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!!! spoilers for I'm not that kind of talent !!!
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looking forward to this mess of a family 👍
#im not that kind of talent spoilers#someone on tiktok pointed this out and the more i look the more convinced i am tbh#also (SPOILERS 4 THE NOVEL) apparently his brother doesn't actually hate him & its a misunderstanding???#god am i excited for THAT conversation#I'm not that kind of talent#I'm not that kind of talent manhwa
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WATCHED C3e99 DOWNFALL PART 1 AND UHHH I HAVENT DRAWN FAN ART IN YEARS BUT THE MUSE REALLY SPOKE TO ME THIS TIME
Step 2 figure out how the Emissary actually looks
#I VOTE WE JUST CALL HIM APPLES#my sibling and I were watching together and I was like noshir STILL hasn't come in yet I bet he's in the fucking crate#and then#Apples <3#BE APPLES#I've solely been referring to the emissary as Apples in all of our conversations okay I love him#im big in love with Asha tho I am very excited to see what the rest of downfall brings us#I feel like my brain was going 7000 mph the whole episode trying to remember every scrap of lore I could remember#idk maybe more art to come I guess???#everyone thank my good buddy P who can not see this post as it will be spoiler tagged for them but they somehow unlocked my art block#by introducing a What If Ashton Draws As A Coping Mechanism AU and I went slightly feral over it <33#critical role#exu downfall#critical role campaign 3#god my tagging system has gone to shit there is so much goin on#bells hells#it's not BH but that's what all the rest of the C3 stuff is tagged with so im just gonna do that for my own searching purposes I guess#sams art#cr downfall
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days where i have nothing to do: ohhhh im so sleepy im so so tired no one is more eepy than me
nights where i have to wake up at a set time: I Have Never Been More Awake In My Life
#help my eyes keep drifting back open#im trying all my tricks#cozy couch setup. whale shark plush to cling to. low lights. wendigoon iceberg in the bg. laughingstock imaginings in brain#IM WIDE TF AWAKE AND HAVE TO GET UP IN LESS THAN 7 HOURS#fuckfuckfuck did i pack my melatonin gummies already by mistake#i mean its not like i have to drive or anything#but id like to be... Aware. Available to converse with my dearest darling bestie#because i Am going to see my bestie!#absolutely unprompted#huh wait when was the last time i talked to a real life person in front of me. um.#its... been a couple weeks#NOT A MONTH YET THIS TIME! LESS THAN A MONTH!#but ohhhhh i am excited#tea with the homeslicebreadslice... joint Art creation....#BEING OUT IN THE WORLD AHAHA I WILL BE TEMPORARILY FREE#clawing at the walls let me OUT#gonna start biting this house i swear to god#i cant wait to be free of it. i hope it burns in the next big wildfire#OK WAIT NEW PLAN. i washed my mug and i have chamomile tea#i will drink some warm soothing tea uhhhhh maybe re-read a fic?#willing myself not to read stamps for the millionth time. im gonna read stamps for the millionth time#listen listen i love it and also im starving for fic#one day i will contribute but for now im poking ao3 with a stick begging it to do something#Soon though. i have a feeling. a strong psychic feeling.#Soon... something will Appear... i know this because my third eye is open#also i know because i know. OR DO I#im so tired yet so awake at the same time#someone whack me over the head with a cartoon mallet so that i may go to sleep with little birdies circling my head#wait shit those are vultures. IM NOT DEAD YET FUCK OFF#please i need to go snzzzzzz.... my alarm will be Going Off...
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this is actually the best thing that’s ever happened to me 😭😭 The percabeth talking about The percabeth I WON!!!!! walker & leah and percy & annabeth you will always be loved by me 🤧💘🫧🍃🦋
#sorry but this made my day 😭😭 the percy jackson brianrot will never leave! 😓🫡#I will never get over how perfect this cast is like the way they completely GET the story and their characters and love and respect them#also they’re so so so smart like I was not that well spoken and put together at fifteen it’s very impressive!!#hearing them talk about percabeth healed me 💕💕💕 like they just /understand/ them .. they /GET/ them ….#they’re so passionate and love this story as much as we do and I just LOVE when the actors are actually huge fans themselves who can have#conversations like this!! and I love just hearing them talk excitedly as fans cause they were fans first before being actors in the show :’)#my kids my kids my kids 😭💙#also so true percabeth soulmates fated written in the stars best love story ever told!!!!!!#god I am so beyond excited for the future seasons these kids have already killed it in season one and this is just the beginning!!! 💓#bless seaweed brain podcast they’re real ones 🙏#percy jackson#mine
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genuinely kind of terrified as to what will happen to me when i see bare live in three (three!!!!!!!!) days. i will either go fully insane or transcend mortality or perhaps both. either way i will most likely end up full weeping.
#going to see bare with my mother will be on par with seeing deh with her in regards to our [gestures vaguely] relationship#we will hold hands. we will cry. we will have emotionally intense conversations on the walk back to the hotel.#but guys. i genuinely tried to listen to a clip of just an instrumental from the show and teared up.#bare is just. Such a big part of who i am. i literally wouldn't be anything like i am today without it and the people it brought me.#and i laugh and joke but this is Such a full circle moment for tvp nation.#like i am currently about to self-produce a workshop of my play that has professional theatre companies interested.#and all of that started from writing a silly little show about bare when i was 14 to make cool people online laugh.#and since then the plot of bare (peter's version) Has Happened To Me Twice but i have been so so brave about it#i haven't listened to the full soundtrack since last year and i've been going cold turkey in Anticipation#i just Know my ***** is going to have the most insane reactions on it.#god. it's so crazy to me. what if you were gay and catholic and an angsty pop rock punk opera teen and you grew up to be happy.#anyways. in my feels. going to have lunch and listen to bway breakdown before class.#BECAUSE I GO TO A CLASS NOW!!! EXCITING!!! it's for writing and marketing stuff :) which is super helpful and fun#anyways haven't done a tumblr rant in a while. miss you guys in my phone <3 if you're reading this i love you forever mwah
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Why is People spoiling the whole thing in the article ?? Like I didn’t read it all because, let me discover what they say lol
I doubt it's the whole thing - I hope so, anyway. People called it an "intimate conversation". I'm just excited to hear them talk. It's funny that People published it today. Maybe they also got too excited, haha.
#lovely anons#i had a ginger shot and an energy drink#if i die tonight...#no i shan't#god i am too excited#we will still discover things tomorrow anon#we will hear them have a conversation#i might need to lie on the floor for this
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i was so excited before the alex rider show came out but when it did i couldn't find it anywhere without ten thousand ads constantly bombarding my vision so i never watched it. but now. now i can !!!!! im only one episode in and i am SO EXCITED i love it!!!! i have been in love with these books for nearly a decade now and i get to watch the show and i just know im going to be obsessed sorry people who followed me cause i went insane over alec lightwood i've got another alexander in my life now
#alex rider tv#alex rider#god i am so excited for this#i love it#yassen already has me hooked and all ive seen him do is kill a guy and then have a loaded conversation with ian and them kill him too
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my god lingsha's design is so ass. my god
#personal stuff#seraph plays star rail#main takeaways from this quest r designs i'm not a fan of. and weird fucking dialogue#what the hell was march talking about with that giant mech line. i have literally no idea what she was referring to#also yanqing going ''oh i forgot to ask yunli to return my sword'' ?? he did. he literally did. it didn't end well but he didn't Forget. wh#also like. maybe i'm just petty but the facial expressions in conversation#you guys can't have this serious conversation return to a more solemn default expression?#why are you guys smiling talking abt tingyun's ship crashing and everyone dying. come on#but god yeah lingsha's design is just not hitting for me. i wanted to be excited since she's based off of nuwa but like goddddddd#it's bad. the situation is dire.#also having a literal Snake abundance character who has an interest in the arbor. they're like okay we didn't set up tingyun well enough#let's try this shit again.#i guess?? otherwise why make her Like That and crank that shit up to an eleven#okay i am enjoying feixiao's design a bit more#but like my god. some weird lines from her for real#the whole ''yeah i made up a new title for myself'' just felt so cringe. maybe bc i'd already seen the line and didn't need to see it twice#also yeaaah let's repeat my backstory dramatically to these two people who already know me. ??#okay ruan mei is resurrecting tingyun i guess. cool#thinks mournfully about gallagher and misha.#but yeah i AM enjoying the yanqing moments. he's my little guy#also huaiyan's big anime sparkle eyes are very funny to me.#OKAY OKAY. second half of this quest was quite good.#i liked the little expedition w yanqing yunli and march. good setup of tension#and then everything from there to the end i enjoyed. i liked seeing hanya and xueyi again even if the circumstances were. well#and dan heng's interactions w the trailblazer in the shackling prison waa. waaaaaa.
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The last time I cried over missing my boyfriend was when I was drunk and 3 time zones away. Now Im sitting in my own bedroom, sober as can be, and I cant get him out of my damn head
#screaming.to.the.gods#i haven’t seen him in over a week - but Im supposed to tomorrow night#we’ve been texting all weekend too. He wanted to see me Friday. but I had a friend visiting from out of town#but Im also thinking about a conversation I need to have with him before our trip in 2 weeks#and Im only gonna get a few chances to have it in person which woulf be much better#basically explaining some boundaries *I* need because of some past trauma#and I know he wont have a problem with any of it. god he is so compassionate I am so fucking thankful for him#but knowing its a conversation I need to have is the stressful part#and I think that stress combines with being on my period and just. missing him. is what is making me an emotional wreck#but he said he has a gift for me tomorrow#and Im excited for it#i went out and bought him a pokemon hoodie#partially so I can have one to steal since he is so picky about his hoodies#but yeah. i really miss him and really want a hug. which is so wild to me#i hate when people touch me. i hate hugs. but he’s different#hes like a security blanket. warm and safe.#and I just want to be wrapped in that safety#uhg okay Ill stop ranting about my first world problems#love you guys though
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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made#friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go#bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple#the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula#for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b#concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown#its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a#healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take#more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end#of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me#and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this#project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data#bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i#just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem#bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping#ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and#classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die#my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday#who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio#majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes#b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative#ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week#until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad#who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we#die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him#its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of#sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol#whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated
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BORGIAS SEASON 2 FINALE????????? HELLO?????????????????
#THEY POISONED MY EVIL HORRIBLE HUSBAND!!!!#NOOOOOOO!!! HE'S TOO SEXY!!!!!!!#I mean there’s another season so I’m guessing he’s alright but#NOOOOOOOOO#I mean he deserved it but NOOOOOOO#god the scene where rodrigo buried juan alone & with his own hands broke me into a million fucking pieces#and cesare’s confession!!! his steely-eyed conviction!!!#the conversation where rodrigo tells him he’s too much like himself which is why he always favored Juan#for how can a man love his own reflection#what a hell is this man's world where he is so self-loathing and so self-aware#and just as he’s about to forgive his son for killing his other son…THE BLOOD FROM EVERY ORIFICE#this episode. wow. this season. WOW .THIS SHOW#ONE BILLION EMMYS FOR MISTERS IRONS AND ARNAUD#it's all so beautifully done too#i am VERY excited and nervous about season 3#gotta savor it like a dessert because it's the last one#praying that my corrupt sexy pope zaddy pulls through#(im sure he will)#(gotta see that white papal frock covered in blood at some point too plz)#lex does the borgias
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LOVEJOY CONCERT REALLLLLLL
#FINALLY A CONVERSATION W MY PARENTS WHERE I DROP A BOMB ON THEM AND IT GOES WELL. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE#SORRY. IM RLLY HAPPY RN.#fucking emotional whiplash of . all day dread . and then the realization that. lovejoy concert is Happening and i am going to HUG MY FRIEND#and we r gonna go to a CONCERT together and objectify wilbur soot in real time. in real life.#and i get to meet PERI ans shes gonna knock me off a SHELF#head in hands. screaming. lovejoy concert real#aster if ur reading this i love u im soooo excited ohh my god
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i haaate writing texts to people i barely talk to who also happen to not be Online people like. what version of myself am i allowed to be here
#a childhood friend (we went to school together ages 4-10 and have seen each other twice since - once close to school and once in january)#anw she asked what i thought of the barbie movie and i said sth about it being pop feminist in my first message and felt the need to double#text to explain what i meant by it and (somehow not physically but very much in spirit) i have a headache now#oh no wait there it is physically:)#oh uh#barbie spoilers#i guess but yeah it was at the level you'd expect it to be on that but perfect camp fun in general and i loved it sm#anw i feel like i should've left it at the fun camp side of my review that's what she probably meant#regardless ive done that now#if anyone's following along since the January party this is the friend who introduced john to our group and may or may not have been t#*subtly trying to set us up so we're gonna have to have that conversation eventually which is soooooo fun but i love her n i love that we'v#been reconnected#oh god i just remembered she's trying to have us meet up w the friend who hosted the party and was absolutely in on the me and john idea so#that specific psrt of it will be hell especially if it comes up that i was more interested in andrew who went to school with us and managed#to accidentally reject him.... although if undoing that comes out of it (unrejecting him that is) i would not mind he is so babygirl#ok i am going to get ready for bed!! it has been so much of a day#omg she replied about barbie#this is the most perfect review this is kind of all i cared about and you addressed it w/o asking#though now i'm excited to see what the story line is bc i haven't seen the trailers#im so relieved and i have a newfound faith in our rekindled friendship im so excited#also i just remembered sth#i was way more of a kelly club girl and i think i first played with actual grown barbies at her house!! we had sm fun and i remembered that#but this brought so much back still#vie
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omg a chat app game sounds so cool !! im vv excited 🙈
thank you anon!!! i am super duper excited to share it with u!!! <33 the beta i’m gonna give u guys is only one route with two ending variations based on your individual choices but the full conversations (which will be subscription based; $7 a month most likely) will have several routes n endings c: the endings are a small piece of prose detailing what happens. i just want to give u all a taste of it and get some feedback before i move forward, see how much interest there is and let everyone try it before i keep working on it.
#i mean who doesn't wanna chat with touya-nii am i right????????#who doesn't wanna get psychologically manipulated!!!!!!!! LMAO#obv there will be warnings at the beginning of each chat#it is kinda crazy to see him use ur name#like when he addresses u by name#i wrote the damn thing and it still gives me a shock#my boyfriend was watching me play it on my phone and he was like ‘oh my god you’re so GIDDY’#but yeah take those warnings seriously#the game will ask you to confirm that you agree to them for each conversation#basically if you open up a convo the first thing that pops up before it starts is the warnings and it asks if you agree or decline#if you decline it takes you back to the conversation screen#so you know exactly what you might potentially encounter in a specific conversation and can decide for yourself whether or not its safe for#you to play that particular convo#i say ‘might potentially encounter’ because not every route in a given convo has the same warnings#anyway!!! thank you for your interest anon!!!! i'm so excited!!!#have a fab saturday bb <3#stay safe n drink water!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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5oclock in the morning about to watch Past Prologue for the very first time let’s fucking Go
#The Emissary was so fucking goooooood wtf!!!! how did it make me fall in love with every single main character immediately!!!!!#sidenote will Miles' backstory ever be explained or was I just supposed to watch all 7 seasons of TNG before this#bc unfortunately I am not doing that <3 I saw that one ep with DOS where Miles was inexplicably a bg character there and that'll have to do#haven't liveblogged anything since fuckign SPN but I'm so nervous. have not slept also.#Julian was so funny in The Emissary. ''Surely we can just have a conversation with the Cardassians'' yeah I bet you'd like to#talk to a Cardassian wouldn't you. whore.#Star Trek: Deep Space 9#<<< OH WE ARE FUCKING DOING ITTTTTTTTT#''OP why. why are you doing it.''#1) fmovies.to rejected my plea to play the show twice before finally permitting it weeks later on my third try; a sign from Heaven#2) I'm so very excited to see the story of Empok Nor adapted to the big screen#I just hope the show respects the original story (various fanfics on ao3) :3#and 3) Big Lizard Time#ok deep breaths. covering my face watching thru my fingers.#don't unfollow yet btw im posting a mash gifset tomorrow dont worry i swear to god im still on brand#Starky's Original Posts#Starky's Text Posts
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#like. yes I am so glad I am graduating bc I cannot do school anymore. i cant. but also that is. the only thing I am excited for#there is just. so much I am losing. and I am so sad. i cried four times today. i am ecxhausted. and I have to write a paper now#and I mean. only three of those times was bc of senior stuff. the fourth was bc I literally had a talk w my dad which. sigh.#it’s just. hard. and bad. and I feel so helpless all of the time and I hate my life and just. there is a lot of feelings happening.#mostly bc of the conversation w my dad. but yeah. it’s. agh.#i also just feel like I ask way too much of ppl like. what right do I have to ask anyone anything when I know we’re all busy#and it’s a busy time of year. like I just feel so guilty for WANTING to do things w ppl and play games and plan stuff but also I’m#fucking graduating and it’s hard it’s HARD and I hate it here and I hate being needy but also I just want to spend time with people god.#roxy talks
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