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also i recommend drinking water if you’re feeling shaken after that… i genuinely hope what happens actually hurt you in any way /gen
i should be fine! some time cooling off and not thinking about it every second has been a lot of help
i did drink water about an hour or two earlier, and i've freshly hydrated
it was absolutely the excitement, and maybe looking at bright stuff for a while had something to do with it.. thank you so much for your concern, i really appreciate it ^^
#did you put the words right there?#oh whatever#doing so much better now#genuinely appreciate the check up#i appreciate it a lot#lucifer's ramblings
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tapping the mic to say 🎤 when do u think the real shift in cesare and juans relationship happened and when did it begin to sour (or the audience could argue there were always notes of sourness and love mixed in together that just developed as time went on to be less fondness and more envy on both sides) bc lowkey ive been thinking the rift began when juan was chosen to go defend rome against king charles's army in s1 and cesare was desperate to don the armour and go and so when juan came back defeated, he was so ashamed with himself but cesare felt petty vindication and in this essay i will...[the audience cuts me off]
"He's not making excuses for what he is anymore, and what he wants to be. He ultimately feels that killing Juan was the right thing for himself. It's something that he focused on and I think he can control his mind into having no second thoughts. And that's the only way you can rule in that era, really." - Francois Arnaud
you're right! it's a mixture of sourness and love because, while cesare resented juan's weakness and naivety, but i think he still cared for him at first because he feels obligated to protect him since he was his family. but mainly, rodrigo's vicious cycle of ambitions tore them apart as he made cesare believe he was inadequate, despite loving, admiring, and relying on him. rodrigo's deliberate self-delusion (he is aware that cesare is the driven and more competent one) and self-loathing prevented him from embracing cesare's true self. appointing juan to a task desired by cesare fueled the hatred and envy as he started thinking juan was rodrigo's favorite. eventually, his frustration towards juan led him to murder him because this is where he becomes the cesare borgia we read about in machiavelli's 'the prince.' and like i said before, juan shaped the rest of cesare's story till the end. he was the one who drove him to finally become what he always meant to be and take the path he was always destined to. it's why juan's death is necessary to him because it was also a way for rodrigo to release him from his position as a cardinal. he claimed to rodrigo that he killed juan because he brought dishonor to the family, but cesare pretty much did contribute to bringing dishonor to the family by not wanting to warn juan about ludovico's army coming his way at forli after machiavelli informed him about it. cesare could have spared his family from another failure but decided not to because his priority was to humiliate juan just to prove a point to rodrigo, that he is the better son. he even gaslit juan about it by telling rodrigo that he wasn't aware of the attack, which makes cesare self-contradicting, just like how he went all "we're borgias, we never forgive" while killing juan because he was well aware juan struggled all his life questioning himself if he was truly rodrigo's son or not and desperately wanted to belong. cesare very decidedly excluded juan because he wanted to even emotionally hurt him in his final moment, then later was begging for "forgiveness" from rodrigo, a borgia, after the murder. also rodrigo feels a great deal of guilt (as he was hallucinating and dreaming of juan in s3) for making juan envied by cesare which led him to the decision to murder him, as that was the only way for cesare to gain his father's attention and the papal army. and when rodrigo finally forgives cesare for his sin of fratricide, rodrigo also forgives himself of the blame he's placed upon himself and the guilt he feels for letting his ambition destroy his family. they finally let go of the past and rodrigo can finally embrace cesare for the person he really is and has always loved deeply.
"he loves his errant son, does he not? More than he loves his dutiful one." - Cesare Borgia
cesare was proven wrong after all the time he was thinking juan was the favorite. he came to the realization that even though rodrigo saw so much of himself in him, he still planned from the beginning to make cesare his true heir. this brought relief and a sense of validation after years of feeling inadequate. rodrigo always intended for cesare to succeed him in the church, which was the only way that truly mattered to him. he made cesare a cardinal, a prince of the church, with the ultimate goal of cesare becoming the future pope and king. when rodrigo shared his dream of creating a papal bloodline to be passed down to cesare and his own son, cesare's perspective shifted. he began to heavily care about the perceptions of others, which not only fueled his power hunger but also led to him becoming classist. he even felt ashamed of his mother when she offered him counsel and to join him in war, rejecting her because of her former occupation as a "whore." it was a chilling development in cesare's character and honestly he became more interesting to me than he was in the first two seasons.
"One thing that I've always said about Juan is that every action that he does is heartfelt and genuine. When it was the war against the French, he was there and he was going to go to war, even though he knew he was going to die. He saw them getting ripped apart, but he was there and he was going to do it. I believe if Lucrezia hadn't come over, he would have led all his troops into death. I don't think there's anything that he's done which was through general cowardice. In terms of his survival, he died how he lived, and that's laudable, in itself." - David Oakes
rodrigo sending juan to war against the troops definitely (and rightfully) triggered cesare because juan has no idea what the hell he is doing and even though juan is incompetent, he never asked for the position he was given, but he tried his best to fulfill his responsibilities. like when he showed bravery by willingly risking his life against the french, even after his troops were torn apart in front of his eyes, insisting to lucrezia that he would never accept defeat and that he will keep fighting because he'll never let king charles of france destroy rome and get rid of their father, but only surrendered because the prospect of him dying would upset lucrezia, and lucrezia told him she already had a plan to prevent this.
"It’s interesting that Juan’s attempt at relieving pain is through closeness and hugging and love. When he forgives Cesare at the end saying how they’re brothers and wants to be together, I think that’s genuine. That’s the first time you realize what he’s always wanted." - David Oakes
juan felt deeply isolated because he never had a peer, and unfortunately, he was too weak and succumbed to his darkness, impulsiveness, and insecurities. he had a deep love for his family, but he lost himself in the pressure of the role and even committed heinous acts to prove himself, unaware that it would make his siblings hate him. all he wanted was to be included in their world. however, he struggled intensely in expressing his feelings, which led to him being shunned. it is tragic because ultimately he longed to feel like a 'true' borgia and have a close relationship with his family, especially with cesare. but the lack of moral guidance and the weight of expectations pushed him to behave inappropriately, resulting in everyone pushing him away and his death going unmourned except by his father, the one's responsible for his failure and feels guilty for it.
byeeee i really went on and on answering this oops sorry zaynab!!! anyway i hope these insights help lol
#loving the borgias fandom renaissance let's goooooo#what an epic family drama no one ever did it like them i love them all so much#never ask me a question about the borgias because i'm afraid i'm never shutting up#genuinely wondering if i'm gonna get attacked again by cesare fans for simply *checks notes* appreciating the source material#even though i'm obsessed with cesare as well and pretty much isn't delusional about him#in conclusion; cesare and juan's relationship is sooo one sided#it's very complex but to put it simply; cesare hates juan but juan loves cesare#if the situation was reversed at forli; juan would've warned cesare and rescue him byee#because cesare does everything ultimately for power and political gains and juan for wanting recognition and love i rest my case#zaynab 💌#messages#cesare borgia#juan borgia#rodrigo borgia#the borgias#juan and cesare#text post
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the most wholesome thing is seeing that the wholesome post blog runner is probably one of the nicest people ever :3 i’m generally Terrified of sending asks especially to a blog that Does Things like this but seeing you talk in the tags instead of just reblogging and moving on makes you seem very friendly and approachable !!!! and i hope u know i appreciate that :] i hope you have a wonderful day and both sides of your pillow are always cool and that if you see a random cat on the sidewalk it won’t run away from U ♡
woah, META-WHOLESOME!! thank ya for the compliment, i try my best to carry out those kinds of traits i value!!!!! i’m SUPER super glad that ya did!!! THANK YOU THANK U!! always appreciating how much of an impact this lil blog has on top of appreciating u for sharing as much with me :-)
it’s always a TRIP getting to hear that something i do that i wasn’t even really mindfully doing makes all the difference?? i’m just really, REALLY grateful for all the different kinds of posts that get sent my way and seeing cool + uplifting + sentimental + OVERALL WHOLESOME posts that i express my thanks + ramble a bit in the tags haha !!
i ALSO hope you have as terrific of a day as you’re able to! and i hope you’ll enjoy seeing more posts pop up!
AND YOU’LL NEVER BELIEVE but i got new pillow cases like a week ago THAT DO JUST THAT! AND THERE’S A NEW CAT ON THE STREET WHO HANGS OUT WITH ME SOMETIMES (i’ve been planning to see if he has a microchip, but i know for a fact that the neighbors who feed all the stray cats on our street already have a cage + are well-versed in TNR, so i’ve been thinking about asking them first because the thought that someone could be out there looking for their pal is enough for me to “do it scared”) !! SO THANK U NOT ONLY FOR THE SWEET SENTIMENTS BUT ALSO FOR THE UNEXPECTED HILARITY OVER THE FACT THAT THEY’VE COME TRUE???
#and i get it!! running a gimmick blog (as i’ve heard it be described) is v v different from the other blogs i’ve got going!!#ik i’ve said it in the past but i genuinely think what makes for the lack of ambiance is the fact that i didn’t really? start this blog out#as a gimmick blog in mind?? it was kind of just for me to ‘archive’ Solidly Wholesome posts in one place#by the dates i saw/read through them + let them flow over me. because there’s already a timestamp ya know?#but the Vision was that i’d go through this blog + see that a year ago on a particular day was Important#which is still something i do when i have the the time BUT now i ALSO get sent wholesome posts!!! which WOAH#became a collective effort whether you’ve mentioned me in one post or climbing up to the triple digits now haha!!! i appreciate them all#TRULY :-)#and i’ll also admit that i don’t really remember if i kept the ask + submission channels open because i thought ‘hey maybe i’ll get one#or two someday from someone?’ or if i kinda forgot to close ‘em because i think i only block Anonymous automatically for all the blogs#i’ve got?? THAT will probs be a mystery for a long time to come if not forever BUT am glad it’s all worked out in ways i never saw coming!!#also APOLOGIES FOR NOT ONLY RAMBLING IN THE TAGS BUT THE ASK!!#Apple Pie is defs a priority for me rn and i’ve done some research + talked to my neighbors about TNR being the best bet in our area#last we spoke anyhow which was some time ago#also my parents apparently got into taking stray cats to a TNR program a few cities over so i’ll ask ‘em too probably???#BUT FIRST THING’S FIRST: checking for a microchip#10/13/2023#asks#wholesomepostarchive
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Posture, hydration, meds (if you have any), sleep, and food check
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posture uhm,,,i think its good ! :D maybe a bit bad,,,mostly good tho!
hydration good ! i luove drinking water,,,mostly at school tho ! (NOT THE SCHOOL WATER I DRINK WATER FROM MY WATER BOTTLE 😞😞) but i also drink tea like every morning and night ! very nice :3 (its technically just hot water with nice taste!)
I don't take any meds ! :³
sleep um,,,its veRY INCONSISTENT,,,like in other days i just stay up for most of the night and other days i pass out on my bed so,,,yeh not good ! i have too many art ideas as well too much school work,,,
food good !! i luove food ! especially bread with eggs ! wowee !!
anyways
THIS IS THE REASON WHY IM HAVING TROUBLE SLEEPING !! MY ASS DECIDED TO DO A FOLLY COSPLAY FOR THE SPOOKIEST DAY OF THE MONTH !
i was painting the gloves yesterday ! Im pretty sure they have finished drying so i'll finish them today,,,then i have to work on the pants,,,and then the mask,,,
i mean they say that your dreams can come true if you work hard enough
(how ironic since folly is a dream parasite ,,,)
#silly#silly posting#silly post#folly#folly regretevator#regretevator folly#regretevator#roblox regretevator#regretevator roblox#roblox#cosplay#regretevator cosplay#i actually was responding to this ask yesterday but i ended up falling asleep#oopsies#anyways i APPRECIATE THE CHECKING !!! :3#also wow enidan's birthday is 3 days away#totally not planning something....shhshs#also im not gonna likely show a photo of me wearing the cosplay#reason because um...privacy? also also ik there are some weirdos out there and i don't wanna risk that ! :b#ik some people kinda act weird towards cosplayers- which genuinely sucks !!!
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whats tough about like. Having Chemistry and spending time with someone at the start of the spring semester is that valentines day is coming up and its like a make or break point with what you may or may not Be and you have to question what direction things are headed in and its a pressure just Not present in the fall semester idk. idk
#we uhhhh. kinda hit a bump in the road ...... idk.#hes. been very gentle and kind and understanding about where im coming from and so we havent talked in a couple days but just ....#god ok fuck it. we were hanging out saturday night and at some point we were going somewhere where parking sucked so i just suggested we go#in his car rather than separate bc finding parking for ONE car is a Struggle. anyways so afterwards we went back to where i parked my car#and i hahahhaaaaa was NOT leaving. it was just past midnight and so we were just hanging in his car talking for abt an hour#in there at some point i told him about that last crush and how it dragged on and he was like jesus CHRIST sia thats a lot#i was reclined in my seat and shutting my eyes listening to the music and i caught him looking at me a couple times andddddd uh#yeah basically i ended up in his lap and then we were kissing and touching and grinding for like the next hour and a half#and he asked if i wanted to go back to my place and i was like uhhhhhhhhhhhh not now so we stayed in there and just made out & talked more#and then he TOLD me. basically hes in a similar situation i was in this time last year. like a girl he liked and was talking to actually#has a bf. hes sorta in limbo and she still talks to bim and is stringing him along and playing off his hopes theyll get together for.#entertainment ig. everyone at this school is fantastic btw. jesus fucking christ.#so yeah he told me bc he said he didnt wanna hurt me or end up fucking me over and that i deserved full honesty and didnt want to get my#hopes up. which i REALLY appreciate. we talked for 8 days he got carried away once and immediately owned up. i do appreciate that#so like. he said that we can just be friends with or without benefits and i said id think about it. then at like 3 am we went home and he#check in with me to make sure i was alright since he could tell i had a LOT on my mind. i said id call him the next day and so we talked#and basically i explained the reason for my apprehensions and why i said no to hooking up (csa) and he was really understanding#and then like. i just asked him more about what was going through his head the night before & he described it as a heat of the moment thing#(which i agree it was) and like. he was genuinely concerned about me tho. idk#i told him that after i got home i had to shower for an hour scrubbyat every place he touched me and that im tired of feeling used#and he really heard me out and listened. he also asked if he hurt me and i said no but it def could have gotten to that point and i#and so he said 'im sorry for making your life at all hafrder to deal with' and i REALLY really#appreciate him being as honest as he was. so i said its cool we can be friends but i just need some space rn & he once again was really#understanding & said 'for as long as you need. just let me know whenever youre ready to just be friends again & if you need me to stay sway#from [xyz places we hung out] just let me know and if you need anything for class just feel free to reach out'#and. GOD i appreciate him. so that convo closed out on good terms. i was worried id need WEEKS but it rlly was just a few hours after that#i was ok again. traumas all about narratives and before that convo all i could see was another instance i was usee but like.#after actually talking it out all the fear around it dissipated and i can just see it for what it was: 2 friends who got carried away#but i really REALLY appreciate how hes handled this and we're both single & attracted to each other and so the question im thinking now is:#crushposting
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I honestly don't know much about kyralis other than he is Swedish and dressed as a lumberjack
#traditional art#artists on tumblr#hermitaday#psst luna i know you read these#i appreciate you so much#this month is so good for both lifting up artists in the community and all of the hermits#and im genuinely relly excited to check your comments in the morning <3#keralis fanart
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There is a 12 yo following you on Tumblr
Hey there! I appreciate the heads up, I think I know who your refering to and I had already blocked them; I looked through my last 100 recent followers to make sure as well-
If you were able could you give me their @ ? Haha I want to be sure with these. types of things. 💀. ( ← hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh )
#i feel like i dont comment on this enough but I've been seeing alot of minors trying to follow me recently. and I'm talking. 12 year olds -#- and younger even. like. oh my god#every time i see someone follow me with no age or being ATCUALLY FUCKING 12← i will delete this entire blog my friend do not be doing this#anyway thank you for the heads up. i appreciate it. especially when im less active on checking this tumblr recently.#these situations make me feel so ill. genuinely
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gotta appreciate my mother, who's like "i saw a book by that author you like so i got it for you, but please don't tell me anything about the book because it's too scary for me"
#tia text#genuinely i appreciate her willingness to do things like that even though my book taste is scary to her#she got me a copy of hunted by darcy coates ^_^#it's genuinely one of my favs by her and i'm constantly chewing on elements of the plot & structure like it's a rawhide#i am considering hitting up the local bookstore to grab the rest of the black winter series by darcy coates#just bc i'm constantly checking them out from the library#and well. i know if i buy the books it won't stop me from visiting the library#i go there on autopilot these days
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Hi honey girl!
I see you’ve reblogged the « AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH » post *four* times, is uuuh…. is everything okay at home? 😆
Also, same.
[cat staring into the camera with tears in its eyes while biting a cable dot jpg]
inkaaaa hi hi! things are... going! i'm just breaking a little (maybe more than a little) it's not ideal but it will pass or it won't (but it probably will). tbh screaming into the void wouldn't fix me but it would still help a little. instead I've taken to doodling and my first left hand doodle of a trident did not work out so it became a person who is also embracing the spirit of the AHHHHHHHH!!!!! post:
#genuinely think I need something but can't tell what it is. do I need to take a walk? am I lacking some specific nutrient?#is it social interaction? something creative? need to make a plan? break a rule? lay in the grass? if I knew then I'd do it#the few solutions I can think of are not accessible to me currently#oh well. I'll either figure out something that works or I won't and we'll get a full breakdown situation#*simultaneous winking and finger guns*#hope your AHHHHHHH!!!! situation lets up soon too. can we all just have a break please... as a treat. I think we deserve it#thanks for checking in I appreciate it <3#asks
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🫣 i'm too shy to talk abt this anywhere else so let me ramble a bit in tags bcs i'm rather giddy rn hehe
#🌙.rambles#RMB THE SCHOOL FAIR I TALKED ABT LIKE LAST WEEK#well. last thurs we had this like dj in the covered court n#hdfklasjdfhksdahfsdk bro.. apollo checked their twt n found out they like ff#they put smth on their instagram story yk those ngl things#so i sent smth 😭 'what final fantasies do you like hehe' or smth like that n#they answered it n i sent more questions n#DUDE. NO.#IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY GENUINELY LIKE. THEY'RE JUST 3 YEARS OLDER OR SO I THINK (maybe 4) n#he Loves final fantasy 🥹 zack fair is their fav n. he's my fav too in ff7 hdfakljsdlfkdj n#uhm. uh. goddamn other games too like kh n chrono n soulsborne n YEAH AAAA#i like him. /p. completely platonic#i'm so so so happy aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#dude i don't think you cld outnerd me tho but i appreciate n relate w the sentiment 🤍#'PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE WHOEVER YOU ARE#YOU'RE LIKE INCREDIBLY COOL and now my favorite human ever 😔'#I WANT TO I REALLY WANT TO ACTUALLY BUT I'M TOO FUCKING SHY BUT I DON'T WANT TO LIKE LET THIS#OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE A NEW FRIEND GO 😭😭 esp bcs. oh my god. they're not much older than me#n they're filipino n ARGHHHH HDKFAJSDLKFJDL#i actually want to ask my friend if they cld help in setting me up a bit here /p completely platonic i just wna. idk. make a friend#that phrasing is so off but i rlly just mean platonically OKAY T_T#++ yk they're a dj n they make music n oh my god. I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO BADLY#wait yeah 4 years older so they're around the age of one of my ffxiv friends in eu#AGHHHHH WHAT TO DO !!!!#i'm a bit afraid i might make a fool of myself or get disappointed but i want to at least see yk#maybe i can make a new friend. i miss meeting new ppl 🥹
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me being hypefixated on geography makes making me happy so fucking easy all u have to do is show me a map and im ecstatic
#i can and will check the map to try and figure out when it was made and if it's super recent if it's up to date it's so fun#but no genuinely. geography is so like. it's everything it is literally everything it's so important to know!!!!!! and so interesting!!!!!!#been trying to appreciate things more in my life ig this is my appreciation post of the day <3#txt
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this is to ONE PERSON and one person ONLY. if you're confused, it's not you!
#you know. i saw you posted today from a different account. and it was one i totally forgot about#i didnt even feel like running back this time. was i curious? yes. did i end up looking? yep.#im saying this even though im 98% sure you cant see it but whatever. since when has that stopped me before?#you seemed fine. to say seeing that didnt piss me off would be a lie. oops i guess#i think its funny how the last thing you posted was stolen from me.#today it was one of those tag games we used to do together. your taglist was empty with some excuse of being absent on this app#i cant help but wonder if thats really all of it. if thats the whole story or not. i have a feeling the answer is no#i dont think youll ever understand the impact of what you did to me and the ways that you treated me. how that immensely fucked me up#or how youve basically thrown me to the wolves ever since you emotionally checked out.#you act like i never mattered to you and its been like that for forever. i made so many excuses on your behalf that i never should have.#these days the thought of you makes me go insane. the kind of insane that leaves me up all night and makes me wanna scream at the top#of my lungs. i have been consumed by anguish and hate. yes. im not afraid to say it anymore. i hate what happened and what you did to me#and sometimes i even hate you. and i dont even feel bad about it. im so over that because if theres anything i deserve after this hell then#its the capability to hate. for once in my life.#i saw your post and wondered if you thought of me. and i hope you did. i hope you thought of me and at the very least it stung.#because whether you want to admit it or not i was someone good. i bent over backwards for you every other day. try finding someone to do#everything that i did for you that you never appreciated. try finding someone who will care as much as i did about someone who couldnt be#bothered to tell me happy birthday. i dare you. because im tired of being sad that youre not here. im tired of being the one whos mourning#im so over it actually. because really i did so much for you. i gave up so much to be a good friend and it was never enough. i genuinely#cared about you. im not going to torture myself anymore by overanalyzing your posts or by thinking that i was nothing to you#because in one way or another youll miss me. and i hope the feeling is hell.#in the wise and paraphrased words of taylor swift. karma only comes back around to those who deserve it#in other words ill be fine#em speaks#tw vent ish#sorry to everyone else although i applaud you for being nosy lmao. gotta have my girlboss moment <3
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ASFSBDJHKHDHAJF me when I
Anyone: /reblogs my art or writing
Me: /fucking RUSHES OVER TO SEE IF ANYTHING IS IN THE TAGS
#me when i!!!!!!!#me!!!#it genuinely makes me so so so happy#i smile so big#especially when people say they want to eat my art#the compliment ever#ive been getting a little bit of attention on some of my recent stuff and i am absolutely overjoyed#i love checking the tags on any reblogs i get#and omg!!!#its so crazy to me to see people I've been following take notice of my art#like so many people i admire have shown up in my notifications like! so and so like your post or reblogged it or something#and my mind is blown every time#im so so happy about it#i want to thank them all individually and tell them how cool they are but I've got no idea how to do that lol!#and omigosh.. some of us are mutuals now???? AAAAHHGFDDSDS ❤️❤️❤️❤️#i really don't want how to properly express how excited and happy i feel in a better way ughhh#so if any of my moots see this#thank you so much?? i don't know!!! 😭❤️❤️❤️#i love you guys and i think you're so awesome and ughgfsasomgggg 💔💔💔#i should def reblog more things. i just get nervous about it for whatever reason? im sure people appreciate reblogs tho bc i know i do waaa#i cant believe cool people have looked at my art like whatttt
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im so determined to not replace things until i absolutely have to and my poor headphones are hanging on by a thread at this point. but they still work!
#like. along the top there was this fabric covering kinda thing? that's peeling off on one side and it will not stay when i fix it#the ears of the headphones kinda fold slightly so you can put them away easier#they're only supposed to be able to turn 90 degrees so the headphones can be flatter for easier storage#well i bumped one side against a chair yesterday and now it spins alllll the way around! wheeee#ive had to replace the ear pads multiple times bc they keep just. disintegrating? the edges just peel off and then they dont stay on anymore#the bass slider is kinda fucked so that if it's set to Off it actually like. turns UP the bass really loud In My Right Ear Only#so i have to turn the slider up just veeeeery slightly so it's off in both ears (i Hate high bass in headphones it Hurts)#the condescending british lady that tells me when the battery is low or I've connected to something just. stops playing sometimes#so like I'll be Waiting for my headphones to connect to my computer and have to manually check if it just Didn't Play The Sound#these headphones used to be bone white. they are a solid grey-brown now#my mother doesn't believe me when i tell her these used to be white. ma'am i have not taken these off since the day i bought them#i genuinely had no idea there were like. specific noise canceling headphones For Autism until recently#so i always got these massive chunky bluetooth headphones to use as noise canceling instead. bonus i get music too#expensive ass headphones but at least i only have to replace them once every like. three years#and shockingly they still sell the ones i have?? they haven't Deleted that product for a newer one they just updated it which is nice#my autistic hatred of change appreciates that i can still get The Same Thing again
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the post on your blog that ends in /754168665297010688, the one about people with Down's Syndrome, was posted by a terf (cagedcricket)
I'm on mobile so I'm assuming they're showing up red in shinigami eyes? A look through their blog makes it seem like a false flag, they seem to have a lot of pro trans and anti Terf posts on their blog, but it's possible I missed something. If you can show me something I missed I'll remove the post, but I agree with it too much to just delete it without proof of harm.
#again if I've fucked up here and missed something let me know and I'll def delete but I don't want to if they were marked by mistake#I always vet these claims with a quick check to do due diligence and I've seen a few now that didn't seem to be marked properly#I've been more active on mobile than anything else lately so I appreciate you guys helping me out with this#its always possible I've misinterpreted or been too charitable in my assumptions of meaning or even downright ignorant or naïve#so if I've gotten it wrong#especially something that seems obvious to you please explain it to me#genuinely I appreciate it
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𝝑𝑒 synopsis. after being married to satoru for two years, you still giggle and (secretly but not so secretly) fangirl about him whenever given the chance. your husband absolutely loves indulging you.
tags. husband!gojo satoru x wife!female reader. fluff, sfw, tiny bits of angst. tooth rotting fluff yeah. reader gets called ‘princess, baby’. inspired by this ask.
“and and and, his smile ‘s just so beautiful,” you sigh dreamily, resting your head on satoru’s lap. you’re both enjoying the cozy night in your shared apartment. with no one bothering you—with no regards for the world that’s continuing its cycle outside.
satoru chuckles as he pats your head slowly, taking his time to appreciate every feature of yours. from your pink-ish lips to your pretty eyes. he’s so in love with the creation god has gifted him. he nods attentively, “yeah? what else?”
you giggle as he indulges you. it’s a habit of yours, to fangirl over your husband like you’re not literally his wife. satoru finds it absolutely adorable. plus, it boosts his ego. in a very good way.
“aaaand, he’s caring. that’s the one thing i love most about him,” you continue to ramble about your little ‘crush’ on that so-called mysterious white-haired sorcerer. satoru wishes he could capture this moment and keep repeating it over and over in his head.
the way you talk about your crush - him - is filling his stomach with butterflies. the tall man can’t deny the faint blush on his cheeks and the fuzzy feeling in his chest. you keep getting cuter and cuter the more time passes.
when he thinks you’ve reached a state of perfection in his eyes, you once again prove him wrong and go beyond that. “caring, hm? he must treat my princess real good then,” satoru hums and continues petting your head. his other hand rubs your stomach—fingers creeping under the material of your nightgown.
“he does,” you nod in agreement, “he treats me so well. i don’t know how i got so lucky to have met him.” you squirm a little as you feel satoru’s slender fingers graze your midriff, going back down to your belly and then back up your chest again. his touch is so intimate and loving. you’re spoiled. spoiled rotten by his affection.
satoru sighs. his white lashes flutter shut for a second. hearing you say such stuff makes him want to check if it’s reality he’s in. if it isn’t another too-good-to-be-true dream of his. no one had loved him as much as you did.
it feels good to know that he’s wanted. needed.
“no, i think he is the lucky one,” satoru continues. his hand petting your head stops and he moves it to rub your cheek tenderly. he leans his head down, the tips of your noses touching. he whispers, “having a pretty girl like you love him so dearly… yeah, he’s won the lottery.”
your heart skips a beat. satoru’s words leave you speechless. you don’t know if you can keep up the little silly act anymore. his flirting, the teasing and the genuineness behind his words—it’s all too much.
you grab the back of his head and push his lips down against yours. satoru’s breath hitches for a second before he gives in to you. he visibly melts, eyes closing and hands tightening their grip around your body.
“mmh,” satoru lets out a content moan. he loves you. he’s glad he’s met you and he’s glad he made you his wife two years back. you’re the only one for him. death won’t do you apart—no—he promised you on your wedding day that it wouldn’t.
you kiss him like it’s your last kiss on earth. the spark between you is still as warm and strong as it was when you met. the people who’ve warned you about the ‘honeymoon phase’ are clearly all wrong. they aren’t aware of the strength your bond with satoru has. you’re inseparable.
“i love you,” you sigh against satoru’s glossy lips and he deepens the kiss after that.
somebody loves him. somebody cares for him. that’s all he needs in life. his life is complete with you in it. he smiles against your lips and says the three words back, with more passion than ever before, “i love you too, my angel.”
nothing will ever separate you. not fate. not anyone.
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