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I was doodling Big J from that Worthikids video cuz I realized I haven’t drawn in a bit & wanted to get back in touch with that creative side of myself again… AND OMG I’m actually so happy how that one expression turned out
I think I finally got into a zone n everything for a sec so im rlly glad i tried evn though I thought it wouldn’t turn out right
I might try drawing her again soon bc if I get it right n take my time I think it would be worth it to see her with more expressions and more life since we only really see her for 2 min in the video

#worthikids#worthikidswire#worthikids wire big j#bigtop burger#Billie Bigtop burger#bigtop burger billie#doodles#gay shit or smth#wire big j worthikids#wire worthikids big j#big j wire worthikids#big j wire#wire big j#worthikids wire#worthikids big j#big j worthikids#every worthikids album big j sings in my head#I wish more people drew her or talked abt her more cuz like… has anyone evn SEEN the video#idk#hopefully I give this character more fans and grow a little community#hope u guys like this small Big J warm up sketch#🌼
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More gay
This is Dupe and Shadow, btw
they just friends who give off massive queer energy
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mha final volume spoilers
For the past few months I've kinda just come to accept MHA's ending to be whatever. Not the best, but not the worst I've seen it's fine whatever. But seeing the final volume extra content honestly just has me genuinely hating the ending. I'm trying to keep an open mind cuz it's not officially out yet and leaks can be kinda dubious, but I'm genuinely so upset.
Ig the main feeling I have is: genuinely what's the point??? I mean there's a lot of things going on in mha and depending on what you care about ig you could feel like everything's fine and resolved, but personally? Just no. My main problem a few months ago was with Toga's death, but now I'm just even more pissed.
As so many people have probably already discussed: killing the villains off after all this stuff about saving them is a fucking problem right?? With Toga's case specifically (cuz she's my fave and I care the most about her), it's her just dying after she finally found the love and acceptance she's always wanted from Ochako. Like why? Even if you can technically make sense of it with her explanation of "I want to live life as I please", it's just stupid and distasteful. It would be one thing if she said that cuz she was just running away to be free, but to kill her? Of bloodloss of all things? Idc abt people going oh thats sooo poetic, no i think it's stupid. So many other characters have lived after going through worse like for fuck's sake, Edgeshot's still around.
What's the point of that emotional resolution if you don't show the aftermath, of her being able to live happily, or at least how she'll go on with life from then on? She didn't have to die, she could've just escaped or whatever (I was hoping that was the case when there was no mention of Toga's body). But by killing her, the only message I got from mha's whole saving the villains thing is: "sooo maybe having empathy for the deviances of society is important actually, but it's kinda inconvenient to deal with them." And even if that wasn't Hori's exact intention, that's what his story seems to be saying by killing off the villains.
And then the fucking nail in the coffin is the fact that Hori used Toga's death to drive Izuocha. It was one thing when he did it with the cliff talk when Ochako was mourning Toga (I always found it distasteful okay), but it's so much worse to write Toga literally pushing Ochako to Deku. So not only did Hori kill off the queer character who finally had her resolution and romance so he won't have to deal with her, but he's really following through with the Bury the Gays trope by using her o push the girl she loves to a man? Ew.
The worst part is that even if Izuocha got together and they're canon or whatever cuz of that last part, the way Hori did it is so fucking mid. Like seriously, if you were gonna do my girl dirty like that for that het romance, at least make it good?? But noooo. I mean they don't have to be like kissing and getting married and having babies or whatever (that'd just be shit), but at least have them properly get together. What is that "implied romance" ass handshake?? There's no fucking reason to make it implied, they're not queer or forbidden or complicated or anything. Bro just didn't wanna commit to actually fleshing out their romance. And you used Toga and her death for that, for absolutely fucking nothing?? The funniest part is that everything Togachako did is infinitely more romantic than that handshake, so how am I supposed to be convinced by this "implied romance"? (anyone who says implications enough for izuocha I'd say the bar's just on the floor for you cuz they're het)
And then there's Bakugo. I mean I was fine and whatever with the original epilogue, but what the fuck? So you're telling me bro lead Project Deku Hero Suit or whatever for 8 years, only for Deku to reject him when asked to be a part of his agency? It may or may not have been explicitly stated that they'd be in a hero agency together whatever, but I feel like it was a natural conclusion that they'd end up working together/closely as a hero duo? Win to save and save to win, wonder duo defeating ShigAFO together, that hospital talk about competing together for the rest of their lives, him being the one to reach out to Deku at the epilogue chapter, hello? DEKU REJECTED THAT AND FOR WHAT. Also ok fine this may sound stupid to be upset over, but why the fuck is Bakugo rank 15. Like we do just be writing whatever I guess
I'm still holding on to some hope that the leaks were ass and inaccurate. Or maybe even completely fake cuz the chapter's been getting a lot of AI art allegations? Though it's also probable that's just the leaker who used AI to get high res pictures of the leaks. IDK MAN JUST PLEASE DON'T LET THIS BE COMPLETELY ACCURATE PLEASE LET ME STAND CORRECTED
#even if togachakos the actual doomed yuri here it feels like bkdk got hit with unrequited love or smth idk#i was so annoyed abt toga and now im just straight up pissed at hori#bakugo and toga are my faves obviously so thats what i mainly talked about here#but with toga shes a character thats so fucking special to me#her entire story and how its so thematically queer#even if im not into mha much these days she has a really special place in my heart ok#she helped me come to terms with my queerness and shes just so well written hori actually cooked so well#UNTIL HE ACTUALLY HAD TO DEAL WITH THE IMPLICATIONS OF HAVING HER BE GAY WITH OCHAKO SO OH SHIT LETS KILL HER#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha final volume spoilers#toga himiko#togachako#bakugo katsuki#bkdk#not tagging the other ship idc#also dont fight me on this or blahblah on how im losing certain nuances idc i am no longer hyperfixated on mha i do not care to reread shit
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“The One Thing I Can Never Have”
It’s always sunset in this part of paradise, and Dean is sitting on his front porch, with a perfectly cold beer in his hand. A chorus of birds are singing in the trees. The air is crisp and fresh, and nothing has ever been more serene. Calm. Perfect. Or, it should be, but there’s one thing missing. The one thing that makes it all mean nothing. Him.
He still hasn’t been able to find him. Sam’s seen him, Bobby’s seen him, even freakin’ Garth’s seen him. But he’s been avoiding Dean, staying away from every place in heaven that he frequents. And Dean’s got no idea why— why he would leave after what he said.
He spent so long wishing that Castiel (a damn Angel of the lord) could be capable of loving him. Loving him back. He spent so long denying his own feelings, cause he thought they’d never have a chance together. And then Cas was confessing, and he was alone, on the floor, with his heart ripped out of his chest and a bloody handprint on his shoulder. And Dean didn't say anything. He couldn’t. He didn’t even know how to process it when those words passed over Cas’ lips. Now, he had been in heaven for what would’ve been almost three months on earth, and Cas wouldn’t see him. He was actively avoiding him. That son of a bitch.
Dean stares out at the horizon, with the sprawling golden fields and shining skies. He knows what he’s gotta do. So, he gets down on his knees next to the old oak bench on his front porch. He bows his head and clasps his hands together. He doesn’t even know if prayers will work here, ‘upstairs’— if Cas can hear him. But he can’t do.. this. He can’t spend eternity without his angel.
“Cas. Castiel, I— uh, c’mon, man, please don’t do this. Don’t be a stranger. Don’t leave me. I…” Dean takes a breath. “I need you.” He looks up, fighting the tears filling his eyes. “I can’t let that goodbye be the end.” Of this. Of us. “Please.”
The familiar noise of rustling feathers fills the air. Dean feels the wind like a warm summer breeze against his spine.
“Hello, Dean.” Cas’ voice is rough and unsure.
Dean whirls around, startling to his feet. He can see the hesitance in Castiel’s eyes. The fear. For a moment Dean doesn’t know how to start— what to say —even when he’s thought of this a thousand times. “..Cas.” He’s choked up. A smile comes to his face, his eyes begin to tear up even more.
“Dean.” Cas repeats, shifting awkwardly. He fixes his gaze onto his shoes.
Dean melts. “God you have no idea— Why? Why haven’t I seen you? You’ve been to see everyone else, but not me. Why?”
“I thought that it was what you would prefer. After what happened in the bunker. I-” Cas glances away, “-didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable.”
Dean’s heart breaks. Twelve freaking years, and Cas couldn’t see how much he wanted him. He never understood that he was all he’d wanted. More than anything. For a long time now.
I didn’t know how to face you. “I wasn’t sure if you would want to see me again.”
“Of course I’d wanna see you again. Cas, you’re….” My friend. Everything to me. More. Dean isn’t usually at a loss for words, but right now he’s thinking of too many to get a single one out.
“We could.. assume a pretense where this never happened.” pain is written all across Cas’ face. “I…” he takes the longest pause in the history of long pauses, “…could wipe your memory even, if you’d like for me to do that.”
The words hit Dean like a 300 pound UFC champion just socked him in the jaw. “Are you sayin’ you didn't mean it?” Dean wants to give him an out, a way to go back to before anything changed. (And half of him even believes that maybe, Cas has decided he doesn’t want him. After he‘d drank himself into oblivion and then died on a rusty nail. Really—it was suicide, if he’s being honest. ) He gives him a way out, because more than anything he just wants Cas back in his life. Or, well, afterlife. The point is, he can’t stand to be without him. Ever.
“I..” Cas chokes up. He doesn’t know how to do this. How to let himself feel. But he doesn’t want to lose Dean, either. That would be his worst nightmare. “I tried to save you.” The tenderness in his voice can’t hide his anger or sadness. “You weren’t supposed to die so young.” His face is broken. His bright, blue eyes are shining with tears.
“You sacrificed yourself. For me.” Dean has to stop himself from reaching out to dry Cas’ eyes. “But I couldn’t— I couldn’t live without you, man. And I didn’t know what to say, and I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Cas. Just please tell me you ain’t taking it back.” Dean looks at him with a pleading, unwavering gaze.
Cas looks almost offended at the thought that he ever would. “No. I’m not. I meant what I said.” His heart skips a beat. His hands are fisted tightly at his sides. He’s afraid to reach out for Dean. He doesn’t know if he can have him yet. If he’ll ever have him. The one thing I can never have.
“..Need to, um.. hear you say it.” The birds and the wind are all distant now. White noise, unimportant over the sound of Dean’s hammering heart.
Cas furrows his brow, tilting his head to the side in confusion. “I already--“
Dean cuts him off. “I know, Cas.” His throat is tight and his lungs hurt. Hell, his whole chest does. The tension is killing him.
“Dean…” He looks up at him, a thousand questions running through his head.
Dean’s expression softens. “Please.” I need this. The same way I need you.
Cas remembers the joy he felt. The desperation. The heartache. The empty swallowing him whole. He’s terrified to say it again. Terrified of this longing. But Dean is looking at him like he’s his whole world, and who is he to deny him this? “I do mean it.” His voice is barely a whisper, but still firm. Reassuring Dean. “I love you.”
Dean lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. “I love you too, Cas. And I need you.” You’ve always had me. I’ll tell you that, someday. He steps forward, into his angel’s arms. He hugs him, tight. His fists are balled up in the material of Cas’ trenchcoat. His face is buried in his collar.
Cas smells like soap and the outdoors. He smells.. almost human. The tears are flowing from Dean’s eyes now. He shakes his head in disbelief as he breaks their embrace. Cas loves him. Him— the killer and the Micheal sword and the weapon. ‘Daddy’s blunt little instrument.’ Everything you’ve done, you’ve done for love.
“I’m never letting you go.” Dean holds Cas’ face tenderly in his hands. “Never again. Do you hear me?”
“Yes.” Cas smiles softly at him. “I hear you.” All he can think of is how grateful he is that Dean even wants to see him again. And furthermore, Dean loves him back. Dean Winchester loves him. He lets the heaviness on his shoulders ease away. This is it.
Dean wipes away the trails of his tears with trembling fingers. Finally. “God.. Cas,” Dean bites his lower lip, almost hard enough to draw blood. “--will you… can I—- ” The rays of sunlight are reflecting through his eyes, making them a beautiful, golden green. He inhales sharply, desperate. Hopeful. “Kiss me?”
Cas answers through pulling Dean in by his jacket, tilting his head upwards, and pressing his lips against Dean’s.
Dean’s eyes flutter shut, and he kisses him back. He leans in, holding Cas tightly like he could be ripped away from him again at any moment. Cas is steady, where Dean is barely holding on by a thread now. One of his hands finds its way to Cas’ wrinkled tie to pull him closer. He cards his fingers through his hair with the other. It’s slightly longer than it was on earth, falling through his grip in loose, dark waves.
When Jack brought him back from The Empty, Cas became different. Human. He lives and he breathes now. Dean can feel it— his breath, his pulse. He’s warm, and his heart is beating, and he’s here. Alive. Cas’ lips are chapped. His hair is tangled, and Dean thinks that he might finally be happy. Free. Just the way he always wanted. Dean takes a deep breath, and he melts into Castiel’s arms, smiling into their kiss.
#destiel#supernatural#hire me for season 16#made my mom cry w this shit#surprisingly#spn#gay gay homosexual gay#destiel fanfiction#bi dean winchester#spn 15x18#this took way too long#dawg idk#what this is#so just roll w it#human castiel#don’t be a dick#I haven’t written and FINISHED smth in a long ass time soooo#i like it though#:)#i hate gay ppl#(just them actually)#this is the real 15.20#trust me
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Hey Guys Check This Shit Out
Commission of my oc Nico by @thehungreecat !!
And just in time for his birthday on the 13th, too ☺️☺️☺️ this summer will mark 10 years since I first made him, so it's rly nice to have something to commemorate him with ���🥺🥺
#speculation nation#nico#i will be reblogging this again on his birthday dont you worry#wanna make it my icon on discord too... just maybe...#my scrunkle. my special guy. my gay trans italian uncle who likes witchcraft and history and is Above All Else. a nerd.#i'll find smth else to do with him at some point ❤️❤️❤️ mayb an rp or smth. idk i miss him 🥺#since i adopted the name Nico tho (pulled from him)(but technically i named him after myself on accident)#it's been a little funny to talk about him lol. gotta specify oc Nico so ppl dont think im just talking about myself.#he's kind of a self insert to the left anyways. gave him a pretty hefty chunk of myself when i made him.#and then when i was called Nico during the dnd campaigns i had with him. well it just felt nice and right.#sorry Nico i took your name. but you are still so dear to me ❤️❤️❤️ even if u would hate me if u knew i made you ❤️❤️❤️#oc shit
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“Wukong dad macaque mom” “wukong mom macaque dad” “wudad, mamacaque” “wumom, dadca-“
i’m going to beat you over the head with a stick
#i can’t fucking take it#can i ever escape the confines of your heteronormative bullshit#they’re both boys they’re fucking GAY dadS PLURAL PEOPLE HOLY SHIT#unless you hc them as genderfluid or they’re genderbend or smth otherwise can we fucking not it pisses me off#shadowpeach
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yall ever just drawing and then half way through you come out of autopilot mode and realize what you're doing
#coughing really loud#this is mainly when im drawing smth just a lil gay. just a lil#this is made worse cus i will be spaced tf out drawing something and then my mom walks in and i snap so badly out of it#and my door is RIGHT behind me. and i have a 27 inch monitor. im playing fnaf irl i dont want my mom to see my shit its embarrassing#“hey sweetie do you want chicken rings” and then there's men kissing on my screen
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For @fun-mxtx-polls who liked my tags haha, if it weren’t for them I probably wouldn’t post any of this
Liu Mingyan and Sha Hualing in the roles of Xie Lian and Hua Cheng! Their designs are based on their novel kind of mixed with their donghua versions :) While the San Lang-ification of Sha Hualing is based a little bit on Ning Yingying’s donghua version and Xiao Ying in tgcf. The last drawing is in the equivalent of Puqi shrine.
#svsss#mingling#ig lol idk the ship name#sha hualing x liu mingyan#sha hualing#liu mingyan#also i figured it makes sense for mingyan’s veil to be like her ruoye considering xie lian wore ruoye around the lowerhalf of his face too#I suppose her god name would be something like sleeping willow’s flower (her author name)#and I think Sha Hualing was maybe fighting her or smth and got a look under her veil which made her go oh shit oh my god.#wait im gay for her!!#and thats why she pretends to be someone else tohang out with her
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#hazbin hotel#alastor the radio demon#hazbin alastor#radioapple#alastor fanart#hazbin hotel art#I'D LET HER STEP ON ME SHE COULD RIP ME TO SHREDS I DON'T CARE I'M OBSESSED#....uhhh ... did y'all hear smth...??#nah me neither#(i'm too gay for this shit)#digital painting#my art#artists on tumblr#fanart#art#digital art#y'all better reblog this cuz i've spent too much time on it lmao (jk#or am i?)#female alastor#fem!alastor
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i thought that cosmo's tape was going to be like "hey jack, i'm after some bad dudes, so if anything happens to me, this is what i know, and also maybe some feelings and stuff" and it was pretty much the exact opposite of that
#nsbu#dimension 20#nsbu spoilers#like of course it was i was a fool for thinking otherwise#but the whole gay shit (positive) followed by 'also i'm investigating the shadow falcons or smth bye' threw me so hard it was so funny#paula's having a breakdown and i'm over here like 'but the plot! D:'
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"William Pitt, George Canning and Lord Castlereagh actually were most likely queer, people just cannot look past the heteronormative traditional perception of conservative politicians crafted to be a propaganda tool," I say into the mic.
The crowd boos. I begin to walk off in shame, when the voice speaks and commands silence from the room.
"He's right", I hear. I look around for the owner of the voice. There in the fifth row, he stands: Benjamin Disraeli.
#imn very sorry#might delete later#disraeli no one can ever beat your little list of gay people you were so real for that#i can talk abt this shit for hours but i don't think anyone needs it#forever will be grateful for disraeli's implication that canning's queerness was an open secret or smth
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turning 16 in a month is all fun and games till you get asked the question what you want for your birthday
#BITCH I DONT KNOW!!!#I have everything I want and need#and if I want smth then I buy it with my money!!#“but its your sweet 16!!”#thats only special in america#I still cant do shit here when im 16#I wish I could drive a car#that would be cool#also age reveal crazy!!#cant wait for the questions of “youre 16 now so where is your boyfriend??”#a month after my birthday#(family meet ups yk how it is)#erm never actually!!!#maybe bc I kind of lowkey like girls#might for the shits and giggles tell my fam that Im dating my only guy friend (he is also gay)#only with his consent ofc#actually I might ask fr#knowing him he would allow it for the plot#I love how long the tags are for no real reason#comment w in chat if youve read it all
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TRAGIC: beautiful william afton post suddenly unrebloggable after mentioning minor thing that doesnt fit canon characterization
#whenever someone mentions grief on a wafton post it triggers smth horrible in me and i get rlly scared shaking and crying and whimpering..😨#i just never know what people mean by this. when was he sad#point to a place in time in canon where he was explicitly grieving that isnt smth you made up. i will wait#BUT ANYWAUS. its always smth so small and minor like noooo no.o....... now i cant reblog bc it BUGS me it bugs me so bad like sorry im evil#the rest of this was so beautiful and true until you said that............ 😢 . lol#this isnt even to say that he cant its just like......... when you imply that grief is a big part of HIS CHARACTER specifically its. a teen#bit silly because..... where. where. besides yall making stuff up abt fnaf4 like im just wonderingggg okay be honest............#like his thing is that he doesnt give a shit abt killing people yo he doesnt care that that kid died he cares abt his gay restaurant and oc#im gonna cry im gonna sob#anyways#fnaf 3 minigame where ge was scared abt the child ghosts like...... that wasnt him feeling remorseful about it.............#that was him being afraid of The Consequences of his own selfish actions...... guy who creates costumes and characters and masks and facade#so he doesnt have to face the whole world as he knows he is. so he can continue to indulge. it wasnt REALLY ME YOU GUYS haha...... not your#beloved friendly neighbor William Afton ☺️ hes so kind and nice and polite and he loves absolutely *adores* kids. he could never really hur#anyone. not him. not Afton.#coughs**** or something whatever erm *tugs collar* is it hot in here or is it just me haha heehee hoohoo 😁 hehr **falls down flight ofatai#he wants his child flesh and eat it too 🙄#lmao
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“Your ego can’t just die, it needs to be murdered.”
#me when an overly confident tone deaf man does anything#smth i said once#stupid shit#incelcore#lgbtqia#trans#transmasc#tumblr memes#stupid post#gay#quotes#one liner#funny shit#funny#memes
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Watching Link Click finally and I was immediately like I've seen some gay shipping going on but I doubt there will be lesbian activity
My face when literally episode 2:
#i shouldve listened to my fellows on here sooner this shit is so good???#also overthink is a goodass song#its got that mushishi overwhelmed by beautiful and terrible emotion vibe but also that kind of#psychological thriller smth is the fuck up around here vibe#which i enjoy GREATLY#and if i wasnt completely convinced by some mild gay shit in ep 1 i liked the theming and art style enough to watch ep 2#and that threw me in the deep end so hard holy fuck dude#anyway#link click
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happy birthday to the most dramatic dog in existence
#im in the middle of writing smth for his birthday#but im also shit at finishing things on time#so happy birthday to sirius#sirius black#sirius orion black#marauders#regulus black#james potter#jegulus#dead gay wizards#james x regulus#remus lupin#starchaser#wolfstar#remus x sirius#sirius x remus#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#padfoot
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