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gueh, its all igni
#i#dont care#IDIA GOT 2 NEW ASSETS#pretends it doesnt bother me#for a guy who loves diasomnia i sure do hate A LOT of the choices in their chapter#hrmmmm#bothers me how technology beating magic is such a.. central theme of twst#like... why would i care... its a magic academy... obv u like magic if u like the games aesthetics and like... STORY idk#maybe i just hate everything igni stands for#and esp orthos AI ass#Whatevr theres no silver or sebek to keep my attention so im barely paying attention until malleus appears#Magic is like#part of u and nature and life esp for diasomnia and their fae ass#no the shota robot will beat the dragon FUCK OFFFFFF#Waits for my twst fan card to b revocked for who I hate#like if u wanted sth abt how its human to die and u cant live eternally and its ok to grieve but Humanity/Reality is good regardless#Ai is not... a good narrative choice for that#and like ikk magic is kinda innate but also they just had to make it a SKILL you TRAIN so it just gives... my ai can beat ur skill ^_^#throws up#I wanttt more malleuss#I love how evil he is and talks slowly but lets actuallyyy focus on him and his themes maybe next time#ON ONE HAND#i want more sebek content#on the other? I think we have had enough character assassination last chs so im ok ^_^#yea you go get the malleus egg its not like im insane abt malleus more than any other person or anything#ill just stand here when shit goes down🧍#I feel so loved and appreciated#im not desperate for it#and I have so much emotional intelligence ^_^#gurl
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how to tell a guy you stalked his twitter likes and saw his liking tweets bashing your sexuality micro labels and now you’re hurt even though you shouldn’t have been twitter stalking in the first place and you feel embarrassed for even getting upset in the first place because now you look “triggered”
#my post#my silly boys#god i fucking hate everything#i told him im demisexual and he seems supportive enough and then goes and agrees with someone calling it ‘fake’ and ‘pornbrained’???#fuck offffff
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my family is pissing me off so much at this point we’ve been traveling for more than 24hrs & i just about want to strangle each & every one of them + every single person that moves in my field of vision
#stream#im SOOOOOO PSISSSEE DDDD#OFFFFFF#im using the e cane full time tomorrow what the fuck is this#i hate venice so much#if i could walk maybe less so but rn i want this city to fuckin sink to atlantis#i lit a cigarette after they were playing for 15 minutes on the fucking water taxi like JESUS CHRIST ITS NOT HARD TO FIND ANYTJINT THE#ISOAND IS LIKE 5 MINUTES WALKING ACROSS WHY ARE U ASKING FOR DIRECTIONS#im just soooooooo over EVERYTHING
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huge rant from my privtwt, it was in reply to supernatural "hot takes" and im petty as hell
sam and cas in the show were best friends, they loved each other, cas said MULTIPLE times he loved and cared for BOTH sam and dean!! BOTH!!! BOTH WINCHESTERS!!!!!! he threw away everything for the TWO OF THEM!!! and as lovers sastiel is a harmless ship,,, especially where destiel fell off a bit in middle seasons and sam and cas got to spend more time... they could have very well been in love PLUS i would have loved to have seen them fall in love with the way their characters are and how much they can relate to each other, they fit together so perfectly it would have been sweet!!
and sabriel to my knowledge is a silly fun ship??? like its not that serious but also how the fuck can you take gabriel seriously he think everything a fuckin joke, the weirdo... but seriously, i feel like they can also relate to each other, plus i heard they bond a lot more in s13. AS FOR MYSTERY SPOT. it was a lesson, sense gabriel is an archangel he doesnt fully understand how much this hurts sam. cas said in one episode that hes been on earth for years and he STILL struggles to grasp human emotions. i believe gabriel genuinely thought this would nudge sam in the right direction so that deans death wouldnt hurt him as much. clearly it backfired and holy fuck it was a shitty thing to do but SAM FORGAVE GABRIEL!! DEAN WAS THE ONE THAT HELD THE MYSTERY SPOT OVER GABRIELS HEAD NOT SAM!!!!!! sam moved on and dean stayed mad dude!!!!
holy shit i hate ruby, you guys have GOT to understand that sam was manipulated. ruby manipulated him, ruby drugged him and ruby was there for him when dean died, SO YES hes going to rely heavily on ruby. BECAUSE HE WAS MANIPULATED. OHMY GOD thefucking victim blaming in this fandom ESPECIALLY towards sam pisses me offffff god...
im sick of people blaming sam when he was legit just?? high?? all the time he did NOT understand anything that was happening. yes he trusted ruby, ruby was really good at manipulation and the reason he trusted ruby over dean is because he could relate to ruby in a sense?? sam always said how unclean and unpure and gross he felt because of his demon blood and ruby was a demon so they could relate to each other in that way, dean could not relate. dean never lived with demon blood like sam has, sam thought by drinking demon blood and getting high or whatever he was doing the right thing because RUBY the DEMON said it was working so he was like okay! it was just manipulation after manipulation and yes sam fell for it. for one manipulation is hard to spot, even when dean said to sam thats what was happening its hard to believe youre being manipulated and used and two sam was hopped up on the demon blood CONSTANTLY, it clearly clouded his judgement because it messed with his head and body and that made it easier for ruby to trap him. i feel so icky when people blame s4 sam for things he COULDNT CONTROL... he had an addiction, he was being manipulated and he didnt have his brother's support through any of it.
everything after s5 is canon dude im sorry its in the fucking show bad writing or not and you cannot change that. the characters did bad things after s5!! i personally enjoyed everything after s5 idk☹️
we crazy on my priv
#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#no wincest#sastiel#castiel#castiel novak#destiel#sabriel#archangel gabriel#rant post#actually autistic
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YAPPING ABOUT SUPERNATURAL
I just finished the season 5 finale and I am PISSSEDD OFFFFFF this is no hate to the show because I absolutely love it, but the fact that it was supposed to end at season 5 and it lasted 10 MORE YEARS has me a bit peeved
I understand that in hindsight more Supernatural was actually a bad thing instead of "ooo more Sam and Dean!!" but renewing the show for a 6th season when ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS IS ESSENTIALLY KILLED OFF is not how you finish off a character arc. I don't have any solid proof of this but I'm betting the show got renewed before the finale aired so they added the little, "look, look, Sam is back!!" thing at the end WHICH JUST MAKES ME MADDD
This whole entire series up until this point had clear character arcs for Sam and Dean. Sam was sympathetic and wanted to have a normal life, he didn't want to waste his life away to the family business, he wanted his own choice. Dean had to protect Sam his whole life, following John's orders like a soldier, always knowing that he would live to hunt until his demise. This is CLEAR FROM THE START
Towards the end of season 5 we see Sam ready and WILLING to sacrifice himself to save the world, ANF EVERN BEFORE THAT he says that he does not incision himself living a normal life anymore. He knows he will die fighting. Dean towards the end of the season is tired, he wants it all to end, to go to the Grand Canyon with Sam, he wants something normal. He has to let go of Sam and let him grow up, not keep him tethered to Dean because he's grown. Dean has a "normal" life after Sam traps himself and Adam in the pit.
BUT THEN OHHH BUT THEN AT THE END OF THE EPISODE SAM SHOWS UP WATCHING DEAN HAVE DINNER WITH LISA AND BEN !!!! it just completely erases the whole sacrifice Sam did to save the fucking world !!! It makes no sense for the show to continue after season 5 CAUSE EVERYTHING HAS BEEN WRAPPED UP !! Bella is dead because of her demon deal, Ellen and Jo were killed off by the hellhounds and bombing, Lilith is dead, Azael is dead, John is dead, EVERYONE'S DEAD !! Castiel was brought back for the second time that season but it's heavily implied that God brought him back so that's fine or whatever, SO NOTHING ELSE NEEDS TO HAPPEN !!!!!
I get that if the show ended at season 5, we wouldn't have gotten all the of the material we have now, but I'm just saying that the ending of season 5 was FINE and we didn't have to have this entire mess of a series finale WITH THE FUCKING NAIL.
#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#castiel#im so mad rn#not really but it peeves me off#yapping#im going to bed now
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I actually experience despair on like a daily basis because okay I may be really fucking ugly but people are willing to look past that if your behavior is interesting enough for conversation but not interesting enough for examination and depending on the person they either think I'm nothingburger or bordering on clinically insane and neither of those are exactly ""Atractive"" to like 99.9% of the population and also if god tapped me on the head and suddenly I became mid and my chances increased I would still want to kill myself because recently I've realized just how HARD it is for people to see me as a guy due to my quiet and distant nature COMBINED with the fact that I am physically small which is actually so important to me as stupid as it sounds I really do wish I were taller just throw me a BONE man I'm not even asking for much here and also I hate to say it because anyone would hate to say something like this about their own body but brother I DESPISE my hips or waist to hip ratio or bone structure or whatever the fuck you wanna call it because for a few months now I've been losing weight little by little through inaction (because I don't know how to take care of myself) but I am still very much classified as OverWeight yet my stupid fucking fat distribution makes people go Waittt you've gotten sooo skinnyyyy and it's like first of all I don't give a fuck and it's sad that YOU do second of all you have fallen victim to a wicked optical illusion caused by the fact it's all from the waist down and it PISSES ME THE HELL OFFFFFF that I'm built like this because it's my BONES and it feels like I will never get rid of this obnoxious fucking pear shaped body that doesn't even reach 160cm and that I am aware some people would find attractive shape-wise because brother do I have blemishes and stretch marks which are things people are fucking weird about but I know some people are into the whole blah blah short pear shape thing but in a GIRL WAY it makes me want to tear my fucking hair out that there's so many barriers to ever being found attractive by a fellow human being that has seen me in a 3D space like why did I come out ugly and short and transgender and autistic it's just nerf after nerf after nerf. If someone finds me physically attractive and they are cisgender I will literally not believe they see me as a man for a single second sorry for being paranoid about this but it is just IMPOSSIBLE to fathom first of all finding me attractive second of all genuinely seeing me as a man and both at the same time is just a myth I can't continue to waste time on!!!
This is like the obligatory 4 AM post complaining about being fuckugly that I haven't done in a while because I haven't actually paused to think about it for a while because other stuff or just GOING TO BED. It make me wanna tear my fucking skin off that no one will ever find me physically attractive in a million years because everything about me on a romance front is best described as "Unfortunate." with the dot and everything too I mean sure it's not a big thing for a lot of people especially not people around me 24/7 but no one around me 24/7 has this amount of stupid bullshit attached to them so they don't GET IT and being told shit like "I can't imagine you dating anyone" "You're too naive" "You're not moving out until you get our seal of approval" is actually genuinely soul-crushing and I can't say ANYTHING about it because I wholeheartedly believe all of it is true even though really from the bottom of my heart I wish I didn't but that's just LYING to myself at that point. I can't imagine myself dating anyone, I know I'm naive which is actually just a nicer way of saying stupid and gullible, and I have trouble with certain everyday things but even if I do them perfectly I KNOW my family will find some other reason to keep calling me innocent and naive and unprepared and whatever other insulting thing they wanna pretend is not insulting so they just can't tell why I went quiet when they said YOU'RE NOT LEAVING THIS HOUSE UNTIL WE SAY YOU CAN as if that's not a completely insane thing to say to someone and as if they wouldn't find it insane if some character in some stupid fucking TV show said it to another. But we move and we go to bed. I love everyone I would go insane without transgender autistic people in my phone
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'he wasn't going to win any number 1 dad awards, but damn if he wasn't there when we needed him'
dean stfu, sam called him when you were dying and he didn't even let you know he was still alive
also,
cas: did you two love your father? dean: with everything I had FUCK OFFFFFF i hate this scene
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Ethan mbappe fics are so underated it kinda pisses me offffff. Like, I genuinely hate the lack of fanfics that there are about this guy and the few that exist are like so old and I've read them 200 times or he's a second character to the point you even wonder what he's tagged for.
And it's not like I don't understand why, like I get he's the younger brother of one of the most famous footballers, but it's in-fucking-sane, he's so underated and I'm not even talking about fanfics anymore, his insta and everything.
And on that note, I'm going to go write a mini fic about hin
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i need lando to stop taking the blame for all of mclaren's mistakes this year because if i have to read one more "classic lando bottle" from some smooth-brain i'm going to lose it.
same with "oMG second driver oscar beating lando with only 50% of the upgrades" like ... do people not understand that mclaren basically brought another bspec car for lando? even in fp1, they experienced completely different difficulties with the car. like fuck offffff. oscar only having 50% of the upgrades probably saved his ass. and even then it's not like the position differences are massive 🤷♀️
i'm so tired i genuinely hate miami to begin with and think i'm just going to stop watching this weekend like personal life is hell right now but god forbid any lando fan have any fun at all watching f1 even when things are going somewhat bad with 1,000 comments from his haters and teammates' stans about the wrong driver getting the upgrades (yeah, we all remember what happened when the team gave oscar the upgrades first last year, and the way lando was sliding around, probably would have been the same case this year, but by all means, lets give the less experienced driver the upgrades first to see how it goes) (this isn't hate on oscar but like. do his fans even watch the races at this point. do they know what goes on with him. or do they just focus on lando), him not able handle pressure, him always making mistakes when it counts, etc. like fucccck off
the only thing I will say is that Zak did say it was mostly on the team for not having the tyres warmed up properly, and Lando's post quali radio message, he literally started with "I don't need to say it, we all know"
I haven't actually seen anything post quali interview wise other than that thing from Zak so I could be missing if Lando's shouldered any blame (wouldn't surprise me if he's just phrased everything very very nicely like he usually does..)
ultimately they gave them both an hour to bed in upgrades before a hot session, it was asking a lot to get things perfect, and Lando was driving what was practically a new car - add in that he was asked to bail on his soft tyre lap at the end of practice after limited running of said soft tyre... it sucks yes, but also goes to show people don't pay full attention to things. even Sky, whose job it is to commentate, didn't say anything about the fact Lando aborted his lap
onto the rest, I know it's easier said than done but getting to where you just ignore (or block where appropriate) what you see makes it all a hell of a lot easier to deal with
if you see a take that's as you say "smooth-brain" or dumb or asinine or clearly shows they didn't watch or don't know what they're talking about, ignore it. close it. walk away. roll your eyes and call them a name and keep scrolling
equally, life is way too short to not do things that service you positively and if stepping away from the weekend will bring you peace then do it, no shame in it, it doesn't make you a bad fan or whatever, sometimes you need the break
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i literally got a new vape, a new pen and an oz of weed today and i cant even bring myself to be happy about it because im MISERABLE AS FUCK mina i hate everyone but you i wish you were real💔😔😔everyone is so fucking annoying and stupid
I’m coming over there and helping you smoke it all😍 Don’t think too much about it everything will be fine in the long run. Smoke a lilllll take the edge offffff i luv u
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I hate feeling fat and feeling like eating good food is a crime and hearing everyone make little comments about how healthy im being when i bring in a salad or talking about how much candy im eating at work like fuck OFFFFFF fuck OFF i go to the gym 3 times a week i walk almost every day im trying to build healthier habits but everything feels so fraught, so much of life is a wasteland of routine behaviors and obligations and loneliness i dont need the constant criticism from literally every corner!!! Everyone loves to hint at me being fat like SO WHAT??? SO WHAT. Like what are people getting out of this???? Like. Im trying!!! Okay????? I didnt realize that fucking apples are too sugary and carb rich. i didnt grow up fat i never realized how less im worth now. How people look at me and the assumptions they make. And its like. Im a US size 8!!!! A size 8!!!! Sometimes a 6!!!!! And the size number doesnt matter to me THAT much but its like. God if they're this awful to me about not being a size 00 then how is it for other fat people who wear bigger sizes????
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waiting for the day i can spend a holiday truly happily (my parents ruin fucking everything including new years eve just now god i hate these fucking people i would do anything to just exist peacefully without their constant unnecessary anger and annoyance and bigotry and bullshit like fuck offffff holy shit do you not get tired of being so fucking selfish and rude and hateful)
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FALLING INTO A SEEEEAAAAAAAA OFFFFFF FFLLLLUUUUUUUUFFFFFFF 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
Looking up from the toasted panini you were cutting in half, you frowned at your work friend Stacy. “What?”
I would just like to say that i smelled the panini when i read this... I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I KNOW WHAT A PANINI IS MWJSNSJJSJHAHAHHAHAH
Your other friend Zeke clapped his hands together and leaned forward. “Oooh! I like this concept. There’s plenty of things Y/N has never done.”
First of all zeke stfu. You dont have to call out yn AND ME out like that ///: booo tomato tomato 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅
“I can’t think of anything,” Stacy responded with a shrug. “I’ve experimented with a lot of things.”
K Stacy. /: Edi ikaw na
“So have I,” Zeke added on, shooting you a smirk. “Our Y/N here though…”
///: i hate zeke L A MAJOR L
“Miss Routine that you are.”
😔 this is where my similarities with yn end.
“Eats the same panini every time we come here for lunch and grumbles when the table you like is taken. Face the facts, you do everything the same every time.”
YN RUN UR FRIENDS ARE BULLIES
SO WHAT YN LIKES PANINIS ITS FUN TO SAY AND PROBABLY TASTES GOOD IDK
“Nothing major. That would be upsetting to you. But something different. Bold. Step out of the comfortable slipper life and stride through your day in heels or something,” Zeke suggested, animated as he imagined this strange version of yourself. You tried to follow his vision but soon scrunched up your nose.
Honestly Zeke 🔪🤬 i think you should let all of us wear comfy slippers cos DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOURE WEARING SHOES THAT HURT YOUR FEET FUCK YOU ZEKE GO TO JAIL PARTY
“We’re not picking on you.”
Yn ur friends with liars dafaq
He had to work in some type of professional position, given his neat green striped shirt and charcoal suit pants, the matching jacket folded over the adjacent chair. His dark hair was pushed away from his face, rich brown eyes now bemusedly catching your prolonged stare again. You blushed and darted your focus to the same-old sandwich you were eating at the same table, and suddenly were up on your feet before you acknowledged the reason.
OMG YONK MY YONK MY YONK YONK WHO PROBABLY SMELLS AMAAAAZZZING DAMN THE WAY HE WAS WRITTEN SMELLLLSSSS EXPENSIVE
Despite the amusement still etched in his handsome expression, you noticed the look of surprise in his eyes. “Hello?”
HIII 💗💗💗💗💗💗
“Brian,” he responded on instinct, slipping a warm palm against yours. “Can I help you, Y/N?”
HIIII BRRIIIAANNNNNNNN💗💗💗💗💗😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
“You’re hot.”
Just like that. I mean yn like me fr. 😔 Aint hot no game therefore has the most game in the world 😩😩😩
“I’m not put off,” he assured you, cracking a grin. “So, I’m hot?”
JSJSJSJSJSJS HE REALLY OUT HERE GOIN
And i mean same he mad valid for that i too also need words of affirmation mMAJAJJAJSJS HAHAHAHA
“I’m not opposed to receiving them,” he told you with a flash of his teeth. You laughed and sat in the chair he gestured for you to take. “Level of attraction aside, what does my appearance mean?”
NSJSHHSJSBSS HES SO
“A solid six. I’ve had worse.”
DAMN. Tough crowd. Yn flat out said he was hot and still got a six. How much confidence does this man need to extract from me. Come on yonk i would die if i ever saw you dont play me like this
“Can I humour you some more?” he wondered, pulling out his phone and holding it out. You glanced at it and then at him, watching his lips curling into another smile. “It was the hot compliment that hooked me.”
I think you’re hot too. Text me a time to see if we can handle this heat together.
HES SO CORNY I WANT HIM
Sitting back in your chair, you smiled. Brian was right. It hadn’t been all that bad after all.
Manifesting expensive smelling brian in my nearest panini shop. Now i just gotta figure that out
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Pairing: Brian Kang x female reader
Genre: fluff / coffee shop au
Warnings: none
Word count: 1373
“What’s something you’ve never done before?”
Looking up from the toasted panini you were cutting in half, you frowned at your work friend Stacy. “What?”
Your other friend Zeke clapped his hands together and leaned forward. “Oooh! I like this concept. There’s plenty of things Y/N has never done.”
“Wasn’t this a generic question for us all?” you asked, slightly panicked at the way they were eying you now. You attempted a laugh. “What have you never done then?”
“I can’t think of anything,” Stacy responded with a shrug. “I’ve experimented with a lot of things.”
“So have I,” Zeke added on, shooting you a smirk. “Our Y/N here though…”
Looking between the pair, you gaped at them incredulously. “What? What about me?”
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hmrph
#feeling sooooo fucking dysphoric rn#like usually im fine like yk somethings bother me a lil but rn im just like. near tears over the fact that i dont look like a guy n that#like i mean im not ready to be out until i can start t bc call it problematic but i dont want to be out pre everything like i feel like#that would just make my dysphoria worse yk#cuz like im not even like A MAN i just. wish i had a dick LMAO#like oh to be masc presenting amab nonbinary......fuckin HATE IT HERE LMAO#everything sucks and is awful forever and i need everything in my life to change#i just. want a beard. not even a good one i want a shitty puberty mustache. i want to be three years down the line after everyone in my#life is over it. i just. ugh i feel awful. n i keep looking at tiktoks and videos n whatnot from guys who have what i want to have n its#like making me feel worse but also its like oh phew dw itll be good in just 127 days until i can go to planned parenthood and sort my shit#out. but like. tf am i supposed to do in the meantine#meantime.#classes end in may graduation is in june can you imagine if i just roll up a month on t. hot#idek how im gonna tell my parents let alone the rest of my family. like my family including my extended family means the absolute world to#me n its gonna change everything. and then im gonna go to college and have to deal with that???#being around cis men makes me want to throw up. n what abt the kid i babysit and his parents? what about my jobs? ughhhh i fucking hate it!#and i dont like how i look rn!! n like. i could tough it out i could do womanhood even though it makes me itchy but like. i cant do that#i really cant. idk i just feel really shitty#n ppl using my pronouns irt me makes me feel so pandered to and pitied n like everyone is pretending to see me the way i want to be seen#fuck offffff i hate everything
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searching the internet to see what people thought of talis concept art was a bad idea
#mass effect#i hate how she looks in the game. if you romance her theres a poorly edited picture of a human that theyre like. yep! thats a quarian!#everything i found was ppl saying#and theres one concept art thats like oh the concept art of tali looking human is clearly the best like! theyre aliens!!!#make them look alien!!!!!#‘well we know she has human nose/eyes’ they just used a human model bc its easier fuck offffff
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hate last.fm so so much
#the concept of scrobbling fucking pisses me off i hate the constant online monitoring of every casual aspect of life fuck offffff#like i just use it so i can make the collages every now and then.. FOR MYSELF.. so i can look back on what i was listening in a certain#period of life like a journal entry idk#i dont need people knowing amd judging every single song i listen to in real time thats so weird#EVERYTHING is performative nowadays
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