#g od PLEASE help

[awkward-walking-potato]

Just looking through some of your work and MA'AM. Not to be a straight woman, but oh m y god ohm yg od oh my g od-

So prompt: Logan is pretty good at casual possessive gestures. I wanna read a reaction to reader's possessive gestures towards him.

I'm thinking hand on thigh, hand on waist, staring, putting space between someone else and him, sky's the limit

You could make it a 5+1 format (I am a sucker for those)

Five Times You Were Possessive of Logan, and the One Time He Was Possessive of You

1. Hand on His Thigh

The first time it happens, it’s completely unplanned. You’re at the bar, sitting next to Logan as the two of you chat with some friends. He’s his usual stoic self, gruff but present, the warmth of his body a comforting presence next to you. As the conversation continues, you notice someone across the room eyeing Logan with more interest than you’re comfortable with.

Without thinking, your hand moves to rest on his thigh under the table. The action is instinctive, a way to ground yourself and subtly remind whoever’s watching that Logan isn’t available. The moment your fingers curl around the muscle of his leg, you feel him tense ever so slightly, the briefest hitch in his breath. He doesn’t say anything, just glances down at your hand before looking back at you with a raised eyebrow.

You offer him a small, almost shy smile, as if to say, This okay?

Logan’s lips twitch into the barest hint of a smirk, and his large, rough hand covers yours, giving it a gentle squeeze. He doesn’t move your hand away, doesn’t ask any questions. But there’s a look in his eyes that’s both amused and a little bit surprised, like he’s pleased with your boldness.

He leans in close, his voice low in your ear. “You don’t gotta worry, darlin’. I ain’t goin’ anywhere.”

2. Hand on His Waist

The next time it happens, it’s at a crowded event. Some kind of gathering at Xavier’s that’s brought in mutants and allies from all over. You and Logan have been mingling for a while, but the room is packed, and you find yourself getting separated from him as people move between you.

You spot him across the room, chatting with Jean and Scott, and feel an inexplicable urge to be close to him. Navigating through the crowd, you slip between the bodies until you reach his side, where you slide your hand around his waist, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.

Logan stiffens slightly, glancing down at you with an unreadable expression. For a second, you worry that you’ve overstepped, but then his arm slides around your shoulders, pulling you close against his side. He continues the conversation without missing a beat, but you notice the subtle way he shifts his stance, positioning himself just a bit more protectively between you and the crowd.

His hand lingers on your shoulder long after the conversation ends, thumb tracing idle circles against your skin.

3. Staring

It’s been a long day, and you’re sitting in the common room, watching Logan across the space. He’s talking with Ororo, something serious by the look on their faces. You know it’s important, that they’re discussing something related to the latest mission, but you can’t help the way your eyes linger on him.

He’s all rough edges and raw power, yet there’s something about him that’s magnetic, something that draws you in despite the gruff exterior. Maybe it’s the way he’s always so intensely himself, unapologetically so, or maybe it’s the way he looks at you when he thinks you’re not paying attention—like you’re the one thing in the world that makes sense to him.

You realize you’ve been staring when Ororo glances over at you and raises an eyebrow, a knowing smile playing on her lips. Logan follows her gaze and finds you looking right at him, your eyes soft, full of something you can’t quite name.

He tilts his head slightly, his gaze narrowing as if he’s trying to figure you out. For a moment, you think about looking away, but you don’t. You just keep staring, letting him see that he’s the only one in the room you care about.

Eventually, he huffs out a low chuckle, shaking his head before turning his attention back to Ororo. But he’s watching you out of the corner of his eye, and you can tell that he’s more focused on you than whatever they’re discussing.

4. Putting Space Between Him and Someone Else

It’s a lazy afternoon, the kind where everyone at the mansion is doing their own thing. You and Logan are sitting outside, enjoying the fresh air, when one of the younger mutants—someone new and a bit too eager—approaches him. They start talking, standing a little too close for your liking, and you can see the way Logan shifts uncomfortably.

Before you even realize what you’re doing, you’re on your feet and moving towards them. Sliding yourself between Logan and the newcomer, you offer them a friendly smile that doesn’t quite reach your eyes.

“Hey,” you say, cutting in smoothly. “Logan and I were just about to head out. Maybe you can catch him later?”

The newcomer looks a bit surprised, but they nod, glancing between you and Logan before backing off with a mumbled apology. You watch them leave, then turn to find Logan looking at you with an expression that’s both amused and impressed.

“Didn’t know you were the jealous type,” he teases, but there’s a warmth in his tone that tells you he doesn’t mind one bit.

You shrug, trying to play it off. “Just didn’t like the way they were crowding you.”

Logan’s smirk widens, and he reaches out to pull you close, his hands resting on your hips. “Gotta admit, I kinda like it when you get all protective.”

5. Hand on His Chest

The fifth time is more deliberate. You’re out on a mission, tensions running high as you and Logan work together to neutralize a threat. When it’s finally over, you’re both exhausted, adrenaline still coursing through your veins.

As the team regroups, one of the other mutants—someone who’s always been a bit too friendly with Logan—sidles up to him, laying a hand on his arm as they talk. You feel a sharp pang of something hot and possessive in your chest, and before you can second-guess yourself, you’re right there beside him.

You place your hand on his chest, feeling the solid muscle beneath your palm, and lean in closer than necessary. “You alright, Logan?” you ask, your voice laced with concern.

Logan’s eyes flicker with surprise, but then he smiles, his hand covering yours as he nods. “Yeah, I’m good,” he replies, his gaze never leaving yours.

The other mutant quickly excuses themselves, and Logan turns his full attention to you. “You know,” he says, his voice low, “I’m startin’ to think you don’t like sharin’.”

You give him a sly grin. “Maybe I don’t.”

Logan chuckles, a deep, rumbling sound that sends shivers down your spine. “Good,” he murmurs, pulling you even closer, his lips brushing against your temple. “’Cause I don’t either.”

Logan’s Turn

The one time Logan decides to return the favor, it catches you completely off guard.

You’re in the kitchen, chatting with Bobby as you wait for your coffee to brew. The conversation is light, filled with jokes and teasing banter. Bobby’s always been a bit of a flirt, but it’s harmless, and you’re laughing at something he’s said when Logan walks in.

Before you can even greet him, Logan is suddenly right behind you, his arm wrapping possessively around your waist, pulling you back against his chest. You can feel the solid heat of him, the way his grip is firm, almost claiming. He leans in, his lips brushing against your ear as he murmurs, “What’s so funny?”

Bobby’s eyes widen slightly as he takes in the scene, and you can see the flash of understanding in his expression. “Uh, nothing, man. Just talking.” Bobby backs away with a nervous chuckle, raising his hands in mock surrender. “I’ll, uh, catch you later.”

As Bobby quickly exits the kitchen, you turn to look up at Logan, still caught in his embrace. There’s a look in his eyes that’s both playful and intense, and you realize with a start that he’s the one feeling possessive now.

“Logan?” you ask, a bit breathless, your heart pounding in your chest.

He just grunts, the sound more of a satisfied hum than anything else, and his hand tightens on your waist. “Just didn’t like the way he was lookin’ at you,” he admits gruffly, but there’s a hint of vulnerability in his voice, like he’s not used to feeling this way.

A slow smile spreads across your face as you lean into him, your own hand finding its way to his chest, fingers tracing the familiar contours. “Guess we’re both a little possessive, huh?”

Logan huffs out a low laugh, his gaze softening as he looks down at you. “Yeah,” he agrees, his voice rumbling against your skin. “But I’m not complaining.”

You stand there together, wrapped up in each other, the world outside fading away as you both realize just how much you mean to one another. In that moment, it doesn’t matter who’s being possessive or why—what matters is that you belong to each other, and neither of you would have it any other way.

[poppy-metal]

desperately need patrick to talk me through taking his cock because i’d be such a baby about it hurting

sniffles. :(( encouraging bf!patrick talking you through it what if I collapse. rubbing your hips, gripping squeezing your ass as you sink down on it inch by inch - "so good, baby. fuck - you feel fucking amazing on my dick - look at you take me, shiiiiiit -" hearing how much you're affecting him just by letting more and more of him slip inside. makes you wet, makes you slick and opens you up to lower yourself and allow more of him to stretch you out. and you do look, right between your thighs, your puffy lips spread wide around his thick cock -

"oh. you're so b - big - " your hand shaking as you reach down to feel where he's splitting you apart. you can't believe he's even half way inside you - your hole had felt so impossibly small when he'd put his fingers there, his tongue- and yet you feel where he's forcing you apart - making space for himself - your cunt expanding for him - "oh g - od."

he's got a thumb on your clit, pulling back the hood to reveal the tubby little nub that throbs, hot and insistent. he rolls it, presses down on it and rush of wet slicks your pussy - you sink down another inch and you both moan. patrick is up on his elbows, watching - his other hand not on your clit slides under your thigh, he pushes it open more, nd that allows you to sink down even more -

"almost there, baby." he licks his bottom lip. he sounds proud - proud and turned on and fuck, if that doesn't make you wet - knowing how much your pussy is making him feel good. it doesn't feel amazing for you, yet, but just the knowledge that he likes your body so much, enough to flush his cheeks and blow out his pupils just watching where you take him inside you - that look on his face - you'd let him do whatever he wanted to you for that look being directed on you like it is now. "im almost all the way inside you."

you whimper - clench around what you already have inside and dig your nails into the meat of his shoulders. "you're inside me." you repeat, rock a little back and forth on his dick. feel that fullness - "m'so full of you, patrick - there's so much of you -"

your cunt is staring to tingle, when you rock back and forth and your clit bumps against his pelvis it sends little pulses through your pussy that feel warm and buzzy. so you start doing it more, humping him.

"s'that good for you? rubbin your little clit on me like that?" he asks, and you flush, realizing how much of your body had been acting ahead of your brain. but you can't stop - it's starting to feel really good, the friction of it - you nod your head, eyes going a little misty.

both of his hands grip your ass then, pulling at your cheeks and helping you rock back and forth on his cock, nudging your clit again and again with his pelvis - "m'not even all the way in and you're already gonna cum, huh?"

you shudder in his arms, little pussy spasming around him - "can't-- can't take the rest - s'too much - you're too big - hhhh - you do the rest."

"you want daddy to make you take it?"

your toes curl. you pulse around him - the start of your first orgasm cresting - "please -"

patricks gentle hands become a little more firm, rough and needy as he digs his heels into the mattress, grips your ass, and shoves you down the rest of the way onto his dick as you cum around him. leans forward to kiss you roughly as he starts bouncing you up and down on his lap, wrapping an arm around your back to manhandle you.

"that's it - oh, you feel so fucking good - keep coming f'r me - keep fucking coming on my cock with your little pussy - yeah -"

[vilebird]

BOTH TOO MUCH AND NOT ENOUGH

1) "I have been found wanting, Natalie thought; I have made myself unacceptable and am not worthy." - hangsaman, by shirley jackson

2) text: "meat must be beaten brutal into tenderness, that any body softens with violence, she grinds salt into the carcass, like a wound, a memory". image: a carcass of beef, cleaned, with the ribs on prominent display, painted in oils and rendered in thick strokes of red, orange, tan and white, on a plain dark red background. the text is cutouts on top, dark red text on light tan. - Family Portrait as Unfinished Meal, by Torrin A. Greathouse and Le Bœuf by Chaim Soutine. collage put together by @invisiblemonstrosity

3) a pale hand crushing ripe red strawberries, green leaves still attached, on a plain white background. - apparently by ouiloved on flickr, but they seem to have deleted.

4) bust photo of a tan person with a spotlight on them outside in the dark, head turned down, shoulder length messy wet black hair obscuring their face. their hand is raised to their chest and they are wearing a white tank top. fake blood is splattered and wiped around their chest and mouth. - i can't actually find this one all my attempts lead back to unsourced tumblr posts if you know where its from. help me

5: "You have no one who has any sort of consideration for you. You have had patience and endurance, and what have they done for you? Half-killed you." - carlyle’s house and other sketches, by virginia woolf

6: "try your whole life to be righteous and be good, wind up on your own floor, choking on blood" - sept 15th 1983, by the mountain goats

7: "such a waste of a girl, such rumination. i am obsessive. i contain nothing but the replay. i am blood and blood and replay. i am please don't go." - i put the coffin out to sea, by lisa marie basile

8: an image of a partially bald baby bird begging for food, drawn in the desaturated greens and black of a trailcam, on top, the text reads "i am asking you for something i need", on bottom, the text reads "why is it so hard to give it to me?" - trailcam baby, by @quezify

9: "was i raised without love? / or was i born unloveable?" - @psychwarded

10: "I, in my corner, with my monstrous needs." - As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh, susan sontag

11: "oh, i know that i'm not whole, and sometimes feel the flies swarming, like much of me is rotten." - roadkill ode, chad abushanab

12: a photo of a cut tree where much of the centre is rotted from fungus, accompanied by the text: "heart rot in pine. heart rot is the softening of a pine trees resinous heartwood, caused by an in-dwelling fungus. not all pines have it, but those that do make the excavation of a tree-hole next cavity easier for the red-cockaded woodpecker."

13: "rot made a home inside my body." - i know it's from "bloat" but cant find the authors name again. i think it starts with a c?

14: photo of an abandoned house in shades of brown and beige and orange, the walls are wet and scuffed and the drywall has been torn open in places, exposing the old lath. - abandoned, by @jaggedplains

15: photo of a mouldy strawberry, fading from bright red to grey-green fluff - Strawberry Gray Mold disease stock photo, by MediaProduction on gettyimages

16: "you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they're gonna find out" - tumblr post by @twoheadedfawnn

17: "we are meat, we are potential carcasses,' he once said. 'if i go into a butcher's shop i always think it is surprising that i wasn't there instead of the animal." - francis bacon

18: "you dangle on the leash of your own longing; your need grows teeth." - speeches for dr frankenstein, by margaret atwood

19: photo of a python hanging off a roof coiled around a black and white bird, poised to eat it - i heard some noise on the roof this morning, by candycane7 on reddit

20: "all that matters is that you want to hurt me. all that matters is that you want me." - when rome falls, by yves olade

21: "god told me i was forgiven and then he split me open" - god is made of hunger and i am made of dreams, by katie maria

22: "but this is not about love. once a pig is hung and cut straight, cut from rectum to neck, step inside her death like it is a room: that is how to touch her now. the lord said, you must not eat their meat or touch their carcasses. then came the end of the rib." - oh let's just be hogs, by gregory emilio

23: photo of a strawberry cut in half with its leaves attached. it is bright red, steel knife wet. the background is bright white and plain. - cut strawberry by liz west on flickr

24: photo of a handmade cloth sculpture of a dead autopsied pigeon, red zipper like an incision opening to its empty red interior, small cloth and thread organs arranged around it. - pandora: city pigeon, by jessica bartram

25: '"u need a therapist" actually i need to be euthanized' - tumblr post by deactivated user @122mg

[shrikebrother]

🎓 student--raskolnikov

i swear to god if my landlord gives me any more shit im going to kill someone

#shut up rodia #vent

🎓 student--raskolnikov

oh my god

🎓 student--raskolnikov

what the fuck. what the fuck what the fuck

#my sister is getting engaged to some fucking douchebag #why???? she doesnt even like him they dont have ANYTHING in common #i dont understand #it doesnt make any sense this isnt like her at all #apparently she & my mom have some fucking. plan to ''help'' me by convincing him to let me work at his law firm #this isnt fair. she shouldnt be tying herself to some asshole she barely knows just for my sake #im not going to let this happen i cant have this happen #what kind of brother would i be to let this happen to her #god fuck you dunia why do you have to love me so much #fuck #i feel so guilty i dont know what to do #shut up rodia #vent

🎓 student--raskolnikov

ok u know what im gonna go on a walk i need to. calm down.

#shut up rodia

🎓 student--raskolnikov

??? theres a. drunk girl on the street. god she looks like 15 years old & some dude is perving on her. im gonna get him to fuck off

🎓 student--raskolnikov

a police officer got the guy to leave her alone & i even gave him money to get her a cab. why the fuck did i do that. i dont even care anymore. nothing matters. i hope everyone dies

#im such a shitty person just giving out money #my mom is taking that out her goddamn pention #shut up rodia #vent

🎓 student--rasknolnikov

ok uh. just as a hypothetical. if there was like. someone who took advantage of ppl & everyone hated would it be morally good to kill them

#i mean like . if society would be better off without them it shouldnt be a problem right #shut up rodia #rb for larger sample size please

🧹 lizavetaaaa

whhat the hell oh mmy god oh ny g;od

🧹 lizavetaaaa

my half sisster got fucickcing mur

💔 sadgirlsonia

liza ? what were u going to say ??? are u ok bestie???

#u havent replied to my dms pls im worried

[dietmountaindewbae]

Can you do Stockholm syndrome with alex please? (any Alex era) 🙈

xvi. velvet crowbar

alex turner x reader

requested by anonymous

word count: 10k

summary: Would you rather be missed or missing? On a dark night, you walked lonely and cold, contemplating your life, and you thought it was like a flower slowly rotting dry, and dead, no one could stop it, until (2014) Alex saves you in the most unusual way you fall in love with a dying man.

warnings: ch*king, sp*tting, age gap, vi*lence, degrad*tion, bru*ses, bl*od, m*rder, kn*fe play, g*ns, dr*gs, ga*ging, mentions of sub*stance abuse and su*cide.

song recommendation: velvet crowbar by lizzy grant

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*⋆ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*⋆ 

Silent, and still was the night, a lonely and dark walk to get to your house awaited you, you didn't mind the silence, it's been a while since you heard that in this city, muffled were the sounds of the cars that drove down the high way, you wrapped your arms together, hoping that any drunk man would drive down the sidewalk and act as if they own you but it wouldn't be the first time some prick chased you down, inviting you in, you prayed nothing like that happened, you thought it was way worse than your father finding out you sneaked out, or the other times you did.

You spotted a dark and relucent limousine parked on the same sketchy alley you had to walk thru to get to your house sooner, you thought it was an odd place to be, maybe someone abandoned it there, or it simply belonged to the chauffeur, either way, you speeded your way down the alley, then out of nowhere you felt a wave of shivers enveloping your whole body when you heard a loud tut, you turned around a strange magnetism to the car took over you, it was silent before you could take another step, then you heard muffled shouting, it horrified you, your mind told you to walk but you stayed put, scared to death and frozen.

You heard a man shouting again, more reluctant this time, you heard his whipping, and the gasping for air, you felt his anger, and how furious he felt, you ran back to the car, and knocked on the window, but he was silent, and the man murmured something you didn't understand.

The windows of the car slowly unraveled the man, his forehead bleeding each time he screamed, his eyes blood red shoot, his cheeks burned, drenched in sweat and blood all over his suit, he was frightened for himself, for his life, his eyes turned side to side, he kept yelling, you didn't know what to do, you knew you had to help him, suddenly he quiets down when he saw someone walking from the shadows, quickly you tried to unlock the door, and he dropped to the floor, you dragged him across the floor, he yelled in pain, you saw he had a knife stuck on his leg pouring more blood on the street, the shadow man ran your way while the other man kept yelling "run! run!" to you, finally the shadows caught up to you as you ran away as far as possible, he wrapped his arms around you, covering your mouth, he backed you up against the wall.

"If you scream, I swear that I will stick this down your throat..." A knife pressed against your neck, "Understood?" His eyes, they were on fire.

"I do..." You managed to say, he dropped you back to the ground putting the knife inside his pocket and taking out a gun from the inside of his coat, his arm wrapped around your shoulders while he points it against your waist

"If you try to run, scream... you understand what's gunna happen to you, right darlin'?" You nodded, "Good, good..." He whispered, "Now move your pretty legs" He dragged you back to the alley, the man laying on the floor unconscious, you prayed over and over it didn't turn out to be you, the door swung open, and he pushed your body inside the car and shut the door, you took a last glance at those vibrant green eyes of the man, they cried for mercy.

He gave out his final yells, he was like an animal, and the shadows were the hunters, you heard the last bang of his gun, silence. The shadows dragged his body to the trunk, and he shut it harshly, he went to the driver's seat and made a call, "It's done... this is the last warnin' I'm taking it all," He said, he glanced at you thru the rare view, you shut your eyes tightly, not being able to face the reality that you might not get out, that you might not escape he could kill you, you felt tears running down your cheeks and your nose swelling up, you were panting, needy for air, your heart was racing for the commotion, your eyes began to close, your body giving out on the blood-stained leather seats.

Your eyes slowly opened up, the lights were so shiny you couldn't see properly where you were, you began to feel unsteady looking for a way to escape, you were in somebody's bedroom thankfully you still had the same clothes as yesterday but there was blood splashed all over your jeans and your top, you jumped out of the bed, quietly looking for a widow or door to scape, you glanced to your right, they had a balcony in the room, you shut the door and locked it, putting a small shelf to be safer, and you opened the balcony, putting your legs over the railing.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you," You froze, and you glanced at him, it was the same man from yesterday, you vividly remembered his thick British accent, "You obviously don't remember what I told you yesterday, right darlin'?" You jumped back inside, shutting the balcony door, hiding inside the closet, he unlocked your door and kept pushing until he managed to open the door, you saw everything thru the crack of the closet's doors, "We're gonna play hide and seek, aren't we?" He announced, "I'll count to three, and if by then you're not out, well... I'll guess you'll find out yourself," You were horrified by this man, how could he kill you, you didn't do anything.

"1..." He said, you felt him walk closer to the closet, he knew exactly where you were, "2..." you shut your eyes tightly, but he swung open the doors, "Please come out of there," He asked not so politely, you did what he said, "Lay down on the bed" You didn't move but he walked towards you, his eyes staring right back at yours, they were angry, demanding, but hurt in some way, you didn't realize when the back of your knees touched the bed, "That wasn't so hard" He pulled a chair, and grabbed a bowl with water, and a fresh cloth, there was another one, stained with blood, "That's not yours," He cleared out, "You passed out on the seats," He dipped the edge of the cloth inside the water, he cleaned your face, starting with your cheeks, you finally saw his whole face, his big nose, chapped thin lips and his almond brown eyes, his milk chocolate hair fixed up in a messy 50's quiff, the dark circles, his cheekbones, and stubbed beard, his jawline, sharp as a knife, but not as sharp as that look he had, you felt little, you couldn't look at them, after everything, you wondered why wasn't he hiding his face.

"Where are we?" You asked him in the quietest way.

"Somewhere really safe, outside the city, it's like my vacation house," You shifted on the bed, this time it was serious, you were very far from home, and you didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing to be away and with a stranger that could kill you if he pleases to do so, "I'm not gonna kill you... if you collaborate" He said your full name, "I know who you are... but mostly I know everything that you did, shoplifting, skipping class, sneaking out, even the drugs you have bought, the vodka bottles you've stolen along with cigarettes, and other things, very cute girlie things to do, regardless of that you're a decent student, I'm not surprised any colleges want to accept you, but you faked your birth certificate, didn't you? and your name, everything... you're smart," He said with a smudge smirk on his face, "One sister, a small family circle but I'm sure they don't care enough about you, your sister, Ivy league thanks to a scholarship, of course, your father wouldn't be able to pay that, and here it says you turned 19 the other day, happy birthday" He chuckled.

"Why didn't you kill me?" You said, but he was silent.

"I need you for something," He said, "Then I will let you go" He sounded legitimate when he said that.

"Why won't you think I won't go to the police?" He leaned in closer.

"Because if you don't, and you won't, I'll clean your records, I'll put you inside the best college you could ever be in, and I'll get you and your sister out of that shit hole that you're in, I'll give you a better life, and a fresh beginning" Your sister took care of you like no one else, this was your chance to get you and your sister out, to get her a better place to live and to work, the stakes were high but you had nothing else to lose.

"What do I need to do?" You said he composed himself, throwing the towel to his shoulder.

"That man you saw yesterday, he did something really fucked up to me, but the people he worked for, that's the real target, tomorrow there's gonna be a party at one of their underground clubs, you and I are going there, put a show for them, and I'll take what I need, easy as that" He scrubbed the blood out of your neck, "I would've hired someone else to go as my accompaniment but then you appeared so... if you want to leave, then you'll do as I say..." He grabbed a hold of your neck, "Got it?" You said yes with your head, "I'll get you something nice, doll you up, and we'll go"

You began to think the worse out of this situation, what if another man try to approach you, and take advantage, what if you even had to kill someone, "I... won't have to-"

"The only one who's gonna get their hands dirty is that man, not you or me... just that man" He assured you, he picked up his things and headed out.

"Where are you going?" You asked, he glanced at you and closed the door, you were confused, scared, and worried about your sister, what if someone tried to do something to her or even hurt her? you began to feel guilty about all of the things you've done, you felt like everyone you've ever loved could be in danger, and if anything happened to them... it would be your fault, maybe you were exaggerating but there still was a small possibility, did anyone even cared to look for you in the first place?

"I got you clothes" He referred to you by your name, "There's a bathroom right down the hall," You waited for him to leave, and you followed his orders, if you wanted to get out, that's the only option you had, you grabbed your clothes, and headed to the bathroom, you heard him in the other room talking.

"No, that scumbag is dirty!... shut the fuck up and listen to me! He will pay for the shit he has done to me, Matt, and my mother" You heard his voice crack, when he said the name of his mother, "Listen I got this under control Miles, the only thing you have to do is nothing! He won't get away with this... and he will suffer just like he did to me, but this will be worse... at least for him, this will be different, way different than the last times, of course, it isn't my way but at least this is better," He chuckled.

"Listen, Alex-" He hung up, Alex was his name, and he shut the door closed when he saw you staring back, you ran to the bathroom.

You locked the door and stepped inside the shower, little blood running down your body, as you washed your body with soap, you sigh, too tired, with bruised arms, tired neck, and legs, you sat on the shower letting the water wash your body, like rain dots, and you cried like a baby, runny mascara tears on your cheeks, you heard a crack at the door, and squeaked close again. You put your clothes on, they had a very strong scent to them, he gave you his navy blue sweater that fell off your shoulder and a pair of sweatpants that dropped your hips, you felt warm, almost like a big hug.

Two knocks at your door made you tremble once inside your room, "It's me" He said, you backed up against a corner, "I got you some books and food?" He put the food on the vanity along with your books.

"I- mean, yeah I will... after you leave"

He sighed your name, "Look, darlin'... " He sat down on the floor, grabbing your wrist and sitting next to him, "I won't do anything to you if you don't want to eat, I understand, I'm not a fucking psychopath, I'm sure you heard me name, right?"

"Alex, yeah?" You asked and he nodded with his head.

"The job begins tomorrow, so you'll be out sooner than you think" He lightly smiled at you.

"What makes you think I'm the right person to help you?" He could've asked another girl, with more experience, way more professional than you just like he said, so why were you still there?

"'Cause none of those arseholes knows you or has seen your face, plus you weren't that bad at shoplifting, this is sort of like that" He took out his phone, "And you looked cute doing it" He showed you the video when the cameras caught you putting a top inside your purse, "And look at those" He swiped to the next pictures.

You gasped exhaling a laugh when you saw your mug shots from that day, "Gosh, where did you get these?!" You couldn't stop laughing, you wore a wig, your makeup was all trashed, and your shirt broke, good times.

"No one will guess you were the one who was helping me, your face irradiates innocence, and you're too pure to be considered a threat," The moment you looked back at him, your eyes looked down to the floor, he admitted you were cute and pure, you felt something strange when you felt his shoulder against yours.

"Do you think I can have a gun?" He chuckled loudly.

"Clearly the answer is no" You looked down at the floor.

"But what if I need it? To protect myself, just in case anything goes wrong, you know?"

He put his hand on your knee, turning your face to look at his eyes, "I assure you everything will be ok, I'm gonna be with you all the time, alright?" His voice was so tender, it was hypnotizing, you found yourself staring at him for more than you should, and nodded, "Your sister asked where you were, and someone called Lily, I told your sister you were fine, you were staying at a friend's house, and I told Lily you were at home feeling sick" At least they did care about you.

"Thanks," You said to him, "And... did my sister tell you anything about my dad? Has he asked for me?" He slowly moved his head from side to side saying no, you felt as though you shouldn't have asked, but you thought there was a small chance he could've asked for you, but as always, what else could you expect?

"Don't feel stupid for askin'" He tells you, "I would've asked as well, I know my mum would've been worried and probably going all over the city, looking for me" He smiled but it was crooked.

"Yeah, my mom would've too," You said.

"I'm sorry," He said, "I shouldn't have said anything about-"

"It's ok, don't worry," You assured him.

"My mum," He said, "She's in a ward, one night, I woke up at my house alone, I was just a kid even though I wasn't tall enough I was smart enough to make meself breakfast, I spend three days alone until me dad came back, he said my mum had gotten sick and that she would be hospitalized, but she wasn't her, they said she was having a broad of psychosis and she was admitted to the ward," You listen to every word he said, "I knew she was fine, she was still herself but people simply wouldn't believe her, me dad did something to her, he tried to make me become him, shaped me into his own mold but I never listened, that's why I ran away at 17"

"Your dad is-"

"He's a very powerful man here since he moved to the States, he has lied, stolen, cheated, and hustled every last person that has helped with his business, the empire hotel, that franchise is his, they don't know what goes down in his secret clubs,"

"But I didn't know they had a-"

"Exactly," He said, "Clandestine, no one knows, only his star investors know about the girls, drugs, lies, money, I'm not a saint but that money doesn't belong to him, so I'm gonna take everything that once he loved, just like he did to me, this is more than just me, it's my mum... I recently found my mum's ward in Belgium, which took me more than it should, everything about her had changed, but her eyes told me what I already knew, she confirmed that he was the one who put her there, but she didn't say anything, me dad paid everyone there to keep eyes on her and keep her medicated... she can't speak or sometimes even walk" He was in it too deep.

"What's in for you?"

"I'm gonna take his business, his money, his life, and expose him" All of what he had confessed to you, you could feel his pain, his anger, his sadness, and no one that looked out for him or even cared, you still didn't know what happened to the guy he mentioned when he was on the phone, but you bet he was one of his father's victims.

"That's fucked up, I'm sorry to hear that," You tried to comfort him, caressing his shoulder.

"Everybody has a sad story," He turned his face to you, "Yours?"

You wrapped your arms around your legs, "My mom too, had complications after giving birth to me but the biggest was the depression, she never got better, one day my dad found her on the patio, passed out, she overdosed, but my dad said it was me and my sister's fault, my sister's because she had to take care of her, watch that she took the right doses every day, and me because, if they didn't have me then she would've never died," He covered his mouth with his fingers, "I think we both have a lot going on, right?" You wiped your nose.

"The only thing that made me wake up each morning was the hope that maybe one day I'd finally be free, we can help each other out, I can get you out" He assured you, cupping your cheeks, "I will get you out"

You held back your tears but your eyes betrayed you, "Why would you do that? I'm a horrible person, I lie, I cheat, I steal, why-"

"Your whole life, you were blamed for something you never did, you were painted like that, shaped like that, but you never had fit into that mold just like me, I know why you do the things you do, don't think you're not worthy of my help or anybody's help, I know you want to get out, so I'll help you"

Your vision was blurry, "It's too much" You crossed your arms and legs together, as you cried in silence, he opened your hand, caressing your knuckles, he was careful and delicate, he knew you were cracking, so fragile, "Take me to bed" He wrapped his arm around your shoulders, slowly wrapping your body, holding you in his big arms, "Can you... stay with me?"

"I thought you didn't want me to stay" You hold on to him like a puppy.

"Please, stay?" You asked him once more, he laid you down on the bed while he sat on the edge of the bed, his hand on your knee, "Hold me... can you hold me?" You whispered, it was clear enough for him to listen, he reached you with his arm, laying down in bed next to you, holding you while you let your tears stain the soft pillows, his unusual warmth made you feel safe, and protected, but could you trust that?

The next morning, you woke up and felt no one, he had vanished, you scanned around your room for him, and you stepped outside, you felt scared to go out but you did anyway, you wanted to know why he had left, you wanted to see him, you heard three voices downstairs, you peeked thru the stairs.

"Karina, you got that article ready when I tell you, right love?" You hear the woman giggle.

"Of course, you can count on it" You saw him hug her and lightly peck her cheek.

"Miles, you've got all the evidence ready for court?" He grabbed a yellow envelope, and suddenly he spotted you listening, you quietly ran back to your room, "Excuse me for a moment" He said, chasing you to your room, he swung open the door and shut it, he pulled you up by the arm, and held you in place by the neck, while his other hand gathered your hair up, "Don't ever do that again, you stay in this room, and you won't go out unless I tell you so, got it?" You saw his eyes turn darker, covered in anger, his jaw clenched, and his lips in a straight line, you must've felt terrified of him, he could've easily choked you to death but something was holding him back.

"I-" He was chocking you too hard, you couldn't breathe, "I- You're hurting me, please" He loosened his grip, and dropped his hand from your hair, "I understand," You said, "I won't do it again" He left your room without saying another word to you slamming the door shut, your body dropped to the sheets, you cuddled up to a ball, you felt guilty, just as if you brought this onto yourself, you deserved that, you shouldn't have peeked, it wasn't your place, the less you knew the better, you wouldn't get involved, right? There were so many questions, you truly didn't want to know the answer to, like why does your heart stop whenever you looked at him, or when he entered your room? Why did you like it when he was angry and got violent? The strangling, the loud and animalistic exhales, the sharpness of his jaw, and the violence in his eyes, why do you feel tingles? why do you feel something about him?

You heard the nob of your door twist open, he stayed in the frame for a moment, he thought you were sleeping, he liked the way his navy blue sweater looked on you, it made your brown hair look darker, and he loved it, he liked it fitted you almost like a dress, all cuddled up into a tiny ball, with his hand on his hip he walked in, laid your dress for the night on the bed, he noticed the purple bruises on your neck, the redness of your lips, and your eyes a little puffy, suddenly his mind send him over to the feeling that broke his heart the most, feeling as though he had hurt you not only physically but emotionally as well, he was cold, he could be such an asshole, but when he saw you lying on your side, with your hands between your thighs, he could've crumbled completely if you cried.

Your eyes opened, and you felt he was looking at you and for whatever reason you stared at him back for a moment, something about his eyes, behind all of his coldness he finally had let you see right thru him, and the feeling of nakedness had taken over the two, there was nothing like the beauty of the exposure of that man's heart who had beautiful intentions easily misunderstood.

Not saying another word to you he left the most beautiful midi créme white dress laid on the bed for you, made out of silk with the silhouette of a corset with a slit on the leg and black velvet heels, he gave you a pair of black thigh-high black socks. You tried it on and you looked at yourself in the mirror, it had been a while since you felt this taken care of, he had picked out that dress only for you, thinking of you, it felt like he was spoiling you a little bit with this Dolce dress and heels.

He opened the door and smiled when he saw the dress on you, "I bought you some makeup too," He gave you a bag of Channel, and Dior makeup, a small black YSL purse, and perfumes for you to pick, "You've got two hours to get ready"

"You bought all of this for me?" You asked him, trying to hold your smile back.

He stared at you as he took out his golden cross chain from his neck, "Turn around" He laid it on top of your collarbone, "They don't need to know who you are, but they do need to see that somebody else owns you" He ran his hands thru your hair, he took out a small box from the pocket of his jeans, "That's for you too... wear it on your ring finger, and before I leave, don't cover up the bruises" He seemed serious about that part, he shut the door and left you all alone once more when you opened up the box there was a beautiful ring inside, with a stamp and a symbol even though you couldn't point out what exactly that was but nevertheless you wore it where he told you to, you smiled when you saw it on your hand.

"What's wrong with you?" You whispered to yourself in the mirror, why were you letting yourself think more than you should? After tonight you would be long gone, and he... he would forget about you, you shouldn't cling to the smallest details, you had to face the truth, maybe no one else has ever spoiled you this way, thought about you so meticulously, but Alex would let you go, and you will be obligated to forget any of this happened.

Since you had two hours, you decided to take your time with your hair, decided to do a quick blowout with a drier and a brush, the dress reminded you a lot of Claudia Schiffer, and her shoot with Joseph Gordon for the GQ magazine, so you went for a very feminine and elegant eye look, you wished you could stay with everything he had gifted you, or maybe he would, you finished just by the time he knocked on your door, watching you spray Poison Girl on your neck.

"I'm done," You said to him, "Do I look ok?"

He memorized every last bit of you, you were the type of girl he had daydreamed about, the type of girl that lives in his memory but is gone when he's present, he felt his heart tore, even if it was the smallest cut, it hurt, "You're beautiful" He said, "Come with me" You held his hand and finally went down the stairs for the first time, his house was huge, filled with art deco, sculptures, light, and the smell of cigarettes and black coffee, he had a piano by the living room with 4 guitars, the biggest book collection you had ever seen with comfy couches, and a batman poster, he had another living area with a TV, but you didn't have enough time to see everything, you turned to watch the moonlight reflect on his pool, the stars glimmering in the water.

You turned to look at him, he looked so handsome with his all-black suit and silver belt, and perfectly gelled slick back hair, "It's time," He said to you, you held his hand once more and went inside the limo, the same one as last time, you began to feel the same giddy feeling as the time before, repulsion and nausea, "Listen, what you're gonna do once inside, you're gonna go with the girls they'll be partying everywhere, and you're gonna sneak behind the bar, there's a small office with a big window facing the pool, you're gonna put this drive in the computer, and you'll go back to me, pretend that you had too much to drink, and we'll be out, I'll distract everyone there, this is very important and everything must be executed perfectly, there's no excuse, it's not too hard for you, right babe?" You said no with your head, and he immediately picked up on what was wrong with you, he put his arm around you, "Everything's gonna be ok, have this" He gave you a burner phone "I trust that you won't call anyone because you know better than that, I put my number there, in case anything goes wrong, call me, and I'll be there" You nodded, when you looked at him in the eyes, suddenly you had forgotten everything was wrong, you knew if you held on to his words tightly everything would be ok.

He went out of the car and opened the door for you, he grabbed your hand and headed thru the back door of the hotel, The Empire Hotel, his dad's hotel, you felt chills, you could keep it cool but for how long?

Behind the red couching doors there was a whole other part of the hotel, the bar was full of girls dancing around in just some loose underwear, and a few of them had no bras on, you felt strange wearing a dress while the rest seemed to be way more comfortable with just some panties and a bra, you glanced at Alex but his look was straight, aiming towards a table full of men smoking cigars and drinking Martinis, "I see you already began without me, Mark!" All of the men stood up with open arms to greet Alex and you, some of them were in their 30s or 40s, and some looked old enough to be your grandfather, all of the hugging you, their arms around your lower back and their hands holding your hips, they kissed the crook of your lip.

"I see what you got here Turner! Fresh meat" Alex held you close to him his hand on your hip, gripping it hard and possessively, "Not so fresh anymore, right fellas?" All of the men laughed at the bruises on your neck, "What's your name, cherry pie?"

"Where's David?" Alex interrupted, it was part of his plan to confront him, tell him exactly what was he going to do, but the creepy old man began an eye contest with you, his smudge and filthy smirk, and eyes made you feel disgusting, his breath stunk of liquor and cigars, he was relatively handsome, white hair, tall and fit but you had someone better. Alex squished your hand tightly, and you his fingers.

"He couldn't make it, something came up for him" He quickly answered Alex, he came back to you, "Join the other girls to play, let the grown-ups talk for a bit, yeah?" He referred to Alex, as he cupped your cheek and played with your nose, "You're something else, aren't you?" You were quiet, "Liz!" A blonde-haired girl came up to the table, she had the most tender and friendly smile, and you immediately felt better around her presence, "Hey ya baby girl, gimme a kiss" She leaned in forward to give him a small peck on the lips, "Settle her in, I bet you have something nice for her to wear" He smacked her ass, and she giggled.

"Sure daddy, come with me" She held your hand and Alex followed you behind, he grabbed your hand pulling you away from her, and leaned forward to give you a kiss lightly caressing your neck with his thumb, he caught you off guard but you immediately returned the kiss, something inside had switched the moment his lips pressed against yours, he took the advantage to slip his tongue inside your mouth, your heart was giddy just like when you were younger and had your first kiss, that excitement turned your cheeks warm and pink, you gulped when he parted his mouth from yours. He proved to all of the men there that he owns you.

"I'll distract them, meet me here once it's done, got it?" You nodded your head, "Kiss me again" Without asking twice you leaned forward cupping his cheeks and kissing him with the same passion he kissed you, his hands dropped from your hips to your ass, and he hummed with pleasure, and you gasped, a moan slipping from your mouth to his, you couldn't hold it back but the way he bit your bottom lip before touring the kiss apart told you that he liked it, "Don't take long, I'll wait for you here,"

"Get them a room!" The man joked, you went back to Liz, she hid her laugh once she was away from the table.

"God! That was something else" She joked, "I didn't know Mr. Turner had another girl, I thought he was dating Karina, she told me it was nothing though but I don't know they seemed close, then she met Miles and they're inseparable so I guess she was right, what's your name by the way?"

"Oh, I'm Carmen" You lied, though giving her a genuine smile, she walked you to a well-hidden elevator, pressed the buttons, and rested her back on the walls.

"Tell me all about you and Alex! To be honest I want to dump Mark, he's a total jerk to me, he doesn't even get his thing up by himself I need to spend like 30 minutes stroking his dick to get it a little bit hard, I'm dating another guy in the table though, and let me tell you that guy... he's a beast and I love it, but don't say anything Mark doesn't know" She giggled, and the door opened, you were inside Liz's penthouse there were a few girls having drinks and snorting coke from a golden platter, Liz pulled you to the bedroom some girls looking at themselves in the mirror, whilst others tried on a few clothes, "This is my closet" She had a whole entire room for her clothes, "This is the only benefit of being with Mark, the only bad thing is his unfuckable dick" You laughed and hugged her.

"I won't say anything I promise," You glanced at your phone, you were losing time with Liz, and even if you wanted to spend more time with her, you had to finish what Alex told you to do, "Do you have anything black?"

"You're gonna be inside the pool or out?"

"Out, I spend a lot of time trying to get this hair ready so..." She nodded her head and took out a black Agent Provocateur see-thru set with cute black bows and embroider flowers, it came with a matching pair of black stockings, "Woah! This is-"

"Put it on!" She helped you out of your dress and gave you a quick touch-up before you looked at yourself in the mirror, "Gorgeous, it looks better on you than me!"

"I'm sure this looks amazing on you" She looked at herself in the mirror, she had a pastel-colored lingerie set, and she gave herself a smack on the butt.

"You're right, it does but you can keep it... oh! And I know what goes just perfect with it" You smiled at her when she covered you up with a big and fluffy fur coat, she was so kind to you, it's been a while since you last had a friend like Liz, outgoing and charismatic, but not cocky and self-centered, she was legitimately a nice girl, "Gimme a quick sniff," She said to the girl, she put her pinky up and she inhaled the white powder, "You want some?" She asked you, you were tempted but you didn't let it affect you, you had bigger things to do, and you needed to do them sober.

"Just a cigarette," You said, Liz gave you one from the box she had inside the socks, and you giggled going back to the elevator, she kept talking about her new relationship, and how good it was while you tried to find a way to sneak inside the door, she held your hand and walked you back to the table with Mark and Alex, you smiled at them all and looked at the malicious faces.

"What do you think, Daddy?" Said Liz to Mark and he spun you around checking you out with no shame not caring about Alex being right in front of him, Alex wanted to rip his hand off but he stepped back, he looked at you from top to bottom, he had no words, that set had him on the verge of throwing everything out of that table and fucking you so hard against it, his eyes were glued to your legs and your thighs, your heart-shaped butt, he bet it fitted in his hands just perfectly, "You did an amazing job honey, that why you're my angel, sit with us for a little" Liz sat on Mark's lap, and Alex grabbed your hips and sat you on his thigh, legs opened, the rough fabric of his jeans lightly grazed a spot that made you feel tingles, you wondered if he did that intentionally, his legs were spread in a very manly and dominant way, you sat closer to his crotch, feeling something hard, and bulging, you tried to hide your smile.

"Here you go, gentlemen!" One of the men said when he came back to the table with another plater of coke, the lines were already done for each of them to snort, Alex grabbed a dollar and sprinkled the coke on your inner thigh, snorting off from you, his face so close to yours, you sighed feeling electricity all over your body.

"Here's to the girls!" Mark said, all of them raised their glasses, while Liz poured you something in a cup, you didn't know what it was, "To the girls!" They all said, you emptied the cup in your mouth, feeling the booze burn your throat, your cheeks held in the liquid, they all laughed at your face but you swallowed anyway.

"She swallowed it!" One of them said, "She's a good one, right Alex?" Alex nodded his head, and pulled you in, putting his hand on your inner thigh and gripping it tight.

"Yes, she's a very good girl," He said to you, and only for you to listen, "Go now," He told you.

"Let's dance I love this song!" You grabbed Liz's hand and went dancing, you left Liz with the other girls promising that you had to go to the bathroom first, and you made your way to the bar, you acted drunk and said to the barman, "Hi," You slurred, "Can I have um... like I want something very strong, you know?" You laughed, and he nodded his head, the moment he turned to make your drink you used that to get inside the office, luckily it was unlocked, you closed the door and immediately found the computer, it obviously had a password, you used your phone to text Alex for help, he quickly wrote it down for you, and you took out the drive from your bra, you were surprised how unprotected his computer was but he was old though, something about this being so easy made you feel off, the download took a bit though, you felt anxious you wanted to get out as fast as possible now, you sneaked out and peeked to the barman, he was distracted and you quickly blended in with everybody else, you put the drive inside your sock and went back to Alex, acting drunk.

"Al- Daddy," You said to him sitting in his lap, "I missed you," You said with a cheeky smile, his eyes got big, as you leaned in to give him sloppy and wet kisses on his neck, "I have it, it's in my stockings" You whispered to him, putting your arms around the back of his head, pecking his lips, his hands ran down your thighs feeling how soft and smooth your legs were until he reached the hem of your stockings, you could hear his hallow and heavy breathing, but you acted like it was nothing, going back to kissing him, slowly, feeling a sweet melody covering your ears, he let's go of the environment around him, of all the pressure, and now he was hurrying to kiss you back, his arm around your tummy to hold your hand, while the other kept your head in place, you felt him smiling thru the kiss, he didn't hide it, he liked feeling your soft lips and the the sweetness of your mouth on his, you forgot about everything that happened prior to the kiss, this was your way of letting him know that despite everything, you liked him, and you forgive him, this was your way of saying goodbye to him.

What you didn't ask yourself is if he was ready to say goodbye to you.

"I think it's time to go, right angel?" He said to you, he shook hands goodbye to all of them and picked you up from the ground, putting your bag on his shoulder, you giggled along with him, hugging him tightly until you got back to the limo, he sat you down, and you cuddled close to him, "Let's get you back home, ok? I have your real phone here" He took it out from the pocket of his jeans, "We made a good team, my love" You looked at him, and you held him tight, he cupped your cheek looking at you with love and tenderness setting aside everything he had done to you, you knew he did it to keep you safe, and now, you realize it, and all he wanted was to kiss you, his eyes they yearned for your lips, and his mouth from one last taste, you were the one who leaned in forward and gave him a small lingering kiss on his lips, he closed his eyes and he enjoyed the feeling of leaving this world and focus on you completely, he kept kissing you deeper his kisses turning to much rougher and needy ones, you hummed feeling the taste of whiskey and tobacco, he pulled you to sit in his lap, he couldn't resist you in that black set, he just wanted to be all over you, he could see everything just perfectly, his hand gripping and smacking your ass, you moaned on his mouth, and with his tongue he rammed the tip of it on your bottom lip, "You're killing me" He gasped when you sat on his pulsing bulge, "You want this?" You grabbed his gun from his pocket.

You grabbed his hands, and aimed them at your chest, "I don't know what it is that I'm feeling, but I would die if my heart ever stopped beating like this, I don't know what you make me feel but it feels right, I much prefer to die then to spend my life without you," He understands you, he sees you for what you truly are, "I prefer you holding me hostage for the rest of my life," You instinctively closed your eyes when he kissed you, it was full of emotion, emotions that no one else could comprehend like you and Alex, he knew no one else would understand him just like you did, even if he was cold, cruel and violent, you stuck with him thru the fire, his love was full of rage but you would let it burn you and turn you to ashes if it meant you would be loved by him, you would let it consume you. He puts his hands around your throat leaving you breathless.

"You know there's no going back," He sounds serious, "It's been a lonely way for me, but it's better like that, I wouldn't want anything or anyone to hurt you, I've lost so many things... this is the life I created for myself"

"I know you're lonely... I can fix that," You said to him, your fingertips against his cheek, "I want to be with you"

"Why would you want to be with me, I'm a total stranger to you, you don't know me, I'be hurt you before "

"I do know you, and I trust you just like you trust me... this stranger took care of me, trusted me to do something that was very important for him, and when he kissed me I knew I didn't want him to stop, you're in my veins, you're everywhere and you fuck everything up, but I much rather be fucked up by you" He smiled, "Fuck me up, and hurt me, I'll still choose to be with you" He hungrily kissed you, his hand running down to your thigh and gripping it hard, pulling your hair, with the right not losing the grip on your neck, he watched how your hips roll back, agonizing and moaning.

"You're mine, say you're mine" He ordered.

"I'm yours," You whispered, his hands turned your head to the side, holding your neck, chocking you until you were out of breath, his tongue was eager to be inside your mouth, and your mouth was waiting for it to taste you, his kisses began to grow hotter, his breathing heavier as you kept grinding your hips against his, his hand slammed your ass and your breathing hitched, "Take me home with you" You whispered to his mouth, "Please, I wanna go home to you, I wanna be yours," His fingers sneaked inside your panties, sliding up and down so easily.

"Figuring out what gets you so wet is harder than you think... but I wanna know what soaks you? Is it me... huh?" He said to you, he had you in a complete chokehold, you were crying as his fingers weren't too far from touching your sweet spot, "I knew you were something special since I hit you, and it felt like a kiss" He pressed his mouth against yours, his fingers reach higher and lightly touch your spot making you tremble, "I wonder what else can make you feel like this..." He pulled out a blade out of his pocket, "Look at that pretty neck, do you remember how I had my knife against it?" You heard the blade snap open, the sharp pointy knife against your belly, "I would kill for you," He kept kissing you until suddenly the car stopped, he looked out of the window and realized he was right in the place he wanted. He picked you up from the car, carrying you to his home, and up to his room, it was so cozy and big, the mattress so warm, he crawled on top of you, you quickly tore his shirt out of his body, the buttons flying across the room, he was desperate to get your clothes off your body, his sharp blade ran down your arms until he cut open your bra, you gasped when he threw it away exposing your chest, "This too..." The sharp edge ran up your inner thigh, "It's just in the way" He presses it flat on your hip and cuts it off your body, spreading your legs wide open, putting the knife on his vanity, "Fuck, just look at that," His mouth was drooling inside for a taste, his knife going down your belly, "Just looking at you so wet for me, so wet for it... I saw how eager you were at the party, you were quite needy and willing to do just about anything for it, you like taking orders" He squished your cheeks together, "Tell me babe, what do you want from me?" You smiled even if it was hard to.

"You know exactly what I want daddy, I want you to fuck me like a real man," You purred but he could sense how nervous you were, even the smallest trace of it, "Use me... use me any way you want to"

"Would you be able to handle it honey? 'cause I don't think you will" He pins your wrists to the bed with just one hand, while the other plays with your lips, trapping his fingertip between your teeth.

"I'm ready daddy, I will handle it" You promised him, "Let me-" You tried to reach his pants but you were trapped in between his arms.

"Oh, this?" He pushed down his pants kicking them to the floor, you could see just the shadow and the outline of his cock but it wasn't just seeing it, you wanted to feel it and he knew exactly what you wanted, he rocked his hips back and forward pressing up his rock hard boner against your inner thigh, you gasped, he flipped your hair to the side, putting his hand on the back of your head gripping your hair tightly, "You know what I really want?" He pinched your chin and opened your mouth, sliding his finger between them for you to suck on it, you did it with no shame, starting slow, and swirling your tongue around it, he pushed another one in pressing them down your throat making you gag and spit them out, he made a big messy fist with your hair putting you down on your knees, "Suck it," You put your lips around him, teasing him at first you thought it would be fun, you just held him inside your mouth barely even sucking or licking him up, he made a fist pulling it harder than last time and he fucked your throat deep, making you gag and choke, making you become a drooling mess, "I see you like to be treated like a fucking cunt, so you're gonna be treated like that, open wider" You obeyed him, and he cupped your chin and the back of your head pulling it up to spit in your mouth and in your face smudging the makeup you had left "Gorgeous" He put your face back down to his swollen dick, "Kiss it" You pressed your lips on his dick, giving him some ticklish and silly kisses on it, he tugged your hair once more signing you to get back on it, when he saw how good you took him inside your mouth, he stopped being so aggressive to you, and he caressed your hair as he saw you giving him the best blow ever, your mouth so warm, and your lips plump, gulping and swirling your tongue, "Look at me" When your eyes raised to look at him, something inside him, way deep, had shifted when he saw your glimmering and loving eyes, since that moment, he pulled your head back pulling your head up to kiss your mouth, your kisses were sweet and tender while his where more erotic and rough, you followed his pace he settled on top of you hovering you over to lay down, "I can't wait to finally be inside you, you felt so good 'round me fingers, it just gets me harder to think about me fuckin' you" He bit your bottom lip.

"So please, just do it, Alex, please" You begged him crying, with every part of you, "Please..." You whispered but he wasn't giving in, "Did I do-"

"Nothin's wrong with you, I just- ... do you really wanna be in this with me?" His eyes illuminated when you smiled and kissed him, just a small peck but it was honest, "If you stay with me, you'll be in danger, you might get hurt, this is your final chance to decide what you really wanna do" You cupped his face, very lovingly caressing his cheeks and tracing his nose with your thumb.

"This, you... is really wanna do, I have nothing else to lose, nothing to gain, so I much rather take a ride with you, than stay here and live the rest of my life like I used to, I would've died if you hadn't taken me with you, you saved me, you're like my guardian angel" You cuddled closer to him, "You keep me safe, and you protect me, I trust you... and I like you" You blushed when you said you liked him, just like a little girl on the swings, "I need you, Alex, please... don't leave me" He hugged you to his chest.

"I won't, darlin' and you'll be loyal to me, right?" He asked you, and you answered immediately by saying yes with your head, and with your mouth, "Good 'cause I don't think anybody else will love you as much as I do," He made your eyes soften when he gave you those reassuring words, just what you needed to hear, "Forget about those other men, I'll be your man, you'll be my sweet little good girl"

"Maybe not too good," You said, and he smirked cupping your cheeks together.

"Listen, if you're gonna be with me you obey me" You nodded with a smile, "Don't laugh at me smartass," He said and it made you laugh even more how angry he got, without you expecting his next move he pushed himself all the way inside you with no warning and no mercy, "You're not laughing now, aren't you?" Your laughter turned into a loud moaning, his hips thrusting into you slowly but slamming his cock inside you harshly, you were gasping for air gripping his white sheets with your hand while your other hand scratched his back, fingernails digging into his skin, you were trying to say something but it was just a mumble, "What's that?" He mocked, "Huh?... that's so pathetic" He dug himself inside you making you scream, "Let's go, just like that babe" He put one of his legs up as he threw one of your legs over his shoulder, and he pushed forward making your body jolt and almost hit your head against the headboard, he put strength on his knuckles to hold his weight for the position, kneeling on the bed to get a better approach to you and your spot, meat to meat and skin to skin, the sounds of his body slamming against yours, "You feel perfect, so fucking tight and warm, just perfect, you're my little whore aren't you? tell me how much you love it, 'cause I know you do"

"You're using me just the way I needed daddy, and the burning and stretching... fuck I love your cock please, I want more, keep fuckin' me like a slut" He slowed down his movements, "Please, daddy?" You cried, making him soften but it wasn't right enough, "Pretty please, daddy?"

He crumbled to ashes at those words, "You're my nasty little princess, you're so adorable when you call yourself a slut" He slammed himself inside you, "I'll make you forget everyone else, I'll be the only thing in your mind for now on, did you hear me?" He was getting more aroused by the second, grunting and moaning, he pulled your hair back to see your face, your eyeballs were white, his thumb opened your eyelids and she smiled when he saw your pupils dilated, "God, you love it that much?" You gasped not even being able to speak, you were completely silent just gasping for air and crying, your makeup had been washed out by your tears, all the blushed replaced by your natural flush, he kissed your lips sloppy with his tongue tracing your bottom lip, his mouth stained cherry red, "I want all your lipstick on me" You moaned when you felt your release firing up on the pit of your stomach, your heart was beating thru your ears, pumping blood to your eyes, it was too much for you, his moaning and gasping, how rough he was with you, you never imagined how much you would love it, his way of not only showing he cared was just as good as his love making, you couldn't handle it any longer, your mind was completely blank, your vision was blurry, and your ears were clogged, "Oh fuckin' 'ell you're just getting tighter and tighter, so close baby," You were knocked up when finally you reached your orgasm, the waves drowning you, filling it coming from the bottom of your chest up to thru your throat and shuting out of your lips, he left your mouth wide open for him, "Get that open... mmm fuck yeah, I'll cum all over your mouth and your face" He put his dick inside your mouth once more just for you to suck, and you did it without him asking, "Stick your tongue out" He pulled your head up by the hair, and you let your tongue out tasting his warm cum pour all over your tongue and your face, he didn't need to order you, you swallowed his hot cum, running your tongue thru your teeth, "Fuck! You're such fucking whore," He spread his cum all over your face and down your neck, your whole body was bruised, and tired, you couldn't get your heart to slow down, you were passing out on the sheets.

"Calm down, breathe" He soothes you, and he hugged you close to him, covering your body with his arms, chest on chest, heart to heart, you felt his heart rate slow and calm, and you breathe in and out, calming your self down as you looked at his deep brown eyes, he was covered in sweat his perfect hair messy just like the first time you saw him "Steady...shh, just like that" Once you were calm and relaxed he covered your body up with the blankets, "Good my darlin'?"

"Mhm," You cuddled close to him, "Was I good, daddy?" He kissed you tenderly and lovingly caressed your hair.

"Perfect babe and did you like it... felt comfortable?" You hummed as a yes, you tried to get more comfortable in his bed, your arms were hurting so much, you grunt and he noticed, he picked you up and rests your body on top of his, his hands grazing your back up and down slowly.

"To be honest..."

"Yes?"

"I'm not very tired... I'm hungry actually" Both of you giggled at the same time.

"Midnight cookies and milk?" He dressed you up in his shirt, and he changed into his boxers, you pouted, then he piggybacked you downstairs into the kitchen, sitting you on the counter while he prepared the cookie dough, you dumped the whole chocolate chip bag into the bowl and you loved how he laughed, deep and silly, contagious, the rest of the night you spend it watching movies and snacking on the cookies, but nothing as sweet as his lips and charming smile, you fell asleep but Alex really couldn't, it had been the first time in a long time he had felt so excited about someone, someone that cared for him as much as he cared for them, those familiar and nostalgic butterflies on his stomach began to fly and jump up and down inside his stomach, and if only you were woke you would've heard his heart pump faster than yours.

He turned to his phone and looked at the time, it was 4 in the morning, and no signal at his house, he got up and carefully laid you down on the bed covering you up with the blankets, he grabbed all of the dirty dishes and cups going downstairs to fix the electricity, once back inside he heard the sound of a clipper, a flame lighting up a face he hadn't seen in years.

"Hello Alex" It was him.

The sound of a bullet woke you up as fast as the gunshot, your eardrums were clogged just like last time, and everything seemed to go fast but too slow, you felt like you weren't running down the stairs fast enough when you saw Alex's body laying on the floor, with his silver gun on the hand, you heard a car speeding down the highway, you cried and screamed holding Alex's body, you still felt his heart beating but a lot of blood was coming out of him, could he be dying? could you save him in time before it could be too late?

To be continued...

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hello there! i'm karfy. this blog is 18+. minors dni.

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🌕The big three🌑

You want fluff & smut? I got you.

back when we were dinosaurs (4/4) - (E , 37.7k words, complete, wolfstar, fluff, smut, it's my fictional ode to Toronto) track it under the Museum tag.

Remus is the ROM's newest curator of the paleontological wing. Sirius manages the gift shop and has a dinosaur obsession. They are cute little nerds in love and sometimes they have sex in the archives

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You want cunts to lovers? I got you.

Series: When You Open Your Legs (incomplete) - (E, 42k+ words, WIP, wolfstar, porn with an increasing amount of plot, aka my Hatefuck fic)

Love and hate aren't as far apart as you'd think. When Sirius meets famed rockstar Remus Lupin at a pub, they quickly become arch-enemies—and there's not much to do to but fuck about it.

1 Now I'm Spreading Your Legs (with mine in between) 2 I Got My Spoon (inside your jar) 3 touching me (touching you) 3.5 It's So Shameful of Me (I like you) - a Hatefuck b-side 4 The More You Ignore Me (the closer I get) 4.5 I Had A Dream That You Were Mine - a Hatefuck b-side 4.5 spilling drinks at the bar — a Hatefuck b-side 

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You want a dark comedy? I got you.

The Killing Time (unwillingly mine) (3/3) - (M, 17.5k words, complete, wolfstar, background jegulily, tw: murder) track it under the Murder Husbands tag.

Remus becomes the most prolific serial killer in modern history because Sirius is a slut and won’t stop getting engaged.

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🌕Other fics🌑

✨ no series 🌙 series: hatefuck extended universe 💫 series: the 6ix, or, there and back again 🌠 series: Useless Magic, B-Sides & Rarities 🔨 series: Love, Blood, and Wham: The Life and Death(s) of Remus J. Lupin

✨ check me out - (E, 5k words, wolfstar, university au, smut, written for the MWPProject 2024 Fandom Initiative)

Remus is suddenly sweating—not just because the library aircon seems to be broken, or because he has an eleven page paper that's due next week that he's pretty sure he’s getting zero help on. He's sweating because Sirius keeps looking at him like that—smirking at him from under his eyelashes, a feral spark to his eye like he's starving and Remus is a particularly appealing meal. He’s sweating because this gorgeous, frustrating man has just offered to suck him off in the middle of the library and he can’t think of a single reason to say no. He should be able to think of a reason to say no. He’s not gonna say no. “Uh, yes please.”

✨ i'm green, you're green - (G, 2.9k words, wolfstar, adaptation of Frog and Toad)

Once upon a time, not too long ago, there lived a Frog called Sirius and a Toad called Remus. They were neighbours in a beautiful garden. Oh, how they loved one another! They were the truest of friends. These are their adventures.

✨he's got that (hot) dog in him - (M, 1.2k words, wolfstar, hot dog eating contest crack)

✨ they call it the cockpit - (E, 6.4k words, wolfstar, airport smut, written for the SiriuslyHozierFest)

🌙 Rolling In The Deep - (E, 750 words, divorced wolfstar, crying during sex, hatefucking, porn with very little plot)

🌙 Only Get (My Rocks) Off - (E, 2k words, wolfstar, hoa violations as foreplay, hatefucking, porn with very little plot)

✨ soft like silk chiffon - (E, 1.8k words, wolfstar, remus in a silk slip) / inspired by this gorgeous drawing by @industrations

🌠 You Grew Tall (I Stayed The Same) - (G, 1.4k words, hogwarts era, wolfstar, fluff)

🌠 Savour It (I'm Tasty) - (M, 782 words+, wolfstar, sausage roll crack)

🌠 Ah-Ooh (werewolves of london) - (G, 1k words, hogwarts era, background wolfstar, hurt/comfort if the comfort was a piano)

🌠 Don't Be Scared (i love you) - (G, 1k words, wolfstar, post first wizarding war, hurt/comfort)

🌠 my blood is singing with your voice - (M, 750 words, wolfstar, horror, midsommar au)

🌠 In ár gCroíthe go deo - (T, 1k words, wolfstar, irish remus lupin, older wolfstar)

🌠 I Knew Your Love Before I Knew Your Name - (G, 380 words, wolfstar, cowboy remus)

🌠 Here I Am (a rabbit-hearted boy) - (G, 664 words, hogwarts era, background wolfstar, wererabbit remus crack)

🌠 the day after tomorrow - (G, 641 words, wolfstar, post-war hurt/comfort, sirius as padfoot)

💫 imagine if I never met the broskis - (T, 1.8k words, wolfstar, hogwarts era, crack, toronto mans remus)

💫 oh, it's what you do to me - (T, 930 words, wolfstar, hogwarts era, crack, toronto mans remus)

✨ Nobody parts two rivers met (1/3) - (M, 1k+ words, wolfstar, angst) this is a concept fic based on Liz Phair's album 'Exile in Guyville'. track it here.

🔨 You better watch out, You Better Watch Out, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT (A Murder Husbands b-side) - (T, 1.6k words, wolfstar, jegulily, Christmas fic, Regulus POV)

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🌕In Progress🌑

I am currently actively working on several Wolfstar fics that are not yet posted to ao3. You can track updates on my account:

psychopomp (see how it shines) - M. Hades/Charon greek myth au. A workplace romance in literal hell. Sirius is Hades, Remus is Charon. wolfstar. background jily. track it here.

untitled kidnapping au - M. wolfstar. Remus kidnaps the Black brothers and they are both so, so mean to him. track it here.

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I posted my work to ao3, and there it shall remain. You do not have my permission to re-post any of my works, or upload to sites like lore.fm.

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As long as it's for yourself or as a gift to someone! It must be not-for-profit and please do not use an online (or irl) printing service. I also ask that if you do, that you reach out to me and show me the final product!! I would love to see your binds.

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Directory of my fics / MASTER LIST

(🌶️ indicates spice level, 📓 indicates amount of plot)

please note that with the exception of this one and this one, all of my works contain explicit sexual content. 18+ only please.

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LONG FICS

Balance & Oppose 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/ 📓📓📓📓📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, WIP, 230k, 46/? chapters, POV alternating

Tags: coworkers, forced proximity, romantic friendship, hurt/comfort, magical theory, mystery, sexually inexperienced Draco (not a virgin but basically), sexually experienced Hermione, falling in love

Summary: Hermione and Draco are co-workers in the Department of Magical Artifacts, friendly but not "friends". When they are assigned a case on a remote Scottish island, they find themselves sharing more than just a tiny cottage.

You Do It For Me 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/ 📓📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, WIP, 170k, 40/? chapters, POV alternating

Tags: 8th year, virgin Hermione, good Draco Malfoy, all the tropes, a rose-colored glasses unapologetic all-around good time

Summary: Hermione has never had an orgasm and Draco cannot abide. (This has turned into a full-on sexploration with burgeoning romance, and is my ode to sex, good communication, and all my favorite tropes)

The Noble and Most Ancient 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/ 📓📓📓📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione/Theo, E, WIP, 17k, 4/23 chapters, POV alternating

Tags: enemies to lovers, blood curse, mystery, toxic Draco, everyone needs therapy, angst, forced proximity, hate sex, fighting as foreplay, hurt/comfort, falling in love, polyamory, best friend and all around great guy Harry Potter, hea

Summary: Hermione has a blood curse from Bellatrix's knife and needs Theo, Draco, and Harry to help find a cure

Baby, Any Time You're Ready, I'm Waiting 🌶️🌶️🌶️/ 📓📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 27k, 11 ch, POV alternating

Tags: rom-com vibes, idiots in love, pining Draco, oblivious Hermione, sharing a bed, weekend friends trip, drinking games

Summary: Hermione thinks she and Draco are “just good friends” but he’s secretly in love.

ONE-SHOTS / SHORT FICS

A Good Landing 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 14k, 2 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: pining Hermione, Draco has a crush, 5+1 things, flirting, piercings

Summary: The five times Hermione unintentionally sat on Draco’s lap and the one time she meant to.

Would You Rather 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 14k, 4 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: masturbation as a teaching experience, edging, dominant Hermione, barely-compliant Draco, teensy breeding kink

Summary: Draco doesn't think women masturbate and Hermione cannot abide ignorance.

A Little Glint of Gold 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 9k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: pierced Draco (belly button), Auror Draco, Healer Hermione, nipple play

Summary: Hermione learns that Draco has a navel piercing and cannot handle it. (This is part 1 of my Pierced Draco series)

Lie to Me 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 7k, 1 ch, POV Draco

Tags: pierced Draco (nipples), Auror Draco, Healer Hermione, inappropriate use of magic, Draco has a big cock (because he's a liar)

Summary: Auror Draco gets hit with a mystery jinx and Healer Hermione helps him (This is part 2 of my Pierced Draco series)

Sympathetic Attraction 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 15.5k, 2 chs, POV Hermione

Tags: pierced Draco (cock), pierced Hermione (clit), Auror Draco, Healer Hermione, roommates, meddling friends, magical connection

Summary: Hermione and Draco are roommates with unrequited crushes and meddling friends, featuring magical jewelry (This is part 3 of my Pierced Draco series)

Say Please 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 35.6k, 6 ch, POV alternating

Tags: Muggle AU, tattoo artist Draco, tattooed (and pierced) Draco, banter, flirting, Ginny and Theo are chaotic best friends, rom-com vibes, dirty talk.

Summary: Hermione is dared to get a tattoo. (This is part 4 of my Pierced Draco series).

It Was A Sunny Day 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 7k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: Aurors, BAMF Hermione, legilimency, coworkers, rivals to lovers, sexual tension, dirty talk, dry humping, cock warming, "try not to come"

Summary: Hermione can't remember an important piece of intel and so Draco is assigned to help find it. (This is part 2 of my Try Not To Come series.)

Inhabit 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 8.5k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: coworkers, stubborn Hermione, accommodating Draco, improper use of polyjuice potion, body swap, titty fucking, banter

Summary: Hermione refuses to take Draco at his word. (This is part 3 of my Try Not To Come series.)

Lemme Smash 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 6k, 1 ch, POV Ron, POV Hermione

Tags: coworkers, crack treated seriously, an attempt at humor, very light dom/sub undertones

Summary: This is a total crack fic based on a bird meme which I somehow managed to turn into smut 🫡

The Five Love Languages 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 12k, 2 ch, POV Draco

Tags: pining Draco, coworkers, fluff and smut, Theo is a little shit (but a good friend)

Summary: Draco gets a book recommendation from Theo and puts it into action.

Ancient Animal Awareness 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione/Daphne & Pansy, E, complete, 5k, 1 ch, POV Draco

Tags: a/b/o dynamics, Omega!Draco, Alpha!Hermione, reverse harem, multiple orgasms, dub-con bc biological imperative, soulmates

Summary: Draco starts his heat during an all-hands meeting at work. Pansy and her pack take care of him.

Self-Control 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 2.5k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: Post-Hogwarts, established relationship, lessons in patience, (pussy) spanking, orgasm delay/control

Summary: Hermione just can't help herself so Draco teaches her a lesson in self-control.

It's So Hard To Be Good 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 6.4k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: post-hogwarts, co-workers, situationship, D/s, domme Hermione, sub Draco, orgasm control, rimming, soft degradation, breeding and daddy kinks used against him, aftercare

Summary: Draco and Hermione are argumentative co-workers in a D/s situationship which finally becomes more.

Well-Mannered and Good-Looking 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, ~9k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: Post-Hogwarts, blind date, pining Hermione, good Draco, flirting/banter, multiple orgasms, confessions

Summary: Hermione lets Theo set her up on a blind date.

Left Hand Green 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 7.5k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: post-hogwarts, Healer Draco, roommates, mutual pining, friends to lovers, strip Twister, Draco in scrubs (and all that entails 😉)

Summary: Draco returns home to find his roommate playing Twister and gets an idea.

Kindling 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 4.3k, 1 ch, POV Draco

Tags: marriage of convenience, pining for your spouse (and mother of your child), RST, idiots in love, horny DILF Draco Malfoy, love confessions, couch sex

Summary: Draco and Hermione marry under a Marriage Law, have a child, and secretly pine desperately for each other.

Disturbingly Capable 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 8k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: wartime, Death Eater Draco, Order Member Hermione, virgin Draco, dub-con, fuck or betray the Order, loss of virginity

Summary: Draco barters with his virginity and Hermione is happy to unburden him of it for the promise of being released from Malfoy Manor. Written for the Deflower Draco Fest 2024.

An Indecent Proposal 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Neville/Pansy, E, complete, 6.5k, 1 ch, POV Neville

Tags: soft dom Neville, established relationship, flirting/banter, outdoor sex, romance

Summary: Neville takes Pansy on a picnic she will never forget. (Written in response to a prompt for the Spice It Fluff fest)

The Right Fit 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Neville/Pansy, E, complete, 6k, 1 ch, POV Pansy

Tags: 8th year, inappropriate use of signet rings, soft!dom Neville, flirting, enthusiastic consent, partly-clothed sex

Summary: It's 8th year and Purebloods have a fun tradition with their signet rings.

Just the Lightest Touch 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Harry/Ginny, M, complete, 4.3k, 1 ch, POV Harry

Tags: marriage proposal, flying as foreplay, power dynamics, outdoor sex

Summary: Harry proposes to Ginny and gets some sort of way about it.

Mind-Killer 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Pansy/Ginny, E, complete, 9.6k, 1 ch, POV Pansy

Tags: post-Hogwarts, oblivious best friends, accidental kiss, coming out, friends to lovers, girls can have Quidditch thighs too!!

Summary: Pansy and Ginny are just close friends, until they kiss. Written for the 2024 HP Sapphics Fest.

An Understanding Between Gentlemen 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione/Theo, E, complete (for now), 18k, 2 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: triad first times, oral, banter, flirting, semi-public foreplay, squirting, anal, falling in love

Summary: Hermione has two boyfriends, and she wants them to become boyfriends, too. A prequel to Honey (below).

Honey 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione/Theo, E, complete, 6k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: threesome, switching, praise kink, Draco Malfoy sandwich, orgasm delay/control, dom/sub undertones

Summary: Theo, Draco, and Hermione enjoy a warm summer evening together.

Miserably Turned On 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione plus Charlie, E, complete, 3.6k, 1 ch, POV Draco

Tags: post-hogwarts, established relationship, inviting a third in, possessive/jealous Draco, autoerotic asphyxiation, squirting, cuckolding

Summary: Draco asks Hermione to cuckold him.

He Wanted To Play 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione & Pansy/Neville, E, complete, 11.5k, 4 ch, POV multiple

Tags: post-hogwarts, established relationships, shifting power dynamics, sex-adjacent lessons, good (bad) influences Hermione and Pansy, boys kissing as a learning exercise

Summary: Draco wants to help Hermione turn her brain off, so goes to Neville for lessons in soft domination (and then puts it into action).

Reckless and Deeply Morose 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓📓

Overview: Draco/Theo, E, complete, 13.8k, 1 ch, POV Theo

Tags: post-hogwarts, pining, friends to lovers, excess drinking, angst with a HEA, requited unrequited love, oral sex

Summary: The five times Theo almost kisses Draco, and the one time he succeeds. Written for the Sad Dreo Fest 2024.

There's Nobody Like You 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Blaise/Ron, E, complete, 12k, 2 ch, POV Blaise

Tags: boys falling in love, demisexual Blaise, character study, frottage, blowjobs, Hot Ron Agenda complaint

Summary: Blaise doesn't know much, but what he does know is that he wants to kiss Ron. (Set in my Baby, Anytime universe).

Everything is Fine 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Percy/Hermione, E, complete, 17k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: coworkers, rivals to lovers, Portkey travel improvements, forced proximity, only one bed, hot Weasley agenda compliant

Summary: Hermione is determined to improve Portkey travel, which means she and Percy have to go to Indonesia.

Cupido gemmas 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Neville/Hannah/Susan, E, complete, 5k, 1 ch, POV Neville

Tags: sex pollen, fuck or suffer, enthusiastic consent, overstimulation, big dick Neville, sex in the Forbidden Forest

Summary: Neville, Hannah, and Susan go into the Forbidden Forest in search of a rare plant and…find it. (Set in my You Do It For Me universe).

True Wild Spirit 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Theo/Luna, E, complete, 5k, 1 ch, POV Luna

Tags: post-hogwarts, lust potion, banter, dub-con to enthusiastic consent, fate and sex

Summary: Luna works for the DRCMC and gets a summons to Malfoy Manor.

Darling 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Lucius/Narcissa, E, complete, 4k, 1 ch, POV Narcissa

Tags: set in Second Year, restrained romance, daddy kink, darling kink, secrets, character study

Summary: Something is happening and Narcissa will use her wiles to get the information from Lucius. (Set in my You Do It For Me universe).

Just Be Cool zero/📓📓📓

Overview: Scorpius & Draco, Draco/Hermione, M, complete, 7k, 1 ch, POV Scorpius

Tags: Time travel, banter, wingmanning for your father, pining Draco, jealous Draco, fluff and humor

Summary: Seventeen-year-old Scorpius Granger-Malfoy steals a Time Turner and accidentally goes back twenty years.

A Gentle Haunting zero/📓📓📓

Overview: Ginny & Diary Tom Riddle, T, complete, 9k, 1 ch, POV Ginny

Tags: Hogwarts Second Year, lonely Ginny, manipulative Tom, psychological trauma, character study

Summary: A retelling of Ginny’s possession by Tom Riddle’s diary

AU - Muggle Universe

An Exception 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 11k, 4 ch, POV Draco

Tags: age gap (20s-40s), DILF / single parent Draco, babysitter Hermione, caught masturbating, daddy kink

Summary: Draco accidentally sees his daughter’s babysitter on his baby monitor app

Take Him Down A Peg 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 4k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: step-siblings, sharing a room, degradation, Draco in satin knickers, pegging

Summary: After hours stuck in the car with her infuriating, cocky step-brother, the last thing Hermione wants is to be stuck in a hotel room with him. But in the end, she finds a way to take him down a peg.

Golden Hour 🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 9.5k, 3 ch, alternating POV

Tags: Post-uni in Paris, nude modeling, sexual tension, lust, flirting, coffee date, smut

Summary: Draco shows up to nude model for a figure drawing class to find that his co-model is Hermione.

Work It Out 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 11k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: Gym Bro Draco, semi-public sex, sauna sex, "try not to come"

Summary: Hermione finds a very compelling reason to join a gym. (This is part 1 of my Try Not To Come series.)

A Fair Trade 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Tom Riddle, E, complete, 5.5k, 1 ch, POV Draco

Tags: manipulative Tom, lawyer Draco, age gap, dub-con, horny Draco

Summary: Draco is determined to do whatever to do whatever it takes to sign Tom Riddle as a client to his family's law firm.

Tell Me What I Am 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 6.2k, 1 ch, POV Hermione

Tags: Royalty AU, virgin Hermione, experienced Draco, strangers to spouses, loss of virginity, gain of a husband, semi-public consummation, private fucking

Summary: Princess Hermione marries a foreign Prince, then has to semi-publicly consummate the marriage (and lose her virginity).

Carefully, with Intention 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

Overview: Draco/Hermione, E, complete, 19k, 3 ch, POV Draco

Tags: Formula One AU, pro driver Draco, engineer Hermione, irritation to lovers, male masturbation, banter, fast slow burn, falling in love

Summary: Draco is a Formula One Driver, and Hermione is his Performance Engineer.

Drabbles

Drabbles 🌶️/📓 to 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/📓

This is my ongoing work that collects any drabbles, fragments, or one-shots too short to warrant a dedicated work. Constant wip.

Pairing are listed in the chapter titles with tags, ratings, and overview within each chapter or in the index.

(last edited July 24 2024)

[allsassnoclass]

Are there any good 5SOS friendship fics?

the answer is definitely yes! we have fantastic writers in this fandom, so there are great friendship fics here. i can compile a list based on previous times i've answered this question, but i haven't been reading much 5sos fic for the past year and friendship fics have never been my favorite type of fic.

to find friendship fics on ao3, search for any of the pairings with a & sign instead of a / (example: Michael Clifford & Luke Hemmings). You can filter out the romantic pairings by excluding pairings with a / on the filters bar. this is a great way to find friendship fics, especially because asking me is only going to get the fics i'm aware of in my small circle here on tumblr, whereas filtering on ao3 will help you find a whole lot more!

now on to my recs:

with open hearts and open eyes by @lifewasradical: rated G, ot4 friendship, 2k. very highly recommend this one i love it a lot

If he closes his eyes, Luke thinks he can almost believe that he’s 16 again, that they’re in Australia and they’re just starting out, thrumming with energy and excitement and glee that still lingers in their bones if they look hard enough. Some of that childlike wonder bleeds through the moment, Luke’s sure of it, as the others all turn onto their stomachs too. Their outlines are barely able to be seen through the darkness, but Luke would know the contours of the other guys even if he went blind.

If I Can Dream Long Enough by @4thbrighteststar: rated G, ot4 friendship, 2k.

Luke leans back, closes his eyes and lets the setting sun wash over his face, lets his fingers find a rhythm of their own. Third fret, fifth string. Tenth fret - his fingers hop up and down the guitar. Seventh fret. Fifth fret - no, keep the riff. He loses himself in it, until the wind and the birds and the distant, roaring cars fall silent in the face of the music he’s making by himself for the first time in eternity.

(An ode to making music in the toughest of times.)

am i broken (are you the saviour) by jbhmalum, rated T, malum friendship, 4k

He should do something. Maybe take a deep breath, in and out. Maybe turn on the bedside lamp. Maybe go lie down on the cold bathroom floor. Maybe bury himself under Calum’s covers and cuddle up to him; it probably wouldn’t even wake Calum, and Michael would get the comfort he needs.

Michael hears something he didn’t want to and has a hard time dealing with it.

dearly depressed and brokenhearted (i’d like to let you know that boys cry too) by @clumsyclifford: rated T, muke friendship, 2k

Michael returns. He’s wearing a jacket and a beanie and there’s a blanket from off their couch in his hands.

“Michael,” Luke says.

“Please,” Michael says. “I’m obviously not going to convince you to come inside, but I don’t want you to freeze.” He takes the steps, footsteps falling where Luke’s had, and comes close enough to Luke that when he offers up the blanket, Luke reaches out and takes it. “I know you don’t wear jackets,” Michael explains.

(It’s cold and rainy out. Luke goes for a walk.)

crack a smile, stay a while (am i holding for applause?) by @clumsyclifford: rated T, cashton friendship (but the other two are there as well), 1k

Glancing down at Ashton, Michael adds, “What’s with him?”

“He’s convinced he’s going to do terribly and publicly humiliate himself,” Calum says, rolling his eyes again for good measure.

“No, you’ll be great,” Michael says brightly. “Calum’s always saying how you’re the most talented person in his music whatever class.”

“Calum’s stupid and wrong,” floats Ashton’s voice from somewhere underneath the seat.

no love sincerer (than the love of food) by TempestRising: rated G, ot4 friendship, 4k

5 times One Direction fed 5 Seconds of Summer / 1 time One Direction needed feeding.

melancholy & honey by @igarbagecannoteven: rated G, malum friendship, 500 words, they’re bees (yes you read that right)

Michael’s only been resting there for a minute when he hears a familiar hum approaching him from behind. He doesn’t have to turn his head to know it’s Calum.

glitter by @igarbagecannoteven: rated G, cake friendship

Calum has no idea how Luke is able to infect all of their tour gear with glitter so completely.

below are a collection of friendship fics that I personally have not read, but I’ve read other works by the writers so I feel okay recommending them

Jess @daydadahlias has written so many friendship fics that I have heard great things about!!!

 Torn Up (ot4 friendship, 8k)

Tailspin (cashton friendship, warning for alcohol/smoking, 5k)

Lightweight (ot4 friendship, warning for heavy alcohol, non-consensual kissing, 5k)

Tender (mashton friendship, 3k)

Superbloom (cashton friendship, warning for discussions of Skinny Skinny, 3k)

Movie Night (lashton friendship, 3k)

Shoebox (lashton friendship, 3k)

The Craft Club series (outside pov of ot4 friendship, but only Ashton appears in most of the installments. I've heard a lot of really fun things about this series, so while it isn't necessarily a heavy friendship focus I still recommend!)

from Bella @clumsyclifford

you should know i’ll be there for you (lashton friendship, 2k)

maybe this is just as good as it gets (cake friendship, 2k)

our best years are yet to come (thanks for choosing me) (cashton friendship, 1k)

from @lifewasradical

have my back (yeah, everyday) (malum friendship, 3k)

so much older (lashton friendship, 2k)

then if I may self-rec:

takeoff by me: rated G, mashton friendship, 1k

Sweater Weather by me: rated G, malum friendship or pre-slash, 1k

Tornado Warning by me: rated T, ot4 friendship, 2k

wedding vows by me: rated T, malum friendship, background roylum and mystal 5k

if anyone else has friendship fics they want to recommend feel free to add on!

[justanotherpersonsuniverse]

help i was trying to find out how old gabriel and emily are because apparently this insane idea is happening, and god if i dont love a good time stamp with the year, and made the mistake of looking at gabriels other names and

??

my other favourites are as follows:

hello??? sauce??? devious insect???

are these spoilers?? i don't know. and i am sorry for adding them if you think they are. i'm just losing it over them

worst part is i kept coming across real people called gabriel agreste and emilie agreste who died and were on one of those ancestry sites- like oh god thats not what i wanted-

i may will appear many times asking for weird specific things about panthera since this is practically a fic for that, i will for the most part be going wild tho however know in my heart it is in my own silly (its going to be really sad <3) prequel for panthera. like. for most things they don't really interact but i will ask some questions

(the above paragraph makes no sense because i edited / added to it 5 times over 40 minutes and its 2am and free bird is still playing and my head is scrambling to make a vague plot for rn and i make bad decisions)

SDKLFKLJSAFJKLDSLKJS S A U C E G OD

as for the questions, go for it, I love answering asks (i wish i had more tbh) especially about au lore so please go for it (that applies to everyone reading this ASK ME ABOUT MY STUFF PLEASE)

[mamabearwonders]

"Hello everyone my name is kesslyn Roberts i went missing from the flying j truck stop in resaca ga on 1/18/2020

I have been missing for years. There is a

Reward leading to my whereabouts if anyone has seen me please please come forward. My family does not know

Where i am . No one has seen or heard from me i just vanished Into Thin Air

Keep a look out for me any tips big or

Small will help me be found. Or if you recall seeing me on 1/18/2020 at the flying j truck stop. Please come forward "

I go by the nickname butterfly.🦋🦋🦋

Or if anyone remembers anything come

Forward" 🦋🦋🦋

~

I remember her!! So two days before she went missing, Caleb Nathaniel Smith also went missing from the same stop. He was later found with his wings from an OD 🪽. The cops didn't take it seriously because they were both dr*g users and that truck stop is rumored to be a hotspot for that. But they deserve to be laid to rest and go home to their families. No cameras which is weird especially at a truck stop in my opinion and from what I recall the employees wouldn't put up missing posters.

[themerlinlibrary]

Favourites Friday (June 2023) – Friends to Lovers

TML Favourites Friday round-up! June 2023 round 2

What is Favourites Friday? – The Basics

a different theme is announced on Friday each week; FF recs must match the theme of the week

only one FF rec per person per week/theme

FF recs must be unique within that week/theme; no double-posting the same fic for one theme!

no self-recs during regular rounds

only self-recs during self-rec rounds (last Friday of each month)

Theme for week 2: Friends to Lovers!

Imbolc by MerlinLikeTheBird G, 145k, Merlin/Arthur Canon Era AU

And None But Fools by horsecrazy E, 43k, Merlin/Arthur Modern AU

An Ode to Love by bluevalentine69 E, 5.5k, Merlin/Arthur Modern AU; After College/University

Three Tasks by syllic M, 30k, Merlin/Arthur Alternate Universe (?)

straight on 'til morning by bluesummersmoon G, 1.9k, Merlin/Arthur Modern AU

Take Your Pain Away by BlueGrassSax E, 72k, Merlin/Arthur Soulmate AU

If I'm on fire, you'll be made of ashes too by MagicInAvalon T, 23k, Merlin/Arthur Canon Era; Soulmates

With Perks (or: Clues you are Dating: A Guide by Arthur Pendragon) by Leandra M, 14k, Merlin/Arthur Modern AU; College/University

Arthur Pendragon Is Many Things by nomical E, 38k, Merlin/Arthur Modern AU; After College/University

Strangled by the Red String of Fate by idlestories E, 9.9k, Merlin/Arthur Canon Era; Soulmates

An Exercise in Holding One's Breath by mariana_oconnor M, 9.6k, Merlin/Arthur Modern AU

'Huddling for Warmth' by LiGi T, 6.7k, Merlin/Arthur Canon Era

A masterlist of all round-ups can be found here.

If you want to make sure you never miss a FF rec, or would like to participate and share your own favourites; join us on the Discord TheMerlinLibrary! Happy reading!

About the FF round-up lists:

Recs are listed in the order they were posted on the Discord; the order does not imply any sort of ranking.

The pairing given in this list is the main pairing of each respective fic – please read the tags for any possible minor or side-pairings, as well as any potential warnings or triggers.

Pairings and Eras are given as tagged in each respective fic. (?) signifies that the tags were unclear and I do not know enough about the fic to fill the gaps.

Round-ups are compiled on the weekend of the week after the respective theme of the post (when the new theme has already been anounced), to avoid omitting potentially belated FF recs.

Since I am running FF alone, it is not always possible for me to have the round-up list up immediately – please be patient.

The weekly round-up is not a guarantee! Again, I'm running this alone, so it can only be posted for weeks when I have enough time on my hands to compile a list. If you'd like to help out, feel free to contact me on Tumblr ( @zaharya ) or Discord.

[weekinapril]

sooo hello everyone. my art-blog is going to be kind of a tlt-fanart-themed-blog for a while, as I'm surely losing my mind waiting for ALECTO THE NINTH, so HELP ME G(J)OD, I guess??

Anyways, nice to meet you and please be kind to my lil brain worms out here

[sneezingfetishftw-fics]

Spring cleaning aka I actually organized my stuff

Links to my works

Tags

I only got as far back as February of last year, for stuff I posted/reblogged earlier than that I'll have to come back and tag it later

General tags

#my snezfic = fics I wrote

#oc snez = original characters, not a fandom

#furry snez = includes furry content

#snezart = includes art

#podfic snez = includes audio

#snez wip = wip of a fic

Fandom tags

(*) denotes a fandom I'm not familiar with but still share content for

#snezbin hotel = ha/z/bin ho/tel

#hellasnez = he/ll/uv/a b/oss

#snez attorney = a/ce at/tor/ney

#ineffable snez = go/od om/ens

#strange snez = str/anger thi/ngs*

#disco sneezium = dis/co el/ys/ium

#snezgon age = dr/ag/on a/ge

#sneezers gate = bal/du/rs g/ate*

#tmsnez = the ma/gn/us ar/ch/ives

#ave/ngers snez = ave/ngers* (someone please help me with more creative title, also the asterisk is cause while I've seen some stuff years ago I don't keep up to date at all)

#our flag means snez = our fl/ag me/ans de/ath*

#i dont go here snez = I don't think this is oc but I don't recognize this fandom, or I haven't seen enough fics in this fandom to bother with a tag

[lxdyinblxck]

TW: SU1C1DE

It was worst year od my life. #2022

My ex gf dumped me, my ex bf was dr*g addict and he went out from jail, I ran out from mom cuz she wanna take me to psych0 hospital, I was r4p3d, I tried to few terapists, I lost my job, then I lost my friend, then I lost my second friend, then I lost my third friend, then my ex bf d13d by overdose, then I go to hospital cuz of my heart, I found new job and also ran out cuz of mobbing, I had su1c1d3 attempt, I was treated agress1vlt, people threatended me with de4th cuz of my rainbow bag, they spit on me, then I lost my fourth friend… and more and more and more…

I tried everything this year, I swear… I tried different terapist, I tried to go out with friend, I tried to call to d3pr3ss1ion helpline, I tried everything, I swear. But I can’t do it anymore. I really can’t. I have no strength left. I feel that I need and I deserve more. I deserve help, respect and love. I’m really tired…

Idk how much can I handle this. I’m worried that I’ll hurt myself… Can somebody talk to me please? I don’t have any support in my „close people”, any of them. I really don’t trust myself. Can somebody help me please??? ;((( I don’t know what to to…

[black-cats-are-for-good-luc-blog]

I need to stop… .but I can’t. … ..

[kaaaaaaarf]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers (except me because obvs I have done it). Spread the self-love ❤

Hiii Reese!! 💖 So lovely to see you in my ask box! Okay, here goes:

note: all fics are wolfstar

1. back when we were dinosaurs (4/4 complete) - rated e, 37.7k words, my museum fic.

this was my little ode to toronto/canada and the wolfstar in this fic are so, so special and precious to me. I honestly think it's the best thing I've ever written.

Remus is the ROM’s newest curator of the paleontological wing. Sirius manages the gift shop and has a dinosaur obsession. They are cute little nerds together and sometimes they have sex in the archives

2. The Killing Time (Unwillingly Mine) (3/3 complete) - rated m, 17.5k words, my murder husbands fic.

this is my little dark comedy that could. it's fully unhinged, but also my most popular fic. it's the fic that got me writing in the first place.

Remus becomes the most prolific serial killer in modern history because Sirius is a slut and won’t stop getting engaged.

3. I Had A Dream That You Were Mine (a bside from my When You Open Your Legs series) - rated t, 1.1k words, hatefuck universe

it might be weird to list a bside from one of my series, but honestly I adore it. while these fuckers are in love, they aren't very nice to each other most of the time, and this is a nice glimpse into their relationship where you see how happy they actually are. I do recommend you start at the beginning of the series if you're gonna read this, but I'm not the boss of you. series description:

Love and hate aren’t as far apart as you’d think. When Sirius meets famed rockstar Remus Lupin at a pub, they quickly become arch-enemies—and there’s not much to do to but fuck about it.

4. check me out (one shot) - rated e, 5k words, university au, smut

this fic really snuck up on me. when I started writing it I didn't realize I'd love it so much. remus is oblivious and a nerd. sirius is a slacker but extremely determined.

Remus is suddenly sweating—not just because the library aircon seems to be broken, or because he has an eleven page paper that's due next week that he's pretty sure he’s getting zero help on. He's sweating because Sirius keeps looking at him like that—smirking at him from under his eyelashes, a feral spark to his eye like he's starving and Remus is a particularly appealing meal. He’s sweating because this gorgeous, frustrating man has just offered to suck him off in the middle of the library and he can’t think of a single reason to say no. He should be able to think of a reason to say no. He’s not gonna say no. “Uh, yes please.”

5. i'm green, you're green (one shot) - rated g, 2.9k, frog & toad adaptation

this one is just extremely sweet and makes me smile. written as an adaptation of the frog & toad series by arnold lobel. the playlist is also a joy.

Once upon a time, not too long ago, there lived a Frog called Sirius and a Toad called Remus. They were neighbours in a beautiful garden. Oh, how they loved one another! They were the truest of friends. These are their adventures.

my fic masterlist