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checked out of reality yesterday and went into the mountains
#photographers on tumblr#photography#naturecore#havenât been here in a while#and I missed it so much#something about the mountains and how they ease the soul#no service#no worries#just in awe the whole time#anyways#was welcomed by some instense fog#and if you know me#gloomy days are my favorite days#found a million and 1 mushrooms#but was getting dark so my camera wasnât having it#and stupid me forgot my tripod so handheld long exposures have to do#planning another trip for some leaf peepinâ since my friend had to bail#happy sheâs feeling better tho đ„°#mine#mountains#white mountains
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#sleeping angel đ„č#I always make her a little cocoon/bed in my bed with her favorite blankie#she loves it sheâs so cozy my baby đ„°#fully burying her face into it (last pic) it will never get old to me Iâll always marvel at her cuteness#black cats#adorable#lovely#nap#fluffy#cosy#gloomy day#sleepy#floof#kitty#whiskers#warm#fuzzy#soft#bundled up
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not-yet-dead-person
silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww
(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)
i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!
the head circles are there for emotional support
very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.
(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)
usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.
according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it
the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!
Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.
background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!
for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway
that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it
#re:kinder#fanart#sayaka re:kinder#rei re:kinder#OH I ALREADY RAMBLED IN MY POST WHATEVER SHOULD I TALK ABOUT NOW IN MY TAGS UEEEEEEEđđđ#oh yeah do you want to know a fun fact about this drawing#i started it yesterday. i wasnt meant to I DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION...FROM MYSELF... i was meant to be on break#i self imposed a one week break from doing any rekinder related project after the transcript to avoid accidental burn out#NOT THAT I GOT TIRED OF IT AFTER THAT TRANSCRIPT NOT AT ALL#but jumping straight into more hours of creativr work after over 30 hours of it is asking for disaster. it is asking for burn out#yesterday was the last day . 12 hours were left but i was going to die if i didnt draw anything it would have been OVER#(aka my period started recently so i got very gloomy and depressed so i needed to run to my favorite stress relief...drawing rekinderâșïž)#(on that note seriously what the fuck please explain the evolutionary advantage to getting horribly depressed every month)#(like hello?!?! rant real quickâ i get enough flashbacks everyday i DONT need them to last longer and have me more msierable ?!?!?)#(periods are so dangerous to my mental health for no reason can i get a restriction order on them or some shit what the fuck)#(anyway thats enough of that break of character DONEEEE :3333)#SO YEAH I DIDNT EVEN LAST 7 WHOLE DAYS i even played a new game in between those 6 days youd think itd het my mind of rekinder. WRONNNNGGG#not even another devastating rpg horror gamr could divert my attention for long i hsd to draw rekinderđ#using the newfound power of mt transcript i was decided on drawing rei because i dont draw her enough for how high she is on my fvaorites#i was initially doodling random lines but then i stumbled upon this interactkon and it doesnt really fit into my usual expression sheets#so i thought hey lets do it asife#i thumbnailrd it and from there i was like hey lets do it in comic format isntead of separated messy doodles in tint canvas#and the rest is hisotry .... aka i spent the last two days doing this instead of doing MY HOMEWORK!!!!!#on my defense when i wasnt drawing i was horribly depressed i had no other choice#(seriously fuck off periods WHAT what do you mean i need to be distracted 24/7 to not be struck by crippling meltdowns LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?)#(they should be banned we as a society should find like a . cure to them it dont do me good to have a whole week where i cant function)#these tags have been more of a weird rant im sorry IVE BEEN FEELING PEEEVEDDD LATELY SO YOU GET. STRANGE DROTTER LORE ????
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if I ever wanted to have a different blog theme I think I'd have to frog boil you guys
#like. different garfield pics. eventually working up to the garf art gloomy drew me where he's dressed like link#so the primary color in the picture is green. and then one day I'd actually change it to something substantially different#this is to say that my favorite color is actually purple so sometimes I go hmm I really want my blog purple#but it's orange to match the garf pfp cause I like when everything matches. so if I changed it to purple garf would have to go#and I've been garf for several years. it's literally my branding. so#I changed my pfp on april fool's and elli almost killed me for it
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it's 51 degrees out and i have been stuck in the stupid basement all day im going to commit arson
#this is my fav type of weather btw.#i love fall nd cold and gloomy days they're my favorite#milo.txt
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it's getting close to wintertime !!!!!!!
#it's been gloomy and grey for all of today and . this is my favorite weather of all time i'm so happy!?!?!??!!?#my windows are fogged up because it's cold and i'm like!! Yay!!!!!#Wahoo!!!!#great day for the me fandom#i love this so much!!!!
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Yes, I love me some Tim Burton weather.
#rainy days#overcast#rainyday#tim burton#gloomy days#gloomy days are my favorite#rainy days are my favorite#gothic#landscape#nature
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Freak On The Cam! - C.K.
Synopsis. Choso always loved watching you - his pretty lilâ camgĂrl - from behind the screen. Who knew heâd love being on-screen with you even more?
Pairing. Choso Kamo x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, camgĂrl! reader, spĂtting, Choso has rings and piercings, first times + loss of vĂrginity (Chosoâs), oral (fem receiving), exhĂbitionism, DOWN BAD Choso, cĂșmplay, use of âmaâamâ, Sukuna is a menace, vĂbrators, light jealousy (Chosoâs), some HEINOUS things, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 6.5k
A/N. Meant to post this last week but hehe here we are. Also Iâve GOT to stop using Unc-kuna so much lmao.
âWanna see a movie or do you wanna make one?â
Choso was screwed. Completely and utterly screwed. So badly, in fact, that he might as well just wipe off every trace of himself online and go into hiding - preferably forever.
All because he had been so stupidly careless as to leave his phone unattended for exactly 1 minute and 47 seconds around Sukuna.Â
In the time it took Choso to raid the kitchen for his favorite brand of cereal, his uncle had managed to open his Twitter (because âthatâs where all the juicy stuff isâ), stalk your pretty page at the very top of his last searched, and send a god-awful pick-up line that would probably get him blocked. Or worse.
Damnit, he knew he shouldnât have made his password Yujiâs birthday.
âYa should be thankful I didnât DM her myself, brat.â Sukuna chuckles, not even a shred of regret in his tone, way too amused with how Choso was frantically trying to tackle the phone out of his hands. âWhatâs the harm in asking? Such a pretty camgirl, nâ you look like you need some good pu-â
âSheâs also my classmate.â
âKinky. Even better.âÂ
No, not âeven betterâ. God, this must be some kind of cosmic joke, and Choso just wished the Earth would swallow him up whole right now - and maybe his phone along with it too.Â
It had taken him almost a whole semester to work up the courage to just sit next to you during your shared lecture. All gorgeous with your bright smiles, and your smart mouth. And Choso was very much content to admire you from afar - and from behind his phone screen, of course.
Never following, never liking. Never tipping you off as one of your hundreds of thousands of fans.
And now, not only had Sukuna revealed that heâd found your secret Twitter account - the one with those sinful little clips of yourself that had Choso opening the app way too much - heâd also propositioned you. Like some creep. Â
âUgh. This is why women hate you.â Still desperately grappling, he spits out more to himself than Sukuna at this point. âB-besides, sheâs never even gonna respond any-â
Ping!
And the Itadori household had never been quieter. Never, on a random Saturday during spring break. Never, as the two men crowd the phone, jaws dropped and staring wordlessly at the singular message on screen. You.Â
âLetâs make one ;)â
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âSo sânot a stream this time, jusâ a video. Is that okay?â You hum from your desk, glancing at the man seated on your bed as he hastily nods along with whatever you said. Looking like heâd rather be anywhere but here.Â
Weird.Â
It had only been a few days of back and forth since youâd gotten that first text - the one that youâd honestly thought about blocking like the thousands of others. But there was just something about it that made you stop, something that had you clicking on the profile to delve a little deeper.
It hit you like a semi-truck back then - five of them, in fact - that this was someone in your class. Someone you knew. How the hell did he even find this account?Â
You knew Choso as that sweet - albeit slightly gloomy - kid that sat next to you, always quick with his answers and even quicker to look away from your gaze, no matter how hard you tried to spark a conversation. Youâd just guessed he was afraid of you or something.
So nothing couldâve prepared you for how ridiculously attractive he looked in that profile picture, all smug grins and dark locks falling effortlessly around his slightly smudged eyeliner. Shirtless, giving just a peak of- oh god, were those nipple piercings? Â
Could you really be blamed? You just had to have him.
But, here - it was like he was just itching to run away at the first chance he got.Â
âYouâre not held at gunpoint, yâknow.â you giggle at how he startles at the mere sound of your voice. The mattress dips as you stop fiddling with the camera to sit next to him, thighs flush against his muscled ones. âAre you sure you want-â
âYes.âÂ
It seems that both of you were surprised by the abrupt response. Too quick. Choso clears his throat, cheeks flaring as he tries to dredge up some semblance of dignity, he drawls lightly. âI mean- Yes.â
You study him for a moment under the dim lighting, noting the way his hands clench and unclench in his lap, the way his chest rises and falls rapidly as he struggles to control his breathing. He was nervous. Nervous and horny - nothing quite like the suave impression his pick-up line gave off.Â
But so irresistible just the same.
âWellâŠCho.â you bat your lashes, voice dropping to a seductive whisper - not too heavy, for now at least. âThen why wonât you even look at me?â
Alas, Choso was not a strong man.Â
Maybe at your words, maybe at that playful little nickname you gave him, heâs finally raising those dark eyes to look at you. Twinkling with- fear? anticipation? A flicker of something so dangerous as his gaze sweeps greedily over that tight dress you put on just for this occasion.Â
Choso tries to ignore how sinfully it hugs all your curves. Or the way it would look a million times better on the floor.Â
This was absolute torture.Â
And God he thinks he could pass out right then and there as you lean in closer. Too close. The temperature in the room suddenly increasing by about 10 degrees as you purr, tone careful and balanced. âMuch better. And nowâŠâÂ
His breathing becomes heavier, eyes flickering downwards. Once. Twice.Â
And you know youâve got him in the palm of your hand.Â
â...all you gotta do is touch me.â
Yeah, if Choso thought he was going to pass out before then he definitely wasnât ready for those dangerous little words. Ones that have him shaken right to the core - fighting that urge to just take you how heâs imagined all those lonely nights.
âYou- huh?â he lets out a shaky laugh, the sound strained as he crosses his legs with the subtlety of a sledgehammer, desperately trying to will away the blood rushing straight to his throbbing cock right now.Â
But how could he? Not when you only shift closer, barely even a hairâs breadth between you two - relishing in his strangled gasp as your tits press so enticingly against his arm. Such an adorable pout playing on your lips as you mutter, âDo you not want to?â
And he did. Oh, how he did - has been imagining it for the past five months, in fact. And Choso lets you know, a little twenty times, actually, as the words spill panickedly from his lips.Â
â-idiot trying to set me up and Iâve been dreaming of fucking you for so long but Iâm just-â Heat rushes to Chosoâs cheeks, as he abruptly shuts the fuck up. But itâs too late - the damage has been done.
You give him a wry smile, lips mere inches from his ear. âJust what?â
His breath hitches, muscles rippling so deliciously as he shudders beneath your touch. âIâm a-â Choking out - as if it physically hurts to admit - â-virgin.â
Oh.Â
Now, you mightâve expected many things - but certainly not this. Though, looking at the cute flush on the tips of his ears, all the way down to those big, needy eyes, you donât mind. Not one bit.
With one, quick glance at the rolling camera - your mouth is moving before your mind. âDo you want me toâŠdo something about it?â
And then itâs like something snapped.Â
You donât know who leans in first, just that Chosoâs kissing you. And youâre kissing him - how could you not?Â
Because goddammit it was always those pretty lips that you were staring at whenever he was spouting off answers in class. You just never expected heâd be kissing you back with such an infectious desperation.Â
No sooner are you thinking about how sweet his lips are before heâs pulling away with a soft sigh, pressing hot open-mouthed kisses down your jaw. Your neck. Back to your lips like he wanted everything and anything.
You gasp licks a long, languid stripe up your neck - maybe at how utterly obscene it felt, maybe at that sharp cold feeling that makes you flinch. Fuck - a tongue piercing? The noise makes Chosoâs mouth drop into a quick oh! surging forward to claim your lips again. Addicted.Â
Only to be stopped by your hands cupping his face, letting out a pained grunt at how he was so close. Just a hairâs breadth away from your lips.
âCho~ Open your mouth, baby.â you whisper, hotly.Â
And he looked so pretty - dark hair askew, lower lip swollen and quivering with need, brows furrowing because he wanted more of your taste. But he obeys, of course he does, Choso thinks heâll do anything you asked. And lo and behold, sitting right there in the middle of his tongue was a pretty silver piercing.
You just canât help but thumb open his mouth further, looking him right in the eyes as you spit in his mouth. Once. Twice.Â
âBet no one else has done this before, huh?â Grinning at how sinfully Chosoâs eyes roll to the back of his head at your taste, âKiss me proper now.â
God, you were so good at throwing away whatever was left of his poor sanity. And itâs all thatâs said before his kiss-bitten lips are crashing into yours again.Â
âNo. No oneâs hah- done that before. Only you.â heâs panting into your open mouth, swirling his tongue with yours. âF-fuck only you. Only you only you-â
You barely even realize the way youâre on his lap now, sitting so prettily there that Choso half-deliriously wonders whether he should take a picture. Mind spinning too much with his throbbing erection under your drenched panties, a damp little patch at his fat tip. So hot and heavy already.
âCho, do you want me to-â
âYes, maâam.â
You certainly donât have to be told twice - especially with that little nickname. Fiddling with his belt, youâre so hazy with want - the need to taste Choso, to see if the rest of him was as sweet as his lips - that you almost miss the look of confusion that flashes across his face.
You bat your lashes at him almost-innocently, âYou alright?â And Choso thinks he could cum right there and right now at the sight. If he wasnât currently battling for his life, that is.Â
âYeah, sâjusâ- what I wanted hah- was toâŠâ His hands sneak down, cupping your heated pussy through your drenched panties. â-taste her. â
âOh?â
âAre yâgonna teach me how?â
Oh. Fuck.
You know youâre fucked. Completely and utterly fucked.
Only moments later, Chosoâs wrestling you back onto the mattress, face-to-face with your sloppy pussy. So mean with the way he was pinning your hips down with one hand, all but ripping your panties off with the other.Â
You feel his piercing before his tongue. Both the hot and cold so maddening on your cunt as Choso licks long, lazy stripes up your puffy folds - dragging his hot tongue all the way from your base. Just grazing your swollen clit.Â
âTeach me- fuck fuck-â words muffled and slurring together, vibrations going straight to your pussy. âUse me. Use me how you want.â
Youâre threading your fingers through his dark locks before you even realize it, grinding your sloppy cunt all over his waiting mouth. âQuirk your tongue like- ngh-â Angling him close enough so he bullies his soft tongue into your tight pussy. Piercing massaging all the right places. âFuck-â
âLike this?â
âSh-shit,â you gasp, nodding deliriously. âSâtoo ngh- good.â
And by God, did you mean it.Â
âYeah? Yâlike this?â heâs groaning, wrapping his lips around your swollen clit. âCan feel you clenching around me. Shit shit shit, you love this, huh? So slutty on camera for it?âÂ
Getting wetter and wetter by the second as his tongue roams for that one-
âOh! F-fuck, Cho. Right hngh- there. Deeper-â
Ah, found it.
Choso grins as you tug on his soft strands, you can feel it on your throbbing pussy. Pushing your legs all the way till theyâre at your tits to hit that little spot each and every time. Again and again. Eyes glassy, torn between devouring that slutty expression on your face and how fucking drenched you were.Â
âShit, baby,â his words are so strained now, like his sanity was dancing away at each flick of his tongue. âYouâre drooling everywhere. See? Show the camera now.â
You donât have to look. Because you can feel it.
Can feel how wet his mouth is, just glistening with slick and saliva. Trailing all the way down his chin - to his wrist - only second to how sloppy your dripping cunt was. It was like he was getting messy on purpose, like a little reminder to himself that shit this was you and he was eating out your pretty cunt to insanity-
âOh my god, think mâhooked.â Tongue dragging all over your swollen folds, catching on his piercing. âThink your pretty lilâ pussyâs hah- driving me crazy. Ruined me, Fuck-â
And itâs so embarrassing how heâs talking you through it, grinning at every lilâ whine and whimper that leaves your mouth. You were acting all shy right now in a way that makes Chosoâs cock twitch so painfully. He barely even notices, though, with the way he was so drunk off your pussy.Â
So messy - unable to decide between rolling his tongue over your ravaged clit and dipping into your sloppy hole. Too much. In and out in and-
âFaster.â
He goes faster.Â
âH-harder.â
He goes harder.
Anything and everything for you - to keep those pretty moans falling from your lips, walls getting tighter and tighter around his tongue. And Choso might just consider himself a man addicted.
âCan you ngh- cum fâme, baby?â You flinch as he spits out the words into your cunt. Harsh. Fucked-out. Sounding just as delirious and breathless as you. âCum fâme please. Wanâ to taste yâon my tongue. Please. Fuck- need it so bad. So bad.â
Youâre so caught up in Chosoâs pussydrunk little babbles that you barely even realize when youâre cumming. Just that youâre letting out a strangled scream of his name, dragging your sloppy pussy all over his mouth.Â
And he has never seemed more blissed out. Long gone is that nervous little expression usually on his face around you, Choso looked like he could be suffocated in-between your legs right now and love it. Hope for it, even.
He tells you that, of course. As soon as youâre blinking back your vision, blood still roaring in your ears. Delicate strings of slick snapping where he parts from your quivering cunt, lips swollen and glossed so prettily with your sweet sweet juices.Â
âBaby, yâthink the video of lesson one came out good?â
Oh. Shit, what have you done?
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That certainly wasnât the last time you saw Choso - or the last time you had him in front of a camera, either.
A few weeks later, you found yourself with an entire album for the man - a hidden treasure trove under the simple name of âCho <3â. Most of the videos favorited, all sorted so tediously in a way that showed you spent an obscene amount of time looking at all the ways he ruined you.Â
So filthy on camera that you always wondered whether it was the same person in the sheets and in class, texting Choso for later. Just to confirm.Â
But embarrassingly, only some of these videos made their way onto your Twitter account - with Chosoâs pretty face largely out of the frame. The two of you hadnât ventured into streams yet either, opting to hide him away. Because, okay, maybe you were slightly jealous of other people seeing him - but it was really hard not to be when he looked like that.
In spite of all that, youâd still gained a casual hundred thousand more followers since his appearance - ones who always commented on your solo streams asking where your âhot emo bfâ was.
Comments youâd pointedly ignore, because, hell, you wished he was here on-stream helping you get off, too. Yet despite the endless flirting and videos, Choso actually hadnât made it further than actually holding a full conversation with you. And you wanted more.Â
For all you know, you might just be one of his many trysts - and it was just for the videos, right? You get the content, he gets the experience? A win-win situation, so why have you never felt more like such a loser?
Such a loser the way youâve already lost count of the âlessonsâ but still havenât gotten to feel him - to fuck him the way you wanted just yet.Â
âSâalright if I take this, right, maâam?â He smirks during one such session, knuckle-deep in your dripping cunt. Dangling your drenched panties like a badge of honor, flimsy and soaked with your sweet sweet juices. âSâalright if I-â And he canât even finish the sentence. Your jaw drops as Choso raises the thin fabric to his face, breathing in your essence like a man possessed.Â
Bzzzt-bzzzt-bzzzzt-
âYouâre so filthy, Cho-â you manage to choke out once you find your voice. Squirming on his bed like such a slut for him. âWas the innocent thing just an act?â
âNope.â he pops the p, licking lewd little circles on your neck, thumbing open your puffy folds to watch in amazement at the way you glisten and clamp around his fingers. Eyes flickering briefly to the recording phone in his hand. âBut we gotta give âem a good show, huh?â
Right, youâd forgotten about the camera. But none of that matters anyway because-
Intensity setting 2.
âYouâre so mean, too.â
âAm I?â he grins, teeth grazing along your racing pulse. âI think you taught that to me, baby. Shit, lesson 8 it was?â
God, he was addictive.
Chosoâs having way too much fun playing around with the intensity setting of the bullet vibrator shoved inside your ravaged cunt. Sending quick, methodical vibrations all along your pulsing clit. In time with the breathless moans leaving your kiss-bitten lips, and itâs all you can to call out for- more? Mercy? Both?Â
Bzzzt-bzzzt-bzzzzt-
âGod, youâre so perfect. Shit, so messy fâme.â he groans, and you could tell that the video wasnât going to be uploaded anyway. Too shaky, focusing in and out of Chosoâs fingers. Knuckle-deep and pumping in and out of your filthy hole. Relentless. âAlmost makes me wanna show off to an actual audience.â
âMaybe I want to, too.â you muse, shifting at his heated gaze. Dangerously pressing your thumb over those nipple piercings youâve gotten to know so well lately - as if to support your point. God you wish heâd take off that snug shirt.
Intensity setting 3.
âThat so?â
And no matter how many times Chosoâs ruined you on camera - and watched the videos over and over afterwards - he always thought they werenât enough to capture your perfection.Â
âSuch a slut fâme, baby.â To capture the exact moment in which your wet lips fall into a soft little oh! when he massages your walls in time with the pulsing vibrator. To capture that absolutely sinfully excited little glint in your eyes as he ruts his clothed erection against your pussy. âYâalways this dirty?â Quickly turning into a look of slight panic at the sudden jingle of keys from the front door.Â
âYo, brat. Where the fuck are ya?â
Ah, there he was, the reason that Choso usually locked his bedroom door whenever you were over, even if he was home alone.Â
Intensity setting 4.
As the silence continues, so does Chosoâs abuse on your cunt. In fact, he only gets more erratic - like he wanted you to cum. Needed you to cum right now, right here in front of Sukuna, footsteps only growing louder. Nearer.
âCho-â you fight to get out the words. âHeâs hah-.â
Bzzzt-bzzzt-bzzzzt-
âCanât speak? Thatâs cute.â he coos, voice way too relaxed for someone whose mind was reeling with the realization that he couldnât remember if he locked the door this time, and how adorable you sounded. Enough so that it made some raw, primal part of him wanna pull down his pants and fuck you right here right now. Cockblocks and his own virginity be damned. âCâmon now, use your words like a good girl. Tell the camera.â
Cocky bastard.
Bzzzt-bzzzt-bzzzzt-
âClose!â you yelp, unsure of whether you were talking about yourself or the looming Sukuna. Jaw slack, tears springing into your ears as you look up at Choso. âSo close.â
God, you were addictive. And this video was definitely going in both your favorites.
âMhm,â he hums, movements getting hastier. More desperate. âI know, maâam.â
Intensity setting 5.
Thatâs all that it takes for you to cum, letting out a loud strangled moan of Chosoâs name. Or, you wouldâve - if it hadnât been for the way heâs shoving two, thick fingers into your mouth.
Silencing you - and in your hazy brain you think that if this was his way of shutting you up, then you really didnât mind. Because all you could taste was you and the cold, cold metal of his rings. Somewhat intoxicating.
âShhhhhh.â heâs breathing out, still mindlessly grinding his hips into yours. Though, you realize with a pang that today wonât be the day you get to feel that achingly hard erection straining his pants. âThese pretty moans arenât for him, hm?â
Pressing on the back of your tongue, smirking at the way you nod tearily up at him, moans still muffled. Hell, do you even know how sexy youâre being right now.
âMhm, all fâme. All for fuckinâ me.â
Knock! Knock! Knock!Â
âWhy the fuck are you locked up in here on a Saturday night?â Sukuna sounds impatient, but not surprised. Probably imagining all sorts of dorky things his nephew was doing to hole himself up in his room. âCome out nâ get this takeout- whatâs left of it anyways.â
And with that, itâs like the magic is over.
Your high only just bating before Chosoâs hurriedly ending the recording on a hazy still of your disappointed pout, cursing Sukuna for his impeccable timing.Â
Slightly concerned about the door being broken down and someone else seeing you in all your fucked-out glory, he hastily moves to grab the spare cloth by his bedside. Cleaning you up with hushed promises of âsending the recording laterâ, and âsâalright, heâll be gone soon.â
Close. You were so close.
A win-win situation - but youâve never felt like more of a loser.
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âBy God, I never thought heâd get the balls to do it.â
You yelp in surprise at the deep voice from behind you, whirling with a defiant brandish of Chosoâs (your?) keys. Heâd given them to you a few lessons ago, saying it would make it easier for you to come and go from his apartment as you pleased. Which - to you - felt dangerously like something a boyfriend would say-
But that wasnât important right now.
What was important was the older man suddenly towering over you right outside Chosoâs front door. Big arms crossed over his chest, that leering smirk clashing with his pink hair. âI knew it was odd that brat had a pair of heels by the door.â
Shit. Sukuna.
Ryomen awfully-wingman-his-nephew Sukuna.
âSpill.â At your confused head tilt, he plows on. âSpill the tea. I need new blackmail on my lilâ nephew. How badly did he have to beg you to go out with him?â
You donât know what was more bizarre - what he was saying or the way he actually pulls out his Notes app as if hanging on to your every word.Â
âI-Itâs because of you.â you manage to choke out, unsure of what Choso has told his family about you. Eyes flitting between him and the door right behind you, sounding your very best not to sound just as guilty as you felt. âYouâre the reason we have this weirdâŠthing.â
A beat of silence passes. One. Two.Â
And just as youâre beginning to wonder whether youâve broken Chosoâs infamous uncle, he throws his head back and laughs. Laughs, right in your face, sounding like heâd just heard the funniest punchline in the world.Â
âOh thatâs hilarious.â he exclaims, wiping a mock tear. Cackles dying down as if he was suddenly aware that maybe Choso would hear and walk in on this impromptu interrogation. âDamn, that awful pick-up line is why you started fuckinâ? I thought itâd get that sap blocked so heâd stop stalking your account so much.â
âNo, weâŠâ you hesitate, mind reeling with what Sukuna just admitted, and how bad it would really be that youâre divulging your sex life to a relative of the guy youâre fucking. Before thinking fuck it, might as well confide in someone. â...weâre just doing stuff for-â putting up air quotes. â-content.â
âJust content?â
âJust content.â
âAnd you like that fool?â
Your face burns at how glaringly obvious it apparently was, â...Yes.â
This seemingly sets Sukuna off on another wave of uncontrollable laughter. âOhh, thanks for the blackmail on that emotionally-constipated brat.â Typing away on what you assume to be his Notes, he promptly turns to walk away, âSee ya around, doll.â
âWait!â you call after in confusion, making him stop and raise a brow. âArenât you supposed to like- I donât know, give me advice for your nephew or something - like a good uncle?â
Scoffing, âWho said I was a good uncle?â He leans in ever-so-slightly, âJusâ rock his world on camera or somethinâ nâ ask him out right in the middle.â Satisfied with being enough of a decent samaritan for today, he walks back with a half-wave, âHeâd listen to whatever you say anyway.â
Oh. Is that so?
And Sukuna probably meant it as some joke. Something to tease the both of you with - but itâs something that sets the gears going off inside your head. Something that had you ignoring Sukunaâs slightly panicked, âJusâ not too soon, I needa bully him with this first.â
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You didnât listen to Sukunaâs little plea, of course. Because only a few days later youâd steeled yourself to finally send that one text you knew would change your relationship with Choso. For the good, hopefully.Â
You: 9pm my place. Get ready, cuz this time weâre gonna be live ;)
Cho <3: :0Â
And with that, youâd thrown your phone on the bed, jittery about later tonight. Browsing through your wardrobe for that one set of barely-there lingerie in his favorite shade of pink. Hey, you could never be too prepared, right?
Nothing couldâve prepared Choso for this moment - absolutely nothing at all.Â
He mightâve just died and gone to heaven the very moment he read that dangerous text - finally inviting him to join one of your streams. The ones that heâd always watch in the safety of his bedroom, lights dimmed, pants bunched around his ankles.Â
Cock just achingly hard in his fist while he wished he was with you behind the camera. Getting you off so much better than any sextoy would. Just forcing those pretty moans from your lips - and everyone else could see that. Wish it was them ruining you instead.Â
Alas, it was only a dirty little fantasy.Â
Until now, that is.
slvt4u: Holy shit boyfriend reveal, about time.
uniwhore: THIS is the hottie from Twitter?????Â
itsgenslut: idfc just fuck
âNervous?â you smirk, looking down at the man sprawled so prettily on your bed. âYou look just as close to an aneurysm as you were the first time. Though-â snaking your hand down, â-this is still the same as ever.â
You chuckle at the way Choso catches your lips with his, more to shut up those pathetic little moans threatening to escape him than anything. Because every glance at you in that sinful little pink bra gave Choso a mini heart attack.Â
âB-baby-â he gasps, grinding his clothed erection against your palms. âI wan- hah-â
âMhm?â
And God how youâve ruined Choso - run him so utterly dry of his sanity.
Because heâs angling your head down, piercing cold against your tongue. âSpit.â
It was like that first time had gotten him addicted. So you do - right into his waiting mouth. Jaw dropping at the way he tips his head back, back, back to let it slide so obscenely down his throat. Moaning at just a taste of you, âGod, I need to f-fucking ruin you.â
And if thereâs anything youâve learned after all these months with Choso, itâs that anything he says - he does.
The words have barely left his mouth before heâs pulling your bra off, ripping your panties easily off your hips. Each and every little regret about what a shame it was thrown out the window at the first sight of your pretty pussy.Â
It never gets old - and Choso could never get enough of the sinful sight - your cunt so sloppy and ready for him already.Â
âCho-â you whine as ringed fingertips coming up to circle your sloppy entrance. Cold. Stretching you to insanity. âS-stop teasing.â
âYes, maâam. But first-â shifting you around ever-so-slightly on top of him. âGotta show off how wet yâare fâme.â
uniwhore: did he just call her âmaâamâ?? Me when??
roses101: idk who i wanna be theyâre both so fucking hot ugh
âFuck, yâlook so sexy from this angle. Wonder if the camera thinks so too?â
Your face slightly burns at how he was seemingly taking over your own stream. Smug bastard, you think, glancing down at Choso, red-faced, hair untied, wearing a sly grin as his eyes slide over the flurry of comments. But two can play that game.Â
âCho~â fumbling with the hem of his underwear, âYouâve been holding out on me.â
A gasp leaves you involuntarily as you tug down Chosoâs boxers just enough for his throbbing cock to spring free, hitting his sculpted abdomen. Blushed your favorite shade of pink - to match your bra - so so angry and soaked in precum.Â
He was so intimidatingly long - longer than any of those toys you usually brought on camera. Thick enough that it had you wondering, shit, would you even be able to take it?
âSâthis a-alright?â and for all his previous confidence, Choso sounded self-conscious. Peeking at you through his long lashes.
You grin, pumping a hand up and down his swollen cock, letting his precum drip down your wrist. âSâperfect.â
âGod- fuck, baby. Oh-â Choso lets out breathless little profanities as you straddle his waist, dragging his weeping tip down your swollen folds. So fucking filthy as you sink down in by fucking in. Slowly. âToo- much-â
Apparently too slow because no sooner have you just taken in his fat tip, squeezing and clenching around him, that Chosoâs flipping the both of you over.Â
âMâsorry.â he breathes into your mouth as your back hits the mattress. âMâsorry mâsorry, fuck- just canât-â fingers immediately drawing frenzied little circles on your pulsing clit to take your mind off the dizzying stretch as he bullies his massive cock into your snug cunt. âCanât wait canât wait- waited too fucking long. Want this so badly-â
You felt too good. Too perfect around him.Â
âAh! Hngh- Cho, oh my god. Too- ngh-â you moan, as he starts grinding in shallow, mindless little movements just to fit himself inside. Pushing and pushing, you wondered if he even realized what he was doing.
Sounding like his sanity was dwindling away with each little thrust, âSâtoo big? You can take it. Fuck fuck fuck please. Need this.â Pressing all the way into your lungs. âHow do you wanâ it- how do you wanâ me?â
Honestly, Choso didnât even need to ask, because he just bottoms out - heavy balls smacking against your ass, cock swollen and throbbing inside you - that you think that you just wanted him to ruin you.Â
âR-ruin?â his voice breaks as he repeats - more to himself than you. Oh, shit had you said that out loud? Youâre speechless as Choso throws your legs over his shoulder, dragging his swollen lips lazily across your ankle. âYes maâam.â
Oh. You might as well have just signed off your will.Â
Because then heâs fucking into your sloppy cunt. Unforgiving. A man starved because he was. Jagged, quick thrusts, splitting you apart deeper and deeper on his rock-hard cock.Â
âFuck- fuck fuck fuck-â he pants into your open mouth, finding it so fucking difficult to find any rhythm when your tight cunt was milking him so good. âYou feel so good. So messy. Ya love it like this, huh? Being hngh- watched?â
âHngh-â you buck wildly into his body, reaching up to play coyly with his nipple piercings. Tugging and pulling lightly. âFeels too good- are- ah- are ya sure this is your first time?â
Honestly, it was a wonder Choso didnât cum right then and there.Â
Tojisslvt: need someone to fuck me like this the first time
22sabi: Typing with one hand is so hard.
DaStrongest: i could fuck her so much better than than inexperienced loser
Choso throws his head back in a cruel little laugh at that last comment, something that makes you tingle all the way from your burning cheeks to your stuffed cunt. Clamping down deliciously on Chosoâs unforgiving cock in a way that makes his hips and fingers stutter.Â
âYa think you could fuck her better?â it takes you a second to realize he was talking to the camera and not you. Thrusts getting sloppier, getting familiar. âIâm the one that got her so messy like this.â Purposeful. Calculated. Like he was aiming for that one-
âFuck!â you scream as he hits that magic spot. Once. And then over and over like a man possessed. Just so utterly ruining you the way you knew he could. âCho oh my god- I canât hah- ngh-â
The cold metal of Chosoâs rings dig into your cheek softly as he turns you head to face him. God, this was the stuff of his wildest dreams.
You - teary eyed and looking up at him like such a slut. Pussy getting wetter - tighter - as he teases you in front of the camera. Torn between running away from his relentless cock and bucking up for more more more-
 âFuck no no no- Keep your legs open, baby. Donât hah- run away from me.â his fingers dig into your hips, pulling you impossibly closer. âDonât- need this. Need this so ba- shit.âÂ
And he sounded so genuinely worried heâd lose the feeling of your heady cunt. Fingers bruising on your hips as he pulls you closer. Like he was trying to fuck out any and every shred of shyness out of your body.Â
slvt4u: Always the quiet ones.
DaStrongest: heh, fuck off. iâd make her cum so much harder.
Now, Choso was fucking you like he had a point to prove, and it was probably the only reason he hadnât passed out from how good your pussy felt wrapped around him.Â
Both of you were barely-lucid at this point - and he was out of control now.
Pussy drunk thoughts unfiltered, âNo oneâs ever d-done this- got me hah- feeling like this.â And you had the distinct feeling he just beat you to your original goal, letting out sweet little babbles into your open mouth - though his hips were anything but.Â
So hard that you were sure the creases of your sheets would leave marks for tomorrow - along with his balls on your ass, your ankles on his shoulders, lips searing against yours. It was like he wanted to prove something - to prove he was good enough to- the viewers? To you?Â
Knowing your body well enough to hit that one spot over and over until you were sobbing. Fingers erratic on your clit.Â
âCho-â you squeal, tears springing to your eyes as he only gets sloppier. âI-Iâm gonna-â
âCum?â he breathes, as if he couldnât believe it. And fuck if you werenât the gates of heaven spread wide open for him then he didnât know what was. âFucking cum. Please please- hah- fâme. Cum on mâcock nâ make them jealous. Fâme- Like youâre mine.â
You barely even realize when you are. Jaw slack, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you see stars behind your eyes, blood roaring in your ears. God, he was gonna have to go home and rewatch this stream all over again.Â
âNgh- mâcumming mâcumming oh-â
Not even realizing the way youâre dragging your nails down Chosoâs sculpted back. Marking up his milky skin - and he lets you.Â
Loved it in fact- the way he loved you.Â
Your eyes go wide, and Choso knows heâs fucked up. Realizing with a jolt that words were tumbling out of his mouth before he could stop them. But itâs the way you squeeze him tighter- giving him such a gorgeous little fucked-out smile that sends him over the edge.
Sharp canines digging into the crook of your neck like he wanted to break skin, holding himself back from breaking you while he cums and cums so hard it hurt. Over and over-
âLove you- love you love you love you-â heâs muttering into the skin, unbarred. âSince I first saw hah- you. Wanted this more than fuck fuck- air that I breathe.â
His seed was oozing out of you now, painting your ravaged pussy white, dribbling down your legs. So fucking full and debauched. Thick, hot globs that were sure to stain those overpriced new sheets. But did Choso care for the mess? Not at all.Â
Because you were holding him so impossibly tight, pushing away the strands of hair sticking to his forehead. Whispering little praises as he fucks you through his first time. Close. Warm. Everything he ever dreamed of.
âSâeverything I ever dreamed of, too, Cho.â
And he knows heâs won.Â
urfavslvt: Proudest nut. Want more.
uniwhore: does this mean couples content??? Pls say yes plsplspls
DaStrongest: invite me next time <3
âThought you were embarrassed.â he licks soothingly over the bite. Voice shot, piercing smooth against his tongue. Embarrassing little confessions leaving him with each spark of electricity running through his veins. âThought you didnât stream wâme cuz of that- but shit. Dreamed of this fâso long. So long-â
Oh?
âHey, Cho.â your voice rings through his hazy mind. Just enough for Choso to raise his head and meet your intoxicating, sultry gaze. Giving a sly, sidelong glance at the still-blinking camera.Â
âMhm?â
âWanna film a weekâs worth of âmoviesâ in advance?â
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Sukuna (do not answer): Oi shitty nephew, where r u Jin made me come over with (half) leftovers.
You: Sorry, not home. At the movies rn.
Sukuna (do not answer): When tf do u go to movies??Â
You: Since now, on a date. You probably canât relate.
Sukuna (do not answer): Stfu nâ stop lying, a date with who? Ur body pillow?? Not like u had the balls to ask out that pretty lilâ camgirl anyway.
Haha
Right?Â
You: *girlfriend
Sukuna (do not answer): Huh?
You: Girlfriend.
Sukuna (do not answer): THE FUCKINâ PICK-UP LINE WORKED??
A/N. This came out a LOT longer than expected.Â
Plagiarism not authorized.
#choso x reader#choso smut#choso x you#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jjk x you#choso kamo x reader#choso kamo smut#choso kamo x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x you#jjk#jjk fic#jujutsu kaisen#choso#tonywrites#choso kamo#gojo x reader
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#ximesâmusic recsđ¶#gloomy cold and rainy day mood#MCR is always a mood#this is one of my favorite new songs#Spotify
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Another! This is a quick sketch of Macie
Some bits about her:
Sheâs trans fem, uses she /they pronouns but prefers She
Sheâs Florisâs sister, she was adopted when she was a few months old, sheâs six months younger than Floris but acts more like an older sister
Very bubbly and outgoing, believes that everyone is trying their best to some degree
Sheâs my other favorite :)
#oc lore#GDIA official art#Macie Harden#oc art#lore crumbs#sheâs my second favorite#the siblings â€ïž#gloomy days in august#5-20-23
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"turn to nature when people are absent, she has the cure for loneliness. she will welcome you like no one else. she will put you into her cradle and accept you for who you are. her birds will sing a song for you, her winds will blow away your bad thoughts, and her rushing waters will bring calm to your upset mind." đż
#had that text in my drafts forever#it's fitting tho#can't find the post i got it from but#my favorite forever#today was good#gloomy days make me happy#and even more so when i'm explorin' new places#basically gonna turn into a bird lady cus pls cuties#nature#green#photography#mine#also did you know you can post up to 30 photos now?#i mean okay then
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#finally a cute salon de thĂ© (coffee shop) / second hand LIBRARY opened near me đđŒ#I mean itâs been here for over 3 years but I never leave my house haha#we sat outside on the terrace (in the beautiful streets on the old town) but the inside was so cute & cozy đ#we were on a rush -medical appointment- so I didnât have time to check the books but next time I wanna sit inside on a gloomy/ rainy day#and buy one!#last time I left my house (shortly) was early August so hopefully it wont be in two months#just realized I say library oops (librairie = bookshop in French)#south of france#provence#coffee shop#bookshop#salon de thĂ©#librairie#tea#cookie#carrot cake#cozy#cute#pretty#lovely#adorable#new favorite spot#autumn#fall#books#reading#hot chocolate#relaxing#peaceful#chill
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My mother has absolutely fallen in love with Gale and itâs the single funniest thing Iâve seen in a while.
So for some context:
My mom is in her late 60âs and canât live alone so she lives with me. She enjoys watching video games as an alternative to tv (this woman played the hell out of the PS1 so Iâm not surprised). She always gives me her reviews on the games I play and loves some more than others. With that being saidâŠ
She hates Baldurâs Gate 3. Hates it. Despises it. âWorst game youâve played by far.â She doesnât like fantasy genres and doesnât like a whole lot of combat. Now admittedly she didnât start watching the game until Act 2 (health issues) so she missed the entire opening and Act 1 and had NO idea what was going on. I tried explaining as best I could but she didnât fully understand.
Now she doesnât like anything remotely spooky so the shadow lands was a nightmare for her to watch. Hated it. Hated the characters.
Astarion was too mean. Didnât like Wyllâs horns and red eye. Karlach was too loud and didnât like the horns. Shadowheart was too gloomy. Laeâzel was too creepy looking and mean (still havenât won her over in Laeâzel). Halsin was âcreepy lookingâ (I donât get it either). Hadnât met Jaheria or Minsc yet.
Now admittedly I hardly used Gale in my first play through so she never saw him or knew he existed until Act 3. But the second she saw him? Heart eyes. Put on her glasses to look at him better. Rizzard of Waterdeep got her GOOD.
Loved him to the point where she asked if Iâd play it again JUST to romance Gale so I agreed because I was going to romance him at some point anyway. And when I tell you that woman is SMITTEN.
Every day I get home from work and itâs âwhen are you going to play your game? I want to see Gale.â âKiss Gale. Do a kiss. Thereâs different kisses? Do them all I want to see the kisses.â âHE HAS A CAT??â
Very quick to tell me on what romance dialogue options to pick. I have no say in the matter theyâre all her choices.
Oh and Mystra? Hates her. Canât stand her. âBlast Mystra with your fireball thingy.â âCan you kill her? You should kill her.â âGale better be praising you and not Mystra.â
I mean itâs a complete turn around and this is now her favorite game simply because of Gale Dekarios.
And if youâre curious, hereâs her ranking of most to least favorite characters.
Gale (and Tara by extension)
Karlach
Astarion
Wyll (was very upset when I had to reject post dance kiss)
Halsin
Boo (not Minsc, just Boo)
Jaheria
Shadowheart
Laeâzel
Withers (genuinely afraid of him)
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#Gale#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#gale romance#Astarion#karlach#wyll ravengard#Halsin#shadowheart#lae'zel#withers#rizzard of waterdeep
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No one asked but Iâve decided to post one of my favorite original smut works!
Yandere Short Story: Insatiable
Yandere monster x Afab reader x Yandere ex fiancé
Minors DNI
8.4k words
 âCedric?â A tall, dark haired man glanced up from his paper work to see his small wife at the door. His red eyes gazing at her coldly. âOh, sorry⊠my lord. You didnât reply to any of my letters so I decided to come see you myself. I was wondering if you had time to-â
  âIâm busy with work. How about you go take a walk or something seeing that youâre not busy with anything.â Cedric replied coldly, causing the young woman to glance sadly at her hands.
  âOh⊠Iâm sorry-â
  âStop with your needless apologies and shut my door. Youâre letting the cold air in.â Cedric hissed before returning to his mountain of paper work.
  âGood bye, my lord.â (Your name) softly whispered, a sad look in her eye. The young woman shutting the door before looking at the small, cloth bag beside her. Its contents being one change of clothes, a pouch of water, and some bread.
  (Your name) had finally decided to leave him. Her feelings for him had gradually disappeared over the years of being engaged to him seeing that he couldnât even return a fraction of what she felt for him. It was time for her to leave this loveless, joyless place and to go live as a commoner. Hopefully Cedric would eventually read the letter she had sent him a few days ago about annulling their marriage.
  The young woman pulled her tattered cloak over her head, making her way down the manorâs steps with ease.
  Not a single servant paying her any mind. A smile made its way to her lips at the thought of finally no longer having to sit in her cold room up in the tower. How sheâd be able to travel wherever she wanted and maybe sheâd even find someone to love her eventually. How she could finally have friends that didnât need her husband to pay them to talk to her.
   (Your name) soon stood outside the gloomy palace, a smile on her lips. The young woman giving the palace one last look before she headed into the forest.
   âGood bye. I wonât miss you.â  She then headed into the dark silent forest. Set on leaving the Southern empire forever.
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  âThis tea is bland and terrible.â Cedric complained to his maid who began to sweat nervously. âWhy isnât it here on its usual time and why isnât it its normal flavor?â
  âAh⊠the duchess usually takes care of thatâŠâ the maid replied before giving the lord a bow. âNone of us have seen her in awhile so we had to brew some older leaves.â
  Cedric sighed before rising from his chair, causing the maid to gulp at how large he was.
  âThat stupid woman. Iâll go see what sheâs up to now then I guess.â Cedric made his way towards the east end of the manor, climbing up the flight of stairs to (your name)âs room.Â
  A frown forming on his face when he didnât see a single servant on this side of the manor. Where were all the servants? Shouldnât she have some around here to clean it?
  Cedric stood before the door at the top of the tower. His hand pressing against the old wood. A frown on his face.
  âMy lady. Can you open the door?â No response.
  âMy lady?â Cedric pressed his knuckle against the door, causing the door to squeal open. Red eyes widening in shock at the tattered blanket that sat on top of a pile of hay. This couldnât be her roomâŠ
  Where was her bed? Her dresses? Cedric burst into the room examining everything in disbelief.Â
  âCan I lay with you, Cedric? Itâs starting to get cold?âÂ
  Cedric frowned at the memory. (Your name) really was cold wasnât she? And he always turned her awayâŠ
 A small desk with letters littering the top of it caught his attention. Was this the only thing she had in her room? As a duchess, she only had this small desk?Â
  Red eyes narrowed at all the letters that were dated and addressed to him. Cedric quickly opened one of the older letters his eyes softening at its contents.
   âI finally was able to get the maids to teach me how to make that chamomile tea you like so much. I hope weâll be able to drink it together someday. When youâre not busy of course. I love you, Cedric.â
  Cedric opened another letter, a dried sprig of babyâs breath falling out of the envelop. His pale fingers picking it up with utmost care. Red eyes scanning over the delicate hand writing.
  âDid you know babyâs breath means everlasting love? Isnât that neat? I hope that our love is ever lasting as well. Iâd like to go on a picnic with you while itâs still spring. If youâre not busy of course. I love you, Cedric.â
  âToday, I saw a pair of swans in the pond in the garden. Did you know swans stay together for life? I read that in a book in the library. I thought it was pretty neat. Maybe itâs childish of me to think that way, but I hope weâll be like that. I love you, Cedric.â
  Cedric continued to tear apart the letters with fervor. Sweat dripping down his neck as his hands began to shake. All of these letters and heâs never read any of them from her⊠he always returned them back to her⊠always ignored her⊠he was starting to get scaredâŠ
   âItâs getting colder up in the tower but the maids took my bed. They said theyâre freezing too. Is there anyway I could also have some new blankets. I hope thatâs not too much of a bother for you. Thank you. I love you, Cedric.â
  âIâve been sleeping in the library over the winter. I hope that doesnât interfere with your work. I heard thereâs a ball upcoming in the neighboring empire. Iâve never been to a ball before. Is there anyway we could go? Iâd really like a new dress. The one I had all these years is starting to get a little loose since weâre so scarce on food. Thank you. I love you, Cedric.â
  There was no scarcity in food. Who on earth hadnât the servants been feeding her? Who took her bed? Her blankets?
   Cedric sorted through the letters until the last one stuck out to him.
  His pale hand opened the letter, his eyes widening in shock. She had filled out divorce papers⊠why would she do that?
   âI donât think youâre ever going to read this until youâve realized I left. But I want a divorce. I canât live like this. Itâs so cold and miserable here. No one talks to me here. I found out that the only acquaintance I had here, you were paying to talk to me so I wouldnât bother you⊠and I was really hurt by that. If Iâm really that awful to be with, Iâll go. I just want you to be happy, Cedric. Even if itâs not with me. So good bye, Cedric. If you try to have a conversation with me in a few days I may reconsider but if not, youâll find this then. Iâll probably be halfway through the forest by then. Good bye, Cedric.â
  Cedric began to shake. She had stopped by his office and he had turned her away⊠he unknowingly sent her away⊠he sent his loving wife away in the wild⊠wait.
   Didnât she know the forest was infested with monsters?
   âGuards! Hurry. Send a search party to the forest, now!â Cedric threw the letter to the side, screaming on the top of his lungs. His legs running as fast as he could down the steps and through the palace.
   The guards rising up in shock before quickly springing into action. Â
   âThe duchess has gone missing! She could be in danger!â Cedric shouted, the Duke running to grab his sword and horse. âWe have to find her by all means necessary!â
  Cedric frowned as he glanced at the dark forest. His eyebrows furrowed in worry. He prayed she was safe. He was so lucky he noticed her absence in just a dayâŠ
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  (Your name) hummed as she walked through the forest without a care in the world. So far, sheâs been lucky and she hasnât ran into a single monster.
  She knew there was a possibility she could run into danger but she truly believed the monsters wouldnât bother her if she didnât have a weapon on her. Plus, there wasnât much meat on her bones since she wasnât being fed at the palace.
   âDonât you know thereâs monsters in the woods?â A voice hissed at (your name), causing the girl to glance at a tall man wearing silver armor with an unfamiliar, blue crest on it. The silver helmet completely covering his face.
  Well at this point in her journey, sheâs going to disregard the stranger danger rule.
  âOh I know. Iâm just passing through is all.â
  âEither youâre a very brave woman or a very stupid one.â A laugh left her throat as she smiled at the stranger.
  âA little of both. Iâm just going anywhere to start a new.â The girl smiled at the knight before continuing her way.
  âWait up!â The male trudged after her, standing above her. âYou canât just go walking in the forest by yourself. What if you get kidnapped or killed-â
  âThen I get kidnapped or killed.â The knight held in a laugh before offering her an arm.
  âI can lead you out of the forest if youâd like. My name is Etrian by the way.â
   âThatâs a nice name.â (Your name) replied, taking the knights arm. âYou can just call me (your first name).â
  âHmm. You have a pretty name.â Etrian smiled at the girl, causing her to furrow her brow.
  âItâs a very basic name. Itâs not even worth remembering so you can call me anything youâd like.â Etrian tilted his helmet down in worry at her words. Wherever she came from, she more than likely never was treated with kindness.
  âI like your name so Iâll call you, (your name).â Etrian replied, causing (your name) to giggle.Â
  âItâs been a long time since Iâve laughed⊠thank you, Etrian.â Etrian gave (your name)âs hand a comforting squeeze.
   âI was on my way to the Lancaster Palace but I think a damsel in distress is much more important at the moment.â Etrian puffed his chest out, causing (your name) to erupt in giggles again.
  âMaybe I should call you the brave one then for traveling alone, Etrian.â (Your name) gave Etrian a smile, the male shaking his head in embarrassment.
  âItâs a knightâs duty.âÂ
  (Your name) laughed some more, allowing Etrian to lead her through the forest. Their playful banter continuing.Â
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   Cedric searched the woods with fervor. Easily slaying any monster that crossed paths with them.
   âMy lord. We found the body of the Northern empireâs diplomat and his party butâŠâ
  âBut what? Did you find the Duchess?!â Cedric hissed, his red eyes coldly looking at the corpses of the northern empireâs men. But one was missing their armor.
  âWhereâs his armor?â
  âThatâs what Iâm afraid of. It appears a monster may be parading around as a knight.â Cedric sighed before glancing nervously in the forest. He really hoped (your name) didnât run into that monsterâŠ
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  âEtrian. Do you like being a knight?â (Your name) asked her companion who hummed in response.
  âNot really. Itâs kind of boring actually.â Etrian responded, his eyes glancing at (your name). âEspecially listening to a lordâs orders all the time and standing guard? It sucks.â
  (Your name) laughed at his response. âAt least youâre honest, Etrian.â
  âWhat about you, (your name)? What were you?â
  (Your name) smiled sadly as she glanced at the forest floor, causing Etrian to raise his hands up in alarm.
  âOh I didnât mean to upset you-â
  âI was nothing.â (Your name) replied with a solemn look in her eye. âHave you ever felt like that before? Like nothing? My existence didnât matter where I came from before and after I ended up here.â
  Etrian placed a gentle, leather gloved hand on (your name)âs arm. âNo I understand completely.â
  âThanks, Etrian. Youâre really nice even though I think youâre really strange.â
  âHow am I strange?â
  âYou abandoned the task at hand for me, which is very suspicious. But I appreciate you traveling and talking with meâŠÂ I canât remember the last time I actually had a conversation with someone.â
  Etrian gave her a nod, trying his best not to have his helmet fall off his head.
  âIsnât that helmet uncomfortable? You could always take it off.â Etrian held up his hands as he began to laugh.
  âMaybe once we make it out of the forest.âÂ
  âAlright. Keep your secrets then.â (Your name) giggled, Etrian watched her walk a little further a head. A black tentacle creeping out from the helmet before quickly slipping back in.
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   Cedric continued searching, a smile on his face once he saw a pair of footprints.
  âShe went this way!â Cedric shouted to his men. The men all nodding their heads before following the tracks. âShe canât be far-â
  Cedricâs red eyes widened when he saw a second pair of footprints beside hers. Their tracks barely as visible as hers.
  âThe monster is with her!â Cedric began to breath heavily, his hands shaking as he held the reigns to his horse tightly. He was going to find her. Cedric just prayed nothing happened to her.
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  âEtrian. Youâre really light on your toes.â (Your name) stated, causing Etrian to laugh. âDo you like sneaking around?âÂ
   âItâs just an unconscious habit of mine-â an arrow whizzed by Etrianâs head, causing a scream to leave (your name)âs throat.Â
  âJesus-â
  âMy lady, step away from the monster!â one of the knights from the southern empire shouted, pointing his bow and arrow at Etrian.
  âMonster? Thatâs Etrian-â (your name) replied, only for more knights to show up.
  âOne of the knightâs armor was missing at the carriage accident up ahead-âÂ
  âI can actually explain that.â Etrian replied as he grasped the helmet of his armor before pulling it off. Revealing a handsome man with long silver hair and blue eyes to all the knights. âItâs me. Duke Graham.â
   âDuke Graham?! I canât believe itâs you!â One of the knights laughed, the others all releasing their breath that they were unconsciously holding. âYou were the only one missing from the carriage.â
  (Your name)âs eyes widened in horror. While everyone else saw a handsome man, she saw a giant black octopus like creature as the head of the knight. Her body started convulsing in shivers.Â
   âAre you alright, (your name)?â Etrian asked with worry laced in his voice, reaching a hand out to her. The tentacles moving in every which way, causing (your name) to hyperventilate and take a step back in fear.
  â(Your name)!â Cedric rushed over to her, quickly separating her from the monstrous Duke. Cedric quickly dismounting his horse to hold (your name). âIâm so sorry. Please donât run off again.â
  (Your name) didnât return Cedricâs hug, her eyes focused on the black octopus monster that was known as Etrian.Â
   âLetâs head back home, okay? And Duke Graham. You can ride on one of the other horses we have here with one of the knights. My wife will ride with me.â Cedric stated, hoisting (your name) up on his horse.Â
  (Your name) cast one last look at Etrian, the tentacles waving at her which on caused her to tear up even more.
   While with the guards, they only saw Etrian give (your name) a warm smile and a wave. Why was she so scared of him? It wasnât like she was seeing a monster.
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  âWhy did you try to run off into the forest?â Cedric asked (your name) who sat in the sofa in his office with a blanket tightly wrapped around her. âYou couldâve died-â
   âIt wouldâve been better than being here.â (Your name) muttered, pulling the soft blanket closer to herself. âAnything is better than here.â
  Cedric stood up from his desk, sitting himself beside (your name).
  âIâm going to start being a better husband. I moved your room to be next to mine now and you have a bed again. I also am currently working on investigating all of the staff that has mistreated you. Theyâre going to have their hands cut off for stealing and then exiled-â
   âThatâs alright. You donât have to do any of those things.â (Your name) sighed, wrapping the blanket around her even tighter. âI would like to head to my room. Iâm quite tired.â
   Cedric held a hand out for (your name) to take, which she ignored. The young woman choosing to stand up with her blanket securely wrapped around her.
  âWould you like to have dinner together then?â
  âNo. Just send it to my room please. Itâs kind of late for all of those things, donât you think?â (Your name) asked, avoiding eye contact with Cedric.Â
   âI⊠Iâll try more. Just please donât run off like that again.âÂ
  (Your name) opened the door to her room before shutting it quickly. The duchess laying down on the bed in defeat. She really was wishing she wouldâve left this place.
   It was a shame Cedric had no intention of letting her go. Not to mention that Etrian was also staying with them for the time being.
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  Etrian sat in Cedricâs office sipping some hot tea. Blue eyes meeting red orbs.
   âThanks for keeping my wife safe-â
  âWhy did she run off?â Etrian hummed, causing  Cedric to glare at him.
  âItâs none of your concern, Duke Graham.â Cedric hissed, causing Etrian to smile. Cedric narrowed his eyes at the doll like man.Â
  âSheâs really pretty.â Etrian smiled at the peeved expression on Cedricâs face.
  âWhat brings you to the Southern Empire?â Cedric gritted his teeth at Etrian who only gave him a hum.
  âMostly for trading business but seeing that my men were mauled to death and looted by your monster infested forest, Iâll have to wait awhile till we can proceed in business. I may have to stay here awhile as well.â
   Cedric sighed in defeat. His red eyes narrowing at Etrian. This was probably the most Etrian has spoken to Cedric in their entire life so far⊠and it irked Cedric.
  âAlright. I can let you stay for awhile. Just please donât cause any trouble for me.â
  âI wonât.â Etrian smiled, causing  Cedric to place a hand on his temple.Â
  âIâll have the maids organize a room for you.â
  Etrian beamed at Cedric, his blue orbs shining mischievously. He couldnât wait to see (your name) again.
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  Etrian wandered the halls, ignoring the excited whispers of the maids when he passed by. The silver haired man had adjusted well to the staffâs ramblings of his appearance.
  âIsnât Duke Graham really handsome?â One of the maids asked another, causing the other maid to nod in agreement.
  âJust like a porcelain doll.âÂ
  âI heard heâs unmarried.â
  Etrian made his way over to the library, his blue eyes widening once he saw (your name) sitting in a chair in the far back corner. Her focus completely on the book in front of her.
   âAh. (Your name).â Etrian smiled at the duchess, who gave him a nervous glance. Her eyes completely avoiding eye contact with him. âMay I sit with you?â
  âS-sure.â Etrian pulled out the chair beside (your name), the wooden legs squealing across the floor.Â
  âWhat are you reading?â Etrian asked, causing (your name) to nervously glance up from her book.
  âOh itâs just a fairy tale storyâŠâ (your name) shyly replied causing Etrian to furrow his brow.
   âIâm quite fond of fairy tales. Which one is it?â
  âBeauty and the beast...âÂ
  âThatâs my favorite one.â Etrian smiled, his tentacles flailing around excitedly, much to (your name)âs fear. âMy mother used to read it to me all the time as a child.â
  âThatâs really nice.â Etrian tentacles suddenly laid flat on the table, one of them laying on (your name)âs shoulder as if to show that he was concerned for her.
  âWhatâs wrong? You havenât really looked at me since the forest.â (Your name) gulped, her hands trembling when the tentacles began to slowly caress her body.Â
   âI⊠Iâve just never seen anyone that looks like you is allâŠâ (your name) replied honestly. She wasnât wrong. Sheâs never seen someone with a black octopus like head before and she was terrified.Â
  âOh⊠is my appearance not to your liking-â
  âMy lady. The lord is looking for you.â The butler interrupted her and Etrianâs conversation, the young woman quickly rising up to her feet.
  âAh. Sorry, Etrian. I have to get going.âÂ
  Etrian clutched his chest, his heart beating rapidly in his chest. Could she really see him for what he truly was?Â
  Etrian glanced at the book she was reading in awe. Was their story going to be just like beauty and the beast? Pure ecstasy consuming him.
   She had to be just like his dad. His mom always told him his soul mate would be able to see his true form just like dad could see hers.Â
  â(Your name)âŠâ Etrian couldnât wait to find out.
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  âYou called for me, my lord?â (Your name) bowed her head to Etrian, who frowned at her formality.
  âI did call for you, (your name).â Cedric motioned for his butler to go bring some tea for the two of them. âIâd like to have some tea with you-â
  âIâm not very fond of tea.â (Your name) wrapped her arms around herself, ignoring the disappointed look on Cedricâs face. âBut thank you for the invite.â
  âHow about a walk in the garden? You love the garden.â Cedric asked, a hopeful tune in his voice. (Your name) frowned. Didnât he acknowledge that she had sent him divorce papers? Why on earth was he trying to court her now, of all times?Â
  âAlrightâŠâ Cedric held out an arm for her, which (your name) hesitantly took. The dark haired Duke leading her down the halls and towards the garden.
  A certain silver haired man watching them from the libraryâs window. His blue eyes studying the discomfort on (your name)âs face.
  âYouâre not comfortable around that man are you, (your name)?â Etrian softly whispered to himself, his blue eyes memorizing her soft features on her pretty face. âI wonder if I can make you smile againâŠâ
  Etrianâs shadow revealed his tentacles flailing about in excitement. The birds that sat near the window quickly flying away in fear of the monster that was in the palace.
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  It was a stiff silence between Cedric and (your name). The two walking side by side in the garden without muttering a word to each other.
  âThereâs some swans in the pond, (your name)âŠâ Cedric smiled, softly breaking the silence. His red eyes glancing at her face, his eyes lighting up when he saw her smile at the swan pair.Â
  He had finally found something that seemed to make her smile⊠Cedric was starting to get really worried about saving their relationship, especially with someone like Etrian in their home. Cedric had to admit that he was jealous of how beautiful Etrian was but he felt that there was something incredibly off about the silver haired male. Even when they were children, he was almost completely emotionless but he wasnât that way around (your name)⊠it was very unsettling to Cedric.
  â(Your name), do you like Etrian?â (Your name) froze, her eyes wide at Cedricâs question.
  âI wouldnât say like or dislike⊠IâmâŠâ Afraid. (Your name) thought to herself. Iâm afraid of him. âIndifferent towards him. Heâs a Duke from the northern empire so I have to be respectful to him is all.â
   Cedric hummed, the Duke satisfied with her answer. His wife was a very respectful young lady, he didnât doubt her answer at all.
  (Your name) narrowed her eyes at Cedric. Cedric couldnât be jealous, could he? It wasnât his place after years of being together without him ever caring about her personal life or feelings.Â
   âItâs cold. Iâm ready to head back inside.â The couple made their way back in, unaware that Etrian had overheard their conversation.Â
   The silver haired man determined to have (your name) change her mind about him.
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   Etrian had found out many things about (your name) over the last few weeks heâs been staying in the Lancasterâs palace.Â
  (Your name) used to live in a tower here, she didnât like tea, she liked to write and read, her favorite food was (favorite food), she liked to eat pudding sometimes as well, her favorite color was (favorite color), and she was almost always alone.  Just like Etrian usually was.
   Etrian was thrilled to be finding out all this information from the maids who were more than thrilled to talk to him. The Duke was especially happy that one of the maids had even slipped up and told him that (your name) was trying to divorce the Duke. It made Etrianâs heart soar at the thought of (your name) being on the market for marriage.
  It wasnât very hard for him to bribe one of the maids into sending that paper work to the emperor either. Which would make his end goal even easier to achieve.
   Etrian peaked his head in the library, a smile on his face when he saw (your name) sitting in a chair, sketching some birds that sat in the window. Heâd have to add drawing to his mental list of her hobbies.
   âHello, (your name).â (Your name) nearly jumped out of her shoes when Etrian snuck up behind her. One of his tentacles affectionately caressing her cheeks, something she tried to ignore.
   âH-hi, Etrian.â (Your name) responded quietly. Placing her pencil down on the table.
   âI havenât seen you in a minute. I missed seeing you around.â (Your name) tried to hold her tears in when his tentacles slowly began to wrap around her body, caressing her affectionately.Â
   Over the course of Etrianâs stay, sheâs noticed that his tentacles tend to tell his emotions. She could tell when he was excited, upset, annoyed, happy, or even sad. And the tentacles were especially fond of her, touching her any chance they got, much to her displeasure.
   âIâve been around. Iâve just been spending a lot of time with my husband is all.â (Your name) tried not to flinch when she saw the tentacles suddenly point at her like swords. Itâs seems she upset Etrian by mentioning Cedric. âI didnât mean to neglect you.âÂ
   The tentacles instantly relaxed, going back to their idle position of affectionately caressing her.
  âHow about you draw me?â Etrian asked, a soft smile on his lips. He really wanted to know how (your name) saw him.Â
  (Your name) smiled, opening a new page to her sketchbook, her body shaking when Etrian took a seat in front of her. The black tentacles retracting into themselves, as if they too, were folding together like his black gloved hands on the table.
   (Your name) shakily got to work. Tears gathering in her eyes as she continued sketching the monster she saw in front of her.
   Etrian frowned at her nervous expression. Why was she so nervous? Didnât she understand that they were soulmates because she could see him?
   (Your name) glanced up, her face going pale when she saw two tentacles directly pointed at her eyes. The tentacles opening up to reveal two icy blue eyes staring directly at her.Â
  Etrian smiled brightly. She finally made eye contact with him-
   A lord thump was heard, (your name) had fallen out of her chair. Etrian quickly rose up, his hand grasping (your name)âs shoulders, helping her up.Â
  âAre you alright, (your name)?â His eyes widened at the drawing that she had made so far. A dark octopus like head sat on top of his body, a deranged smile crawling on Etrianâs lips. He was so excited. She could see him.
   âI-Iâm sorry, Etrian. I⊠I need to go.â (Your name) stuttered out before she grabbed her book. âIâll see you around!â
   Etrian could only watch as she took off, his blue eyes glancing at the pencil she had dropped in excitement.
   She could see him⊠she could see him. The real him. The monstrous curse his mother and him both had.Â
  Etrian picked up the discarded pencil, blue eyes glancing around the library, making sure no one was watching him.Â
   Etrian then placed the pencil in his mouth, suckling on the wooden utensil as his eyes rolled back in his head. Etrian wondered how her fingers would taste in his mouth when he-Â
   Oh he was getting a little too far ahead of himself. He needed to calm down a bit before revealing his insatiable lust for her.
   A very disturbed Cedric stood outside of the library. Why in the world was Etrian eating a pencil?
  The dark haired Duke now more determined than ever to keep Etrian away from his wife. By all means necessary.Â
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   (Your name) laid in her bed. Her form covered in a lightweight, white gown.  It was a little chilly at night, but nothing she couldnât manage. It was the feeling of eyes on her that she couldnât shake off.Â
  (Your name) slowly rose from the bed, shutting the curtain to her balcony. The feeling still not leaving her. Perhaps she was being paranoid after the library incident.
   (Your name) made her way back to bed, the duchess pulling as many blankets as she could on top of herself. Maybe if she went to sleep, sheâd be able to relax?Â
   As (your name) drifted off, she failed to notice a body laying under her bed. A certain silver haired man crawled out from underneath her bed before he stood over her, blue eyes greedily taking in the sight before him.
   Tentacles gently began to caress her body, a soft groan leaving her throat before she unconsciously cuddled into the warm appendages, causing a smile to crawl on Etrianâs face.Â
  He knew she would grow used to him. Maybe if he started visiting her every night, sheâd stop fearing him as much. Etrian reached a hand out to brush some of her hair out of her face.Â
  His soulmate was so pretty and cute⊠he couldnât wait to steal her away from hereâŠ
  Etrian hummed before walking over to her little desk in the corner. The male setting down a small (favorite flavor) pudding on her desk.Â
   Hopefully sheâd like his little surprise for her.
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   (Your name) had terrible nightmares last night about a certain tentacle man. Her body covered in a light sheen of sweat.
   âMy lady, your husband would like to have breakfast with you.â One of the maids said at the door, the maidâs eyes widening at the helping of pudding on (your name)âs desk. âDid you order pudding last night?â
   âPudding?â (Your name) furrowed her brow in confusion before her eyes widened in shock at the (favorite flavor) pudding that sat on her desk. âI didnât ask for puddingâŠâ
   (Your name) smiled softly. Maybe Cedric had gotten her some. He has been a lot more attentive lately.Â
   âTell him Iâll be there. I just have to clean up a bit.â
  The maid nodded before heading off, leaving (your name) to wonder who left her the mystery pudding.
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   âThank you for the pudding, Cedric.â Cedric furrowed his brow in confusion at (your name)âs statement. âIt was a nice sweet treat to have after a nightmare last night.â
   âPudding? I never sent you pudding.â (Your name)âs face turned pale at Cedricâs words, a concerned look now on Cedricâs face as well.Â
   âThen who knew I liked pudding and even my favorite flavor?â (Your name) nervously glanced over to the side. A certain man with a black octopus head, began to flail around excitedly before holding its tentacles like a shy school girl. And why were they slightly wet this time?
  Cedric followed her gaze, his eyes narrowing at the stoic Duke. There was no way Etrian was holding a torch for his wife right? Etrian wouldnât sneak into her room to drop off pudding⊠no. Etrian was eating a pencil the other day. There was a chance Etrian was weird enough to break into a ladyâs room.
  âGood morning, Duke and Duchess Lancaster.â Etrian bowed to the other dukes, his blue eyes studying Cedric face while his tentacles excitedly rubbed (your name) face. âI will be heading back to my empire in a week. I had a lovely stay here.â
  âIâm happy to hear that, Duke Graham.â Cedric gave Etrian a tight lipped smile, red eyes focused on the uncomfortable expression on (your name)âs face.Â
  âI also heard a fun little rumor during my stay here.â Etrian placed a hand over his chin, an amused expression on his face. âI heard you two are getting a divorce.â
  âThat isnât going to happen now-â
  âWell you shouldâve told that one little maid. Seems she sent the paperwork over to the emperor-â Cedric quickly rose to his feet, his loud voice booming at the staff to quickly intercept the letter to the emperor.
  Etrian and (your name) now the only two left in the dining room. Etrian turned his head towards (your name), causing her to gulp in fear.
  âYouâll be single by the end of this week and Iâll be leaving home. When the emperor gets that letter, youâll be demoted to a commoner.â Etrian cooed, his tentacles tightly wrapping around (your name), Etrian pulling her hand up to his face. Her body flinching when she felt his soft lips press against her hand. âSo why donât you become my wife? You wonât have to live as a commoner then and Iâll treat you well. Plus you can see what no one else canâŠâ
  âWhat?â
  âDonât play dumb. You can see me. The real me. And I can show you pleasure youâve never felt before. Just think about it. I have 8 extra appendages compared to the average man.â Etrian whispered in her ear. âIâm also one of the richest men in the four empires. Youâll never have to struggle or starve again.â
  âWhy me?â (Your name) whimpered, the tentacles slowly moving lower on her body, a few teasingly squeezing her legs and hips.
  âBecause you can see me just like my dad can see my mom. Donât you get it? Weâre soulmates, baby.â
  (Your name) nearly cried when he pulled away. The tentacles smoothing out the wrinkles in her clothes.
  âJust think about it, okay?â Etrian smiled, the tentacles flailing around excitedly. âI promise youâll be very happy.â
  âYou bastard!â An angry Cedric hissed, a fist colliding into Etrianâs face, the silver haired man barely moving. The tentacles now pointing at Cedric like swords, causing (your name) to freeze in terror. âWhy would you do that?! You sent that letter a week ago-â
  âYou donât appreciate your wife. I found all those letters, Cedric.â A taunting chuckle escaped Etrianâs throat, the tentacles sharpening as they prepared to strike Cedric at any moment. âYouâve probably never even touched her-â
  âPlease stop!â (Your name) stood in between the two, tears cascading down her face. Cedricâs heart clenching at her terrified expression. It was just an argument, why was she so scared? âIâll go with you. Just please donât hurt Cedric. PleaseâŠâ
   Cedric froze when he saw the thrilled smile on Etrianâs face. Leather gloves hands held (your name) face with such tenderness, it made Cedric sick to his stomach. Â
   âIâll make you so happy. Youâll never be sad again.â Etrian cooed, his blue eyes gleaming at Cedric. âYou can stay in my room for the time being seeing to it that youâre now a single woman. Iâll get you a nice pretty ring when we reach my empire.â
   âWhat does he mean (your name)? Youâre not going to marry him are you?â Cedric froze at the defeated look on (your name)âs face. Her (eye color) orbs tiredly glancing at Cedric.Â
  âIâm sorry, Cedric.â Cedric could only hug himself as he watched his wife be dragged away by Etrian. The silver haired Duke excitedly droning on and on about how much she was going to love their new life together.
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   Cedric peaked through the doorway of (your name) and Etrianâs room. His heart clenching when he saw how he tenderly held her in his arms.
   It wasnât fair⊠if Cedric never messed up, she wouldâve never met Etrian⊠she wouldâve never divorced him⊠theyâd still be happyâŠ
  But were they ever happy? No⊠Cedric couldnât remember the last time they shared a smile together or even a dance. Cedric never really deserved her⊠but he didnât think Etrian did either.
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   Cedric could only watch as (your name) and Etrian headed off to the northern empire in a carriage together. The silver haired man fretting over her every need while Cedric could only watch from his studyâs window in utter distaste and envy.
   âMy lord, she left you a sketchbook.â Cedric glanced at the book, tears gather in his eyes as he looked at all the intricate drawings of birds. The swans being his favorite.
   The last drawing was what made Cedricâs blood run cold. A terrifying eldritch monster with a black octopus head over Etrianâs body stared back at him, a small note in the bottom of making a shiver run down Cedricâs spine.
   âI can see him, Cedric. He likes that I can see him. Help me.â
   Now Cedric knew why she was so terrified of Etrian⊠it was because he was a monster.
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  âI canât wait for you to meet my mother.â Etrian cooed, his tentacles excitedly flailing around the carriage. One grasping (your name)âs chin. âYouâll like her.â
   â(Your name)⊠are you sad?â Etrian asked, the male grasping her hands in his gloved ones. âYou wonât ever feel like nothing here. Iâll treat you to whatever you like.â
   (Your name) could only fully glance out the window. Her heart aching as she began to miss Cedric. She hoped he would at least be happyâŠ
   A tentacle suddenly gave her a tight squeeze while another forced her head to look at Etrian. Smooth lips pressing against her own, her body shaking in fear as the tentacles began to grope her body.
  Etrian pulled away, her eyes widening when she finally got to see some semblance of a face on the man. A smile crawling on Etrianâs face.
  âThere. Donât think of other men around me. I donât like it.â
   (Your name) could only silently cry as Etrian continued to press kisses on her face. His lips burning her with the  passion he held for her.
  âWeâre going to have our wedding in a few days time once we arrive. Is there somewhere youâd like to go? Or something youâd like to do when we get there?â
   âIâm alright for now. Thank you, Etrian.â (Your name) politer responded, folding her hands in her lap nervously.Â
   Etrian smiled before continued to excitedly chatter on about the wedding. His tentacles dancing around excitedly.
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   A regal woman with long silver hair and bright blue eyes stood outside of the Graham palace. Her cold gaze focusing on the carriage that had arrived.Â
   Former Duchess Guinevere had gotten the news that her son had found a bride while he was in the southern empire. She just didnât think her son would latch onto the other dukeâs former wife so quickly.
   Her eyes glared at the pretty young woman who exited the carriage, her eyes widening when she saw her sonâs tentacles all over the girl. The girl subtly trying to push them off. Her son had found his soulmate⊠Etrian had found his soulmate!
   A bright smile was on the former duchessâs lips, the servants immediately blushing and whispering to each other. Guinevere never smiled and here she was smiling at the fiancĂ©e her son had brought.
   âWelcome home, son. I see you brought me home a daughter as well.â Guinevere smiled, her blue eyes gazing intensely at the trembling woman who wouldnât look her in the eye. Was it a possibility she could see Guinevereâs true form as well? How interestingâŠ
   (Your name) tried her best not to cry at how much larger the octopus like creature that Etrian called his mother was. She was terrified at how the other womanâs tentacles were poking her face as well.
   âItâs very nice to make your acquaintance, duchess.â
   A hearty laugh let the womanâs throat, the regal woman gesturing for her servants to make her new family member feel welcome.
   âPlease. Call me mother.â
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  (Your name) tried her best not to cry at the feast Etrianâs family held for them. Etrianâs motherâs tentacles were all over the former Duke. Who didnât seem to mind as much as (your name) did.
   âWelcome, my dear. I see youâre still getting used to Etrianâs⊠quirks.â The former Duke, Rolfe, smiled at the young couple. His eyes narrowing at his son intensely staring at (your name). âEtrian, Iâd like for you to start a toast for your lovely fiancĂ©e here.â
   Etrian quickly sprang to his feet, one of his gloved hands holding (your name)âs. While to other held up a glass of Chardonnay.
  âIâd like to raise a toast to my lovely fiancĂ©e, (your name). I cannot wait to be wed to such a lovely girl who can stand to be around the real me.â No she could not. (Your name) was doing her best not to pass out at the table right then and there at all the eyes (and tentacles) that were on her.Â
  â(Your name), my dear. Iâm so happy my son seems so fond of you. He was such a lonely boy growing upâŠâ Guinevere sighed, her tentacles cradling her body as she continued to talk about Etrian. âHe loves reading all the time. I swear he loved books more than his own mother-â
  âMother. Please. Youâre embarrassing me.â (Your name) could only smile politely as Etrianâs tentacles pulled her closer to him. The male pressing a kiss to her head.Â
  Guinevere only smiled all knowingly at her son and husband. Rolfe sighing before gazing at the young couple. âYou both have our blessing. We can have the wedding as soon as youâd like-â
  âTomorrow.â Etrian stated boldly, causing his father to laugh.
  âImpatient just like your mother was.â (Your name) could only watch as Rolfe tenderly caressed his wifeâs affectionate tentacles. âIâll send some dress makers down to your room tonight then.â
 âDear, remember when we were young?â The older couple soon got into a private and affectionate banter. The two giggling and whispering to each other like a young couple in love.Â
  âSee? Youâll be happy here.â Etrian stated, the young Duke pulling out (your name)âs chair. âHow about we go on a walk while those two continue to flirt?â
   (Your name) nodded, hesitantly taking Etrianâs hand as the much taller male lead her out of the dining room.
   Her octopus fiancĂ© motioning to the portraits on the wall of the most beautiful family sheâs ever seen. Rolfe being the only one she recognized in the portraits.
  âWho are they?â
  âYou donât recognize your own fiancĂ©?â Etrian chuckled as he pointed to the tall handsome man with long silver hair in the portrait. âIâm right there or can you only see these?â
   (Your name) tried not to squeal when the tentacles starting tickling her, trying her best not to smile at how playful Etrian was being.
  âI⊠I can only see those.â
  Etrian suddenly pulled her to himself, pressing a long kiss to her left collarbone.
  âMy mother said my father finally saw what she truly looked like on their wedding night. So maybe youâll just have to wait till then to see me.â
   (Your name) smiled, casting one last look at the handsome man in the portrait. There was no way that person and this tentacle abomination were the same person.
  But then again, Rolfe seemed super into Guinevere with or without her tentaclesâŠ
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  (Your name) stood at the alter across from a more than eager Etrian. The tentacles on his head flailing around excitedly while also trying not to touch her until after the ceremony was over.
  âYou may kiss the bride-â the marriage officiant didnât even get to finish his words before Etrian pulled (your name into a passionate kiss, (your name) shutting her eyes so she didnât have to see how the tentacles were running themselves down every inch of her body.
  The crowd going wild at how happy Etrian seemed, much to the dismay of Duke Lancaster who sat the farthest away from the ceremony. The Duke fiddling with a dried sprig of babyâs breath. He was here for closure but he didnât want to accept the fact that his wife had practically been forced to marry some sort of tentacle monster.
  Etrian pulled away before scooping (your name) up in his arms as the crowd cheered for their union. The silver haired Duke giving Cedric a victorious smirk.
   Etrian had won. (Your name) was his wife now. He even had something planned for Cedric as well. Something that would make sure that Duke get over (your name) for good.
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  Cedric groaned, red eyes widening as he realized he was bound and gagged in a chair. The Duke of Lancaster nervously glancing around until he saw Etrian standing in front of him. The silver haired Duke giving Cedric a smirk.
  âIâm going to let you watch our wedding night.â Etrian smirked, causing Cedric to scream at him through the gag, only for no sound to come out. âAnd maybe if youâre good, Iâll even let you in. I feel kind of bad for stealing your wife but Iâm not opposed to sharing her.â
  Cedricâs red eyes widened when Etrian pulled out a syringe. The dark haired Duke thrashing in his restraints, causing Etrian to shush him.
  âItâs just a very strong aphrodisiac. I want you to feel everything and I also gave some to (your name) as well. I want both of you to be as aroused as possible. Plus youâll be able to see what she can see while youâre on these drugs.â
   No⊠he didnât mean. Cedric gasped when Etrian stabbed the needle into his bare leg, pupils going wide at the true form of Etrian being revealed to him.
  âGod. Iâm going to love this.â
   Cedric could only slightly struggle, the friction from the rope turning him on. The male watching helplessly as (your name) stumbled into the room. The poor girl a panting mess as Etrian slowly began to toy with the lacy white undergarment that hid her body from Cedricâs eyes.
  âLook, (your name). I brought your ex-husband here to watch as I defile you.â A sharp gasp left (your name)âs throat when two of Etrianâs tentacles squeezes her chest, the poor girl panting as Etrian ran his hands down her hips and dipped by her privates. âWeâre gonna give him a show, okay? And if youâre both good, Iâll let him fuck you too.â
  Cedric gasped when the tentacles suddenly ripped apart the lingerie on (your name)âs body his greedy eyes taking in the soft curves of her bare body. His head spinning with lust at the thought of being able to touch his wife.
  Etrian suddenly wrapped two tentacles around her wrists, holding them in place as he positioned himself behind her. (Your name) moaning loudly at how rough Etrian was being.Â
  âWhat do you say, (your name)?â
  âPlease.â
  âPlease what?â
  âPlease⊠take me, Etrian.â Etrianâs pink tongue darted out to lick her tears away, causing (your name) to blush. Right now she was able to see Etrianâs human face while under the influence of the aphrodisiac, much to Etrianâs joy.Â
  âGood girl. Youâre such a good girl, (your name).â Etrian sheathed himself in one thrust in (your name) a strangled cry escaping her throat as he started to pound into her like a madman. âShit. Look at how well you take it.â
  âAh! Ah! Ah!â (Your name) began to cry as she felt her body being pounded into and Cedricâs eyes on her. âIt feels so good!â
  âDoes it? How about this?â (Your name) began to cry as she felt Etrianâs tentacles rub against her clit, practically seeing stars at the intensity they were going.
  âEtrian! Iâm going to-â Etrian tightly grasped (your name) body. The white haired man releasing deep inside of her as (your name) rode out her orgasm. The Duke kissing her face as he turned to look at Cedric who had a mess between his legs as well.
 âYouâre a sick freak, Cedric. Getting off watching another man fuck your wife.â
  Etrian cut Cedricâs binds with one of his tentacles before motioning over to the moaning mess that was (your name). âHave at it.â
  Cedric slowly rose up before greedily pressing kisses onto (your name)âs bare skin. The dark haired Duke slipping himself into her with ease. His pale hand grasping her hips tightly as he drilled into her doggy style.
  âFuck. I love you, (your name).â Cedric cried as he started to go into a brutal pace. âWe could make this work right? A throuple?â
  (Your name) cried and moaned as Cedric continued to pound into her poor abused body. Etrian placing his thumb in her mouth as he stroked his cock in another hand.
   âShhh. How about you put me in your mouth while he has his fun. Itâll be nice to have something in your pretty mouth.âÂ
   (Your name) could only nod her head as Cedric continued to pound into her. His balls slapping roughly into her ass as she started choking on Etrianâs cock.
  âLook at that. Such a good girl taking two cocks. Youâre gonna be both of our wife. Itâll be fun wonât it?â Etrian cooed as Cedric started to cry.
  âIâm gonna cum. Fuck. Iâm gonna get you pregnant, (your name).â Cedric threw back his head as he came deep inside (your name) the other Duke panting as he collapsed beside (your name), who continued to suck off Etrian.
   âLook at us, (your name). All three of us are practically insatiable.â Etrian cooed as he watched Cedric start eating (your name) out.Â
   âI told you Iâd make you happy here.â Etrian cooed, (your name) pulling herself away from his cock to whisper.
  âYes I love it here, Etrian. I love you and Cedric so much. Ah!âÂ
  âSuch a good girl.â Etrian cooed, his tentacles wrapping around (your name) as he continued to play with her body. âYouâre gonna be pregnant with twins by the time weâre finished with you.âÂ
  âThank you⊠thank youâŠâ (your name) cried as she felt her body be flipped over by Cedric who decided he was going to go for another round.Â
  âIsnât she such a good girl, Cedric.â Cedric nodded his head as he started pressing hot kisses on (your name)âs body.
  âYou should be happy to know that you two never actually divorced and now the both of us are married to her. My empire just allows polyamory so itâs easier for us to have fun here.â
  âIsnât that fun, Cedric? Weâll all be one big happy family.â Etrian soon pushed (your name) onto Cedricâs lap, who was still pounding into her like a madman.
  Etrian positioned himself behind (your name), a wicked smile on his beautiful face.
   âNow letâs see how well you can handle two cocks in one hole.â
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macaron of my eye / / zayne . . .
being the birthday boy came with its perks, like gifts and cake, blessings, and even being able to get away with stealing a few birthday sweets and kisses.
warnings: f!reader, canon divergence (story is diff from the bday story), jealous!zayne, fluff, suggestive
w/c: 1.2k
author's note: happy birthday to the one fictional man who set my standards higher than heaven <3
"nuh-uh, nope!"
zayne didn't even get the chance to land the slightest touch on one of the many macarons you ended up baking before you promptly slapped his hand away.
"i know it's nearly your birthday but this doesn't mean you can just have your way when you see fit, doctor."
he slowly retracts his wandering hand and you resist the urge to giggle at the sight of his dejected face. these past few days you'd been busy planning for zayne's special day. decorations, sweets, gifts, cake, more sweets... it took some work but you had just about everything checked out and ready to go.
...except for the surprisingly clingy man before you.
he doesn't know why, but he's been feeling irked ever since you visited the hospital a few days ago. it was common to see you heading over to zayne's office after your shift was over, but he'd never actually see you stop and talk to his coworkers. it bothered him, clearly.
you and greyson would talk in hushed whispers oftentimes these days, sneaking glances over in his direction everytime he'd pass by. he brushed it off but it would never leave the back of his mind.
not to mention the fact that you'd barely respond to his calls and texts. he'd taken the next few days leading up to his birthday off, and you seemed excited, so why the change of energy?
he found his answer 20 minutes ago.
"you know, i'd maybe let you eat some if you didn't just come into my apartment unannounced and..." you glance over him, "so gloomy..."
zayne sighs, leaning on the countertop of your kitchen while watching you work ever so diligently.
he supposed you had a point.
after his 4th missed call or so he decided to see you himself, knocking on your door before picking up the key under your plant vase in front of your door and seeing himself in... and as you can tell, without your permission.
"i'm... sorry," he starts slowly. "but don't you think you're at fault for ignoring me?"
you turn back around after putting in the final batch of macarons, smiling. "awh. poor little doctor zayne. so helpless and in need of attention."
he turns his head to the side a little and shakes his head lightly, smiling all the while. "yes..."
"poor little me," a sudden mischiecious glint appears in his eyes, "without my hunter to keep me company. she keeps sneaking off and planning surprises behind my back."
"and yet... someone ruined it!"
"i suppose were both feeling quite woeful today."
"hmph," you turn around with your hands crossed. "don't even ask for a bite. i know you'll be begging sooner or later!"
he stands up and comes closer to your turned form, "not even a nibble?"
"not even!"
"then... i'll just have to improvise, no?"
"what are you talking abou-?"
unbeknownest to you, zayne's favorite sweet was not just macarons.
no, they were something else entirely.
he hums as he rests his arms atop your waist, leaning down exceptionally slowly. your neck heats up, even moreso than when you were stuck baking in the kitchen for hours on end.
his breath fans against your ear, soft chuckles echoing from his chest onto the plain of your back. "this."
he moves the hair cascading down your back to your side, holding it in place as he softly latches his lips onto your exposed skin. your own breath hitches in your chest as you gasp at the contact.
his lips felt cold, but not in a bad way. cold, like the first breeze of autumn after the end of summer. he moves his way up the side of your neck with painfully slow strides. he inhales deeply, taking in the sweet scent of the various flavours of cake attached to you.
and as you exhale steadily, you wonder what encouraged him to reveal this side of himself.
"zayne..."
soft carresses of his lips lingered on your skinâand you found yourself hoping your own lips to be their next victim. never once did his grip on you falter or grow stronger, yet they kept you firmly in place, anticipating his every move.
soon enough he'd completed his trail across your jaw, and you turn your neck to face him. he opens his eyes to find yours and detaches himself, dark and hazy. god, you felt pathetic...
"did you get my answer yet?"
you don't reply, looking from his eyes to his lips again once more, and leaned in.
ding!
you jolted away from him and cursed yourself for putting the macarons in the oven on high so that they'd get done faster. with how everything was going along just about now, you wouldn't even give a damn if they burned or not if you could just continue for a moment more.
"ah... they're ready."
you grab your mittens and open the oven door, letting it cool down while all the steam came out and then finally grabbing it. you set them down on your counter with a proud smile.
"look, this might just be my best batch yet!"
"you really are something..."
zayne gives you a wistful smile and looks over your shoulder, nodding in approval. "you truly outdid yourself this time. they look amazing."
"and?"
"...they also smell nice."
you roll your eyes, "no silly, what's my reward?"
he pretends to think, "hm, i don't know. what should your reward be?"
a noise goes off, your alarm set for 12 am to give zayne a birthday call ringing from your phone. you glance at it and then look back at him,
"...i might just have an idea."
and he reads your mind, dipping in to kiss you without a second thought. afterall, what better way to start his birthday than a kiss?
you sway in his arms, a hand rested atop his cheek and the other on the side of his neck. he smiles into the kiss and pulls you closer, gently moving your bodies in synchronization.
you were sure you could hear his phone vibrating, no doubt on the fact that it was probably one of his colleuges calling to wish him a happy birthday. but you both knew that could wait.
he kisses you slowly and passionately, arms enveloping around you with ease. you're almost left out of breath before you pull away for a split second, until he pulls you back in again. it feels almost desperate, with how he's leaving little to no room for movement and just focusing on your presence. on your lips.
soon enough, you pull away, opting to lean your forehead against his.
"so, birthday boy, did you like your first gift?"
"i thought this was supposed to be someone's reward?"
you giggled, "i changed my mind. this was more important."
he smiles for what felt like the umpteenth time today, sighing peacefully. "does this mean i finally get to try your delicious sweets?"
"what do you mean finally? i tasted the cream inside your mouth! you stole one while i was putting the rest in the oven!"
"hm?"
"don't play dumb, i know exactly how it-!"
and he silences your fusses with one last kiss, and you couldn't help but give in to it.
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c/w: stalker!rafe being creepy & stealing naive!reader's underwear, suggestive texts from an unknown number & a stranger walking her home
18+ mdni!
wc: 2.3k
heâs been on my mind latelyâŠhappy kinktober xx
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The feeling of impending doom has been crawling up her bones for several weeks now. At first, she thought it was merely her imagination playing tricks on her; having watched one too many horror films with her friends.
However, as the days went on and the feeling of unease continued, she began to feel paranoid.Â
She kept feeling like someone was watching her; lurking in the shadowy corners of her house and following her every movement with a morbid gaze glued to her form whether she was out with friends or merely cleaning her living room.
She didnât like it, didnât know when it exactly began but she wanted nothing more than for the peculiar feeling to disappear.
Sheâd be changing her clothes in order to get ready for bed when suddenly a shiver would tingle along her spine and make her snap her head towards her window; trying to desperately catch some creep ogling her, so she'd finally have some sort of an explanation. Instead, sheâd be met with nothing more than the leafy trees of her gloomy backyard before sheâd quickly draw the curtains closed.Â
In addition, lately sheâd been having nightmares more often than usual; waking up in the middle of the night panting with her heart thudding in her ribcage and sometimes she could swear she felt the eyes of a stranger still lingering on her sweaty skin.Â
Then one night, when sheâs rinsing her mouth after brushing her teeth, her phone lights up with a notification.
unknown number
why are your bedroom curtains never open anymore?
look so pretty in your underwearâŠ
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The device clatters against the bathroom tiles when it slips from her hold as her eyes scan over the multiple pictures of her half naked; all taken through the glass of the large window in her room. A window she's lately been making sure is covered at all times.
She plucks it from the floor with trembling fingers and reads over the messages once more; heart rapidly thudding in her ribcage making it hard for her to think as her fingertips glide across the screen to type out a response.Â
you
who is this?
im gonna call the cops
unknown number
do I scare you?
And instead of responding, she blocks the number. However, when the police arrive and search her house and her backyard, they find nothing. They merely tell her that itâs âprobably nothing serious, just some kid pulling a prank on youâ with an apologetic smile before leaving.Â
A couple of days go by and sheâs beginning to believe that maybe it was truly someone playing tricks on her when all of a sudden, her phone vibrates with an incoming call from another unknown number as sheâs boiling pasta for dinner.
This time, she decides to simply ignore it; choosing to believe itâs someone calling the wrong number for her own peace of mind. However, thatâs long forgotten when a new message illuminates the screen and her breath gets caught in her windpipe as she scans it over.Â
unknown number
breaking my heart here princess :(
you
leave me alone
unknown number
but thatâs no fun, is it?
you
what do u want from me?
unknown number
want you to keep your curtains open more often
you
so u can take more pictures of me?
unknown number
can just watch if thatâs what you prefer?
you
leave me alone
please
She repeats before turning off her phone for the rest of the night.Â
She thinks heâs actually listened because no unknown numbers try to contact her for some time, causing her to turn less anxious by each silent day that rolls around. However, when she begins to notice that pairs of her underwear keep disappearing, her mind wanders over to the only person who could be behind it.
At first, she doesnât think too much of the fact that she canât seem to find her favorite panties anywhere, assuming sheâs merely misplaced them. However, when a white lacy pair she saves for special occasions vanishes from her drawer she grows restless. If she hasnât worn it in months, it should be where she left it, right?
The air suddenly feels like sand; poking at her lungs as if itâs filled with tiny rocks when she becomes aware of the fact that in order for him to steal her stuff heâs had to break into her home. Therefore, heâs been in her bedroom before and probably her kitchen, living room and bathroom as well. And the first time couldâve easily been weeks ago.Â
Nausea steeped in dread grovels up her insides and sits heavy in her stomach at the realization that he could be in here right now.
If he wanted to hurt her, then he wouldâve done it by now. Or at least thatâs what she keeps telling herself in order to offer some form of solace for her troubled thoughts.
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The following night sheâs wiping her eyes clean of mascara by the sink when a text pops up.Â
psycho stalker
someone came home late
have fun on your date?
Chills erupt on her skin as she peers down at the screen. After the all too tedious date sheâs just had, sheâs entirely too exhausted with his arduous mind games on top of it all; wants to bury herself under her covers and close her eyes for an eternity.
However, sheâs not entirely convinced he wonât come up with another way to disturb her if she stops responding altogether as another message pops up.
psycho stalker
assuming not too much fun since you didnât bring him home..
you
none of your businessÂ
psycho stalker
was he boring?
talked about himself the whole time and didnât ask a single question about you?
She blinks a few times because heâs not exactly wrong. How on earth did heâÂ
you
what the fuck is wrong with you
youâre following me now??
She tries to remember whether she saw anyone suspicious at the restaurant but she canât recall anything out of the ordinary catching her attention. However, she wasnât aware she was supposed to keep her eyes open for her possible stalker, which is why her brain isnât being very helpful at the moment.
psycho stalker
just wanted to make sure you were safe
you
I feel very safe right now thank you
psycho stalker
someoneâs got an attitude
that bad?
you
please just leave me aloneÂ
psycho stalker
what color are your panties?
you
what the hell?
not telling you that
psycho stalker
want me to come over and find out for myself then?Â
you
u wouldnât do thatÂ
psycho stalker
wanna bet?
She tries to even out her respiration because she does not want to find out whether heâs merely toying with her or if heâs actually being serious.Â
you
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black
psycho stalker
with the lace?
you
yes
psycho stalker
shit
thatâs one of my favorites on you
you
youâre sick in the head
psycho stalker
thatâs not very nice
did you wear them for him?
you
he wasnât worth it
donât think he wouldâve even been able to make me come
psycho stalker
yeah?
need help with that?
you
not from you creep
why are you stealing my underwear?
psycho stalker
cause you donât give me shows anymore :(
theyâre a little dirty now but want me to return them?
you
youâre disgusting
psycho stalker
and you're up past your bedtime cause you like talking to me
you
I don't
gonna sleep now
please leave me alone
psycho stalker
sweet dreams princess
At that, she finally locks her phone; wishing sheâll actually be granted some well needed rest tonight.
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One night sheâs walking home from the grocery store, mind occupied with the prospect of digging into the tub of strawberry ice cream in her bag as sheâs messaging her friend whoâs enthusiastically telling her the details of the kiss she shared with a girl sheâd had a crush on for ages. Â
Then completely out of the blue, she bumps into someoneâs sturdy chest. Â
âOh, Iâm so sorry,â she's quick to apologize before she looks up and is met with blue sapphires that twinkle even under the dim street lamps. Â
Theyâre slightly covered by the guyâs chocolate hair falling into his face, resulting in him raking a hand through the strands as his brows raise, almost like he's surprised. However, that wouldn't really make any sense since she's never seen him before, she figures.Â
âSâall good. Wasnât really looking either,â he rasps out as his intense gaze bores into her, almost as if heâs studying her; examining her every reaction.Â
âNo, it was really my fault. Shouldnât be texting and walking at the same time,â she forces out a laugh and tries to step away from him and continue on with her journey. However, he halts her movements when he speaks up again. Â Â
âShouldnât be walking alone this late either, you know. All kinds of creeps out here just waiting for the opportunity to attack pretty girls like you,â he reminds her with a strange tinge to his voice that causes the hairs on her arms to stand. Â
Sheâs unable to pinpoint what it is exactly. She thinks his features are otherwise quite appealing but thereâs something almost disturbing about his aura.Â
âI know, but itâs really just a ten-minute walk. Iâll be fine,â she offers him a tight smile, timidly fiddling with the strap of her shopping bag. Â
âWhy donât I walk you home, yeah?â His offer comes out as something ominous rather than concern over her safety and the stillness of the darkened October sky surrounding them suddenly makes unease litter across her skin. Â
âNo, I think Iâm okay. Thank you, though,â she politely declines and tries to tiptoe away from his intimidating presence, albeit uselessly. Â
âItâs past midnight already, let me walk you,â he nearly insists; seemingly not accepting no for an answer as his tone resembles more of a demand now.Â
âOâ okay, umâŠsure,â she swallows around the words and watches how the corners of his mouth tug up. What has she gotten herself into? For all she knows, this man could be a serial killer and she's just signed up her faith as his next victim.Â
The murky sidewalk is quiet as they tread along it and she keeps glancing towards him every now and then; reassuring herself that a sharp knife or a gun hasn't magically appeared in his hand.Â
Although, she thinks he wouldn't need a weapon to drag her helpless form into the woods with his much stronger arms. Under the obscurity provided by the old trees, he could easily strangle her until her soul would wither away from her lifeless eyes; getting his fix from leaving her limp body on the muddy moss as death kisses her cold, tear-streaked cheeks. Â
âSomething on your mind?â His sudden question makes her jump.Â
âNâ no, nothing. I justâ have we met before?â She hesitantly asks, turning to look at him and noticing his gaze already resting on her face. Â
âPretty sure Iâd remember if we had,â his indistinct response is calm, too calm for her liking. Â
âIt's just that, um, it's a small neighborhood and I've never seen you around?â She flits her eyes over to him, trying to figure him out.Â
âI don't live here,â his tongue peeks out to wet his bottom lip; the ambiguity of his answer not soothing her racing brain in the slightest. Â
âOh, okay...cool,â she peeps out; trying to appear as nonchalant as ever, even if her breathing has turned fragmented and her head is spinning. Â
A gruesome smirk morphs his mouth at her obvious nervousness and for some reason, he appears to be enjoying this; finding crooked entertainment in her dismay. Â
He halts in front of her home before sheâs even digested that theyâve already arrived at her destination. Â
âHow did youâ how did you know this was my house?â She tentatively wonders.Â
âLucky guess,â he merely shrugs with a smile that's nowhere near uplifting.Â
She blinks.Â
âRight, well, thanks for walking me...Iâm gonna go now,â she squeaks out and takes a step towards the front yard. Â
âSweet dreams, Princess,â he murmurs and her entire form tenses in response to the familiarity of the nickname.Â
âWhat did you just say?â Something dire bubbles up in her throat at the bizarre sense of deja vu.Â
âJust wished you a good night? You feeling alright?â He furrows his brows in what should appear as concern for her wellbeing but she notices something twisted glinting in his overly worried eyes; almost like some sort of sick satisfaction. Â
âIâmâ Iâm fine. JustâŠtired, I guess,â she manages out as a crease forms between her brows and her breathing grows labored when his mouth curls into an almost sinister smirk. Â
âYou sure?â Â
She flinches when he sets a heavy hand on her arm and he's suddenly all too close for comfort.Â
âYâ yes,â she tries to pull away. However, she unfortunately stumbles on her wobbly feet, nearly tumbling down on the harsh grass if not for his firm arms holding her upright by a grip on her waist.Â
âCareful now, don't wanna hurt yourself, do you?â He scolds her with a click of his tongue; steadying her with an intrigued narrow of blue gemstones. Â
âSorry,â a breathy apology escapes past her lips as her eyes flicker down to where his touch is burning her skin, even through the thick material of her sweater.Â
âRun along then, yeah?â He murmurs as he lets go of her along with a small push towards the right direction. Â Â
Then sheâs scurrying over to her doorstep, feeling his eerie stare following her; trepidation clogging her lungs as she decides against glancing towards him once more, closing her front door and making sure itâs locked, twice.Â
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