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Adrenaline

Meeting new people. making relations has always been a challenging thing for me. Will I be able to accept their mindset? House parties, the conversation about the hardship, life in the foreign land. sounds so alien to me cause I have been just introduced to this new world. And struggling to put my feelings in the words and focusing on my spellings. But still getting it wrong. Maybe this is it. All you need to do is you gotta do what you gotta do, rather than thinking is it right or wrong. In the end, that’s all matters.

Finally, I found a Job a  Kitchen Hand (dishwasher) after being a chef in Afganisthan for more than a year, and you knowing every skill to be a chef but still stuck with a dish is not so pleasing. But somehow able to manipulate my self-esteem, and believing it’s ok. So as a friend of mine used to say:” A beggar can’t be chooser “ so I am trying to get along with the time. Just waiting to see, what it has for me? Happy!  finally, I have a job that is going well. Traveling the rest of the week. Cliff jump, road trip, swimming in the saltwater, getting chased by a cop car for speeding. Living the crazy dream. That only sounds real in movies, but it happened. Now, what’s Next? still more to go?

The fun is over. School’s about to start, the university is on the other side of the world takes hours to reach. Literally on the top of the mountain 1 hour plus drive and 15 min hike,  which is nerve-wracking and not pleasing at all. Heard that I have my class 5 days a week wondering when I am going to work? sleepless nights ahead of me for survival? Is it really worth it? that’s what I think. Maybe it is or maybe not? Every morning I wish I was in my homeland. And I feel like shit! Saying that I don’t regret coming here, but I miss being a  free soul. where I don't run by a schedule, carefree, loved being lazy that was my routine for so long. I only did the things I loved. So most of the time I don't feel I was working. Now I am here where most people dream to be. Thinking about the weekly rent I need to pay and the tuition fees that I will be paying sooner or later. Credits I need to pay. Somehow it’s my choice to be here. To take the risk in order to grow. Maybe this is what looks like from the inside of this side of the world. All these years, I was introduced to the surface now I am soaked in the deeper core of this marathon. Where the end is so vague. So trying to go along with the flow. Sometimes I wish I have someone to share this all. but yeah everyone has their own cross to bear So do i. I can’t make people sit by my side and hear my stories which have no beginning nor the ending. And the worst part is, I don’t know what is this talking all about? Is it about the hardship I want to share cause it’s not hard that all? Is it about feelings? It’s not cause it varies from time to time. whatever it is. It is.  So that’s why I am writing here. But this is the first adrenaline of mine after so long. Which i tend to love. Excited to see what lies ahead of me...

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“We will enjoy but on one condition”

My first Enriche workshop with the new batch of the international Solar Mamas from Myanmar, Afghanistan and Madagascar. I experienced a deja vu, post which I was left with so many questions and doubts. I am sure they will be answered gradually with time.

Towards the end of the workshop, in an effort to relax and lighten the mood of all the trainees I played some traditional music of their respective country of origin of the mamas. It was a time for them solely to enjoy and be in the moment. Music spreading joy where in they can grow close to each other and start opening up as a step to motivate each other. Everyone reciprocated happily but there was a dark cloud of uneasiness radiating from the trainees from Afganisthan. The idea of dancing without a care in the world was sounding exciting to them but something was holding them back Or maybe shying away from the whole idea of dancing in front of so many new faces was too much for them to adapt to. They must have never danced in such an open yet non-judgmental environment. The preconceived notion of women not being able to dance and that its not elegant for a woman to dance was keeping them from being whom they really are.

Seeing the other trainees enjoying and being themselves, the idea of them(afghani trainees) dancing seemed very harmless . The Afgani trainees decided to dance but it came with a condition. The condition which stated was “We will dance but we do not want anyone to make a video or click pictures of us dancing”. I agreed to their special request, since it was more important for me to see them enjoying with the rest of the lot. I motivated the mamas by telling them that the six months they have at hand are for them to grow, enjoy and learn as much as they can. On hearing this I could sense the electricity of excitement buzzing  in the room and they joined with the rest to stay true to their true identity. Most of these trainees from Afghanistan unfortunately were widowed due to the war, and are struggling/working hard to feed their children all by themselves.

After listening to their condition my mind was flooded with many thoughts. Are they afraid of being judged or humiliated if anyone in Afghanistan would get to know about this small act of freedom? Or was it the shackles of the religion which were holding them back? Or was it that they themselves couldn’t think of dancing as they never thought they could? Or was there an underlying fear creeping up in their mortal hearts? Foundation of any system like patriarchy or religion depends on the depth of fear. So many questions unanswered but I’m optimistic that we will figure everything out slowly, fingers crossed.

One peculiar enthusiastic group had varied levels of participation. There were two to three mamas who came forward and started dancing, three from the group were watching them dance and were responding to their efforts by applauding them as a means to raise their morale and two of them were sitting and watching them with a straight face. I could sense that they were somewhere in middle of the confusion. They were neither enjoying completely nor opposing. I saw  one trainee who was not at all enjoying this. She wasn’t even watching other women dance. My first impressions was that she looked angry or as if someone had done something which was ethically wrong  in her sight. But then I could sense that it was her all along who was making it tough for herself and it had nothing to do with the other women. I don’t know how to describe the scene in words but she didn’t want to be a part of it. I tried to talk to her but couldn’t, because of the language barrier. After this she left the room and came back when the music was over. She was’t upset or anything, on the flip side she was cheerfully talking to everyone.

At the end of the day I am only excited to see how she will mould herself during these six months of training. I can see how they don’t even realize what patriarchy have done to them. Left with few hopes and questions, Will she be ever be brave and confident to adapt to this new environment and learning set-up? Will she leave her burdens in her closed shell and come out to enjoy truly? Will she embrace herself as a free women?

Even if they will be able to enjoy themselves truly and openly, it will make a difference. It will be their first step towards breaking the gender norms. It will be a head up against the tide of the patriarchy system which tries them to hold down in the name of religion.