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𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐧����𝐮𝐠𝐡 "𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐬" 𝐟𝐢𝐜/𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞...
no offense, but it's the same five songs (a.k.a. same plots/reader types) over and over again. like guys - WHERE'S THE CREATIVITY ?! THE FANTASY ?! THE IMAGINATION ?!
like hellooo, there's literally vampires, magic/hoodoo, and a million themes both hidden and not-so-hidden to work with. not to say i'm not loving what i'm seeing right now, don't get it twisted - I am, and y'all are good,,, but I just think we can do more and better😌🙏🏽.
hence why, I present...
a list of some wip's I got goin' for the future, along with my takes on why/how I came up with them😻 !!
but before I begin...
fair warning #1 - you're welcome to be inspired, but plz don't steal, i'm putting so much effort into these, my notes app hasn't been closed not once😭🙏🏽.
fair warning #2 - ikik, most of these are remmick, plz don't come for me✋🏽🥲✋🏽. I was trying to get them all out of my head before I forgot them, I love working with vampire characters, and finally, yes ofc I will be conjuring up some more for bo chow, plenty for stack and smoke, and some for sammie :). I am a multifandom account, after all, I be working on helllllaaaa other things and trying not to forget them all, so cut some slack <3.
fair warning #3 - I mentioned this in my last post, but all of my readers are black/black-coded. obnoxiously so. because, and stay mad about it, but this is for the niggas, strictly for the niggas, like I don't give a FUCK, okay? y'all can request whatever y'all want (within reason, because if I see something weird in my inbox, you're blockt), but when it comes down to prompts like these - where they're made up by me, original thoughts, not asked for, this is my blog and I can post what I want type shit - it always gave black!reader, like it's the norm over here, I shouldn't even have to say it lol.
anyways, onto my wip's /���^˕^マ !!...
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okayokayokay, I know what I said earlier - "iT's tHe sAmE fIvE sOnGs🙉!!" - but listen... I have yet to see a vamp!reader fic where the reader being turned doesn't happen at the end, and it's vague, and doesn't explore that narrative further.
also, it's always intentional, which I get, yk, but I wanna switch it up, give y'all a taste of it being a complete accident and then further delve into the feelings, effects, experience of reader being turned. ofc, with remmick being there for assistance and emotional support in a rather "morbid-amused-lowkey unwanted by the reader, but they don't got much of a choice rn" sorta way lmfao.
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shoutout to the niggas workin' with brail rn, who's personal documents say "legally blind", who's prescription glasses are THICKKK asf...
I see you😌✊🏽.
was that outta pocket?
my fault, anyways...
my thought process behind this was very adhd, so before you attack me, hear me out lol.
vampires are so cool because one of their abilities is having their senses heightened to an almost unnatural degree - I want a reader who has that same ability, but I don't want them to be a vampire, just super skilled with their senses - how would a reader who's not a vampire have heightened senses? idk,,, what type of humans have heightened senses? - ...blind ppl (💀) have heightened senses cuz they can't see, so they have to rely on the other five to get by (because I believe in sixth senses lol)... crazy connetion, but it's true💀 - LOL imagine remmick and reader going sense for sense fr tho.
mr. I-live-for-the-hunt meets ms. i'm-not-the-one.
shit becomes a "don't breathe" remake rq (without the freaky-deaky stuff towards the end, unless y'all are into that, idk💀✋🏽-).
idk, I see a vibe here, it's getting written fs.
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I think it'd just be really funny to write about bo putting up with this silly, dramatic, type of reader. maybe a charlotte "lottie" la bouff type. spoiled but not rotten, definitely a character fr, and he entertains it because he loves it (won't admit it) and reader (admits and shows it).
reader is all pretty and pink and expressive and all her own, and honestly ?? she doesn't really have to go to visit his shop every single day, but she does because this little girl type crush just won't settle (won't admit it, but definitely shows it).
plus, HELLO, black wealth and excellence, idc if it's not fully accurate for the time, it's called fanfiction for a reason. get with it or get lost, let the girlies be drowned in privilege and in bo chow's love, attention, and care😻✨️🩷.
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vampires exist in this world.
you really think i'm not gonna entertain the possibility of other mythical creatures existing as well?
BOOOO LAME‼️
furthermore,,, you really think i'm not bold enough to apply that possibility to some sinners fanfic? did I not JUST talk about creativity??
oh, you not fuckin' with it???

BOOOOO LAAAAMMMEEE TOMATO TOMATO, I'M THROWING TOMATOES‼️🍊‼️🍊‼️.
anyways, I have nothing to explain this/myself more with other than this little sliver of dialogue, for fear of spoiling the fic idea I have in mind/am working on...
. . .
"Oh, honey..." You trailed, barely strangling back a laugh bubbling deep from within your chest, your voice lined with a sense of pity.
Knowingness.
Hardly any question when you asked, "...D'you really think you were the only monster lurkin' through these woods...?"
. . .
THAT'S IT, that's enough, that's all you're getting, teehee🤭🫵🏽.
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i'm a slut for whimsy (and size kinks), what can I say🤷🏽♀️?
also, I think I should HEAVILY lean into the "mischievous" aspects of how pixies/fairies are said to be - LOL just some lil' sparkly-winged, elf-eared, three-apples-tall ass creature/reader wreaking havoc on the kkk and others who do wrong, dirty, and evil, reader doing her best to uplift those who don't have her wings, who can't just fly away from the struggles happening all around, reader providing some fun and magic into little boy's and girl's lives, and-
oh, what's this?
reader spotting remmick absolutely devouring some poor soul who crossed his path and, well, they can't help but be interested and curious. maybe even mess with him a little bit.
cue remmick having to put up with reader's mystical magical nonsense, hating every second, but heaven forbid if something happens to the reader😌🥴✋🏽...
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(my picture limit ruined my aesthetic, y'all😔💔)
remmick x jaded!reader
lmfao ik that sounds wild, but lemme cook✋🏽🥴✋🏽...
reader who - doesn't not care - but it takes a lot to actually phase them/gain a physical reaction. and I mean a LOT.
also, like, they're a freak!! god forbid reader sees something they like, like🙀🙄... (throw back another shot after every like).
idk how i'm gonna pull this off, but I just think it'd be amusingly jarring for remmick to come across a reader who has no fears about his ass being a vampire, nor gives any fucks about his threats on turning them. they've seen and been under much worse circumstances...
"ain't no need for that, the last thing I wanna do is be stuck on this earth for another day😒✋🏽..."
"...I...wha-...y-"
"-if you play nice, though, i'll clean ya' up. you gettin' blood all over my laundry and I don't have time to redo the load."
cue unlikely friendship😻?
remmick is the semi-unruly puppy, and reader is the reluctant owner type beat, because you already know he's coming back, no way he's not😹.
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remmick x fiftiesera!reader
i'm feeling nice, so i'll go ahead and leak the title i'm gonna use😌...
. . .
" 𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧' 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐀 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐈𝐧 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐡 "
. . .
to sum up what i've got in the oven...
religious themes/god complex/kink(?) - vampire turning ofc😌 - smut (have I mentioned that some of these prompts do include smut?? well, they do lmao) - do you have issues with your parents? reallllyy don't like them?? this fic will potentially heal some of that for you idk lol - the second out of two of my readers who are gonna be a little... naive... but it's fine, most of my readers so far have been pretty, "i'm not with that bullshit" types. we need ✨️balance✨️.
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remmick x heavyflow!reader
I won't lie, I saw a tumblr post on here that fully inspired what I have in mind...

so thanks to them, everybody thank this user lol. all I plan on doing is fleshing out this prompt into a full blown imagine, like deadass.
remmick at your door every time he can smell the start of your cycle...

yes bruh, I used my last pic for a meme, god forbid I put humor over visual pleasure, like🙄✋🏽...
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remmick x 2025era!/modern!reader
no idea what i'm gonna do with this, ngl, I just figured that if i'ma do a reader from the 50's, y'all would start screaming at me to do a modern reader, so🥴💀.
i'll take ideas/requests, tho :D !!
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that's a wrap (for now) !!
again, i'm very aware (and not proud) of the fact it's mostly remmick, but like I said, there's plans for sammie, smoke, stack, and bo, so don't get on my case, I just need time to keep brainstorming before I explode lmfao💀😭.
anyways, stay tuned y'all, because these fics are all currently in the works and I will be honest, the more ppl confirm they're rocking with these prompts and looking forward to them, the more likely/confident i'll be with actually getting them done and done well :).
byeeee, i'll be back in another millenia😻‼️✨️.

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You give Bob/Sentry a pet
Headcanons with a short blurb at the end
If you gave him a cat:
-It would be a calm cat (not an orange one lol) and neither too adult nor too baby.
-You will help him give it a nice name and together you will buy a collar.
-You had heard that a cat's purr can regulate emotions and even cure diseases, so you realized it was perfect for him.
-And when he can't sleep his little kitten is always near his legs purring softly, calming him.
-Twice a week, you visit him to see how he's doing and if he's adjusting to the new pet. You bring him balanced food just in case and stay and play with his cat.
"Hi Bob!, how you doing?". Your footsteps echoed on the wooden floor of his apartment as you opened the door with one hand and held a bag with the other.
He turned around looking at you with a smile "Oh you're early! Let me help you with that" Bob ran to your side taking the bag from your hands helping you come in.
You thanked him tenderly "Yup, I had nothing to do so I took the opportunity to buy things for Cucumber while I came here" you said laughing
The cat was already stretching from the couch and came to your side, meowing curiously. You bent down to stroke his back, which he acknowledged with a loud purr. Bob smiled delightedly at your presence and how well you got along with his pet.
"He is always happy to see you, I think you are his favorite" He said
"Only the cat is happy to see me?" you said mischievously.
Bob smiled and looked down shyly. "No, of course not."
Minutes later, the two of you were sitting on the couch sorting through the bag. Cucumber was between you, sniffing the contents of the plastic bag and tickling your fingers. You had bought a stuffed mouse, some pet food, and a dewormer. The happy kitten began to play with his new toy as if it were prey while Bob and you filled his food and water bowl.
Bob always thanked you for coming to take care of his cat, and secretly of him too.
If you gave him a dog:
-I imagine him with an emotional support dog, like a golden retriever or something, a big dog that you can hug like a person.
-Golden retrievers are very clever at detecting human emotions. The dog always knows when Bob isn't feeling well and always approaches him to lick his face or hands.
-The dog also helps keep him happy, as they're quite hyperactive. Bob is forced to leave the house more often to take him for walks and buy him food.
-Sometimes he goes out late to a square with the dog to distract himself and play ball with his pet since he doesn't have space at home.
-However, sometimes the dog can be a bit overwhelming for him, as he never seems to stop playing, but he quickly understands that there are times to rest. Bob's favorite time is sleeping with the dog in his bed.
That day, you were a little late arriving at Bob's apartment; time had completely slipped by, so you ran over to his house. You already had your keys, so you walked right in, your tongue hanging out from all the running.
You noticed that everything was quiet, and it seemed strange to you. He hadn't told you he was going out or anything, so you got worried. You searched the kitchen until you reached his room, and what you saw melted your heart. Bob was taking a nap in his bed, cuddling the dog who was resting his head on his shoulder.
You didn't want to wake them, but the dog sensed your presence and jumped up to come to you and put his paws on your belly, greeting you with a happy wagging tail. Bob, alerted by the absence of his pet, slowly stretched and opened his eyes, still sleepy.
"Ah, is that you" He said softly
"Yes, sorry. I was late and didn't mean to wake you up. But it seems this rascal gave me away." You said laughing
"Don't be sorry, now you're here. That's all that matters"
Bob shuffled to his feet, his hair a mess, and his eyelids threatening to droop again. He looked so handsome in that state. You gently smoothed away a few stray hairs.
He offered you coffee, and you both sat down at the table to eat breakfast, while the golden retriever rested his paws on your thighs, waiting for something to eat. You couldn't resist his brown eyes, so you gave him a piece of toast.
Hours later, you two, along with the dog on a leash, went to a square to walk, run, and play. The energetic dog made you run several times to chase a squirrel or pigeons that had gathered to eat bread. At one point, the mischievous little dog started running around you both, wrapping you in the leash as if you were a Christmas present. Your legs got tangled up, and you both fell to the ground, Bob on top of you.
He was very embarrassed and babbled insults and incoherent apologies, but you just laughed and consoled him. It seemed like the dog had clear intentions; he was very clever indeed.
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Once I’ve showed a DickBabs shipper a bunch of polls about the popularity of Dick's love interests. Of course Starfire had the most votes. I also showed them the statistics of current google searches. Nightwing and Starfire is the more searched up pairing than Nightwing and batgirl/oracle/Barbara Gordon. I did this in response to them saying that DickKory and DickBabs are equally liked and disliked. Their response? 'These polls are on DickKory sites/pages of course Starfire gets the most votes there.' 🤦🏻♀️
This discussion started when I suggested on Reddit that Dick should get a new love interest since DK and DB shippers will keep fighting about his current status quo. It’s really unfair that only the DickBabs people are getting fan service meanwhile the large numbers of DK shippers have to suck it up. I’ve said 'The problem with DickBabs is that many people dislike it and keeping Dick in a relationship with Barbara will cause more backlash. That’s why he needs a new love interest since DC isn’t letting him get back together with Kory either.'
In response my comment got downvoted from a few DickBabs shipper and they responded 'Um, that’s not true! DickKory and DickBabs do get the same amount of hate! And I’m one of the people that loves Dick and Barbara together!'
Great, just because some of you happen to like DickBabs doesn’t mean the backlash that the ship is getting isn’t there 😂 I never said DickBabs didn’t have many fans, in fact, there a many people that ship them. But you know what? There are even MORE people that ship DickKory. There are also way MORE people that dislike DB. And that’s a fact DickBabs fans won’t see. At least they are in denial about it, or they seriously think their ship is one of those beloved it-couples like Carol and Hal, Dinah and Oliver, Bruce and Selina, Clark and Lois, Wally and Linda, Diana and Steve, Raven and Beast Boy, Zatanna and John Constantine or Arthur and Mera.
I know giving Dick a completely new love interest is controversial but when I suggested this on Reddit, I swear, the DickKory shippers were all okay with it in the comments and the DickBabs shippers were whining about it, lol. Someone had the audacity to comment: 'The DickKory people will send death threats if he gets a new love interest' uh, honey…the comments were full of DickKory fans supporting this idea. Their comments were 'I prefer Starfire but I’m okay with this if it means he gets someone else other than Barbara'
It was only the DickBabs people in the comments whining about this idea and getting pissed. I had to explain to a few users that DickKory shippers aren’t crazy, they are just fed up with Barbara because Starfire gets put down every time by pro DickBabs writers to prop Barbara up + her history with Dick got erased and downplayed in order for DB to work 😒 Most DickKory shippers are in fact cool with Dick's other love interests, they just can’t tolerate a ship that did so much damage to DK in order for it to even work. There was also a DickBabs shipper that commented: 'Ive never seen any writer "shit" on Kory but alright' in response to this, I showed them all the horrible Anti-Starfire panels and they downvoted me and didn’t respond anymore ☠️
Ah yes the Dickkory website of... YouTube. The cope is real.
Honestly I agree with giving Dick a new love interest. I've said it many times but I love Dickkory but I don't trust DC with them so I don't really want them together til DC proves they can actually write them well again. But to give Dick a love interest that isn't connected to the Batfam in some way or even Gotham or even Bludhaven in general would be neat. And Kory, baby girl, deserves some love too. Let her have someone too. Maybe a nice lady since Pride is coming up and Pan Kory is canon to me.
Honestly I wouldn't hate DickBabs as much as I did if we didn't have literal panels like this trying to force the ship into being more important into Dick's life then it is.


Trying to act like none of Dick's other love interests, Especially Kory, Didn't matter to him. It feels so vindictive and petty. I've said it before but every time this happens it reminds me of Dan Didio being so pissed he wasn't able to kill off Dick years ago that he had his story in "I know what you did last Crisis" where he has Conner kill Dick over and over and even say the world would be so much better if he died. It was so pathetic. One of the most pathetic things I've ever seen. And trying to make panels like this and having Dick and Barbara have the chemistry of a piece of bread and a wood panel. It feels so much like them being like "No they're totally in love look at them! Look how adorable they are! She's the only woman that matters to him!" And I'm over here like;
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Hi hi! I am working on a character design for one of my beloved blorbos, who is an older Black woman (canonically her age is never specified because time in-universe is Weird but I’m assuming approximately somewhere in/near her 80s?). I’ve got most of her design figured out but am debating over a bunch of different hairstyles for her, and if you’re open, would love to hear any ideas of what you’d enjoy seeing in designs of greying Black hair specifically! (Some relevant character info: she was not raised by any Black people (or. presumably any responsible adults in general, as she accidentally got stuck in a different reality) and also grew up poor. however, by the time she’s introduced in the story, she’s presumably had a lot of time to figure out at minimum the basics of hair care. Also, I think she has 3c-4a hair? and for the sake of visual clarity and not looking TOO much like her dad (which, for angst purposes, is kinda necessary oops lol) probably either 1. doesn’t have locs and/or 2. just generally keeps her hair short. her dad has very long well-maintained locs)
Also, regardless of whether you have any particular advice in this situation, I’m pretty much here just to thank you for all the amazing incredible work you put into this blog :> it seems like a lot of very difficult work and I really appreciate the time and effort you put into helping people create well-written (or drawn in this case lol) Black characters, and it’s personally helped me a lot both in my art process and also reframing my perspective on how I interact with the Black people around me. It’s also been a wonderful jumping-off point and I’m excited to continue to learn :> 🐱🐈 <- kitty cats for you because idk how to end asks 😅
Just give her a short, silver curly afro 😅 and thank you for your support 🙏🏾
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Status Report and things to come...
Hello all! I wanted to check in and give some updates and links and all that jazz.
Things are cooking! I'll probably be fairly quiet off and on in the next month or so, but that will change. I just have a lot of stuff to do and get through before I'm at a stage where I can unleash hell. I am also planning on opening up asks more after I get adjusted (perhaps mid July).
The last couple of weeks were super busy for my personal life. Nothing terrible, just a lot of things all at once that needed to be done ASAP. There isn't much news on the production front, other than the May subscriber extras were posted today. The spicy one features male Rune and a new MC customization which I am testing for implementation into the the main game. The side story features a gender selectable Rune but is a fairly streamline cute story. Links are at the bottom if you are interested!
As I said before, I'll be kicking up another project as soon as time allows this season. And I've had an idea...
Subscribers this month also got access to what was essentially a prologue for another IF. If you've been kicking around a bit, I did a poll a while back where I spun different ideas and everyone voted for their favorites. Number 1 stole the show, but all ideas had an outpouring of support. The prologue mentioned is actually for #3. I started writing it just for fun to play with how that IF could start (I was in a mood, lol). I got some good feedback on it, so then I got another idea.
I think I want to do this for each of the new project ideas that I have and want to run with. Writing an intro for them will help me form them in my mind and give them some life and structure. As I get these done, subscribers will have the first crack at them, but they'll eventually go public. And then...then we vote. This gives me a chance to know if I am just not going to enjoy one idea or the another and such, and it gives you a chance to sample new stories to see what interests you the most in practice.
I will be doing one for each story idea from the poll PLUS one more. They will be very plain. Using no templates and just super basic coding to give the idea and feel of the actual project. The pretty stuff will come later. I don't know how long they will be. My guess is from 6k-10k words. I will work on them when I can but for the rest of May and all of June, Chapter 6 of GC is my priority. I would really like to have it done soon. This year has been obnoxiously busy so far, but things are going to slow down soon so my schedule opens up more.
Also to come are more character portraits! Subscribers get the first look and then a week later, they will go public. I'm a bit behind on that, and will have some super secret art to post after this!
Other than that - I'm hanging in there, I see some things in my Tumblr inbox I will get to soon, my shoulder is the same and I'm still doing therapy, and my kitty cats are great!
That's all for now! Take care!
~Lunan ^_^
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Reading through your fics is so amazing, it’s honestly so refreshing seeing an author who actually makes characters lore accurate, and making them a three dimensional character. like why do they want him to act the same way every single time in a fic let my man be angsty:(
Likeeee I honestly love an angsty ass fic. I was falling out of love with reading fics, I couldn’t even find or read a single good book that wasn’t…bland? Idk how to explain it but they weren’t really giving any plot or anythingg. It’s just short blurbs (don’t get me wrong I like reading blurbs but not everytime I search for a long ahh fic it’s just a short lil blurb) reading the emperor fic made me genuinely happy I was like ‘omg long fics with a good ass plots are so back’

Hope you’re having a good day :3

it’s honestly gotten to the point where i’m sick of having to slap panel screenshots and in-depth warnings before every chapter like i’m defending a court case. every time i post a new update, i have to brace myself for someone to come into my inbox like “um actually i don’t think mark would do that…” and it’s like...babe. he did. in the comics. literally.
RANT INCOMING LOL.
“the kiss came out of nowhere in unshaken” YEAH. exactly like it did in the source material. in less than ten hours mark went from planning to sleep with amber, to seeing eve, to impulsively kissing her while amber was crying at home waiting on him. that wasn’t me making it up for drama. that was me adapting the canon decision he made in the messiest, most impulsive way possible.



“he wouldn’t take reader to lunch after everything!” are you kidding me?? this is the same man who ignored multiple people, including cecil, and sided with DINOSAURUS because he truly believed he could help him. after everything. mark’s morality has never been black and white. he’s incredibly loyal, incredibly stubborn, and when he feels guilt or debt? he acts fast.
reader literally saved debbie’s life. he’s not gonna let that go. taking her out to lunch with william present while eve takes time to herself isn’t cheating. it’s not shady. it’s mark doing what he always does, trying to do right and show he's thankful, sometimes messily.
kiss with reader is a separate thing. it’s built off the same flawed impulsiveness he’s always had. the same way he cheated on amber in the comics and immediately felt like shit, went back, told her, and broke it off. and in unshaken, he does the same. he tries to come clean to eve, gives her space, and goes through a long, miserable breakup arc feeling like the world’s worst person. he talks to william about it. he spirals. he doesn’t just move on like nothing happened.

but every time, people still cry “ooc!! mark would never!!” and i’m like… did y’all read the same comic?? or did you just watch the show and decide fanon mark is your emotional support boyfriend and can never make a bad call?
like at this point it genuinely feels like people refuse to read between the lines or engage with any nuance when it comes to mark’s character. either that or they just don’t understand him at all and still feel bold enough to complain.
you don’t have to agree with every choice he makes, but acting like it’s completely out of character for him to make emotionally charged, impulsive, messy decisions? baby that IS his character. mark has always led with his heart, for better or worse. he overextends. he reacts before thinking. he does things with the best intentions that blow up in his face. and he owns it. that’s the whole core of his arc in the comics.
but it’s like some people just skim through and go “well in my fanon version he’s soft and perfect and would never…” like okay. good for your fanon. but this isn’t that.
i try to write him accurately, with depth, with flaws, with emotional complexity. so when people start getting mad at him doing things that he canonically did, i’m like be serious. mark grayson has been doing morally gray dumbassery since issue ONE. y’all just don’t want to admit he’s not your perfect soft boy, he’s a grown man with guilt, trauma, and a savior complex. and if you can’t read between the lines of why he acts the way he does, you’re missing half the point.
and while we’re at it, i cannot BELIEVE people were expecting cecil to be some kind of father figure. like be for real. cecil has never been that guy. he’s not here to coddle anyone, especially not a superpowered kid who could rewrite reality on a bad day. he says it himself...his job comes first. always.


he’s not going to be soft just because reader had a rough childhood. he’s going to monitor, manipulate, and contain, because that’s what he does. that’s what he’s always done. and the “closure” people keep expecting from him? it’s not some big heartfelt apology. it’s him finally letting go of control. giving her freedom. that is the apology. that’s cecil’s version of saying “you earned it.” and he only does that after she kills angstrom and proves she’s not a danger to the country anymore.

at the end of the day, i’m not gonna flatten these characters to fit some sanitized fanon mold. mark is messy, cecil is cold, and no one’s getting a perfect little resolution tied up in a bow. i’m writing from the source, with all the nuance, ugliness, and emotional weight that comes with it. if that’s not your flavor, that’s okay! but don’t come at me for staying true to what’s already been there. this isn’t fluff. this is fallout. and i’m gonna write it that way every time.

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The fe4 remake is a question of if not when. That said, I think the best way to go about is to accept all the good stuff and aggressively ignore everything else. Just like we do with BASE FE4 HAHA
TRUE!! That might just be me if there is something I don’t like, I’ll just not mention it and live my life with the things I do like. Ngl also good advice for the fandom: just enjoy the things the remake did right and ignore the bad stuff
Fe4 remake in this months Nintendo direct please
#yeyarants#Yeya asks#I just want supports#GIVE ME SUPPORTS OF CHARACTERS#give me some supports no one would think of lol#*me just hoping for Scárthur supports but knowing damn well they’re not gonna happen*#give me sibling supports too#give me insights of their relationships with one another#that would be so dope#also remade ost?? hell yeah#AND VOICE ACTING#honestly I can think of really good things and bad stuff#let’s hope for an announcement in this months direct
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Remember George's outline notes that had "joy of giving" and "mercy at the gate" for Arya? Mercy is crossed out and we obviously have that as her sample chapter, so what if Arya's next alias is "Joy"? Over-thinking the significance of that phrase and how it could apply to the rest of her Braavos arc🤔
#arya stark#asoiaf#something something /joy of giving/ could align with /all men must serve/ and Arya's apprenticeship with the courtesans#Arya learns more about courtly manners and becomes more comfortable with engaging in highborn spaces#while becoming more privy to Braavosi politics and how that connects to her responsibilities/identity as a Stark#when I imagine Arya reclaiming her identity I imagine it coming with her acceptance of even the /hard/ parts of her identity#I think Ned's words about /summer games/ and growing up will be incredibly relevant to her here#her reclaiming her identity while ignoring the /Lady/ aspect of it makes no sense...especially considering how often we're reminded of it#literally every time she reveals her identity it comes with people acknowledging her highborn status#one thing that makes me wish we had on-page Cat/Arya interactions cause I think her twow arc will be heavy on remembering Ned's words 😭#imagine her reuniting with Jeyne before she knows Bran+Rickon are alive and deciding to reclaim her identity at the unmasking festival#I have a pet theory that she could end up /taking responsibility/ for Jeyne's marriage to Ramsay in order to offer some protection to Jeyne#I think it fits considering she has a very protective nature and could feel guilty since she had the opportunity to reveal herself to Roose#basically I want the reclamation of her identity to be incredibly personal and about her feelings + values#which is why I like to imagine it happening before she's aware rickon+bran are alive but after she gets news that Jon is dead#I want her motivation to return home to be primarily about her internal development while outside factors are supporting#/need/ Arya exploring and accepting her identity in her own way#deciding to be Arya while her family is lost to her and that identity is connected to an unwanted marriage would feel so significant#(and yes it was Jeyne that was married to Ramsay but it was Arya's name used and it's still (partially) about/will impact her)#anyways I think about Arya's Braavosi arc a normal about can you tell? 😀#one day I won't put the majority of my post in the tags but today is not that day#I definitely thought too hard about this though that's why I have to hide it lol
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[walking around, peering into people's faces like i'm in an art exhibit] hm. nice
#just me hi#it's a give and take system and baby WHY am i standing in for the free samples cart#[dies dies]#<- irrelevant to the main body but oh man. oh mannngngnghfjs#//nice thing anyway; we're going to the beach :D#it's been like a year or so since we've been so yippee :DD#i like going to the center of the lake and waiting for the boats to make big waves lol#sure it makes it harder to get back to shore but in the meantime i get to go wheeee hfbhs#that and if you swim out far enough nobody will bother to swim to you. untouchable gfbsh#just water and water and water and oh hello dragonfly and water and that kid just fell headfirst into the shallow water and water and#:>>#//in other news too: i am like.. one 5th done with the third ref lol👍👍#it IS a bog. but at least it's a nicer bog ykno hfsh ?#//how funny would it be if they found atlantis at the bottom of like. a random lake#you know how underwater caverns are! but it would be neat hbfhv :3#i don't mean any of the great lakes either; it's completely sensical that you'd lose a city in there. why would you leave it on the coast#dummy?? the water Will eat everything#unlike the earth; which only gets aggressive cravings now and then. and that's only cuz she's doing all this moving. she's earned it hfbsh#/also question. if our planet ate another planet would anybody here have a problem with that [wide gesturing towards you]#because you would have to assume it's natural. How and Why Else would a planet be eating another planet ?? plus. what if the chances are#high that it fixes all our problems lol. 'why are you asking this' see that's a good question. and every now and then there are questions w#leave to people of a more scientific or philosophical turn of mind. not me. i'm the 'do you support mother earth eating other planets whole#questions guy :) an important role in some states of being lol#//anywho i gotta get on my things. you know. the things? and the stuffs. lotta those going on. lots of things. and stuffs :)#and i don't wanna count my tags again lol - i think i'm in the mid-twenties but let's not be too sure about that hfhvhsh#so ciao toodles. i will most likely be back with some family-answers to the planet-eating question#byyyye :3
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finally getting a chance to work on chapter 15 today :-)
#shout out AS ALWAYS to people leaving comments!!!! you are keeping me motivated you are keeping the dream alive#for some behind the scenes: in the last few weeks i've been barely sleeping and it makes it very hard to write or even be in a good mood#i usually need 11+ hours to function and so like. 2-3 hours a night is putting me in a bad place both mentally and physically#and yes i realize 11 or more hours is like a silly amount of sleep but idk. it's just how i am. i go to bed early AND sleep in ahaha.#i've been falling behind in all my classes due to the sleep thing so writing for fun has totally been off the table lol#ANYWAYS#typing typing typing (this chapter will be a lighthearted one)#we all need some fluff and levity i think (and i need to give time for Riku to care for Sora even more and be like. wow. i love you)#I was struggling earlier bc i wanted to write both about how Sora has been hiding darkness from loved ones and needs to let them in#but also with the idea of sora feeling that he needs friends to have strength or value. and i kind of realized i needed to pick one#like maybe a better writer than me could have both of those things be addressed at once but for me i was like... I want Riku to comfort him#which goes against him learning that he's fine on his own. we can address that in a different fic. rn he is just sad and needs to know#that he can share that with the people around him. and that he's still loveable despite it all#also shout out to my gf for teaching me “love isn't something you deserve that's not what love is” like. i did not know that b4 her#so I asked her lots of questions for chapter 14 actually cause I was like. i want Riku to support Sora in the way you'd support me#cuz IDK SHIT ABOUT THAT i have always felt unworthy of love and like i had to beg people to stay with me until i got into this relationship#so i was like. judy. what is your wisdom. how do you care for me when i feel like my pain makes me unloveable. what would you say#So yeah shout out to her! I am off on a tangent now hehe sorry. thanks for reading if you read this at all!! have a good day :)#jtsys fic#updates
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I’m watching this show & there’s an older transfem nonbinary character that’s dating a dad of a 13 y/o nonbinary kid, and I’m on the episode where the kid meets the partner for the first time. and the kid is on my nerves with the typical Kid Hates Dads New Partner shtick. And like I get it when kids have a hard time with parents dating. but because of my own experience with queerness and unaccepting family I’m Annoyed cause iTS GIVING PRIVILEGE!!! Like oh my god if I was in that position I’d be so fucking excited!!! This awesome older queer nonbinary person starting to come into the family, wanting to get close & bringing more older queer people around too!!! That’s so fucking cool!! like God I Wish That Were Me!!!!
#The kid acknowledged the privilege vibes & seem nice enough but I was just SHOOK that this kid wasn’t happy to have a queer adult around lol#And tbh it felt just a lil unrealistic cause I’m an out queer young adult that sometimes works with kids#And the trans kids always give the vibe that they’re quite happy to have a queer trans person as one of the People In Charge#& they give that vibe no matter how supportive their families and environments are#Like even when they’re in privileged situations w/ great families they still feel a kinship with the queer community & look up to Elder Gay#Not that I’m an Elder Gay. But for a lot of them I’m probably one of the only trans people they know that’s considerably older than them#I mean I personally don’t know trans people that are much older than me (& by “know” I mean “see somewhat regularly”)#The older queer people I know are LGB. But no Ts in anywhere I’ve worked or been a student of or anything#I know a lesbian director & her wife that sometimes co-directs. An older gay man that assists in the theatre dept. at college#My best friend’s mom that started identifying as pansexual after being the best Ally Mom to her daughter & all us “adopted” kids#And of that family there’s some family friends with lesbian parents#But no older trans people in my life#So I just think that would be so fucking cool to have an older trans person and their queer friends brought into my life#Lol anyways it’s not that deep but when the kid character was acting like that I just kept going “ITS GIVING PRIVILEGE!!!!” lmaoo#just cause I’m lowkey jealous & wish I had anything like that growing up lol
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uh oh!!!! starting to feel unqualified for the opportunities I have been given!!!!
#one of my references told my other ref in ''secret'' that he is waiting for an opening in his office to recruit me#and he works with Very Important Government Documents in the Very Important Governmental Office he works at#i cant get more specific than that but like. girl i know how to write essays#thats all my fucking degree has taught me hello#like yes i know how to research and fact check but i feel like handling and giving academic support for GOV DOCUMENTS#is maybe a little above my abilities lmfao#and yeah i know stupider people than me have and will continue to do it#but. what if i DO get a good job working with him and he's disappointed in my abilities#fuck what he thinks yes but that means i lose a VERY powerful reference lmfao that mf knows everybody in my field#and im not exaggerating that at all#:(#if someone is willing to TEACH me i am so willing to learn#and im trying to remember that in the past all of my references have loved me BECAUSE of my questions#for some reason my deadly specific worst case scenario autism questions have bewitched them into thinking im smart#but i need to be TAUGHT#i can force people to answer my questions. i WILL force people to answer my questions#but sometimes it feels like higher up positions don't get any training at all? like theyre just expected to hit the ground running#ahhh idk i would love to work with him (and my other ref technically) truly and if he offers i WILL take it no matter how freaky i am abt it#but im just so confused about how training works lol#ive been at the same place in different positions for almost 10 years#do they train you like fully? or do they expect you to Know the exact softwares they use?#do you think i can make all of them want to adopt me the way i have at my current job LMFAO#maybe if they work with a fresh 24 year old theyll just see a baby and let me make mistakes without wanting me fired idk#ugh. i want a good full time position with them really badly though#please please it is such a perfect opportunity for me its even RIGHT in the place i wanted it to be AND with people i know and like#he literally said to me ''it may take a while but we will get you a good job'' VERBATIM#LIKE THATS GOTTA BE GOOD RIGHT? LIKE THAT MEANS HE REALLY DOES WANT ME IN HIS OFFICE AND THAT HE ISNT JUST SAYING THAT TO PEOPLE#god. networking is scary#i just happen to know this guy. and we just so happened to be similarly politically radical in a conservative area
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𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐄𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐘 !!
— haikyuu men as your boyfriend (ft. tsukki, tobio, hinata, kuroo, osamu, oikawa, & ushijima)
— a/n: in the midst of writing another fic (spoiler alert: it's kageyama), i've decided to rest my brain and give you an insight as to how the haikyuu men will be your boyfriend lol (lets pretend i didn't just insert my boyfriend's attitude in some of these dudes bc he is as sassy as tsukki and as obsessed with vball as kageyama)

tsukishima kei
- the type of boyfriend to close his fist when you try to hold his hand
- pretends he doesn't know you when you do something embarrassing
- greets you like he's annoyed but he actually isn't, he'll give your forehead a kiss after
- he's very supportive of your clothing, wear a bra and an underwear wherever you go– he wouldn't care. but when he senses the crowd isn't safe, he would constantly remind you to put a hand on your chest when you bend, or put a hand on your knee when you sig
- he gets flustered easily when you giggle whenever you see him use his phone without glasses and look like this -.-
- everyone says he's shy when it comes to pda. and that is so true. he would hold your hand but most of the time, you wrap your hand around his fucking pinky. he would occasionally wrap an arm around your shoulders, or you'd wrap your hands around his arm. kisses in public are chastised into cheeks or temples
- whenever you fight and you go to your room to sulk alone, he walks in without knocking, scooches on the bed beside you, and spoons you. it hurts him to see you cry even if you don't see it in his face, and he'll hold you in silence until you've gathered the courage to face him and talk about it
- biggest gift giver EVER
- he would literally get you anything that you want. you send him a pic of a dress and tell him you want it? he'll buy it for you even if you don't tell him to
- remembers every date of a special occasion, like first kiss, when you said yes to being his boyfriend, all that stuff
- when you're together for a long time, you don't talk that much yet you do your hobbies together. not because nothing's new and fun anymore, but because you've gotten so used to each other that the silence between you was comforting and filled with so much love.
- when you do talk though, you'd think he wouldn't indulge in whatever topic you ensue, but he would actually talk to you like it is the hottest tea in the century
- is a small spoon when he's so needy
- because of his love for strawberry shortcake, he actually knows how to bake it. you have it every weekend. and if he isn't so busy, you'd have it everyday.
- he taught you how to bake it *swoons*
- he smells like strawberries because he uses your perfumes all the time

kageyama tobio
- he smells the ball from far away
- like when you're both on a date or just hanging out outside, the minute he hears that exact sound of a volleyball bouncing on the ground, he will snap his head towards that direction
- LIKE A DOG
- i hc that he knows how to play the piano, so he has one in his room. when you hang out, you lay on the bed and he plays whatever song that comes into his mind
- he's so awkward even if you guys have been together for a long time
- on the court he's all badass but he's actually a loser LMAO
- biggest loser ever but he's so cute though
- like when he asked you out on a date, he was bowing and yelling "PLEASE GO OUT WITH ME" like he's so desperate and pathetic it's so adorable
- he's a good bf tho even if sometimes he's too preoccupied with volleyball. it's you above everything else so if you called him in the middle of practice, best believe he's running to you in a minute
- he's such a heavy sleeper. he sleeps with his eyes open sometimes and it creeps you out to wake up in the middle of the night with him staring at you with half lidded eyes
- when you fight he sometimes cries and will ask u to hold him
- doesn't know social cues sometimes you feel like you're mothering him but in a good way
- awkward kisser too sometimes he forgets to close his eyes
- when he takes a shit, it's always hard. like his poop is hard, so you hear him grunting in the bathroom
- he smells like metal sometimes but when he's at home he smells like markers its kind of addicting

hinata shoyo
- fucking TONE DEAF
- sucks at cooking, prefers your food over anyone else's
- loves cuddling he's such a tiny clingy baby you just want to eat him up and keep him in your stomach
- when you're sad, he goes out of his way to make you smile, even if it includes him hetting hurt
- compliments you ALL the time like he's all "wow baby you're so good at this and that you're so amazing please marry me"
- sticks to your side at every social gathering and will hold your hand the whole time
- he will feel like a literal baby if you're taller than him, and he LOVES taller women i so believe that
- when a match lasts for more than 3 sets, hinata is extremely tired and will pass out the minute he steps foot into your home
- he smells really good, like his skin smells amazing
- will do skincare with u bc he's sometimes as overdramatic as you when he sees red bumps on his face
- loves to give and receive a massage
- he's so chronically online too bc he's influenced by kenma so he's always up to date with all the trends and music. but he's also incredibly stupid with technology
- his phone always overheats
- twitches randomly in his sleep and sometimes he's so messy in bed he ends up pushing you off
- loves to take baths with you and let you play with his hair hehe
- the softest boy ever too like you would both always have a kitten staying in your home until someone can foster or adopt them because there's always a lot of sick strays outside of your home
- has a sweet tooth. his favorite is cotton candy

kuroo tetsuro
- he's actually emo sometimes
- sometimes because not only with his stupid bangs, but because when you're not giving him attention, he will play loud music that will get your attention, sit on the couch, and cross his arms and pout until you look at him
- he's one of those people that will get mad when you touch his hair
- smells like soap
- he treats you like a princess though like when he brings you to his parties he will bring you EVERYWHERE
- like a bodyguard too, will bring all your stuff even if they're heavier than his gym bag
- you're the one to always patch things between him and kenma when they fight because they're like literal children
- asks for your help to get kenma to eat when he plays too much
- a whiny bitch too like he's the type of person that's actually so clean so when he encounters a room that's dirty or a bathroom he thinks is too wet or has too much grime in the tiles, he will gag and pinch his nose (same goes for tsukishima)
- has a good sense in fashion, he dresses you A LOT
- puts your bag on your shoulder and scolds you like a mom
- scared of cockroaches
- literally would climb up a wall and sob when he sees one
- and he's such a good captain too like sometimes you'd see him talking to his teammates and give them advice outside of volleyball. he's their big brother
- he's your study buddy all the time. when he's not too preoccupied with volleyball, you're both studying together
- he cherishes your accomplishments and is always present at your events
- he's close with your friends that sometimes you see him playfully hump your boy-space-friends and moan like he's riding them
- used to be kenma's discord kitten too
- one time, in his drunken state, he showed you a picture of him and kenma in maid outfits during one of kenma's gaming streams, because they were both drunk and in lock down
- whenever you see the matches or hinata, tsukki, or kageyama, kuroo feels proud and tears up at how much they've grown
- loves kids. wants to plant a baby in you.

miya osamu
- when you wake him up in the middle of the night and ask for food, he WILL cook for you
- smells like fried chicken but its alright it smells good either way
- when you go to work, he always packs your lunch
- when you fight, he knows just what to cook to cheer you up
- he loves food so much that you can't remember the last time you haven't eaten, because he ALWAYS feeds you
- when he cooks at home, he wears a pretty pink apron just for you
- listens to music when he cooks, and even when he showers too
- when you have a big social event, he'll volunteer to give a portion of food in your event or actually cater for them
- when he cooks something that you don't end up liking, he is DISTRAUGHT; will do anything for you to like it again because there's no way that he can't feed you something delicious
- sometimes, when atsumu comes over, they both play volleyball INSIDE the house and atsumu sometimes gets too much, but before you could scold him, osamu's already on his ass
- as aforementioned, always expect midnight snacks
- he's like that dude on tiktok who can make everything out of chocolate, except his is onigri. or, well, he can shape anything made out of rice
- one time, on your anniversary, you woke up to a rice shaped like a life-sized teddy bear and it was actually so cool
- you have your own spot in his shop
- and he actually let you design the blueprint for his shop because he wants it to be yours too :(

oikawa tooru
- sometimes you don't know if he's your boyfriend or an opponent at a beauty contest
- he values skincare more than you do like he's buying face masks and exfoliators and everything and you caught him one time sleeping in one of those peel off mask things
- and he cries when you take off those peel off masks
- smells like rich perfume that hurts your nose
- but oikawa takes volleyball seriously. when he lost to karasuno, you caught him sobbing in his bed when you came to check up on him, and he let you hold him until he fell asleep
- that was also when he fell in love with you lol
- before you guys dated, you two were so close that tne girls actually stopped approaching him one time because they thought you were officially his girlfriend after he held your hand during a field trip to the museum because you almost got lost
- sometimes oikawa doesn't know who he's more scared of: you or iwaizume? bc both of you are always on his ass making fun of him and scolding him
- but he cherishes you so much though like he's treating you like his certified baby girl all the time— you're getting fucking princess treatment every single day. you don't remember the feeling of a bag in your hand because he's always CARRYING it
- oikawa is proud to take up the role as your assistant
- and he's also just as sassy as you are
- he's also rich so like you're always on adventures and on dates outside. but sometimes he likes to stay at home and cook for you even if it tastes like shit
- a jealous bitch
- one time a guy asked you for directions and oikawa told him to "turn right and then you'll see a mirror that tells you you're a piece of shit"
- you scold him after that. he doesn't care

ushijima wakatoshi
- bad at social cues
- he's like an old man and you're his social media manager bc why is he texting everyone through EMAIL when sms exists already
- there was that time when he sent you a nude and it went "was thinking of you. I miss you — Ushijima Wakatoshi" AND LIKE??
- he's literally "i'm so happy for you" o_o
- and he is though its just that he's always so dazed sometimes you think he's a robot
- he's a living baby though like he's one to be honest about something that he doesn't realize what he says and you feel embarrassed for him too so you're just kind of like sweetly telling him that it's not nice to say that someone smells like cigarettes or that their breath stinks
- one time, when you and tendou surprise him, you're both caught off guard when he actually jumps– but the thing is that he accidentally hit you with his arm due to his reflexes and you swear you got a concussion after that
- he LOVES CUDDLES and he loves sniffing you and sometimes hes a sub
- smells like rich cologne that actually smells good
- takes you with him everywhere and he has to be with you all the time or else he'll cry his ass out
- decides to be matrilocal too and take your last name when you get married bc he just loves you so much
- before you guys got together, he was always so stoic and silent. and he's so silent that sometimes he suddenly appears in front of you and talks to you like he didn't just almost make you shit your pants
- he also doesnt switch out his phone so when you're in the year 2024, he still has an iphone 7 that's too big for his hand
- his bff is tendou so he's always at your home too and they're watching a bunch of animes and you're just sitting between wakatoshi's legs like you're his stuffed animal

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PICK A CARD: Your Future Spouse’s First Impression of You? ✮⋆˙

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⊹₊⟡Pile I
First Things First: The Vibes Are Mysterious AF. Your future spouse’s first impression of you-Intriguing. Confusing. Obsessive. You are not someone they can just glance at and move on. this spread is screaming mystery, but not in a “cold and distant” way, it’s more like "Who ARE they? Why do I want to know everything about them?" There’s something about you that feels just out of reach, like you’re showing them a version of yourself, but they can sense there’s way more underneath. And that? That’s addictive. It’s the kind where they need to figure you out. They want to know what makes you tick, what you’re thinking when you glance away mid-conversation, and what you’re dreaming about at night. And it’s not in a shallow, superficial way, this person is genuinely captivated. But here’s where it gets interesting, because while The Moon makes them curious about you, the Eight of Pentacles makes them respect you. They see someone who’s dedicated, who works their ass off at whatever they care about. Whether it’s your career, hobbies, or just the way you present yourself, you give off this “I put in the effort” type of energy. Like, they can tell you’re serious about your stuff and that immediately makes you stand out. That alone makes them take you seriously. Okay, But They Lowkey Feel a Bit…Uncertain? Now, listen, The Moon is also about illusions and uncertainty, so while they are intrigued, they might feel like they don’t fully “get” you at first. And that? That’s messing with them. They’re probably used to reading people easily, but you? You’re hard to pin down, and they love it…but also hate it?? It’s like, are they flirting with me or just being nice? Are they interested, or am I making this up? I also see that they would immediately start thinking about possibilities with you but they hesitate. Not because they’re uninterested, but because they’re trying to figure out where they stand. They respect you and your dedication, seeing you as someone with a future. They feel pulled toward you but also slightly intimidated or uncertain because you’re not easy to read (Love that for you😂). And darling, let’s be real when someone is this intrigued by you from the jump, That’s the step 1 for obsession. You might notice them observing you before making a move, trying to decode you.
This pile has the most unpredictable energy among the three. Your future spouse is unsure where they stand at first but feels a pull towards you. LOL, they might initially think “Whoa, Do they even notice me?” They might even romanticize you in their mind before truly knowing you (CUTE ngl) because your energy leaves so much to the imagination.
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⊹₊⟡Pile II
Ooooh, okay, let’s get into it. Babe, your future spouse’s first impression of you is giving emotional puzzle meets graceful chaos, and I’m obsessed with how this energy is playing out. The moment they lay eyes on you, there’s an instant curiosity. You come across as graceful, emotionally intelligent, and balanced, BUTT, they know there’s more going on beneath the surface. Like, they can tell that you keep your cool externally, but they sense this quiet storm of emotions underneath. It’s intriguing to them because it’s like, "damn, how do they juggle everything?" when you meet them, or they just get the sense that you’ve got a lot going on but still show up with poise. It’s giving “this person could be drowning in responsibilities but would still remember to send their bestie a ‘drink water,’ text.” 😭There’s this duality to you that catches their attention. You seem emotionally available but also like you’re carrying something, like you’re transitioning into a new chapter, leaving something behind and they feel that energy before you even say a word. They immediately respect you but they also feel this urge to protect you, Because on one hand, you’re exuding this soft, nurturing energy but on the other hand, they can tell you’re used to handling your own business and might not even need them like that. And WHEW, does that intimidate them a little? Yes. yall pile 2 give me the energy of a particular line I heard on TikTok, which was something like "lead me when I want to be lead"😂So when they meet you, your future spouse immediately clocks that you’re in transition, maybe you’ve recently moved, changed jobs, ended a relationship, or you’re just shifting into a new phase in life. But here’s the real deal, they don’t just find you attractive, they find you mentally stimulating. Like, you’re not just another pretty face; you make them think. Your vibe is that of someone who has been through some shit but has learned and grown from it, and they immediately wonder, What’s their story? What shaped them into this person? And suddenly, they’re invested. “Holy shit, I need to know more.” You make them think—they don’t just want to know you, they want to understand you.
SO OVERALL This pile is soothing and warm, but also very self-aware and mature. Your future spouse feels safe and understood with you, like you’re someone they could see themselves building a peaceful life with. This is wayyyyyyy less confusion here compared to Deck 1; they pretty much immediately know you’re a rare find.
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⊹₊⟡Pile III
Your future spouse’s first impression of you? WHEW, they’re looking at you like you’re a whole standard, not just “crush-worthy,” but someone they gotta step their game up for. Their First Thought? “Damn, they’re sharp.” Like, no joke, the moment they meet you, they immediately pick up on your sharp mind and no-BS attitude. You give off this queen-level aura that’s like, “I see through people". 💅. love it, but also have no idea how to approach you at first because you don’t seem like the type who’s easily impressed. Your whole energy screams “I’ve got my shit together.” And babe, they feel that. They’re looking at you like, “Okay, so this person is intelligent, confident, and carries themselves like they own the room, how do I NOT embarrass myself in front of them?” But it’s not just about confidence, you also have this elegance about you. You’re not loud or flashy; you’re just refined, polished, and unbothered in a way that makes people want to impress you. LOL also one thing, you make them feel like, "“Are they always this serious? Or do they have a goofy side?” You walk in, and it’s giving the main character energy without even trying. Here’s where it gets really interesting. Because at first, they see you as this composed, independent person who doesn’t need anybody. But then, there’s this subtle warmth about you that catches them off guard. I can feel that you’re someone who values fairness, generosity, and kindness, but only for the right people. You’re not out here wasting time. You know your worth, but when you do let people in? You’re the type to genuinely care, support, and uplift those around you. And that contrast? Whew. It messes them up in the best way. It’s like, “Wait… they’re not just powerful and intimidating… they’re actually thoughtful and kind, too? What kind of dream person did I just meet???” Your future spouse is immediately caught up in their head about you. Their first impression of you isn’t just “oh, they’re cute.” It’s deep admiration mixed with a little bit of panic.
Honestly, This is the type of first impression that lingers. They’re not just walking away thinking “Wow, that was a cool person.” No, no. They’re going home, replaying the conversation, trying to figure out how to impress you next time, and probably texting their best friend like, “I think I just met the most unreal person ever.”
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....hi everyone......... i know that some of you already know about this but i have a bl comic that is currently being published on lezhin. it's called "처음의 여름" or "a first of summers". it's explicit and i'd be really happy if anyone who is interested in this type of thing or my art gives it a read.
you can read the english version at: https://www.lezhinus.com/en/comic/first_summer
(or the korean version here if you're into that): https://lezhin.com/ko/comic/first_of_summers
you can also follow me on twitter: https://x.com/pppanghouse
i have gotten many messages asking me if i was the one behind a first of summers (because apparently my art style is very recognizable i can't hide from you guys!!), and i've been ignoring them for months (sorry, everyone) because i was never fully proud of the work that i was putting out there. i still don't think i am at a point where i can confidently promote my work like a normal person would because me and shame are like this -> 🫂. but i am working on getting better at managing my shame and making this post is a step towards that goal. in a way, i felt more reluctant to post about it here because i see the connections i've made on tumblr as real tangible friendships rather than parasocial ones so it's even more embarrassing.
as a lover of yaoi, slice of life and queer media, i tried to make something that i personally would like to read, in an art style that i would have found inspirational when i started digital art. here are some panels that i am kind of proud of ahh hee hee







to be honest it feels very very weird to "make a story" and "share it with people", because i've never done something like this before and having to offer my personal themes and internal symbols to people in the hopes that some of you may resonate with them feels like i'm running down the street with my whole ass out in the open. idk how people do this.
also, i know a lot of you consume media illegally and i know that i alone can't stop you from doing that. which is why i'm all the more thankful to anyone who chooses to support me by buying the chapters on the official websites. i'm slowly learning that this (working on stories and drawing) might be something i want to keep doing and get better at, so i'm so deeply grateful to those who make that possible for me by supporting me financially. it always feels super nice when people show appreciation for my art and recommend it to other people and talk about it.
anyways, so that's me. i have a lot more to say but this post has already gotten long enough, and none of it includes any information on what the comic is about lol so here's a short synopsis: hyeonseon is a 40yo divorced salaryman who, after having a bit of a midlife crisis about where he is at in life, decides to learn electric guitar. his teacher, yeoreum (which means summer) is a 24yo college student who is also having a bit of a crisis of his own aaaand falls for the older dude. uhhhh and as i said it's explicit they are fucking it oppa homo style, and it does deal with themes related to age gaps but please don't come for meeeee!!!!!!!! i tried to make it tasteful and chose to work with age gaps because i had something to say about the concept of adulthood/life, also i enjoy a dude who's a little old getting dicked down by a younger lad what do you want me to say, damn......
if you have any nice things to say about my work then weeheee please go ahead, thank you

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Infamous is 2 years old!
So sorry this was late! Funnily enough, I was deep in the Infamous trenches that I didn't remember until now! Ha! Two years is a long time. I didn't think this would turn into anything when I posted the intro post.
Infamous was born from my desire to read a band IF after a weekend binging band-related stuff. You can imagine I was gutted that there was a hole of music/band related stories in this community. The (amazing!) band stories were either demo-less or dead. Once that happened a seed of an idea was planted in my head. One I couldn't shake off :,) and thus Infamous was born.
500k words, three chapters (lol) and nearly 10k of you later (woah) and here we are! I love Infamous with all my heart and I'm happy to see that it's touched some of you, no matter how big or small. The art, the fanfic, the questions and funny musings in my inbox; they give me a lot of energy and motivation. I'd probably have given up on this a long time ago if not for how kind and supportive this community is to me. You guys do not have to welcome me the way you do every day. Or be so gracious and patient with my ramblings and stupid ridiculous jokes and Savina teasing but you are. I am very lucky. Thank you.
I wish I had something prepared but as we know I am not a very organized person. Instead, as a way to celebrate, I've uploaded an extended Chapter 4 snippet. For those on Patreon who have already read it, I did extend this one—not by a lot but still. It's something new.
There will be typos, errors (if there are game-breaking errors, lmk!), skipped scenes, some paragraphs/convos not fleshed out, and empty choices because I am lazy and fill those out near the end. (I usually write a big picture skeleton first and then map out the scenes in deeper detail). Plus, I don't want to spoil too much haha
I hope you enjoy it. And thanks for loving Infamous! More to come!!!
Amy <3
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