#gaslighting at its finest

[ouidepressoespresso]

and when I cut all contact, I hope you realize what you’ve done.

[your-stranger-halfblood-things]

Will: If I hear the word 'gaslight' anymore, I'm going to be serious mad. I hear it so much

Nico: You're not even hearing it that often. It's all in your head

[yutamayo]

kinda goth that being turned away from a party is what made Rasputin sell his soul for the power to destroy the Romanov bloodline

[cowboyangell]

[keeloves]

“You take that delusion out of my son’s head and you crush it” Regina Mills knowing good and damn well what Henry was witnessing was not a delusion he made up in his head

[unhingedsluts]

Who cares that you know movie if I don't? If Sophia Coppola doesn't appear in the credits, I don't wanna hear it. (Greta Gerwig too, depending on my mood)

[thewhalethatcould]

Hello, World.

Hello, World.

Twice the same title; that sounds serious, yet inviting...perhaps hopeful?

I know you do not know me or probably care too much about either prose.

I wanted to sound eloquent but you see I am also like the Little Mormon Girl in Educated by Weston, I believe because she had a similar first names to one of My Little Ponies. You see, I have to make connections like that to try to remember a name, place, or thing.

At times the words for items just disappear from my mind and since I am dyslexic my brain tries to put the pieces together and it just ends up falling into a million scattered pieces. Now if ai could gather all those pieces I would be a millionaire, ta ta tan lol ...Jokes.

I got Mom Jokes. Just think of me as an online mother. Now most of you younger Alpha no sé qué kids probably just know things like phone jacks and cassettes or VCRs from like Stranger Things or something like that. I was born in 87, so yes I am an 80s thing. Ya call it vintage but like my ex best friend,lover,brother, shapeshifter creature, being; human used to say ," Classic not Vintage."

Well my blog has to do with me expelling my demons that person; we shall call him Bennie.

Because of my own personal puns...okay.

Well, oh ... you my call me Wednesday Bellmonte.

I was going to be Belmont since of me loving beating them Vampires. I used to love them but after living the human equivalent of what is to be persecuted and cornered I pass. I am with the Vampire Corpse Hauler Hunters now. Let us kick some Narcissist A-.

[elliesonlinediary]

i keep gaslighting myself into thinking i like tomatoes but when i actually eat some tomatoes i realize how much i actually hate them but i never EVER stop putting tomatoes in my food because i ALWAYS believe i like them until i eat them

[maylorscardigan]

You have a psych background.... The Great War.... gaslighting references or am i crazy? Listening to TGW & You're Losing Me paint an intense idea of what happened....

Not crazy at all.

You drew up some good faith treaties

I drew curtains closed, drank my poison all alone

You said I have to trust more freely

But diesel is desire, you were playin' with fire

And maybe it's the past that's talkin'

Screamin' from the crypt

Tellin' me to punish you for things you never did

So I justified it

100% gaslighting references & the song does suggest cognitive dissonance. When considering YLM… it’s not entirely surprising. Midnights is a heart breaking album when you look at it from a critical eye.

[emrysthegoodwitch]

I find it funny that my mother and my step dad take me simply not putting my entire being towards their issues and keeping the household together as some sort of attack...

AND THEN

Accuse me of hating them or something.

It's so irritating, and I'm disabled so the whole moving out thing is gonna take a second. And if I try to talk to them about it they start the whole, "I've been working all day" "that's not even a problem" blah blah blah.

Que the attempted gaslighting.

Like who the fuck even are these people? The actual goddamn audacity. I give every single ounce of my energy to my mother my whole life as the second parent because she decides to get with fucking psychos. Then all of the sudden when I try to relax, ON A SATURDAY, by playing video games, AFTER I CLEANED ALREADY. I'm supposedly not doing enough at all.

Like what the fuck.

Literally your son and your husband didn't do much today either, but let's ignore that entirely right?

They claim that it's okay that I live here while I'm in school so I can get a good job with health coverage in a couple years.

They claim that they are appreciative of my help with the eight year old, and to a lesser extent my recently high school graduate brother.

Yet their actions and words later on the day or the next day do a complete 180. It's toxic as fuck and I feel like I am walking on eggshells.

I fucking hate it here and never should have moved back in.

[ouidepressoespresso]

[claritythroughkhaos]

05/16/23

You know what hurts the absolute most? Thinking someone was different but they ended up being like the rest. Each heartbreak triggers a certain part of my heart. It feels gut wrenching knowing the person you wanted to be with was just a facade. I can’t peace together why you decided to mess up and you hoping I would always be there. I haven’t felt this low since 2017 . It was just the same characteristics showing up. I hate you for making me feel like I’m crazy. I hate you for making me lash out on you. I hate you for making me pray to God how thankful I am to have you in my life when you barely showed reciprocation. I hate you for making me regret even dealing with you. I wasted prayers for you? I defended you numerous times and for you to just betray me is the biggest slap in the face you could’ve done to me. You were never worth it. Seems like everytime I try to stand back up , someone else pushes me back down. I’m tired

[maiawrites]

A love letter to my hater.

...

P.S --I wrote this because someone who I completely don't know came up to me out of the blue today and said I need to stop being too much, without me provoking them or anything. My existence was enough to warrant such a snarky and ugly and hurtful remark..Just because I was too happy. So I thought why not write something about and get it out of my system so I don't have to think about it and let it affect me negatively. So yeah. @Maysunwrites

[sanchezpoetry]

ð  “You’re overthinking it” is a classic line utilized by abusers. Meant to let your guard down and not think at ALL, because whenever faced with abusive situations, they can and are easily snuffed out by any modicum of thought. It can take different forms such as ‘why do you have to put logic to everything’ or ‘it’s not that deep’ (All real examples I’ve seen).

    Evil is a mindset. And once you understand the mindset and the tactics, it can be simply and quite easily avoided. The terms, the actions, the excuses, are all quite often similar, if not the same. Knowledge really is power. And that knowledge will grant you the power to protect yourself.

[goddesslapnez]

[iferikcouldhearmysoul]

A running joke in my family is how many times my mother has had amnesia. She has two stories from her childhood where she hit her head and lost time. But if anyone asks one of us how many times she’s had amnesia, we all say three. She constantly has to correct us. My dad started it before I was born, and it’s just the way it’s always been. Sometimes we even correct her when she says two.

All these years of work came to fruition recently. Someone asked my mother how many times she’s had amnesia, and she said three.