#freshlydecorated

[jess-123-kirk-blog]

Does new decor mean a new you?

So I have recently(literally yesterday) redecorated my bedroom and I’m not sure what it is exactly but I feel completely different, like a whole new person... it’s like one day I’m an immature child who used to have sleepovers with 10 friends to this massively mature young woman finding her self in the world and sending her self off to the army for the rest of her life. I’m not saying it’s a bad thing becuase it’s the best I have felt in a long time, so tomorrow I am going down to calliope, just a place you go to which allows you to complete your recruitment, to get me started and I should be away for my training in a month or two, so I have two more shifts left as a sales assistant I finish on Saturday. Not going to lie i liked the job and everyone I worked with it was just the manager who I couldn’t get on with doesn’t matter what I tried to do to make her like me she just seemed to hate me no matter what I done. But the other people I worked with are such lovely people and I will miss them loads, I actually cried when they were telling me how much they were going to miss me so yeah I finish that chapter of my life this weekend and it has really helped me mature and actually realise what the real world is and how hard it is to find yourself in the world while doing a job you know isn’t what you want to be doing with your life. I know I have been so unsure about what I wanted to do first I wanted to be a midwife then I wanted to work with horses then I wanted to be in retail and eventually become a manager and maybe open up my own store but I have now realised they are not what I want to be doing with my life and that’s when I realised what have I always be interested in and what always get me excited and intrigued when I’m talking about it then I remembered it’s the Army I have always wanted to do it and I have always admired what they do everyday for our country and I can’t wait to be apart of that very soon, so you are probably wondering how this has anything to do with a freshly decorated room, well after doing up my room and leaving my childish years behind me I came to realise it is time to mature I can’t be going into the army still Acting like a child becuase I wouldn’t make it past basic training and I know how gutted i would be if I failed at something I massively want to do. So yeah that’s all I have for today I hope it helps some of you with whatever problems you may be having about being in a job you don’t like and finding what you really want to be doing with your life.

Jess-123-Kirk out

[housespotter-blog]

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