#gdi fives

[monokumafightclub]

happy 10th anniversary to ultra despair girls, masaru would've whipped as a recurring boss in the game and you know it

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Phase, drunk: So who knows the number for 9-1-1?

Umbra: What? It’s 9-1-1!

Phase: Yeah, but what’s the number!?

Solar: You just put 9-1-1! Why do you even need them!?

Phase: Oh…I broke my leg.

[icantalk710]

...So, after I communicated that (his "not a huge texter"ness aside) I wanted us to text just a *little* more so we'd keep connecting while he's "had a lot going on" (even suggesting Snapchat for that and that I'd be here if he wanted to talk about some of it [even though we'd only hung twice, we've been friends on IG for a year]) after he last apologized for disappearing got no response, and after my check-in a week or so ago about how his week had gone gave me nothing, I sent a last text two weeks ago seeing if we were still talking and he still did want to hang out again but "all good if not" and even that got no reply--of course, note that he has had time throughout all this to check out my IG stories, yet still wouldn't communicate...

And turns out he's still been on the Apps (TM) as I've been waiting to hear back either way on that--with a guy leaving him a little hookup review on the site we started talking on last night 🙃 (which also complimented his gorgeous eyes I wanted to see again 🥲)

Having only hung twice (drinks/hookup early Aug and a dinner late Aug [with a hookup pre-empted by leaks from some rain that night that he had to tend to bc of his building super phoning in some repairs, but we kissed on making that up on Labor Day and he flaked, though he at least apologized the next day]), I didn't make much of seeing him there sometimes thinking we were still vibing well enough, but it felt shitty seeing that review when I also said i missed him in that text and he still hadnt replied to me--and while I was taking him at his word that things were too hectic on his end to hang out based on what he told me at dinner was going on and giving him space. Like, how much of that has been true the last couple weeks?

After fighting it a bit, I sent him an actual last text earlier to get it off my chest, saying i would've liked a reply either way, that i couldve worked with him wanting to just be casual or friends if he said so, and how I'd like to think he was being honest about how hectic things were but it felt shitty seeing him getting that review when I've thought we still had chemistry, be it casual or more. We'll see if he replies and doesn't just block me on things (he hasn't yet on that site), though I might softblock him if he just views my stories again... But just from how much energy I've spent trying to check in on him and what we're doing (and him rarely checking on me, which should've been a sign) and in overthinking how I wanted to text him about how we were feeling... It helped in August that he would reaffirm that he was interested, and I told him at dinner that I liked being reassured some so I know not to overthink things, but there was little of that through September, and i thought he'd take me up on Snap 😔

Especially sucks since he would've also been nice to talk to given my grandma's worsening health and how he'd recently lost his, but since he hasn't cared to see how I'm doing... Mom's probably going to have to unplug her this week, and while I'm mostly doing okay about her because I knew this might have been in the cards for months (she'd needed an oxygen machine for a while and was sent to the ER twice between Aug and Sept due to liquid in her lungs, the latter time leading to her being in intensive care and then out of there now and mostly stable but intubated and apparently only doing 3% of her breathing herself and not really responsive), naturally it has been tough on Mom, and tbh it's also sorta scaring me a bit about having to be in a similar position with her or dad in the next 20-30+ years (they're 60 and 63 now)... or even my being on the other end of it whenever that time comes... iunno, just existentialist thoughts i guess, this is kinda just turning into freeform lol. My sisters, dad, and I will likely split funeral costs too, can't believe it's almost $5K to hold one for someone... We did hope to get her back to the DR sometime, and it is sad it most likely won't be under more ideal circumstances.

Anyway, really just wanted to vent about that guy but squeezing in grandma thoughts helped a little; I remember trying to do some occasional journaling a while back which did somewhat help keep me from bottling up thoughts so might find my way back to it somewhat.

[Ofc, it would be nice if a cute guy would hit me up on said Apps to help me take a load off too 😩 (if one doesn't compliment my Digimon crest necklace or band shirts when I'm out and about soon 😩) It doesn't help that I've still had how this guy rimmed me and how hot he and his dick were in mind since our only hookup... Wouldve been nice having a sexy socialist bf or FWB if communication was better, but oh well there should be others right]

[missallanea]

Cybersix isn't expecting to stay in Meridiana long term because she's so accustomed to having to run but she taped writing ( probably poems ) to her walls and I am weeping.

[galaxofmuses]

Your vibe, your curse.

lonely bird .

You drift through life like a solitary bird, searching for a place to land but never quite finding it. Your heart longs for connection and belonging, yet you remain adrift, feeling isolated even when surrounded by others. Your journey is marked by a deep sense of solitude and a desire for a true home. Your curse; Fated to wander endlessly, never finding a place to call home, always yearning for a sense of belonging that remains elusive.

[drowsystarlight]

ZRs2 SPOILERS!! ITS AN IMAGE ITS A DRAWING mute the “zrs(number) spoiler” tag/s if you want to avoid these!!

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Beep ??? Okay here goes

I made this drawing to vent bc ouch :’) also my first time drawing Maxine! <3 Anyway that episode hurt . I had to stop walking and stare at a distance for SO LONG so i made my Five do that too

[baeshijima]

i cant believe i missed the eden event… nagisa five star card…. end me….

at least i got to play the song and see him in his stage outfit with his spp in the date event ;w;

[kithtaehyung]

https://www.tumblr.com/kithtaehyung/715353049720373248/theres-atleast-5-tangerines-in-the-bag-were-safe

But if I remember and I’m counting it right, there actually 5 tangerines that are important to the story: the first 3, which was the start of it all, the one in a pet where Yoongi sees oc taking back to her room (am I remember correctly?) and the one in forfeit, that ripped our hearts out before putting it back together…

Sooooo…..

…………….this was basically my entire reaction because GDI HOW DID YOU— WHY DID YOU—

[tadbitfooled]

friend got done with the fight and I was talking about the romance scene...But like. Soft faces?? love them. I just love the expressions in this game in general.

[tiredassmage]

hold up hOLD UP NO I CAN’T DO THIS AGAIN. I’M PACKBONDING TO THEM. I’ve already been through the Inquisitor story once, I KNOW how this goes, damn it!!!!

BOTH OF YOU. SIGN HERE. YOU’RE BEING ADOPTED. NOW.

somebody hold me I’m not ready to do this again ;_; nothing bad happens in the sith inquisitor story guys everything’s fine. can’t have SHIT in dromund kaas!!!!!

[losttoagod]

went to look up an npc post i made for this blog only to discover it's been sitting in my drafts for five years.

[clanoffelidae]

I could put my ficus in a pot of pure water and 2 days later she would still be like ‘Mother I Need More WATER’

[nny11writes]

Reading my old Star Wars wips and damn do some of these slap, can’t wait until the author posts an update!

Oh…oh no…oh god no!

[jellycreamjammedart]

Sun: "Roofs" looks unbelievably stupid typed out! Why can we not say "rooves??" Clown language with clown plurals!!

Moon: If the plural of "roof" were "rooves," the singular of "grooves" would have to be "groof." Is that what you want?

Sun: Point taken I'll do anything to avoid "groof!"

[ejunkiet]

;___; this fic keeps growing. I love this fic, but I also have zero stamina for a long multichapter at the moment. this fic does not care.

[nabesthetics]

local burnt out student brings a book to a trip and they'll definitely, totally going to read it this time