#get behind me i have a knife !!!
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the fact that both helaena and aegon immediately refused to have their son's body pulled through crowded streets and yet it still happened anyway because everyone around them is more focused on exploiting this tragedy than comforting the people involved is breaking my heart a little. like i despise aegon, but his own mother walked away from him crying his eyes out in grief and disrespected his wishes for his dead child. and don't even get me started on everyone neglecting helaena and alicent worried about saving her own skin instead of trying to comfort her daughter and listen to her as she grieves.
#asoiaf#hotd#anti team green#anti team green stans#anti alicent hightower#anti alicent stans#anti otto hightower#anti aegon hightower#even tho this isnt directly against him im still being safe#cause dont get me wrong i still hate his guts#but seeing his own mother treat him like that after her stans praised her for being a “good mother”#like bruhhh#alicent hightower u r never beating the bad mother allegations#THEYVE LEGIT BEEN PROVEN LOL#!#and helaenaaaaa#helaena targaryen#my girllllll#get behind me i have a knife !!!#we can take all ur bugs !!!!
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it's been over a week but i legit haven't stopped thinking about this
#because i think it doesn't just apply to book publishing but really any kind of writing#including fanfiction#especially in current fandom times when everything feels just so fast paced#and it's SO easy to fall into this whole mindset of believing you gotta keep up with this pace#a lot of smart people have said a lot of smart things about the current state of fandom and i won't fall into a rant here#but i too often have to remind myself that me writing is supposed to be fun and not a fucking race#that i'm not competing with anyone#that i'm not creating 'content' to be consumed like some fast food#that there's no such thing as a flop fic if it was written with love and drive behind it#and yeah the jealousy man#it's an ugly feeling no matter which end you're on#comparison is a knife which we inevitably walk into#i love my writer friends to death and i will always always always cheer for them bc no one else will get this#but we're all just humans with very real and sometimes ugly emotions and i wish we could talk about this more openly#at the end of the day we want to be seen and acknowledged and we're our very own worst critics#ugh i have too many thoughts about this all#i need to lie down and feel normal again#lale.txt
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forever i am so so careful about posting anything (writing + poetry) that feels like. Personal. on tumblr cause i have many important people on here that i have feelings about and i would have to ritually sacrifice myself if i posted anything even slightly complicated that they could tell was about them. sit around losing my mind about it actually. unless i am one specific piece that i forgot i posted that is actually crazy incriminating with specific details but ohhhhhh wellllllllll (<— losing my mind)
#like it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine. i just have to have the altar and the ritual knife ready behind me at all times#i can post yay yippee nice poems about my friends all i want. Anything Complicated That I Still Feel Gets Sent To The Poetry Gulag#and then i can post it when i don’t care anymore. y’know. whooo fun stuff#valentine notes
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Im printing that notification and putting it in my wall as a badge of honour
#that's me!#WHAT DO U MEAN THAT ITS BEEN 11 YEARS#You are NOT getting me off this website this is my HOME#my beautiful stinky home filled with rabid fandom-opussums#and I wouldn't have it any other way#my favorite was defo the Skeleton War#People posing using those life sized plastic skeletons in all kind of silly interactions#“look at our beautiful son! born just before the war so his daddy was able to see him!”#cue to a snapchat pic of a bundled up small plastic skeleton with a knife. with a big skeleton proudly cheering behind. also with a knife#EN GARDE FUCKBOYS#it was so fucking funny oh my god#tried to put a bit of maybe not so used stuff from tumblr history#for variety sake lol#ALSO the notif was from my personal blog not this one
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" just...come here. just sit here with me" (...that one scene from princess momonoke, click for better resolution)
#tw death mentioned for the tag rambles!! (sorry)#meme redraw gone wrong (high effort). don't ask me how i did this- i don't know either. consider this perhaps an AU of the pyre scene?#or more accurately just my internal wonderings visualised. sometimes the vibes from the implications don't pan out the same way#i also lost the original sketch somewhere in my papers. alas. i vaguely recall thinking this would be haha funny and then somewhere down#the line it turned to angst. other quotes that inspired this from the show were 'ily. i'm sorry' and 'i will always be so proud of you'.#smth smth they met on the roof!! vincent stops quincy from jumping off and then. vincent tries to die + eventually quincy kills him on the#very same roof. anyway the quincent death scene was spinning around for a bit in my head and out of the miscellaneous sketches this won out#wanted to play w the strong blue lighting + bg + silhouette things that you get w stage lighting // replaced the knife w vincent's scalpel#quincy is kneeling bc poses + idk why it's fun staging for him ;-; // also the proximity + intimacy.. // the pyre is also in the bg#but it's silhouetted behind quincy. i think the last quincy post made me associate symbolism (help??) bc as i was painting i was thinking o#angel wings ksdjfh // not to mention the halos. halos are always fun to paint.. shiny stuff...#and from the last vincent art. i guess the star and eye imagery carried over. hm. tried to get the quincy halo to match so its like a#rounder less spiky star? which hehe aligns w the sun vibes (that i??can't explain??) but more importantly here i was thinking about#binary stars for the glowy parts. two in orbit in pull to one another.. tension.. ue. also the glow for vincent goes to stabby eye so like#behind the face shown to viewer. meanwhile for quincy it goes in front of the face#and of course u have the downward linking implied line from quincy's tears +scalpel + glowy eye.#this is supposed to be rotatable.. in landscape form u can have either quincy or vincent upright (pov) + it should work both ways#//bonus stuff is vincent holding the skask w bloody hands + shadow looks like blood spatters. like it would if quincy did the stabby.#hhhh this is the most. confused i have been making a piece lately.. just toss in a lot of fun visual stuff and mix..#if the rambling analysis here seems pointless and confused i think that's why. this is why u should plan out your essays o.O..#oh. stuff i just remembered: the whole impetus for vincent planning his own death was so quincy would be happy / it's already#mentioned before quincy kills vincent that he's severely injured- vincent says it's fine- ig u could intepret it as a finishing blow?#hastened over the phaethon announcement- when they make the second announcement quincy looks up smiling until the admin gives it to#beatrix-he didn't know.. // <- so for this it's possible to infer that vincent wasn't very attached to living anymore.. hence why they look#more accepting above. while quincy is looking very angsty and conflicted. yeah.. // tldr! don't look into it too deeply it's a meme redraw#adamandi#quincy cynthius martin#vincent aurelius lin#tw knife
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and then no one said anything about the fact that if i watched ONE MORE episode tenax pulls a "i'm not angry i'm just disappointed i'm hurt" about scorpus signing with the white faction.
#do you see the vision here <- guy who has a watch rate of one episode per month#oh the implications of scorpus not being there for tenax in his time of need... the death of the child who is not but is symbolically their#is that a separate fic completely yes but it is ALSO in some ways a divorce fic. tenax like i needed you but scorpus also needing him#OH MY GOD THEY LITERALLY DO SAY FELIX WAS HIM and i can do SO much with the concept of a “stray”. oh please. please strays instead of rats#one knife to the ribs one fixed race one apartment board THAT'S A STORYLINE BABY RISE OR DIE THE ROMAN WAYYYYYY#i do see your calla/tenax storylines i do. i could be swayed but we are not here for that currently this is the same as the chariot racing#like i KNOW what i said about the gold faction representing everything that scares scorpus a dream he never thought they'd reach#and then to have it ripped away now he no longer even has the dream untarnished i do understand. which is why the “i'm disappointed”#kills me even MORE because it shows he gets it. like on some level he does understand why scorpus had to but it's his pride that's wounde#so to continue from what i WAS saying with:#sets the bar so low because how else would tenax love him (as if tenax would not do the same thing if he lost) and they have even MORE#questionable celebratory reward sex. yes i assigned scorpus a degradation/praise kink the world works in wondrous ways don't question it#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#tenax making sure to care for the kids is what's killing me too because i REALLY want to draw a parallel with scorpus making sure he takes#care of the prostitutes. yes he's a notorious hedonist yes he has a lot of sex but he always pays well doesn't he. over-well. he pays too#much and ends up in debt he pays enough to buy girls freedom. so that they only have to if they want to. it gets him a reputation sure AND#it gets whole houses of girls under his (and therefore tenax's) protection. you can't bruise her up; that's scorpus' favorite girl.#she can charge more for being favored. he can pay for massive parties where no one else is invited and if he falls asleep midway drunk#off his ass after a race the girls would never say. they still get paid. if tenax comes to watch and give instructions they'd never say.#if tenax tells them all to leave and it's just him and scorpus in the golden room and all the girls see before they shut the door#and latch it behind them is scorpus on his knees in the soft plush cushions with tenax offering him grapes one by one from his fingertips#like a favored concubine instead of the champion whose laurels are tilted on his head they won't say a word. not even when the noise#inside the room continues for long after the hour runs out the girls still stand watch until it's quiet and then crawl back in around where#scorpus is alone in the big wrecked bed with a smear of blood or wine on his mouth who could say. certainly they wouldn't.#no matter what they still get paid. whether they did the work to wreck him or not.#ANYWAY#they take care of the selves they couldn't protect is what i'm trying to say. for tenax it's the child he was/scorpus it's the body he sold#only he hasn't stopped having to sell it. & i guess as we're learning with the extortion tenax is still a child running from a burning hous
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the way im crying on the bus oh
#'one day everyone will grow up and leave me behind' that was the final twist of the knife in my gut i know gege was giggling writing that#i am actually so heartbroken like he's really gone and that's it thats all it was ever going to be#hours later now it's hitting me#im actually not sad about his arc. it was amazing. he stayed a tragic character until the very end. tragedy was embedded in his dna#thats why it hurts so much#not to get deeply personal but. he really resonated with me. his loneliness and the way he dreams about his youth#my most vivid dreams are about my youth my high school#he is such a cathartic character to me.#im going to stop now i have to compose myself god im in public#gege really did create one of the characters of all time. i'll always love you gojo#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers
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I look around, but I can't find you (raise it up) If only I could see your face (raise it up) Instead of rushing towards the skyline (raise it up) I wish that I could just be brave
(artfight attack for @simikae again <3 ft. archer!)
#art#artfight attack#lobotomy corporation#link leads to the song rabbit heart (raise it up) and the lyrics in the image are from pathological facade :)#rabbit heart goes so fucking hard btw. love that song!!!#i sing it to myself so much whenever i listen its just GODLY#the voice in it is so so good. and THE LYRICS I PUT IN FOR THIS ONE RAHHHHHHHHHH im normal <3#you can trust me with your rabbit-hearted characters.#also gotta mention i love how i did the ego gift :3 the little adjacent lines feel fitting of fragment of the universe#and the bg!! i love the little colored stripes on the edge#and doing archers hair... so fun to do bc its so circular. get Bouncy#thinking about archers ever changing personality and 'this is a gift; it comes with a price'#and the constant reminder of the rabbit heart behind all her confidence...#becoming a lion hearted girl as a rabbit team member#something about the offering and the hatchery. 'who is the lamb and who is the knife'; 'and in the spring i shed my skin' and 'the waters#change from blue to red / as towards the sky i offer it'... hm hm :3#everything is a gift and every single one comes with a price#lobcorp; r corp and the hatchery; even down to archers own nature#you made a deal and now it seems you have to offer up! /lyr#also hi mika hope you enjoy these tags lol#(row of empty seats) thank you all for coming /ref
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give him back
#i dunno blaine. stabbing death in a wet alleyway doesnt seem like the best way to get spader back#i drew the big one and messed up the perspective. cropped it which was nicer. but still showed th#the messed up perspectives. so whatever. have both! enjoyit#adventure time#distant lands#wizard city#<- max says i have to use that tag now#blaine#mr death#digital#you know if you stab death you just become death right buddy. so what are you. threatening him or what#mr d's here just talking with his buddies like hey guyssss having a chat. oh sure i know that kids behind me w a knife. i know everything.
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few things piss me off more than older people not respecting my authority bc they perceive me as being too young to have it "i know you told me to do it like this but what if-" "you should-" i will gut you like a fish.
#get out of my kitchen#i have to double check everything this 50-something woman is doing like watching a child bc she just does things however she wants#when i tell her 'do it like this' she just doesnt half the time#and when she doesnt know how to do something she just does things however she ASSUMES things to be done#DONT ASSUME THINGS IN A KITCHEN. YOU ARE A WALKING HEALTH VIOLATION.#and she keeps fucking touching me stop fucking touching me i swear to god next time you come up behind me and just put your hand on my back#while im holding a knife i wont hold back#get your hands off me#soph txts#txt
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#AND leave your reasoning/arguments behind what you picked in the tags if you have any. this is a very serious topic!!!!#also these are the Official titles of the images to me. like I will reference ''gordon ramsay big hammer'' as a full title#kind of like how that one weird image of a cat from an old painting is just called ''blort cat'' to me#and some of my friends know what I mean when I say ''blort cat''#polls#i know gordon ramsay isn't even like a funny meme topic anymore (kind of like how 2014 or something was the last time#anyone cared about guy fieri in a joking way or etc. or how it was popular to make fun of bendecit cumbperatbs for a while#or etc. etc. These images are NOT about gordon ramsay The Man#theyre more about the Essence. the vibe they portray. If you get it you get it..)#these are two different people with two different energies.. 'big hammer' is stern.. focused.. confident. quietly threatening#'rather large knife' is shorter in stature and less imposing but still smugly wielding his weapon. vibing. a nonchalant smile with a hint#of pain somewhere underneath. Big Hammer is more agile and sprightly but Rather Large Knife could hit harder#and block better with his enormous blade. etc. etc. so on and so forth
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i’m also. SO annoyed that that bts fighting clip going around of a.ustin b.utler is so painfully az
#annoyed. SO annoying dude#me watching the edits: FINE. i get it. I GUESS#good thing he was bald bc i didn’t get it watching dune 2 LMFJDBDNDDN#the bts clip? in that 5 short seconds? FINE I GUESS#the part where’s hes holding the knife like half an inch away from his eye and grinning. yeah. Yeah. azriel fr#the fighting style in the arena……SIGH. yeah#the calm and collected predator stalking into up close and personal hand to hand with the blade….nice#weapon honed from birth blah blah blah#not the other freaky shit though don’t even come for me obviously not#but the fighting………idk i think he can be feral a bit when he fights. as a treat :o)#this is also. completely separate from who he is as an interrogator. feyd is nowhere near as horrifying#as when the blade behind the throne is interrogating someone. i have…..so many thoughts about it actually#his interrogation tactics and style and the way he uses his shadows……WHEW
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every time i ponder the meliwes orb i get a little emo out of guilt. i am so sorry white boy wes n i say this as melina’s #1 defender she did NOT deserve that boy 😭
#what if YOU 🫵 befriended ur frenemy’s (n thats a kind way to put it) ex gf post breakup#bc she hit ur dms on some ‘im going thru it and ur the only 1 ik who wouldnt be biased against me bc u n amber arent close’#knowing you would feel bad for her#n then she female manipulated u into developing a crush on her and shooting ur shot and believing that was YOUR idea#n u were w this girl for 3 months. first ever girlfriend mind u#shes super sweet super affectionate gets on well w ur mom top tier absolute sweetheart#for the first time in all ur 17 yrs u even get to feel a tidd-*i am SHOT*#then ghostface rolls back up and ur girl gets stabbed thru the shoulder literally on day 1 after the massacre starts#ur already paranoid and now ur FR SCARED bc ghostface almost got ur bitch!#and then ghostface gets YOU (and unbeknownst to u ur momma)#n even when ur abt to die ur still scared for ur girl…#and turns out the same girl WAS the ghostface who put a knife thru ur neck and she aint even love u#and just used u to get back into the group to be around her ex again and then killed u at her command the min she offered to get back w her#imagine that. well wes hicks does NOT have to imagine bc thats wtf HAPPENED to him!#tbf melina feels incredibly guilty for it n his death haunts her like. BAD. but girl…yk he aint do shit to u 😭#like she was a lesbian the whole time but considered him a genuinely good pal 😭#yk that boy innocent n aint deserve allat but amber satan freeman says stab him n melina says yes my queen i live 2 serve u what can i do-#like i love melina w all my heart n i will defend her always but i cant get behind this. she was foul for that 😭#what toxic yuri does to a mf#— ♡ 𝘤𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥'𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦! // melina bates.#— ship: meliwes.#— slasherverse posting.#— ➴ 𝘢 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘦 (𝘤𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘭𝘧 𝘤𝘳𝘺.) // meliwes.
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Been doing martial arts and self-defense for many years of my life. I attend an all women's self-defense class, which mainly focuses on sexual assault aka positions I find myself in during sessions. I tested some of it with my dom outside of sessions and she said she actually really likes that I know how to defend myself even against her. She didn't elaborate but I guess it's because for one it demonstrates even more how willing and submissive I am with her and she has the reassurance that I could get out of situations if she overdoes it (she never does and I don't think she ever will) or doesn't hear the safeword/see the signal.
#sometimes during sessions I don't know how to get out of it and then I ask the coach at practice how it would work#still need to ask about her being behind me and having the knife against my throat#someone remind me lol#lesbian nsft#dyke nsft#wlw bd/sm#sapphic nsft#lesbian bd/sm#lesbian d/s#wlw d/s#sapphic bd/sm#wlw nsft#sapphic d/s#sub original
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Funny Games (1997)
"Why are you doing this to us?"
"Why not?"
#funny games#1997#austrian cinema#horror imagery#blood tw#michael haneke#susanne lothar#ulrich mühe#arno frisch#frank giering#stefan clapczynski#doris kunstmann#christoph bantzer#wolfgang glück#susanne meneghel#monika von zallinger#although it's been on my to watch list for a long long time‚ this is also exactly the kind of film that I'd never take any particular#effort towards finding‚ content to spend years saying 'oh yeah i really should watch that'. so I'm most grateful to @bimbobussy for taking#the initiative and providing me with a copy; years and years of interest in film and in horror have meant that i was more than familiar#with the plot‚ the layout‚ the fourth wall breaks‚ and that might have been something subconsciously putting me off getting round to this#but im really glad i did. what an experience. my prior knowledge didn't feel like a hinderence; instead it leant an awful expectation to#the earlier scenes‚ allowed for dreadful recognition of what was coming. and i still got played! the misdirection with the knife‚ dropped#in an early scene‚ the planting of a seed of an idea that's there just to be subverted‚ a blackly comic bit of sleight of hand.#Haneke fills the film with such subversions: it's in the 4th wall breaks‚ the first of which is brief and subtle enough to go nearly#unnoticed‚ but which build in defiance of audience expectation to become outright challenges to the viewer‚ a kind of accusation of#complicity in the horrors unfolding; and then again‚ those horrors: Haneke actually keeps most of the violence offscreen and for all its#reputation for shocking horror‚ you actually see very little; except for the aftermath of that violence‚ which we do see‚ which we're left#to sit with for an uncomfortably long time‚ another accusation perhaps‚ or simply acknowledgement that the worst can sometimes be for those#left behind‚ the witnesses and the mourners. something very like genius at work here‚ a troubling masterpiece on violence and its impact
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ig why im so bored and over and *eyeroll* about the "cannibalism and killing is kool" crowd is ik yall wouldn't even have the capacity to kill an animal for your survival let alone a human, stfu.
#posers#you'd rely on psychological manipulation to get someone to die and boy howdy is that the lazy cowards way of doing it lmao.#have you even jabbed a knife into anything ever#i literally do it passively all the time#you are all children to me.#you with no perspective on me or my life bc you dont know me: tch. he just needs to be exposed to MORE shitty content and then he'll get it#me who was into marble hornets n shit when i was 14 and did other shit i wont talk abt on here: have you ever even stabbed something#do you even know how to shoot a gun?#you look at a small effigy of me and think thats all there is meanwhile the real statue is behind you towering several stories high#the problem is you think its my first rodeo when im the one who funds it#personally: you get bored of the killing death and dying vibe. its really easy to get bored over.#every edgy teen is doing it forever. its really not unique or new at all. if anything being kind and gentle is new and revolutionary these#days.
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