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Raven chuckled. 'And I can't wait to scream it!' She shivered. 'Even more babies? Wow... you're going to spoil me.' She grinned and kissed Void back just as deeply. Giggling as her ass was slapped.
'Well... I love breeding, pregnancy, inflation...' Raven hummed. 'All of which we're already having fun with. 'Anything that makes me blow up, stuffing, bloating... I'm quite open to gaining weight in theory so long as I get bigger.' Raven patted her swollen belly for emphasis. 'Maybe a little teasing too. What about you?'
Red, white, clear, pink.
Raven groans softly, as out of nowhere she just feels... suddenly so horny.
Then she begins to feel it, the other changes. First her belly bloats out, as if stuffed with cum until she's round and swollen.
Then her breasts, already a considerable size swell and bloat, filling with milk. And as they grow her belly swells out even more, growing larger and larger until her bellybutton pops out.
'Oh, now I know why I'm so horny.' She smiles to herself, admiring her reflection, 'I'm bloated AND pregnant! My two favourite things!'
#gaining weight is less of a kink for this blog#maybe on my other blog we could do that if you're interested
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☩ 𝕰𝖈𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖘𝖞 ☩
(Master list tag) - ☩Kink (4) : Drugs / Gunplay ☩Word Count: 1,899 words ☩Pairing: Kisaki Tetta / Shuji Hanma / Female!Reader ☩Content Warning: Gunplay and gun kink, mentions of drugs, alcohol intoxication, mentions of drug use, fellatio, intercouse with replacement of object, threesome, characters under the influence, mind-fuck, fear play. ☩Author's Note: Thank you tumblr for hiding my shit. Minors and ageless blogs do not interact. This story might contain triggering content. Another story is done. This was supposed to be written for day five, but I skipped yesterday since I was out with friends yesterday (and I was tipsy). Promise that I'll do two stories for this Saturday coming. So, apologies for my stories being out of order. Also, Tokyo Revengers Season Three is out. Rejoice. It's been so long since I wrote for Tokyo Revengers, I miss you guys. I think I had too much with this. Reblogs and likes are appreciated.
Two arms were gently wrapped around you.
One arm felt more warm to the touch, tender-like, while the other copied the same body warmth. By the hands, one metal piece was holstered to fingers idling across the trigger while the other hand traced circles lazily across the cheeks brazen with slight redness.
You don't know how in the world you got yourself in this situation with these two men.
Granted, they've always got themselves in bizarre situations where you question their sexual gratification. Captivated by their interests, you wonder how the average female would present her interests. A tail between her stiffened legs would gain a reaction as she heard about the interests that both men played in the bedroom.
And a good play at that.
Some might place the blame on alcohol imports, specifically more related to Belvedere, and a few undisclosed pills that might have been improperly pressed, still the ravaging effects of being in your drunken stupor became more heightened as the sense of fear presented itself in the spotlight. A damn was less given as your body now squirmed briefly underneath their warm arms, making its absence known as the cold weapons being placed against your face. Protests awakened as the piece was now placed on your lips. The possibility of them being trigger-happy while under the influence was approximately slim, then again the remaining conscious that you had realized that acting under intoxicated stupidity was more than enough to get your head split across an expensive bedroom. Eyes glossed over fear as you looked over at both men. It was difficult to remain focused. The sense of reality became crumbling down as a warm feeling that felt like a hug was engulfed through your body. Visions of the two men become more heightened as you stumble out for words. Words that used to have meaning were now more or less scrambled with coherent phrases.
You didn’t know what you wanted.
How rude of these men to be teasing you in a state of weakened vulnerability. How dare one of them trace the barrel between thighs and have it lined towards your exposed sex. Looking downwards, you see the barrel tracing the opening of your folds, prying the opening of your vagina with the success of secretions decorating the dull, darkened metal that was etched beautifully in handcraft.
“You can take a gun better than you can take a dick, huh, baby?” Hanma laughed before a familiar weight was pressed against your lips. As your mind carelessly wandered, so did the actions of what was going on. You knew there were lips pressed against yours, you knew that a tongue was forcing itself to intervene with your tongue.
Did I take more than one pill?
Were there even guns to begin with as we chatted over drinks?
Why does everything feel so fucking good right now?
Questions rot your drugged brain as you find yourself reaching to one of the men that hovered over your body. A body that was heavily intoxicated with the sense of fear, pleasure, and hallucinations, your hands began to wonder over Kisaki. The hands drenched in sweat began to mix with his body above you, appreciating the structure of his lanken body that inhaled and exhaled ever so deeply as each moan pried from your lips. As to question why you were moaning, you couldn’t fully explain. Contradicting yourself can be considered an understatement, as you are now reaching out to questions that don't have answers in your drugged stupor. Your hands now reached to the exposed cock that was facing in front of you. Everything seemed so fast from the time that Kisaki was helping you unfasten his pants and well-designed buckle. Pants and huffs were all too present in the fast pace of it all.
Everything was suddenly going fast, yet time was moving slowly.
“I wan- I want.” The words couldn’t complete a full sentence as Kisaki above you guided your head to his well-endowed cock. A small hiss escaped from his mouth as he entered himself inside the walls made of warmth. Of all the times you were reluctant to take him, you were grateful that he showed patience as you babbled out nonsense. Granted, Kisaki wasn’t a man of notable patience yet, doped up women were an exception to sexual matters.
Kisaki shushed you as he now grabbed a fist full of hair from under you, a muffled scream was let out as you sloppily bobbed your head, whimpers of gratitude were now present as the salted weight of his girth now began to produce small amounts of precum. Either the screams or muffled cries were an absolute turn-on to this man as he continued to thrust himself inside your mouth. Curses and grunts highly encouraged.
“I know what you want, baby.” Kisaki grunts out before gently placing the barrel of the gun on the top section of your forehead.
“No teeth.”
The cold tip sends a nervous chill throughout your sensitive body as you look up at him with fear in your eyes along with a dick in your mouth that's aching for a quick release, silencing the pitiful pleas that murmured from your occupied mouth. Kisaki could almost describe the scenery as embarrassing. The man overlooked you with haughtiness as he forcefully pressed the gun deeply against profusely sweating skin. You drunkenly contemplated Kisakis’ next move until your eyes closed tightly shut, small tears forming at the corner of your eyes. The coldness underneath was now penetrated towards your sex, another muffled cry was let out in response as the gun moved slowly inside of you. The twisting and turns grew to be nauseating as the effects were slowly beginning to wane. The foreign object that was being penetrated inside something that needed more made you want it even further, deeper, just anything that would satisfy strunged-out hunger.
“A possibility we might add this to your toy collection. Keep fucking yourself on my gun,” Hanma jokes in front of you as he continues on with his thrusts, ones where they became out of rhythm that made you sigh and wriggle out of frustration.
“Yo, Kisaki, is there a way we can preserve pussy juices on a gun? She is soaking my gun like crazy.” Hanma starts to laugh again before continuing with his unforgiving thrusts. Kisaki looked at him with eyes glossed over with pure hunger for sex, the well-attached mind not fully breaking from the continuous warmth that engulfed his cock. The man’s words of choice broke his concentration for a moment before sighing out in exhaustion.
Like a parent dealing with a child’s antics.
“Why do you always say the most idiotic shit?” Questions Kisaki before looking over at you. His eyes were now looking over the endowed breasts that bounced from each thrust that came from Hanma’s thrusting underneath. One curse word slipped out of the man as he looked over at you again before holding the grip of hand more rough, almost causing you to slip away from the cock in your mouth.
“Fuck”, A prolonged word dragged through his deepen voice as Kisaki came down your throat. No heed of a warning. You felt him twitch from the muscle contractions, that along came the saltiness and warmth of his cum reaching the back of your throat as you hungrily swallowed every drop. You continue your drunken ravish as you greedily wrap your tongue along his head, gently cleaning the opening of the tip before running your tongue on every visible vein that was present on his skin. It was either the lingering effects of drugs or alcohol, or it could have been the urge to want more pleasure as you wanted to take Kisaki whole. The heaviness of Kisaki dwindled as you opened your mouth. His cock slowly came from your mouth in a slight bounce. Your mouth grew from a sigh to a whine as the familiar coil was suddenly about to break. Time was of the essence as you looked over at the man that was continuously fucking your face, and also at Hanma in front fucking you with his gun. As your body reached its climax, nerves were singing through blissful peace. While they screamed of peace, you screamed out in pleasure. Several things intensified your high, yet the feeling of a drugged out orgasm was nothing more than being God in a falsified heaven.
More than likely, the doped out feeling grew to be intense as your hips bucked to the motions of the gun that Hanma held in between your weakened legs. He couldn’t help but smile at the state that you were in. Once he recognized that you were satisfied about how much of a mess you made on his gun, he placed one of his fingers against your slickened folds. With fingers now laced with the orgasm you gave on yourself, Hanma places your wetness across his tongue, licking off each digit of his contaminated fingers. You whimpered and closed your eyes. Exhaustion soon gets the best of you, as you enjoy the false scenery of colors dancing across your eyelids. The visions that hit across your closed eyes became woven with the heightened sounds around you. The sound of heavy breathing becomes more plentiful as you enjoy the debauchery of the afterglow. That is until you hear a click.
Your eyes widened as you looked over at Hanma still in front of you with his gun still inside of you. Hanma’s fingers wrapped against the trigger and a cold sensation flew across your body. The effects of everything were now starting to wear off as you looked over at him with a blank-written stare. Thoughts were at a standstill as you looked over at him in complete awe. You didn’t know what to do as you finally shifted your body to the left, gathering what just happened.
The man above you smiled softly and patted the front of the barrel to your still-slick sex.
“There’s no bullet in here. I'm just fucking with you.” Hanma chuckled.
“Quite, literally,” Said Kisaki above you, his words of choice growing from a joking remark. “Still, the drugs that Sanzu gave us were intense.” Looking over the leftover pills scattered across the table, one of his free hands mindlessly rubbed the front of his forehead as he looked over at you with a gentle smile.
“Still, you were really out of it.” Kisaki's eyes wander across your body pooled with shock laced with sweat and then towards the man in front of you. A smirk oversees the soft smile from earlier. You knew that smirk of his read nothing but trouble, but curiosity was going to kill you in the most brutal way possible. For what it’s worth, both men could do this all day with their sadistic tendencies. As submissive as you were in front of them, the fearfulness of it was steadily lurking at bay once the man in front of you nibbled against your ears, causing you to weep out from the sensitivity. His voice longed for honey and venom as he continued while suckling gently at the earlobe.
“Then again, you would be more out of with our powder supply. Want to try it while we’re balls deep in you?”
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Are you a “eat until death” type of person? I know you want to get fatter, but 800 pounds is a lot…
Answer below the cut (:
I'm not sure how to read the intentions behind this anon, rather they be good or bad. But I'm going to answer anyways because I do get asked this from time to time.
( disclaimer because I can already hear people trying to argue with me, but my aunt who was 700 pounds lived until her 60's and she was fat her entire life, so no, she didn't die immediately from gaining weight. Nor will I. )
Am I an ' eat until death ' type of person;
I absolutely am, but I limit my ' death feedism ' posting here ( as well as tag it ) and am thinking of making another side blog to remove that posting from here entirely for the comfort of my followers. I'm not eating with intention to end myself, I just feel like life is what you make of it and anything can happen at any point to cut us a short deal. Also, my cultural beliefs are that the entire purpose of life is to experience it. So that's what I want to do. Death isn't the end goal, and I do eat many healthy foods ( and encourage it often on my blog so that other feedees can gain weight more healthily. ) I just know I wanna get as big as possible, and that may bring along a good handful of complications that can result in death.
TW ; talk of fascism and American imperialism as well as transphobia / legislation enforcing bigotry.
Also, not to get all doom and gloom but look at the state of this world. Look at the dying planet we have limited time on. Each day a new fascist bill gets passed here in America alone. If death takes me out this hellscape then it's doing me a hell of a favor, because there IS no other way out. Not without a ton of money for a passport and applying for citizenship overseas as well as paying American taxes AFTER moving out. And even then, America IS the empire of our age. It influences the rest of the world. And it has already been invading other countries and enforcing fascist dictatorships either directly or indirectly for MANY years now. So even if I COULD hypothetically move out, I'd still be at risk of being under Americas extreme rule anyway. Or worse, I'd end up in a situation like P/lestinian just like Vi/tnam was.
I know what I'm saying is dark and depressing, as well as anxiety inducing, but I'm showing that I've put plenty of thought behind this decision. Just like I did before starting HRT even tho I ALWAYS knew I am trans. And I don't need anyone trying to talk me out of the lifestyle I am living. Besides, with my genetics, I'm going to keep gaining regardless. It happened to my aunt who was roughly 700 pounds, and even then, she was near her 60's when she passed. I'm only gaining faster, not less. ( And she wasn't gaining intentionally, she just didn't care about fitting into other people's idea of what she should be and what she should do. )
In her 60's
60'S
I don't want to be old and wrinkly ( no hate tho those who are ) I don't want to live that damn long ( like 70's and older ) just. Nah. I'm good.
I'm just enjoying my time while I have it.
( this next part is not about people with triggers who are triggered by death feedism or very fat bodies. So if that is you, stop exposing yourself to this bc I tagged it and talked about it plenty before getting to this point of the post. )
And as a footnote to anyone who may be reading this, if you have an issue with people getting ' too big ' 1) you need to check that way of thinking because you ARE in the feedism / fat kink community. And that INCLUDES people who are, gasp, suprise, FAT. And 2) you should spend some time reflecting on what lead you to harboring that way of thinking.
Not saying this anon holds these views at all, I'm just mentioning it because it is my blog and we are on the topic. ( Plus I'm Knipping everything in the bud now as far as the group of people who will try and spew any level of fatphobia at me for this. In which case I'm not even going to read what y'all say, I'm just going to block you lol. )
One love and allat 😌
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Feel my wrath
Call me Angel or Sir, he/him I'm 26 and into guys, masc leaning and unaligned non-binary people, as well as some GNC people and I'm aro-spec. I'm also poly. I'm exclusively an encourager and feeder and I'm looking for online chat, roleplay and maybe something more?
Send me asks if you think yourself worthy I’m happy to get scenarios, prompts, a little bit of roleplay or you just getting excited in my inbox
Kinks and Dynamics I like:
Feedism (obvs)
Slobification
Stuckage
Struggling/near-immobility
Immobility (under the right conditions)
Wheezing and panting (so much, top tier tbh)
Health play (but situational)
Death feedism (seeming more likely day by day but still not 100% on the dying part)
Humilation/Degradation for food/eating and obeying me aspects
Giving praise for gaining weight and how your body looks
Food addiction/begging for food
Torture and hurt/comfort, playing around with how dependant you are on me
Sadism
Predator/prey dynamic
Some kinda vamp-y stuff
Dom feeder/encourager
Dom worship
Corruption
Religious (cath0lic) iconography
Unhealthy weight gain
Junk food
Grazing through out the day
Large meals and stuffing
Appetite stimulants and weight gain powder mixed into ordinary food
Cooking and baking (not a kink, just my hobby lol)
Body Contrast
Weighing and measuring
Kinks and Dynamics I don't vibe with:
Inflation
Pregnancy
Piss/Scat
Farting
Force feeding
Funnelling (I just love watching a feedee get their hands dirty from greedy desperation too much)
C0n-n0n-c0n sex
Fat shaming
‘Destroying’ talk, I see what I do as transformation and creation; I love fat bodies and love giving people the body they desire
My slightly less extreme blog is @fallenangelfeeder which might be shadow banned as I can't search it or message people on it. I'm also getting phantom notes all the time over there. Feel free to send asks and messages to there though because I seem to still be able to receive DMs and asks currently. However if you do have issues but don't want to engage in death feedism but still want to chat here, just let me know, it's all cool.
Also see a rambling explaination of my thoughts on death feedism below
Under 18s or ageless blogs will blocked on sight, DO NOT INTERACT
I thought I wasn't into healthplay, death feedism and immobility until about a month ago, despite knowing I was into the more extreme end of feedism most of my life. Dunno how open I wanna be about it at the moment, I'm still exploring and finding my new limits. Thing is, I've been a carer (not feedism related but still 24/7) before and its tough work, harrowing at times. But I do like to be in control and take care of everything in a dynamic with someone, its just my nature. I think I'll feel different about watching someone struggle and eventually pass when its someone I'm sexually attracted to. The thing that's stopping me from going into an extreme or death feedist relationship at the moment is simply funds, I'd love to take care of someone fully and properly, for however long they can last, but it takes a lot of money, money I don't have currently. So for now I'd like to keep all death feedist stuff to encourager, rather than active feeder, but sending some money to death feedees if and when I can.
I think I'd like to keep my feedee mobile for as long as possible, for both our happiness and sakes but when the day comes, which I know its likely to with how extreme I like to push people, I'll be there to take care of you. The part I do love about immobility is that my feedee will be completely and utterly under my power, they can't do anything to escape the further fattening they once begged for. I've always loved stuff to do with breathing, the sound of panting, wheezing and gasping turns me on so quickly so I'll enjoy those aspects of health play but I'm still a little less certain on other bits. I love getting someone's heart racing but I'm not into heart attacks, again despite knowing its likely. I'm not turned on by health conditions and operations at all really but they aren't turn offs either, if that makes sense? I like symptoms but not actual health things. And then, the actual death part of death feedism. I think I like it in fantasy, roleplay and the like but irl? Not sure. But I can't stop thinking about creating something so beautiful, such a pinnacle of greed and gluttony that it has to be brief in this world. It such a beautiful poetic end to such a beautifully debauched life. To aid someone to die of such hedonism, for desire of pure pleasure and what I can give to them, its utterly beautiful.
#death feedist#death feedism#extreme feedism#death feeder#death feederism#queer feedism#queer feedist#queer encourager#queer feeder#gay feedism#gay feedist#gay feeder#gay encourager#wg#wg encouragement#intro post
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behold, A PINNED MESSAGE!!!
hallooo!! this blog is intended ONLY FOR PEOPLE 18+, if you are a minor you will BE EVAPORATED INSTANTANEOUSLY! welcome to my blog, im piper! im a silly transfem feedee/gainer and ill mostly be posting about feedism here! :D i have many interests outside of feedism tho, such as game & media design/analysis! my dms and asks are always open for anything! ranging from casual and friendly chummy chit chat or some more feedism/kink related stuff!
if you want to help me grow, reach out to me or help my gain:
$sockIRL on cashapp
@sockIRL on venmo
dm for paypal
you can expect to see my ever-growing tummy, and a complimentary pair of ever-growing boobers to go with it, maybe some of my interests! maybe some reblogs of stuff i find rlly hot or cute!!! im mostly here to show off my gains and maybe find some likeminded people with the shared goal of fattening me up!~
my main kinks are: feedism/weight gain, intox, hypnosis, nerdification, petplay and many more :3 basically just ask or search hard enough! and just bc im a kink blog, doesnt mean you get to treat me with less respect :p im still a person! ok! i think thats all, have fun scrolling <3
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Heya!! I’m dexter and this is my vore blog! i’m 22, and you can use he/she pronouns for me!
this blog is NOT sfw. i will not post anything explicit on this blog, but for me, vore is a kink! for this reason, i would EXTREMELY prefer if minors did not interact with this blog. if you are a minor and you interact with this blog, i will block you. i will also block you if you don't have an age in your bio/pinned.
(if you’re a nonsexual vore blog and you’re 18 or older and you wanna interact go for it man)
more details about my vore preferences below the cut (not necessary to read):
for my preferences with vore, i will say that Generally, the “tamer” and less exaggerated artwork is, the more i will like it. i’m really not a huge fan of stomachs being drawn super big or anything like that. in line with that, i vastly prefer micro stuff over same/larger size stuff. i Really don’t like stuff that is explicit or too sexual. i am a sex-repulsed asexual person. (how does that work if i still enjoy it as a kink? i have no idea! it's complicated!)
i almost always prefer soft vore! i like both willing and unwilling vore. i usually prefer safe vore over fatal vore, but it can depend
i don't enjoy discussing how vore is sexual for me so i'm probably not going to talk about it much beyond what was necessary to communicate in this post. if i interact with you, rest assured that i will not make weird or sexual comments in your direction. that would be gross
if you recognize my artstyle or my designs or my vibe i'd prefer that you don't point out what the account you recognize me from is! i'd really like to keep this blog on the private side.
more preference stuff:
this is cool for me/i like this
- soft vore
- safe vore
- willing vore
- unwilling vore
- endosoma
- micro
- stuffing
iffy/it depends
- hard vore/gore
- fatal vore
- digestion (fade to black only)
- weight gain (if it's very mild)
- inflation (if it's very mild)
- burping (if it's very mild)
this isn’t cool for me/i hate this
- same/similar size
- graphic/melty digestion
- weight gain (extreme)
- inflation (extreme)
- full tour
- irl vore
- explicit content
that’s about it! if i think of more stuff to add then i’ll add it
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hi! welcome to my blog :)
al / xeno | they/them | 21+ | agender
[icon credit ; kMIKEj on deviantart] previous blogs were @yourlocalxenomorph (2014-2023) and @yourlocalxenomorph2 (2023-2024). the first one was terminated for a misunderstanding that staff never properly or respectfully addressed, and the second was terminated because i spoke up about the transmisogynistic moderation and ownership on this website.
if we are mutuals please tag #parent death or #parental death
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i don't block minors; this blog is more or less sfw and i don't post or reblog anything explicit. anything regarding sex is typically tagged with #sex talk or #suggestive.
if you'd like me to tag certain subjects, please shoot me an ask or a DM and i will do my best to tag it :)
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DNI - zionists, antisemites, TERFs/SWERFs/radfems, nazis, proship/pedo/zoo/"radqueers", ace/aro exclusionists, or any other variety of bigot. fuck off
arthropod/invertebrate/bug haters also dni. we love and respect bugs here. yes, even the annoying ones. even the scary ones. even the ones that inadvertently carry diseases. nature is morally neutral.
if you unironically, genuinely, and/or proudly call yourself "problematic", go away. and seek professional help, perhaps.
pro-ai / ai users / ai engineers and crypto/nft enthusiasts can go rot in a grave. [specifically generative ai, the kind used for generating images, text, and audio] you are contributing to the enshittification of the internet and the exploitation of artists, not to mention the environmental impacts of what you're doing.
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#xenospeak - personal / original posts
#xenostuff - original works / my art / other creative endeavors
#boo kitty - pictures of and posts about my cat
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@localxenospores - sideblog dedicated to Spore (2008). mostly original spore creations, please check it out :)
@yourlocalxenocs - sideblog dedicated to my OCs (wip)
@/notpublicyet - sideblog for speculative biology and worldbuilding
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one last DNI (tw / nsfw)
people with rape/"""cnc""", incest, and ageplay "kinks": the world would be a better and safer place without you in it and your willingness to commit that kind of violence against your partner(s) is an enormous red flag. it is not safe, sane, or consensual. get help.
additionally, if you refer to rape as "noncon" or "nonconsensual sex", you're a walking box of red flags. call it what it is and stop trying to sugarcoat it.
if you defend people with these "kinks", also fuck off. zero tolerance policy. go rot.
people who engage in raceplay: you're just a racist. getting off to it sexually doesn't somehow make it any better. go fuck yourselves.
feeders/feedees/weight gain fetishists/people who otherwise get off to disordered eating: block me. go away.
objectum: don't take it personally but i will probably softblock you because the whole thing makes me insanely uncomfortable
#tags for navigation ->#xenospeak#xenostuff#xenovibes#boo kitty#artworks#azurion#paleo#inspiration refs and such
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worried anon here again, but off anon this time bc fuck it, and also if we can’t be open about shit on our kink blogs, where can we??? 💜
I’ve felt and seen how seductive an ED can be; besides my own history of disordered eating and dysmorphia, the love of my life struggles with pretty serious anorexia, and it kills me to watch her be drawn back in again and again by this terrible thing that our culture only perpetuates, even now that she’s years into recovery. When she was at her worst, when she had almost convinced herself that the ED was “working,” she was so miserable and exhausted and listless and angry all the time, and she still hated her body to the point of suicidality. The weight she lost didn’t fix any of it, but it did make her incredibly hard to be around and made her life feel so small that she didn’t want to live it anymore. It makes me sick that the world we live in would rather we hurt and hate ourselves over and over again, systematically denying ourselves the nutrients we need to live, in order to make us think we’re doing right by our bodies and that people will think we’re beautiful. I’m sure you’ve heard all this kind of thing before, just as my fiancée has, from therapists and partners and friends and family and doctors, but I know from my experience that it’s easier to actually start to hear it when you’re not also exposing yourself to pro-ED voices. When I was in high school and at my most mentally ill, I had a whole secret blog where I posted and reblogged self-harm content, so I genuinely do get how that can make you feel less alone. When you’re at your lowest, the most important thing is to not isolate yourself, even if that means you’re in some darker online spaces. Obviously you can and should like whatever posts you want on here, and me and your other followers can easily protect ourselves by blocking pro-ana tags — I guess I just wanted you to know that someone who doesn’t even know you is genuinely worried about you, and hates to see you unable to see how beautiful and valuable you are.
I get the relapsing stuff too; I hadn’t restricted in almost 10 years, but then last December I went through some major life/career/medication changes and gained like 30 lbs in a couple of months, and all the ED and SH voices came right back. The best things I’ve done for myself since then are the simple ones: 1) remind myself that if it was my fiancée feeling this way I would be endlessly telling her how beautiful she is, 2) try to remember that gaining weight isn’t a moral or health failure and is actually a natural part of getting older, and 3) buy myself some cute new underwear and comfy new pants so I didn’t feel horrible every time I tried to get dressed for the day. It’s taken months, and in the mean time I got a new job, this weird old kink of mine resurfaced (possibly as a coping mechanism? idk man, the human brain is wild), and I yanked myself back into a healthier relationship with food and mirrors, but it was and continues to be fucking HARD.
Long story not-so-short, I am really proud of you for making it this far. I am proud of you for being here, and I am proud of every time you push back against those voices, alluring as they might be. Recovery is the toughest, weirdest thing, but it is so worth it. I hope your husband is loving on you lots, I hope you had a wonderful Halloween looking adorable in your Violet costume, and I hope you’ll reach out if you ever need someone to talk to. I’m leaving this as an ask bc I don’t wanna risk making you feel uncomfortable, but feel free to DM me instead of posting/answering it publicly if you’d rather.
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Hello Not So Anon Anymore,
I appreciate you reaching out again and for sharing some of your and your fiancee's stories. One thing I find helpful is hearing about other people's experiences, even if it's not ED related. Hearing how someone has fought and struggled and conquered is good inspiration that maybe not all is lost.
To be honest, I was taken aback by your first ask. When I started reading I was like this person is leaving a compliment, which took a left turn. Not a bad left turn, just an unexpected one. It made me face what I had been doing and it was a good example of how personal struggles don't only affect you.
Oof, I totally understand that crankiness and feeling irritated. I've snapped at people when not meaning to. When you've got a constant stream of thoughts bombarding you it can be easy to lose it, not that it's okay to do so.
Like you said isolation is no bueno. Thinking about my relapse, I did isolate. I'd think maybe I can reach out to a friend, but then I'd stop myself. They've got a lot going on and it always seems like something is wrong when I connect with them, how annoying of me, what a burden. I noticed that no one reached out to me. Not that I was expecting anyone to reach out, but usually friendships go both ways. Both people contact each other and no one did. My ED was like "see, they don't even like you." And that only made the isolation worse.
I also didn't talk to my husband because he had a lot going on and I didn't want to him to try to impede my "progress." Of course I finally told him after several months. He was upset because I wasn't talking to anyone about it, and I don't blame him for feeling that way. Who wouldn't want their significant other to be healthy?
The interesting thing is I was big and I was experiencing symptoms that someone would assume an underweight person faced. I was lightheaded a lot. There were times I wasn't near anything to hold on to so I would crouch to the floor. (I even had a dream of it happening out in public. Tried to will myself to keep walking, but eventually crouched down because I didn't want to fall.) I've never been that lightheaded ever, but I didn't lose much weight when I was younger which is why I never experienced that before. I was scared that my symptoms were increasing in frequency, but at the same time it was a sign that it was "working." I eventually fainted one night. I've never fainted and it was so scary. I didn't even know I had fainted when I first woke up. I literally thought I had somehow fallen out of bed. My memory came back quickly and I couldn't believe I had fainted. Me, overweight, had fainted? I always associated that with those who were underweight, who were actually sick, who actually looked the part of an anorexic. But something that the general population don't seem understand is that it doesn't matter your weight or size - EDs don't discriminate. Starving is starving, regardless of size the body needs energy and when you deplete it the body will respond like a car without gas. It will breakdown.
Also, I totally agree that paying more attention to the bloating and such is a coping mechanism. In a way I think I'm trying to beat "it" first. Like making fun of myself first before someone else can. Making myself big before recovery or my lipedema can. I wish this wasn't such a mind fuck.
I really appreciate your kind words of encouragement. Being vulnerable is challenging and it's brave you decided to not be Anon this time. And same - reach out to talk, even if you'd like to unpack what's going on with your fiancee. I really hope everything works out for you both. 💙
Thanks again.
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I don't really know anything about these characters and I'm new here, so I'm sorry if this has been explained somewhere before !
But I wondered how did this weight gain thing come about? Specifically for you, I mean. What sparked this idea for them?
Love your art 💕
thank you💗
I suppose it came about because I am into it of course and in my opinion the kink itself has many interesting dynamics to explore in fiction but I’m not someone that applies it very freely. like I need wg to actually suit a ship or a character nd also make sense tbh
so with that being said the reason why it works well for them is because Cas is a character that is very vain and that values his looks a bit too much. He doesn’t really have a lot of things that are a taboo to him, like he’s been involved in about every horrendous act of violence or fetish you could imagine due to his incubus past so there’s not a lot of things he would even see as wrong besides well… anything regarding his appearance, that’s the one thing he’d never allow himself to “indulge” in. The opposite of that however is Gortash, who, to me, just honestly does not give a fuck about his appearance because he controls the public opinion of himself anyways, so Cas lives out this personal taboo through Gortash while staying perfect as he wants to. On top of that you have Cas, who is a devil tainted by the abyss which is why he has a much more destructive nature than usual. He very much naturally craves ruining people and bringing torture and pain, so this started as a thing to just kinda fuck Gortash up without major damage but it turned into more than that since Cas, as he slowly got attached to him, also wanted a lot of control over him due to jealousy nd possessiveness so he just kept making him gain weight as a way to kinda…. leave a mark on him nd make him more dependent on him and also less desirable to anyone else😖
though I suppose to very plainly and stupidly answer what sparked the idea 4 me in the first place.... Cas was always written as a very jealous and overly possessesive character that wants to be above everyone so I just kinda went "you know what. he WOULD fatten up Gortash just to keep him to himself and to feel superior but then also be weirdly into it. and Gortash would let it happen because he doesn't really care about the repercussions and as a way to show his devotion". I suppose it just kinda happened along the lines the more I fleshed them out🙏 (I did talk about this part of their whole dynamic often here on my side blog in more detail though if u wanna know anything else that I might have explained better back then)
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(Girl blogging a bit)
i never really had the 13 year old ana phase, cuz when i started highschool (here at 11) i was really chubby but cuz i finally went school myself i joined all the sports clubs and started eating less just cuz it meant i could play games after school and clubs quicker. I lost a lot of weight and people kept commenting about it, I was the sporty kid with high grades, maybe not the it girl but the class rep, things were great till covid hit pretty much and i gained everything back, then i got into a toxic ass relationship for 2 years, and he had some funky kinks and kept feeding me all the time. i got to 100kg, we broke up and i went down to 82kg. then we get back together and i go to 87. we are done for good now, im back to 82 already, feeling good about myself. this is my year to shine
#ed without the sheeran#ed no sheeran#ana tricks#st4rv1ng#tw thinspi#ed behaviour tw#ana0rex1a#i will reach my ugw#anorexcya#ed dairy
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Since it’s Appreciation Time; your blog is a goldmine.
I’ve always liked feeding and weight gain stuff cuz the people involved always seem so happy about the extra weight instead of [insert various Comments™️ that the average chubby person receives], plus the caretaking aspect of it, but there are not many silm fics for it, and even less fanart of elves not being fishsticks (all bodies types are great but the lack of variety can be a tad underwhelming).
So with all that said, stumbling upon ur blog was a great moment and I love every chubby elf u draw, from imperial Caranthir to training Finrod to Indis & Nerdanel with all their elflings.
Awesome blog.
-TeratoTomato
Oh my GOD you guys I'm in TEARS you are so sweet 😭😭😭
I come from a very judgemental background, it's a miracle i avoided criticism for what I do/what I like🌚
This is like my #1 kink, but honestly, there are many more reasons I love drawing the elves chubby, like there's no one?? Else?? Doing it?? Maybe like 1.5 people? (and I love them for it)
But also representation??? Where???
Nothing is said about elves not being able to gain weight in canon, only that they are very fair, but fat people??? Can be??? Fair???
And again, I'm not telling people how to draw their elves, I love all art, it's just how *I* enjoy drawing them 😌✨
I am not very good with writing though (English is not my 1st), otherwise I'd try fics too
Thank you so much for your sweet words 💖💖
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Mermay 2024 D17 - Anime
well L, lets not underplay how much of a fucking chubby chaser and feeder Kira clearly is too
in his endless pursuit of proof that Light is Kira, L has found a way to irrefutably prove the man's guilt; through a discreet and thorough search of Light's habitual internet searches, the detective found a particular site that was sparsely visited but that was still most telling about the young man's guilty pleasures.
FattyManTitties . com was a subscription based website like any other where a person would host their own blog and others would be able to comment on their photos, except it was specifically a gay site for fat men and men who were into fat men. Which apparently, Light was one of them.
This must have been the reason why he'd have so nonchalantly read a girl centered nudey magazine (seriously, he read it like he'd been reading a furniture catalogue! Even L knew fake desire when he saw it). So, the detective created a new experiment and put it to the test.
The results were almost immediately noticeable. L gained weight at an increased pace, his normal attire struggling to hold the tidalwave of soft skinned belly and chubby tits until it was impossible to hold them back, allowing everyone on the taskforce to get a perfect view of the greatest detective's fatness.
Including Light Yagami, who found himself becoming more and more infatuated with his coworker the more weight he put on. Worst of all, he was becoming clumsier with his plans! All because of L's new stupid sexy body! He couldn't let himself be defeated, much less by a sexy lardass!
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I've weathered many a fandom, and something I noticed about OFMD is that--while I've seen damn near every kink under the sun take off with the fans--there isn't a lot of feedist/weight gain/belly kink arts/fic. And I wonder if it's because OFMD already features multiple sexy fat characters, all of whom are allowed to be richly complex and human?
At first I'd thought it would be the opposite, show with multiple fat characters overflowing with belly kink fan work. But then I looked back on the fandoms I've been in, and feedism content seemed to show up more if there weren't a lot or any fat characters, and what fat characters were around were just one note and not allowed to be their own person.
Reminds me of how, in stories not featuring a lot of queer people, fans chomp at the bit to headcanon canonically cishet characters as some flavor of queer.
Like if there's *lack* of representation fans will compensate, whether it's headcanoning a straight character as gay or having a canon thin character gain a bunch of weight. But in stoires like in OFMD, there's less likelihood of fans trying to make up for a lack of rep *because* there's no lack. The rep is there and it's good.
Or maybe I'm just totally off base. I've def rambled on in your ask box, that's for sure
To be honest I don't quite relate to what you mean because to me OFMD is the only fandom I've felt like I've been a part of a community of feedists in, haha. Forgive me if you weren't saying this and I've read it wrong, but I think you're saying there's not much belly kink content for OFMD?? I often think about how I'm fascinated by the fact that, in my eyes, belly kink content took off in this fandom. Although you're right that there's not that much art out there except for my own, haha. I have seen other people draw like, fat Izzy and stuff, but mostly on commission. I don't know if I can find those links rn but I'll look around later on and maybe reblog this post.
I know I don't get a lot of interaction on this blog and my fics aren't THAT popular but between the discord server and the fact I don't have much experience with getting attention in larger fandoms but there's been a fair amount of engagement with my feedism fics in this fandom AND I've read a lot of belly fic in this fandom, it seems to me like belly kink is fairly accepted here?
There's also just a general appreciation for the softness of bodies in fic in this fandom, I tend to find. It's more common than in other fandoms for non-belly kink fic to mention soft bellies. Well, it's no Good Omens fandom, where the belly stuff is sorta almost taken as a given and it's borderline kink and goes untagged sometimes too it's so inherent to the main pairing, but the OFMD fandom certainly has an appreciation for softness of the body types of the middle-aged main pairing.
I don't know exactly what other fandoms you're referencing, maybe big fandoms that just inherently have bigger sample sizes for people of all different kinks, but OFMD seems pretty full of belly stuff to me? And a lot more of it seems really loving and comes with plot and character study than I've sometimes seen in other fandoms where there's nothing but the belly stuff in the belly content, to a point it almost seems, for lack of a better word, dehumanising? Or, lacks romance, anyway. Most of the belly stuff I encounter in OFMD is very horny but also has a sweetness to it, or like, comes along with fairly common and enticing fanfic plots, maybe even some angst, just overall a lot of heart and a lot of dimension.
You'll find the majority of feedist-themed OFMD fic under this and that search, I think. I'm sure you didn't need any help with this but I really do think there's a fair amount of it out there. I'm also friends with people who are often working on more of it at any given time.
I know what you mean about the compensation thing though. Like, I reckon when it comes to the ratio of feedist fic to normal fic, there's probably not as much in the Sherlock fandom, but there's more numerically, I think. And it's not at all a fandom you'd guess from the canon would have any belly content in it. I think it makes more sense in Supernatural because there's a lot more food and eating in the canon there, but then you've also got characters who just never seem to gain any weight, and yeah, like. That can drive people a bit nuts. I can't quite think of other examples now but feel free to let me know. Still, I don't think, when you think about the fact there's a lot less fic for OFMD overall (especially because it's existed for a lot less time!!! these other fandoms have been producing content and active for years!) then there's actually quite a bit of belly fic. There really could be more art tho tbh... I am talking to a Void here lmaooo...
#asks#upon reflection maybe it's because you don't read izzy content? that could significantly remove a lot of the belly fic from your radar.#sorry i cannot relate i am a huge izzy lover
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Fav. Kinks other than pregnancy?
Mostly it's a constellation of related changes-- belly expansion, weight gain, breast expansion and lactation. There's a power dynamic element sometimes, so teasing is pretty effective, and this is where pregnancy intersects with it all-- it's inevitably going to lead to all of the above.
Aside from that, and not really related to this little blog, sometimes I've been into gender transformation. For me, this has always been positive and healing, so it's difficult for me to find the sort of things I like here when a lot of the conversation out there is shame-based. Oddly enough (or not) this content became less compelling for me when I came to grips with my non-binary nature, not more.
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Introduction post <3
Hi, you can call me Chublov or Lov! I'm nonbinary and I use they/them pronouns.
This is a feedism-centered blog of a kink writer.
This is an 18+ kink blog! Do not interact with this blog if you are under 18!
If you are a harmful bigoted cunt in any way - I want nothing to do with you either and I hope you have a terrible life!
Last but not least, please remember that this is all based in consensual fantasy.
Having said that, let's get to the fun stuff c:
What to expect from this blog?
Kink fic behind-the-scenes & process content. Primarely queer feedism-focused!
Kink rambling & kink discovery chat, etc.
Occasional kink headcanons (mostly g3nsh1n 1mp4ct, since that's my main fandom and that's what I usually write on my Ao3)
More to be added <3
Fuller bio?
Chublov or Lov | they/them | NB | AroAce spec, don't care about labels that much though | a switch in every way you can think of
Not interested in having romantic partner/s
Ao3: danganchublov
Kinks?
Feedism! The dearest to me kink. I just want people to be confident and happy, and I think they look very good if they're gaining weight alongside all that. I'm just an all around feedist, enjoying all parts of it <3
In fiction I avoid non-con and most types of dub-con. I usually write my dub-con fantasies myself because I don't trust everyone with their intentions.
Here's a list of all the things I enjoy!
Weight gain, stuffing, clothes malfunction & tight clothes, funnel feeding, hand feeding, gluttony/greed, bondage, body worship (belly rubs, etc.), burps & hiccups, corruption, loss of mobility, immobility (fantasy, roleplay), before & after, slight slob, inflation (water, cum), pregnancy/some hyperpreg, lactation & milking, mommy kink, dumbfication, all sorts of expansion, sub/dom stuff (especially bratting & dom bottoms), some leather, some piss kink (focus on holding it in), petplay, some hucow, finally all sorts of belly kinks more or less. Not the biggest fan of vore and tf but there are some types that I like on occassion. Knotting if I'm in the mood.
I'm also a furry, so all this stuff applies to humans and anthro characters. Consent is key; I never write about individuals below the age of consent. I stick to writing NSFW with 18+ characters.
I like to explore other stuff, especially if it's connected to some kind of belly kink!
Definitely NOT into...
Death feedism, medical kink, non-con, ageplay, detrans stuff
(list to be updated)
Don't request fics with these topics. Don't discuss them with me either!
Questions/asks?
I'm down to answer any kink (or not) related questions and asks, as long as they're somewhat respectful! Reminder that I'm just a person who writes porn and that's really it. Just apply general reason and we'll be good.
Feel free to throw any feedism stuff asks my way, this is what I got this blog for lmao
Also I may open Tumblr-exclusive drabble requests in the future, so stay tuned for that!
See you guys around <3
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Welcome to my Kinkblr!
Kinks You'll Find Here:
Stuffing
Stomachaches
Belly rubs
Tummy noises
Burping
Liquid bloats
Soft feedism
Mild weight gain/fat admiration
Kinks You Won't Find Here:
Scat/Eprocto
Pregnancy/Breeding
Nonconsensual force feeding
My Writing
I cycle sporadically between various WIPs, mostly about original characters. On the happy occasion I actually finish a story, I usually post it to my Pillowfort and AO3 and share links here.
Speaking of Pillowfort…
I can't recommend Pillowfort.social enough if you're in the market for an independent, user-funded, NSFW-welcoming social media site. They just came out with a rolling wait list a la AO3, but if you don't wanna wait, you can send me an ask off anon or message me for an account key. 🗝️
My Sideblogs
t-kiss is my sideblog project for tummy kink self-ship; check it out if that's your jam and maybe submit something for you and your F/Os!
unconventionalselfships is my personal t-kiss blog for gushing about my obscure F/Os.
unconventionalafterdark is where I put steamier content and real-life kink. (Basically it's a catch-all for anything that feels like "too much" for my main blog. 😅)
Current Projects (indexes coming soon!)
Whiskey And Ice Cream/WAIC: An ongoing series of self-indulgent stories centered around charming sugar daddy feeder Dustin, his adorable sugar baby-turned-boyfriend feedee Adam, and their glamorous feeder FWB Angel.
A Meeting of Minds/AMOM (WIP): A plotty kink series exploring my original urban fantasy universe and the queerplatonic found family that inhabits it. If you like the fantastic stories by @ginger-and-mint and @tiny-loves-rubs then this will be right up your alley.
The Tummy Date, aka Dirk & Vanessa (WIP): An experimental story of intentional kink that started out as a love letter to my favorite fic of the same name on StomachacheCafe (may it rest in peace). I love the OCs that came from it enough that I'll probably end up writing more for them. Set in the same universe as WAIC.
Wild Mountain Honey (WIP): More self-indulgent goodness centered around a bear shifter named Orson, the small mountain town he calls home, and his love interest Jia, a burnt out big city lawyer who's inexplicably attracted to Orson's big appetite. This is still in its early development stages, but the eventual goal is more or less kinky supernatural romance meets Hallmark movie. Set in the same universe as AMOM.
Kinky Blorbo Micro Manifestos
Ask me about any of these if you want exuberant infodumps and hyperspecific headcanons. Pretty much all of these have at least one back-burner plot bunny attached to them.
John Pope and Sara from Falling Skies: Pope is my blorbo to end all blorbos, the bright star on my horizon, my #1 t-kiss F/O. Sara is his kick-ass girlfriend, one of my favorite female characters ever, and someone I'm working up the courage to also make my t-kiss F/O. He's a trigger-happy berserker who's also a chef and eats more times on-camera than anyone else on the show, she's a plucky former graphic designer who asked him for Pringles at gunpoint—need I say more?
Nick Burkhardt and Sean Renard from Grimm (TV): The stars of the first kinky fanfic I ever felt brave enough to actually post online (which I will continue Someday™). I low-key ship them and Adalind in a kinky OT3. Sean x Cheesecake 4ever (based on an outtake that would've been memed in a larger fandom).
Pete Latimer and Myka Bering from Warehouse 13: This show is best known for its amazing and tragically non-canon femslash ship, Bering and Wells, but y'all, we are sleeping on Pete. He had as much kinky canon material (proportionally at least) as a certain gruff-voiced monster-hunter, right down to a signature favorite dessert, and he may have his flaws but his masculinity is a hell of a lot healthier overall. Meanwhile, Myka is a canonical stress eater with a canonical sweet tooth and a canonical best friend/partner (Pete) who's always trying to get her to relax. Pyka was queerplatonic and I will die on that hill.
Batman/Bruce Wayne and Catwoman/Selina Kyle from Batman: The Animated Series: I've had a long-time crush on TAS Batman, and tummying him is the inevitable result of that. It's practically canon that BatCat is some flavor of kinky, so Selina talking Bruce into self-care via feedism doesn't seem like much of a stretch to me. I'm also 100% down for kinky WonderBat and/or WonderBatCat.
The Leverage OT3 (Eliot Spencer, Alec Hardison, and Parker): I'm still working my way past season one, but I have already made it my life's sidequest to believably tummy these three in various ways. Eliot's a hobbyist chef in desperate need of R&R, Hardison's hacker snacking provides endless windows of opportunity, and Parker has a major sweet tooth and zero inhibitions.
Flip from Slumberland (2022): Y'all. Y'all. I am feral over this man. A goofy outlaw and reluctant father played by Jason Momoa with fangs and a clingy T-shirt who carries snacks in his pockets and spends half the movie touching his belly is illegally tailored to my interests. Also the movie was hilarious and adorable and gave me feels and you should watch it.
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