#fyodor (💜)
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cuntnikida · 6 months ago
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what if the reason fyodor wants abilities eliminated is bcz he's genuinely fucking despises being unable to die [he's supposed to mirror or think like dazai so him being sucidal (either bcz he's had enough of life or never liked it or met someone who he did care about like oda to dazai only to watch them too perish while he lived on or bcz like dazai he initally found it meaningless and unlike dazai he never had someone to show him differently) would make sense] and he's seen so much evil happen that he blames on the existence of abilities and now how people use/abuse abilities and ability users.
so if he eliminates abilities he'll be able to get rid of what he thinks is an great source of evil.
he'll also finally be able to be done with the pain of living again and again (while everyone else doesn't).
and that way even if dazai or the ada somehow kill him at least he's achieved part of his goal (eliminate all abilities/their users including him)
that would also mean if dazai decided to kill him and also died in the process it would count as a double suicide since both are suicidal, which also sorta maybe makes fyozai canonish.
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spilling-blood · 5 months ago
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lovereadandwrite · 6 months ago
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“I am [anime] Jesus! I am the messiah! Your little [BSD multi-verse] is about to change forever” - Dospool🙂‍↕️🙏
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ryn-loves-cheese · 5 months ago
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Alrighty I have another wip bc I’m prolly not gonna be active for a bit atleast not with a lot of art and while I genuinely don’t really believe in owing people online a explanation as to why you’re inactive I thought I’d just post smth before I take a small break due to upcoming events and stuff :>
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zhonks · 2 years ago
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- Valse sentimentale - Fyodor D. x ballerina!fem!reader
When Fyodor meets a charming girl who asks him to play cello for her
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Words : 1414
Warning : none
Tags : fluff ? She/her!reader Falling in love/ love at first sight, cringe and cliché, Mentioned Nikolai, tried to make it romantic. Maybe a little bit OOC.
A/N: There will probably be some mistakes in this fic I apologize! English isn’t my first language 🩷
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Fyodor wasn’t the type interested in romantic relationships, that was before he met her, in a music shop. He was searching for a recording of his favorite Tchaikovsky songs when his shoulder bumped into hers, causing him to drop the CD he was holding. She apologized immediately, worried she could have hurt him.
“- Oh ! I’m so sorry ! Are you okay ? Wait let me get that for you!”
Before he could even respond she was kneeling to fetch all of the fallen CDs.
“- No need to apologize dear, I should’ve been more careful” he lowered his head, bowing a bit as to excuse himself.
She handed him the CDs, allowing Fyodor to see what music she had purchased, he smiled :
“-Tchaikovsky, huh ? Good taste”
She glanced at his pick,
“-So you’re also a fan ?” She laughed.
“-I guess you could say that” he retrieved the CDs from her hands.
The girl felt a chill go up her spine as her hand brushed his, of course, he noticed she tensed up at his touch.
“-I actually really enjoy playing the cello myself, Tchaikovsky’s works are definitely my favorite to play. Just the way his pieces move and speak to your emotions is just incredible.” He continued.
“-Ah really ? That’s awesome ! For how long have you been playing ?” She asked excitedly.
“-A really long time, he said with a breathy laugh, perhaps over 10 years now.
-10 years ? Wow that’s so so so amazing ! I’m sorry I’m just really happy to meet someone who enjoys cello as much as I do!
-Do you play yourself ? He asked curiously
-No, hahaha, actually I’m a ballerina” the girl smiled.
“-you know what ? Maybe we should do something together someday!” She continued.
Fyodor’s eyebrows rose, his interest was picked.
“-Dancing with a beautiful ballerina is something I would definitely be a fan of,
he said with a grin, it seemed he really enjoyed the idea of that,
Do you perform at dance shows? I’d definitely love to come and see you dance.”
She looked away in embarrassment, slightly blushing from his words :
“-I’m not, I’m more of a solo type of dancer… Sorry if this sounds weird, I was thinking about maybe just meeting up.. the two of us ?”
He could tell by her flushed face that she was clearly flustered, this made his heart flutter with joy. The idea of a pretty girl like her dancing for him made him so happy. It was almost too good to be true. He just couldn't help himself, he was truly in love with this idea, even if he indeed thought she was a bit naive, asking such a thing to a complete stranger. Luckily for her, he had no ill intentions.
“-Yes, please. I would absolutely love that.”
“-Cool ! I’m so happy ! I’ll let you know when I’m ready is that okay with you!”
she said fidgeting with her skirt
“-Yes, that is more than okay with me. I will be waiting, just let me know when you are ready.”
he said in a warm and understanding tone.
The two of them exchanged numbers before parting ways.
Fyodor’s heart felt strangely light the days following their encounter. That was so out of character that Nikolai noticed immediately during the decay of angels’ usual meetings.
“-Dostoy, you seem out of it these days ? Did something happen” the clown asked, leaning over the table.
His chin resting in his hands, he answered blankly:
“-No, nothing. Let’s focus on the meeting shall we”
Of course he was lying. She asked him to meet just after the meeting and his usual icy heart felt like it was slowly melting from the inside every time she came in his mind. Everything about her, her bubbly and charming personality, her beautiful hair swaying in the wind, her eyes sparkling when she smiled. She was just oh so lovely, he couldn’t believe he was feeling this way towards another human being. She must’ve been an angel, sent for him down on this filthy earth and he was the only person who could protect her from the disgusting corruption of this world. The meeting came to an end, Fyodor adjusted his coat on his shoulders and politely excused himself. Leaving Nikolai even more suspicious, as Fyodor usually wasn’t the first person to leave.
They had agreed to meet in an abandoned church near the music shop where they met. When he arrived, the girl was already waiting at the door, typing nervously on her phone.
“-Hi there my dear [name]” he smiled
“-Fyodor ! Hi !” She greeted back.
She was holding a bag in which he assumed was her point shoes. She had black tights under black shorts, her top was a sleeveless black leotard.
She was really fearless, such a pretty girl meeting a stranger in this part of town during night. He admired her boldness but worried about what could’ve happened to her if she came to someone else instead of him a few days prior.
Once inside, she took a few minutes to warm up and get her point shoes on, when she came back to Fyodor, he was waiting sat on a chair with the cello he had previously been carrying on his back resting between his legs.
The moment she came back into the room he could feel his heart racing in his chest from the pure infatuation he felt for her at that moment. She was so stunning and beautiful, she left him speechless. Fyodor was hypnotized by her, He couldn't quite describe it; even if he were to try. She was definitely an angel.
She was playing nervously with her hair ;
“-So what song should we do ?” She asked.
Fyodor got the impression that she was more than a little flustered at the moment, he could tell from the look she gave him.
“-How about... you pick?”
He said in a warm voice, looking her in the eyes as he smiled lovingly. Her blush was so beautiful, he found himself so enamored by her beauty. Just looking at her left him in awe. He didn't know what she chose, but he was excited to see her dance to any music. She took a minute to think, then her eyes glowed as she answered with a lovely smile :
“-Do you know Valse sentimentale ?”
Fyodor chuckled softly :
“-Yes I do, it is one of my favorite songs to play.”
“-Awesome !” She responded happily.
As she got in position, he warmed up a bit, sliding the bow delicately on the chords. The church’s high ceiling made its sound resonate beautifully in the building.
When they were both ready, they looked at each other. Fyodor counted :
“-3, 4..”
He began to play the song. His soft fingers danced across the strings and his bow flowed gently across the chords of the cello as he played beautifully. Fyodor was just so immersed in the music and how the ballerina in front of him accompanied the notes, she was uniting with the melody, her movements were mesmerizing. The piece he was playing was just so beautiful, almost as much as her. In this moment, everything felt so perfect, the way both of them were so lost in the music, the sight of her dancing, the sound of the cello, it all just was truly beautiful.
The music ended, she looked up at him with a smile. They stared at each other for a bit before she adverted her eyes.
“-That was truly beautiful, I mean it” he complimented. Her cheeks heated up at his kind words.
“-Your music also is, it’s unbelievable how good you make it sound”
The whole situation was truly magical.
“-You are like a flower, so beautiful and elegant. There aren't enough words to describe your beauty. Your mere touch is enough to make my whole soul feel alive my dear” Fyodor smiled lovingly, as he took her hand in his, causing her brain to disconnect, she felt like she was going to explode.
“-So that’s what you were thinking about during the meeting Dostoy, why didn’t you tell me it was all about this cutie right here” a teasing voice echoed on the rock walls of the silent church.
They turned their heads towards the origins of that voice. A certain white haired clown grinned at the two of them from across the room.
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lunarelly · 1 year ago
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sure he has committed an atrocity or two but have you even considered that maybe he is also just a funny little guy??
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fuyumiran · 2 years ago
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He was charged with...
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sachihan · 1 year ago
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"you simply can't kill me."
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mahoupup · 2 months ago
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My friend encouraged me to draw Akutagawa from the magical girl timeline. I forgot how dumpling shaped he was. (This was traced from the precure screenshot beside it- ignore how bad it is it was done in 5 minutes)
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He and Atsushi were like the mascots, he was a penguin (magical bird?) And Atsushi looked like the wan tiger. They could turn into human forms too
I don't know if his neck frill was made of feathers or was a neck tie
His feathers were much darker
Bit me for stretching/squishing his face once (he gave me cuteness agression)
He had autism in his eyes
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sinnamonn · 8 months ago
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They all lack self awareness
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wintersoldier-barnes · 1 year ago
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@nikolaiismysugardaddy ohhh myyy 🥺💕💕💕 the pose!! them!! just everything!!
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Inspired by @/BEE_ABURI ’s edit of the official art (on twt)
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cuntnikida · 6 months ago
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waiT OMG so when fyodor said he'd protect aya even if she was the last person on this earth that implies he's not a person but i'm pretty sure he is so what if it means when he says he wants all ability users gone that includes himself. like what if his goal is to end abilities and their users, including him, and has a plan so aya's safe after his death. this probably doesn't make sense but my theory is that when he wants all abilities gone it includes him, like he's supposed think like dazai so him being sucidal isn't too big of a reach. wait. OMG. what if the reason he wants abilities gone is because he's tired of life and sees it as pointless as teen dazai did and he despises constantly being realived and he's seen hundreds of years of pain brought from abilities and believes they're the root of all evil or at least an evil worth eradicating at all costs and therefore if abilities stop existing then he'll have put an end to the evil he thinks they are and he'll finally have the peace of death he desperately craves. and so even if the ada manage to kill him once and for all he'll have at least achieved one of his goals.
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spilling-blood · 2 months ago
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He needs my teeth sunk into his neck.
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diamondwolfart · 2 months ago
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Happy Birthday Fyodor 💜
11.11.2024
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ryn-loves-cheese · 5 months ago
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fyodor WIP :D
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honeydazai · 2 years ago
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୨୧·࣭࣪̇˖ 𝆬  ꜰɪʟᴍɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴘʀɪᴠᴀᴛᴇ ꜱᴇx ᴛᴀᴘᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇᴍ 𝆬 𓏸
feat.: Dazai, Chūya, Fyodor, Nikolai, Sigma, Mushitarō, Jōno, Tetchō, Tachihara
❥ content: f!reader, nsfw, filming/photographing during sex, (rough) oral sex (giving and receiving), facials, degradation, possessiveness, breeding, outdoor sex, mild spanking
❥ this was commissioned by beloved @queenquixotic yippiiie i love you sm thank you again!!! 💜
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The second you bring the idea up to DAZAI, he's honestly all for it. Really, who's he to complain when you want to film parts of your sex life? He's absolutely unashamed, too; no kink is too wild for him to capture on camera, no position is too revealing. His absolute favourite, however, is whenever he gets to hold the phone you're recording with, tilted downwards to get a good angle at you — first with your pretty lips wrapped around his dick, then with your face covered in his cum.
It'd be a relief if he knew when to stop running his mouth — or, well, at least that's what you tell yourself; the way your cunt's dripping wet between your thighs while his cum drips down the bridge of your nose tells another story.
“That's a nice shot, bella; my, you're so photogenic. Just look up — that's right, good girl. Now, why don't you lie down and spread those legs for me, hm? I need to get on camera just how wet you are already.”
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While CHŪYA doesn't mind the idea — he has to admit he thinks of it as hot, even —, his cheeks still flush with heat when he nods, agreeing. Even though the mere thought flusters him, he doesn't hesitate to lie down between your legs, pushing your thighs apart with calloused fingers digging into soft skin and, really; by then, he cares more about your pretty cunt rather than the camera still recording you both.
You're all but mewling by the time his tongue flattens against your wet folds, struggling to hold onto your phone until, eventually, he's quick to put it down on the nightstand so you're able to grab red hair between your fingers. He knows just how to make you arch your back off the mattress and, hah, he already knows that's going to make for a nice shot. When he eventually pulls back, his lips curl into a smirk, saliva and your arousal alike dripping down his chin as he briefly gazes at the camera and, well — he wouldn't mind you returning the favour.
“You're so pretty, babe. Especially when you fall apart because of my tongue so easily. Hah, now, what do you think will be a better shot; you sucking me off or should I bend ya over and fuck you properly? Hm, baby?”
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FYODOR's views certainly are rather traditional. It takes a lot of begging to convince him of your idea in the first place, though he mostly just means to tease you by denying you for so long. As long as the video stays between the two of you only, and he'll make sure that it will, he doesn't mind it. But, unfortunately, he's also a busy man, meaning he won't see it as necessary to move from in front of his many monitors to basically create pornography with you.
You're stuck warming his cock until he decides he's done and, well, a longer wait does make for a better reward, does it not? Unbeknownst to you, the camera's already on, watching the way you squirm and whimper in his lap. Later, he's got you in a mating press with the intent to fill you up, to breed you, and your cheeks flush with embarrassment when he angles the camera just so to film the way his cum drips out of your cunt.
“My, my, what a mess you are making, dear. The camera is going to record it all, remember? Perhaps you should clench some more. If you don't manage to keep it inside, though, I will just have to help you, hm? We did buy toys just for this occasion, after all.”
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You don't seriously believe that NIKOLAI will be anything but overjoyed at your idea, now do you? He's scrambling to get a camera before you're able to elaborate and, a mere thirty minutes later, you're on your knees, your clothing strewn across the floor, your hands pushing your own tits together while his dick thrusts in between them. Your skin glistens with precum, and it's an absolutely perfect picture when you, albeit a little hesitantly, stick your tongue out to give a kitten lick to his tip. He's all too glad he's got that on camera forever.
His gleeful chuckles and giggles are only interrupted by the occasional moan when you squeeze tighter and, honestly, you can't help but squirm in place in need, your own arousal covering your inner thighs by now. For a moment, you're tempted to sneak a hand between your own legs, the thought of rubbing your throbbing clit tempting, but you're all too sure Nikolai has something planned for you already. Perhaps it'll even involve the video; an idea like fucking you properly while you're watching this exact moment on video is rather likely.
“Ah, look at you, look at you; you're so eager, hm? That's so cute. Come on, stick your tongue out again, yeah? I'll come soon, 'm close already, dove; want me to do it on your face or tits, hm? What's gonna show up nicer on camera, what do you think?”
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There are no words to describe properly just how flustered the idea alone causes SIGMA to feel, though, well — he's never been good at denying you anything. While it takes a bit of convincing for him to prop up a camera the next time you're getting intimate with each other, he doesn't even seem to remember it by the time he sinks into you, your tight heat squeezing his dick so well he forgets everything but your name, which falls from his lips all too often.
Despite not actively trying, lewd moans and barely coherent strings of praise leave his mouth when he sets a slow but steady rhythm, his narrow hips slapping against your plush ones. He's putting on a show without even meaning to, the camera recording his every passionate thrust, his hair plastered to his forehead with sweat until he eventually comes inside of you, panting. If you ever want to watch the video with him, his cheeks flush pink the moment you press 'play'.
“Ah—, you're so tight, God; you always feel heavenly when you're around me. And—, hah, you're so pretty, too. Absolutely breathtaking, and—, ah, and you're all mine, yes? Say it, please. Say you're mine, just like I'm yours.”
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Even though MUSHITARŌ is awfully embarrassed by your idea — he's blushing and sputtering, feeling offended and flattered alike —, he's all too easily convinced when you sink down onto his lap, your smile all too confident. The red light on the camera is on, indicating it's recording already, and he's all too aware of it, though he suddenly finds it difficult to focus on anything but you when your wet heat sinks down on his, notably already hard, dick.
He's left utterly defenseless; really, what can he do but moan and whimper when you all but bounce on his lap, his hands uselessly squeezing your hips, his eyebrows drawn together and eyes squeezed shut? You're all too good at this and you both know it; even though all eloquence leaves him when your wet walls pulse around his dick, everything necessary is conversed through high-pitched mewls and whines — both yours and his. In the end he might be too shy to ever watch the video with you.. though you might just be able to convince him otherwise.
“God, ah, that's good, please, don't stop, dear, I'm close already, so close. May I—, fuck, may I come inside? You feel so good, so good around me, ah, hot and tight and—, please—”
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JŌNO's smile is awfully smug when you first meekly voice your idea, but, really, who is he to deny you? He doesn't mind it at all when you prop your phone up to get a good angle of your side profile before sinking down onto your knees and closing your lips around his cock, gently sucking on the tip before sinking down further.
If you believe he's kind about your depravity, however, you're thoroughly mistaken; demeaning and teasing words leave his mouth with such ease that it seems like you're barely sucking him off at all. His hand finds it's way into your hair, grabbing at soft strands and pulling you closer until your gag reflex kicks in, tears welling up in your eyes and whimpers falling from spit-slicked lips.
“What a terribly lewd idea you had, love. Ah, but the aspect of me filming you in such a situation seems to quite excite you, hm? You're so eager today. Careful, now; you'll end up choking, and I did say I won't let you come if you have to pull off, did I not?”
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Honestly, TETCHŌ merely shrugs when you propose the idea to him. He doesn't care that much either way; if you're interested in that, he's fine with it. He's not the kind to put on some act while on camera, though, luckily, you don't want him to, either — it works perfectly fine when you both moan when, finally, he sinks inside of you after bending you over the closest flat surface; in your current case, the dinner table.
Rough grunts and raspy groans leave his mouth when he thrusts into you, his pace so hard you're afraid the table's going to crash underneath you, and you wouldn't be able to stifle your high-pitched whines even if you tried to. Dirty talk isn't something he bothers with too much; if anything, he moans about how good you feel when you clench so tightly around him and, occasionally, he snickers as you flinch when his hand comes down hard on your ass.
“Fuck, that's good. You're so damn tight, feels fuckin' heavenly. Ah—, God. Hah, can't wait to see what you look like on video. Can't be better than the real thing for sure.”
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TACHIHARA's eyebrows raise in surprise when you tell him what exactly you'd like to try, though, as long as the video stays between the two of you, he himself is surprised to find that he doesn't mind it at all. The first time you do it after you've suggested it isn't planned; he simply grabs his phone from his pocket after pushing you against a wall, camera angled just right so that it gets a good shot of the way your pussy clenches around his dick while he thrusts into you almost erratically.
The sound of skin slapping against skin, paired with lewd squelching noises, makes your cheeks flush with heat, and you're only grateful that he's focused on recording your cunt rather than your face. You're biting down on your bottom lip, trying hard to stifle your moans and mewls given how you're still in public, but, really, your voice is still heard loud and clear on the video, as are his own raspy groans. The video is blurry, really, but you both enjoy watching it afterwards, especially when his hand sneaks underneath your shirt again.
“Fuck—, fuck, you're so damn tight. God, you feel so good around me. Hah, we gotta be quiet, huh? Would suck to be caught like this. We're in public, after all, baby. Though, well—, I do love the way your voice sounds. Kinda wanna get it on video.”
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