#god I'm so fucking tired
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Oh god. That status effects from gaming for 7 hours are hitting
But ok I have 13 days left until the game ends so all I have to do is:
- Finish either Fuuka and Yukari's social links or just speedrun Aigis's, will probably do the latter, sorry girlies
- Get to the top of Taratarus
- Fuse the rest of the personas I can because my fucking hack ass can't even finish all the social links when it's been made easier (I am kicking myself rn)
- Kill the Reaper at least a couple more times for the request and also to even out everyone's levels
- do the end game boss rush
- watch the final cutscenes
And then I will have finished Reload before The Answer comes out, somewhat restored my credibility as a Persona fan, and then I never want to look at Tartarus again my GOD
...ok I'll probably end up back with Portable in a month because my dumb brain must have ideas beyond my creative ability but I've had enough of it for at least a couple of weeks
Oh also uh Chidori's coming back at some point in there, idr when that is or if I specified that I did that but it's unclear to me if doing it is required to finish Junpei's link episodes so for the record: yes I saved her
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just a reminder btw: don't be stupid and sleep at 6:30 am in the midst of packing. you'll definitely feel the exhaustion creeping up when you wake up an hour or two later
#ramblecho#can you guys tell that this had just happened to me#god i'm so fucking tired#literally .#don't be like me kids!
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Anyone got a tummy a bunny can have a nap on/in?
Asking for a friend.
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infinite chocolate website
#bel i'm stealing your joke#god i'm so fucking tired#'but a friend of a friend of a mutual SAID it was vetted!'#'how dare you be reasonably concerned about an easily observable trend'
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The fucking disconnect is so real.
#theo's thoughts#Story time for the people who love reading tags bc I love sharing things in the tags#So I work at a therapeutic day school and this past school year like four school days before Thanksgiving break I was asked a question#The question was if I would be willing to step up and be a long term sub in a middle school classroom#To me this was less of a question and more of a hey we need someone to do this and you're who the assistant teacher asked for#Which cool yeah fine I'll give it a go I really like that person (the assistant teacher who asked for me) and I trust her judgement on this#I was asked and accepted on Thursday. Friday‚ Monday‚ and Tuesday happen. Then three day Thanksgiving break#When we got back from break I was the teacher and it was rough at first and it sure as hell was never easy but I enjoyed it#My formal teacher observation was my boss basically going like so I see you doing all the things and the basis is there#But it's not being followed through on because of behaviors from the most unmedicated classroom I've seen in all my years working education#And now for the summer they're changing 2/3 staff that were in the room and who even knows who the teacher will be (a new hire? Maybe?)#If there truly is a new hire coming in (fed to the wolves immediately btw what a dick move) but that new hire will be the fourth teacher#These kids have had in a year? A year and a half max. The fourth. After the only thing I've been repeatedly told by admin for months#Is that we need to be stable and consistent because we may be these kids' only reliable source of that consistency and stability?#So you're going to have me come in and tell me I've done such a great job and then tell me you're moving me to 'give me a break'#Trauma informed care my fucking ass. I hope those kids raise fucking hell over it.#The brutal satisfaction of watching your own crops burn and knowing that the invaders will starve is great and all but these are kids!#They're barely just about to be teenagers (11 at the youngest and 14 at the oldest) and this is what you're going to do to them?#Yes they can be complete assholes and are often dicks to one another but they're in our school for a fucking reason? I don't get it.#Then two hours later after being told abt the change‚ the clinical director puts me as one of the three main recipients in an email#Saying that there's going to be a new student starting in that room in the summer and the real icing on the cake?#This all happens on last day before summer break. we're out of session for two weeks now and you're just dropping these changes on us now?#God I'm so fucking tired
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way too many people need a reminder that most people are capable of caring about more than one thing at a time and that talking about a pop culture event does not mean they're unaware of the rest of the world
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if you hear roaring and snarling and flesh tearing in the woods it's just me
#i just needed to vent#god i'm so fucking tired#i can't find a job and even if i had one it's not like it would fix everything#having mental health/relationship/financial/physical hardships all at once is breaking me#my optimism is hanging on by a single thread at this point#oh well#it'll all be fine i'm sure#personal#venting
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I got into a really bad fight with my dad and unfortunately I was counting on him for transport to college this week. Is anyone able to please help me out with £20 so I can get my weekly bus pass?
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done, or as done as done can be until tonight when i am finally going to put the PC away
time to make a panelle and stare at astarion
#I'M GOING HOME#we said goodbye to the coffee shop and our usual lunch spot#god i'm so fucking tired#has nothing to do with waking up at 5am thinking of fictional ramifications#the cat is insane in his confusion#everything is nice
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rejection sensitive dysphoria is such ass... we literally cannot have civilized conversations today because every time I express any sort of political views or defend any sort of point of view I get told that I'm stupid and a terrible person that needs to educate myself.
like sir, I might be luckier than most but I sure ain't had it easy and I still don't so kindly stop talking and go bother someone else-
#adhd#actually adhd#hate it hate it hate it#hate it so much#rsd#yes this is about the issue of Palestine and Israel#rb'd a post against the ethnic cleansing and genocide going on but the fear of getting doxxed won out and I had to delete it-#next time I rb any post about current events I'm not gonna tag it with anything except trigger warnings#and who knows I'm probably gonna get flamed for this shit as well#god I'm so fucking tired
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This is an absolute shit post of an au
For hi fi rush
So imagine some how they all end up being pulled into another diamenson right.
BUT
it's the teletubbies
Tinky Winkie = peppermint
Po= Korsica
Macaron= Dipsy
Lala= Chai
That vacuum thing is like either Cnmn or 808 🤔 maybe 808 Cnmn is the one who didn't get sucked through and is trying to get them back.
Oh but this part just like the first time I thought about it....
So they're all busy thinking what the EVER LIVING HELL, where are they what's going on but then they hear the sound of evil dramatic laughter as over the hills the sun rises, KALE IS THE SUN XD
Laughing about how he's going to burn them all.
Only to realise he can only make the days super nice and warm.
Of course he's snarky as hell and the rest just ignore him, Chai is the only one who answers him back so their days are usually filled with this teletubby Chai and this ass of a Sun bitching at one another.
(heh yes I still made it shippy but just hear me out okay)
Eventually it becomes banter
And then eventually it comes to a point where Chai sits out on the hills for as late as possible
Kale finally asking why he does that.
Chai replying
"I figured you might be lonely...no one says good night to you and I hope to see you in the morning...so that's what I'm doing now."
Kale is quiet for a while, he can't remember the last time anyone cared.
As he starts to disappear behind the hills he says to Chai
"You to...I mean goodnight...hope to see you in the morning..."
It even comes to a point where Chai sets an alarm to run outside to greet him in the morning .
The other three have figured it out even if these two haven't.
And can't believe those two idiots have fallen in fucking love.
They end up living there a couple of years and have somewhat settled into tubby custard and tubby toast and peaceful days.
Until one day they get sucked back to their world and it's been like five minutes in their dimension since they left, Chai and kale are back at that moment just before their fight and are looking at each other.
Kale tosses the pass key at peppermint before dropping his sword, he looks hopeful at Chai and Chai does exactly what he hoped he would.
He runs to him, to his open arms, he lifts and kisses him like in all those Disney movies. These two literally start crying because they've wanted to just be close like this , kale presses his forehead to Chai's and tells him how wonderful it is to feel him, to feel his warmth.
He takes his hand and runs past the gang
"Do what you want with the company I have who I want!"
"Where are we going ?"
Chai asks trying to keep up with kale and his bloody long legs.
"TO MY BEDROOM OF COURSE!"
"Okay then 🥰🥰🥰🥰"
The end
Now I'm gonna pass out this was another random what in the fuck but still to me at least kinda weird fun ramble niiiight
#god I'm so fucking tired#zzzzzz#hi fi rush#chai x kale#kale x chai#complete and utter wtf ❤️#my brain will and can think of dumb shit#teletubbies#you read that right Teletubbies
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#this is literally what I look like dragging myself into work#god I'm so fucking tired#I'm on day 63 of this job#I have another 20 days before I can have a rest#and not even an easy 20 days#I keep wanting to cry getting in my car#my laundry's piling up#not even sleep is helping any more#personal#text
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#god i'm so fucking tired#honestly i should have done a perma block long ago instead of just the soft block#will it actually prevent them from seeing any of my posts EVER? probably not because HellSiteTM. but.#at least i won't have to see them and be reminded of them#i just want to forget it all honestly. live my life despite despite despite.#i wanna be left alone i wanna forget them i wanna forget what they did to me#i already came back Different after my time away from front not to mention the Whole Other Version Of Me that split because of this shit#i don't need them fucking me up even more just by way of hanging around when THEYRE NOT FUCKING WANTED#ugh. i just.#leave me alone. *please.* ive been leaving you alone. do me that much in return. it's not that much to ask.
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Maybe it's the exhaustion and depression talking (in fact, I'm sure it is), but man, there are evenings when the future you want seems like it's never been farther away.
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*italian mobster voice* dey uses dey/dem... but i uses dey/dem too, yknow what i'm saying!? aaaah
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I have been sketching. So much tma. Here's some expansions on my Jon and Martin designs I've been doing.
Another note I forgor to mention is I love how after hearing Simon go "it's enough to make your hair turn white" about Martin's office in s4 many of us collectively agreed his hair turned white because of his association with the Lonely. The shared consciousness is real and we use it to play hot potato with the communal brain cell dedicated to the sillies.
Closeup of apocalypse boyfriends (also to the person who said they love my s5 Jon's fancy white girl updo: I think about that every day)
#s5 Jon in his white girl era#whatever the fuck that means#I'm still not done w the archives cuz busy n stuff but Jon needs to let Martin know wtf goin on#God may work in mysterious ways but you do not have to. Communicate with your man please#my art#the magnus archives#tma fanart#tma#tma season 5#tma spoilers#jonathan sims#tma podcast#martin blackwood#tma jmart#jmart#jmart fanart#jonmartin#there's so much going on in these and I am not sorry welcome to my chaotic mind#hope y'all read the tags cuz I need to announce before I fully make my Jon character sheet that his favorite band is linkin park#it's so funny and just right#tbf linkin park goes hard I'm tired of pretending it doesnt#but come on he totally was totally an edgey prick when he was younger#and older. he hasnt changed huh#anygays he totally loves linkin park and type o negative and three days grace and green day and evanescence#georgie was a paramore girlie I just know it#wish gerry were here he and jon would jam to type o negative so much :( and jon could introduce him to this cold night :(((#ok enough byeeeee
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