confession time : 10 years ago, 15 year old me created a fake facebook profile to befriend dans brother bc i had a massive crush on him and i had a whole plan of making him fall in love with me and moving to the uk and be dnp's sister in law. I wrote the plan down on a journal and i just found it. Ive been laughing since. I was in my dan in 2009 bag ngl
grant o'brien looking at lily du and saying "lily..." in a warning tone because he knew exactly what she was going to say, a fraction of a second before she screamed "i LOVE incest!!!" in this last episode of Dirty Laundry was soooo fucking funny
I’ve made it to ACOSF in my sjm universe reread and like. oh my god. the inner circle is so mean to nesta???? and i’m not trying to write off nesta’s actions, she has obviously done her fair share of stuff to atone for. HOWEVER.
there is a difference between tough love and kicking someone while they’re down. like mor just randomly tells nesta she doesn’t deserve cassian’s kindness??!? and cassian telling nesta everyone hates her??????
like this woman had a traumatic childhood (she also starved like feyre. just because she did not hunt in the woods does not mean poverty and hunger did not affect her too.) and then had all her humanity literally stripped against her will, her turning into fae is akin to being assaulted. and then she witnessed war, saw her father die in front of her. among so many other things that are probably not touched on.
and the inner circle is like…. girl 😒😒 why are you so reclusive??? why are you so angry???
I love the inner circle but oh my god can they please have some EMPATHYYYYY FOR NESTA AND TRY TO PIECE IT TOGETHER. THE ONLY ONES ENDS UP BEING CASSIAN! i forgot how infuriating they are in the beginning of the book. everyone just processes their grief differently.
nesta is so obviously depressed!!!! it is so insane to me. like she definitely has to atone but at the same time, they could have more tact with her. it is just so wild to me.
went to the dermatologist today bc i’ve been dealing with what i thought was ringworm and have been neurotic about it to make sure it didn’t spread — washing bedding towels etc. keeping it covered at night putting ointment on it every few hours
anyway got a huge rash on the back of my leg so finally went in. derm looked at me and was like “oh yeah no that’s eczema, it cleared up when you put the ointment on it bc it was moisturized”
BYE IVE BEEN A FUCKING MESS ABT HAVING THAT STI RINGWORM