#full form of neet

[sievesoftech]

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[thebardisabird]

Oho...

I do love bringing Osomatsu the drama. I got something for you, Anonym. A little Osomatsu x Reader and a very costly Freudian slip, under the cut!

Fresh out of the pachinko parlor, you were ecstatic about your earnings for the evening. So ecstatic that your partner in crime and eldest of your sextuplet friends, Osomatsu, managed to convince you to buy him some drinks and sushi. Being that you were riding the high of your luck, you agreed. He partook in his favorite beer, and you instead opted to have some tea with your dinner. That didn’t stop your pleasant conversation however, the two of you carrying on between pieces of sashimi and a sizable amount of appetizers. It was always this easy with Osomatsu. Sure he was a NEET and maybe society frowned upon him for that - but not you. To you he brought carefree attitudes and laughter. He reminded you not to sweat the small stuff in life and even though he was a bit of a blockhead, he was dependable where it mattered most. A guy who knew how to knock back a beer and make you forget the way the world turned, that was your Osomatsu. 

“So I told Choromatsu not to worry about it right, cause it was just a shock and he should totally dye his hair again” Osomatsu snickers, picking up a shumai dumpling, “Tell me why he actually listened to me - and he the next day he comes back BLONDE!” “NOOO” your stunned groan turning into laughter, “Osomatsu, you scoundrel, why would you tell him that?!”

The man shrugs and pops the dumpling into his mouth, “Lishen, if we didn wana do it - he wouldn ave,” and he swallowed down his bite with a swig of his beer, “I didn’t make him do it.” You rolled your eyes at that knowing full well that he absolutely used his eldest brother influence to goad Choromatsu into changing his hair again. Still, you couldn’t help but laugh, Osomatsu always had a good story to tell. The night went on as such, the two of you exchanging stories and laughs the way close friends tended to. With the tab paid and you two satiated, you sauntered off in what you both assumed was the direction of home. By now you were too engrossed in each other's company to really pay close attention to exactly where you were going. At some point you threw your hands behind your head and stretched, “Man…I hate having to be a responsible adult. It���s always work hours this, and pay bills that.” Osomatsu laughed at your whining, “Sucks to suck, doesn't it? Could always try the NEET life like me!” You eyed him with an absurd accusatory look, “And look what does to the people around you,” your finger poked into his cheek now, “Need I remind you who paid your tab tonight, mister.” Osomatsu gave you a dramatic twirl, his hand clutching his chest dramatically, “Ugh! Your words wound me, woman! Maybe I really am the worst man in Akatsuka after all!” His Shakespearean act had you almost feel like you were in the presence of his younger brother, but you simply gave him a hearty laugh with your hand playfully pushing at his chest, “Shut up you big dummy, you know I love you.” … It took a moment for your words to register. That word. You’d never said that word with him before. You two had always been so close. Hell, you were close with all of the brothers…but you’ve never…used that word with any of them before. You snatched back your hand, fingers curling into your chest. The weight of your words hanging over you both like a storm cloud. Did you ruin things just now? Would he be freaked out by you? What have you done? Embarrassment crept its way into your skin, flushing your whole body. “Osomatsu, I–mmph!” the bargaining plea that started at your lips was silenced by his own. His own hands circled around your wrists, pulling you to him. He unfurled your limbs from your body, making you wrap your arms around his neck as he slid his tongue into your mouth. Any form of protest simply ceased to be with your lips locked like this. It hit you when you shuddered, Osomatsu was kissing you. Your friend of so many years. Your confidant, your drinking buddy, the shittiest person to ever live and yet he was always by your side when you needed him…was kissing you. Not some peck on the cheek. Nowhere near a chaste kiss. This was passionate. The way he groaned into your mouth. The grip his hands had at your back, nervous but steady all the same. “Osomatsu…” you whined against his lips. Your fingers wove into his chestnut locks, and you would not stop yourself from pressing closer into him as you initiated another kiss. Yes. It all made sense now. It was always him, wasn’t it? His breath fanned over your lips when you parted. Neither of you could open your eyes, the mutual feeling of ‘Is this real?’ plaguing your thoughts. A deep inhale sounded in front of you. Osomatsu rested his forehead to yours, “I…have loved you...for a long fucking time now,” he swallowed abruptly, thick and dry, “And I could never bring myself to say it…because I always thought you would never be with someone like me.” It was his turn to tangle fingers in hair, his palms cupping your face as though he was holding the universe. He spoke your name like it would be his dying word, “...but I love you. With everything I’ve got.” There was a crushing heaviness in your chest at his substantial words. But when he kissed you once more, the weight lifted - ripped from you with the carefree abandon that was Osomatsu Matsuno. You loved him all the same. It was clear as day to you now. He always made it so easy. 

[renardtrickster]

Because I’m a nosy old lady by nature, I cannot help but check in on the green horse man like once a month or so and yeah, it’s never surprising but it also stopped being disappointing because I guess at this point I know he’s beyond hope. It’s like he’s stuck in 2014 like most of the people who got their following from gamergate but was far too much of a neet to truly rise or fall like many others from that time but instead wallowed in his pit he dug and pissed and shit in himself.

I think what's more tragic is that he isn't quite stuck in 2014. It is true that he is a bit of a holdout because he's still posting about how feminists get mad and cry when they turn on TV and not every single female character is fat and in a burqa. I'm not saying that "anti-feminism is kind of a done topic", it is still a serious issue. It's more that the focus of contemporary discourse is more on queer rights and multiracialism, and it's kind of notable to argue "feminists are dumb because they do gender equality poorly" when nowadays the messaging is "women don't deserve rights, females are like dogs that you can have sex with". Andrew Tate type stuff. So he's 2014 in the sense that this is when his biases were formed, and so that's basically where he goes mentally when dealing with new information.

At the same time, things have advanced. The common joke is that the anti-sjws of 2016 are, at this point, either ethnonationalists or transgender furry ancoms. That's broadly true (guess where I'm at), but the dichotomy implies that becoming a full-fledged fascist is as active a decision as cutting off and going anti-fascist. I alluded to this before, but you don't need to do anything to get worse. You just need to let the water rise around you. I like to inject levity into discussions on serious topics, but I wanna be clear that the trans groomer or Haitian pet-eating thing would have been parodically extreme even in 2016, when people were still downplaying the "Mexico is sending us rapists and thieves" stuff. "They're outsiders, coming in to prey upon your women, pets, and children" is the language of genocide, and everyone giving credence to the idea that this is any way real is a knowing or unknowing stooge to fascist politicians trying to instigate a pogrom.

Which is why I say that if there's any value to checking up on him, it's in that he's in the "moderate" part of the alt-right pipeline, and as such you can kind of guess what positions have become acceptable to say out loud.

[chefeader]

life update:

hi y'all,

honestly i haven't been posting because im so caught up in studying for the back to back mocks, i have 2 in a week, yesterdays mock i scored so less, way less than my expectation , and way less than what i worked for, i had 3 days and trust me despite putting my everything and feeling confident i got nothing ( the fruit of hardwork) despite having such bad period cramps and wanting to rest i went to extreme 12 hours of study, and its disappointing that it did not pay back atleast in the form of a good score but rather a very low score.

i cried yesterday after coming home, if people are able to score 500-600 above why am i not,honeslty the thought of suici*e came to my mind too, but im not a loser, i cant give up after wasting so much of my dads money and putting in sm effort, then had to restart studying for the next mock, it aint full syllabus, its just some chapters compiled, im going to focus more on question practice.

i want to reach out to this ex bestfriend of mine whom i hold as close in my heart and as my elder sis, but idk if she feels the same and the last convo we had she clearly didn't want me in her life, but i feel mixed reaction from her recently when we spoke through an anonymous platform. but reaching out to her can make someone close to me upset and angry with me. i think im just on my period mood swings and feeling lonely , having no one to believe in me and motivate and love me.

take care everyone, good luck to all neet aspirants, may we pass with flying colors and get selected ! <3

my senior advised that they purposely make such hard papers , neet is easier than this, if you're able to solve pyqs and past papers then you're good. also i saw a video where a girl was in the top 20 the whole year and she got 603 or less in real neet cus she stopped focusing on ncert and went to jee adv level q for neet, and a girl who used to get 400s went to 700 in real neet by focusing on ncert so anything can happen, a miracle or a bad thing too , so dont stop believing in god and yourself.

Thankyou for reading if you did.

[lgbtqmanga]

New Releases June 20, 2023

Assorted Entanglements vol. 2 by Mikanuji

After meeting through an online game, Heke and Lala have become close enough that they can gripe to each other about work—but it turns out the boss Heke’s always griping about is actually Lala...!? This is the love story of two awkward girls who have nothing but complaints for each other in the real world and can only convey their true feelings online...

Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! vol. 7 by Yuu Toyota

Adachi’s job transfer to Nagasaki hangs over his relationship with Kurosawa like a harbinger of doom! But true to form, the pair reaffirm their feelings for each other and come to the decision that they can make it through anything, long distance included! Will absence make Kurosawa’s and Adachi’s hearts grow still fonder? Is that even possible?!

Meanwhile, Adachi’s novelist friend Tsuge continues to nurse his feelings for part-time deliveryman and aspiring dancer Minato. Can Tsuge’s support get Minato through his big audition with his dream on the line?!

Eiji and Shiro: From Zeroes to Heroes by Kaya Azuma

A collection of fantasy and supernatural shorts with a heavy comedic tone from one of the Boys Love world's most infamous comedic writers.

Mobuyama “Eiji” A-Ji and Mobuyama “Shiro” C-ro have lived their entire lives as nothing more than “extras” to other people’s stories. It can’t end like this, right? There must be a way out! Both sharing a common goal will try anything that allows them to change their destiny, ANYTHING.

Happy Crappy Life vol. 2 by Harada

Former elite banker is now living in the boonies with a full-time NEET and these days the two mostly spend their time drinking heavily and being very kinky with each other.

Kasuya's future looks seriously in doubt as he has been demoted to the boonies. His social life is also looking poor given how there are not many people his age in the area who are single, his age or even remotely share his interests. ...Outside of maybe his neighbor, Kuzuya. But while they both share the same kinks and both enjoy drinking heavily, they'd both rather make it big in the capital (hopefully in the arms of a strong dominating lady!!) Well, at least in Kasuya's case, that "dream gal" has come searching for him! His ex is back and she's about to discover his secrets.

Happy of the End vol. 2 by Ogeretsu Tanaka

After constant moving, Chihiro and Haoran may have settled down, which means a house-warming party. This sudden sense of "normalcy" is a little strange for the two of them as their lives are far from it. Whether it's the scars all over Haoran's body or the violent people in their past, finding moments of peace is their only solace in life today.

A Hero in the Demon's Castle by Inutoki and Syohei

A modern take on a classic trope, Syohei and Inutoki's DEMON'S CASTLE challenges the Boys Love genre with western inspired art and a relationship that can only be described as heroic.

To an immortal, all-powerful Demon Lord like Wisped, fending off heroes is a daily occurence. However, as he was not born to be in battle, Wisped's heart was filled with nothing but loneliness, until one day when he met with a hero named True. Thinking that the guffawing, unarmed man had come to defeat him, the boy instead asked him an absurd question... "Could I live in your castle?"

The Magical Revolution of the Reincarnated Princess and the Genius Young Lady vol. 4 (manga) by Piero Karasu and Yuri Kisaragi

In slaying a dragon, Princess Anis received its curse—the transplantation of the dragon’s knowledge into her own mind. Now, in order to put the curse to use for “a certain goal,” Anis and the others must set off to find Anis’s old friend, a woman known for her cruel and inhumane ways…the abominable Marquise Tilty Claret.

Monster and the Beast vol. 4 by Renji

The journey of the hideous monster Cavo and his dapper companion, Liam, continues. When Liam’s murky past is finally revealed, will Cavo be able to guide him out of the darkness? The fate of two lost souls comes to an end in this stunning conclusion!

OTUS vol. 2 by BitterSweet and Kei

Under the SOTUS system, where freshmen undergo hazing from their seniors, Arthit continues his harsh instruction as the head hazer of the Engineering Department. But Kongpob is starting to figure out that it's all just Arthit's awkward way of showing kindness, and he's charmed by it. Meanwhile, the hazers’ final task, "The Scramble for the Flag," is soon approaching…

Until I Love Myself: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist vol. 1 by Poppy Pesuyama

A bravely blunt autobiography about confronting the tangled traumas of gender dysphoria and workplace sexual harassment.

Nonbinary manga artist Poppy Pesuyama is excited when forms offer the option to choose “neither” for gender and thrilled about their new job working as an assistant for manga artist X!

But then he sexually harasses them, treating them first like a girl and then like something less than human.

It only lasts a few months, but in some ways it never ends.

Born into a body they hate and still reeling from the abuse they faced seven years ago, Pesuyama begins to rail at their past, their friends, and even their mother as they try to come to terms with who they are and what happened to them.

[loving-n0t-heyting]

god that cracked excerpt is juat toxic for everyone. like what about girls who don't moisturize for an hour, who like to eat and may even, dare I say, be fat? what if they're just like grocery store clerks or NEETs? do they even qualify as women or do we only count pretty girls with careers and EDs? the guys on shitty incel forums definitely think so, but I doubt the writer would be happy with that comparison :/

Ppl complain about incel communities full of loser virgins but tbh the worst form of incelery is ppl who had the same mindset as r/incels as virgins, eventually decided to put in some conventional effort and get laid semi-regularly, but bc of this trajectory retain much of the fucked Madonna-whore blackpill worldview (adjusted to accommodate the reality they are now pulling girls) while convincing themselves their renunciation of their old sadnerdyvirgin stuff makes them into feminists instead of losing them the only quality that made them remotely sympathetic or mitigated any of their culpability

[rusteddreams]

i feel so hopeless right now. My life has just been torn from me, time and time again. I have tried being hopeful and never giving up, but... Im losing that strength. Im trying so hard to keep going, but every day, my grip starts to weaken, more and more

Im so tired and upset, I dont trust anyone to help me, because I know I'll be ignored or just sent to a padded room, and I dont want to be alone or be a burden. Money is already tight as can be, and I dont want to be any more of a burden than I already am.

Everyone I know just.. doesnt understand me or... seem to care? I feel like im nothing but a tool to them. Just someone to go to if theres noone else around. Someome thats always there to lend an ear, but when it comes to me, noone is ever around.

I feel like im always sacrificing myself for them, but.. they never do the same for me. I greet them, and I try my best to love them, and yet... they barely even look me in the eye unless its convienent to them. im just... an object.

I want to leave them and find people like me, who arent going to use me, but.. i cant. Im too scared to neet new people.

My thoughts are so jumbled up. My friends dont talk to me unless its something about them, but if i want to talk about something, im lucky to ever see the light of day. Not to mention, when I am having fun, the happiness fades so quickly... after everything js done, Im just... done. i cant be happy for too long.

i just want to be happy. i just want to feel included. they dont ever message me when it comes time to hang out in a vc. im just leftovers. i want to have people genuinely care about me. people who are genuine and loving. everyone is so full of irony and themselves that i cant ever tell if their jokes are mean or friendly.

I cant even try to love to love them. theyve all broken my heart in one form or another. telling my secrets behind my back, ditching me for others unless theyre not available. Being too full of themselves, Calling me names, treating another friend horribly, not listening to me, among other things. how can i try loving people who barely even seem to love themselves?

Theyre not evil people, far from it. but... I dont fit in. even if i dont like emoting myself or talking feelings, im soft. soft and caring. i love people so much, to the point i hurt myself for them... id hurt myself to make them happy... but ive reached a point where they just use me. id confront them about this, but ive already tried on a smaller scale. i dont think theyd change.

i cant change an entire friendring. I couldnt even convince them to do something small. i cant force an entire dynamic to change.

as much as i hate to say it, ive lost hope in them, i feel. i want to love them, i really want to. but... i cant love people who cant even love themselves or others.

[lilithsterrarium]

Cute, unassuming looking NEET girl who lets you sit on her lap as she eats some shitty cup ramen and watches House (or some other long form drama). The same girl disturbing your screen time so she can hold you in her mouth when she needs to burp. Acrid stench absolutely burning your eyes and nose because all she eats is garbage, before she spits you out onto her palm and continues watching her laptop like nothing happened.

FJFJFJCFJCJXZDFJD NEED <3

Letting out a moan every time, drowned out by the sheer cacophany of her belch.... hoping she doesnt notice when I'm at full mast and blushing, squirmimh and disoriented in her hand... desperately trying to focus on the show, but far too rattled (and flustered) to think of anything other than her 😵‍💫💞

[zedecksiew]

Three Clerks

Last week I tweaked my back. It hurt. A lot. As I recovered, I found that sketching with pen and pencil was less strenuous than writing on keyboard. So that's what I did.

Sketched characters from an adventure I am currently writing for Colin Le Sueur's We Deal In Lead. It began as a homage to Wisit Sasanatieng's tomyamgong western Fa Thalai Chon / Tears Of The Black Tiger.

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SHIN SUL SHAP, SHRINE CLERK 4 Grit 10 STR 10 DEX 10 HRT Switch (d4)

Face hidden by a broad-brimmed bonnet and veil. Patrols the lines of pilgrims; like a schoolmarm she thwacks anybody chit-chatting. Piety should be silent!

A waif snatches a lead token from her pouch, and bolts. A chase ensues. He begs your help. If Sul Shap finds him, she will sell him to captive takers.

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Sul Shap is a clerk at the Shrine To The Headless Sun: a bare plaza; a marble pavilion; a golden man, with an ever-burning flame where his head should be.

The Headless Sun is patron saint of the Admiralty, whose laws now govern both Ocean and Sea. He was its founder. The kings of old captured and beheaded him. He overthrew them anyway.

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References for Sul Shap were basically Buddhist nun robes (mainly for the volume of fabric), plus an European bonnet.

Initially I'd imagined a conventional broad-brim hat---ie: her veil would be a cylinder around her whole head. But as I sketched I thought the bonnet made a more interesting shape? Also its rear was an opportunity to create a crest / halo of sun-rays. Religious iconography!

Alms bowl, because giving is a virtue. But the Headless Sun values ego-death, not asceticism---so colourful beads and gold amulets and pouches full of lead tokens (money).

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RIS SHAY NAM, RECORDS CLERK 2 Grit 10 STR 10 DEX 10 HRT Swung typewriter (d4)

In a wheelbarrow, pulled by a servitor, typewriter balanced on her belly, pockets filled with banana fritters. Greasy fingerprints on any document she works on.

Shay Nam thinks herself a moral soul. Will side with abolitionists and revolutionaries, with justice—until her own skin is at risk.

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Shay Nam works at the Hibiscus Court. Princess Khur San, distancing herself from the old order, surrendered this palace to bureaucrats.

Clerks have filled its once-airy halls with shelves. By sympathetic sorcery, all contracts in the province manifest copies here. Rumour has it that this magic works both ways.

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This was my first sketch. In pain and bored I just started drawing.

No references, and it shows? Skirt and stockings and boots because these were the easiest for me to do. In my mind Shay Nam was an archetypal overweight NEET. Here she looks to be a sassy layabout. I like her better, now!

Also: a servitor is an empty body. Created when you ritually touch a shrine-stone to the Headless Sun---your soul is obliterated. What is left behind is mindless, hence the harness and reins.

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KHAN YUL MIN, COURT CLERK 4 Grit 1 DEF 10 STR 10 DEX 10 HRT Sabre (d8)

A university grad and former marine. But his townhouse sits below Rose Hill, on Merchant’s Row, beneath the old families' notice.

Yul Min means to change this. He has his eye on the Widow Gon. He will hire ruffians to waylay her palanquin—then swoop in, to rescue her. Elaborate theatre.

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Yul Min, like all these characters, live on the Sea of Sorrows, whose waters are literally the souls of the dead.

Roses always bleach within sight of it; to retain their colour they must be shipped in glass, then kept in arboreta—never once sharing air with the Sea.

Those who can afford red-rose gardens tend them on the south end of the city, where streets begin to climb Mount Go, in compounds walled like fortresses.

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Drew Yul Min last night. Had tabs open for "Thai traditional clothing" & "military uniforms 18th century" & "krabi" & "Vajiralongkorn".

Given my inspiration, I think the referencing of Mainland Southeast Asian material culture is appropriate. Maybe a little to obvious, though? Ie: the visual forms haven't been composted well, into new and more imaginative shapes ...

Still: very pleased with the proportions and details.

I liked how the hamsa-esque icon of the Headless Sun developed over the course of these sketches. I would not have discovered it, otherwise; it's one of those details, too small for words.

Drawing is an intrinsic part of the writing process, I guess!

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[specksizedgoddess]

Weightlifting obsessed neet girl She sits on her ass most of the day but always does a workout for 1 hour, heaviest weights she can lift, a full routine and youre focused mostly on arm curls, squats and deadlifts She uses you as a sweat rag most of the time, randomly and roughly grabbing you, being shoved into the places where she sweats the most. Shes nice enough to put you on a chair for a better view while she does her squats and deadlifts, powerful form imposing over you. Until she decides to squish you, repeatedly putting her full weight down ontop of you, occasionally taking glances to make sure youre still "okay" as she continues her workout You eventually pass out from being bruised and smothered, her sweat still dripping onto you. You wake up later on a little shelf in the shower, her poking you to wake up, you immediately notice that she put new clothes on but still reeks, then notice that she gave you her old toothbrush for you to clean yourself with. Shes so kind and caring.

IM. IM SO NORMAL AHDHSHSHDAHA MHMM NORMAL GOSH FUCK MHMM I. GOD GOD GOD NORMAL <3333333

Bruised and battered as she works out... its almost cute to see her little rag stare at her so affectionately and obsessively while she gets in shape~ practically drooling in anticipation when she's snatched up and shoved into a reeking pit, dragged against her sweat-soaked body-

Just being completely and utterly smothered beneath her, my little squirms and grinding motions slowing as I pass out- I can just imagine the look on her face when she peels my unconcious body out from under her...

Feeling a fingertip the size of my body poke me a few times, jostling me from my sleep~ that familiar smell of sweat wafting into my nostrils as I perk up... treating my new scrub like a gift from a goddess herself... faded bristles that have been dragged against her teeth so many times in the past~ the faint smell of mint and her breath still ever so slightly in the air...

Gosh I um. I really need this agdhahhsshhsa <3333

[olightsource]

Rai Darkrai design notes. Rai is a pretty on the nose Darkrai gijinka- the added theme being a neet. In Rai's full bodied form, she's wearing nothing more than a pair of blue shimapan that barely fit her.

The tendrils on her neck are bigger in her "cloaked" form, but shink down in her full bodied form. The remainder of her cloak branches off into 2 wisps that orbit her body regularly.

Her hair is always covering one eye at a given time, and the other eye's eyelashes protrude off her face entirely. her hair fades into smoke/wisp the lower down it goes and almost always gravitates upward.

[ilaiyayaya]

I can't believe I already missed on the 2nd day 😔But it's okay because I said so! And because I didn't plan to post every single day anyways.

Recently I've been thinking a lot about my friendships throughout my life, specifically how distant a majority of them have been. When I was in school I would pretty much find an entirely new friend group every year and almost completely stop talking to whoever I was friends with the year before, it usually wasn't because anything bad happened that ruined our friendship or anything like that, it's just that the few months of summer break in between school years was enough for us to drift apart. It's extremely rare for me to keep friendships that last longer than 3 or 4 years max, and even most of the ones that do last longer still aren't that close. Even my oldest friend, someone that I have known for pretty much my entire life, I cut contact with for nearly 3 years over misunderstanding the severity of a situation that barely even involved me, we started talking again a few months ago, but it's pretty obvious that our friendship is somewhat strained and it's 100% my fault. I really hate that I'm like this, that I've always been like this, that I'm so horrible at forming connections, and in the last few years, especially during the worst parts of my NEET period, I've come to realize how massively detrimental it is on my life as a whole and especially my mental health.

A couple years ago a friend that goes by M@ said something to me that like, really changed my perspective on how little I've truly connected with people in the past. It wasn't anything big, it was just a simple, innocuous, kind of out of nowhere question after I changed my profile picture on Discord from what it had been for years before that, an OC I had made for a server called Endless War, to an Umineko character (there's my daily obligated Umineko mention +1 Umineko point!). He asked something along the lines of "Gurren, when did you go full anime?" (Gurren was what I went by online in most spaces up until very recently), which at the time fucking blew my mind, this person was one of the people that I had talked to the most within said prior mentioned community, a community that I had been a part of for multiple years at that point, and yet I shared so little about myself that they didn't even know that I was that into anime. For reference, my Anilist profile says that I have completed 334 total anime (this number isn't entirely accurate because it includes shows with multiple seasons, for example Teekyuu alone takes like 10 of those spots, but point is, beeg number) so basically I've watched a lot of anime, I've been watching anime for a majority of my life, a lot of my hobbies and interests are directly related to anime, I am really into anime, and I guarantee that M@ was not the only person who didn't realize that, because I never mentioned it. I never talked about myself or my interests ever, I always felt too self-conscious about myself to do so, like that I would annoy everyone around me and that they would hate me if I talked about things I liked, and it resulted in really weak friendships with even some of the closest people to me. Believe it or not, sharing stuff about yourself doesn't necessarily make you self-centered or annoying, it just makes it a lot easier for people to relate to and connect with you.

Honestly it's not easy opening up to people still even after acknowledging that I desperately need to do so, but I really want to change that. This blog is one small part of reaching that goal, because even if I can't easily integrate mentioning stuff about myself into normal conversations, I can at the very least have a specific space that I can use exclusively for that, because here I'm pretty much just talking to myself, and opening up to myself is slightly easier than opening up to others, and like yea other people can read me talking to myself, but like, I don't care lol. Therefore I'm allowed to talk about whatever the FUCK I want here, and nobody can stop me, and that's why my next post is gonna be about this really cool Genshin Impact statue I got the other day like it's so cool I can't wait to talk about it like it's the coolest.

But yea having close friends that you enjoy being around and that enjoy being around you is kinda awesome and good and I love my friends :)

[regarding-stories]

A complete story that is very NEET ("ReLIFE")

This is the story of a boy and very shy girl... (Seriously, what is wrong with me?) Okay, do-over! This is the detailed story of at least three people, but let's focus on the main premise: ReLIFE is an experiment enabled by a drug that gives you the appearance of a high schooler again. A mysterious company targets NEETs for its experiment - people "not in education, employment, or training" - a term that stuck in Japan for the unemployed, especially the young ones.

Meet Arata Kaizaki, a 27 year old who quit his first job in three months after finishing grad school. He's essentially a NEET now supported by his family and part-time jobs, unable to score a "real" job after his premature quitting. A mysterious stranger contacts him on the street after a night of drinking out and enlists him as Test Subject 002 for ReLIFE, and sends him to a high school as a third year (the final year in Japanese regular schooling).

There he encounters Chizuru Hoshiro, a beautiful girl that is a complete outsider. I think I'm not giving anything away by saying she's destined to be his love interest. We will learn how awkward she really is, and frankly, she doesn't seem neurotypical, though the story never claims that. But I think what she tells us about how she became who she is is more rationalization than explanation. Just know that she is a detailed and deep character in her own right and become prepared to follow along with her mistaken notions.

The third main character, at least in my book, is Kariu Rena. While there is a whole clique of friends developing in the story, a lot of first season revolves around the troubles of Kariu, a by-the-book Tsundere. She punches her crush Ouga. She gets competitive and is fast to anger. Her temper is as fiery as her hair red. And she's just an awkward teenager underneath.

ReLife is a beautiful story of love and friendship, but also of starting life anew, recovering from trauma, making mistakes, and growing as a person. Nothing is as simple as portrayed initially. And everything changes during the course of the show.

I don't want to spoil it here, really, but I will have more to say in other articles about details of the show that can only be discussed with heavy spoilers.

You have two options for getting into ReLIFE. I watched the anime on Crunchyroll first - the first season is a regular anime series and the second is the OVA cut up into installments - which works really well. Together they form a complete, finished story. The other option is completely free - read it as a webcomic here. Both are very rewarding.

The webcomic inspires the art of the anime, but the artist certainly has an odd style for drawing profiles. You might like it, though. The webcomic follows the same plot, but in the second half is definitely more detailed than the OVA. (That's what you get when they don't make a real second season but go for the cash grab option.) The most rewarding thing about the webcomic is that it slightly extends the finale - you could say it adds an epilogue. Given the time we spent for this finale to come about and how much you would care for the characters by the end of it all, this epilogue is pure delight. If you'd rather watch the anime, you owe it to yourself to read the last few chapters in the webcomic after.

I didn't mind reading the webcomic in full right after the show. ReLIFE is that good.

[sajizaa2z]

NEET UG Admit Card 2023: Full Details and how to download the Admit card

NEET UG Admit Card 2023: Full Details and how to download the Admit card

The National Testing Agency conducted By National Eligibility Entrance Test (NEET) UG 2023 on May 7th, 2023. The NTA released the National eligibility entrance test registration date on April 15, 2023, on Saturday. After completing the registration process the admit card date will be released. The National Testing Agency releases the National Eligibility cum Entrance Test UG 2023 admit card in online mode.

The National Eligibility Entrance Test for UG Hall Tickets 2023 will be released by the NTA soon. The students should know that the hall tickets are released on the week of the NEET UG 2023 Exam Date in neet.nat.nic 2023. Hence, it is expected that the National Eligibility Entrance Test UG 2023 Admit Card will be released on 30th April 2023 in neet.nat.nic 2023. All the students are advised to download their admit cards from the official website as soon as they are released and take a printout of the admit card. The students will need to keep the hard copy of their admit card with them throughout the examination process.

Students should check their entrance exam NEET UG Exam Date, Venue, and time to time on their hall tickets along with other details on their neet.nat.nic. The students should be careful to not bring any prohibited items into the examination hall and they should read the instructions mentioned on their admit cards carefully.

NEET UG Admit Card 2023

The National Eligibility cum Entrance test UG 2023 hall tickets will be released by the NTA as soon as possible. The students should know that the hall tickets are released one week before, and printed to the NEET UG 2023 Exam Date. All the students are advised to download their NEET UG 2023 admit cards from the official website neet.nat.nic 2023 as soon as they are released and printout of it. Then students will need to keep their hard copies of the admit cards with them throughout the examination process and exam center.

EXAM

National Eligibility cum Entrance Test 2023

Conducted By

National Testing Agency

Type of Exam

Entrance Exam

NEET UG 2023 Notification

1-March-2023

NEET UG 2023 Application Form

1-March-2023 to 2-April-2023

NEET UG 2023 Admit Card

30 April 2023

NEET UG 2023 Exam Date

7 May 2023

How to Download the Admit Card

Students should visit the NEET UG 2023 Website-neet.nta.nic.in

Click on the link indicating NEET UG 2023 Admit Card download

Click on the link indicating National Eligibility Entrance Test UG 2023 Admit Card download

Login with NEET UG 2023 Application Number and Password along with the security pin

Download the NEET UG 2023 Admit card in neet.nat.nic 2023.

Students should take multiple printouts of the admit card.

NEET UG 2023 Admit Card

The following details can be found for students on the NEET UG 2023 Admit Card:

Name of the Student

NEET UG 2023 roll number

NEET UG 2023 Registration number

Date and time of the NEET UG 2023 examination

Student’s Father’s name

Student’s Mother’s name

Student’s date of birth

Gender

Category

Address

Medium of the examination

Number and address of the pin code of the exam center

Student signature

It is mandatory to take the admit card of NEET UG 2023 to the Exam center. One must also carry the National Eligibility Entrance Test UG 2023 hall ticket. It will not be sent by post to anyone and can be downloaded online only. If they do not match, the students will not be allowed to appear for the examination.

[gudakko]

head full many thoughts

got bored at work so i decided to once again explore the scale of my lack of a social life and it's honestly something amazing every time like objectively i mean

it's something so thorough and coordinated it almost feels orchestrated when it's all completely unintentional

i can't even point my finger at a one specific thing i could chalk it up to because it feels like a perfect collaboration like the stars aligned for it all to happen in the exact way it did, it honestly could be seen as a massive feat that i just can't take credit for even if i wanted

i somehow managed to go a full 24 years without managing to form a single relationship with a physical person and it's mindblowing

sure it just started as lamenting never having gotten to hold hands or kiss someone but it's so much more, it's never having had people to hang out with or like, genuinely physically talk to

[that last one im still reminded of every time im forced to talk to someone for work or whatever im simply not used to talking for more than a couple minutes so my voice just starts sounding weird and my throat easily gets tired]

it didn't help either that i never got to form an emotional attachment to my family so i couldn't even get a taste of that from any of them so it all just left me feeling.. stranded? im genuinely surprised none of this devolved into solipsism cause i could perfectly see that happen with these circumstances

it's not something i worried much about in the past but now that im realizing it it's hard not to think about it and be amazed at how i even got to the point of being functionally a neet with no irl contacts whatsoever

not having experienced close human contact all my life i thought at some point id just stop caring for it but instead i still crave it! yet at the same time it's such an unknown to me that it makes it equally frightening which still makes me pretty torn up about it

do i just resign or do i pursue it? both prospects scare me

if anything while i thought this absolute isolation could mess with my ability to feel certain things it doesn't seem it did, i still like people very much, love them even

i think still being able to feel love is the most reassuring one of all, i can still fall in love a little everyday with random passerbys, someone just being nice to me for no reason and friends, and im happy i can do all of that

i also get depressed, excited, disappointed etc. like other people so i know we're not that different and compatibility shouldn't be an impossibility but at the same time i look at them and feel like something fundamental is missing or just different and that makes me feel like ill never really get to touch them

i don't even know if it's something that can be "fixed" at this stage which just leaves me feeling like im going thru the motions at all times

im not really feeling sad about this right now it's just that lately i can't help but see Everyone go about their life doing things that should be basic common experiences so effortlessly and just wonder how the hell are they doing them like it's the weirdest thing ever to me when it's just

everyday life for people

i know i missed out on so so much already and it doesn't feel fair to say i want all of it now but i also know ill just keep missing out on things at this rate and i just kind of wish i didnt care for them but i do knowing i can't do them

im not a big fan of this pervasive alienation and if i could do everything all over id rather be absolutely clueless about everything but at least living a normal life

[dosiracexmachina]

17 questions

tagged by @mr-dyketective ​ 🤍

nickname: I had some throughout life, but rn I can only remember Кирпич (Brick) from middle school days, because my pencil case resembled one in a way and I used to beat up boys w it lol and also kinda similar to my surname, Доширак (instant noodle brand popular here) because I used to eat it all the time and, again, kinda similar to my first name, and derived from this one -> Доша (Dosha) - mispronunciation of my first name’s short form

sign: Leo, every time I say it people point out my hair

height: 5′ or 153.5 cm (yes, that half of cm IS important to me) hate being a womanlet

last thing i googled: arhangel да нет (archangel yes no) a site with a spinning wheel that gives you yes or no answer... this is how I make decisions in life...

song stuck in my head: mania by the Blake Robinson synthetic orchestra... it’s kinda cringe and edgy but awfully catchy (T_T)

number of followers: 78 it is greater than I expected lol

amount of sleep: depends

lucky number: don’t have one, mom once said it’s 16 because of some numerology stuff or whatever, but idk, I have one of those wallpapers w angel numbers for home screen and lock screen on my phone

dream job: I wanted to be a translator when I was a kid and currently study linguistics in college, but along the way I became disappointed in this profession, so my dream profession would be being neet

wearing: im in my bed so just my pink nightgown w black lace (sounds kinda cringe when I have to type it out, but I look pretty normal actually)

movies/books that summarize me: oh boy I can list off my favourite movies and you can make up your own mind: Full Metal Jacket, Metropolis, But I’m a Cheerleader, Cloudburst, Alien and Aliens, Jennifer’s Body, Marie Antoinette, I Shot Andy Warhol and Funny Games. From childhood: Bambi, Sleeping Beauty and The Golden Compass. In terms of literature L.N. Andreyev and M.A. Bulgakov are authors who stick out to me, though it probably doesn’t summarize me

favourite song: can I just give my favourite band? I’ll just give my favourite band Гражданская Оборона (or Егор и Опизденевшие, there’s same person behind them though the latter is more trippy)

favourite instrument: I don't play any, but I like bass guitar’s influence on the tune or whatever

aesthetic: I used to switch aesthetic or -core like every week, but now I kinda settled on femcel messy French girl female manipulator c*qu*tte type of shit (sorry for using this word I hate it, though sorry for using all of those words but they’re kinda close to my style now 😔)

favourite author: well shit guess that’s answered lol

facourite animal noise: my old Maine coon cat used to have the most high-pitched meows, they were hilarious coming out of a giant cat’s mouth, I miss her greatly

random: I want to rename my blog to goatswoman, I didn’t like the word girl even when I was younger and made this blog why did I name it like that, but I also want to change my layout and what if my mutuals won’t recognise me or smth... I still love goats though, my favourite animals along with spiders

I don’t have anyone specific to tag and everybody probably did this thing anyway during these couple of days I wasn’t logged in

but

if you didn't do this thing and you want to then I tag you!