#fuckin. im just so tired guys
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what if the power of each of the Evanuris is what's keeping the veil held up, and Solas' ritual was drawing upon their power and binding them to their idols (or just stealing their power?) in order to tear down the veil and keep them contained at the same time? he did say in Inquisition that he had contingency plans for the gods, to deal with them at the same time as tearing down the veil
i think he's doing tbe ritual here because the idols are directly linked to the Black City/Golden City where the Evanuris are trapped. see how the idols look like they're in a ritual circle that once belonged to a grander city? the Solas idol lights up when the cutscene starts, probably because he's imbued his power into it
it looks like he manages to get all the idols to light up except for one, the one Rook knocks over and destroys to stop the ritual, which frees two of the gods
so by stopping the ritual you may actually have just made everything worse, because now there are two really powerful, really angry elven gods on the loose...
#the fact that some guy literally nicknamed Rook. the Rookie. came in and just fucked shit up lol i love it#dragon age#evanuris#dragon age dreadwolf#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#veilguard#solas#also. its 4am here and im dead fuckin tired so i hope this actually makes some semblance of sense#shar.txt#datv
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tv superhero drama
#im so fuckin tired of scott in this show hes a needy simp with control issues and constantly seeking xaviers validation#DUDE THEYRE GIHTING OVER WHOS GONNA GET JEAN BACK FROM WHATEVER FIRE BLAST THE PHOENIX DID TO HER#WHY DONT WE SEND IN THE GUY WITH THE FUCKIN INDESTRUCTIBLE SKELETON AND HEALING FACTOR#YKNOW THE ONE WITH BETTER CHANCES AT COMIN BACK#NO LETS FIGHT OVER WHO JEAN LIKES MORE#WHY CANT WE JUST HAVE EM BE A THROUPLE AND CALL IT A DAY#im so tired of this show#i love it#when its not solely about scott n logan fighting over jean#x men the animated series#x men#xmen wolverine#logan howlett#x men cyclops#scott summers#its fuckin 3am and im ranting on a tumblr post about a kids tv show about superheros#xmen tas: s3
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"what a shitbagning brotherband" - erak starfucker 645 C.E.
and i was like oh yeah, i've gotta focus on my schoolwork, i'm not gonna procrastinate anymore, and i put this dumb shit off for all of two(?) mildly miserable days and oh fuck i have a test tomorrow. im coping shut up
i based this off of this lovely fabulous insanely Tasty art from this super cool brotherband instagram-er that i stumbled upon so the words are mixed from flonkerton and the op. all credit to op i literally had that tab open staring at it trying to suck their artistic talent into my soul.
i did a lydia atlatl doodle to make up for this i miss her
don't question what ulf and wulf are doing in the background i geniunely don't know and i cant'd raw people interacting???? why are they the only part of this drawing i actually despise but was too lazy to redraw <;/3
sorry bout the incredibly low quality here's full res
oh also here's the atlatl lydia doodle i might clean it up and post it later idk
i've become such a tumblr artist courtesy of these mad brainrots that i don't think i can draw anything properly ever again uh
also sorry to those rotting in my inbox i love you guys and it's on the way i swear after i finish this test and that lit book and that other test and ah fuck seven assignments and textbook chapter and uh </3
#brotherband#brotherband chronicles#hal mikkelson#edvin brotherband#ulf and wulf#stefan brotherband#ingvar brotherband#stig olafson#jesper brotherband#lychee's trash art#the herons#listening to fuckin aishite x3 of all the songs while writing this#i feel likeiv'e deteriorated as a person over the past few days#so tired hhhhahsjfhaskdhhhhh#i'm always lke im taking four aps instead of five aps because i'm not stupid#and then i proceed to spend 20 hours doing percussion a week lmfao#guys i just started up the club i run at middle school again and i lost so many braincells#and i realized that i totally forgot how to teach anything feels bad#i should really get back to writing up that study guide uhh#anyway ignore the tags huh what huh what
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Little ster edit I made… Cause there needs to be more in the world :>
special thanks to like the 5-10 people on this website who upload ster clips. This is dedicated to y’all <3
Audio: noir.audioss on tiktok
Song: Like Me - Chase Icon
#ster#ster_#star_#ster underscore#st3r#whatever other tags this man has#snazum edits#look im new to the ster community or whatever#i debated putting this on my side blog but it can go on main#i spent time n effort on this#I never make edits/fancams so shoutout to y’all who do that too#this shit is insane but i get it its a beautiful fuckin art form#my eyes burn and im so tired so goodnight i hope u ster fans see this and love it#i promise im in the freak territory like u guys i just hide it for the most part#who am i kidding it should be obvious.#im a hockey fan that resides on tumblr n twt this aint surprising#i made the fckin edm oilers in the sims with friends for fun#its a convoluted timeline now for them dont worry bout it#okah i really need to sleep goodnight we’ll see if the pc uploads first or phone#jokes on the pc i’m not giving it time i want to sleep so GOODNIGHT! For real
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#spot says stuff#rw#oc tag#-shows up two hours after my schedule time- sup guys i went to zoo today n i talked SOOO much shit to the birds it was Neat#ostrich guy first hissed at us n then he sat down n started yawnin up a storm so we sat on the curb n chilled with him for a twenty#those things are so fuckin big i was intimidated yet still smth deep within me needled me to try n jump his neck#oh the slavic need to throw hands with birds...#like... 5 or 6 hours outside im fuckin slain....... anyway fun thing a bird ask came into my inbox just now ill get to ya prolly tmr#imma go to bed i think im so tired
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Does anyone else go thru phases where you don’t want to talk to anyone?
Like,,, I love you so much, but I just need to RECOUP. I need my alone time so I don’t have another breakdown.
#Like dawg Ive interacted with 2 people and even then Ive been spotty#like I just need a break#I know its not… like.. good to leave people on read or just not respond— I learned this in ‘Friendship 101’ but it gets SO tiring to mask#like no offense… i will never take the mask off. its how I fuckin survive#but I want friends#I want to love and be loved#but unfortunately :( Im not skilled at keeping friends#and Ive gotten so jaded by being a revolving door of friends that Im not even sure I can properly get emotionally attatched to anyone#on top of that ive been so in so many abusive romantic relationships that it feels impossible to find ONE GOOD PARTNER#Its not even yearning at this point because Im not sure I can form romantic connections anymore#last guy I liked by accident#like ex bestfriends ex#but he ended up being a fuckin creep#about the blowup part? I had a total explosive breakdown#over the stupidest shit too smfh#not even worth the breakdown#Broke my laptop#Hurt myself#Everything ended up okay#like even my laptop works again but#it was a lot for me- for my family#i hate being a lot like that#thankfully my brother who had similar breakdowns in the past was able to calm me down#thats why my brother is my father figure: my actual dad will yell at me while Im sobbing profusely and my brother will comfort me#and make sure im not hurt#I love my brother so much#Ive had so many people come into my life and be like ‘you love him despite all the trauma hes caused you?’#FUCKING YES#Like my brother was a survivor of fucking organized abuse. hes been through so much that it was only natural that he would blow up
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they should invent a period that doesnt make me the most miserable person on earth
#personal#vent#i will never ever ever be able to pass. by the time im able to get top surgery ill probably be like 30 and the earth will have already died#i will only ever be seen as a confused girl or maybe if im lucky as a feminine man . best case scenario someone looks at me and goes#'oh theyre definitely nonbinary' but i will NEVER just . be some guy. ill never just be a person . itll always either be a label or Girl.#im not going to be able to medically transition or fuckin . go out to meet my friends or anything until i move out and i wont#be able to move out for 3 years minimum . meanwhile everyone else will be getting time to spend together and being able to live on their own#and being able to advance in careers they actually like or at least arent completely fucking miserable in and ill probably be stuck at#FUCKING WALMART the entire time because nowhere else will give me the flexible hours i need for school#my most supportive family is always going to live an hour away from me and ill never truly be able to express myself or my frustrations at#home and even if i could i cant even put half of them into words online even when im really trying the correct words are never there#i get to just sit back and watch as my friends actively fuck up their lives but at least they get to make their own decisions#and then i feel awful on top of that because i shouldnt feel envy over my friends lives . we all have it fucked Especially those in my area#im just. so tired
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Aoetic desecration and S.O.S both having this rising section of guitar, but in AD it ends after just a few rounds whereas in S.O.S it just keeps climbing and climbing and climbing higher and higher; and the way that section version of that guitar section puts me in mind of the visuals of Nathan climbing that hill during Knubbler's training, making it feel as if S.O.S is triumphant not effortlessly but with great effort and exertion to keep rising and not falling- because failing or giving up is easier sometimes but that doesn't make it the right thing to do, same as sometimes persevering and succeeding and doing the right thing is sometimes hard fucking work but that doesn't make it worthless or not something you should do.
This isn't a hidden theme, its just textual it's literally what Nathan's arc entails, i'm not saying anything big nor smart lol- but i do just like how narratively the instrumentals of the movies music drive the movies themes home too in this way! It adds so much more to feel and sink your teeth into when it comes to this plotline about him having to put the effort in to be a better person and to grow and do the right thing instead of just resorting to giving up or falling back on old habits and what he knows and does best!!
#jay talkin#metalocalypse#army of the doomstar#aotd spoilers#i care him so fucking much i do i cant deny it and this movie is my fuckin everything#im so tired i got no idea if im making sense rn im rlly just saying shit. anyway. aotd fucking good#n also hey w the themes around nathans wellbeing in this movie i also fuckin connect to like#IDK. IN A METAPHORICAL SENSE BEING A GUY IN A SIMILAR POSITION B4. LESS APOCALYPTIC BUT YKNOW#yyouuuu can see some of this to be abt recovery to and doing better and it makes it feel like. acknowleged that YEAH ITS FUCKING HARD#and i like that triumphant feeling of 'we have to keep fighting. its fucking hard and youll want to give up but we have to' IDK ITS GOOD#DUNNO. s'not intentional probably but i can see smth thats meaningful to me personally in there#not coherent enough to figure this personal feeling out rn maybe ill ruminate and type it out another time. im tired.
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you know who was the biggest clown of the season in bb25... me. because on premiere night when watching the first nomination comps i told my sister i thought l*ke was cute & i was hoping cory would lose and get eliminated.
#the turntables tableturned pretty quickly ok#NO ONE COULD KNOW ON PREMIERE NIGHT WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPENNNNN LEAVE ME ALOOOONE#luke had a great body and glasses and floppy hair 🙄 which are my weaknesses. so leave me alone#he is actually the biggest idiot of the year 2023. lmao#cory meanwhile i thought just seemed like a smug little white boy. SORRY SORRY SORRY#im not a cory worshipper but he was easily like the least problematic man in the house... the whole season?#well i mean jag doesn't seem to be that problematic as a person but as a player i am TIRED of watching him#tales from diana#justice for all of the women of bb25 except for fuckin bowie jane btw#i would love to see america or felicia do another season. i know felicia said she wont but PLEEEEASE#edit: oh i didnt expect this to get notes thats why i didnt tag it but now i see im getting some shameful solidarity#its ok girlies (& non-girlies idk who you guys are) we can commiserate together#bb25#text post
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i wanna be the type of guy that a pretty boy writes lovey posts abt while im asleep. does this make sense.
#likeeeeee i rlly want someone to just. love me. when im not around.#love me no matter what. no matter where i am or what im doing. love me no matter who sees.#im so fuckin tired guys im gonna head to bed like soon#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#mlm blog#t4t#mlm thoughts#t4t yearning
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Really not understanding the people being mean to Yong Yea and saying he'll never be Kuroda like. Yeah that's literally why Kuroda is also still voicing Kiryu?? They haven't gotten rid of Kuroda, they've just found a new English va for Kiryu since the games are having English dubs now??? They haven't even officially recorded anything leave the guy alone.
#Like I will still be sticking to JP#just becuase I am too deep into the series to change to english at this point#I genuinely prefer the og voice actors and in the case of judgment/LJ i genuinely disliked those dubs terribly lmao#But this guy hasnt even officially recorded anything yet so being mean when hes been so fuckin sweet and happy is just ????#like god at least wait for the game to be out#AND MY MAIN POINT?? KURODA IS STILL KIRYU SO JUST PLAY IN JP LIKE#im not understanding#his enthusiasm has won me over im happy such an excited person is voicing kiryu#but imma still stick with the jp like you dont have to pick between kuroda and him 😂#anyway yes one of my moots ? i put a question mark bc they are on probation now#quote tweeted him and was weird and rude as hell and it just irked me#same with people shit talking the new series like babe we havent even seen a still of the show yet#you cant say its dogshit when we have seen and heard almost nothing#maybe im just chilling out in my old age but relentless negativity based on nothing just seems so tired#tldr if you dont like the dub thats understandable and chill but dont be mean to a guy who has barely even started his time yet
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such kind of lyrics always make me think of young carlo 😭😭 (this song is so fun but its on ru)
#carlo w a god complex that manifests itself rarely but very vividly is so real to me (as well as carlo w hypomanic episodes)#m2#what if it turns out that im god 😇 so him in my eyes. do you think i give a fuck about these tired old fu--#im trying to focus on other characters bc like i need to write em but this fuckin guy......... never will be normal bout him#UPD WAIT (very delusional stuff that i personally like & don't pretend to be a canon like at all)#another line from this song:#A regular on my back — a “kick me” note; I'll change it to its equivalent — “Crucify me”*#<- this line implies so much complacencies. carlo carlo car-. there's so much pride in it and the song portrays it as a position of strengt#<- carlo balancing (unwillingly. hes cursed (mentally ill)) between delusions of grandeur and a masochistic desire? to fall#bc he feel himself inferior deep inside <- is the catalyst for his ambition#i am god and i need to be destroyed <3#and maybe “the more it hurts the more it's obvious how high up he's gotten”? (i think the same actually. its a projection)#i like to think it's the out-of-control feelings that irritate him (until a state of masochism seems appropriate)#<- the healthy way for him to let it out is through sex but it isn't a cure#(*in rus kick & crucify r very similar in spelling ie пни / распни)#ofc ill never be normal bout carlo. i molded his character to my liking#(i think that there are many things that are objectively absolutely correct & there r things that come from nothing just bc i want. i have#rational critical thinking)
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#really really hate how thoughtless and oblivious i can be to my own bad behavior#ill know something is important or that a shouldn't do a particular thing#but over time and assumptions and small acts of carelessnes shit just....fades and accumulates and one day#i look up and ive done something very stupid and hurt someone else#and i didn't feel it happening#my mind will take things and hide them from me is what it feels like. ill know they're there but it fades into the background noise#i am hard on the things in my life including people and relationships. and i am always so vulnerable to my own fuckin lmfao inattentivenes#this is why i struggle so much with the idea of ever having an intimate partner or children. it doesn't matter how much i care.#eventually and inevitably i do damage.#and i know consciously that people make mistakes and all you can do is try to course correct and make it right. but it's better#not to hurt anyone in the first place and i really don't know if i will ever be capable of that.#trying to convince myself this kind of shit is growing pains but man. man. i can't stop being what i am and it really#really feels sometimes like i am just destined to break and neglect#but then that ''im broken'' thing feels like trying to dodge around taking responsibility and improving. and i should be better than that.#but god how tf are you supposed to stop dissociating from the reality of what you're doing when you're. dissociated.#all i can ever think to do is isolate#*sigh* guys i think i might need to graduate to therapy with a trauma specialist#or adjust my medication. god. im so tired.#why is it so gd hard to be a normal decent person. it doesn't seem hard but then
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i dont think i ever felt more annoyed at commercials than when those mean girls walmart ads were playing a few months ago or whenever that was
#i think it's mostly bc i thought mean girls was like. an okay movie. a fine movie? i think i liked it#but like. i saw it once. i have no nostalgia for it bc i saw it way later/not when it originally came out#and god the way people are so into it. i mean that is great like i dont wanna be a hater for people enjoying things#but me personally. i do not understand why it's a cult classic or whatever klsjfkdlsfj i hear people quote it all the time and im like. 🧍#so having those quotes i already dont care about re contextualized to try to sell me walmart. god. the worst experience jkfsdjfklJFDKLSJF#tbh maybe it woudlve been worse if i liked the movie but i saw comments saying those commercials were funny so WHATEVER#i feel like it's also the same w/like. vocaloid kfsjdflksjgh like i dont dislike it!! i enjoy some songs#but i never had a vocaloid phase when i was younger. i feel so very neutral about miku#ppl on the internet feel so strongly positive and again thats great and i objectively get it#ive been shown vocaloid songs and some are really catchy#but it is one of those instances where im like man. a level of hype i dont fully understand LOL#miku vocaloid stuff is at least endearing tho. i get.... tired... w/mean girls quotes......... ksljfsljfl#It's Always The Same Ones and i just dont think theyre very funny FKJLDSJFDKLSJF maybe i am a hater damn#jk i do think i liked the movie? god i dont remember i watched it like. i dont even know when. college at the earliest i think#but whatever thats just a case of people having different interests just cuz i didnt care about a thing doesnt man its bad other ppl like i#also tho i think bc the mean girls overquoted bits remind me of like. rae dunn ceramics LOL jkfskfjsekht#or like idk live laugh love stuff. yknow like. dont talk to me until ive had my coffee has same energy as on wednesdays we wear pink. to me#it's facebook wine mom humor.... bc it is people roughly my age that were/are really into it and they are now mom age i guess lwpfhewhfp#god i need to go to bed im tired and it's making me a cranky complainer about stuff that doesnt matter!!!!#went 2 my dash in a dif tab and immediately saw a miku post is she gonna get me for not having strong feelings about her#im sorry miku i just . i dont get it JKFLJDSKLFJKSLD#ur music is fun i just dont proportionately understand. i feel like im missing context w/this one girl maybe thats my bad idk#or maybe it's just i found u too late idk. i will jam to the bops tho#that endless/everlasting/whatever nights thing w/like the 4 alt storyline songs is soooo fun i love those#dont ask me the names of the ppl in them tho i dont fuckin know besides like. 3 of them. one is miku LOL#and those yellow twin kids. len and ren. or rin? len and rin? i dont remember and i dont care enough to look it up sorry small children#theres that blue haired guy that was in the one prsk route i played but i forgot his name again#i dont know if hes in those songs i was talkin about tho i only remember what he looks like in his youthful wonderland alt loll#i talk in the tags bc i get scared it feels safe in my burrow here underground#also im calling mean girls mid and saying i dont have miku hype so i feel like that does warrant going into hiding
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you ever just see a take so bad you consider deleting Tumblr..?
#yes this is because i just read a whole meta essay about how Ed is The Most Evil Character and Isn't Romantic Lead Material#because well ackshully hes just super abusive and horrible and has 0 redeeming qualities#and then the main thesis of this persons post was that Izzy deserved to be the main character of season 2#because he was the victim#and the writers didn't make him the main character because they 'think domestic abuse is funny'#*sigh*#i am. so tired guys. like genuinely from the bottom of my heart i am TIRED.#izzy critical#ofmd fandom critical#THIS IS THE ED AND STEDE SHOW#IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE FACT THAT THE SHOW IS ABOUT ED AND STEDE DON'T WATCH THE ED AND STEDE SHOW!#also i loooooooove that izzy fans are always like 'aww our poor lil meow meow lost a leg he is a domestic abuse survivor and ed is The Wors#Person Ever and deserves to die instead actually :///'#meanwhile ed is literally the only domestic abuse survivor in canon#who literally became a pirate because his father abused him and his mother#like#that is a thing that happened in the show#but apparently we can only have empathy for characters in abusive situations if theyre white...#delete later#Yes i know i said i didn't wanna get into the discourse (izcourse) but you know what? im fuckin gonna!
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Oh,you guys are not ready for this
I made him myself,he name is somks. I also made a shopping bag of tiny items for her(3 buttons,1 tiny streamers,and duct tape.)
#please#i love him#i sewed her with no pattern#its been so long since ive last sewn#so its kinda crappy#but i love her so much#im so glaf i dont hate her and all the little mistakes that make him#eek#sewing#unidentified creature#maybe a whale#or dolphin#or just a fuckin rainbow guy#im so tired lol its so hot in my room that my head is hurts
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