#fuck my baka life bro
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#before i get shot and die does anyone want to admit they have a crush on me#FUCK my baka life bro#who want me tho lol#moxthoughts
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i loathe being this fucking pathetic, but i dont know how to stop without resorting to playing hard to get, which i morally disagree with. i don't fucking know. i always figure shit out so what's taking me so long? am i actually still hoping they'd like it? even if im happy it makes them feel secure it doesnt make them like me any more, and i need to be a little selfish to get what i want. i need to stop being so disgusting and play everything right.
#NEVER EVER EVER EVER LOOK AT OLD MESSAGES LITERALLY EVER#NEVER A GOOD IDEA#EVEN IF UR LOOKING FOR SOMETHING . JUST GIVE UP#fuck my baka life bro#globs#♡#should i go back to just being a concept char#:/:/:/:/:/:/#at least people online still only have the idea of me ive ruined it among so many others:/#i guess more distabt friends still see me as i was.#fuck they really destroyed me#chat is that a good thing or a bad thing#ive never been this vulnerable because ive never cared about anything like this#gross!!!!! disgusting!!!! why am i not handling everything with perfect optimacy !! dont forget game theory😭😭#its so joever#its okay#everythings okay#fake it til you make it right#i have everything i need#i just need to get my shit together#havent i been thru worse? so silly this is what gets me#deep breaths. look down at everything with benevolence. i know how it all works and ill make it fine#who needs meditation when you have some overseeing consciousness that grips hold of your brain every time you freak out#real goopsters know#remember when i thought it was some disorder. whatever i dont even care enough to figure out what it is now. it works#goodnight#it gets so scared of hurting me
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So burnt out that I’m lying in bed feeling dizzy with a headache . And I don’t have a free day until . Maybe Friday? Going to try and be brave about this
#brick tossed#I can’t do any reading or play any games or do any of my hobbies#and I have a six hour shift tomorrow#fuck my baka life bro
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THEYRE FINALLY DONE AREHSGJXGDH
#stitch art#oc#oc art#art#ibispaint art#:3#celestial being#space oc#star oc#galaxy oc#giggles and kicks my feet#my hands kinda hurt ngl..#anyways I LOVE DRAWING STARS also love how this guy came.out#the struggle was real tbo#actually i forgot the runes on his clothes that i was supposed to do when coloring#whoops#fuck my stupid baka life#btw. thats a star on their necklace. not a cross#bro looks a lil religious ☹️(not the intention)#i have OTHER characters for that!!!!
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What is this horror that I just woke up to
Firstly, Luka's tattoo has finally been revealed (too bad it's not where I theorized it was...) Unlike the others, one detail is stark this time, that being that he was awake during the entire process. He's not even lying down when it would probably be less (by a pinch) painful, and more efficient if he did. He's watching. Even helping by keeping his shirt up.
And it seems he is still maintaining his heart rate even through the pain.
(And, expectedly he is thin so this would've hurt a lot more. I wouldn't be surprised if keeping him awake was to benefit his ability of endurance)
And we have his mugshot too. there are a lot of scribbles on his page so I tried to decipher the two clearest ones to me
LUKA - 010401 (His ID number)
And alongside that, we finally have the full cast tattoo process. (save my Till loving heart what are they doing to him.) HyunA and the girls on the top and Luka and the boys on the bottom.
On the topic that the Aliens in ALNST are horrible and can't be bothered to even put the pet humans to sleep while going through such a painful process, it doesn't look like Ivan is spared either and was also awake. otherwise, I don't know how he maintained that grip.
There's no telling for sure yet but his grip looks loose, perhaps he has a good pain tolerance.
And Till's picture. I think that's a full-body restraint right there (Like a straight jacket) If he was awake the whole time too then that's probably to be expected. There also seem to be wires around his face? a mouth gag? I can tell his is just...gonna be horrible to look at. (I am going to cause a scene. bashes my head against the concrete ARGH)
And we have everyone's mugshots, Sua -> Mizi-> Till -> Ivan -> Luka -> HyunA
(These were especially hard to read 💀 but they all seem to have their own signatures on their own pictures )
Sua (x2) - 1132 (in the circled area) - 020201 (That's close to her ID number- 020211.) - The rest is indescribable except for the "No"(?)
Another interesting part of this, we're shown Till's part of the Season 50 data book. A lot of the text is scribbled out.
Lyrics to unknown Till the end (And something scribbled out on the top) it looks like a draft copy. I can't tell if much changed from the version we have today..just got to see when the full version is out.
I tried to decipher as much as I could, take this with a grain of salt but his profile (left) is more of a teacher's note, one of his flaws being that he's aggressive, and he has a strong suit in performance. (Heavy emphasis on practicing music because his performance is his strong suit)
The C might be his overall grade, his only passing class was music.
(So many star scribbles..Mizi liked stars)
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The album cover looks like a Brain (it reminds me of an MRI scan kinda) Is it Till's brain after all the experiments he's been through? if so, I'm not surprised it seemingly has a lot of abnormalities.
Also, the prominent signature in the middle looks a little bit Like Ivan's.
And finally the main piece, Given the similarities in data the person going through the test is still Sua.
The bandaging on her head is very confusing though, (is this the process of creating Anakt's child?) She also looks like she's yelling more than singing in this piece. (with the tight restraints it's hard to even tell but she doesn't look as relaxed as the second picture.)
Mental - Good (despite the red light?)
Cry (singing. maybe.) - Good
This could be in the literal sense that Sua was actually crying during this test, or this phase of the test. But Aliens have a warped perception of human sounds. They call crying, singing so...I don't know. If there was a lot of resistance from Sua during the earlier phases then the bandage is probably there as another restraint..so many restraints.
#jerjee....rhehehe...im going insane#if Till's tattoo scene..im going to kill something or myself#alien stage#honestly I think all of them besides Mizi were kept up that's probably just protocol#idek though.#thats so painful they could pass out with the right (or wrong) pain endurance#alien stage till#alien stage ivan#alien stage sua#alien stage mizi#alien stage luka#alien stage hyuna#alnst#please kill me now actually take all their pain and give urak period cramps fuck that hag bro#i wish i was elon musk with a private jet i would be at that shop SO FUCKING QUICK#fuck my broke baka life#TILL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💧💧🌊🌊💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧🌊🌊🌊🌊💧💧💧#dont play pranks on me alnst official i will commit several war crimes for this#alnst ivan#alnst till#alnst mizi#alnst sua#alnst luka#alnst hyuna#this is so wacky i cant wait for alnst to go down the tili tili bom bom route#till alien stage
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tortuous experience to like a popular ship in a way that is not the standard and only you and like. three of ur mutuals get it.
#NO ONE GETS TIMKON *my tactile telekinesis throws everything around the room*#they’re not boringgggg i promise please believe meeeeee#everyone wants to talk about 99 fucking cloning attempts and no one snags to talk about avian drag or robin kon or or or#u don’t even get ittt u didn’t even pay attention to owaw u didn’t even!!!#if wwyj was good i feel like people would get it. kon server has heard me and will continue to hear me complain about it#IT COULDVE BEEN SO GOODDDDDD FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE#what’s bro yappin about
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN DRUMEO POSTED THE OFFERING BREAKDOWN 15 HOURS AGO????????????????????????
#FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE BRO I COULD HAVE BEEN GOING FERAL OVER NEW PERCUSSION KITTEN CONTE T#FOR LIKE 15 HOURS NOW#BWAAHJHHHHHJ#sleep token#sleep token ii
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i hate him i hope he explodes. im not even tagging this. im just pathetic and im obsessed with this pathetic stupid gay man. fuck you.
GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD
#me: yeah i gotta be respectful about the fucked up historical aspects of the lore#also me: AAAAUGHH HES GAY THE THIRD REICH IS FUCKING GAY IM GONNA HAVE A STROKE FUUUUCK#fuuuck i think the third reich is one of my comfort characters fucking hell man fuuuuuuck this is terrible fuuuck#what have i become#I SWEAR I CAN BE NORMAL#IM JUST HAVING A MOMENT#PLEASE DONT BURN ME AT THE STAKE#i promise im usually super normal about it#i am simply having a moment of weakness#FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE#im so tired bro im gonna crumble to dust
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gonna have to pull an all nighter to finish this college project
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SIGHHHHHHH i miss judgmental nichaxel ☹️ guys ☹️ i miss them ☹️ nichaxel ☹️☹️☹️
#life isn't the same without them having silent conversations 😔#like wtf am i supposed to do if i can't point at my screen and shout ''canon!!!''-#-knowing damn well it isn't and yet feeling the need to shout it anyway for funsies#s3 save me from this hell i hate not knowing if we'll see them again!!!!#also side note but caleb is in like 50% nichaxel pics like MOVE DORK (ily tho <3)#NOT DELETING I MISS NICHAXEL....... fuck my stupid baka life bro
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Still can’t believe khaos reigns was so ass it KILLED THE WHOLE GAME
#fuck my stupid baka life#will NRS/warner bros learn from it? no#atp mk13 will make you pay for the story mode after paying for a special edition of the game#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1#khaos reigns#mini rant
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curse these wretched organs vro what the Fuck man !!!!!!!
#hes on his boyeriod#no one look at him#i love 3rd personing myself hhaha#YEEOWTCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if i stop posting for a week uhhh tell mick thomson i love her cause i probably died#bro thought i was newgen to escape woodstock 99 🤫🧏♂️#fuck my stupid baka life#this is so sick and twisted#sick and twisted#my entire spinal cord is in excruciatingly agonizing pain but that's nothin compared to literally everything else#fuck it we ball#i justr. gotta keep on roulen.....ough..#slipknot yuri save me#stanley is a crazy insane butch and stanford is just a transgender acearo autism man#the oeriod it's making me see things more clearly this shtits makin me hsve a fuckimg EPIPHANY got DAMN IS IT PAINFUL BRO AAAUGHHGJ#should I just post the words instead of putting everything in the tags am i tumblring wrong#oh my jod vro#oh.my glizzy#Dave I am so litty off this fire zaza you gave me#<==quote from a Dirk Strider ms doodle thing by someone else I literally JUST saw it I'll make sure you see the post too#FUCK#ok byebye gang#i love you vro. ❤️#I should prooobably make a tag for when I do shit like this ok fuck wai t#hmmm yapper tag what do i name it hrmm thinks really really hard#st3r1l3s YAPPIN..#Sssssssigan viendo...#ok bye fo rilly this time vro. ❤️
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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2am and I'm stuck in my room with jeans halfway off my ass unable to move because I don't want my flatmates to percieve my existence in any way which means I cannot make a sound. Certified avpd moment.
#I also need to piss really bad#but I am NOT going to the bathroom bro#fuck my baka life#avpd#vent#cluster c#personality disorder
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I went to review the video where Pac and Mr. G&W were shown during a Nintendo Direct. I went to review the comments, it always makes me laugh that I made a photomontage of it.
#fake smile#fuck my stupid baka life#This is cringe ik#In the Fandom Mr. Game & Watch was 100% gay or Bi LMAO#Pac become bi (or pan) lmao AHAHAHAAH#That's all positive#pac man#super smash bros#Super ass bros I said.#mr game and watch
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no stream today and the next one we get they r covering the little yanqui election circus i hate so much oH THEY HATE ME THEY HATE ME PERSONALLY !
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