences between this fic and real life is that Xie Lian is eventually going to make a relatively full recovery, where people with chronic conditions will usually have to manage them for the rest of their lives, so I worry that the ending might feel frustrating or like wishful thinking to some people. Most of us don't get that kind of closure. But I really hope that this story can offer some sense of relief and validation to people who are going through their own recoveries or learning how to manage chronic conditions.
I really had no idea that so many people would find the story so relatable, so I really hope that I can do a decent job of helping people feel acknowledged and that they're not alone. Maybe most importantly, I hope that I can help offer some hope to people going through this sort of thing, because things do tend to gradually become more manageable as they navigate their conditions. There is a grieving process involved with diagnoses of chronic conditions, but it is a process in the end.
I truly believe in the hope that life can still be full and fulfilling even if the illness or injury won't go away. That might sound ominous, but it's important to remember, wherever you're at.
Thank you for telling me what it means to you. I've learned that fics can have a marked impact on people's lives (my first big fic got me a wife, who is the coolest person who's ever lived; writing has helped me manage my own mental health like nothing else possibly could; I've made amazing friends and been able to share mutual support with them) so I take this seriously. I hope this makes sense and doesn't come off as patronizing (I would be the worst kind of liar if I said everything's going to be okay for everyone, and the "you're so strong and brave, I could never handle going through that" stuff makes me wanna scream) and I just. It means everything to me if I've successfully offered some comfort. Thank you.
I hope you have a really good year, anon. 💜
#anonymous#god i hope this makes sense#i hope its actually helpful or useful#and doesnt just make me sound like ive gotten a big head from the response that people have been kind enough to give me#idk i just hope this isnt annoying or too much#seriously#thank you anon#tgcf#my writing#alasr#oh look it talks
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trying to look for fandom character analysis content or at least JOKES and GIFS in a fandom that's literally 95% y/n fanfics/prompts or thirsting after the same 3 characters is literally worse than being trapped in hell I DONT CARE IF HES A SUB OR DOM IF U DONT ANALYZE THEIR PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS RIGHT NOW SOMEBODY IS GETTING THE BULLET 🔫🔫
#yes “be the change you want to see in a fandom” but at a certain point they're beyond hope#also i wasnt really invested anyway i was just curious lmao some shows are not made for fandoms to exist#but thank god the bob's burgers fandom is normal. i dont mind selfshipping really but when its EVERY fanwork in the fandom its like#so u guys dont even want to interact with other fans of the show huh. you're just doing your own weird thing in the corner of this website#which is FINE.#i mostly see fischoeder selfshipping in the bob's burgers fandom which is whatever there isnt enough of it#for it to become annoying or the only thing anybody sees#not a lot of bob selfshipping surprisingly but i think thats bcuz he's already in a relationship and obvs none of the kids#so i guess fischoeder is the natural fuckboy of the show. sad how teddy is overlooked#it's okay. the gay community LOVES him <3#txt
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hhhhhrrrrngggggggg
#man bdubs does inspire me a lot#on personal taste his current city isnt my favourite but thats solely based on my aesthetic preferences#but i am in awe of his dedication to techniques#and his skills#and it fills me with a longing for the future#when im older and more practiced and exploring creatively but having the history to back it up#i want to make i want to make i want to make i want to make#and what he said about taking pride in your work#its weird to grow up posting your art on the internet#it changes how you feel about your work#i dont know#just i cant wait to be middle aged and i cant wait to create create create create create create#sometimes i get sad imagining that if i died tomorrow i will have never made what i could#alongside other things idk#life is annoying as hell but god knows i want to be older#what he said about pride. man#i dont know i hate my current build because i never feel like its good enough#i love it and i love being in it but it makes me feel sick even though i love it#its my thing to work on#i think also. how perfect it is makes me feel sick#i started it when i began getting into solarpunk and man. our world isnt that#but its also amazing and i get to create create create create create create create create create create create create#i hope one day i can share my works deeper. i want to be able to talk about art like Bdubs does#i want to be able to talk and have people listen#i want to create create create create create create
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Having a pet that gets fed up with your shit and is very open about it is so funny
Our cat gets annoyed by us even just talking in the same room she's napping in and she'll get up, sigh HEAVILY, and leave the room for a few minutes. If we're still talking when she comes back, she gets back to her spot, sighs AGAIN, and just stares at you until you leave or she repeats the process
She was just now mad that I was standing within a few feet of (but not in any way blocking) her water bowl, talking to mom. Mind you she has another bowl on the other side of the room, but instead of going to that one or drinking from this one, she sighed heavily, went up on the bed, and glared at me until I left sgdgdggdgdgd shithead
#marquilla#she's a bitchy old lady it's so funny#she is also very protective of her toy dinosaur Buddy and when i leave for work i go 'wheres buddy?! i gotta say bye to buddy!' and she'll#rush over to him and sit on him if she isnt already sgdgdhdhdhd my dad used to take buddy if she wasnt laying on it and shed get so mad#she never picks buddy up herself or moves him herself but she will make it known that shes annoyed that you're trying to touch him#i have this picture on my phone of our boy cat HOLDING buddy in his arms while laying on her bed 😭 it's the cutest thing but all i could#think of was 'god i hope she doesnt come up here and see this' agsgsgsgsg meanwhile he's like oh what a cute toy 🥰 ill hug it 🥰 nice dino#anyway she gets so huffy if you're annoying her especially when mom is usinh the heating pad and she wants it#we do have another one but there isnt room on the outlet strip for two so they share it sgdgdghd she doesnt like sharing
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Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW
#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him#im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh)#im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked#like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ)#and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings!#god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb”#sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear)#maybe dont be so dismissive#like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves#and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed#and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance???#like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off#leave it be!#god looking back on all this....#i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things#ppl can change so ill just hope for that#or maybe he'll meet his match#someone who reflects the same energy he has!#tho im not sure if hed like that haha#the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt#but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses#which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own#gotta get context for everything u know#but in this case....naur#like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind!#so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr#im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly#trying to make sure not to make things harder for them#and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset#but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???
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GOD i know i ramble about clark being the background character or reoccurring guest character for most muses he encounters and i love that but also oh my god can we talk about how he's a tool character too? and how sexy of a plot accessory he can be?
he's the rich and powerful contact you stumble upon. who takes interest in you for one reason or another, to your fortune or misfortune. he won't solve all your problems even though he could and that is infuriating but he does all these 'small' things you ask and sometimes free of charge. he gets you intel, he gives you funds, gets you weapons, gets you In's you would have never hoped to get otherwise. he gets to be your key for your locked doors or your weapon to bludgeon your enemies except he can look at you afterward when the dust settles and ask if it was all worth it or if you're happy now and that's such a demon thing to do tbh
#love clark healing and feeling and loving and yadda yadda healthy shit ye#but god i have a special place in my heart for clark being the devil on a muse's shoulder#not necessarily urging them to action but supplying the means to do so#and sitting back and letting the chips fall as they will#because at the end of the day he's bored and he itches for destruction and seeing#ppl fall to self ruination. and like even when he's genuinely trying to HELP#and his intention isnt to harm. a deep part of him still hopes things go wrong and he can see ppl at their worst#and that in itself adds to the angst for MY own personal muse because god. he really IS just like his father and he's just like the demons#he tries so hard to distance himself. clenches fist. running from the inevitable. yum yum#tbd#also hi im drinking a little so im sorry if im annoying. not really but a little sorry lol
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oh tma is nipping at my heels. i miss the extinction
#admittedly almost all of my love of the show now is FOR the extinction and that is bc the idea of this nascent burgeoning embodiment of--#--the apocalypse seeping into reality and ppl walking into raw ugly glimpses into it is SO good. it is so interesting to me#like the way the extinctions influences from other entities is so much more obvious than the other fears bc it is still a baby and still--#--more Blended into them than the others which have established themselves enough in humanitys fears to have shit like avatars and--#--beasts. god !#gary boylan as this proto avatar where HE was not the victim but instead him+his obsession was the weapon wielded to obliterate others#<-- how freakyfun is that. he pokes around and ends up running w the cult of the lightless flame for a bit mistakenly thinking That is-#--what happened b4 both him and jude both have this epiphany and realize theyre dealing with something WAY different. if jon annoyed jude--#--just a tiny bit more she wouldve sent him to gary instead of mike lol#very funny that almost every extinction detail is crystal clear in my head but i just had to look up judes name bc i forgot it. all is ash-#--except for the extinction and a couple of funny jon moments in my memory#hope that tma2 has some extinction stuff in it bc the resolution for it in tma1 was SO boring. what do you mean a baby suddenly elevated--#--to the power of every other fear in The Change just became a fully formed and functional entity. so much missed potential there of the--#--eye not properly predicting the effect its ritual would have on the extinction bc it is a thing which CANNOT be known bc it isnt even in-#--existence yet. all seeing rather than all knowing you know. an inability to predict the future
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fair ways into magical turnabout. hate nahyuta a lot more than i remembered
#i remembered him being boring but god hes just ANNOYING i miss blackquill#also idk it drives me slightly insane that everyone we've met from khura'in is a monk in some way#like does this place really just not have anything else going for it culturally at all besides its religion#it makes the entire place seem awfully flat#bri talks#idk maybe once we start getting into the Rebellion territory of the story more itll flesh out a little#but like. should not take this long for us to see people that have livelihoods outside worship imo#should be mentioned that i havent finished this game in its entirety#ive been spoiled on a large sum of it and i dont Care if any more of it gets spoiled but i quit a few years ago in the middle of chapter 3#partially because i was insanely bored of it lol#so like! i dont know! maybe the actual mysteries of the later cases will intrigue me.#but right now it feels like bestie and i are being forced to make our own fun out of it#like inventing cliff terran. who is clay's identical brother who isnt aware clay is dead and is also strange but nice and is everywhere#<- also a twist villain????? the cliff lore is intense you guys wouldnt get it#anyway if youre reading these tags. hi! hope youre having a good day slash night#if you saw something in this game that im not . good for you! youre having more fun than i am LOL#and if you're thinking about getting into ace attorney as an outsider...... go for it!!!! the trilogy is still great!!!!!!#not everyone likes aa4 but its personally my favorite!!!! just maybe wait a while after trilogy it can be a bit jarring if you play them--#--in succession#thats all goodnight Lol
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Look I'm a simple man. If the source material doesnt have an m/f couple i can weasel my way into, i do not want it
#hank and janet babyyy#im not talking about the comics dont. dont worry about it just d#ive been watching a bunch of avengers earths mightiest heroes and my god i want some of these guys. i need to chew on them#ah but they still did not manage to make tony appealing. sadly thats reserved for SHSS#i hope hank doesnt get That much worse in the show. i know about yellowjacket and i do not trust it#can we please please pleade have a pacifist whos adamant on redemption over punishment stay like that. please#please????#i like that tony is the only one hes consistently at odds with and full of hate for#and janet is so cute. i wasnt sure abt her before bc she was so adamant abt being a hero and i Hoped her and hanks (early)#ideals would not clash. but shes so fun i love annoying women#ill get to the other idiots later just give me a moment#im using One oc for all of these bc marvel isnt important enough for me to make more than that#hes just very versatile#📡 incoming transmission 📡
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Been having idle playlist thoughts about three of hearts for the past few days and "real men by mitski for spar" and it hit me like a TRAIN (very light spoilers)
Like on one hand applying the song to a masc dude with masc dude problems seems surface level, and it kind of is! But set in a queernormative world (and observed from a no queernormative one) the song asks the question of what forces besides masculinity gave Spar his outlook and the contrast between "little boys" coming from someone who burnt bridges with folks he loved young and lost his parents younger.
And then the turn of the song! The moment that contrasts independence and self assurance with desire and a need for validation that in the original idea plays on those who don't hold themselves to masculine standards (in what I feel is a derogatory manner though obviously the subject is complex) but in this one is moreso about wanting the love and support of people who let themselves be vulnerable, wanting the "please tell me I'm going a good job being strong so you can be weak because sometimes it doesn't feel worth it" and yk the resident bitterness of giving and giving and giving and giving and receiving very little in return (even if that was self inflicted!)
And the AGGRESSION of the ending, my god the BRACING of it, the challenge. The "I know this'll hurt but I need it" and the way it can be seen as both a step forward and a continuation of the status quo? UGH.
I'm gonna tag @citrusandsalt directly and ofc no need to respond I just wanted you to know he is making enough laps in my head to wear grooves into the tarmac
#mitski and mother mother (tho mother mother isnt music that i am *proud* to like unironically. though i do like it unironically)#are some of those musicians who's discography is just a cpllection of very specific and yet widely appliable moods#like it may be ABOUT one thing but you see. my INTERPRETATION#the helplessness blues album is like this also...#anyways if im an annoying mitski fan SO BE IT#obligatatory yes the song and the lush album as a whole centers on an asian womand expirience with expciticism#sexuality and love#however no hurt comes from empathizing with people different from ourselves#ANYWAYS SPAR THOTS I HAVE SO MANY#i hope this is comprehensible#this post got so long oh my god#agent meriam felspar#three of hearts pod#three of hearts#BACK TO EPISODE 25 lmao
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ok anyway im leaving in. the day after tomorrow at like 2am so im just saying its tomorrow cause im literally just gonna stay up till then theres no point in sleeping. BUT two things. one i need to finish packing. my clothes are dry so i just have to bring them upstairs and pack. sort of stressed out bc like. i like my outfit i dont want to change it but everyones telling me its too hot for a leather jacket like i know!!!! but its my jacket :(
anyway i just have to do that so ill do it now and then…on top of that i wanted to get the draft for my ghost story done but i havent been working on it at all >_< ive just been reading comics the past couple days. so tomorrow. for sure. i will definitely work in getting the draft done totally.
but ugh im kind of nervous i havent seen these people in so long and im not great socially. also i dont go on trips in general so like. i hope i have energy for a full month yknow. i have a tendency of isolating myself when im stressed out but i dont have any space to do that…not that i should but whatever you know
#LIKE. im just eugh like im Bad at small talk. im better at dispensing information and leaving it that#or listening. ive been practicing listening a lot more so i dont overtalk and everyone gets a turn#OH RIGHT!!!! i hope. cause i have 4 cousins. two are toddler age#one is a little younger than me so like 13 but hes a boy idk how he is cause he might be annoying no offense <3#and then an older girl whos around my brothers age so a few years older. and we never rlly talked cause it was always my brorher and her#last i saw them i was like. god idk it couldnt have been too young cause i got black out drunk before i stayed with them#so. 11? 12? definitely younger than 13 i know for a fact#im bad with times tho#anyway its been a while and im a lot older now. so i hope shes there so we can talk and be friends idk#apparently my brother isnt close to her anymore? he called her a bitch last time we talked abt her so. hope i do see her#and my aunt! i always liked her a lot and my brothers prob gonna be busy with our uncle. ill be stuck with the younger kids but thats ok i#dont mind since im used to handling my sister. apparently theyve wanted to meet me for a long time so i am super excited#i dont think anyones gonna expect what i look like tho lol i dont think anyone could have guess me being punk#not even me like i distinctly remember in elementary my friend. we were talking about mcr and emo / punk stuff and he was like. you coukd#never be like that. ummmmm well guess what dickhead!!!! jokes were actyally still close lol#ANYWAY i am fucking excited and nervous and have to find a normal way to bring up 18th century fashion or perhaps history of contemporary#folk
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Tiphereth suppression finally complete babeyyyy
#rat rambles#lisa my beloved <3#her brother also exists ig.#I did it first try too which honestly is a relief it took forever idk how many times I could handle doing all that#which also means that the other two are now ready for their core suppressions which is both exiting and scary#exciting because it means that I can tell alruine to fuck off#scary because red mist boss fight 😔#I have no idea what to expect but tbh I rly cant be any more prepared than I already am#I have all the aleph gear not counting apocalypse bird and white night gear#and I have all the waw gear except for the one waw I havent gotten yet#in fact there's only 4 abnos I havent gotten yet I think and two of those are toold#I might stall a bit by memory repositing until I get those out of the way but I also might not idk#what I am starting to have to think abt tho is the two side bosses I previously mentioned#I do think apocalypse bird might be doable for me rn but white knight is a more tricky story#mostly because quite frankly I dont have 12 employees available to sacrifice to start the fight#I can obviously just make some new throaway guys but still#now setting up apocalypse bird would also be annoying since I currently only have judgement bird in my facility#rly Im just not sure which of my guys can or cant handle either boss#cause I do need the manpower but I also just am not confident that most of the gear my guys have will do them much good#now one thing that may be kind of pointless but I still wanna do is get silent orchestras ego gift on one of my guys#because god damn is that a powerful buff even if white damage isnt that common outside of anbno breaches#it would be fun in the sense that thatd make my girl able to solo any abnos that deal white damage#again its good dont get me wrong its just definitely smth that isnt as widly applicable as youd think#but yeah ideally I dont wanna do another day one reset and I rly do think this could be the run#the only reason I reset my first one rly was because I had gotten bored grinding for gear and also just wanted to finish my abno info#collection easier since there was a shit load of low level abnos I was missing#now the only ''''low level'''' abno Im missing is plague doctor for well. obvious reasons.#so yeah I should be pretty good and done with my info gathering within a session or two#tbh I dont even know what the wellfare meltdown looks like but Im much less scared of it than the boss fights I have up ahead#stinky b is also going to be tricky but Im hoping it wont be too bad
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#.#i spent all day yesterday laying in bed in the dark#nobody calls nobody texts#everyone has lives#even today i tried calling folks and i get nothing#i wish holidays were only when i had something to do with someone#like fml its not even 11am yet and im already here#and i barely even want to post this because oh no my mutuals are gonna see it#this post should be one big censor bar#im just so fucking ****** all the time#and i sound like a desperate idiot talking to a void#and it isnt anyones fault and im not mad at anyone#i just wish i had more friends#hey google how do i tell my friends im lonely as shit without sounding like a desperate piece of shit#i would ignore me too#i become the very thing i get annoyed by and i hate venting i fucking hate it so much but god#i hope praying still works for me#vent#mutuals dont read this im just posting it 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#i wish someone in my life that's around me gave a shit without ulterior motives and showed it#and i feel like this almost every day#i hope 2024 ...
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