#fvckd

[yumethefrostypanda]

Ghost 💔 The way he gets upp, haaalp

[heyyyypril]

been emotionally fvckd up

so no, thanks.

[intermittent3]

leave this fvckd place behind

[gaeyl]

#61 - One of those days

Dear Sunny,

It's been a while since I last wrote to you, to express myself and reveal my feelings.

I fvckd up these past few days. I made a lot of mistakes at work. I had a lot of personal issues. My mom got sick; operated; needs to be treated. My head is loaded with worries and fears. I cry. A lot. At home. At work. Alone. My depression is back. I'm having trouble sleeping at night. I started fearing sleep knowing I'll forget for a while until I wake up and face the same sh*t again. I don't know what to do anymore.

It's one of those days when I needed someone beside me, someone who will tell me that everything will be okay, that everything will pass through.

It's one of those nights when I needed a shoulder to cry on, someone who will listen to me until I unload all the burdens I have behind me.

It's one of those days when I needed my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my family.

It's one of those days when I needed someone to hold on to. Someone who'd make me feel better until I find myself again.

Unfortunately, I'm having one of those days when no one is available, I have no one to talk to, no one to listen, no shoulder to cry on, no one to catch me when I fall.

Sunny, can I have you at least for a day? Can you be real for at least a night. I don't know how to go on another day without having someone beside me.

--

I just want to sleep and never wake up again.

[euroqlassic]

Work until you no longer need to introduce yourself 💭 Owner: @nrmn_g_ #EuroQlassic #Vr6 #MkivKids #R32 #Volkswagen #Vw #Slammed #Fvckd #Rollhard

[fvckd-fshn]

✖️ FVCKD FSHN ✖️

[datlowest-blog]

Dope mk7 @5five.seven7 @ffvckd - #vw #golf #mk7 #bagged #fvckd #datlowest #dapper #carporn #canibeat #cambergang #raceism #rollhard #stance #slammed #stancenation #stanceworks #lowered #loweredlifestyle #picoftheday #car #ilovebass #wheelporn #carlifestyle #royalstance #fitteduk #hxrny #lifestyle

[urotuning]

Black Love⠀ 🚘 @stvn_five.seven #fvckd #Golf #Golf7 #Golf7R #MK7 #MK7Golf #MK7R #MKVII #SoGa #SoGa5 #SouthernGardasee #VW #five_seven #57crew #bbswheels #bbsrs #slantlips 📷 @ffvckd

[fvckd-fshn]

✖️ FVCKD FSHN ✖️

[pickybooks]

hey yknow what... cardan can’t lie.

cardan literally can’t lie.

so when no one believed him, or heard his side of the story that he wasn’t the person who killed the mortal that Dain killed with his arrow?

yeah, that probably majorly fvckd with him and probably gave him some mad trust issues.

in a place like faerie where you could just ask some one to tell you what happened and interrogate them to find out, not believing or not listening probably says a shit ton.

you’re not worthy of defending yourself, you’re not allowed an audience because we all just know it was you. and if it wasn’t you, we hate you enough to not care because better you than prince dain.

[radracer]

Saab 9-5 Wagon

@fvckd

[datlowest-blog]

Dope pic, dope 7. @ffvckd @stvn_five7 - #vw #golf7 #bagged #bbs #rs #fiveseven #fvckd #datlowest #dapper #carporn #canibeat #cambergang #raceism #stance #slammed #stancenation #stanceworks #lowered #loweredlifestyle #picoftheday #car #ilovebass #wheelporn #carlifestyle #lovelivelow #royalstance #fitteduk #hxrny #lifestyle

[fit-as-fxck]

week 4 update & Murphy’s law

Week 4 update: pretty much a fail. everything was fvckd up for me. It’s been a really weird week (she says every week) and I could use a strong drink. I think I'm going to have that drink because fvck this hsit. It’s rare these days that I do that but like I said, fvck this hsit. Sometimes, you just gotta take the time for yourself to do what you need to do. Also can't let tiny little weird weeks set you back. Gotta keep truckin.

I felt terrible halfway through the week - probably a result of not eating enough protein and then not drinking enough water. And then, Murphy’s law seemed to be chasing me well into the weekend. I was grasping at straws Wednesday through Saturday. Keeping it together felt like it just wasn’t in the cards for me this week. I kept falling down figuratively and quite literally - from slipping on black ice to falling on my butt (in mud) at the dog park and I have the bruises to prove it. I had some drinks to blow off steam and then to top it all off my car got broken into this morning. Cherry on top, mvtherfvckers. 

Sometimes we have those weeks where everything seems to be working against us. At every turn we are met with an obstacle telling us that it just isn't meant to be. You win some, you lose some. A bad moment turns into a bad minute, which turns into a bad hour, which turns into a bad day, which turns into a bad couple of days and no matter how hard we try we just can't shake the feeling. Carrying on as you intended it going to feel impossible. But you have to pick yourself back up because no one else is going to come do it for you. Like I've said before, you’re allowed to trip, stumble, fall down, but you’re not allowed to stay down. Right now I'm conducting the hot mess express. But not for long. I’ll be back in the game as soon as I can and ready to pick it all up again for week 5. 

[datlowest-blog]

Sweet mk4 💛 #vw #golf4 #violentclique #fvckd #datlowest

[thedailypin]

this world is so fvckd up 🖕🏻