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Well I am officially finished with all exams and A levels in general. What a strange feeling for 2 years work of my life to come to a close on a random Thursday morning at 11am. I am now just a person, seeking life’s purpose.
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Have you heard of the "Crowley is Malleus' dad" theory going around? Where Prince Levan (or whatever his name is) didn't actually die and just went out to get some milk and is now known as Dire Crowley, the silly man? The implications of that theory is absolutely hilarious when you think about it
hold on, we can figure this out, we just need LISTS
PROS THAT CROWLEY IS SECRETLY REVAAN/LEVAN/LAVERNE/WHATEVER:
unspecified fae of some kind, with similar coloring to Mal
the animal masks are apparently a Briar Valley thing
has some kind of big blackmailable secret that was alluded to in episode 4, and then as far as I know never brought up again
(unless this was just Azul bullshitting, which is extremely possible)
based on Diablo, which...maybe means something?
has canonically worn Dad Shorts
CONS:
(gestures to Crowley's entire personality)
NO LISTEN Revaan was the guy they sent off on diplomatic missions and to take care of delicate political situations, and...look, I love this dweeb, but would you trust Crowley to be in charge of negotiating your war treaties
despite my brain insisting on reading his name as "Raven", Revaan's title does imply that he was also a dragon (or super into longan berries, I'm not ruling that out)
currently unclear why Lilia "my closest friend Revaan...he is no longer with us...I used to make fun of him for being kind of a priss about eating jerky..." Vanrouge has somehow not noticed or said anything
Malleus' Aloof Anime ~Aristocrat~ vibe had to come from somewhere, and by all accounts it was NOT his mom's side of the family
???:
turns into a bird in the opening, I don't know if that means anything but it's kinda cool, I guess
all that aside, if Malleus and Yuu are any indication, then the Draconias have...questionable taste in their social choices. so anything is possible!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#disclaimer that this is half joke and half speculation so like. please take it in good spirits and don't yell at me#right now i'm leaning away from crowley being revaan because i think the evidence is currently circumstantial at best#but who knows what the future will bring!#man. whenever i consciously remember that crowley is diablo it also reminds me#that his name is supposed to be pronounced like dear and not like the word dire#which always fucks me up a little bit. this is the worst thing about him bar none.#damnit crowley#anyway every time a new part comes out i rewatch the opening just in case there turns out to be any more foreshadowing#(there never is)#(but that ONE really quick bit where you can see overblot azul means i always have to look)#which is to say i have been carefully reanalyzing all the crowley bits and i have reached the conclusion#that i still have no idea what is going on with him#he may be the world's biggest mastermind or the world's biggest idiot and these are not mutually exclusive#(this is a strictly pro-crowley post btw)#(i'm allowed to make fun of him because i love him dire-ly)
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The only correct form of caltam, as far as i am concerned
#tw: opinions#at times whenever the topic of caltam comes up i am left wondering if i played the same game as others#i don't think enough ppl dig in to Cal's and Tammy's characters to realize just how horribly uncompatible they are as a couple#“they're perfect for each other”#bitch where#if their relationship wouldn't be so unwritten they would be having screaming matches from 15 onwards#Tammy is married to a fairytale view of love and princesses and princes and if you looked for atleast a minute at Cal's character you'd#realize he's NOT that type of person#they bud heads on a lot of significant things that play a major role to their characters such as Tammy's protectiveness over the creche kid#and her future family and desire to be protected and stood up for and Cal unyileding view of radical pacifism and hypocritism#i am not trying to be funny when i say i could seriously write a whole ass 10+ page essay on why they're not good for each other#ppl don't realize they look at each other through rose-colored glasses and that they like the IDEA of each other not the actual them#bc of how they grew up and used to see each other. But theyre just another example of how the adults failed their generation#Tammy deserves better than Cal and i am saying this as Cal's number 1 fan please free my girl from the shackles of hypocritical men#she should go make out with Nemmie instead that would do her some good since Nem actually protects her loved ones#i think if i WERE to like caltam is if they were radioactive toxic to one another#anyways i think the solution to caltam is a horrible teen divorce bonus points if cal has an ego death then they stick to being besties#y'all have no idea how good it feels to rant abt these two LMAO#i've been saying this and i'll continue to be saying this Cal and Tammy are better as friends no you cannot change my mind#theres so much more wrong with them but if id list everything we'd be here till next week#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatex#exocolonist#meme#my meme#been dealing with a nasty sinus infection and a cold that just won't go away for the past 2 weeks but art is still gretting worked on#prolly posting some art in a few hours
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✨ Thoughts while listening to Taylor Swift ✨
Steve trying his absolute hardest not to fall for Eddie. Because he knows Eddie’s destiny. Knows that he’s meant for big things, that he’s going places and will be successful in the future.
That Eddie’s meant for more than him.
So, Steve tries his best to keep his heart from falling.
When the last of Eddie’s friends graduate and all of them are packed up, ready to get the hell out of Hawkins, Steve’s there to wish them a goodbye and to take the world by storm.
He’s hugging Eddie tight, feeling his eyes burn from holding back the tears. Trying to enjoy the closeness and warmth, trying to keep the sob back that’s wanting to break free.
“Stevie…”
Shaking his head, he squeezes Eddie and pull away, “don’t, Eds.” He can’t look Eddie in the eye longer than a second, he smiles tight with a few tears finally falling, “take the world on, Rockstar. I’ll be watching, promise”
Eddie wipes his eyes, smiles and opens his mouth a few times before giving up and taking a step closer to him to press a kiss to his cheek before turning around and meeting back up with of his friends. The van is filled with all their things, soon it’s filled with Eddie’s friends and Eddie himself.
Waving, Steve keeps up the smile and it’s only once the van isn’t in his vision that it fully hits him.
That he failed.
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Oh, hello 👋
Was listening to “Come Back Be Here” and well, this little thing appeared in my head couldn’t help myself and i remembered I haven’t gotten my loves back for all the angst they’ve put me through. 🥰
Enjoy @i-less-than-three-you and @strangersteddierthings love youuuuuu
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#angst#steddie#corroded coffin#steddie fic#steve harrington needs a hug#stranger things#nburkhardt writes#it’s not exact to the song but you get the point#if anyone reads the tags: please know that someday in the future Eddie DOES go back#and kidnaps Steve away from his life
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Stay at home dad and artist on commission Keefe
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#keefe sencen#sokeefe#he watches him and sophie's 5 year old little boy and 11 year old girl (she's currently applying for Foxfire) while sophie works#he does his own art pieces along with commissions at home#and the little boy can teleport so he's constantly dropping in on sophie and fitz at their job#(it's related to them being cognates or something idk)#and keefe has a panic attack because he looked away for one second to add a detail to his sketch and now his kid's gone#their kid drops into sophie's arms (or right outside the door of the building she works at)#and sophie gives him an eye roll and a disappointed look for freaking his father out and interrupting her#(he has absolutely appeared when she was in a super important meeting)#this is all based on the assumption that elves don't have some kind of basic schooling before foxfire or other schools like it#when he appears back at their residence (their leapmaster floor has an open roof for teleportation)#keefe is standing there frantically ready to catch him#and their girl (im shit with names) is standing there giving him a look like “I thought you weren't scared of anything”#and he's just caught the kid and is trying to rock him to sleep cause teleporting is tiring for a 5 year old#but he humors her while walking down the hall to his bedroom#“who said i wasn't?” “i do” “why?”#“nobody who actually beat an ogre would be scared of their child teleporting away”#“you'd be surprised”#(she doesn't beleive he actually fought dimitar and thinks it's an elaborate inside joke between sophie him and queen ro)#so they keep going back and forth with him being vague about the details because while he did beat dimitar#he is absolutely exaggerating all the details#“keefe you can't tell our kids you punched dimitar and he immediately surrendered” “please” “no”#and then they get to his room on the second floor and he shushes her so he can place the sleeping boy in his bed#i have so many thoughts about future sokeefe actually
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One fear: the BkDk hospital scene is all we get for postwar bkdk content(where it's focused on them)
#i started thinking about this and like#what if thats it their arc is considered complete#like#its lovely but#theres still a lot left unsaid#like control your heart#like izukus side of the apology issue#how izuku feels#the TRAUMA they just went through of katsuki DYING bc he is Izukus most special favorite guy#where theyre going in the future?#DO THEY OPEN AN AGENCY??#please its not enough i need answers#bakudeku#bnha spoilers#epilogue thoughts#WAIT#THE HANDHOLD??#the one mid combat was fantastic but like#idk I would love one where Katsuki takes Izukus hand where its not an insane situation and can be explained away with WELL ITS A BATTLE#HE HAD TO DO IT#(crepes and an amusement park would be a bonus)
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my heart in the dimly lit aisle
Heyyyy so I just got around to drawing one of my absolute favorites from @nextsoundofthefuture !!! bright <333 followers expect more and also read the comic because it’s so good. firmly gripping my brain also
#next sound of the future#nsotf#bright#bright nsotf#come to think of it I’ve never really participated in the fandom on tumblr….going to change that right away#please plsplease read the comic#I REALLY HOPE WE SEE MORE OF BRIGHT J LOVE HER#I see some potential for her to appear more…stuff with new idols completely sweeping + dynamics with existing people in the industry etc#im phrasing this badly but my point is#yeah#yeah!!!!#this goes out to my friends who indulge me in rambling forever about nsotf#my art#reineyweatherdraws#also..sorry for how saturated the colors are lol#I do feel like I could have done a little bit of a better job#ramble over go read it!!!!!
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Thinking about this post and how Alastor pulled apart the screen first while Vox did the surrounding thing first.
I think it could reflect to how their relationship went.
At first, Alastor started to pull away, but it wasn't anything final yet since it feels more... artificial in a way?
But then Vox started to become more obnoxious, making Alastor feel like he was being surrounded before Vox fully tore their relationship apart.
(It honestly worries me how in Vox's parallel it shows him dividing Valentino and Velvette apart and I hope to god that's not foreshadowing that Vox will push the Vees away the same thing he did with Alastor but the leaked audition sheet for Vox is making me chuckle in danger)
Alastor surrounding Vox shows how after their relationship broke off, Alastor started to intentionally make Vox to continue to remember his existence, not letting him to forget who he is since we see him going in front of his cameras.
At least that's my interpretation.
#may asher rambles#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel the vees#radiostatic#maybe I'm delulu but Al's line being “who's been here since day one who's been faithful as a nun?” before pulling the curtains away -#-is kinda sus as if he was faithful before he started to pull away#also Vox's line of “You're looking at the future! He's the shit that comes before that!” before surrounding Al-#-is kinda sus as if its showing how he started to become obnoxious when he started to focus on the future#IDK maybe I'm reading too much into these fuckers#but also the “i'm your guy your day to day” showcasing how he's constant and the “OH PLEASE!” as if he's denying their relationship mattere#-is oughhhhh#god someone please sedate me and take SG and HGD away from my hands before I go completely insane
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You can have an amazing day out and then come home and want to kill yourself and that's just so wild to me because your brain would not shut up about it and you will purposely make it worse by exposing yourself to stuff that amplifies it and it just yeah why am I still here
#passive suicidality#it's just the fact that i turned 25 and 18 year old me was done with her life and so was 20 year old me#and 22 year old me and 24 year old me and it's just so exhausting#sometimes it's hard to see anything when you've spent so much of your adult life not imaging a future and living lomg enough to have one#and the urge to die becomes a part of your regular emotions#imagine a kid in a grocery store constantly pestering their mom to buy their favourite chocolate? like a litany of please can i get it#please can i get it please can i get it please can i get it .......#that's my brain going we should die#like a loop going on and it's exhausting and yet it's also familiar#i don't know the point of this buy im just exhausted#It's almost 5am and i have work in a few hours and i just want to sleep and not wake up to the day because it sounds so relaxing#death feels peaceful and a relief#i don't think the urge eill go away#yeah sorry
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[i will probably delete this later but for other pokepasta blogs hanging around, i (starry) am making interactions open with my currently available characters (ace, fire, glitchy, and leaf sorry blue/mike/steven fans) open for other ask/rp blog's muses/characters.
these will be non-canon, but that also means that even while the main story's on hiatus, i'm open to receiving and answering these in the meantime! ive been seeing other blog interactions circle in the pokepasta ask/rp blog sphere a fair bit more lately and it seems like a lot of fun, esp now that we know what we're doing with mn a bit better. i am also planning/hoping to send a few out to other blogs as well ^^
i'll tag these posts as "mn noncanon" for sorting or filtering purposes. i dont rly have any rules i'll lay down other than like... specify if your muse is interacting with them Physically or via the Drones for the cam crew]
#delete later#mn noncanon#not mn#[given the hiatus has been for the sake of getting things set up for future (we've been truckin away at that)#these will probably be treated a bit more casually in terms of art production n the speed at which i answer ^^'#so please keep that in mind!]#[as for updates on. actual story updates. ive started work on the next Proper Update as we've decided to resume things before the-#secret project is done given. who knows how long that'll take. it'll still be worth it i promise :]#the place we'll resume into will go on to be a sort of... event you could say. we just have to get things ready first.#i consider stuff like this and Descent to be good ways to get back into the swing of writing/illustrating for the blog in the meantime! ^^]
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How Hermes talks about Luke to others: (the most adoring, protective, forgiving father you've ever met, full of praise and admiration, refuses to give up on him no matter what crimes he commits, defends him to the heroes and begs them to show him mercy, utterly crushed by regret for his own failures)
How Hermes talks to Luke:
#it's so funny (and sad. but let's use the funny lens this time)#he gets angry with annabeth - an incredibly traumatized child - for not running away with luke to help him escape kronos#after luke had kidnapped and tortured her for days and tried to kill her best friends multiple times#meanwhile at NO point does he ever visit luke himself to try to get him out of the cult#his continuous neglect throughout luke's life was a primary reason he could be pulled into the cult in the first place#the only time they spoke luke said 'please do one simple task if you love me at all' and hermes DIDN'T DO IT#and then the moment luke left he was like 'oh my poor son. i love him so much. i wish i could stop him going down a terrible path'#the thing luke asked him to do was tell him about his future in order to avoid the terrible path!#like hermes. come on.#what are you doing?#how do you have all the good dad traits internally and then spectacularly fail at the actions every time?#luke castellan#hermes pjo#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians
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#all creatures great and small#acgas 2020#samuel west#anna madeley#siegfried x audrey#mine#yes please do drop an actual baby into *gestures wildly* THIS it is not like i need my sanity at this point#go dddd#wish i had more time to gif this season bc LOOK. AT. THEM.#i mean how long do we have to act like they have a future with anyone else??#tell her already you fool#*floats away screaming*
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as an advocate for the prosperity and welfare of children, this hurts me so bad. it's like i'm being gutted so deeply. it hurts to learn and just watch what's currently going on in the world and not being able to provide assistance from seas and lands away. we need to stand for humanitarian aid. this is not about politics anymore. genocide was never a solution nor an answer. it's just ruthlessness and inhumane. educate yourselves and let everyone hear about the palestinians. you can take a break from social media if it gets overwhelming but for the love of everything above DO NOT IGNORE THEIR SITUATION. from the rivers to the sea, palestine will be free. THEY WILL SURVIVE.
#it's hard to create content knowing full well you still have this privilege to even LIVE#imagine just LIVING is seen as privilege and not a human right anymore is SICKENING#i don't care who's right or wrong they were INNOCENT. THEY DID NOT HARM ANYONE. THEY WERE BARELY LIVING THEIR LIVES#babies to preschoolers to young teens??? WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU#they had dreams they had ambitions they are future leaders and you took those away from them.#i have so much to say that's just making me shed tears#this has been going on since 1948 let them LIVE without fear PLEASE
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If devious duo dies, i die. Dot. /j
-friend crush anon who now has a new fear
me too, honestly. if anything happens with those freaks, im dying too.
#☆ inbox .#god please dont let anything happen to devious duo#i do think its inevitable that they separate in the future#spoke is on his path to pushing people away#either spoke is going to push mapicc away or mapicc will get too frustrated and just leave#maybe both
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I’m obsessed
#avatar band#avatar metal band#I’m going to run away and join their circus please take me with you#I’m so fucking obsessed with this band btw. I just heard them for the first time at this concert#they opened for Ice Nine Kills and ohhhh my god. the stage presence they had was amazing#the make up and the vibes!! and the guitarists all head banged their long hair together in unison 🥵#also the matching outfits!!! ahhhh!!! I have a new brain worm#I sorry for everyone I know irl that will have to put up with me blasting this music for the next foreseeable future#and his voice. bruh his voice does things to me. his music is so good.#the Eagle has landed#good song#Hail the apocalypse. another good song#bloody angel. another really fucking killer song#ok I’ll stop now cause I can just go on and on#I literally just heard them for the first time less than 48 hours ago. and I’m so so so so obsessed I can’t stop#they were so much fun to watch live!!!#ok I’ll shut up now
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You know, when I was first researching neurodivergence (and autism and ADHD in particular) and wondering if I was, in fact, neurodivergent, I brought my conclusions to my mom and she said:
"I mean, you're gifted, right? So you already are neurodivergent???"
So here's to her (kinda) and her words. Giftedness is a neurodivergence, in my opinion. From what I've seen, a lot of the traits overlap with common autistic and/or ADHD traits too, especially regarding overexcitabilities, and a lot of researchers talking about the topic describe giftedness with the same kind of "your brain is just made differently" and "you're just wired differently" language as they use for other neurodivergent conditions. But I also say this because I've seen some gifted people who, while struggling with some "autistic/ADHD traits," don't have all the traits necessary for an autism or ADHD diagnosis. Giftedness is a label for them that encompasses the struggles they have without saying that they don't struggle enough or forcing them to try to fit into a mold that isn't them. And I get that; when I was first questioning, I didn't think I had enough autistic traits to count for a diagnosis either, so I took comfort in a "gifted" label. (Not to say that all gifted people are just autistic people and/or people with ADHD that don't realize, or that all gifted people are just people who don't have enough traits for a diagnosis! That was just the case for me and the folks I've been around, but I've also heard the case of it not being that.)
But if I am gifted, then I also have autism. A lot of my struggles are, honestly, just better described by autism than just by a byproduct of giftedness. My struggles with people and with "being too much," my sensory differences (and yes, sometimes issues), my stimming, and some of my executive dysfunction all sound like autistic traits to me more than a mix of psychomotor and sensual overexcitabilities and a whole bunch of coincidental byproducts of my being gifted and hanging out with nongifted peers. Don't get me wrong; based on my family history, background, and traits, I honestly probably am gifted lol. But it's not just that.
So this is me saying that if the people around you are saying that you're just gifted, you're free to look for other, perhaps better explanations for your feelings and experiences. But if you are just gifted, you're still free to call yourself neurodivergent! My gifted traits lead to me feeling just as ostracized sometimes as my autistic ones, so who am I to police that label?
#I hope this isn't controversial I'd hate for a bunch of folks to come here and start arguing /srs#legitimately hate just the idea of having to deal with that#I just like to talk about myself and part of myself is this#I'd say “one of the rare times this isn't about being nonhuman” but I'm trying to keep this an open blog for my thoughts#since if I make it a “nonhuman blog” then once I stop fixating on this and it becomes another part of my identity#I'll forget about this blog and just vanish#and that's already happened once with a vocaloid blog so I'm trying to prevent it#I just want to stay away from toxicity or discohrse cause that certainly wouldn't help my life or mental health#I made this blog to help me feel better not worse lol#anywayssss#actually gifted#since I heard of someone asking gifted folks to use this tag like they do “actually autistic” and “actually ADHD” ones#I hope you'll take this post#I might post more about giftedness in the future so I'll use that one if I do :D#intellectual giftedness#actually autistic#also ADHD but that'd be a lot to mention here#just know that's why I said *some* of my executive dysfunction#if my experience feels off that might be why#autism#oh and here's the “I probably got something wrong about giftedness go do your own research please (I promise it's fun!)#and if you are gifted I'm sorry if I got stuff majorly wrong“ disclaimer#alright NOW it's time for breakfast XD#gifted kid syndrome#gifted kid burnout
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