#give me it marvel u cowards

[arsenicflame]

i lure you in with my incredible izzy hands takes and then i strike by spamming your dash with lesbians youve never heard of

[roipecheur]

...did marvel seriously kill Frank off just to make a new Punisher?

So, this made me look up Joe Garrison, because I've not been following Marvel that closely beyond DD as of late, and I was actually not aware. Afaik, Frank zapped himself into some fucked up hellscape world at the end of the last Punisher run (which s u c k e d and I hope it gets retconned entirely), so he's not really dead, but it seems like Marvel is, at least for now, claiming that they've retired him. In true comic book fashion, though, it seems like they've given him a way to come back. I mean. Dead characters come back all the time in comics to the point where it's one of the things they're known for, and Frank isn't even dead.

As for Joe Garrison:

Extremely funny to me that his last name is Garrison

In Punisher '87, they had Lynn Michaels and Payback as alternative Punishers, including in an arc where Frank was supposed to be dead, and they didn't stick around. Frank did.

Frank, as some articles claim, also had "problematic baggage", meaning that right-wing paramilitary idiots and the police liked to co-opt his symbol. As a new character, Joe Garrison is supposed to be less "problematic" and have a clean slate. But listen. Listen. This is not going to stop people from co-opting the Punisher symbol. Even if they're trying to make this carbon copy of Frank (who also lost his wife and family) less brutal and more compassionate, he's still got a (vaguely redesigned) skull on his chest, and he's still out there shooting people for vengeance, and, oh yeah, he's still called the Punisher.

Punisher 2020 really read like, "hmmmm there are some unfortunate implications to the way certain people are relating to Frank's character, so rather than address those in a satisfying way that makes sense, we're going to nuke his characterization and stick him in hellscape land for a ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ amount of time." Seeing Marvel go from Punisher: Kill Krew to that was so disappointing bro. Like watching a fucking train wreck.

Yeah, Frank has baggage, but you know what he also has? History. Flavor. He's a product of his original context and the time when he was created, and there are ways to adapt that for modern readers that fucking work. (Netflix!Frank did a bang up job of this tbh). Joe Garrison is a former SHIELD agent rather than a war vet. Imo about half the point of Frank's character is how the war taught him violence and he resorted to that as his only response to grief, and it really seems like Marvel thought it was a good idea to copy Frank and sand down all his edges.

As a silver lining, it looks like we're going to see more of MCU Frank in Disney+ Daredevil. Now that the writers and actors have won their strike and with it better working conditions that will hopefully give more respect to their skills, I am tentatively hopeful that it will be better than what the synopsis of Disney+ DD sounded like before (😬). Don't know how much Frank will be in it yet, but maybe this will inspire a little more interest in the character, and we will get another 616 run of Frank at his best: getting forcibly befriended by every child, dog, and senior citizen he encounters in between episodes of gratuitous violence. 😎✌

On a final note, if Marvel wanted to separate Frank from the disturbing amount of people that seem to take him for real-life inspiration--which is the wrong idea to have about any comic book vigilante, lethal or otherwise--all they gotta do is give him a new hot dude version of Microchip and make them fuck like rabbits. Every right-winger who likes the Punisher would immediately drop him like a hot coal. But Marvel won't do that because they're cowards.

[memesadnessandanxiety]

im only here to say that Rhodey and Tony are best fucking friends and we REALLY deserve a MIT era series of them getting up to shenanigans

[canthelps]

open to: m/f/nb 27+ (also open to two muses cos ooh that would be fun)

plot: you just moved in next to me and your constant sexcapades are keeping me up- oh shit you’re really hot

nora wasn’t usually one to complain. despite this not being the main student area of the town, she knew that some younger people did live in this building and she wasn’t one to shit on them having fun, but this was starting to get ridiculous. the change from her quiet old lady neighbour to this new one had been jarring. moving around at all times of the night playing music. the worst thing was their headboards seemed to be up against the same wall, and nora could hear everything. 

she didn’t want to be this person, but she found herself outside their door knocking. it was still early but she knew they were in, “hey, i’m nora, i live next door.” she started, trying desperately hard to ignore her neighbour’s good looks. “I don’t want to be that annoying neighbour but please, for the love of god i need some sleep tonight can you maybe try out shower sex or something?”

[the-faultofdaedalus]

dw i totally agree w/ u re: the arc reactor. but man i was already angry at the fact that the arc reactor, the single Greatest piece of symbolism for tony's character ever, was removed in a short scene at the end, but now that ive realized how good a metaphor it is to chronic illness im even more mad!!! like sure it came back in infinity war but not really!!! UGH im so pressed about this rowan

YEAH like... also the fact that it was the scene at the very end of the movie, and wasn’t... like they didn’t really spend any time at all on the decision because COME ON LET ME SEE THAT! LET ME SEE TONY ABSOLUTLY NOT WANTING TO HAVE SURGERY AGIAN AND JUST BEING FUCKING TERRIFIED ABOUT IT! LET ME HAVE DISCUSSIONS ABOUT THE RISKS AND THE POSSIBILITIES THAT SOMETHING COULD GO WRONG, LET ME SEE HIM CHOOSING BETWEEN THE POSSIBILITY OF MAYBE NEVER HAVING FULL RANGE OF MOTION AGIAN OR LIVING WITH CHRONIC PAIN AND REDUCED LUNG CAPACITY FOREVER! 

like... even if they had had that, had the scene with him stressing out about this, about him making the decision, that would’ve felt way more respectful! don’t just skip straight to the anesthesia! give me the feelings about the fact that this is a difficult choice! 

especially bc like..... listen there is no WAY he doesn’t have issues with having surgery especially bc like.... holy fuck in that ending scene his arms were STRAPPED DOWN no WAY that isn’t a massive fucking Issue and i get why, because they’d need the muscles in certain positions to do it and they cant have him unconsciously moving around or hurting himself but... holy fuck there would be Issues there like... how the FUCK was he so calm there. just. chilly giving a thumbs up

that’s not how it would go. 

the biggest issue was that it felt rushed. it felt cheap and it felt rushed and imho, it takes a lot away from all the issues from both of the previous iron man movies. 

anyway there are my Feelings. i have... Lots. 

[cyberdbirdpersonsblog]

🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️MANISFESTATING MANISFESTATING 🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯 sam pulling bucky in by his dog tags and then they kiss 🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯

🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯 bucky proposing to sam using the shield 🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯

🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯 sam and bucky being super gross and flirting while fighting bad guys 🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯

🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯 sam and bucky opening up a house for ppl displaced by the blip and adopting karli 🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯

🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯 sam and bucky being happy together 🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯

[thedemongays]

I feel like I have been so bucky deprived for so long that I will literally take any content marvel gives me. please god I just need something. ANYTHING

[niaoniaos]

💘 every month of 2021 💘

post your favourite or most popular post from each month this year (it’s okay to skip months)

thanks for the tag @dongkwan

jan: strong start to the year

feb: this whole series was so big brained of me

march: dad energy

april: you haven't seen this eunwoo now u have

may: in general this was prob my best giffing month but i really liked this taxi driver set!! the blue!!!

june: KAMEN RIDER KANON SPECTOR

july: this might have been my height of creativity tbh

august: peace love stan jo1

sept: watch the high school heroes cowards

oct: I LOVE MY SQUAD

nov: this one bc of the recoloring i got to do and this one bc i got to try a layout and it was v fun i want to do more

dec: this gokaiger set, nothing quite gives me brainrot like marvelous and joe

tagging @deokmis @nanons @surii @awek-s @punnweir @storge @mostlyfate @dingyuxi @ddonghyun

[bisexualoftheblade-old]

how many wips do you have? like what are they all, and not the number of wips in a fandom? what are all the names?

okay. fuck you. fuck you so much. fuck you.

i’m putting this under a read more cut no one else deserves to see this shit. a lot of these are requests, and for those i will just write out the request itself

Shadowhunters:

domestic polycule fluff with tem, jessa, and will because im not a coward

Supernatural

- hehe hoho i request destiel hehehe

- request 61/? cai cai cai cai i need you to rewrite the destiel scene but yk. GOOD. not like i'm in the know about the spn fandom or anything, it's been years for me. but DO IT

Bright Sessions

- caleb/adam grisha AU

- mark bryant vs. united states aka sue the AM

- caleb/adam college fluff

Umbrella Acaademy

- request 31/? i want a ben and klaus drabble please spare me some brotherly bickering

- AND SO BEGINS NIGHT 4 with request 13/? oooh oooh can i get a raymond and allison playlist??? i think their vibes together would SLAP

- hi there night 2 is technically morning 3 but who's counting not me anyway request 5/? can i get a ben moodboard? gotta rep my tua bb

Percy Jackson

- request 9/? can i get a percabeth moodboard or quote edit?? like god they're the og couple goals take me back to high school cai

- For the 100 follower things :D Jercy getting caught in the rain

- request 29/? a drabble about literally anything to do with pjo. i’ll be happy with anyone and anything i’m love these children

- *somersaults in like I’m a real fancy acrobat* hello ello ello may I request some camp half blood chaos possible involving *does a flip* ✨side characters✨ <3

Penumbra Podcast 

- request 52/? drabble about the penumbra podcast. this is for ren bc ren likes it and i don't actually know anything about it. juno? i think? that's the one ren likes. write it for ren

- Tpp ghost hunting / buzzfeed unsolved au

- sad juno smut

- final resting place fic go brrrr

Marvel

- request 6/? i'm going to my roots y'all can i get a spider-man playlist? if not a playlist then i'd honestly be happy with literally anything involving spider-man

- request 15/? i'm going crazy this is recorded evidence of me actually losing it ANYWAY can i get a quote edit for something from iron man? literally anything that man says is gold so cai's choice :D he deserved better in endgame i'm still bitter

- request 42/? do another spidey thing that differs from the other spidey thing

- request 73/? you have Opinions. rant about infinity way and/or endgame. go.

- request 74/? quote edit for deadpool!!

- spideytorch relationship character study

- peter parker as a tired grad student monitoring the young avengers (send help)

Six of Crows

- okay listen i wasn't going to request anything bc i worry about you but also? if you want to/have the time hit me with a playlist for our girl nina zenik

- request 43/? fuckin give me the ending anya should have had. she is alive and with her new son and having a great time

- request 45/? inej moodboard?

- request 47/? will you make literally any meme of your choosing for six of crows?

- request 48/? write a drabble for kaz, my favorite bastard

- okay so i don't actually like nina or mattias that much but i still wanna hear about your thoughts (and also see if you'll change my mind)

- kaz brekker turning 18 fic. birthday party, everyone singing, whole shebang. i need it stat

- religious trauma fic aka i started shipping kaz/alina/inej and i can’t stop

- kaz trauma soup (he has D.I.D. and you can’t prove me wrong)

- my two redacted fics for @grishaversebigbang​

- wesper fake dating

- six of crows bright sessions crossover: everyone gets therapy

TMA

- uhh... s1 gang having a nice time? melanie getting to have some Pride™️? some "fun" horror thing?

- request 7/? spare steph and jason bonding? please sir? spare some for a humble child such as myself?

- okay so this was meant for night 3 but i had midterm shit SO this is honorary night 3 let's DO THIS request 8/? i want a moodboard of extremely out of context magnus archives shit like i mean confuse the FUCK out of me i don't go here i know Nothing about it

- request 11/? OKAY so i need tim stoker meeting tim drake now i need my timmy to meet your tim plus i want to see character differences no i'm not trying to create a tim stoker in my head so i can read a's fic while NOT thinking of tim drake whaaaaaat you're crazy

- request 18(i think)/? i need a quote edit of every time within the first like. 15 eps of tam where jon is like “sounds fake but go off” thank u bb

- request 40/? i challenge you to write a tma drabble based only on the episodes i've heard. i'm currently halfway through episode 23

- Jon being lovingly bullied into taking a break. I'm aware this has been written a million times but it is one of my favorite things.

- spiral!sasha AU

- extinction martin go brrrrr

- high school era timsasha. they've both been friends for years, and everyone always asks when they will be a couple. they decide to fake date, to prove everyone wrong and show what a bad couple they would be. turns out that's a bit trickier than they thought

- after sasha comes back, tim is broken. he can't let go, scared that if he looks away for even a minute he'll lose her again. sasha suggests shibari as a way for him to give up control

- sasha pov mag 19 au, sacrificing herself to save the others, knows that if she gives herself up to the not!them it will let the others live

- this is the "tim finds a polaroid of sasha" trope

- early archives days,, long nights in research,,, clothes sharing,, somft. late nights and falling asleep at their desks warm and safe in the other's presence

- two parts: timsasha as kids, each picking a constellation that is "theirs". just soft kid antics. tim at sasha's grave glancing up to see their constellations

- continuing your job’s a joke (you’re broke)

DC Comics

- TIMSTEPH HADESTOWN AU,,,

- my redacted fic for @batfam-big-bang​

- request for you to get a decent amount of sleep? serious answer, dickkori, SAL's Venus

- request 4/? timsteph morning after 👀 mayhaps?

- a concept: nonbinary stephanie brown

- teehee hi mom, you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, but can i request damian angst for your accomplishments 100 followers?

- hi you can ignore my first request if you want, or you can ignore this one. but bls possibly write some bikini ra’s? -the bikini bitch

- request 27/? jay is asking through me for a jondami playlist but tbh i also want it so win win yk?

- "I don't know how to help you but I can help you find someone who does" with bruce and jason? im just craving bruce being a good day to jason for once

- “I am putting you in time out because you need to understand the consequences of your actions.” with steph and jason as dumbass disaster bi best friends pretty please?

- request 32/? timsteph patrol date!!!

- request 33/? timsteph *gala* date? mayhaps??

- request 37/? tim drake drabble but make it Edgy cai

- request 39/? drabble of a prank war between tim and damian

- joyfire cuddly fluff please? or like just any outlaw fluff if joyfire isnt your thing (feel free to add every member of the outlaws, dont feel like u gotta stick with jason, kori, roy i love them all)

- barbara and robin! jason fluff? bonding over books or something?

- request 62/? i need a drabble about the chaotic trio jason, tim, and steph i'm love them ty

- request 63/? batfam x mcu crossover. batfam meets ironfam. give me ALL the cliches. ALL OF THEM

- request 64/? young justice x young avengers - jay cuz idk SHIT about the young avengers

- request 66/? jondami moodboard pls and ty

- request 67/? timsteph moodboard!!!!!!

- request 69/? HEHEHE kinky 😏 i would v much like a timsteph drabble of the almost first time. does that make sense? like i don't want you to go all the way NSFW cuz i know that's against the rules and i'm a rule follower. but like they *almost* go all the way. this could be fade to black or some shit i don't care just make it a lil steamy and have Fun

- i request damian angst! all of it

- hmm... maybe i request? jondami?

- mayhaps,,,,some batfam,,,,,committing crimes? ily be gay do crime <3 - lu

- How about a ficlet with Steph and Cass?

Found Family Bingo Prompts

- no powers au

- tunnel

- first day

- join the club

- hurt/comfort

- experiment

- playing favorites

- hold on

- possession

- 10 o’clock

- singing

- road

- snitch

- curfew

- timer

- fantasy au

- zombie au

- dreams

- campfire

- are you okay

- movie night

- games

- scared

Miscellaneous

- a request: Write A Drabble, Coward

- is it too late to request a moodboard for me?

- request 20/? i’m going off book because i’m in a Chaotic Mood™️ can you just absolutely vibe check me like go off cai demolish me

- request 21/? i formally request that you pick a favorite cai. i don’t care what that favorite pertains to, just pick a favorite something

- request 23/? roast me

- request 24/? can i have a buzzfeed unsolved spoopy playlist but spoiler alert it’s not spoopy bc shane doesn’t believe does this make sense it has been a Day™️

- request 25/50 i want a jake and amy fic make it Soft cai i’m love them b99 is so good

- request 28/? i know nothing about the lord of the rings so make something that will confuse the shit out of me

- request 34/? malvie and jaylos moodboards 😈

- request 35/? a moodboard for the bbb mods!! perceive all of us!!!

- request 36/? moodboard for the tua mods too???? mayhaps??

- request 41/? doctor WHO? idk but i want a drabble of him and the one character i know from doctor who which is rose

- request 46/? make an alignment meme with our group, have fun!!!

- request 49/? i want you to kin assign me a character from every fandom you can/want to. go feral

- request 50!!!!/? this is a special request. the most special request. can you make a bastards tbh playlist? i want our vibes encapsulated. i want us in music form. i want to hear those songs and be like "that's me and cai" and smile.

- requests 51/? i know jack shit about good omens. explain it to me in the most confusing way possible. make me know less by the end than i know now

- request 53/? can you write a mel aesthetic? i'm Curious

- request 54/? give me a list of book recs cai i want some good book recs pls

- request 56/? edit a picture of US together too

- request 58/? oooh can i have a disney edit? like. hm. i just really love disney and i want anything to do with disney. like a quote or an aesthetic or an aesthetic edit i just want disney.

- request 59/? i would v much like a recipe for carbonara. i've never had it but it sounds fucking delicious

- request 60/? ooh hey can i get a makeup tutorial? i know you like makeup, i'm shit at doing makeup. teach me

- request 65/? i need the most emo playlist you can make that vibes with dear evan hansen thank you

- request 68/? i want a superwholock moodboard. this can be serious, with the actual fandoms in mind, or literally what the era felt like. the insanity. the horror.

- request 70/? ooh ooh ooh do you have a good bread recipe?? i wanna get that bread

- request 71/? i want a playlist with the vibes of summoning a demon. please don't ask questions. i don't have answers. and if i do, no i don't.

- For the requests, how about writing something based on a friend?

- request 75/? MMMM i want literally anything to do with natasha, pierre, and the great comet of 1812

- request 76/? i want some healthy recipes. help a girl out

- a feral bbb quote or two?

- you perceive my plant but now I dare thee to perceive mine own visage

- okay this is a two for one request. 1. you did the bee movie script so now we need a shrek two script edit 2. sleep please

- Pansexual mb for my lil queer soul?

- my (probably) final request is just for you to ramble about something, i don't really care what

- HI ILY CONGRATS AS WELL CAUSE IM LATE BUT CONGRATS. could i request a pirates of the caribbean (or just pirates) or whatever you what to do, free range.

- mood board for the beluga whales who got brought to the animal sanctuary in Iceland please?

- 100 follower request: Moodboard for my stuffed cow Oaky?

[arsenicflame]

saw your reblog about wanting random asks! Otp of all time? Weirdest niche interest? Fun fact about said niche interest? Favorite class in high school? Favorite teacher? Have you ever been in love?

have been enjoying being mutuals, hope you’re having a good day!

hello! fun times fun times <3

- gonna absolutely have to go serangela here, my beloved wives, nobody compares to them for me- this was not a surprise. honourable shoutout to kyomami (pmmm) though because they held my heart for So Long

-im super into tablet weaving! i haven't done much yet but when i have time im gonna go a little wild dkdjsnsk im not sure it counts but i also love love love finding tiny bands, theres just. some incredible stuff out there if you fall down the rabbit holes

-its one of the oldest known styles of weaving! (at least early iron age) it functions in the exact opposite way to loom weaving, with the design coming from the twisted warp rather than the weft

-oh gosh high school. i really liked maths + psychology! my favourite teacher was probably also my maths teacher, she purposely stayed around until our year left so she could see us through our gcses :')

-i bet u didn't mean this to be a hard hitting question but. uh. [stares in questioning if im aromantic] i think the best way to answer this is that think ive been as close as i am able? i don't know if im capable of loving people in a way thats distinctly different from the way i love my friends, but i had a partner id have happily spent the rest of my life with, and i feel that counts

(also i think. u should be a little in love with all your friends. it builds character)

i too have been enjoying being mutuals and i hope you have a nice day!

[remus-lupin-is-my-type]

Hi I have a lot of feelings and if you need me I will be hoarding these articles to fuel my rage :)))))))

“Every aspect of  Peggy’s life suggested that she deeply loved her husband over the course of decades.  In spite of this, Steve Rogers unilaterally decides that heis the true love of Peggy Carter’s life—a choice superior to a man she knew on a soul-deep level.”

“Presented from Steve’s point-of-view, the film frames this act as “romantic”. From any woman’s point-of-view, what’s done to Peggy is a worst-nightmare scenario. A man entitled to her body, her time, and her emotional labor decides he’s owed his happy ending because he’s a ‘nice guy’. ”

“Instead, the filmmakers clumsily include a photo of Steve on Peggy’s desk while omitting pictures of her circa-1970 family. Had Steve looked at the faces of her children and still made the decision to erase them, it would have appeared monstrous.”

“Compounding this issue, Steve recounts his long lost love from the 1940s in a survivor’s therapy group dedicated to coping with the loss of loved ones in Thanos’ Decimation. He doesn’t spare a word for the friends he saw turn to dust.”

“The poignancy and potency of Steve and Peggy’s relationship has roots in the metaphor of two ships passing in the night—a bittersweet concept of what could have been. But there’s nothing else there, not enough shown to establish real, reciprocal love. A man this obsessed (more than a decade after the fact, from Steve’s perspective) with the first woman to be civil to him is neither healthy nor romantic.”

[mozzzz05]

Awww yis boisss episode 5 of tfatws airs on my birthday

Come on marvel, give me a lil birthday present and have this ep be like, an hour and a half. Plz.

Oh yeah. And make sambucky canon u cowards.

[mayraki]

Bestie I saw Black Widow yesterday IT WAS AMAZING!! First thing first;

SWEET FOLLOWERS OF MAYRAKI IF YOU HAVEN’T WATCH BLACK WIDOW YET PLS KEEP SCROLLING SPOILER ALERTTT THANK YOU 🥰🥰🥰🥰

I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH YELENA BELOVA THAT GIRL IS MA QUEEN NOW

She’s funny, cool, relatable she is THE ULTIMATE comfort character are you kidding me I wanna see her more 💥💳💥💥💥💳 the way she talked about her vest I mean are you kidding SHE IS THE CUTEST

I was probably the only one crying from audience in the scenes where Natasha find out about other widows -all those girls made into a puppet by a coward stupid man- gurl I cried so much 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 knowing yelena will set all of them free, gonna give them their freedom, god I love ✨women✨

I’m really curious how she end up working with valeria, I gasped when I saw her in the after credit scene; and she wanna kill Barton?? Why?? What’s goin on marvel explain give me more yelena💥💥💳💥💳💳

Natasha watching movies when she is running away from government I- are you kidding me I’m in love with this woman but this was the last time we saw her 😭😭😭 I feel so angry, she had soooo much potential, she could’ve two or three movies already, I mean I don’t understand why marvel didn’t give that opportunity to her 😡

Alexei was annoyingly funny - the speech he try to give to nat lmaoooo

I don’t understand how some people find it boring; I laughed, cried, felt so much emotional every fucking time I see nat on screen - that movie was everything 🥺 I don’t wanna think she’s dead 😭😭😭

The back and forth whistling thing DONT TOUCH ME 😫😫😫

Also the childhood part was amazing too! I straight fell for baby nat and yelena they were so cute ❤️❤️

God it was so good watching a marvel movie at a theater , how was your experience? Can’t wait to their bestie xx

I WANT TO MARRY YELENA BEHFJWJDJD

she immediately became my favorite character on the movie, the fight with nat???? when she says something like “drop it. before i make you” LIKE BESTIE OMFGGGGG so cooool. i want a movie of just her setting those women free now marvel 💳💥💥💳💥💥💥 HAHA that’s me every day, going ✨women✨

i friend of mine told me that valeria works for hydra (i don’t remember if he actually said that, or something like hydra. the point is that she’s bad lol) and i think because she wants the avengers all dead she lies to yelena and says that clint killed nat (which is not true he would never) if that makes sense?? that’s a reason i could think of. and maybe valeria contacted yelena, that woman always appears out of nowhere

black widow should’ve had her own movies like iron man captain america and all of them did, her story is one of the most interesting ones and i’m so disappointed 🥺🙄

ALEXEI BWJXJSJWJS those are the best words to describe him lol “annoyingly funny”

people find it boring??? i didn’t get bored not even for a second, the acting was excellent, the dynamic between all of them was cute and funny, we got introduced to so many badass characters, the plot line was amazing and the fight scenes????? chefs kiss. sometimes people find it boring or even not good when there’s a woman in the lead. the same thing happened with captain marvel omfg 🤦🏻‍♀️

when yelena whistled at the cemetery i was like noooooo 🥺😭 those kids were so good actors and forgot for a second they were acting lol. and the montage with the song at the beginning? literal chills. it was amazing.

i loved every single second of it, honestly. apart from loving going back to the theatre and the excitement of watching a marvel movie on there again, i loved the movie. it was so entertaining and i wish i could go back. OMG THANK U TO THE PEOPLE THAT GAVE US THIS MOVIE 🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️

[eemolu]

2020 Creator Wrap: Favourite Works

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (ish) favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

i wasn’t tagged in this but i’m trying this thing where i support and love myself? and this feels like a good way to start???? idk don’t ask anyWAYS

1-3 are all from my jiliad, but let us first do since that’s where i put the most energy and hit the most milestones so i’ll be giving myself 3 chapters of that as my faves

1. chapter 15: this was the first chapter where i really leaned into the L&J fluff and really started moving the plot forward- it’s also the one where i hit 100,000 WORDS??? still can’t believe that & am forever freaked out about it

2. chapter 16: a big one for me because it featured the L&J sex talk that was so important yet so nerve wracking for me to put in. i so often see fics move right from the love confession into a sex scene, which is perfectly fine if that’s what the author wants. but i was thinking about how when i started this fic i was 17 yrs old, and so i wanted to show a couple talking seriously and awkwardly about consent and readiness and being open and honest about previous sexual partners. i worked really hard and i’m proud of what we got out of it. also there’s some sweet valentine’s wolfstar moments that i like too <3

3. chapter 19: it’s the latest one so it’s also very near and dear to my heart. i got to write to the tune of garden song which i am convinced led to the wolfstar moment that made it into the chapter. which i am also very proud of! it was a big moment for me to write and it’s not perfect which is why i’m so very proud of it, because it made me feel things regardless of its technical merits so that’s all that matters

4. something about this kid (irondad oneshot): 

this fic... it was a birthday present for my dearest rachel (@writethroughthenight) and it took me SO LONG because it fully got away from me but i’ve always loved spiderman and i’ve also always had beef with marvel so i’m super psyched with how it came out. i forced one of my irl friends (alias brenda) to comment and she went above and beyond the string of emojis i expected to leave me seriously one of the nicest comments so that also gave this fic a special place in my heart

5. jukebox heroes ;) (julie & the phantoms oneshot):

i haven’t written for a super active fandom since i stopped writing for the 100 and i forgot how lovely and welcoming they can be. i had such a great experience writing my first jatp fic that i stayed up all night writing this one (and its a texting au which... i love to write SO much). the fandom didn’t disappoint, and so not only am i proud of the fic but i’m also happy that i got to engage with and meet so many new creators:) plus i made some good jokes so read for a good time

that’s it that’s five. i’m just gonna tag anyone who’s like me and doesn’t have someone to tag them in this- if you created anything at all in the past year or even if you haven’t, you deserve to celebrate yourself (i also rly want @datingdonovan to do this with their text posts dont b a coward) 

love u bye

[rainingspellforlove]

milbbang's drabbles

another milbbang's fic that i keep in my mind for awhile >< yes im craving for their moments asdkjsdk so here it is...

their relationship is platonic as ever. they went to same college and stayed in the same dorm near the uni. but different rooms. hyunjae lived in 4th floor but younghoon lived in 3rd floor. they sticked to each other like a pair of shoes and they took the same majors. everyone would think they are just bestfriends but for them, there is some hidden feelings inside them for each other. but none of them expressed their feelings. they always like being so obvious of showing their affections to each other. it’s like they are more than just bestfriends. hyunjae adores younghoon from head to toe. but he’s a real coward for expressing his feelings to others and he’s just a real tsundere. he’s being like messing with younghoon alot but puts more attentions for him a lot too.

obviously he always like being so caring for younghoon in anytime. younghoon is careless ; and he likes being cute and clingy to others. especially to hyunjae, he always nags and snuggles into hyunjae if he wants something to hyunjae. and hyunjae didnt mind. he always responds with his usual warm smile and nods in everything younghoon wants. they also sometimes cuddled with each other but it’s younghoon who always asked for it . hyunjae’s reactions is just too slow. but is it?

they were sitting in the sofa watching movies marathon (marvel for the exact bcs hyunjae never get bored of it), and the rain pours so hard suddenly

“hyunjae ya”

“uhm?” hyunjae didnt look at hoon but still focusing on the movie

“it’s cold”

“uhm hm, so?” still focusing on the movie

“im cold!!” younghoon pouts and insists that he’s cold while shaking hyunjae’s arms

“there’s a blanket in my bed go take it” hyunjae still didnt look at younghoon. still focusing on the movie.

younghoon becomes more pouty and finally standing up to get the blanket.

actually hyunjae knew, younghoon wants hyunjae’s hugs, but being the sneaky boy he is, hyunjae acted like he didnt get it. he smiled sneakily when younghoon gets the blanket. he sits again beside hyunjae and wears the blanket alone

“share the blanket with mee” hyunjae said in a sudden

“didnt wanna” younghoon distants himself and covers himself with the blanket

“ya its my blanket!!”

“so what” younghoon said carelessly

“fine then” hyunjae is back with focusing the movie

then younghoon scoffed and continue watching the movie with a pout. hyunjae cant help smiling looking at younghoon’s pouty face but he’s trying so hard to hide it. he really wants to kiss all over younghoon’s face right now but he cant. their relationship is not that. it’s sad actually but it’s all their fault. they are just bunch of cowards. then hyunjae turned his head to younghoon and went closer to him slowly.

“dont come near me, the blanket is mine”

hyunjae didnt answer but he still gets his body close to younghoon.

“go away” younghoon pushed hyunjae away but failed, hyunjae still gets closer to him. younghoon whines as he pushed hyunjae but of course he lost. hyunjae got pushed a little actually but then he just pulled younghoon’s curled body covered in a blanket with his hands. younghoon’s body got trapped in hyunjae’s arms and their face is just bit centimeters apart.

“im cold too, could you share the blanket with me uhm?”

“b-but it’s too small for the two of us” younghoon stuttered

“i know” then hyunjae uncovered his arms from younghoon (younghoon seems a bit dissappointed here), then hyunjae pulls younghoon’s body to lay together there in the sofa (thank god hyunjae’s sofa fits for the two of them even it’s lil bit crammed for them). hyunjae puts younghoon’s head in his arms and covered themselves in the blanket together..

of course the blanket cant cover all of their big postures so thats why hyunjae pulls younghoon closer and hugs him tighter. younghoon just follows him around and hugs him back..

“better?”

younghoon just nods and snuggles his head to hyunjae’s chest

“just tell me that you wanna cuddle okay?” hyunjae smiled

“humph” then hyunjae just laughs at younghoon’s adorable actions

“dont you wanna watch the movie though?”

then younghoon turned his head up to hyunjae “we had been watchin this for like 5 times, go just watched it. its ur fav so its okay”

“hahaha okay youre the best” as he carressed younghoon’s hair

they stayed like that for hours, hyunjae continues watching his all-time favourite marvel movies while having younghoon in his arms with playing younghoon’s hair for awhile. younghoon who’s satisfied with the cuddles, he got sleepy and fell asleep in hyunjae’s arms.

one day in their dorm, rain pouring so hard in the evening. fortunately younghoon already came to his room before rain pours but he didnt come home with hyunjae. hyunjae had some things to do with the council so he told younghoon to leave him first.

“i wonder if hyunjae already finished or not, should i call him” younghoon said while sitting in his bed.

younghoon looked at the rain, and the rain keeps falling harder. he tried to call hyunjae, but he didnt answer. he was worried for hyunjae.. did he bring an umbrella or not.. is he okay..

“should i go back… ugh why didnt he answer my call”

then younghoon stands up and wears his jacket, and runs to go outside going back to uni. ofcourse he brings an umbrella.

he walks a lil bit fast and enters the elevator quick. he waits anxiously then “ting” the elevator finally reached the low ground. then when he’s about to leave, he saw hyunjae with damp clothes with messy wet hair

“oh my, hyunjae ya are you alright?” younghoon said worrily and pulls hyunjae’s arm rightaway to elevator.

“uhm yeah a bit, i didnt bring an umbrella so yeah this happens”

“im about to go to you but u didnt answer my calls, im worried sick”

“sorry, my phone died…. ahh choo. oops sorry”

younghoon pats hyunjae’s forehead for awhile and finds it a lil hot

“oh no.. lets just get you dry first”

“uhm”

they went in to the elevator and went straight to hyunjae’s room.

“why didnt you go to your room, i can handle it myself it’s okay younghoona”

“no. you cant take care of yourself well, i bet you will just throw your wet shirt anywhere and just sleep after that, you wont eat and go straight to sleep right? i’ll make you some food to eat before you sleep. or else you’re about to get sick for real”

“hehe you just know me too well”

younghoon still grabs hyunjae’s arm and went in to hyunjae’s room. younghoon inserts the password in the doorlock then goes in with damp hyunjae.

“ just go take a shower first, i’ll make you a warm food”

“okay”

hyunjae showered quickly and dressed up warmly with a big size hoodie and training pants with a wet messy hair. younghoon just finished cooking a warm ramen for hyunjae and puts it on the table.

"eat first then i’ll dry your hair okay”

then hyunjae sits and eats the ramen younghoon made. youunghoon then tried to find the hair dryer.

then younghoon dried hyunjae’s hair while hyunjae eats the ramen..

“you cant get sick hyunjae ya.. promise me”

“i will.. but stay with me for tonight please”

“uhm alright”

“cuddle me” he pleaded

“uhm alright alright” younghoon smiled

“im tired…”

“i know.. please just rest today okay?”

“uhm”

younghoon finished drying hyunjae’s hair and it looked cute bcs hyunjae’s natural hair was curly so it’s almost like a bird nest

“im dizzy” younghoon taps hyunjae’s forehead again and it still burning

“wait, i’ll get a wet towel for you, just lay down right now okay”

hyunjae lays down and covers himself up with the blanket

younghoon quickly puts the wet towel to hyunjae’s head and gives him some medicine.

“drink this and get some sleep” younghoon sits beside hyunjae and wipes his head with the towel while carressing his face

“stay..”

“uhm i’ll stay”

“come heree please” hyunjae moves himself away to make a space for younghoon beside him

younghoon gets in and covers himself too in a blanket.

-tbc

Part 2 : https://juhearts.tumblr.com/post/632869474231549952/milbbangs-drabbles-2

Bonus part :

https://juhearts.tumblr.com/post/632869727566479360/bonus-milbbangs-drabbles

[memesadnessandanxiety]

shut up I just realised that Peter definitely THINKS that Rhodey's full name is rhodey rhodes LIKE-

IMAGINE HIM FEELING SO BETRAYED WHEN HE REALSIES THAT ITS JAMES SJSJSJSJSJJSSH

OOF HIM FINDING OUT ABOUT RHODEY'S MIDDLE NAME BEING RUPERT ???

give me Peter Parker and Rhodey content marvel u cowards !!!