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WTF WTF WTF🤯🤯🤯🤯
#thea plays dav#g: dav#dav spoilers#dragon age spoilers#text posts by thea#sorry i’m speeding through the mutals because i’d collected them all already and WTF#fucking lore bomb#the implications omg!#*murals
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probably the funniest thing i ever did as a kid was try to convince anyone who'd listen to me infodump about my favorite media that my ocs were actual canon characters in the story and then if they expressed genuine interest in checking it out i'd panic and be like no you Can't and just never speak to them again
#🐉#i carpet bombed so many potential friendships like this#worst time was when i convinced my brother that my lotr nazgul oc was legit because tolkein wrote so much lore#that theres no way hed ever think to check. YEARS later unprompted he fucking annihilated me after we#watched one of the hobbit movies when he was like 'tauriel is a made up character just like your wraith girl'
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I know the Fallout TV show wanted to have a cool bombs dropping moment/scene but in all likelihood the West Coast would’ve had advanced warning before the bombs dropped or they would’ve dropped around 6 am bc on the East Coast they dropped at 9:40 something.
The people at the birthday party in the show are watching the news on tv and listening to it on the radio so it’s not like everyone at the birthday party was just tuned out and they didn’t realize they were getting advanced warning, there was no warning at all even though we know the bombs dropped on the East Coast first. Plus, there’s sirens all over the city that would have gone off even if the ppl weren’t listening to the news. I feel like that’s one inconsistency that the show had with the games that is not talked about as much.
We know that the bombs hit the East Coast first around 9:40 which would have been 5:40 West Coast time so why would they drop during this party which seems to be taking place in the middle of the day or at least late morning and why would the news station and the radio which were both talking about national news not have been warning people about the bombs actively dropping on the other side of the country? It’s a total lore dismissal of the games.
Also Vault Tec received an early warning before the citizens of America knew about the bombs dropping. It’s mentioned in the Vault 111 terminal they got less of a warning than they thought they would but wouldn’t Barbara Howard, one of the higher-ups at Vault Tec, get that warning and be blowing up the phone of the person whose kid’s birthday party it was? There’s a possibility that she didn’t have time but I don’t know, she tried so fucking hard for years to get her family together in a “management” vault. It doesn’t seem like she’d give up right at the last moment. We still don’t know what happened to her or Janey so I guess we’ll see in season 2. 
#I really liked the show but it’s low-key like trying to use ai to roleplay a fallout world#The brotherhood is here but they act more like the Legion#The enclave is here because they have to be because the AI scrubbed the Internet for fallout stuff and that came up a lot#The bombs drop and it’s crazy but the AI got confused and didn’t know the actual times from the games#and then there’s random new lore thrown in like a fucking cure for ghoulism#i’m not accusing the show of being written by AI by the way I’m just saying it reminds me of that way AI works#it being the lore#not the writing which was actually god tier#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#fallout tv series#fallout tv show#fotv
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sylus really has me wondering if he even has a heart in his chest at all? I mean, with his current form, there is some dialogue that suggests that there is something beating in there — maybe it's some sort of fake heart that was put there (this may be a stretch)?
my doubts about him having a real heart stems from two things — 1) the knowledge that his current form isn't his real form and 2) the fact that he didn't die from being shot in the heart and can regenerate from his injuries when it is night time and has made multiple allusions to not being able to die. the dialogue above suggests that maybe he does have a heart in there, but then there are also these lines that he says??
he's just so ominous 😭 (third pic is from where you touch directly where his heart is/should be)
the first two lines he says here could be interpreted as him meaning that he's never been scared or excited before, but I can't find myself agreeing with it due to his tone of voice. I think he wouldve came off as more arrogant like a "heh, I wonder what THAT feels like 😼" with cockiness in his tone, instead of the "I wonder what that feels like... 😮💨" with a visible longing in his voice
his heart being a fake/imitation would also explain why his heartbeats are so irregular and high, as it would not function how a real heart normally does, as well as the fact that he still breathes perfectly fine after being shot directly in the heart (which then begs the question of how he even breathes, or if he even needs oxygen to begin with)
and then there's this line?? I'm probably over thinking it, but this line could either mean 1) a more likely conclusion of the plants being unable to produce oxygen due to the environmental conditons of the N109 zone (which it is true that plants arent able to thrive in the N109 zone as told in sylus' myth), or 2) they are unable to produce oxygen around him due to sylus not being able to produce any carbon dioxide when he exhales, as that is something produced by humans and animals which would ultimately exclude him
some could argue that sylus does have a real heart inside him and that in this scene he just regenerated his heart wound, but I just can't agree because his regeneration speed would have to be LIGHTNING fast to recover from being shot in the heart, and from what we've seen from this scene and when his cheek was nicked by MC with the knife, there's a visible delay between how long the injury lingers and the recovery + he also purposefully lowers the gun from where MC intended to shoot him in the head to where his heart is, which THEN makes me wonder if he can die from being shot in the head and through his brain.. and then it also makes me wonder what would happen if he was shot in the heart while under the sun?? would he die instantly or would he just recover extremely slowly?? sigh, this man is just so complicated
this isn't even including the amount of times that sylus just straight up says that he's heartless man,,
I also think that sylus longs to have a real heart, as it is hinted at in the 2nd image that I show here, as well as the fact that he probably doesn't view himself as someone capable of human emotion since he does not qualify as a human, and wants to feel in the way that humans do, plus he most likely views himself as a heartless monster (excluding but as well as in a literal sense) and therefore he believes that he is lacking something to be sensitive, even tho he is already a sensitive person and does not realise it 🥺
this bit is also a stretch, but what if his "real heart" lies in MC? we know that sylus has referred to us and him as "being the same", and that we are "two kindred spirits", and that they both have aether cores implanted in them
sylus also suggests that we have some sort of debt that we have to pay him and that we owe him our life, which could mean that we owe him our own/his heart?
but if our heart does belong to him, how did we even end up with it to begin with? and does this mean we have to die for him eventually? or if he has to take MC's life like how MC took his (though I dont actually know if he died during that scene as he is still capable of grabbing MC's hand in his as theyre holding the sword in his chest, but he either couldve died shortly after and was possibly reborn or he was temporarily subdued by the sword)? maybe the reason sylus is unable to die is beacuse we have his heart?
I didn't really think that last part through all that much, but hopefully there will be some more clues/hints down the line that suggest to something similar to what I'm trying to say
in conclusion I have no idea what's going on with this man dude
#I will never forgive the way that sylus just randomly drops lore bombs about himself in destiny fucking cafe#lads sylus#sylus#lnds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#sylus lads#sylus love and deepspace
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Comic idea so good it sends you into a research frenzy
#mapple blog#elden ring#white mask varre#I need to know everything relating to the pre-shattered lands between#and I need to know it NOW#about to drop the biggest fucking angst bomb on you Varre fans#a lot of creative liberty is gonna be taken cause Elden Ring lore is as airtight as a fishing net#like how the fuck did death work#and how does it work post shattering#I’m dying over here
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can you hear me?
#fnaf#fnaf au#alternate universe#fnaf security breach#fnaf art#art#artists on tumblr#sbrt#writers on tumblr#fnaf gregory#fnaf retold#art bomb#grrrrrggrgrgrgrgrgr#back at it again#let’s fucking go#metaphors my beloved#anyways more sbrt lore rah rah rah
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I'm back y'all!!!!!!!!!!
I think I improved drawing what do y'all think?
#cookimint28#my art <3#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#fucked up hotel#alastor#lys#tiktok#fanart#lysxvelvettexrosie#inkdollrose#cherri bomb#rosie x velvette x lys#rosie#velvette#hh oc#polyamory#oc x canon#lucifer#human lys#lys lore ?#fizzarolli
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Smooch 🥹 ;;; I... Keep thinking fragile!reader is canon.... And and... After that I remember the fact that fragile!reader is NOT canon i can't help but get a bit sad like 👉👈 what do you mean Dottore didn't have his darling in canon 🥹🥺 that's a lie right...?? ;;;
ANON PLS 😭 Wdym fragile reader isn't canon I literally saw them in the game yesterday 🙄 !! They literally were cured of their illness (only for a little while though) and had their own boss fight and then became a playable support character with no vision!! One of fragile reader’s idles is squeezing the Foxttore creature to death!! (They use it in their gameplay too) And then fragile reader and Dottore have an appearance together in Sumeru for the Akademiya Extravaganza event!! (only because you wanted to relive the memories from hundreds of years ago, from afar of course) Ugh and then after the event is over Traveler has to search the map to find your hiding spot for some extra secret dialogue! 🙏 And then for your story quest it's you and Dottore centered of course, Traveler and you manage to enter a dream where you revisit the Akademiya from hundreds of years ago to see your past all over again!! (i have many many lore thoughts that i keep to myself)
#smooches talks#fragile reader <3#dottore love notes <3#playable reader <3#and then dottore n fragile reader drop a celestia lore bomb like the best characters they are 😊😊😊😊😊🫶#and then fucking paimon says something rude af to you after finally opening up abt your struggles 💀 always ruining the mood#oops im extremely unhealthy about them <3
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“who, lord kinbote?” is my favourite line in the history of television.
#i love how when they show lord kinbote and the other two aliens it’s all horrible stop motion#to parody movies that inform the hypnotic suggestions#this show’s lore is so fucking confusing lol#jose chung's from outer space#the episode ever#the writing and the delivery are perfect#also mulder’s face lmao#the x files#x files#txf#fox mulder#aka#‘a mandroid’#‘a ticking time bomb of insanity’#dana scully#msr#david duchovny#gillian anderson#lord kinbote#i guess#starlightseraph’s brainrot
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ANTAGONISTS
Read through the end; The Kittypet has the most answers :)
BrambleRoar
Names: BrambleKit; BramblePaw; BrambleRoar
Gender: Cisgender tom
Sexual / Romantic orientation: Demisexual / Aroflux
Age: ≈ 79 moons
Clan: SunClan
Parents: N/A
Siblings: N/A
Mate: DaisyBloom
Kits: StarPaw, HoneyLeaf (foster) & KestrelCloud (foster)
Mentor: N/A
Personality: Stern, vengeful & gullible
BrambleRoar can be viewed as a definition for fragile masculinity. His relationship with DaisyBloom may have started off as rocky, but he loved her. Even if he didn't show it in a comprehensible way. So when DaisyBloom revealed that the litter he's been looking so forward to, wasn't even his... That definietly made him bitter for the rest of his life. And he didn't hesitate to show it. Even though he didn't reveal this secret to the kits themselves, he always seemed to be distant and judgemental towards them. This especially showed when DaisyBloom's second litter, StarKit was born; BrambleRoar favored her immediately. But still, it wasn't enough... That's why he decided to help that strange kittypet.
CinnamonCloud
Plot twists incoming, explanation later :)
Names: YewKit; CinnamonKit; CinnamonPaw; CinnamonCloud
Gender: Cisgender molly
Sexual / Romantic orientation: Heterosexual / Aromantic
Age: ≈ 28 moons
Clan: MountClan; LeafClan
Parents: LightningRush (†) & BriarPetal
Siblings: AppleDapple, FoxCrystal, RoseBloom
Mate: BlueTail
Kits: (spoilers)
Mentor: LightningRush (†), StormCrystal
Personality: Cold, cunning & short-tempered
CinnamonCloud may be the unusually young deputy of LeafClan, but somehow she's still unaware of her own origins. That's why she decided to work with the kittypet, despite being fiercely against outsiders. She's also StormCrystal's right paw, or as some would say, personal puppet. Just another chess piece, if we want to be accurate. And being so obviously controlled by someone else, she also has to fight for her own dignity. Especially when there are some rivals, right under her nose...
MoonDancer
Name: Moon; MoonDancer
Gender: Demiboy
Sexual / Romantic orientation: Bi
Age: ≈ 36 moons
Clan: Former rogue; LeafClan
Parents: N/A
Siblings: N/A
Mate: SunChaser
Kits: N/A
Mentor: N/A
Personality: Charismatic; confident & ambitious
No one knows where did Moon and his mate come from, but they heavily insisted on joining LeafClan. StormCrystal, surprisingly, was not against the idea. But first, both rogues had to complete some trials; First defeat the deputy, CinnamonCloud in a fight, then do the same with StormCrystal himself. And they both succeeded, much to the Clan's shock. But especially CinnamonCloud's. She had a feeling about these rogues, a bad feeling...
SunChaser
Name: Sun; SunChaser
Gender: Demigirl
Sexual / Romantic orientation: Bi
Age: ≈ 35 moons
Clan: Former rogue, LeafClan
Parents: N/A
Siblings: N/A
Mate: MoonDancer
Kits: N/A
Mentor: N/A
Personality: Quiet, calculating & secretetive
...No wonder that CinnamonCloud did not like these new recruits; They all worked for the very same kittypet, although unknowingly. While MoonDancer gets the majority of LeafClan to like and trust them, SunChaser sticks along to pick up any important details that her mate might miss. It's only a matter of time before they let their true intentions to be known...
Chester
Name: Chester
Gender: Cisgender tom
Sexual / romantic orientation: Straight
Age: ≈ 42 moons
Clan: Kittypet
Parents: N/A
Siblings: Scarlett
Mate: DaisyBloom (formerly)
Kits: KestrelCloud & HoneyLeaf
Mentor: N/A
Personality: Goofy, erractic & friendly
And here he is; The talk of the town, the kittypet behind this all, the one who connects all these cats. At first glance, he may seem harmless. And he probably would be, if there wouldn't be some strange spirits, constantly whispering in his ear... But why is he doing all of this? Well, when he met a gentle, nice clancat, he felt like as if his life had been changed... Only for her to see him as a simple one night stand. And somehow this woke up something inside him; An ancient, instinctical desire for the "freedom" of being a clancat... Who knew that the yew bushes in his owner's garden would push him so close to his goal?
First, he met Sun and Moon. They were regulars at his garden, constantly picking berries, no one knew why. Until one day, Chester gathered all his courage, and told them that the bushes are his. The strangers seemed puzzled, but after a few silent glances, they asked him; What could they do, for him to allow them to keep picking berries? Well, Chester had quite a few ideas. But he decided to go with the one that some strange, broken figured suggested to him in a dream; He decided to ask them to join "the Clan", and spy on them for him. He didn't know that SunClan was not the only Clan, and neither did the rogues. So they joined LeafClan, told him everything they saw and heard. He wasn't quite satisfied, but he kept his promise to them.
Then he met CinnamonCloud, a clancat who was way too far away from her own territory. Only CrystalClan knows what she was looking for, but she found Chester. And Chester, who recognised her from the stories his pals told him earlier, and told her that he has exactly what she might be looking for. CinnamonCloud, as always, was cautious of him... But curious as well. So she decided to do as he says; Keep an especially close eye on SunClan.
And lastly, he met BrambleRoar. Another clancat, who was certainly upset about something he did not want to talk about. Refusing to talk to Chester, he immediately jumped through the fence, and rushed towards the yew bushes. But this time, the kittypet catched up to him to stop him, and demanded to know why is everyone so interested by the bushes. And after the warrior, slightly annoyed, explained the purpose of so-called "deathberries" to him, a whole new room of possibilities opened up before his eyes... And with that, he offered BrambleRoar this unlimited supply of yew berries, in exchange for a teeny-weeny small thing; A chance to talk with the kits he just found out about.
And these are the cats that we call;
The Shadows of Crystals
#holy fuck the bomb i just threw in here...#spoilers at its finest i guess#shadows of crystals#soc#warrior cats#warriors#oc story#warriors oc#warrior cats oc#wc#art#oc#antagonists#chester#cinnamoncloud#brambleroar#moondancer#sunchaser#yew berries#deathberries#villains#leafclan#sunclan#rogues#kittypet#warriors fanfic#warrior cats fanfic#warriors fanclan#oc fanclan#lore drop
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I am once again being haunted by "a paradox" holy fuck Olivia what the fuck is going on here what did you get yourself involved with and what did you do after it speak to me Olivia I can't keep living like this
#rat rambles#oni posting#the second half fills you with the horrors so you forget that the log opened up with that b111-1 bomb#for the record a paradox is one of my favorite lore logs of all of them because its the log that made me go Oh Shit and go reread all the#olivia logs I initially only skimmed through and begun the olivia brain takeover#the second part rewired my brain irreversably like its so fucked I love it#in particular one thing that makes me so fucking glad that the old olivia jackie logs were scrapped is that originally jackie was the one#who printing pod ified olivia to save her from the end of the world or smth#but the change to make it self inflicted? fucking amazing ten million times better and more interesting#especially because it implies she did it on purpose!#which opens up so many doors and I fucking Love it#because the teleportation technology was what she knew of as a method of doing this but either A shed have to have kept using teleporters#anyways and either just count on her not dying or counting On her dying#or shed have to know the link between it and the neural vaculators#which is very possible considering Stuff™ but does raise the question of how she used it#now the boring answer is that her brain map was already taken from the neural vaculator tests but god. that answer is boring.#the most interesting possibility to me personally is that she could have well. tinkered a bit with existing technology.#unlikely? maybe. fun to explore for my purposes? yep.#also I need the peace of knowing that jackie never got the satisfaction of knowing what happened with olivia's dissapearance#or if she did only after the fact#I need this to have been completely out of jackie's viewpoint at the top and I need it to fuck with her and shatter her worldview#I need to see the desperation and paranoia of a woman who is realizing that she has lost control over her technology#I need to see her try to cling onto her past ambitions and sense of control while falling apart at the seams#and I need olivia to have never thought jackie would give a shit until all else but her is dead and gone#do you see my vision do you see it do you see how much more fun it is if it was extremely deliberate instead of only lightly so
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Earlier this week, I said that I wanted to go back and change a few details in CTB to accommodate an idea I had been previously on the fence about committing to. I am happy to say that I finally went in and fixed all the little details I wanted.
I don't want anyone to feel forced to reread any part of CTB, so here's what I'll do. I'll list out the chapters where the changes were made above the cut. Below the cut, I'll go into detail about those changes were. Then I'll go into more detail about why I needed to make those changes (which will definitely contain some oblique spoilers for future chapters).
Please note that you absolutely do not need to even read what the changes are. This won't really change anything you've already read. I did all of this for my personal peace of mind.
Where The Changes Were Made:
Chapter 11
Chapter 20
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
What Specific Changes Were Made:
Chapter 11:
When Warriors is searching for an earring to give to Wind, he finds a signet ring in his jewelry box. Here is the full passage:
He shuffled through each little section of the jewelry box, sorting through heirloom necklaces and bracelets. At the bottom, buried under a necklace made with fake pearls, was a signet ring. He pulled it out, holding it up to the light. The edges of the ring were ornately carved, swirls of vines leading up to an emblem of an golden octopus. He thumbed over the design. He forgot he had this: a memento from a nameless, old flame. Did his old flame come by the house while Warriors was gone and find no one there? When was the last time Warriors even thought of that man? He was getting distracted now. He shoved the signet ring back into the jewelry box, then started sorting through his smaller gift boxes to no avail.
Chapter 20:
Clarified that while Warriors had seen some foreigners with white freckles before, he never realized it was exclusively a Faovarian trait.
There is also a tiny moment where it is suggested that Icarius recognizes Warriors:
He twisted his head around, catching sight of a very tall man around the same age as him. He too wore the same uniform as the boy, but his hair was dark and unruly. Even his freckles took up more of his face, seeming to fall like dust down his neck. His eyes met Warriors's and, for a brief moment, Warriors swore he saw his lips part like he was about to say something. But just as quickly, he turned his face away, quick to meet the boy's gaze.
Chapter 23:
A series of minor details concerning Icarius.
Chapter 24:
Twilight asking Warriors if he's met Nephus before leads to him realizing he trusts Icarius and speculating if he's met Icarius before:
[...] Warriors didn’t know if that meant he could trust Icarius either. Yet, illogically, he did. He trusted Icarius without question. He knew it wasn't because he felt sorry for him. There was something else nagging at the back of his brain, though he couldn't say what it was. Maybe they had met before.
Why These Changes Were Made
When plotting out this last third of the story, I knew I had to be careful with what I chose to focus on, lest the story ended up being another 500K words long. In the many cuts I made to this back end of the story, I thought I could get away with leaving the House of Nephus characters mysterious.
Unfortunately, I was wrong. You guys are really interested in learning more about them, especially Icarius. So I've been looking for a way to give you guys more in-story information about them without ruining the pacing.
I've also been working on refining my ideas for chapter 26. That's going to be a.... clusterfuck of a chapter in every sense of the word, so I've been looking for ways to condense plot points.
My solution? I realized that I could replace a one-off original character in a preplanned plotline with Icarius. Doing so will allow me to still give Link an important moment of character growth while giving Icarius some much needed screen time.
But as you can guess from the "old flame" line... it's a small role that is now ten times more important by virtue of the character who plays it having both a name and earlier plot significance.
It wouldn't make sense for the story to have gone on this long without mentioning someone so significant to Warriors's past. As a longtime reader, you would think this brand new connection between these characters would have come out of left field.
Hence, I had to go in and adjust a few things so that future readers wouldn't be disappointed by shoddy writing.
And give me credit where it's due: it took less than a hundred words for me to fix the problem. Not only that, but I think my solution was rather elegant. Imagine being a new reader and seeing the signet ring with the octopus on it, only to see the octopus symbol appear chapters later on the battlefield. Insane for them. I hope they have fun with that.
#posting this feels like i am dropping the dumbest of bombs possible on you guys lol#the story: why does warriors feel innately safe around this man who should rightly be his enemy? does the secret lie in his past?#this post: yeah so i couldn't decide if they fucked or not#me rambling#lu ctb#ask#linked universe#ctb spoilers#ctb lore
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The new trailer has injected hype straight into my veins (rip everyone who is tired of Varric narrating trailers feat. Solas, but I'm a sucker for both) and the art is just gorgeous as always so I took screencaps - figured I'd share in case anyone else wanted them!
#dragon age#dragon age: dreadwolf#da:d#da4#solas#i'd tag varric but he's not *pictured* lol so#i went off in the tags of the cinematic i reblogged earlier but for REAL there's a lot of little things in this trailer that are new!!#i mean i'm not surprised it's not an 'official' game trailer lol they're almost certainly saving that for game awards this week#but- the symbolism with the 7 evanuris outside the circle rim (theorized previously but now confirmed & with symbols!)#the way the golden city turned black (also dope skull) - its been theorized that the gc/bc was elven related but!! this is a BIG lead#plus ppl have been noting it almost looks like there's a ship sailing away from the gc before it turns black/as it does so#in those swirling black patterns that 'root' out before the image changes-#so!! new theories re maybe the evanuris/remaining elves fled the gc? after corrupting it??? or otherwise Fucking Around and Finding Out#plus the final one! with solas and the er- bomb/spell to destroy the veil - the 4 (but possibly 5 it looks like ones clipped out)#semicircles representing the evanuris - and more importantly... the archdemons probably - bc 5 defeated archdemons.... out of ostensibly 7-#5 evanuris down (or more terrifyingly: 5 of their 'locks'?) (or or- 5 of their simply leaked Bad Vibes in Dragon Form) out of 7#somehow tying into this spell...?#solas (if ogb was a thing in ur playthrough) not only has mythal's energy but ogb's.... so many unanswered questions and loose threads#i and every other Lore Nerd are desperately trying to figure out what can be braided together with any reasonable effect lmao#regardless - gorgeous art is gorgeous hello new desktop bg
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thinking about fallout 4 against my will
#random thoughts#fallout#unfortunately nora compels me#the fact the 'hi honey!' tape specifically mentions her 'shaking the dust off' her law degree is interesting#like she gave up her job to stay at home with her husband and kid. why?#like that's a whole year. at LEAST.#love the idea of nate pressuring her into it <3 maternity leave turns into 'isnt it so nice being with sean around the clock?'#'too bad you won't have this quality time when you return to work'#turns into 'you can always return to work if you feel like it but we DO have a lot saved up . . .'#and it's like. okay so fallout 4 would be so much better if it were set in the 1960s. literally no reason it shouldnt be#yknow beyond complying with lore which. it isnt that faithful to in the first place#i just think it's weird the game is like 'here's the FUTURE' and then it's like 'here's the FUTURE FUTURE'#anyway make it the 1960s. give me time-appropriate fucked up family dynamics#and nora's a laywer and a feminist who promised herself she'd never compromise her career for a man#and nate seemed so NICE and like he understood until uh oh. frog in a slow cooker#and he makes everything seem like it's her idea until she's barefoot in the kitchen with a screaming baby on her hip and burnt food in a pan#and she doesn't even realize she's trapped until it's too late. isolated from friends and family#idk ill do more research later to make it more time-accurate (ESPECIALLY interested in second-wave feminism)#anyway i think she cheats. with a door-to-door salesman selling places in the bomb shelters#(honestly probably the only adult social interaction she's had in weeks beyond her husband)#i like to think at some point she had a bit of a car accident due to the stress so nate took her keys#probably just a minor fender bender he blew out of proportion but she believes it because oh god what if she hurt sean#her feelings toward sean are complicated. i dont think she quite loves him which she feels guilty about so she overcompensates#with trying to keep him as safe as possible and she feels like he KNOWS and HATES her#(honestly when the bombs drop everything happens so quickly and when she's in the future and registers sean's gone she feels. so relieved)#(followed by heavy shame)#nate sabotaged her birth control btw. love evil 1960s patriarchs#never outright stated but heavily implied!#anyway nora in the future (while she felt very progressive for her time) feels very out of place#like her ideals have no place. like she has no place
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oh yeah im despondent btw it's just that i've been despondent like definitely since november and honestly since september so like this is just a final nail in the coffin of well i never got anything i wanted and i just have to live with that
#bell.txt#i'm like so profoundly disappointed and sad over how everything has shook out and over how royally it fucked my specific povs#but also its been happening for so long that its like well a cherry bomb on top of a shit sundae i suppose#and also i hate the way everyone else talks about this shit its just so annoying and lame to me#fandom doesnt end because a thing doesnt have current content/has ended. thats not how fandom works#and melodramatic goodbye/im not going anywhere messages just really irritate me#i like these characters i like these dynamics i liked (past tense intentional) the overall narrative and lore#im gonna keep talking about them regardless of the status of the project#idk anyway im just bummed out but also its a long weekend and i want to eat chocolate and vodwatch and keep writing stuff#so whatever
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my amrev mooties watching me mass reblog the outsiders stuff and probably being extremely confused or something
#im hoping you guys read the outsiders in school#ive actually read the outsiders twice in school ?#urgg my outsiders phase in like 7th grade comin back around#two very conflicting fandoms might i add#but also im not very invested in the fandom#i just think dallas is cool#shameless dally apologist#i KNOW he was a shitty person throughout the book and whatnot#and he was probably a horrible influence#but he hit. kinda close to home#that mutually obsessive relationship w/ johnny ohmmygod#its just :(#ME TOO!!#trying to kys over your fp is extremely real and unfortunately i completely get it#and his IMPULSIVENESS#AND HIS PUSHING AWAY OF EVERY EMOTION AND BASICALLY BEING A TICKING TIME BOMB AUGH#i will SHAMELESSLY say that dally is my favorite#i like johnny and pony and two bit and soda and whatnot#but dally just hits WAY too hard#imcrying over his entire dynamic with johnny actually#because i GET IT#i udnerstand it way too hard:(#mutual obsession and then fucking destroying each other in the process is VERY REAL#AND I HATE IT#BECAUSE I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND IT!!!#ive said id kms if my fp died way too many times and i 100% meant it#COUGH because girly tried COUGH#okay im just lore dumping in yhe tags#moral og the story is doli is insane and relates way too hard to dally to be normal#dolirants
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