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ilovechuuy4 · 3 months ago

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Touch me, baby, put your lips on mine

BSD X Reader, SHORT DRABBLES

warnings; slight description of s3xual intercourse, kissing, vague talk about penetration, snow balling/snowball kissing, head/bj, swallowing sperm, ERM sex..?

How they would kiss you during sex ;3

Characters; Chuuya, Dazai, Akutagawa & fyodor

A/N; GUYS I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING I'VE LITERALLY HAD ZERO MOTIVATION WHATSOEVER AND LIKE I'M WAILING BECAUSE I DON'T POST ENOUGH FOR Y'ALL. SORRY I LAV YEW ALL. (creds to @anitalenia for ribbon banner!

Chuuya - Needy & Passionate♡

"Nggh, cmere, doll. Please" Chuuya panted, you were sat on top of him the two of y'all stripped naked, flesh against flesh. He was burried deep inside you, your hips grinding down against his. "Mhm? Do you want kisses..?" You say with a smile, slowly leaning down to give the ginger what he wanted. Before you could even brush your lips against the other, his lips were slammed into yours until it turned into a needy kiss. His hands trailing down, gripping your thighs tightly.

"Ouhm.. Fuck you taste amazing, darlin'." Chuuya groaned, his tongue pushing past your closed lips. His tongue roamed in your mouth rubbing against the roof of your mouth before tangling with your tongue, yalls saliva mixing together. The kiss was so needy and passionate, as you slow against chuuyas hips causing chuuya to groan loudly, thrusting up inside you.

"Phaw.." You gasp as you pull away from the kiss, a soft whine escaping you at you could feel chuuya pulse inside you. A smirk spread against chuuyas lips as he looked up at you, his hands sliding up your hips before lifting you up before he thruster deeper making you choke on your saliva before letting out a loud moan that echoed through the quiet house. "Let's finish what we started, shall we doll?" Chuuya teased with a sly smirk.

Fyodor - Gentle & Breathy

You were squirming under the russian man, whoms fingers were deep within you. Soft whimpers and whines escaping your mouth as you felt the others fingers withdraw before pushing back inside. It didn't hurt but his bitten nails scrapped lightly against your walls, it just felt weird.. But a good weird. You let out staggered breathes as your hands shakily cup your boyfriend's face. "Kiss me, please my love?" You spoke softly between soft moans of pleasure. "Of course, a kiss for moyo lyubov, always." He spoke softly, his thick accent rolling off his tongue as he leaned down kissing you slowly. You allow your eyes to drift shut your arms wrapped tightly around the others shoulders. You couldn't help but arch your back off the bed slightly as you feel his fingers curl inside you rubbing against that one spot that felt immaculate.

The kiss was so slow and gentle compared to how he was basically massaging your insides with his long, boney fingers. Every twist and turn made you gasp into the kiss. You watched him slowly pull away, your lips centimeters apart as you panted. You could feel his breath on your face before he spoke. "You're all prepared now, yes? Let's get into something more, intamite." He said, kissing slowly down your neck.

Dazai - breathless

Dazai was panting softly, one hand holding your leg up while his other hand held his erection that was pressed against your entrance. "Babe, don't worry there isn't anything to be stressed about." The brunette spoke tenderly, gently easing your leg down, cupping your face with that same hand. "I know, I know.. It's just been a bit. I trust you, 'samu." You mutter softly your face painted with a red hue.

"Look at you, so pretty and ready for me." Dazai teased, leaning down pressing a slow kiss to your warm lips. You arched into the kiss, your hand cupping the back of his neck. Your eyes widen as you felt his tip push inside you causing you to whine into the kiss, your nails digging into his flesh. The other's eyes squinted, your nails digging into his skin causing a slight pain but he put through with it.

He gently pushes his tongue in your mouth, roaming around not once pulling back as he sunk his cock inside of you and before y'all both knew, he was in to the base. You quickly pull back breathless from the passionate kiss, saliva connecting the two of yalls mouths. A smile spread across the brunettes lips as he looked at you "Lookie there, it's all in. I told you that I'd be gentle hm?" Osamu said rolling his hips slowly in a nice and slow pace.

Akutugawa - snowball kisses & aggressive/rough

Starting off with soft thigh kisses that soothed slowly into your head between you lover's legs sucking him off. Akutugawa's lengthy fingers thread through your hair, head thrown back against the headboard. "Fuck, you're really just taking it." The black haired groaned, soft pants following. You suck greedily, your eyes trail up his abdomen before they met his. Akutugawa's face a bright red as he looks away from your gaze his free arm over his face. His entire being was trembling as you sucked him off, it way too stimulating.

"Gah.. I think im going to cum, y/n." He grumbled out and when you took him to his base, a choke came from him as he came in your mouth. You pull back slowly, sitting on your knees. As you went to swallow the thick glue like texture in your mouth, the other that sat breathless in front of you grips your cheeks between his thumb and other four fingers pulling you in for a slightly aggressive kiss.

His tongue quickly shoved into your mouth, your saliva mixed with his own, slightly salty semen, made him shiver. You kiss back, shocked but nonetheless acceptive of the kiss. Yalls tongue mingle in an aggressive dance of love, his pale hands sliding down and gripping your hips, pulling you closer. After a minute or two, he slowly breaks the kiss, swallowing thickly. Akutugawa quickly drags you into his lap, his cock rubbing against your entrance. "Can we get to the best part yet?" He asked before slowly easing his erection inside.

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grimmweepers · 2 months ago

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𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆: RYU’S FIRST KINKTOBER!

ft. genshin, bsd, obey me, one piece, tokyo revengers, black butler

— ♤ YANDERE: OCT 3RD

꒰ yandere!dottore x fem!reader ꒱ — emotional manipulation, psychological manipulation, stalking, gullible!reader, dubcon, 3.5k wc

— ♤ PET PLAY: OCT 10TH

꒰ fyodor dostoyevsky x gn!reader ꒱ — messy blowjob, facial, he’s mean, dubcon 1.6k wc

— ♤ POWER IMBALANCE: OCT 17TH

꒰ zhongli x fem!reader ꒱ — morax!form, draconic!form mention, human!reader 2.8k wc

— ♤ CUNNILINGUS + EDGING: OCT 24TH

꒰ nami x gn!reader ꒱ — oral!giving, dom!reader, 0.5k

— ♤ DEMON FUCKING: OCT 27TH

꒰ multichara x fem!reader ꒱ — omswd demon!form lucifer, demon!form mammon (seperate!), ovulating!reader (for lucifer), creampie, monsterfucking, re-written and re-uploaded from old acc, 1.5k wc

— ♤ GUN PLAY: OCT 31ST

꒰ bonten!sanzu haruchiyo x fem!reader ꒱ — alcohol consumption, semi-public, impact (slaps your ass once) 1.8k wc

— ♤ BONUS SOFT OPENING: OCT 1ST

꒰ sebastian michaelis x fem!phantomhive reader꒱ — sfw, gothic, forbidden love, slight power imbalance, confession, 2.7k wc

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jesuisgourde · 3 months ago

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A list of all the books mentioned in Peter Doherty's journals (and in some interviews/lyrics, too)

Because I just made this list in answer to someone's question on a facebook group, I thought I may as well post it here.

-The Picture of Dorian Gray/The Ballad Of Reading Gaol/Salome/The Happy Prince/The Duchess of Padua, all by Oscar Wilde -The Thief's Journal/Our Lady Of The Flowers/Miracle Of The Rose, all by Jean Genet -A Diamond Guitar by Truman Capote -Mixed Essays by Matthew Arnold -Venus In Furs by Leopold Sacher-Masoch -The Ministry Of Fear by Graham Greene -Brighton Rock by Graham Green -A Season in Hell by Arthur Rimbaud -The Street Of Crocodiles (aka Cinnamon Shops) by Bruno Schulz -Opium: The Diary Of His Cure by Jean Cocteau -The Lost Weekend by Charles Jackson -Howl by Allen Ginsberg -Women In Love by DH Lawrence -The Tempest by William Shakespeare -Trilby by George du Maurier -The Vision Of Jean Genet by Richard Coe -"Literature And The Crisis" by Isaiah Berlin -Le Cid by Pierre Corneille -The Paris Peasant by Louis Aragon -Junky by William S Burroughs -Absolute Beginners by Colin MacInnes -Futz by Rochelle Owens -They Shoot Horses Don't They? by Horace McCoy -"An Inquiry On Love" by La revolution surrealiste magazine -Idea by Michael Drayton -"The Nymph's Reply to The Shepherd" by Sir Walter Raleigh -Hamlet by William Shakespeare -The Silver Shilling/The Old Church Bell/The Snail And The Rose Tree all by Hans Christian Andersen -120 Days Of Sodom by Marquis de Sade -Letters To A Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke -Poetics Of Space by Gaston Bachelard -In Favor Of The Sensitive Man and Other Essays by Anais Nin -La Batarde by Violette LeDuc -Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov -Intimate Journals by Charles Baudelaire -Juno And The Paycock by Sean O'Casey -England Is Mine by Michael Bracewell -"The Prelude" by William Wordsworth -Noise: The Political Economy of Music by Jacques Atalli -"Elm" by Sylvia Plath -"I am pleased with my sight..." by Rumi -She Stoops To Conquer by Oliver Goldsmith -Amphitryon by John Dryden -Oscar Wilde by Richard Ellman -The Song Of The South by James Rennell Rodd -In Her Praise by Robert Graves -"For That He Looked Not Upon Her" by George Gascoigne -"Order And Disorder" by Lucy Hutchinson -Man Crazy by Joyce Carol Oates -A Pictorial History Of Sex In The Movies by Jeremy Pascall and Clyde Jeavons -Anarchy State & Utopia by Robert Nozick -"Limbo" by Samuel Taylor Coleridge -Men In Love: Masculinity and Sexuality in the Eighteenth Century by George Haggerty

[arbitrary line break because tumble hates lists apparently]

-Crime And Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky -Innocent When You Dream: the Tom Waits Reader -"Identity Card" by Mahmoud Darwish -Ulysses by James Joyce -The Four Quartets poems by TS Eliot -Julius Caesar by William Shakespeare -A'Rebours/Against The Grain by Joris-Karl Huysmans -Prisoner Of Love by Jean Genet -Down And Out In Paris And London by George Orwell -The Man With The Golden Arm by Nelson Algren -Revolutionary Road by Richard Yates -"Epitaph To A Dog" by Lord Byron -Cocaine Nights by JG Ballard -"Not By Bread Alone" by James Terry White -Anecdotes Of The Late Samuel Johnson by Hester Thrale -"The Owl And The Pussycat" by Edward Lear -"Chevaux de bois" by Paul Verlaine -A Strong Song Tows Us: The Life of Basil Bunting by Richard Burton -Don Quixote by Miguel de Cervantes -The Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri -The Jungle Book by Rudyard Kipling -The Man Who Would Be King by Rudyard Kipling -Ask The Dust by John Frante -On The Trans-Siberian Railways by Blaise Cendrars -The 39 Steps by John Buchan -The Overcoat by Nikolai Gogol -The Government Inspector by Nikolai Gogol -The Iliad by Homer -Heart Of Darkness by Joseph Conrad -The Volunteer by Shane O'Doherty -Twenty Love Poems and A Song Of Despair by Pablo Neruda -"May Banners" by Arthur Rimbaud -Literary Outlaw: The life and times of William S Burroughs by Ted Morgan -The Penguin Dorothy Parker -Smoke by William Faulkner -Hero And Leander by Christopher Marlowe -My Lady Nicotine by JM Barrie -All I Ever Wrote by Ronnie Barker -The Libertine by Stephen Jeffreys -On Murder Considered As One Of The Fine Arts by Thomas de Quincey -The Void Ratio by Shane Levene and Karolina Urbaniak -The Remains Of The Day by Kazuo Ishiguro -Dead Fingers Talk by William S Burroughs -The England's Dreaming Tapes by Jon Savage -London Underworld by Henry Mayhew

#peter doherty

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crimsonicarus · 6 months ago

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for @hungriestheidi

banners: Abstract (Psychopomp) By Hozier

Quotes: Nick Cave "Letter for Cynthia", June Gehringer "I get so jealous of euthanized dogs", Fyodor Dostoyevsky "The Brothers Kamarazov", P.D "If it's love, it must be more than most", Roland Barthes "A lover's discourse", Lea Horlick "For your own good", Marina Tsvetaeva "To kiss a forehead", Richard Siken "Anyway", James Tate "Coda", Ovid "The Metamorphoses", Hernest Hemingway "The Garden of Eden"

#sebchal #f1 web weaving #charles leclerc #sebastian vettel

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bandagewastern · 3 months ago

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- req by @viniknp!

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selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs · 1 year ago

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We will protect you. Part I

Self-Aware! BSD Characters x GN! Reader

Description: There is a tradition in your University. For eight days they will hold a Charity Fair. Many people from different cites will visit the Fair. Your job during the Charity Fair is working in a café.

Charity Fair supposed to be a happy event. But not for you.

Because, you are sure, that you have a stalker. Every year during Charity Fair, you feel like you are being watched. Moreover, last year, someone try to break into your apartment.

What's making it worse, it's the fact, that no one believes you. Until this year. Because BSD Cast believe you.

Thankfully for you, and unfortunately for the stalker, this year, you will have a whole gang of protectors.

Protective BSD Characters. Nikolai speaks Ukrainian when he is angry. Fyodor speaks Russian. Annie from Annie's room is adorable.

Warning: Stalking. People don't believe the Reader was stalked. Victim blaming. Reader was attacked. Breaking in. English is my second language.

A/N: At first, I thought that it will be a oneshot, but, this 'prologue' part turned out longer, that I thought. So, there will be a second part with BSD Characters dealing with the stalker.

Part II

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You felt like you were being watched.

At first, you hopped, that you were tired because of all books you has to read for university. Simple case of overworked tried student. Normal situation, right? Thousands of tired students before you, and millions of tired students will come.

Still, you hurry to the university. No need to stay in the middle of the street to look around. You weren't followed... You weren't...

It's not like you forgot when it will happen...

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Decorations. Flyers. Banners.

And thus cursed words.

You looked at one of the banners.

"Annual Charity Fair"

And the stage. Bunch of students standing before the stage. Spokesperson on the stage. And announcement.

"Charity Fair will start in a three days! I hope, everyone will have fun! Let's do our best!"

Students cheered. Students clapped.

You feel like your blood turned into ice. Charity Fair... Again... How can you forget about it...

Other students were happy. Everyone likes Charity Fair. Because it means an eight-day holiday. No more essays, lectures and tests. You can get good marks for simply working for a few hours.

Every year your university held a Charity Fair.

Students and professors will organize stands, kiosks, food stalls and different games to raise money for charity. Also, university café will open to everyone and visitors could buy pastries, coffee and have a little break in a nice café.

The Charity Fair is really popular. People outside the city knew about it.

Soon, there will be people from different cites. Going around campus. Visiting the fair.

They will return again...

You were standing there, looking at the floor. Breathing, blinking, unmoving.

You were suffocating. There were no tears, no sobs. But you want to scream so hard, you want to curl on the ground and disappear. You want the whole world to disappear.

The shove on the back that caused you almost fall down bring you back to reality. You looked at the person, who shoved you.

Merlyn Bourke, student, just like you, and so-called manager of the student café during Charity Fair. They always tried to make sure, that Eight days of Fair are going smoothly. And, despite their position as a manager been simply nominal, they took it seriously.

Merlyn handed you a piece of paper.

"Finally, you stopped daydreaming. Here, details about your job during Charity Fair."

"No... It can't be... I asked not to be put... M-maybe it's a mistake?"

With shaking hands, you took the piece of paper and read it

You were staring at it for a few moments.

You, once again, will be working in a café. The only businesses that will work till nighttime. Worst of all, you again got a Closing Shift. You feel like you a going to puke.

"Merlyn, it must be a mistake. I asked multiple times during this year not to assign me..."

Merlyn rolled their eyes.

"Are you again about your delusion that you are stalked during Charity Fair? Are you really desperate for any kind of attention?"

You flinched.

"B-but I-I am not lying! I am being stalked during Charity Fair! Someone is always watching me! They... They sent photos of me... Not only that, they tried to break in my apartment! I am not..."

Merlyn barked.

"Enough! If police told that you don't have a case, it means you don't! You will work closing shift. You will do your job! Besides," Merlyn turned around. "Someone like you getting a stalker? Don't make me laugh. There's nothing attractive in you."

Not waiting for your response, Merlyn left.

You were left alone.

You felt someone's gaze on you. You turned around.

And, as many times before, you didn't see them.

You hurry to the professor's office.

Maybe, you could change your occupation during Charity Fair.

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You were clutching a bag with café uniform in your hand. You failed. No one believed you.

Miss Glover and Mister Porcher, who were responsible for job assignment.

"We are sorry, but you can't change the occupation. Please, stop throwing a tantrum and making lies about stalker."

Ollie and Lennie, another two students, who will work in a café.

"No, [Y/N], I won't swap my shift with you. I want to have fun on the fair at the evening."

"Same with me. You will stay on closing shift. Can't wait for you to start telling everyone this silly fairy tale about stalker."

You were devastated. You were doomed. Totally doomed.

Even now. You were sitting at the corner of the café. Far from windows and doors, It was almost closing time. And you still didn't get a sighed report from official café manager. You need this report, or you will have problems in university.

Despite been hidden, you still didn't feel safe. You wanted to disappear. You want your friends

That's why you called home earlier. That's why you asked them to come pick you up.

You opened your phone. 10:30 pm. BSD Cast will be there in ten minutes.

Mr. Burke finally brought you a sighed report.

"Here you go. See you at the fair."

Mr. Burke started, gently but firmly push you towards the exit. And you finally found your voice.

"Mt. Burke, please, let me stay here until my friends came here! It's dark outside, and it's already late, and I don't want to stay outside alone. I can help with cleaning up!"

Mr. Burke shook his head.

"Sorry, [Y/N], but you must go. We are already closed. And We have enough workers to clean the café. Just... Go to store, and they wait there. Have a good night."

With that words, Mr. Burke shoved you outside and lock the door.

You were left alone.

In the dark.

You dial the random number from your contact list.

"[Y/N], something happened?" Lucy sounds worried. You gulped.

"Kind of... I... I was kicked out from the café. You do remember where Store 'Snack and relax' is, right?"

"Yes. Will you be there?" asked Lucy. You heard Twain and John asking Lucy if everything is alright.

"Yes... I will start moving," you almost wanted to stop the call, when an idea came to your mind.

"Lucy, is it okay if you stay on the phone with me? Don't want to be alone in the dark."

"Of course, [Y/N]. No problems.

You sigh and start walking.

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They were still perfect.

They were here, alone. Talking with someone on the phone.

Someone, who is not me.

I will punish you for that.

This year, [Y/N], we will finally be together.

This year, I will win you over.

But first, let me pay you a little visit.

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The night was dark.

The night was silent.

You were alone in the dark.

Normally, there were people on the streets. Especially students in this part of the city. But not today. Were everyone that busy with Charity Fair? Probably.

You want to be with your friends. With others.

You choose the well lit roads. Well, as well light as they can be. You try to go down the streets, where at least were some people.

But you still were alone.

You were holding your phone for dear life.

You listen to Lucy's voice.

"So, I have heard that there is this build-a-bear shop! Can we visit one of them? To get something for kids, of course! I-I don't want a stuffed animal."

You could imagine Lucy blushing a little. You lick your lips.

"Would be good. I am crossing the road. I am on a Greenhill street. Shop is two blocks away."

Lucy was silent for a moment.

"Um, [Y/N], are you sure everything is alright? You sound... nervous. Really nervous."

You heard steps. You quicken your pace.

You weren't alone in the dark.

"I am fine... I will explain later. Are you..."

Lucy answered your question before you can even say it.

"Pulling up on the parking lot. Waiting for you."

You smiled. Finally, you are almost there.

"Good, I soon will be..."

You heard steps again.

At this point, you were almost running.

Someone ran after you.

You wished, that you were alone in the dark.

________

Lucy heard sounds of steps and your heavy breathing from the phone. She ran to the detection of where you were supposed to appear.

You were in trouble.

_________

The same moment you saw the store, you were grabbed by the collar. Something sharp was pressed against your throat.

Your attacker smelled like alcohol.

"Give me your phone and wallet..."

Before any of you can react, you two appeared in Annie's room. Lucy and Annie were standing before you.

Your attacker, now you can see, that it was a man, immediately jumped away from you.

"WHAT IS THAT THING?!"

Annie grabbed the man and throw him inside a secret room. The unconscious man will be trapped here, held in one place with puppet hands, until Lucy decide to let him go.

Meanwhile, Lucy was checking on you. Her warm hands cupped your face, while she was looking at your neck, trying to find any sort of injury.

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you? Do you need medical help? Should I call for Doctor Yosano?"

You shake your head. You still were shocked after the encounter, but you manage to whimper.

"I am fine... Can we, please, go home? I want to go home..."

Lucy looked at you, her gaze was full of sympathy.

"I... Okay. But we will talk about it later," Lucy stay quiet for a bit, then spoke again. "[Y/N], do you want to stay in Annie's room until we reach the house? It seems that you don't want to be outside right now."

You were ready to protest. But, Lucy was right. You want to be somewhere safe. Somewhere hidden. And Annie's room were the safe place right now.

Attacker won't wake up. And Annie won't let anyone hurt you.

You nodded. Lucy smiles and open her arms for a hug.

You hugged her. That's what you needed.

Lucy whispered.

"Don't worry, we will keep you safe."

Lucy left Annie's room.

You were left with Annie. The giant doll was holding a ball in her hands. Inviting you to play with her.

You smile again.

"Okay, Annie, pass the ball."

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On the parking lot of 'Snacks and Relax' were many cars. And all of them belonged to BSD Cast.

After your call, everyone decide to go pick you up. Because you sounded like you were on a verge of breakdown.

Lucy returned to the rest of the BSD Cast. And was immediately swarmed by them.

Twain looked around.

"Lucy, where are [Y/N]? Why they aren't with you?"

Lucy raised her hand, making Mark stop talking.

"They are in Annie's room. With Annie. They were..."

Lucy looked at others. BSD Cast were quiet. They were waiting for Lucy to speak.

Lucy looked at the pavement.

"They were attacked. Someone tried to rob them. The attacker had a knife."

In next moment Lucy understand, what kind of silence called dead.

All of them were silent. Deadly silent.

Then, one thing break the silence.

Golden glow.

And Nikolai Gogol was standing right before Lucy. His eyes narrowed, he looked into Lucy's eyes. Nikolai wasn't blinking.

Back in their world, no one have seen Gogol been furious. Even his initial confusion with self-awareness and [Y/N]'s presence didn't include much if the violent outbursts. But now, in this world, after learning that [Y/N] were hurt... Nikolai Gogol wasn't angry. He was enraged.

"What? Attacked? Намагалися пограбувати?¹" Gogol was shaking with anger.

"Хто..." Gogol suddenly grabbed Lucy by her shoulders and shook her. "Хто посмів напасти на мою пташку? Ти знаєш, хто це був? Краще відповідай негайно, або я..."²

Fyodor grabbed Nikolai's hands and pulled him away from Lucy.

"Коля, успокойся! Дай Люси договорить!"³ Fyodor turn his head towards Lucy.

"Please, continue, Lucy. What happened?"

Lucy takes a step back from Gogol and continue.

"[Y/N] are okay. I arrived at time. He only pressed the knife against [Y/N]'s throat, when Annie and I stopped him. He is in Annie's room, in a secret room. He won't wake up until I want it. [Y/N] are with Annie. They wanted to stay there for a bit."

It seems, that news that you are okay calmed everyone down. At lest, partly.

BSD Cast start talking among each other, discussing what they should do next.

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You were sitting on the floor of Annie's room. Annie curled around you. Doll's head was on your lap. You gently ran your fingers through Annie's 'hair'.

"That's all I knew about them. No one believes me, no one cares. Police refuse to do anything, because nothing has happened to me."

Annie pressed her head tighter against your stomach. She carefully pet your head with her giant hand.

You sighed.

"I won't keep it from others. But, I will wait until we got home. Good plan, right?"

Annie nodded.

You hum.

"Hey, Annie, want to hear some stories about my school days?"

___________

Lucy appeared in thirty minutes.

"[Y/N], we almost home. Are you ready to go?"

You stand up and nodded.

"Yes, I am."

You turned towards Annie and waved.

"Thanks for the company, Annie!"

Doll nodded and waved back.

The next moment, Lucy and you were standing right before BSD Cast. And your house.

The house was big enough for all of you to live comfortably. Your home. Your friends and family.

The moment you stepped outside Annie's room, you were hugged by Dazai. He rubbed his cheek against yours.

"[Y/N], we were so worried about you. Are you okay? Are you hurt?"

You nuzzle against Dazai's cheek and murmur.

"I am okay. But we need to talk." Then you repeat, this time louder.

"We need to talk. Let's go inside."

Melville, who was standing close to the door, opened it. All of you slowly walked inside the house. You were surrounded by Dazai, Akutagawa, Chuuya and Atsushi. Fyodor and Nikolai wasn't too far from your little group.

You feel, that something was wrong. You dismissed the thought, thinking, that you were just nervous after everything that happened today.

But then Atsushi spoke.

"Is it me, or it's quite chilly here?"

Few more people agree.

And then, you heard Alcott's voice from the library.

"The window is broken! And back door is opened!"

They succeeded...

They broke inside...

You sobbed.

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They thought they can escape.

They dirty themselves by living with all this people.

I will punish them for it.

When that man will bring me your phone, I will see, who dared to steal you from me.

[Y/N]... You are mine.

___________

House were empty. Nothing was stolen.

At least, it was that way, until BSD gang decide to search through your room.

It was trashed.

Your clothes were on the floor. Your drawer with underwear was open. Your underwear was stained with something red.

But, worst of all, photos with BSD gang that you kept on the table, were destroyed. And scarf... Scarf that Gogol gave you a few months ago, that he made for you... It was shredded to pieces.

All of you gathered in the library. You were trying to call the police.

Gang insisted on you calling the police from that phone. Because it's the only phone that was always on speaker.

You dial the number.

"Hello, what's your emergency?"

"Violet Street, 56. Someone broke into my house!"

"We will send..."

Suddenly, someone else took the phone. Officer Beck, man, who, for some reason, didn't like to do his job.

"[Y/N] [L/N]? Is it again this time of the year? Are you again pretending to be stalked?"

You only whimper.

"I... I am telling the truth..."

The voice on the other hand growl.

"No, you don't. You don't have a case! You are too ugly to have a stalker. Besides... Even if you have been stalked, be happy. At least someone likes you. Or, maybe, you deserved it. It's possible, that you seduce some poor soul, didn't follow, and now you are paying the price. And stop calling the police."

The call ended.

Dead silence.

And hell broke loose.

Everyone was shouting.

"What? That's all they can say? What kind of cretins work there?!" Doc was walking from one corner to another, trying to calm down.

Fukuchi was looking at the phone with poorly hidden disgust.

Lovecraft's eyes were resembling black holes. He was ready to unleash hell on this town.

Fyodor was clenching his fists.

Jounou and Tetchou were sharpening their swords.

And you were sobbing and trembling.

You didn't notice anything around you.

Naomi and Kirako were trying to calm you down.

Fukuzawa was first to talk. He walked closer to you and cupped your cheek.

"[Y/N]..."

Your voice sounded dull.

"During Charity Fair, I am being stalked. I always feel someone's gaze on me. Three years ago, someone sent me pictures of me... They were taken while I wasn't looking. Two years ago, someone sent me dead flowers. And one year ago, someone tried to break in my apartment. Thankfully, neighbors scared them away."

You breathe in and out.

"I tried to get help. But no one believes me. They said that I am lying. That I want to get attention. That I should be honored, that someone paid attention to me."

You looked away.

"I am afraid, that this year Charity Fair may end up really badly for me."

The silence was suffocating. You looked at the floor.

Gogol tried to break free from Ivan's and Fyodor's grasp.

"Николай Васильевич, уймитесь! Так Вы ничем не поможете!"⁴ begged Goncharov, trying to calm Gogol down.

Fyodor grabbed Nikolai's hands.

"Коля, сначала нужно узнать, кто тот урод, что преследует [Т/И]!"⁵

Kolya looked at Fyodor. Gogol's mismatched eyes mer with Fyodor's purple. Gogol growl.

"Ті люди... Вони думають, що пташка бреше... Ті люди думають, що увага цього виродка це щось гарне..."⁶

"Они и неправы. Они не будут защищать Мышонка. Но ты и я... Все мы сможем защитить Мышонка. Мы прикончим того урода. Ты веришь в это, Коля?"⁷

While Fyodor and Nikolai were talking, you feel remorse and disgust.

You feel disgusted. Your room was destroyed. Your stalker touched your belongings.

Stalker destroyed your photos and Gogol's scarf. Photos can be restored, you still have them on your computer. But scarf...

You moved past Fukuzawa.

"Kolya..."

Kolya immediately stopped talking. He looked at you with. His gaze was soft.

"What is it, Birdy?"

You braced yourself.

"I am sorry, for getting your present destroyed..."

You were silenced by Nikolai's embrace. He whispered in your ear.

"Don't you dare apologize for that. It's not your fault."

You closed your eyes. You take one step back and looked around.

Your friends were looking at you. They were waiting for your words.

They would help you regardless. But this way, you will show, that it's your decision. That you made by yourself.

Your voice sounded hopeful. You spoke, so everyone can hear you.

"I need your help. Please, help me get rid of the stalker."

A choir of "yes" echoed through the house.

_______

What was taking this man so long?

He must have already returned and bring me [Y/N]'s phone.

I am almost there.

They are almost mine.

I will destroy this man, if he failed.

________

"So, you are the bastard, who tried to rob [Y/N]?"

The man was tied up and gagged. Yosano, Kunikida, Dazai and Ranpo were standing above him. Kunikida was holding a stun gun, Yosano was holding a cleaver. And Dazai was staring, his gaze was heavy and dull.

Ranpo took off his glasses.

"While on the normal day I would use Super Deduction to learn everything about you, tonight, I will let my colleagues have their fun interrogating you. And don't worry about being hurt."

Yosano stepped forward and strike.

"We have a doctor"

_________

¹Tried to rob?

²"Who..." [.....] "Who dared to attack my Birdy? Do you know who it was? Answer immediately, or I—"

³ Kolya, calm down! Let Lucy finish

⁴Nikolai Vasilievich, calm down! You won't help anyone that way!

⁵Kolya, first thing we should do is to learn who is the bastard, who are stalking [Y/N]!

⁶ Those people... They think, that Birdy is lying... Those people think this bastard's attention is a good thing..."

⁷"They are wrong. They won't help Little Mouse. But you and I... Together all of us will protect Little Mouse. We will kill the bastard. Do you believe in it, Kolya?

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