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release-the-mccracken · 1 year ago

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You Could Cause You Can So You Do

Rating: Explicit

Pairing: Jon Walker x Gerard Way

Summary: Jon knew that people looked at him differently than they looked at the rest of his band. He'd always been a bit rougher, a bit more masculine, a bit less "pretty." And yet, he was the only one Gerard was looking at.

Warnings: Top Gerard, bottom Jon, insecurity, porn with feelings, porn without plot, anal, unsafe sex, pulling out, dirty talk.

Words: 2,234

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Jon understood it, he really did. Looking between his bandmates and himself, there were clear differences between them. He didn't consider himself to be overly masculine, but certainly more masculine than the others. Definitely not as pretty in the ways that they were. They were all soft features and boyish charm.

Ryan was all lanky angles, warm smile and bright eyes enrapturing seemingly anyone who looked at him. Spencer was perfect curves and quiet enough to make people interested in pursuing him, trying to get him to open up. Brendon seemed to be more of a mix between them, not quite soft and not quite sharp enough, but he was coming into himself and a puppy turned human in a way that endeared people. But Jon wasn't quite sure where he fit into all of that. An awkward mix of soft spots and more defined areas, stubble seeming to always be on his face no matter how often he shaved.

It wasn't that people ignored him, but they were interested in him the same way that they were when it came to the others. He was mostly fine with that; it wasn't like he needed them to be into him. It was nice when they were, though. Maybe that was why he found himself in Gerard's hotel room, spread out on the mattress and stark naked against the off-white sheets. This definitely wasn't something that he was used to doing, both sex with other men and casual sex in general.

He supposed lots of people said that, but he really meant it. This wasn't who he was and maybe the lack of attention had been affecting him more than he'd realized, leading him into Gerard's arms. If he was going to mess around with anyone, he could do way worse than Gerard. It helped that Gerard had been paying close attention to him all night. His eyes had never even strayed over to any of the others, focused entirely on Jon the entire party.

That made Jon feel good, knowing Gerard wanted him and wasn't just going for him because none of the other Panic! members were paying him any mind. It was overwhelming a bit to think that out of all of the boys, Gerard had specifically chosen him. And Gerard was doing a good job making him feel like he was the only person in the world. Praises kept tumbling from Gerard's lips as he kissed and touched every inch of Jon's bare skin, trying to know every part of him. To Gerard, he didn't know if he'd get another chance to do this and he'd be damned if he didn't take full advantage of having Jon Walker in his bed.

"If we had more time, I'd eat you out and finger you open for hours. Bet you'd make the prettiest sounds for me," Gerard murmured to him, pushing his thighs apart a bit further. A moan died in Jon's throat at those words, getting choked and buried as his mind tried to process everything happening. He was new to being with a guy and certainly nobody had ever talked to him like that, offered to do things like that. Sure, he knew rimming was a thing that happened, but it was a thing that happened to guys who looked like Ryan.

"I want you to fuck me," Jon managed to get the words out and if his voice sounded a bit squeakier than usual, that was nobody's business except for his own. Gerard smiled at the words and at how strained they sounded, but it wasn't enough. He knew he could get Jon to the point where he couldn't get the words out at all. This time, he decided to take mercy on the man underneath. Pressing a kiss to his forehead, he moved to dig the lube out of his bedside drawer.

"Oh, don't you worry. I plan on pounding you into this mattress," Jon shivered at Gerard's tone, he sounded so matter of fact about it. He didn't have much time to think before there was the tell-tale sound of skin against skin. This was new to him, but even he knew that was Gerard slicking himself up. Too late to back out now, not that he wanted to, he thought to himself.

"Just go slow with me," Jon fought back the urge to tell Gerard he was a virgin. He wasn't a total virgin, he'd had a guy's fingers in him before. It was totally different to actually being fucked and he knew that, but he also didn't want to freak Gerard out or make him think something was wrong with him. "Been a while since I've done this," It wasn't technically a lie, it had been a long time since he'd messed around with a guy. He just left out the part where all he'd done with said guy was got fingerfucked in his backseat.

"I'll take my time with you, baby. Just tell me if you need to slow down or stop," Gerard offered and Jon's chest tightened at those words, hurting from how cramped his chest suddenly felt. He couldn't remember the last time someone had been so sweet or slow with him. He nodded slightly because he didn't trust his words at that moment, but it seemed to be enough for Gerard. His head lined up with Jon carefully, slick and hot, and teasing his entrance with pressure that was too light to breach.

"Gerard-" Jon's words were cut off by the other man finally pushing inside of him, nudging just the head inside at first. It felt like the biggest part of his cock, his hole having to stretch to fit around the tip. That was a small relief, the hardest part being done already. Being fucked didn't hurt, not really. It was just a weird sensation that he wasn't used to and it was slightly overwhelming to be experiencing this with Gerard.

"You feel so good," Gerard praised him gently, rubbing small circles over Jon's thigh as he pushed inside slowly. Gerard didn't drag it out, deciding to rip it all off at once like a bandaid. Once he'd started pressing inside, he didn't stop until his balls were resting against his ass. "There we go. I'm all in now," He hummed out after a minute which had felt like an hour to Jon, looking down proudly at where they were connected.

"Why are you so fucking big?" Jon whined out, though there was no pain in his voice. It was mostly pure amazement and a bit of genuine curiosity, he'd never seen anyone with a cock like Gerard's. He wasn't just long, he was also thick. Gerard gave a wheezy laugh above him, pressing a kiss to his cheek. "You can start moving now," Jon assured him after a brief pause and that was all Gerard needed before he was pulling out a few inches, rocking back in gently at first.

"God just blessed me," Gerard managed to still be snarky when he was buried inside of him and Jon couldn't decide if it was irritating or hot. Probably a mix of both. It was leaning more towards the latter as Gerard kept his pace of fucking into him. Jon thought just about anything would be hot right now. With his legs spread loosely around Gerard's hips, he didn't think he'd have any complaints. "You've got the tightest fucking ass," He smiled, still taking his time to rock into Jon.

"Get to fucking my ass then," Jon teased now that he felt a bit more comfortable with their current position. He had a toothy grin on his face when Gerard looked at him and that was it. Gerard adjusted their position a bit so that Jon's legs were pressed closer to his chest, giving Gerard more leverage and a better angle to fuck into him at. "Fuck!" Jon gasped at the first rough thrust, Gerard seemingly in his intenstines with how deep he felt, now brushing past his prostate with every movement. He wanted to say something, anything, but nothing coherent came to his mind as Gerard kept fucking into him.

"That made you less of a brat, huh?" There wasn't any real bite behind Gerard's words, but they still embarrassed Jon. It sounded so smug and he knew it was ridiculous, being so quickly shut up by Gerard fucking him. His brain felt quite literally fucked out, seeming to just glitch entirely. He was more than happy to just lay there and feel everything, though. It had been way too long since he did anything like this and it made him wonder why he didn't do this more often; Gerard was making him feel like it should be easy for him to get laid and if he thought about it later, he had a sneaking suspicion that was what Gerard was trying to do.

He didn't care, there was nothing he could care about outside of Gerard's hands all over him and the feeling of being fucked. Gerard was smiling at him like he was the best person in the world and that's all Jon could focus on. Time creeped by slowly in the same way it did every time Jon got ready to go on stage, seemingly to never end, but in a way that wasn't necessarily unpleasant. He thought he could probably spend hours like this. It felt good and Gerard was holding his legs in place for him, not forcing him to keep himself in an uncomfortable position.

Jon was caught up in his own head, thinking about how he could do this forever, when Gerard wrapped a hand around his cock. It made him flinch slightly at the first contact, but he easily settled down and adjusted to the feeling of Gerard touching him. His fingers were warm and skilled as they stroked over him, his rhythm just slightly uneven. That didn't make much of a difference because he knew it would feel good either way. Gerard seemed to know what he was doing and how to make Jon feel like he was going out of his mind.

"I'm gonna come if you keep doing it like that," Jon told him, though he wasn't sure if it was to make Gerard slow down or speed up. Gerard seemed to take it as an invitation to keep going, however. He tightened his grasp just a bit more and sped his movements up, snapping his hips into him harder and stroking him quicker. Jon's body was beginning to tremble from all the sensations rushing through him. "Holy fuck," Jon choked the words out and he was honestly proud he'd managed to do that, pleasure attacking every nerve in his body and making him feel like he was falling apart underneath Gerard.

"Come whenever you feel like it," Gerard sounded surprisingly composed and it drove Jon crazy. It was beyond hot and annoying that Gerard sounded so put together where he was crumbling into pieces. He couldn't bring himself to care too much when he was getting so close to the edge, though. His eyes fell closed as he focused on just feeling every ounce of pleasure Gerard could give him, the hand on his cock and the feeling of his prostate being rubbed was enough to make him come a few minutes later. The noise that came from his throat sounded foreign to him, animalistic and needy in a way that he'd never heard himself before.

"Fuck," Jon cried out as he spilled over Gerard's fist and his own stomach. It felt like a total release, similar to how he felt when he came after holding off for a while, but it felt emotionally relieving too. He couldn't quite explain what he was feeling, but he enjoyed having his orgasm be so full-body. "Keep going," He basically pleaded, not wanting Gerard to stop and pull out just because he had finished. Gerard seemed on the same page and continued fucking into him, though he moved his hand away from Jon's cock after a few seconds to avoid accidentally overstimulating him.

"Just like that," Gerard praised as he finally pulled himself out, wrapping a hand around himself and stroking until he came across Jon's stomach, adding to the mess gathering there. It shouldn't have been nearly as hot as it was, but Jon also couldn't shake the disappointed feeling of Gerard not finishing inside of him. Before now, that wasn't even something he knew he wanted. But in that moment, all he could think about was how nice it'd be to feel Gerard filling him up. "I'll go get you something to clean off with," Gerard promised and pressed a soft kiss to Jon's forehead as he climbed off of the bed.

Jon simply nodded and laid back, waiting for Gerard to return. His mind slowly began processing what had just happened and he expected himself to be freaking out, but he wasn't. It was certainly new to be sleeping with a guy, especially when that guy just happened to be Gerard Way. But he was a lot calmer than he'd anticipated he would be after this. All he could feel was contentment as he laid in the soft sheets of the bed and a longing burying itself deep in his heart, already wanting to do this again soon.

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