#free iit

[killyourrdarlingss]

Hiii everyone, Gothie here! It's time for me to be super sappy.

So, Legacy Of Kain remaster comes out tomorrow, so in honor of it i would like to shoutout some of my amazing friends who are just stellar that I've made through this fandom!

@hedjeroo , @skeleshits, @chemicalkingx , @cosmic-navel-gazin , @razielim 🥰

All of y'all are so cool and genuinely, I encourage everyone to go check them all out :)

I jokingly would, years ago compared being into Legacy of Kain as "me, two other friends, and a shoelace" - as it was a very, very small fandom, lol. Now, I cannot believe how many others have joined and how amazing it's been to see countless others freaking out over the remasters.

On that note, I am so happy to have met you all and gotten to share my thoughts, writing and even some art together, I know how sappy and silly this seems but I also felt like I had to make it known - after all... Gotta remember all the OG's !! /jkjk

Okay well, I think I've rambled enough, but as another note, I will share my Legacy Of Kain Discord for anyone who would like to join and chat when the games drop tomorrow. :)!

[tboyquackity]

i'm sorry it's like killing me bumblebee is a grown ass man with cock and bolts what are we doing

[magmagpie]

Day 6: Episode or Film Redraw

This was a pain in the patoot, but I wanted to experiment with the jellyfish bloom colors and stuff.

[aastarions]

i am Quite excited for hsr 3.0

[slashersgostabbystabstab]

Sorry for sounding like a broken record but as always...my inbox is always open for requests 👉👈

[writers-get-biters]

go2h, ii havent fronted iin a liitle biit, huh!! that2 funny two me lol iidek y ....

but ye2 hii xanther here ::] niice two be frontiing agaiin ii gue22

[double-ended]

then girl you should play flarp

[notopedia-india]

सीखने की स्वतंत्रता का अनुभव करें भारत के सबसे बड़े फ्री लर्निंग पोर्टल के साथ - www.notopedia.com

 नोटोपीडिया पे आज ही जाए और अपना निशुल्क खता बनाये हमारी फ्री सुविधाओं का लाभ लेने के लिए #notopedia #abpadhaihogifree

[radiovys]

does anyone else have the weiirdest problem where u use any pronouns but you say they / them iis fiine for “conviienence sake” but that only leads to people “acciidentally” she / her or he / hiim-iing you and they go to apologiize but iit kiind of really doesnt bother you because you Do use those pronouns but u dont wanna tell them iincase they fiind iit dumb or am ii just the worlds worst most backwards people pleaser

[lheesluv]

Please me, baby (l.hs)

You text Heeseung to come over after struggling to get him off your mind and not to your surprise, he shows up, fulfilling your fantasy.

PAIRINGS - brother's bsf!heeseung x fem!reader

GENRE - brother's best friend, smut

WARNINGS - smut (mdni), blowjob, handjob, deep throating, cum swallowing, dirty talking, pet names, Imk if i missed anything!

WC - 1.4k

A/N — hey guys! if this seems familiar, its another smut chapter to my wattpad series "My Secret Lover." if you wanna know what happens next, go check it out at lheesluv on wattpad.

© All rights reserved Iheesluv do not copy, repost, or translate.

You quickly ran downstairs without making a commotion and opened the door for Heeseung. "You came." you breathed out, looking up at him. He smirks and makes his way in.

You quietly closed the door, not wanting to reveal that Heeseung is here. You pulled Heeseung up to your room and shut your door. You turned around and you were surprised to see him so close to you.

You wanted to walk away but your back hit the door. He leaned close to your ear and whispered in the most alluring way, "You want me?"

You know you texted him to come here but you didn't think he actually would. All your confidence died down and you felt shy. You sent him that message without thinking.

"I— uhm... hey?" Heeseung chuckles at you and backs away. "Shy now, aren't you, darling." You only looked into his eyes feeling flustered. Your room was kind of dark. Only the dim light of the sun setting was shining through your window.

"What were you thinking about before you texted me that, hm?" You hesitated to answer him. "Nothing," you quickly said and broke eye contact with him. You heard him hum then felt his presence get closer to you.

"That doesn't sound so promising, darling."

Your eyes that were once focused on the floor looked up and saw his face centimeters away from mine. "Would you like to know what I was doing?" You asked him, suddenly feeling confident.

You got on your toes and whispered in his ear. "I was thinking about doing things with you." You saw his facial expression change once you got back on your feet.

His lips curved into a cocky smile. He placed his hands on your waist, keeping you close. He then leaned into the crook of your neck and started leaving kisses. Your hands naturally reached for his shoulder and held your grip there.

Your breathing got heavy when you felt him tease you. "What were you thinking about us specifically, Y/n." You didn't want to respond but the things he is doing to you right now persuaded you enough without you thinking.

"Giving you a blowjob," you blurt out, sighing at the feeling of his lips against your skin. He met eyes with yours as he softly caressed your waist. "Is that so? That sounded promising."

There was a moment of silence. It was just you two and your eyes talking to each other. Before you knew iit, your lips were on his. Your lips moved against each other with desperation.

He suddenly lifted you up and walked to your bed, not breaking the kiss. He drops you on your bed and hovers on top of you. One of his hands slips under your t-shirt and starts kneading your breast.

You gasped against his lips, giving him the opportunity to slide his tongue in. You kept on making out until you felt his boner against you. He pulled away and looked at you, panting.

"Are you going to fulfill your imagination, darling?"

And with that you pushed him off of you and had him sit on your bed. You got on your knees in front of him and impatiently pulled down his sweatpants — along with his boxers.

You hear him sigh in relief once his hard on is released free. You were frozen for a second. Your eyes never left his length. His chuckle set you back in reality. You looked up at him — who was now sitting on the edge of your bed and blinked a few times.

He stared down at you between his legs with lustful eyes. Your hand was hesitant at first, but eventually wrapped around his hard cock. You heard Heeseung inhale from the unknown touch in the quiet room.

From there, your hand started to pump up and down his length. You observed the head of his cock disappear in your hand every time your hand moved up and down his erection. The tip of his cock was leaking with precum and was red. Oddly enough, it turned you on.

Your eyes then looked up at him. His eyes were closed and his mouth was slightly opened, letting his heavy pants escape. In this quiet room, all you were able to hear was Heeseung's heavy breathing and the wet sound of his precum in your hand.

Your thumb brushed past his sticky tip as your eyes never left him. His jaw dropped when he felt your thumb brush past his sensitive spot. His eyebrows knitted in pleasure. "Don't fucking tease," Heeseung managed to say, tightening his jaw.

Having him feel vulnerable under your touch gave you a confidence boost. You giggled, "I'll suck you real good, pretty boy."

You stuck my tongue out and let the head of his cock settle on your tongue. You swirl your tongue around the tip, receiving a sigh of satisfaction from Heeseung.

You wanted to tease him more, but one of his hands moved to your head. In a gentle — yet forceful way, he pushed your head down, allowing you to take half of his cock in your mouth.

You heard him let out a shaky breath. You moved your head up and down his length, along with the guidance of his hand pushing your head. You took your hand to stroke the base of his cock, not able to take more of him in your mouth.

"Fuck, Y/n. Keep g-going," Heeseung stutters, his hips involuntarily bucking up. You hummed against his cock, sending vibrations that made him moan.

Hearing him let out such lewd sounds only made you want to satisfy him even more. So, you tried to take more of him. "Y/n— You don't have to— oh shit." And with that you felt the head of his cock hit the back of your throat.

Your gag reflex was triggered and tears welled up in your eyes. Your nails dug into his inner thigh at the feeling. Despite the feeling, Heeseung enjoyed the pleasure that came with it so you didn't care.

You looked up at him with his cock stuffed in your mouth with teary eyes. And honestly...he looked so damn hot right now. His hooded eyes looked down at you. His mouth parted with heavy breathing. His cheeks had a tint of redness. His raspy voice when he tried to speak. And, him. Everything about him just looked so attractive.

His eyes that were filled with lust became even more lustful, if that was even possible. "Fucking hell, you take me so well, baby," he confesses, gripping your hair. "You look so goddamn sexy with my cock stuffed in your mouth like that."

His praises made you moan against his length. You bobbed your head up and down faster until you heard him vocalize in ecstasy. Though you loved hearing him, he needed to be quiet. You pulled away, but kept on jerking him off.

"Shh. You don't want us to get caught, do you?" Heeseung then bites his bottom lip to suppress his moans. Your hand kept on moving up and down his length. It was sticky and wet with your saliva and his precum. The wet noise echoed in your room.

"H-holy shit." He brings his hand back to your head and pushes you down onto his cock. His hips started to fuck himself in your mouth and you felt him twitch. His breathing got inconsistent and faster. His grip on your hair got tighter.

He was getting closer and closer to his high and you wanted him to cum. Now. You sped up your movements that had him gasp with stuttered moans. "Want your cum," you mumbled against his cock and continued deep throating him.

"Oh fuck, pretty, I-I'm cumming," He sputters out in such a way it made your stomach turn and made you wet. You felt his warm cum fill your mouth full, fulfilling your needs. You swallowed his load and pulled away with a string of saliva connecting from the tip of his cock.

You kept on pumping him for a few more seconds to ride out his high. His hand wrapped around your hand that was jerking him off and squished it to stop you from moving. His heavy breathing soon returned to normal and the room was quiet once again.

Heeseung looked at you with tired eyes, but gave you a weak smile. "You look so sexy right now," you confessed and licked the corner of your lips to get the rest of his cum. He chuckled and pulled you on top of him into a hug.

"You did amazing, darling."

[tboyquackity]

me on my deathbed i should've done more hating

[mitsua]

WE'RE BOTH SLEEPING ON THE COUCH

synopsis: Izuku's been having a tough day at work, what would you do to help him? (0.49k)

it's been a tough day at Izuku's work as the #1 hero of Japan, just as each day was. with a slight difference that it almost costs your relationship.

iIt was as if every bad thought he might have had for the past years just became truth in one day.

so to say he was far beyond exhausted was an understatement. he kindly let you know he'd be coming home later than usual (said usual normally being 12a.m.), so you could sleep without worrying.

how could you not worry about him if his voice over phone sounded so rough, raspy and tired with everything he might be living in those offices right now?

this made you remember every time Midoriya got his way out of reunions or late nights to be with you for at least some hours when you called him and expressed your fatigue.

you would not leave him at his own now. not ever.

so you quickly glanced at the clock as you said your goodbyes and ended the call. 9:48 p.m.

yeah you could do something about it.

you arrived at his agency half an hour later, with a bigger than usual bag and a blanket perfectly folded under your free arm which helped you open the gigantic glass doors which welcomed any citizen that might be in trouble along the best heroes of the country.

this entrance always gave you chills as you recalled when Izuku spent days and days deciding how to decorate his agency in a way it felt comfortable with everyone, yet it got some of his unique traits like some walls were green-coloured.

you had to take the elevator once the secretary recognized you as his boss' partner.

finally, opening the last door was a relief for you, but a surprise for your freckled-fiancé. his face changing from confusion to happiness to confusion again since he told you not to worry about him.

"wha-why?" he asked, his finger pointing at the things you were carrying, his other hand still with yesterday's and today's patrol reports he had to review.

"let me tell you a little story about a boy who used to listen to a certain person whining about their day when they were younger, i really admire that boy 'cause he did everything he could no matter what the time or weather was, he'd go with them and accompany them by himself". you said smiling all the way to the wood table his grand officine had, starting to pull out some plastic cutlery and tuppers with fresh food, then, extending the blanket at the couch infront of it all.

Izuku had left all his work by now to stare at your gentle gestures, the care that you held while putting perfectly everything in place for a little time off for yourselves. he had never felt fuller than now, finding comfort in your acts, he let himself drown in this love of yours.

here's my BNHA m.list if you'd like to read more! remember you can ask to be tagged at any of the fandoms i write for ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

[singerorpheus]

Hadestown - West End - 26/05/2024 Dónal Finn (Orpheus), Melanie La Barrie (Hermes),  Allie Daniel (Fate), Bella Brown (Fate), Beth Hinton-Lever (u/s Fate), Lauren Azania (Worker), Tiago Dhondt Bamberger (Worker), Lucinda Buckley (Worker Swing), Waylon Jacobs (Worker), Christopher Short (Worker) Do not share outside of Tumblr. This is the very song that sent me 16 hours to London. Dónal plays Orpheus so hurt and angry here, it is genuinely as life changing as I thought it would be in real life, it's all you could ask for in an Orpheus. Also, we get changed lines after 'So I ask you...', instead of 'If it's true what they say, I'll be on my way. Tell me what to do!' , we get 'Brother, look around today. Is this how the world will stay? There must be another way!' which i think is very fitting for his Orpheus and also means we get Orpheus saying 'brother' in IIT again!! Melanie carries this production for the entire 2 and a half hours powerfully and I loved all the workers I watched that day, they were all so great. Feel free to yap at me about literally anything Hadestown West End related <3.

[teddiesworldd]

here are some wonderfully talented call of duty creators you should check out in my absence! i'll probably continually add to this list so feel free to keep checking for updates

˚✧. writers ˚✧.

@dante-mightdie, @simonzmama, @tacticalprincess, @lovelyghst, @cntloup, @bi-writes, @rowarn, @konigsblog, @stargirlrchive, @miserycanary, @shotmrmiller, @simonrillleyyysss, @ghouljams, @vanillaberrychills, @closets-closet, @thexsilentxwordsmith, @obsessedduh, @euno11a, @victoryverse, @kechiwrites, @callsign-datura, @mrsariariley, @circlebuttons, @qtboni, @violetsareblue24, @warenai, @jackactuallywrites, @merakidoll, @chocolate-pies, @hischokehold, @scribbledghost, @pearlofthesirens, @feralforfrank, @suguann, @notjoelmiller, @boowritess, @nova-amor, @gaysindistress, @deadbranch, @xoxunhinged, @whateveriwant, @lovifie, @mactavishsgfandwife, @writingsonsaturn, @sinkovia, @iliektehhaxs, @glossysoap, @carmischa, @crashtestbunny, @fivechapters, @ellaa-writes, @cordeliawhohung, @i-am-hungry-24-7, @eskeptical, @captainfern, @incorrectcodquotes, @sunsetsimon, @landojpg04, @numberonecodwomenfan, @dashofghost, @going-to-ikea-for-the-fries, @midnightarcheress, @ultravioletrayz, @suimon, @dammn-dean, @iite-cool, @simon-sehs, @indecisivekitty

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@wombywoo, @ave661, @lettaniko, @elysianvrt, @spiltspit, @valiants, @yooo-lets-go, @bluegiragi, @mindie-arts, @ramvur, @antomatkoen, @cobaltbeam, @al4thea, @tobascoart, @milomossy, @rusticfurnace, @lolsivol, @shkretart, @orbuz228, @lights-on-the-ridge, @lyralein, @eldritchdilf, @eracrow, @tapemouth, @helcef, @gurlidk-slay1, @oceantornadoo, @temeyes, @nachtart, @fludderpy, @eyesofsix, @skvaderpie, @hopefulonion, @stinglesswasp, @mibgl, @gold0kapi, @lilacakey, @mewmosh, @mibgl, @g8se

[akhuna]

This pattern was SO MUCH FUN! It's called Highwayman (after the song), was designed by Shuyi Wu and you can get iit for free on ravelry. :)

The best part: This pair is for me. XD

[missmarveledsblog]

What's missing ? ( Tommy Miller x Reader ) 18+

Summary : life in jackson is good , it's stable and it a slice of normal in a world that fell apart , when joel find a ghost on patrol tommy is left feeling things hit him hard and guilt for a mistake he was sure he caused.

warnings : mutual pinning , blaming , idiots in love , soft sensual spicy times , not proof read ( don't come at me )

In this world everything is almost treasured in a way , from losing everything and building either you or someone else up it.  Even just living day by day was something to be treasured  although it also could make you look back on all the friends and loved ones lost throughout the years , alot of people going to through similar traumatising stories . parent mourning the life their kids could of had if there was no such thing  that why the world needed more places like jackson . life was somewhat normal , not completely but it was close as close could be . tommy miller was never more grateful for it and for once his life was picking up after coming here and now  his brother and niece of sorts was here too  ( from what he could gather at least) .  Walking around town ready to help out  in anyway , maybe check on the elder relatives while he was out , slightly kicking himself for not going on patrol with joel and the others but maybe another time ,  he felt his life was complete and incomplete all in one , like something was missing and maybe it was not that he could complain he had warm bed , food in his belly and he was able to walk freely around town like the world didn’t go to shit . iit was more freeing than the QZ too so least there was that . Now when Tommy Miller woke up that morning he never thought that he would ever experience a change, not one like this anyway . 

The night air  almost crisp as the snow began falling  and everyone was ready to head back to town, maybe catch a drink or simple head home and get warm . the night cool and quiet  which wasn’t usual sometime they could go days or weeks before seeing anything . spirits starting to raise giving the fact of  getting back inside the walls of jackson that was for sure , joel himself was a little happier not that it showed but he was , he was also hoping to see if anyone in town could make clove hell he’d even wear mitten even if they were impractical. Then it moved snapping him from his thought to see a figure moving through the grass trying to crouch be unseen  under the cover of night , holding his hand up the patrol thing stop following to wear he was pointing and with a nod they went . 

“ STOP RIGHT THERE” His voice full of command and authority to that figure it was not convincing enough when the moved quicker away least it was good to see it wasn’t an infected but could be a raider or one of the scouts .  the younger of the group took chase and he’d give em it they could room  but  they were faster  diving to the ground . now in sometimes in his life he wondered if he would snap  and all sense of reality would be lost in things he had to do over the year and this felt like it was that moment when he heard that voice, 

“ Get off of me asswipes “ it couldn’t be  not after all this time , they were told she was dead left with the rest of the infected and burned  “ look i’m not going near you guys  so leave me be and i’ll be gone “ her voice more strained as joel tired aching bone got a new lease of life as he ran towards only for her to hit one of the men and push the other  and then hit the ground with a thump no long after . pushing his men out the way and turning her around it was her , no doubt about it. Right there in the flesh even through a muddy face and bit older was y/n . 

The slice of a life , one more popular with the people of jackson was the tipsy bison . a place they could pretend like it was the old way of life old folk regaling their tales  , young people socialising and well getting to be their age for once. Music playing softly although lost in the background , this was one of his favourite parts of the week people getting to be people . chatting away with everyone when he got a chance listening to their idea’s for town , place they thought would help or even something for the kids  he would sit and listen  add it to a list of possible thing in the future or even flirty back and forths where not uncommon  and sometimes he would go home with one and yet something in his gut felt off , something just didn’t feel right and when ellie came bursting through the door panting  he was just waiting for something bad . 

“ joel needs you in the clinic “ she panted  holding her chest to gather her breathe knowing she was about to start running again . 

“ whats wrong he hurt ?” he asked. 

“ look he told me not to say but he’s fine just come on “ she pulled him barely giving him a chance to put his coat on or open the door fully as the two ran through the light fresh blanket of snow that was forming on the ground.  Seeing tim walk by holding his  nose wondering what hell happened out there. 

“ don’t worry about him “ was all ellie said pulling him to move faster.   “ finally “ she sighed seeing the light of the clinic as the two entered . 

The place was quiet  one or two lights that  remained on  then he saw joel  lost in his own space to even see them coming like he was trying to make sense of it all. 

“ joel what hell is going on “ he called . 

“ it’s y/n she’s erm she alive “ it was like a question almost coming out of his mouth , like he still couldn’t fully believe his own words . 

“ ok thats a bad fucking joke joel “ tommy scoffed  just as the door opened. 

“ i need you to rest for a bit just til you get yourself built back up understand me missy “  tommy was frozen to the floor looking straight at her. 

“ loud and clear doc “ she saluted just as she turned seeing his  eyes widening . 

“ this … no ,,, you “ was all he could get out of his mouth . 

“ shit if that how we shut him up we should of got her long time ago “ ellie  whispered. 

“ i’m alive and didn’t die but i had to leave or i was dead” she finally said softly only to sweep her off the ground and pull her tight into his arms . 

“ i can’t believe your here “ voice muffled but she could hear it . 

“ wow you millers really make a girl feel special first joel punches a guy and now this “ she laughed weakly as he put her down . 

“ why you punch tim “ tommy head tilt . 

“ cause he knocked her out “ joel shrugged. 

“ come on  you can stay in mine til we sort out a place for you to stay , ellie could you got get  jeff and get her some clothes and joel get some soup and bread from the mess hall “ tommy asked . 

“ can i get that cool t shirt ? “ ellie batted her lashes . 

“ yes now go “ he chuckled as they walked out  all heading in different ways , her eye big  looking around completely in awe at the town around her . 

Sitting on sofa he could hear the water running and  muffled hum of her voice and yet he still couldn’t believe it all .  they met her back when  it was all fresh , in a new QZ and there she was all alone. Soon it didn’t take her long to be friends with Tommy although she was still a lot younger than him , still closer in age she was only going to start college  and then it all happened .  at first didn’t pay her any attention. His grief was still fresh and not many could get through to the man but over time she was able to worm herself  in and soon had him chatting and talking .  like the trio were never apart and when they were it wasn’t for long til one day she never show up  then it was longer and longer when they asked were she was word spread she was infected and exterminated opening old wounds and new losses  it was devastating for them both even in a shit show she was like a ball of sunshine filled with sass and fire .  he was never truly over her loss, would often think about her when he lay in his bed and night would think of how much she would of loved jackson ,  she used to talk about place just like it where people could grow and actually live than the shit they had to live in the QZ . 

“ I feel like 20 pound lighter “ she laugh snapping him out of his train of thought  ten year later and she wasn’t hardened by the world or whatever she had to do to survive her features  still soft and a sweetness to them . 

“ i’ll warm that soup up for you , you sit here close to the fire so you don’t catch cold or something “ he stood leading her over , throwing the tattered blanket over her . 

“ thanks for the clothes by the way “ she smiled . 

“ yeah i’ll get more tomorrow .. ones that fit better” he chuckled.

“ hey they’re clean and warm i aint complaining “ she sighed softly  embracing the warmth of the fire and fact she wasn’t still out in the cold  then the smell of the soup have her stomach growling and grumbling been awhile since she ate something that smelt so good or even out of a bowl or off a plate . she didn’t even care how she look eating   or better word scarfing the food down ,  

“ shit this is so good “ mouth filled with bread til she could see him smiling widely . 

“ let me get something for you to wipe your face “ he chuckled heading out and back . 

“ thanks “ she wince cheeks heating as she wiped her face. “ so what the deal here?” 

“ well it not like before we don’t do the ration cards or anything like that everyone pulls their weight and we share things evenly , we’ll get you a job once you on the mend doc told you take it easy so it what your gonna do til then  think of it as temporary job”.

 “ so you and joel make this place ?” she asked . 

“ not exactly to be honest things sort of fell apart between us “ he smiled sadly sitting explaining everything that had happened over the last decade or more in turn she told him of why she left how she caught something going on  so she was thrown out and left to fend for herself and first she was sure she was going to end up dead but then she would hang out with groups some nice and some not so nice but she was always able to get away so she kept doing that either sticking to herself finding what she could to survive or sticking with a group but never for too long . a brief and short mention of bad times when she saw the big walls of Jackson she thought it was a QZ  so when she was crouching and hiding it was not to get caught it was to get away . never in her wildest dreams did she think she would see them again even though she hoped they would cross path one way but then that hope slowly started fading and it was more trying to make it day to day. A sense of guilt swelling in his gut knowing why she was there and how what happened after was because of him  , all for his own selfish needs that took her from them ,  trying not to bring it down he talked about ellie and joel filling her in on the dynamic but  Then while he was telling her about Jackson he felt a weight on his shoulder only to look down and see her eyes closed and even breaths fall from her part lips ,  he couldn’t pull his eyes away , of course he always thought she was pretty but was she always this beautiful . With a shake of his head he slowly moved, lifting her up and hushing her back to sleep when she began to stir slowly, bringing her up  the stair carrying her like the most fragile thing in the world  and placing her in the guest room bed  . a little chuckle when she nuzzled and tangled herself in the blanket one last look and he headed to his own room .

The morning sun beamed into the room and right in her face , shooting up out of the bed . took her a minute to  take in a strange environment or to remember where she was for a second . rubbing her eyes she could hear the voice just out the door muffled standing she opened it only to see the miller brothers and ellie standing . 

“ ellie wanted to wake you up so you can come mess hall with us “ joel rolled his eyes . 

“ tommy wanted to go in too “the girl scoffed . 

“ i was just checking on you is all “ tommy shrugged. 

“ we brought you new books and coat come on kiddo” joel called . 

“ joel can’t call me that i ain't a kid anymore i never was “ she called back .  “ good too see he’s still an asshole “ she yawned out . 

“ i heard that “ he yelled back . 

“ good to know you still got your hearing old man “ . 

“ i like her” ellie snorted. 

“ i like ya too kid “ she ruffled her hair heading down the stair to see joel sitting and waiting for them . 

She felt slightly nervous walking through town people eyes on her and whispering wondering who she was or saying she was old friend of the brothers , one thing that didn’t go with the world was gossip and it was spreading like wildfire . although people did great them , tried talking or phishing information til joel would scowl and tell them bluntly they were hungry ,

It was even worse when she got to the mess hall   a complete silence when they walked in  , the previous chatter cut to a pin drop being heard . 

“ Yes, she's a new person get over it “ ellie rolled her eyes . “ nosey fuckers” she muttered followed by joel telling her to “ watch yer mouth for fucksake. 

Slowly and surely over weeks  and months the novelty of being a new face  was dwindling  and  learning the new way of life wasn’t as hard as it was at first .  integrating with the rest of town like she’d always there  ,  like she was an angel in joel life making gloves or makeshift ones with leftover fabric he gave her soon others where looking for other things or clothes to mended . a skill she learned when she was younger before it all happened her mother always said it was a skill that would come in handy not thinking it would be like this  but she sort of grateful she did learn .  The temporary stay was also prolonged. The guest room was just her room , her space .  Something else was different between,  spending more and more time together there was a shift in the dynamic , shift in feeling from friends to something else.  Neither saying a word in fear or making things weird or ruining a friendship rebuilding but not denying the strong want for more . It didn't take long for anyone to notice the stolen glances , the flirty tension and lingering touches and yet the two kept it just like that, afraid to move . everyday coming home it was domestic in its own sort of way two sitting in the living room not always talking even the comfortable silence was just as good  and wherever one was the other was soon to follow not long after . 

The sun high in the sky and now spring air wrapping around them  two miller brothers stood watching ellie and y/n playing with the kids in town making fun little games that made no sense but it had them excited either way while the grateful parent where setting up the little feast not to far away . a makeshift feast and fair to bring in the new harvest  and new warmer months coming . tommy eyes locked and stuck on y/n like they were glued there . 

“ ya droolin” joel smirked . “ right here “ he pointed to his own chin making his brother scowl and glare. 

“ i ain’t drooling” he muttered yet turning his head just to make sure only fueling his brothers teasing and  goading . 

“ better do something about it little brother pretty little thing like er ain’t gonna stay single long .. pretty sure heard some of the guys wondering who be lucky one get er “ he mused knowing what he was doing , he knew his brother ,  knew that light that came back into his eyes almost moment his eyes landed on her  what he didn’t understand was the hesitation or standing back from what he wanted . 

“  a beautiful woman could do better with someone her own age “ tommy shrugged but his clenched fist say another story . 

“  age aint nothing your both adults so don’t give me that crap , what the real reason “ 

“ i’m why she was  ran off is why you happy “ he snapped walking off . 

“ what che mean your why she ran off ? .. shit stop running knee ain't what it was shithead” he grumbled. 

“ i wanted to spend time with some woman  and asked her to do my delivery , it’s my fault she went there in first place and  my felt she was gone “ he felt the weight of his guilt over the years coming to the surface the real truth in why he couldn’t do it , why he couldn’t be hers when he was reason he made her life so much harder. 

“ did you know that it would happen” her voice rang in his ears  eyes closed he shook his head. 

“ well then how is it your fault tommy , your weren’t to know what would happen it was a favor i took not like it was some trap for me alone” . 

“ she right need to stop blaming yourself “ joel patted his back .  “ I'll leave you to it”  . 

“ Hey look at me “ she called firm but still gentle, no anger he felt he deserved . “ when you got beat up because I asked you to  get me something, did you blame me for it ?” she asked . 

“ no would i  , i’m glad i went what if it was you on your own …” he  rambled.  “ this is different, you were hurt and couldn’t move , i just wanted to sleep with a woman whose  name i didn’t even remember after it “ . 

“ i could of said no but i didn’t listen no what if or this and that would of made a difference now but that wasn’t and will never be your fault tommy  so get that into the head of yours and if you don’t well i’ll just have to make ellie come wake you up every morning til you agree too “ she mused finally  getting a laugh out of him. 

 “ I am sorry though “ he finally looked at her . 

“ you don’t have anything to be sorry for tommy  just time in life neither of us could see coming “ she smiled  hand caressing his face  , need to comfort him to get and see the truth of her words . 

He melted  in his spot leaning into the soft touch of her palm on his cheek , she felt his gaze and all the emotions  lay bare in front of her like opening his soul and handing it to her because it was hers to have,  he was hers  ,  first he was her friend but after all these years of mourning her memory to practice side by side once more she was always his just this time was different . this strong pull  towards her , the way he felt like he could breathe once she came back from patrol , the smile on his face watching her instantly get the people of jackson’s loves but she always had his . what he felt was missing all his time since that fateful day was right in front on his with a sweet yet strong , fierce and beautiful presence .  his own hands came to her cheeks , his calloused, blood filled hand  that held her there almost savouring the moment , burning it to memory.  He didn’t realise how it happened or who it was but in seconds the two were close as close could be her nose brush against his , eyes closed at the simple yet pure affection in the touch then he felt her lips on his own , instantly , like his body cursed  him for not giving in sooner , pulling her close chest to chest the hand that was on his chest bunching the fabric of his shirt in aims to pull him closer . lips parting to give herself to the man she held in her heart for  decade or more.   Everything that kept inside for so long coursing through one kiss . clearing of throat made her jump back only for tommy to pull her back to his chest  as he looked up to see ellie and joel  shit eating grins on their faces. 

“About time fucking hell   and the old man said you were ladies man “ ellie  teased . 

“ i glad you aint dumb as you use ta be .. sorry to interrupt but everything ready and eager to start” he called dragging ellie only for ellie to do the same with y/n and in turn she grabbed tommy’s only for the people of jackson to see the big goofy grin on the millers face . the whole night he was at her side like he was afraid to ever let her go  again . pulling her to dance  and yet the music wasn’t his favourite sound , It was the giggle and laughs that fell from her lips  , 

The night progressed from little loving touches to more intimate , from small kisses to more sensual one that made him smile into her neck when her breathe would hitch .  teasing and torturous when she would shook a glare his way  more playful than malice  til it go to much and she told them she was heading home , a coy smile on her lips as she past him ,   not a word spoken a quick wave to his brother and he was following  her back to the house , their house , maybe over time it that room would be the guest room once more but now that thought could wait when he stalked behind closer and closer before she was whipped around her laugh echoing through the town as he threw her over his shoulders almost running  home . 

“ nice ass miller” she teased only the sting on her own making yelp mixed with a moan spill from her lips . 

 “ could say the same like a peach, say it sweet as one too “  he voice lower and his hands rubbing over the clothed globe of her ass .  “ I know i’ll see every part of you is sweet baby “ he added making her lift herself on his shoulder shifting til she was in his arms and then he could the lust blown pupil , eyes matching his own  as they were devouring each other there and then. Unlike the soft and sweet kisses that were shared this was pure fire and passion  , clash of tongue and teeth , her moans swallowed whole and she could feel the ache growing and burning throughout her  entire body.  Finally they got to the house , her lips kissing and nipping the skin of his throat . once easy task seemed to be mission impossible and whine of her patience wearing thing . 

“ thank fuck , hows man suppose concentrate with you doing that” he rasped another slap to her ass making her bite him harder muffling the whimper coming from her mind. Pinching her chin in between his fingers taking in her lust filled expression and the kiss bitten lips fuck he wanted to take a picture  a plaster it all over the house. Surprised with himself as he made it to the room not sure how he managed not taking her there and then  entrance of their home … their home like it only made the man burn brighter .   clothes flung various parts of the room not long forgotten as they were bare before each other taking each others naked form in. her hands trailing over ever scar already knowing the stories behind them one  for various stages of his life , one from when joel accidently pushed him out a tree  or when he intentionally threw a screw driver during a construction job . to the scars he collected when the world came to an end .his  world only started realistically having her  feel the same was his beginning . a need and hunger to show her what she meant to him , from even touch to ever kiss on her bare skin . each a wordless promise to never leave her  , never let harm as long as he was here now .  the whines and whimper spilling from her mouth  hitting his ears like an angel singing . 

“ such a pretty little pussy “ he groaned fingers teasing through her body , playing with her like his personal instrument to his own tune .  then he  got the taste  , her  nectar hitting his tongue and he swore he died and went to heaven , how she dance on his taste bud feeling the newfound addiction . one taste and hook  , the feeling on her hand in his hair , the way she cried out his name  and ready to spend the rest of his days just right here and now.  Tongue trailing from her weeping hole to her puffy clit , hip bucking , the delicious burn on his scalp , how responsive she was , when he pumped his finger and how she clenched and cried out  he almost came all over the sheets from the sight alone and feeling of it all , never was a feeling such as this when a woman was in his bed or presence body and soul was her no matter what was to come .  

lifting himself up usually this part was a rough and rush if  it was anyone else but this was y/n , his girl , his woman and his heart. Kissing her softly lining himself to  the gate of heaven that lay between her legs and pushed in slowly both moaning loudly feeling coming together. holding kissing her any part he could  til he felt her move and wiggle body begging for more . slow , deliberate strokes that had her back arching off the bed and his name falling from her lips like a pray . 

“ fuck baby girl so perfect … fuck tight like she was made for me huh , made for my cock alone “ he grunts lifting himself up hitching her thigh on his hip hitting spot in her body she never knew existed as she rose with him  hips bucking , both in sync of the rhythm  of a dance through fire that just burned hot and brighter . 

“ my girl , my love” he moaned nose brushing her cheek before his lips descended upon hers.  He could fell it the fast approaching orgasm  but it hit like a freight train  as she clung and cried holding his own movement bucking faster , feeling of her milking him for all he was worth as his own release hit spilling deep inside a big no in previous time but he couldn’t bring himself to care , he would deal with consequence if it came to it .  

panting , sweaty and so filled with love at the gaze at each other  taking each other in . 

“ my love “ she also whispered and like earlier her hand as he leaned once more into the touch kissing the palm of her hand .  

“ my love “ he repeated mirroring her action and kissing her softly so softly  and so filled with adoration and awe before he pulled her down . her head on his chest wasn’t long til the pleasure filled exhaustion took over and her eyes closed . he knew he need to take care of her , clean the mess of the bed and everything else but that could wait for a beat and another moment he seared into his memory , one of memory  . the ghost of his past was now the path to his future.