#full of life

[socialbutterfly19]

I don’t care I am gonna shine bright like a diamond and find the happiness I deserve. I will smile and make others smile. Im back bitches!!!

[random-xpressions]

Come with a bursting passion. Don't come with a meek heart and call it love...

Random Xpressions

[acidblum]

Take my hand and forget

That I am just another woman

Even though you see me

You'll never let me be your boyfriend

But tell me lies (tell me a lie)

[musicalburgerman]

[small-town--r]

I let go of the past releasing bitterness that damn near consumed me.

Swallowing me whole.

Tossed around in the sea of why me.

Reliving the past in my mind everyday

became so heavy with sadness.

I've never learned how to let go easily.

My mind slowed down some yesterday allowing me to enjoy the now.

I've read others stories about letting the past go.

Perhaps I never thought of it that way.

I'm going to give it a try.

No more talking to myself, no more crying, no more pondering on things that have come and gone.

No more worrying about things I cannot control or how people's attitudes are, nor how they choose to live their life.

I've always been a people pleaser and thats exhausting in itself.

Only to find out people find fault no matter what.

I've never fretted over my own happiness.

As this will be new to me as well.

I came to the realization that we all have only one life to live.

I need to live mine for today, myself, and my son.

God please help me do so.

Done with holding on to the cruel past that's has haunted me for so long.

I swear it like to drove me crazy.

Just three simple words of let it go saved me.

Feeling hopeful about today, tomorrow, and every day here on out.

Life can blissful, full of love maybe even a peaceful calm in my mind.

I've realized the things I sit and ponder on

determine my outlook on the rest of my life.

Trying to tame my mind a bit, I hate how it races and never seems to slow.

I guess one could say a work in progress.

I don't know the approach I'll take, maybe I'll read about how to recover from abuse.

No one has never talked about it or told me.

That's another thing I'm trying to learn to navigate, no shoulder to learn on.

No one to talk about the day with or how pretty the sky is.

I've heard recovering addicts say take one day at a time, some say minute by minute.

That will be new to me as I've always worried about tomorrow.

Never really lived for today until today.

Peace and love for you and for me.

R.A.

[eclipticrika]

you’re too full of life to dwell on others opinions of you.

[transangeliccowboy]

in the meantime here's a house on fire I painted for 2 hours today

[kalahs-beautiful-realm]

Photography by, A.M. Lorek

[importantsecret]

[random-xpressions]

What do I look for in a person?

Soulfulness...

Random Xpressions

[booksandglitter]

looking at the moon and experiencing a very deep yearning

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

historical drama/sitcom where two gay best friends (woman and man) get lavender married--and proceed to spend the Fancy European Honeymoon their parents paid for acting as each other's wingman

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[fgadfanpage]

Christine and the Queens - Full of life (Lyric Video)

I put it here just to remember 🫰🏼.