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God knew I'd be too powerful if I had good memory
#so I am sitting at my desk maybe wanting to work on my wip#but I forgot my headphones#so I wanna go grab them but then remember I also need to check that oke important detail#and after that I wanna go grab my headphones but also my charger for my phone and laptop#so they can charge at my desk#so I go grab my chargers and notice I also need an extension cable bc there is only one outlet#so i grab that#so i sit down at my desk again#i still didn’t grab my headphones#so while I search for them I also notice I'm still wearing makeup and outside clothes#get rid of those and change#sit down at desk#still no headphones#i get up and search for them#about to give up#sit down at my desk#i look to the left to my bed#my headphones are on my bedside table#omfg wait#no are you kidding kamey#I AM SITTING AT MY DESK WRITING THIS#AND MY HEADPHONES ARE STILL ON MY BEDSIDE TABLE#WHY DIDNT I GRAB THEM WHEN I SAW THEM FINALLY#guys maybe I should get tested for adhd/add or sum
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something something max's main color being red with blue highlights something something grace's main color being blue with red highlights something something motivations something something alive and dead something something
#would i like to do an analysis on the lighting? yes.#but for some reason my brain is only capable of analyzing bf and some bits of tgwdlm#dont expect much from me#but something i CAN say is that#the colors can represent their motivations and connections to the lords in black#such as dying in the waylon hall and getting to use the black book#and by motivations i mean#with grace; she decided to use the powers of the black book to get rid of 'dirty dudes'#which is something she most likely believes as a correct action#but the red highlights indicate the bits on evilness in her#it shows how her intentions don't change her actions#and for max; red is for vengeance#yet the blue highlights are used in here#mostly for 'who will pray for me' bit#and#this is something related. i believe that max was reflecting himself when saying those lines#it was not only for richie to repeat but also about himself#anyway back to the lighting#the blue represents that there is something deeper than just vengeance#'who will pray for me when im gone'#thats about himself. he knows that no one in the schoo really cared that much about his death besides the game#they only cared about the game. not max himself#so the lights during both npmd and ddmd represent#their connections to the lords. their motivations and intent. and how their actions are made#starkid#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#max jagerman#grace chasity
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Alternate version of this post from earlier because I feel the actual sprite is more powerful than a drawing
#dsaf#dayshift at freddy's#dsaf dave miller#video#moving#based on those anime girl memes#i went through so much trouble to get access to his dang original voice and may or may not have opened my phone to viruses#look at this video tho. worth it. it wouldn't be anything without it#the background is one of the IbispaintX free backgrounds. the hand in my hand. the floating petals is the IbispaintX rain filter#which is why theres a watermark#hmm. wait. i could get rid of that actually. i will on this version. gobe me a moment#done.#also changed sportsy to old sport
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Not me creeping up to the wordcount of the fourth longest book ever written
#A Reflection of Starlight#AROS#valvert#fanfic#writing#Hey I switched back to LibreOffice again after setting up my new computer#(RIP my old computer's installation of MS Office 2009)#And also my old computer in general as it is now giving me the blue screen of death upon boot#but ANYWAY#does anybody know how to make LibreOffice stop highlighting formatted areas? BC with Dark Mode it's highlighting white text#which makes it impossible to read my footnote and page numbers#Also I CANNOT believe this program was coded to be so that 'Ignore' and 'Ignore All' options only do so for the CURRENT SESSION ONLY#Like what in god's name???#I spent 3-4 hours reformatting AROS after converting it only to learn that all the 'errors' I told it to ignore just popped back#the second I reopened the document like jesus christ#Why even offer those options if it doesn't do it permanently for that document file#HHHHHHHhhhhhhHHHHHH#I then spent another several hours being forced to change the language formatting to French for all the French bits#JUST so it would stop underlining all of them in red#And there's no way for me to get rid of the underlining on things like cut off bits of dialogue#bc they are NOT proper words and I refuse to add them to my Dictionary (thus polluting it) just to get rid of them#Ugh#So anyway remember years ago how I joked about what if I accidentally wrote a fanfic longer than the source material itself#That being one of the longest books ever written (technically THE longest book ever written#if we're counting the FRENCH version of it and not the English translation#And yeah I know I technically split AROS into 3 books but that was only for reader convenience#It's still one book in my heart#And also because I think it would be REALLY funny to surpass Hugo's wordcount#Which is entirely plausible bc in English it was only about 531k so I only a little over 100k off and I think I can easily make that#with the material I have left to write but is already mostly plotted out
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#can I just. scream for a second#so as is news to no one#we need to start over the entire us medical system from scratch#also I would like to be flayed alive and start over from scratch in the skin department as well#anyway for context: I've had some kind of rash/acne/infection/irritation all over my legs for over a year now#have tried various products and changed habits and products to try and get rid of it to no avail#everyone said you should really just go to a dermatologist#(I was not that inclined to do so bc the previous and only time I'd seen a dermatologist it was not a good experience. very condescending#also I don't like making appointments and stuff. girl I don't have time)#but I decided to be an adult and go (my insurance info seemed to imply I could go with zero copay even)#spoilers: that was not the case#anyway so I show up and surprise surprise: it sucked#she was dismissive and condescending imo. was literally like 'well it could be A B or C but I can't tell'#'all of those are basically impossible to get rid of anyway but the things to try are X Y or Z'#I asked to try Z since X and Y are things that I already tried and did nothing (which I had told her!!!)#but she just kept being like 'you just need to stop picking at it. that's the real problem and that's what's exacerbating your scarring'#(wow thanks never thought of that!) (she also insinuated that my scarring was ugly)#girl I'm not 5 years old I understand.#unfortunately for me that is a compulsion so strong it would probably take years of directed therapy to get me to stop doing that#what I'm here to see you about is to figure out what the problem is and how to stop it from happening in the first place#and STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT A COSMETIC ISSUE#it's causing me pain and discomfort that's the main problem! I would like that to stop!! and me not touching it would not solve that proble#also I wanted to ask her about something else but they were too quick about it. felt very Handled if you know what I mean#but anyway#she gave me a prescription for topical antibiotic which was the thing I had not tried#apparently my insurance doesn't cover it and it's also made of gold and plutonium or something#so she gave me a coupon for it#but get this#when I went to pick it up at the pharmacy they didn't take the coupon#the guy said. 'um this only works for the generic brand. and we don't have the generic brand'
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occasionally i'll make a post or two talking about studying nahuatl and how much i love learning languages but I cannot emphasize enough the absolute hell it wreaks on my schedule every single semester without fail
#quil's unholy underworld#waiting to hear back if she can change the time of this one class (my guess is no. in which case. i have to change my schedule -_-)#it could be worse. at least it's not at a time i CAN'T rearrange to#but it does eliminate two interesting classes i wanted. rip#and i'll have to find something else for a 5th class#welp#okay she just got back to me. she's going to reach out to someone else to see if it's possible.#cross ur fingers for me lads#im not hopeful but PLEASE i dont wanna get rid of those other classes if i don't have to
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like okay the thing is. the show is about characters who were hunting each other and eating each other in the wilderness so i just think. well. it was never gonna have a nat arc that tells her you're okay baby and your life has value sweetheart. like if it was a different show and nat simply had struggles with drugs and suicidal ideation because of the shit that happened with her abusive father and stuff and then she ultimately died tragically while trying to recover that could really be quite questionable but like. that's not the story? she wasn't getting better she was getting into a cult. that was led by the unstable old friend she was in a cannibal cult with before. she wasn't getting better she was getting into a cult mentality that's why her behavior was so strange people were thinking she's manipulating lottie when in fact she was just getting indoctrinated
i do NOT think it was meant to be a "redemption arc" either like i've seen people say. i do not think it was supposed to FEEL like redemption that's why it DIDN'T. you weren't supposed to be tearing up like oh but with this death she made up for everything they did out there. she never could! none of them ever can! it's not about that. i think it's supposed to be tragic in a preventable way to parallel jackie's death in a way. a different set of circumstances allowed her to survive in the wilderness and doomed her in the present. she saw a moose and brought people to the lake to make a hole in the ice and pull out the moose. the ice wasn't as strong in that place which is probably why javi stepping on there broke the ice. and she was gonna save javi but misty stopped her. and this time misty found her and called for everyone to come because she was there and nat's visions at lottie's cult set off the chain of events. and this time misty's attempt to save her just led to her death instead. nat's attempt to save lisa's life led to nat losing hers like javi's attempt to save nat's life led to javi losing his
#like totally there with you abt pacing or how many different changes to the script and editing could make this better#or how it felt like a bit too early to kill a modern timeline survivor but tbh i think probably juliette didnt want to stay on the show#i think she has a habit of not staying for long#but she wasnt getting better and sadly i do not think any of those characters are getting a happy ending#she was never gonna be allowed to recover#one of my literal issues is the walter bullshit bc it attempts to? what? insinuate there os someone they think#is*#is perfect for misty and she can live a life where she has Connection and Mutual Love#which! no she cant#in part bc he was never THERE#get rid of walter#anyways none of them are gonna get a happy ending#if modern timeline writing improves it will just mean things will get much worse for them all imo#echoing nat's words to jackie abt her being lucky bc things will get worse#like that maybe she was lucky to die first in the modern timeline bc things will get worse#anyway#thinking!#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets blogging#nat
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There's been a lot of discussion lately surrounding the new animation, I think a lot of people are ignoring the most important question about the season 6 animation:
Does Adrien still have his expressive eyebrows?
#pleaseeeeee#i need to knowwww#hair changes outfit changes school changes fine.#i can even handle them getting rid of those ICONIC orange shoes#but adrien just wouldn't be adrien without his eyebrows 🥺#adrien agreste#miraculous ladybug#mlb#miraculous#ml#ml spoilers#ml season 6
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argh. This comic writing is taking me way longer than usual. I keep editing things and it doesn’t feel right.
#wip#i think I finally got it#The issue is usually plots come to me formed yk#But for this one#I did have a plot but it was more related to Chil having a v bad experience and Mei hearing about it and then him telling her#Not to go thru with her plans to become involved with adventures in a sort of threatening way#So I had that all sketched out and then randomly I decided I wanted more drama#so initially I extended it and had it be that maybe she tried to hug him or something but he reacted Badly bc of his aforementioned shit#But I didn’t like that and it felt jarring and sort of…over dramatic. Too much.#So then I got rid of that. And then I was like well maybe he and Mei should actually have a conversation about it#Like he brings it up#So I wrote that and I had him get really mad at her and let that sit around for a minute bc uh-oh there’s another problem#Seee the issue with doimg multiple rewrites of something is suddenly the part that was initially meant to be the focus. Is not important#Anymore and is actually distracting from the main point#So OK I delete all that and rewrite that to make it less distracting#Still keep the important buildup in that scene but focus on Mei more bc this is a comic that’s from her pov#Ok ok yeah. I like that. But THEN#UH OH NEW PROBLEM. ! Remember that He gets really mad scene? The one I let sit to go worry about the middle section#Well. Haha. I read the whole comic back again to check for flow and shit#Get to the end#WOW ITS OUT OF CHARACTER AND JARRING. He’s not mean or anything I just don’t think he’d yell in that sort of emotional way?#I got so lost in the sauce I forgot to write good#So now I’m stuck. It’s so out of character so obviously I get rid of that problem.#Change it so he does still yell but less and also differently. and also now Mei gets to be pissed tf off#and tied it into several previous comics since I like things to be connected to each other#I think?? I think I’m happy with it now…but Jesus Christ#I don’t usually have to do Any rewrites#And the number of other comics I want to do is piling up so I take breaks to sketch those out for later#Then return. To my undoing.
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I think Kenjaku should switch bodies or that we see more variety and depth of the bodies they had in the past because why introduce a bodysnatcher into your story if they stay in the same body for 99.99% of the story and barely even change design from the original vessel (the Takaba fight satisfied me a bit in that regard but I'm still salty that not even a black hole could make Gege change Kenjaku's character design even a little bit)
#I'm just sick of all the comparisons with whatever body they currently inhabit (particularly Geto but I see it with Kaori too)#if they are alive I want them to switch not for Geto's body to stand up again for the nth time and nothing changes#give me something new and refreshing and burn obliterate pulverize those fucking robes and any copy of them#let Kenjaku finally get away from Geto's body fucking please#you could play around with their design so much as the Takaba fight showed but we barely get anything new otherwise#if Kenjaku is dead then it's a waste of potential and I really only have the Heian flashback to look forward to#the only good thing coming out of it is that we're finally rid of Geto for good rest in piss Wichser#jujutsu kaisen#kenjaku
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oh my god re: your recent post... the 'girl dinner' shit. omfg. idc if it's 'not that deep' you're still reinforcing terrible shit!!! and also the like 'boys when they see a stick/cool rock' and 'girls when they time travel vs boys when they time travel' wojaks. the gender-fication of barbie vs. oppenheimer. why the fuck is the recent internet zeitgeist hyper stereotypical cisnormativity. like. i thought we had collectively outgrown this.
exactly. And that’s all just some parts of it too. People pretend they’re so on top of things but it’s just because they don’t want to seem out of touch and offensive. It’s wild watching people barf out gender binaries with new terms and new ways to categorize trans people as not their gender and new ways to reinforce the same gender roles on ourselves but in “good” ways now. It’s just….really frustrating and pretty terrifying at the same time
#asked and answered#anon#I don’t know bad example but like.#feminism when I was growing up was gender equality#getting rid of gender roles and stopping gender based discrimination#and it feels like at some point we lost that track#and went straight from that to Girls Rule Boys Drool arguments wrapped in new language and memes#like. when i was a kid#i remember people saying shit about how its okay if a woman asks for a date first or if a woman proposes instead of a man#and yes those arent the most progressive things in the world and those actions are not the most important thing women need to be allowed to#do. but…thats kind of my point. those arent groundbreaking actions.#and if you tried to spoonfeed a BASIC idea about destroying gender roles like that to the online community today#youd get slammed with people saying no woman should ever stoop to beg a man#or that a guy should always propose because dating a woman is a privilege so men should earn it#or how ‘maybe its just me personally but i could never propose to a man like ew thats cringe my man better have enough balls to do it!’#or ‘me personally i could never let my girl propose id feel like i failed her as a man if she had to do that’#or just. on and on and on and on and on#like. we somehow circled all the way back to the ORIGINAL gender roles we were supposed to have broken by now#and its getting worse snd the social media companies are fueling it#have you SEEN instagram and tik tok comment sections lately???#people are just. insanely obsessed over gender and enforcing how they see each group and constantly posting about it online#go outside smell some fucking flowers and recognize your internal biases#like maybe breaking gender roles like thst iis uncomfortable not because you hate men#but because you have gender roles engrained in your BEING from the moment you could walk and you just wrapped them up with a new progressive#bow while not making any changes#anyways.#rant over
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okay i wont be able to test the pattern or create any kind of walkthru until the end of the month when my fabric gets here, but heres the prototype plushie pattern that you can load into this website to look at the seams, names, recolor, print out etc if you want to play with it in the meantime =') ignore the piece count. ignore that. its not important. i like shapes
#ps there are 3 tiny slivers called 'X'#it wont let me fix the seams to get rid of those they are literally nothing and u dont have to cut them out or use them at all#theyre tiny polygons that wont change anything#also sorry the horn pattern is in so many pieces#i could NOT get it to look good otherwise. the website was really angry about it#if you go into 'seams' you can change it however you want anyway#the eye is just one i doodled and slapped on you can change / remove it under markings#itll show markings on the printed pieces to make embroidery and placement easier if u want that#my guy isnt going to have eyes so its noncommittal LOL#his horns and hooves are going to be sculpted and his tail will be wool yarn too so#all of that was modeled purely to share bc most people probably wouldnt want to do all that and its pretty specific to burlap kau#i hope you like gussets!
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Comics Read in 2024:
Her Tale of Shim Chong Vol. 1 by 비완 & Seri (2018)
Her Tale of Shim Chong Vol. 2 by 비완 & Seri (2019)
Her Tale of Shim Chong Vol. 3 by 비완 & Seri (2019)
Her Tale of Shim Chong Vol. 4 by 비완 & Seri (2020)
Her Tale of Shim Chong Vol. 5 by 비완 & Seri (2020)
Her Tale of Shim Chong Vol. 6 by 비완 & Seri (2020)
Her Tale of Shim Chong Vol. 7 by 비완 & Seri (2020)
Her Tale of Shim Chong Side Story by 비완 & Seri (2020)
Let's Hide My Little Brother S1 by Jihoo Chae & Chen Li (2021)
[ID: Covers of the aforementioned books. End ID.]
#gigi.txt#2024media#okay SO her tale of shim chong is a rewrite of a classic korean tale except now. its gay. its a GL#its really really good tbh i super enjoyed it tho the misogyny was like. comical levels on occasion#overall its a very solid commentary on misogyny with good fleshed out characters and it was a very good GL! super enjoyed it#on the complete opposite end of the spectrum little brother is about a girl who isekais into a BL novel as the male lead's sister#except its one of those super shitty abusive ones. and shes like NOPE! NOPE! FUCK THIS! and immediately moves 2 get him out of the way#except SHE ends up attracting the attention of the villain instead who originally tortured the brother but now he is obsessed w/ her#except not in a torturing way. its... its an interesting way. im fascinated by his portrayal and kind of obsessed w/ him tbh#however it completely gets rid of everything gay like the og mc gets with a girl and they have a kid and the og love interest#is in love with the f!mc. and like yeah bisexuality exists but its NOT portrayed that way at all and so thats. yeah#theres a time skip and the villain ML is going to come back changed as soon as the next season drops and we'll see if i still like him#bc if he swaps to the domineering yandere type instead of his prev type then no thank u#i wouldn't recommend it personally LMAO its trash
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i mean yes that's how it works
#you can say that about ONE guy you can't say that about FOUR like yeah of course if you just get rid of all your rivals#loosely relevant to a post... two posts? multiple posts. i'm writing up right now but it made me laugh#double checked the maths (ignoring for a moment all the other things this timeline would have changed. let's not overthink this)#so he's on five which means we need another 5-7#and he'd get another 6 if you deleted all the aliens ahead of him. so sure. I suppose. here are your 11 titles jorge#//#brr brr#alien tag#i have a badly articulated jorge theory that he's the most pro-alien alien. like yes he might have had beef with every single one of them#but also broadly speaking his stance is 'these are the only bitches i respect in this place'#like low key he thinks they're all fantastic in spite of all the drama he's had with them. the other guys are just. there#casey is more about age-based solidarity idk he kinda wanted to unionise with his direct peers. but also he hates europeans#valentino had other significant rivals too plus he's still Like That about marc. dani presumably has more mixed feelings about the category#whereas marc never got to race casey and also is Like That about valentino in both the negative and the positive sense#that he still (imo) makes a bit of a mental distinction between the two of them and those other blokes. crazy 4 crazy#whereas jorge is just like. yes. full nostalgia posting. this is my gang. us five. we were the shit as a GROUP. what tf is a dovizioso
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genuinely not kidding when I say that Tears of the Kingdom is not only a bad Zelda game, it's just a bad game in general. it's inaccessible to casual gamers who previously could play Zelda games because of their structure. there is virtually no plot, & what little plot there is sucks ass, is predictable in a bad way, & doesn't make any fucking sense, with the absolute lack of emotional reactions from the characters making it all the worse. the references are only there to distract from the absolute nothingness, despite a main timeline Zelda title being the perfect game to have them as a type of storytelling (what happened to Skyloft??). the sky islands are just rocks with nothing on them except fruit, or maybe a chest if you're lucky. the underground is a walking in the dark simulator. the overworld is the exact same shit as in Breath of the Wild & I already explored that twice so why do it again. the caves are pointless. they didn't add much to the game besides that (the shrines & towers are just reskinned, do not fool yourself) & what they did add is just more sidequests to fill the gaps between the bits of non-existent plot. the dungeons suck. the boss battles are okay which is just sad for a Zelda game. it's just a $90 DLC & if that doesn't explain why I'm so mad about this idk what the fuck will. maybe the fact that this "new formula" is a severe step down from the old one, where you had an actual full fucking puzzle game to play with an actual fucking characters & a story that wasn't just more MCU "cameo! reference!!" bullshit
#sorry to people who enjoyed the game. raise your standards#i feel like the people who think this is a good game either are new to zelda or can't look at things objectively#or are in a fuckton of denial cuz my guy..... this game?? this game???? please tell me you're joking.....................#i cannot begin to describe how fast i got bored with totk#at least botw had the benefit of being new. totk is just botw slightly to the left. & shittier if i'm being honest#it's literally just botw reskinned. except it got rid of guardians so it doesn't even have a cool scary enemy#''but the hands!'' i got over that pretty fast tbh. guardians haunt me to this day. the hands are an old zelda enemy#so i count those as just another reference because that's all anything is in this game#they spent waaaayy too much time on that stupid ultrahand & not enough time on the actual fucking game#& btw this isn't like. new. nintendo games have been getting shittier in all the same ways#like. you can track it. they're not doing a new formula. they're not trying out a new interesting way of doing things#they're becoming lazy & cheap. instead of setting up a storyline they just throw you into a big open world#that takes like 2 irl hours to cross & hope you don't notice the time not being spent being told a story#in botw a lot of stories were told via environmental storytelling. you go by Lon Lon Ranch & Know what happened#you visit an abandoned & destroyed town & you Know what happened#totk doesn't have environmental storytelling so that big open world is useless#there's nothing to tell. so the overworld is changed superficially to make it slightly different but that's it#there's no environmental storytelling in the sky or the underground where it'd be best used#they just Tell you things & there are no hints at anything they don't tell you#uuuuuggggghhhhhh this stupid game frustrates me so fucking much & i hate how no one seems to have a brain about it
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Man, knowing that I'm less than two weeks from my last final is really shaking me because I have so many things I said I'd do after I graduate and they're very close now!!!
One of them is going to be leaving all the discord servers I don't talk in and also pruning following / friends lists like hell and back. This will allow me to finally come off invisible on discord, and it'll be nice to have discord statuses available to me again ;~;
#sg.txt#for context I do not currently feel safe coming off invisible on discord#because there's this one guy in the one uni club i was in for a while#who has some fucking grudge against me for NO REASON#and since i would like to not be accused of seriously abusing them again#(they have me mistaken for SOMEONE ELSE ENTIRELY)#i have not spoken in that server or come off invisible in months#graduating means i can leave all those servers and then the fucker can't track me down anymore#it's also why i started looking for and then changed my url#and i'll also be updating my website domain as well!#then the only thing i have left to change is my email which i can't atm#because i need gdocs still#but ugh it'll be nice. that club was a great idea until they refused to kick that person out after they levied false accusations against me#i hate not standing my ground but it was so not fucking worth it#getting rid of all that shit will be nice#like bye university friends it was fun for a bit but i'm movin on now#(boston's foreplay long time starts blasting)#actually yeah lmao my graduation playlist consists of#boston's foreplay / long time; alice cooper's school's out; piko's the glorious unseen; and megurine luka's no logic#don't need any other songs just those four#wild#in other news i got wacup working
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