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License to Kitty.
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#marcille donato#chilchuk tims#I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!
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Headcanon: Deep down they both want to be their fairy godparent/godkid again after losing them, but don't believe they deserve each other and feel like they aren't worthy to be their companion anymore
They both need counseling and therapy as a whole package
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#peri#peri fairywinkle cosma#dev dimmadome#fop a new wish#peri fairly oddparents#a new wish#periwinkle#the fairly oddparents#dev#my art#fanart#I like how both Peri and Dev is the type who prefers not directly express their feelings because they want to be seen as cool/independent#and be loved by the people that they care of#in other words#a tsundere//hit#jokes aside I like to think another reason why Dev cried during that scene is because-#he realized he's doing the same thing that his dad has done to him but on Peri#and yet Peri still cares for him despite his treatment towards him#like how Dev still loves his dad despite being a terrible father#and just..want to do everything right by him to earn his dad affection#man#Also ngl I have a hunch that Dev might still remember since Hazel's ''no rule'' wish was pretty vague#so maybe he counts in that wish?#plus he was wearing sunglasses before the memory wipe which maybe that won't affect him as well?#you can see I'm coping rn#I do hope this is only temporary and we will see them being back together in season 2 tho#giving them both some time to reflect and growth#because Peri clearly needs more experience in his job and Dev needs his character development for season 2
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for my money, labru is head and shoulders above other ships involving them simply due to the unmatched yap potential, i imagine them feeding off each other's energy like they're slipstreaming in mario kart until they start going fast enough to break the sound barrier
#dungeon meshi#dunmesh spoilers#labru#the Compounding Yap Effect#thinking about kabru wanting to understand the value of monsterhood despite how much pain they caused him ...#laios wanting to understand the value of humanity despite how much pain they caused him ...#none of this even mentioning how much kabru needs a person like laios to spur his character growth#kabru is a schemy schemer who schemes and it's one of his best qualities#but it's also what gets him killed over and over again in an attempt to get closer to laios and co when none of his usual tricks worked#it took until the absolute 11th hour where kabru HAD to choose#between potentially unlocking the secrets of the dungeon or giving it up to the canaries and losing his chance forever#if kabru had fallen back on what he knew he would have killed laios then and never got what he wanted#laios forcing kabru to be honest with his feelings#(a feeling kabru had buried so deep he was barely aware he had it in the first place)#is what finally gets laios to stop and listen#and he finally gives kabru enough of a reason to trust him and make kabru stop the canaries and give the party time to escape#and it's ONLY then that kabru is able to get what he wants#legit i cant imagine a more fulfilling ending for kabru than getting to directly engage his interest in a way that directly helps people#with someone who both needs wants and sincerely appreciates his skills#literally riding off into the sunset gay ass ending im#im going to be sick#day 28 being normal about them
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Thinking of Cass and Damian got me thinking of the New 52 and how the dynamic between Batgirl and Robin there is even more proof of the travesty that was Babsgirl. She's been the longest running Batgirl to Damian's Robin, has witnessed most of the events of his life as Robin and yet their dynamic is just... A nothing burger. She's there in batfamily group reactions in the New 52 as the most heinous use of the Smurfette Principle I've seen in a long while. Tim isn't Tim, Dick isn't fully treated as Bruce's son, Jason exists mostly to say funny one liners, and yet despite the shallow characterisation there are still moments and events you can point to and say look. This happened. They interacted with Damian and it meant something. With Babsgirl? Nothing. How can there be anything when they're shoving a grown woman into a role she's outgrown for years now and forcing her to be the Batgirl of a preteen Robin? Her original Robin gets his own mantle, gets to be an adult with a legacy. She's shoved back into this role she doesn't fit in and because they know damn well she doesn't fit in it and they're just doing it for misogyny, they don't even try to make Batgirl and Robin a thing. Any interaction they had during the new 52 was so unremarkable and flavourless, devoid of character and heart, that I've never seen a single panel of the two of them in my 16 years as a DC fan.
Steph had a 24 issue batgirl run where she interacted with Damian a few times. Cass got even less than that with a six issue miniseries to bond with him. And yet the characterisation, writing and dynamic created in those stories was interesting, entertaining and impactful enough to last in the fandom for YEARS when Cass and Steph got erased. When you think of Damian's big sister you think of Steph, Cass, Maya etc long before you think of Babsgirl.
It's just infuriating to me. All those years of potential Batgirl and Robin stories wasted on a duo with as much cultural impact on the Batgirl and Robin team up as the James Cameron Avatar movies had on the word Avatar. All so they could erase the women of the batfam and reduce the sole one remaining down to The Girl Bat. Yeah whatever she was there in Damian's life when Steph and Cass weren't why am I supposed to care when her standing there gave me nothing to work with emotionally compared to a single conversation Steph or Cass had with Damian back in 2011. Compared with them or even Oracle Babs, I care about Babsgirl and Damian's dynamic and bond as much as DC and it's writers do. Which is to say, not at all.
#dc#batfam#Sorry for the rant sometimes think about the new 52 and how it treated female characters and I get furious#Babs will always be Dick and Jason's Batgirl. Steph will always be Damians.#If you want to argue its Babs give me panels of them talking as compelling as Steph and Dami from batgirl 2009#Hell give me one as compelling as Oracle Babs and Batman Dick mentoring the new batgirl and robin#Anti Babsgirl#Dc rambles#Genuinely if someone ever said Babsgirl mattered more as Damains batgirl than Steph I wouldn't know how to take that other than Steph hate#And refusal to acknowledge that batgirl 2009 was good and impactful enough to remain a part of how fandom saw these characters#For years. Something the new 52 failed to achieve with Babsgirl and Damian. She had no development during his four years of growth#He barely even acknowledges her she's just a random family friend who's always there. And you're telling me that she's his batgirl not Step#Yeah OK sure. If you like the worst most boring and poorly written parts of canon and ignore the actual good stuff#I guess that can be true
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It's crazy that people still uphold show!Sansa as a well-written character and pretend that liking her is the pinnacle of feminism when it would be infinitely more impactful to acknowledge her terrible and misogynistic writing. This is the same character who, while written by two men, was thankful for the abuse she suffered because it allowed her to grow. The same character who we had to be told was smart because the writers were too lazy to develop or show her intelligence. The same character who had to rely heavily on the men surrounding her and ended up accomplishing nothing on her own merit ( and no, thinking that she deserved to be Queen doesn't mean that she earned it). She is not well-written, she is not complex, and she is not a feminist character. Which is fine! If you enjoy her then good on you, but please stop pretending that she's something she isn't just because you feel the need to justify liking her character
#anti got#anti d&d#anti show sansa#anti sansa stans#like literally one of the worst written characters on that show because they tried so hard to make her the most important#while being entirely incompetent and their only method of doing so was to steal from other characters which ruined the plot#the only arguable achievement was defeating LF but even then it's written in the script that she had to go to Bran to explain things#/she rallied the Vale army!/ no she didn't 😭 she wrote a letter to LF and he did everything. instead of showing her arc in the Vale and#her learning about politics to rally them herself they took the quickest route to give her a /badass/ savior scene#which only ended up making her look selfish + power-hungry for putting her brothers' lives at risk for not telling anybody about said lette#and idiotic in the aftermath after relying once again on LF even though he was very obviously manipulating her#/pawn to player/ sounds catchy on paper but without seeing that growth/development it doesn't work#Arya was terribly written but at least we /saw/ her training in a way we never did with Sansa#and people try to apply this same logic to the books and think she's gonna suddenly spring forth as a political mastermind#when that's not how George writes...we see characters develop and make mistakes on page and get actual earned growth#feminism isn't defending the writing of two men who gave her a rape plot not in the books because they thought it was /interesting/#when the only aspect of that plot they adapted was a woman suffering abuse :/#and as per usual with stansas their only /evidence/ of her being well-written is accusing you of being misogynistic if you don't like her
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Still blows my mind the disparity between the Eng and the JP localization of Sonic Frontiers
So in the og English Tails expresses that he needs to part ways from Sonic so he can grow into a hero on his own, right? That he can't grow by being with him?
But like. The director of the game, who worked with Ian Flynn, worked on the JP localization and it's like. You're telling me that when they localized that scene for the Japanese audience
That it was about Tails learning that there are things only he can do? That instead of concluding that he needs to part ways from Sonic and become a hero, he just comes to realizes the ways in which he and Sonic fill each other's gaps? He learns that he already is on equal footing with Sonic. The two of them are just heroes who save people in different ways?
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic frontiers#tails the fox#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#personally I think that jp localization story fits Tails and the two of them better than rehashing out the 'tails neeeeeds to split from#sonic and become a hero' again#It gives us the confirmation that they're partners who are already growing together and individually#it gives us a better resolution to Tails' character song too#It recognizes that they don't need to be the same kind of heroes for Tails to be a hero in his own right. It recognizes that Tails doesn't#need to be exactly like sonic to be by his side#which again follows up his character song better#Ugh what I would have given to be a fly on the wall during the story work of Frontiers#this is also not the only character story that's completely different despite being on similar topics between these two versions for#the record#It's just. God watching jp frontiers makes me wish that THAT was what they wanted to present to the english speaking audience too#Tails to me doesn't need to be the guy who is never allowed to achieve his goal and finish his growth#Especially since we had years of games with Sonic and Tails as the main protagonists‚ I think at this point Tails has earned his spot at#Sonic's side#He doesn't need to forever chase being exactly like Sonic. Even in the Sonic Adventure games he wanted to grow on his own‚ knowing he#couldn’t stand beside Sonic as a partner if he only pursued being exactly like him#He wanted to get out of his shadow#and to me jp Frontiers recognizes that he already has. it has him and sonic come to a meaningful conclusion#Eng frontiers just tells us he needs to try again.#It's fine if you like eng frontiers for the record I just think Tails deserved better than that#i just be ramblin#Also this is not an opening to talk to me about how much you dislike Ian Flynn. Though I don’t like the story of Eng Frontiers I don't blame#him 100% for what we got
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new fanfic pet peeve is when people are writing children and clearly don’t know the difference between a 3-year-old, a 7-year-old, and a 13-year-old. this newborn isn’t saying words, this teenager is learning emotional intelligence, this child is literally not capable of comprehending that complex topic. please, it takes 2 minutes to look up “how should a 9-year-old be speaking” and “how developed is a 4-year-old’s mind”
you could even take it a half step further and look up the various stages of development in people. piaget, kohlberg, erikson, all those psychologists created these stages because we all followed such strict patterns when growing. you don’t need to go into the moral development of your oc’s child but at least make sure they’re speaking and acting like a child would at that age.
also when in doubt, for older children just go for more mature. it’s far better than treating teenagers like they don’t know what an emotion is lol
#writing this because the fic i just read followed a LOT of 13-year-olds#and yet none of them were at ALL emotionally mature#like they were at the maturity i would’ve expected from a 9- or 10-year-old at best#just complete lake of control or awareness and no recognition of development#if your fic follows a large period of time we should be seeing GROWTH#it’s not enough to just acknowledge the birthdays passing#i’d like to see more complex thoughts and actions and awareness of consequences#i want to see your characters starting to feel regret and compassion more#weighing pros and cons and dealing with possibilities#they aren’t just existing anymore. they are actively participating in the world#but nooooo have your bloody 16-year-old be blubbering and unable to parse out a simple emotional interaction#yeah yeah context and whatever but seriously it’s just embarrassing#we already put so much effort into our fics so WHY should we give up here??
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It’s very tragic to take Barry, a character that is defined by his inability to put himself above anything else, and rip away his choice to retire.
#I don’t like his retirement in the new flash comics#if we have to retire him#idk#give him a story where he finally gets to choose it for himself#let him have some character growth#because recently he’s been a mess#very sad to see them rip his atonomy away when he’s going through his depression arc#the flash#barry allen#dc comics
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I just listened to drb AAHHH… AAAHH….. IT’S SO GOOD….. the combo live action and cg is amazing the cg is so flawless??? THE WOMEN GETTING A VERSE??? THE HARMONIES????? AND YOU CAN HEAR HOW MUCH THEY’VE IMPROVED ON THEIR RAPPING OVER THE YEARS AAAHHH AHHHHH I MIGHT EXPLODE FROM JOY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I’m so emotional 🥺😭 I need to rewatch a million times
LIKE!!!!!!! like!!!!!!! the moment the ichirap hit it was like so much more grounded of a performance and it felt more ichiro and that’s how you knew it was re-recorded god i was losing my mind like old bb seiyuu lore lol but amasaki-san actually initially voiced saburo with a deeper tenor, that’s why the og bb intro in drb sounds so deep, he and ishiya-san have similar tenors, so to differentiate from jiro, he pitched saburo higher but that was never reflected in drb uNTIL NOW THE SEIYUU HAVE GROWN INTO THEIR CHARACTERS AND THEIR CHARACTERS STYLE OF RAP THIS IS SUCH A LOVE LETTER TO EVERYONE INVOLVED IN HYPMIC BRO ITS SO GREAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#vee got an ask#i sometimes feel like i love hypmic so much it renders me unable to function LOL#like if i could claw my heart out of my chest to give it to hypmic GOOD it hurts all the time bc of this franchise 😭😭😭😭😭#like it’s the amount of care and passion that makes ME want to return that energy LOL#anyway i also started crying at samatoki LOL#like the blazing heat in the og vs the tempered heat in the new one is WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH#and that flow too that’s asanuma-san’s years of experience performing this song now in studio form ITS GREAT#shiraimu’s current ramuda instead of that lower pitched ramuda!!!!!!!!#BAD ASS TEMPLE OOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUGHGHHGFFFFFGFGFD GB FFADLSAAHKJDADJK#LIKE I HAVE THEORY THEM SINGING BATFS CHANGED HOW THEY DO THEIR CHARACTER RAP AND ITS NICE TO HEAR THEIR GROWTH AS WELL#HAYAMA SAN ROLLING THOSE RRRRRRRRS THAT PEAK PITCH SAKAKIHARA SAN DOES NOWADAYS#HITOYAS POWER VOCALSSSSSSSSSSSSS THE GRUFFNESS TAKEUCHI SAN GIVES HITOYA AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH#GOD BLESS THE NEW DRB FRFR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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if bioware do make a dlc for veilguard i will only accept a mass effect citadel style one. Rook and co can't go back into the fade so the inquisitor gifts them skyhold and the entire dlc is just inviting every single one of dragon age's previous characters to a massive party
#dragon age veilguard#i need all of the companions to meet#lucanis and zevran where lucanis is just glaring at zevran who is grinning like a maniac#lucanis and alistair bonding over food until he finds out what alistair did to stew and never speaks to him#anders: you're an abomination and you get along with your demon?#lucanis: what like it's hard??#dorian and emmerich oh my god the academic discussions#book club with bellara as well#shale meeting dwarven inquisitor or amell warden meeting hawke#fenris having a headache from all of it#iron bull and taash bonding over dragons and taash meeting krem#sera and taash would be too much to handle#warden actually found a cure for the blight and giving it to davrin but mostly just to pet assan and bug him into giving them a griffin#who is killing oghren first though#iron bull 🤝 emmerich: having a weird but loveable spirit son#lucanis 🤝 anders: not having a moments peace#alistair 🤝 anders 🤝 blackwall 🤝 davrin: planning the wedding when the protagonist first flirts with them#warden 🤝 hawke 🤝 inquisitor 🤝 rook: forced to live in a world where polyamory doesn't exist#hawke finding out cullen went through character growth#bioware said decisions don't matter so whatever happened to any character wouldn't matter in the dlc#vivienne 🤝 neve: being needlessly hated on
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Your art is so poignant and skillfully executed. I'm always excited to see what you create, and all the various influences that are revealed(or hidden) in each art piece.
That being said, I was not prepared for the sudden influx of Sad Dog x Bright Dog art you've been sharing recently! Machete having the potential of being loved and enjoying tenderness despite himself is one of The Best reveals of 2023. I enjoy how you express his relationship and struggles just as much as i enjoyed the stand alone pieces you've shared.
Thank you much for sharing the broader stories and pictures of your characters 💓
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#aw dangit you're making me all emotional#thank you! that was such a lovely comment#sad dog x bright dog art has been the theme of this summer that's for sure#and I'm really moved by the overwhelmingly positive response my dogs have gotten#people genuinely seem to root for them and wish them good things#not to sound too sentimental but Machete has functioned as a misery sink for me for so long#I've spent years putting him through the meat grinder over and over again and while it has been cathartic in itself#it feels almost like a healing moment to give him some hope and happiness and someone to be with#and it's very rewarding to notice that this hasn't gone unnoticed by people who have been following my art and characters for a while#character growth#answered#anonymous#“having the potential of being loved” broke me just a little bit#like yeah who knew
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I, personally, feel that two ships could coexist in the same fandom using one of the characters for different partners if some of the fans weren't such entitled bitches and comment shit on post that have nothing to do with say ship.
in order to coexist in a fandom, you have to be respectful of others people HC's or ships. like you can't consistently shit on someone ship and expect for people to not talk shit about yours. it's all about being respectful - I don't believe writers/artists (or editing) enjoy consistently receiving underneath their work comments like: "oh this is so beautiful but i prefer (ship name)" or "this (ship name) doesn't make sense, but nice writing".
I've seen people comment on others blog post, shit like, "I don't agree with you, but nice try." there shouldn't be a need for such a condescending comment. If you don't agree, cool. Stay quiet, and mind your business. If you don't ship two characters, than cool, stay quiet.
and there should also be no need for someone to send anonymous hate to someone because they don't particularly like a ship or they use their blog to talk about about their dislike. If you don't agree with the person, just unfollow them.
Coexisting in a fandom is about being respectful and just enjoying the content without it becoming some fan war or a ploy to make someone feel like crap for not enjoying the same ship as you.
You could most definitely like a different ship and still be respectful to the people in the fandom. Like for an example, I absolutely love Bartylus and I am moots with many that prefer Jegulus & Rosekiller - but I take the time to enjoy my moots content and writing and see their POV of how say ship works for them. They respect my post about Bartylus and we coexist in a fandom.
It's that easy. <3
#i just did the weirdest rant#i recently started to think and realized like a month or so ago#i was being an entitled bitch about my ship#but also come to realized I could enjoy content even if I don't ship Jegulus#I have my own reasons why I don't ship them#but it doesnt mean i'm going to spend half my time shit talking them and just making people upset like in the end#we are here to escape and talk about silly characters#i call this self growth LMAOOO bc i was giving hater vibes a month ago 😂
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Thinking about the portrayal of ancestry in Horizons.
#something about depicting adult characters as full people with their own motivations and lives as opposed to just making them flat#or not going deeper than a dichotomy between bad and good. it's refreshing to see stuff that feels real and poignant#i've been rotating rystal gibeon crave quite a lot in my mind lately. love the implications here and there about rystal and leyla#not telling you everything but leaving enough implications to imagine stuff.. i can think of a whole life for rystal and it's neat.#also i like that.. every family member feels like their own person. that thing about everyone having their own life and feelings.#liko is different from lucca and diana. but there are still moments which feel affectionate where you can think she takes after them#refreshing take on ancestry tbh. it strikes delicate balance between knowing your roots and past and finding yourself#learning about past tragedies to give them proper closure because you can't do that if you don't know what happened#even with gibeon.. very pleased and impressed that they are putting care in his character's depiction#specifically showing him as a young man and giving depth and perspective to him. allowing him to be a full character.#instead of just saying he is terrible and ending it at that. he gets to be someone with dreams and motivations and relationships#we've seen little of crave but the implications are there to pick apart and they are interesting#it genuinely enriches amethio's character and his side of the story. to make his relatives distinct people with their own perspectives#like.. instead of just saying his relatives are the worst evil!! they are putting care in the depiction and make them nuanced#characters who feel real.. strained and messy relationships with room for growth and development#definitely gives me more appreciation for the narrative in general. it's a kind of story that i find appealing#actually pleased that ame's side of the story is like that.. it could have been flat but thankfully it isn't.#stories with multiple layers and perspectives to them. my beloved.#anyway the portrayal of ancestry and adult characters in horizons is neat. and interesting.#the way they are tackling that kind of narrative to add to characters like liko and amethio. it's cool#hopefully. we get more on gibeon soon. he specifically has me intrigued.. him and crave too.#the writers definitely have specific themes they like and it shows through the story.. it's neat.#character notes
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Because I'm seeing cakegate on my dash again, let's stir up some old drama
#playchoices#the freshman#choices tf#the royal romance#choices trr#I'm gonna say it—Drake's was dumb as hell but you can't deny it was p in character for him#them rewriting it + trying to make him out to be a non-toxic masculinity icon later on was what wasn't consistent#(& you cant say the latter was character growth because they never presented it as a journey they just pretended the other never happened)#and see if he didn't want a pink cake just because he doesn't love the color that's valid#it's that he specifically said it was because it was girly that makes it a fragile masculinity thing#and by extension it's also a sexism thing and even a homophobia thing if you wanna view it that way too#the Abbie thing made people mad enough to give it a name (cakegate) and it sure is the icing on the cake for an already loathsome character#anyway I'm voting Abbie cause I hated it but I still think the fuss about the Drake one wasn't really warranted#like yeah I maintain it's a problematic comment but idk what to tell you man that's just the dude you romanced#like what aspect of his characterization leading up to that moment makes it take you by surprise or think it's ooc#and I say this as someone who originally married Drake and had him as one of my favorite LIs but that was Drake being Drake honestly#unconquered queries
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Ghost 👻
So this isn't something I've shared before, but I started it in October on the same day I started shrapnel! It's Tommy x Carol x Steve + Carol x Robin, college au. I'm not super into second chance fics but I think the theme works really well for Tommy & Carol with Steve.
It's been really interesting digging into a Tommy POV!!! There's a lot in there it turns out.
This scene is after Carol already ran into Steve and Robin and they planned to get coffee and catch up, and now she's bringing Tommy with her.
Tommy can't even look at himself right now. Carol inspects his teeth for him and even looks to see if his nervous sweat is showing through his over shirt. She's a sturdy tree branch and he's a raccoon, clinging for his life. "C'mon, you look like ten times hotter than you used to," she says, kissing him like five times as she does. "So it doesn't even matter what you look like compared to last week, because he'll still be impressed." That all seems like a lie, but he can't think about it. "And I'll talk so much he won't even notice that you're too nervous to open your mouth," she says. Another kiss - those are helping. "Besides, Buckley's mother was a radio and her father was a jukebox, or something. She never shuts up." Tommy nods. He vaguely finds the joke funny. He looks down at himself one last time before Carol half-drags him out of her room. He feels like he left his ghost in there.
Word guess WIP game
#fun things#chats from the abyss#sex appeal tag#this one is fun because I get to really flesh out characters we don't usually see a lot of deep characterization for#also they're a little older so I get to give them growth and have it feel real lmao
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Carlos is the kind of autistic I am and Cecil is the kind of autistic I want to be
#wtnv#Cecil Palmer#welcome to night vale#Carlos the scientist#cecilos#90% of my wtnv listening experience is just me wishing I could be as lovably weird and completely unhinged as Cecil is#like the guy just goes for it he literally does not give a fuck#and I’m like ‘god I wish that were me’ he’s just the character of all time and I aspire to be more like him#instead I spend 90% of my actual real life running from my problems and making my entire identity my interests#feeling awkward in the space I take up but making up for it by overextending myself via finding a problem and throwing myself at it#I think a lot of this is because Carlos masks and Cecil doesn’t but that’s a different thought for a different time#honestly them as a couple has been helping me feel better about myself#like Carlos is a great character and I find his growth indicative of growth I could experience#and I think a lot of that growth can be attributed to wanting to be more like Cecil#and from having him in his life#so by loving Carlos because he is me and by having Cecil in my life as a character maybe I too can go on this experience of growth#don’t mind me I’m just rambling again#max rambles in the tags#I kin Carlos if you can’t tell lol
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