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ctheathy · 1 year

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Lost Chances Face Consequences

Kennith Simmons x Reader

Yandere Oneshot

Author’s note: I'm not even kidding when I say that I was utterly destroyed for months after finding out about his homosexuality. Pain.

Allow me to clear something up real quick, as a certain person got frustrated with me because I made a ‘gay male x female’ oneshot. It's not. This story is supposed to represent one brainwashing themselves into “liking” somebody due to their internal loneliness. It's like children who get many “crushes” when it's really just them wanting friends to fill that void.

Kennith/Reader [“Romantic Tendencies”]

[Gender-neutral Darling|Female Darling|Male Darling]

Potential ⚠️TWs⚠️ :

!Female Reader! as it's the point of the entire oneshot • Manipulation • Emotional dependency [from Kennith] • Rejection • Non consensual holding • Needle mention • Drugging

“___ ... I love you! Please ... Go out with me?”

Your eyebrows furrowed a little at the boy infront of you as you scrunched your nose in disgust ever so slightly, raising an eyebrow in confusion at his audacity for even asking the question right now.

Kennith Simmons. He's been a good friend of yours ever since highschool... You've both always been the loners among the school, automatically making your bond with one another grow immensely after noticing eachother's isolation and awkward nature. And you might be confused at your current revulsion towards a simple confession coming from the male. Well. It wasn't like you were frustrated with him... But you certainly weren't happy either. The whole scene that was currently playing out just filled you with a massive sense of embarrassment. And perhaps even disappointment?

Why, you may ask?

Because the scene was playing out exactly as it did a few months ago when the roles were reversed. The nervous look on his face, the sweet yet awkward smile plastered on his lips, the many gifts and flowers resting in his sweaty palms, the mere hope in his eyes only for it to be shattered an instant later. It was exactly like yours... The whole scenery was just a direct copy of what happened to you about half a year ago, filling you with complete deja vu. You were always aware of the high risk of falling in love with a close friend... But you couldn't help your foolish self back then.

Bad... Bad mistake.

You still remember his empathetic yet blunt and straightforward statement like a core memory, the first time you've been informed on his romantic preference for men and men only. You're cried yourself to sleep for over twenty times as much as you can remember. Countless of restless nights and stess filled days eating away at your emotional state for God knows how long. And that simple fact messed up your mental health for literal months. And yet... You allowed yourself to let him go. To move on from a crush on somebody you could never have. You improved yourself and you managed to mature in perspective. Time heals a person, is something you learned. And yet, that improvement might be crumbled to bits by his stupid gesture alone. Returning the exact same confession you had given him and behaving as if he didn't reject you.

You just narrowed your eyes a little as you couldn't help but feel slightly weirded out over the entire situation. This wasn't supposed to happen at all and you felt as if he was about to drag you through the mud.

“Kennith... With all due respect, did you get hit on the head and happen to forget about your homosexuality, or...?” you sarcastically spoke with slight snark, this scenario starting to piss you off more than you expected it to. In fact, you would have been on cloud nine if he said this to you about six months ago. But now? You felt as if you were being played with like a fiddle. It was as if you were being deceived for a fool and you weren't having it in the slightest. You managed to move on from your puppy crush on him ... And now he was trying to get you to like him again?

You crossed your arms as he noticeably gulped at your statement. You both knew you were right no matter how hard he tried to convince himself otherwise, he confirmed it himself for goodness sake! You just let out a small sigh, trying to cover up the overwhelming confusion you were feeling at the moment. Your eye was twitching a little that to hide the current anger that was starting to fill your veins. Why were you having this ‘heart-to-heart’ chitchat in the first place?

“You’re right. I only like men but... I can't help but feel like I love you” he spoke out without a single hint of shame, making you cringe a little in the process. You just blinked a few times, trying to take in his words and how foolish it all sounded. “Kennith...” you calmly exclaimed. “You like men. I'm a woman.” you bluntly spoke as you raised an eyebrow once more, trying to make him see the ridicule of his own words. Surely this had to click?

Nope.

“___... I love you ...” he spoke out with a blank tone and facial expression, making you take a step back in the process. It sounded as if he was brainwashed of some sorts... The sentence didn't even sound genuine, it reminded you of auto repeat if you were bluntly honest with yourself. You couldn't help but facepalm, muttering out an ‘you're stubborn...’ under your breath before you went back to stare at him with concern in your eyes. It went back and forth like that for a while. You tried to get your point across how unfair this entire situation was to you and how irrational he was behaving. That you didn't even want to like him as a romantic interest anymore for the sake of your own wellbeing, but Kennith didn't seem to take no as an answer. And you would be lying if you said that this argument wasn't getting the worst out of you. It felt like you were arguing with a child. No matter how neatly you tried to word out your thoughts, he wouldn't listen. And the whole situation was starting to take a toll on you too, your emotions all over the place due to this sudden accusation that he liked you like you liked him all this time. Which was a ridiculous thought on its own already. Eventually, you just snapped.

“damn it-! What will it take for you to open your eyes for once in a lifetime-!?” you hissed back as you could feel tears prickling in your eyes. You had made peace with the fact that he would never like you back, but you could feel all of that resentment slowly returning to where it originally was. All that pain from one simple past rejection crashing back down on you like an asteroid would.

You glared daggers at your the boy you once considered a friend. The boy you were once in love with. “... You don't like me at all. You just feel obligated to because you have nobody else...” you silently muttering out to yourself, looking to the side as you wiped your eye that was currently tearing up. “That’s not love. That's manipulation.” you spat as you directly spelled out the truth right infront of his nose. You shook your head as you bit your lip, trying to keep it from quivering and yourself from bawling your eyes out on the spot.

“You’re manipulating yourself too, get a grip.”

You coldly spoke out before turning around, ready to leave this mess of a conversation behind. But Kennith’s brown eyes couldn't help but widen as soon as you seemed determined to take your leave. And something that caught you even further off guard was his his hand having a tight grip on your arm in an instant, bruising your limb in the process and making you yelp out in pain. You tried to rip your arm from his grasp, but he wouldn't budge in the slightest, making you grow paranoid and even more emotional than before. You warned for him to let go, resistance and slight hostility in your once gentle voice. But he just continued to stare, piercing right through your soul with those blank features. You grew hesitant.

But you felt like your heart was about to burst out of your chest as he suddenly pulled you in, wrapping his arms around you in a tight grip as if you were a stress toy, his ‘embrace’ only growing more uncomfortable as time went on. You were just frozen in place, not expecting such a death grip from a fragile boy such as Kennith. He was holding onto you as if he would die if he didn't have you close for a mere second.What happened in those six months when you two grew apart? You couldn't help but shiver slightly as his hands caressed all over your back, seemingly trying to comfort you. But if anything, it only stressed you out even further and you swore you were on the verge of a panic attack. Your blood ran cold as soon as you felt a tiny sting on the side on your arm, getting one last glance of an injection needle and his last words managing to reach your ears.

“A label will not stop me from having you”

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ctheathy · 1 year

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Psych Ward of Partiality

Arc Carnes x Reader

Suggestive Oneshot

Psych ward certainly cannot be considered a pleasant way to spend your day. Especially not when there's some dude in the hospital who targets you with his mockery amusement. But perhaps... just maybe the bandage wearer is not as bad as you initially presumed him to be?

Arc/Reader [Romantic]

[Gender-neutral Darling|Female Darling|Male Darling]

Potential ⚠️TWs⚠️ :

Both reader+character are of legal age or aged-up for obvious reasons in this post!

Suggestive themes • You give that bastard a hickey

“You are so weird.” The boy infront of you smiles at his ‘compliment’ right before shaking his head in a disappointed manner “How did a rookie like you even get here in the first place?” He looks at you again, making you choke up on a laugh yet again, finding the situation rather humourous. This was a regular schedule for you in psych ward, along with every other patient. Arc... The most insolent little brat among the place, targeting quite frankly everybody for his ridicule. The male surely seemed to have quite the pent up sass inside of him regarding his constant snarky commentary and stupid remarks, that's for sure.

But you seemed to be too busy with your stuff to pay any mind to his judgement. Completely ignoring his previous comments. He was always poking fun and everybody around the hospital, it wasn't exactly foreign to you. And it fact, you've grown a liking towards him. Otherwise you would have kicked him off your bed as soon as he sat on it for sure. You pulled out one of the pouches you had on you, searching for an object you had brought with you and let out a noise of happiness as soon as you found it.

You sat on your knees to add on a bit of height to where he was sitting, turning his way. “stay still...” you muttered as you gently brushed some of his blonde hairs out of his face, trying to not hurt him. You clipped a hairpin into his locks before you leaned back once again, giving him back his space. Your eyes softened as you let out a small ‘aww’ in response. “you look pretty”

“...”

“Are you flirting with me?”

Arc raised his eyebrows in question. “Because honestly, that was way too smooth for someone to not do that on purpose. You got really close and it looked like you were almost going to steal my heart away” He leans back looking up at you. “And then you told me I was 'pretty'. Were you trying to make my heart skip a beat? That could seriously damage my health, you know” He tries to look as hurt as possible. You gave him a look that just screamed ‘are you serious rn’ before shaking your head, sticking out your tongue a little and having a playful look plastered on your features. “Kindness certainly seems to be a teensy tiny bit foreign to someone” you sassed.

Arc just laughed in response. “Well that's not fun. Flirting is more exciting don't you know? Especially when you're close enough to smell them and touch them” He leans a bit closer to you. “I thought you were sending me signals? Like, a beautiful person like you can't possibly be single. And yes, kindness is foreign to me. You should watch me stab someone if you think I'm nice”

You just let out a little ‘o’ at the last comment, but snickered a little as well. You leaned in, making your noses practically touch with one another. “so, okay... that wasn't flirting... but do you want me to?” you sweetly spoke with a tilt of your head, getting in his face. You just sneakily chuckled, awaiting his response. But you seemed sincere with your words too. This made Arc think for a bit, making him bite down on his tongue.

“I want to,”

He leans in, getting closer to your lips and stopping at the last second. “But it's too soon for me to open my heart again. What if you just play with my feelings and use me for your own pleasure? What if you do all those things and then throw me away like trash?” He looks you in the eyes, waiting to see how you would respond.

Due to the closureness they had, he could easily see your features saddening up a little after he said that. “who hurt you?” was all you asked. And without warning, you just went right in and gave him an embrace, wanting to comfort him a little by giving him the closure before pulling back. You put your warm hand on his shoulder, your smile dropping a little as you looked at him sadly. You didn't say anything, just kept staring into his gorgeous orange eyes with your own. And Arc couldn't help but blush at the sudden gesture. “Y-you really have no clue how much emotional damage your doing to me right here-!? You are really giving me false hope, and false hope is way worse than any other heartbreak I've gotten. I think I'm in love with you just by that action alone, I am done. I'll be at your mercy for the rest of my days, so please. Don't. Break. My. Heart.”

You only turned redder the longer he continued with his speech, causing you to squeal lightly and cover your face with your hands to try and hide yourself. But a few giggles were noticeably audible as well “... cute” you softly muttered with a hint of genuineness. But it was a lie If you said that you weren't getting flustered over this thing. “Cute? You're calling me cute? Oh please, I'm way more than just a simple little word like that-!” He wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you towards him “You are way too cute yourself. Just look at this adorable blush on you. You're just adorable, I've never seen somebody this easily flustered”

You let out a shaky breath you didn't know you were holding, peeking through your fingers. You calmed down and removed your hands from your face, sending him an affectionate yet teasing smile. Without warning, you pinned the boy down to the bed you were both sitting on. “you want a partner, you get a partner” you spoke with a wink. You leaned in even further, to the point he could feel your weight on top of him. “you surely know how to work your way into somebody's heart. You're cute ...” you whispered before just wrapping your arms around him. Hugging him as you nuzzled your nose into the crook of his neck with audible giggles being heard in the process.

He was caught off guard by your sudden move, but he was more than happy to hold you back. Your weight on top of him made this experience even better for him. He wraps his arms around you and let's out a small moan of pleasure. He leans in. And this time, he doesn't back out. “No, you're supposed to be the one who is flustered and caught off guard. This is my move, and I'm supposed to be taking control of the situation... But... this is much better.” He continues to nuzzle into you, enjoying every second of your embrace.

You just chuckled in response and nicked his ear with a small nibble, the warmth of your mouth and saliva being felt. Your hand went over and caressed his head, brushing away his locks as your fingertips stroked over his scalp with care. As your hand went through his silky, blonde hair, Arc would let out a small, blissful groan. His eyes were half closed in pleasure and his tongue softly licked his lips at that moment. “I like this side of you. You know exactly what you're doing.” He lets out another soft, satisfied groan as he wraps his arms around you, holding you tight to himself. If his hands could, he would pull you closer to him, but he seems content with what you're currently doing. This scene is simply perfect and he isn't sure if he wants to take charge or allow you to.

You choked on a laugh for a bit, shaking your head a little. “hmm, maybe~” you sneakily spoke before leaning in once again, getting up to his ear “I want to make you happy... and I know I can... if you let me” you sweetly whispered in a quiet tone, before you gave him another small bite, on the shoulder this time. Gently nibbling and using your teeth while still being careful to not hurt him. Your fingernails on your right hand were still comfortly caressing over his scalp, softly massaging him in the process. While your free hand went over to softly stroke over his neck, moving your warm fingers up and down, making the heat go through his body. Arc feels a sharp tinge of pleasure run through his body as you give him bites and nibbles. He starts to pant lightly and his body heat begins to rise. His face flushes red as the sensation runs through his body.

“You will make me happy. That much is a guarantee. I'm just wondering if you have the willpower to make me happy. You're in control right now so please, don't hold back. Please, make me the happiest man alive right now.” Arc pulls you closer by his hips, wanting to touch you all over. You went back over towards his ear, your nose quite literally touching before speaking once again. “You don't have to tell me twice” trying to mimic the voice to sound as sweet as you could.

You gently went over to his neck instead, softly placing your teeth onto his skin and sinking in very slightly. The warmth went straight into his body and he was caught slightly by surprise as you sucked at the spot, assumingly leaving a mark. Your free hand tickled him under the chin while the other continued to brush through his hair, making his eyes roll back and his whole body shudder with pleasure as you suck on his neck. “Oh my god. Why did I have to meet you in a psych ward? I just wanted to kill a little time on my own, but you, you are something else. Please don't stop, my body loves this. You're like a succubus. You are too good for me.”

He can't help but think to himself ‘Where on earth did this person come from’. They're a keeper. You put a bit more pressure on your sucking session, wanting to please him even further. You allowed more saliva to get in contact with his skin, your warmth sending him to a state of glee. Your fingers continued to caress him all over, as they went from his locks, to his forehead, shoulders and down his chest, teasing him to no end. Arc let's out a small pleasure cry as he holds onto you, enjoying every second of it. He wraps his hands around you waist and pulls you even closer. This makes their faces really close together, and that was just fine with him.

“Let's be honest, if we weren't in a psych ward, we would be doing things WAAAAY more intimate than this.” He leans in for a kiss, and yet ... In a swift movement, your hands met his chest and he got pushed back down onto the sheets, landing with a thud. Your thighs were on both of his sides as you held him down. You tilted your head innocently and gave him a slightly wide grin. You spoke in a soft tone, but there was definitely a hint of dominance in your voice. “jokes on them... psych ward cannot stop me” you spoke with a sassy eyeroll, before giving him a soft peck on the crook on his mouth. He lets out a soft chuckle in response to your snarky remark as he tries to grab your face, but your legs are pinning him down. Arc’s face turns bright red as you give him a kiss.

“I believe I have found my favorite person on the planet” He smirks while still staring at her. “So we're together now, am I right? You wouldn't say these nice things and do these nice things to me and then ignore me right? Because that would kill me. I need more of this. Please.” he quietly begs.

You chuckled softly, your eyes staring deeply at him. “more, hm~?” you teasingly spoke before leaning in on his neck once again, he could feel your warm breath on him. Your lips met the edge of his neck once again, returning the warmth from before. But unlike last time, you didn't hold back. Sucking at the skin as if he was a slushy, leaving one heck of a mark for sure. All the while your hands were caressing and tickling him all over. Giving him soft strokes over him entire frame.

Arc’s toes curl and his entire body feels extremely flush and hot. “I swear to god, I'm going to marry you. You can have all my money, my property, my soul, all of it. I'd do anything... please, be mine forever. I'm literally your puppy. Whatever you want I'll give you, but please... Never leave me.”

“Atleast say my name then, silly~ call me... ___” you sweetly spoke out as you leaned into his ear. You caressed and tickled him under the chin like the puppy that he said that he was, as you just had a huge teasing smirk on your face. You gave him a small bite on the crook of his mouth, softly nibbling once again. Every sound and reaction coming out of him being absolutely adorable. Without warning, you gave in for a few passive kisses, making sure to peck on every side of his mouth while pampering him in affection. You noticeably started giggling as you didn't stop, continuing to shower him in these tiny yet loveable smoothes, all while your hands went over to the back of his neck, stroking his hairline with your warm hands.

Arc’s eyes started to tear up through his pleasure. He has never felt this good in his life and he can feel it in his core. He completely submits to you. He couldn't help but moan softly as he feels your warm kisses around his body. He wraps his arms around you. You now seemed to be the confident, dominant one here. It seems that you were the one now in control. Arc liked this, it felt... Nice. He noticeably tried to talk to you, but he was too busy panting like a dog out of pleasure. You nuzzled your nose into the crook of his neck, letting out a small chuckle in response. He could feel your warm breath and giggling on his neck, making his shudder with delight. You just continued to stick close to him, attaching yourself to him like a leech while continuing to softly nibble at the most sensitive spots of his neck. Eventually, he manages to get some words out.

“Y-Your bite and those- AH! Ghnn... little nibbles are way too good. You're absolutely destroying my body right now. I'm not sure if my body can even handle this much... please don't stop. Please.” He pulls you, seemingly wanting to become a bit more dominant himself. He wants to get a piece of you too. “Let's just say that your bite is like my kryptonite. You better never be far from me or else I think I'll go insane.” He kisses you gently and starts to nibble on your neck too.

You snickered as he made his own way towards your neck, but you seemed to be a whole lot less sensitive towards it as you simply continued your act of teasing him. You turned your head as you cupped his cheek, tilting his head to the side so you could have more access. Your lips went right under his jawline as your teeth went over the fragile skin of his throat, testing him even further by softly nicking his skin and letting it slip again. You put more pressure on your will to suck at the side of his jaw, right on his soft spot as your hands and fingers caressed over his entire frame again.

Arc gives out a small moan and his entire body shakes. This is way too good. His hands start to wrap more tightly around you, trying to steady himself. He can now feel you teasing him on his neck and he loves this. He moans loudly as his eyes roll back and he closes them. It seems that he likes your nicking. His hands move down by his side and start caressing around your waist. “Oh my god, you're... too...” He tries to finish the sentence, but he finds his breathing starting to become faster and deeper with every nibble you make on his skin. The more you tease him, the more intense his feelings for you become. His voice gets lost in pleasure. Your fingers lightly run over his skin causing him to make loud moans.

His body seems to be so sensitive, any amount of teasing is unbearable, but he loves it. His hands squeeze your sides, showing just how much he wants you. He makes these soft whines and moans, begging for you to continue. He wants more of this. More of you. “Oh my god I might actually pass out from this.” Arc let's out a low grunt but a lot of pleasure was also running through his body. He grips onto your thigh with his hand, using it to stabilize himself as he was feeling too much sensation from all of this. He was even starting to feel a little weak.

He starts nibbling at you again, trying to regain his dominance. Making their little battle turn into a race to see who could pleasure their partner in an intimate manner first. Arc tries to keep himself from making pleasure noises, but that seems impossible. Just feeling you nibble him in that spot is too good. His whole body shakes and his toes curl, and that's not even mentioning what he's doing to you. He nibbles your neck harder and bites your skin like you did, being careful not to break skin and just making sure that he's giving back a good amount of the treatment you're dealing out. He also starts to suck on your neck more, his arms gripping onto your waist. He wants to give you a taste of your own medicine.

“You are definitely trying to drive me insane. If we weren't in a psych ward right now I would be ripping off all of my clothes right now. Right. Now.” He says between deep and intense breaths. He just wants to be with you. He'll do anything to make this last an eternity. You giggled at that comment, right before giving one last harsher suck to try and shut him up, most definitely leaving a hickey. You gave one last smooch on the mark before backing up, snickering like the little devil that you were. His eyes roll back as he lets out a soft and loud moan. As you pull away, he looks deeply into your eyes, with his breathing still being slightly heavy and him now panting due to the mark you left on his neck. He bites his lip, not being able to handle the intensity. He looks at you with a devilish, lustful grin. It seems that his love is being taken to a whole other level of passion. His whole body feels like it's been set on fire, and you seem to be the only one to be able to put it out... “More... I need more. Don't you dare stop. I need more. Please. Please please please. Please”

He leans in towards you again, ready for more teasing. The mark you left gave him a small hit of dopamine that he is craving like a drug addict as he craves another hit of you-induced dopamine. You just giggled to yourself as you gave a sneaky grin. “my my, Arc... You're like a beast in heat” you spat in a sassy manner before ruffling your hand through his blonde locks. But effortlessly, you pinned him down with your free hand once again, making him gasp out with his hands now above his head. You leaned in, your lips teasing him as he couldn't even reach you due to being pinned down.

He starts to moan lightly as his breaths become deeper and shorter. The mark on his neck is like a warm blanket that covers his body, and the mark feels like you just claimed him as your own little pet, which made his feelings for her explode in intensity. “Darling... You're biting away at your lower lip~” you spoke with a snicker, finding his state to be amusing and loveable. “I suggest you clench those jaws, sugar~” Arc’s jaw drops as he hears that comment. Why couldn't you just be a normal partner? You always had to make him want you more and more. But it was working. You immediately went towards his neck again, giving him kisses and nibbles to deal with, along with sucking on every spot at every turn. Each and every one seemed to be more intimate than the last one. Every kiss and nibble made him melt even more. He starts to shake a bit with every peck you give him. He's lost all control to you and he's loving every second. This is what true happiness feels like and he never wants this moment to end. He just stares deeply into your eyes and starts moaning louder in between each bite. He grits his teeth so that he doesn't completely break down and go insane on you.

It wasn't until the opening from the doorway could be heard that you both kind of froze in your spots. Say stood in the doorframe, her expression being rather blank as soon as her eyes drifted towards you both. You were still on top of Arc and he was trying his damnedest to keep his moans in, resulting in you placing your hand on his mouth to try and shush him in the process. Say just kept silent, unblinking as she honestly questioned her life decisions while praying to go back a few minutes from the current situation.

“... The doctors were so right to take you both in”

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