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COLIN HUGHES: I wish that I could block me out.
#colin hughes#ted lasso#he means so much#sobs#my boy#feeling like trent crimm the way colin is my gay son#hes come so far im so proud of him#you know i highly debated posting this#bc i made (most of it) it pre ep 9#and colins been so much happier post coming out#but you know what!#fuck it i worked hard on it im proud of it and#true colin hughes enojoyers will appreciate all parts of his storyline#and hopefully enjoy this anyways#plus rewatches exist so#hope you like it <3#edit#also this is my first edit as im sure you can tell so please be nice
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how bout them apples
#millions knives#trimax spoilers#trigun#was gonna wait to post this one bc i wanna draw a similar one with a tree for vash but. im gonna forget lmao#besides i'm kinda proud of it. and it took a lot of work. related im never drawing a fucking snake again#trigun spoilers#trigun maximum#drawing#artists on tumblr#my art#illustration#comic#manga#fanart#traditional art#ink drawing#something about apple trees and knowledge corrupting and how fuckin small the tree is#growing up is hard huh#sucks you turned out that way knives. the way tristamp's goin i dont think it's gon get any better for you. good luck my guy#posting the before and after bc im gon be real i felt like i really overcooked with the grays and red#for the scan at least. i think it looks great in person lol
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Where did we go? What did we do? I think we made something...entirely new....
some closeups under cut :)
and here's the first image w/out text :)
im normal. su makes me feel so normal
#su#steven universe#sapphire#ruby#su ruby#su sapphire#sapphire su#ruby su#FUCK FUCK FUCK OHHHGHGH MY GODDD THIS SCENE HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD FOFR DAAAAAAAAYYYYS#GOD HELPPPP OUGOGOHGGHOG#THE FIRST ONE TOOK SO LONG. I SWEAR#THE GROUND WAS SO HARD 😭😭#SORRY 2 THE PPL I IGNORED WHILE WORKING ON THIS I WAS IN THE ZONE#spacie scribbles#OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH IM#FINALLY DONE#SO PROUD OF THIS TEEBEEACHE#rupphire#THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL I COULD CRYYYY#GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
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we need to team up and beat him to death with hammers
#tag yap incoming#bananaart#bananamcsm#romeo mcsm#minecraft story mode romeo#mcsm romeo#minecraft story mode#this is just a quick doodle as i figure out his design in my hc lol#i deicded to give him a sweater because. tshirts are so fucking unnecessarily hard to draw for me???#like i CANNOT figur it out but wahterver i just wanted to post something goodbai guys#romeo the admin#what other tags shouldi clog#scratches head#evil british guy#i was so proud of this art that i even added my watermakr that can easily be covered up by a solid colour 💗😍#aanyways. THE MEOOO :3#i also tried to draw genderbend romo but it was NOT working out for me bruh#its tight... maybe some other day#keep rollin rollin rollin oh also once i figure out what to draw to accompany it ill post about a romeo hc i have thats been#floating around in my head for a while now its nothng groundbreaking but i thought it was funny#im not gonna say what it is because i love edging people have fun guys#my god theres a fly thats been in my room for like three hours now and ive been trying to catch it with my bare hands every time it flies#next to me i feel like walter fucking white in that one episode#lmao i like the bright airbrush that i put behind him. it makes him look like the archangel micheal or some shit okay i need to post this g#mcsm
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Okay but MARRIED AND VERY VERY VERY IN LOVE WITH HIS WIFE PEDRO??
We..will not survive 😵💫😵💫😵💫
#pedro pascal#reed richards#fantastic four#don’t be dicks#just be happy for our man!!!#he’s worked so fucking hard#I bet he’s geeking rn#HE GETS TO PLAY A SUPER HERO#IM SO PROUD OF HIM
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Uhm. Ignore that it's the 10th and not the 9th. Im not forgetful what r u talking about
#Dw im working on day 10 rn. And on the daily audi pic... Emmmmm#madcomtober2024#madness combat#madcom#mpn2#madness project nexus#art#artists on tumblr#artwork#digital art#my art#digital drawing#digital illustration#Insert me saying that i don't like how this one turned out so much cuz im not proud of any of these drawings 😭😭😭#What the fuck ever. Im struggling hard rn
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Having to remind myself constantly that being able to balance bith a job and college at the same time is actually a pretty impressive feat for people like me (disabled both physically and mentally). And that I shouldn't push myself to be perfect all the time because the fact that I'm here at all is impressive
#we stay positive we stay positive we stay positive (pealse fuck im trying so hard)#anyway ive been struggling recently with school and work#and i need to like .... calm down or something#i also need sleep but my brain said no#its to the point where i question if its stress caused or just my own reluctance#its probably both#crunchy rants#my tags are more a rant than my actual post but whatev#this is a message to all those with disabilities: im proud of you for making it this far
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figuring out how to draw this fucker(and sonic characters in general)
#hello my dear followers who are here bc i drew brightheart that one time. gaze upon my attempt to draw silver the hedgehog.#my art#silver the hedgehog#i blame tumblr user themetalvirus for me adoring this guy. he eats concete and was born in a wet cardboard box all alone......#i have no idea why the fuck i drew him without gloves. i literally dont know#i like drawing paws ig??#btw ignore crucified silver in the second image#its an inside joke with my friends from summer camp lol#sonic characters are very hard to draw to me for some reason:( im working on it tho!!#very proud of the first drawing! took me a while but it was worth it i think:]
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IT COULD HAVE BEEN A DREAM YOU WOULDNT REMEMBER. NOW ITS A NIGHTMARE YOULL NEVER FORGET. 3 DIFFERENT SCENES!!! EACH MORE TERRIFYING THAN THE LAST. VERY PROUD OF WILLIAM, HE HAS A PLAN IN MIND AND HES ENACTING IT SO SO SO WELL! JUST AS LONG AS WILLIAM CAN TRUST WHO HES WORKING WITH, HE CAN DO ANYTHING! I DREW THIS ENTIRELY WITH PEN AND COLORED PENCIL. I FIXED MISTAKES BY GLUING PAPER OVER THINGS. YOU CAN PROBABLY SEE THAT. DID YOU KNOW THAT SOME PENS ARE SHINY IN A REALLY ANNOYING WAY THAT CATCHES THE LIGHT TERRIBLY. CLOSE UPS UNDER THE CUT. THIS TOOK WEEKS AND A MONTH LONG BREAK.
LOOK AT MY BLOOD LOOK AT MY BLOOD. I WAS WINGING THIS AND USING ALOT OF RLY SHITTY PENS. ITS THREE DIFFERENT SCENES. IF YOU KNOW EM YOU KNOW EM WELL.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd#jrwi pd spoilers#cw blood#cw gore#GUYS I WORKED REAAALLLY HARD ON THIS AND I NEEEEED MORE PPL TO SEEEEEE RAAHHGHGHHGHG#I WAS WORKING ON THIS DURING MY BREAK AT WORK (I GET VERY LONG BREAKS NOW)#BUT THEN SUMMER VACATION HIT AND I HAVNT TOUCHED IT INA MOOONTH#BUT NOW IM BACK AT WORK N I FINISHED IT AND ITS DOOOONEEE#I HATE SOME OF IT BUTIM SO PROUD OF MORE OF IT#I LOVE THE IMPACT OF XAVIOR GETTING FUCKIN CRACKED IN THE FACE BY THE CHAINSAW#I DID A GOOD FUCKIN JOB ON THAT!!!!!#I ALSO LOVE THE STARK RED N BLUE IN THE FIRST SCENE#ITS SO EXTREME AND HAUNTING#AND THE LIL SCENE WITH CANTRIPS HEAD STRETCHING#LIIIIITERALLY MR SLIME NEEDS TO HIRE ME TO DRAW HIS HORROR SHIT#I COULD MAKE YOUR NIGHTMARES FUCKING COME TRUEEE LITTLE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!#ANYWAY PLEASE TAKE THIS AND EAT IT I WORKED SOOO HARD ON IT.......#EDIT: i changed a single word in the deiscritption thats been bugging me fore YEARS!!!!! so no youre not crazy yes somethign changed
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meh
#not me being really fcking depressed about my sex worker cal spyscrapper fic getting like barely anything#dont get me wrong i fucking love the comments and kudos i got and im still proud of the fic#but people reacted so strongly to the snippets#but when i posted the links in discord...no one really said anything#which most fics get at least some of a message#and im just feeling so meh about my writing#i got my assignment for the exchange and im half devastated by who i got bc this person is THE person & probably never read a single one#of my fics. theyre going to be so disappointed no matter how hard i work on this#im just kind of a mess right now i feel like im going to cry
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i’m sure tomorrow will be a downright horrific day in turn bc i ate like complete shit today AND didn’t get groceries for the weekend. but i just want to treasure feeling like i’ve achieved something…
#been really struggling (in general lol but specifically) w like lasting senses of achievement?#it felt like each fic i posted i got less and less of a period of wow im so proud of myself i Did That after#similar vibes w work but it’s so much worse w anything i do for me. for fun.#and now we’ve spiraled down the point where literally nothing was giving me a sense of success and in turn i’m not#doing anything/finishing anything that would give me that sense of success bc it all felt fucked#so . trying to luxuriate . in this sense of . yeah i did something that used to be easy and is now hard no matter how small#bc it was hard. and i did it.#this is all very silly but now i am in bed and it is a Reward.. and i am sleepy as fuck
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my favorite bitch, the queen of exy himself
#kevin day#aftg#tfc#the foxhole court#aerie.art#i know it might not look it but i worked so hard on this#yeah the anatomy's fucked and the coloring looked so much nicer on my ipad (rip me)#but i am proud of him :)#also i do not have an art style im very new to art and im trying Everything :")))#so that's why im so inconsistent.#idek what brushes i like yet??#so anyway bow for his majesty orz#🕊️#🦜
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The last couple of months I've been watching a whole lot of Drawfee. It's super fun and funny, the hosts are great and they're especially good artists. I've been feeling like I'm pulling at the leash of my art as of late, trying to like, grow and develop but not really knowing how or where to start, or being scared to do bad art. I want to push my ideas BEYOND the realm of fanart, and that's hard, bc that requires more actual practice and stretching ideas conceptually than what I usually do. I've generally been feeling really bad about my art, feeling like I can't draw or what i wanted to draw was stupid or lame or "out of my league." And none of that has been helped by the time of year, other elements in my life that I'm frustrated by, and the general everything of the world. It's been really hard to even pick up my pen and doodle, even badly.
But a few weeks ago I watched the Drawclass hosted by Jacob Drawfee on how to practice when you're not good at keeping a schedule or routine. And not only is he a really good teacher, all of the points he made clicked in my head. The schedule worked. I'd been wanting to get better at interiors, and I have. And more importantly, picking up a pen and opening my sketchbook doesn't feel as bad anymore.
The past few days I've been watching Nathan Drawfee's Drawclass grab-bag, and this part stood out to me:
He was talking about how a lot of the times when you're starting out, or somewhere in the middle of the beginning of your art journey, all you wanna do is accurately draw a guy. And that's what I've been doing for lime 2 years. All I wanted to do was accurately draw my guys. Then I wanted to do more composition-y representations of my guys. Then I wanted them to have more mood. And now I want to move beyond doing all that and accurately drawing my guys and into telling stories. Maybe inspired by music or my guys or concepts or characters or shows or movies or from my own roster of OCs that have gone untouched for too long. I wanna do series and big illustrations and backgrounds and lighting and characters. I wanna look at more real life professional illustration work and pick it apart. I wanna read and get more art books. I still don't wanna monetize my hobby, but I feel like my art has just been plateauing for a really long time and it's finally hit a growth point. And Drawfee has made it fun to think about that. It's a lot less scary when its fun.
#ive been having a real hard time with art lately and actually WANTING to do art is a MASSIVE improvement from where i was a few weeks ago#im working on a big traditional puece rn that ive been planning for months and finally said 'fuck it' and started#its coming along really nicely too and im really pleased with and proud of it#i think im gonna work traditionally more for a while#digital is fun and fast but i miss my pens and inks#i hesitate to even call it art block bc its just a symptom of a greater issue#but im really happy about wanting to make art that not only feels cool but also fun and FEASIBLE#long post#drawfee#just my two cents#my stuff#my post#digital scrapbook
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good news:✨️ im not dead✨️!!
i decided to spend the whole of october to make a cosplay of the goat from cult of the lamb. except the school event got cancelled cause of a storm and family didnt end up going out today (🎃halloween👻) so now im sitting in my room in half of my cosplay and a headache
i was speedrunning making a poncho (which looks very cool if kind of not well made) which is why my queue ran out and i havent been posting but hey i am not dead and if we had gone out my cosplay would have ✨️served cunt✨️ so. yippeee!!!
now excuse me while i go insane after spending like a month not drawing
#might delete later#im just. so tired#we didnt even fucking go out so i guess i just have a poncho now. which isnt useful since we dont even get winter#but like. hey. im happy with my cosplay and desparate enough to draw that im seriously considering rendering a 3 point perspective. for fun#and like now that i know i can you bet your ass im gonna be doing more ambitious crochet projects. just. not right now. for my sanity#i think i just really needed to get the frustration of not even getting to show off a whole months hard work by posting on tumblr about it#behold ye my horns they are made of tissue roll cardboard and tape and it smells of markers. im very proud of it#ill ask my parents to help me do a full cosplay shoot later i need to pass out and cope
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i dont think I can call this a bugbo oc at this point . this is lubbo
#IF YOU EVER DRAW THIS. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SIMPLIFY . SHE IS SO HARD TO DRAW I UNDERSTAND#bugbo oc#lubber grasshoppers my beloved . he’s so fucking pretty oh my god#im so super proud of myself#do you understand me . color is goods on bugs#I WORKED MY ASS OFF GETTING GOOD LEG PLACEMENT ON THIS THING#GOD#IT LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD#art
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ghouls (guys) help im in a parasocial relationship with my own boyfriend </3 @felixisfruity
bonus:
I AM FINALLY ABOVE AVERAGE MALE HEIGHT 🗣🗣🗣‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO ‼️‼️
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#my love felix <3 <3#I HOPE I DID YOU JUSTICE DUDE!!!!!#little doodle of my beloved while im working on the moon beast drawing#which btw fucks hard. like im proud of myself for once LMAO#anyway im horribly in love with my zombie boyfriend so if youll excuse me i have shit to do#(waiting by my phone until i see a notification from them <3 <3)#i may have hallucinated him having brown eyes but fuck it we ball
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