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I’m Home | Kian Lawley

SUMMARY: You’re off to visit your family in New Jersey for a month, but your boyfriend misses you too much, and maybe – just maybe – you miss your boyfriend too. So much, that you come home early and surprise him. 

“Hi, baby,” you mumbled as Kian’s face appeared on your screen, the corners of your lips tugging up slightly at the sight of his messed up hair and barely opened eyes. He’d just woken up, while you had already been awake for a couple of hours. You were currently back home, in New Jersey, to visit your family. 

“Morning,” he muttered back, running a hand through his hair to make it look somewhat presentable – though you always told him you liked his messy hair the best. “Miss you,” he spoke again, propping his pillow up a little so his head was higher up and he could rest his phone on his night stand. 

“I miss you,” you replied. “Just a couple more days and I’m back.”

What he didn’t know, though, was that you and Franny had planned everything out and you were actually going to be back in Los Angeles that same day. Since she had been your best friend from back home, and had actually been the one to introduce you to Kian and the guys, which resulted in you moving to LA, she was more than down to help out. Franny made sure to invite all the guys over after you would arrive at her apartment, so you could surprise everyone. To say you were feeling giddy was a huge understatement. 

“I know. Feels like it’s been ages since I’ve kissed you.”

“Soon, baby. Soon. I gotta go, but I’ll text you later, alright? I love you,” you said, as your sister came into your room to let you know you really had to go to the airport now, or you would be late. “I’m hanging out with the whole fam today, so I’ll probably text you tonight.”

“Alright, baby, have fun. Love you,” he spoke back as he waved through the screen. 

The second he hung up, you put on your shoes and went downstairs, carrying your luggage with you. Luckily your dad offered to drive you to the airport, but that meant you had to say goodbye to the rest of your family. No matter how excited you were to go surprise Kian and fly back to LA, it was hard – and very emotional – to leave your family behind. Even after all the times you’d done it. 

The flight had gone quicker than expected, you’d tried to get some sleep but once you realized that wasn’t going to happen, you just scrolled through some old pictures of you and Kian. You’d only been gone for a month, but it had been the first time in two years that the two of you had been apart for so long. 

As you walked out of the airport, you were met with the face of your best friend. “Y/N!” Franny screamed as the two of you ran towards each other and hugged. “Oh my God, I missed you.” The hug lasted for a few more seconds before the two of you pulled apart. “Kian has no clue at all, he called me earlier today telling me how much he missed you. Said he was even looking for tickets to come visit you. I told him he just needed to keep it together for one more week.” That for sure made you smile. 

“Okay, you hide in here. They’re about to arrive any second now. I’m going to blindfold them all, and then I’m getting you so we can surprise them, got it?” Franny went over it for what felt like the fiftieth time. “Yes, Fran – I got it,” you confirmed with a hearty laugh. Adrenaline was flowing through your body, unable to keep still and just fidgeting all the time. 

“For this last one, I need all of you to put your blindfold on,” you could hear Franny telling the boys. 

“All of us?! If there’s a snake, I swear to G-” Kian yelled out, but Franny stopped him immediately. “Stop crying, Kian! Just put your goddamn blindfold on.”

“I’ll be right back, guys. Just need to get my last object,” Franny announced, feeling giddy herself. You could hear her walking up to the room you were currently hiding in. The door opened, and she pulled you out, holding her index finger to her lips to tell you to stay quiet. You nodded, both of you walking over towards the boys. Your heart skipped a beat as you saw Kian’s face, his leg bouncing up and down.

You were pushed forwards slightly, so the boys could reach out to you. “The last object is right there, y’all. Feel free to... guess.” Franny announced, a big smile  plastered on her face. Immediately different hands touched you. Corey was first to reach out, then JC, then Bobby and lastly Kian. You could see some of them form an ‘O’ with their mouth as they figured out it was you, though no one spoke as they waited for Kian to react or say something. 

“Take off the blindfolds, guys,” you spoke, breaking the silence. 

“Holy shit,” Kian breathed out as he heard your voice. He didn’t even have to take off his blindfold to know it was you. But he immediately did, jumping up as a big smile formed on his lips. “You’re fucking here. Holy shit. I missed you so much.”

“Y/N!!” All the boys screamed. Every single one of them stood up and threw their arms around you and Kian. “Boys, I love you, but I need to... breathe...” Slowly, one by one, they let go of you and stepped back, leaving you back to Kian. 

“Hi baby,” you spoke through giggles as he snaked his arms around your waist, holding you tighter than he ever had. “I’m home,” you mumbled into the crook of his neck as your own arms came up around his neck. You pulled back slightly to press your lips against his. “I’m home.” 

[kjimagine]

Well Rested | Kian Lawley

Request: “Can you do one where your bf Kian comes home from NYC and the knJ house members go and pick him up at the airport but you aren't there and he gets worried you can decide the rest. Btw I really like your pieces x”

Warnings: swearing

Pairings: Kian Lawley x Gender!Neutral! Reader

Summary: When Kians expectations of being greeted by your lovely face when he arrives back in LA aren’t fulfilled he becomes worried. It is then discovered that nobody has had heard from you all day.

Message from Kian

just boarded

Message(2) from Kian

can’t wait to see you

Message from Fran

We’re leaving in 20 if you���re coming

Message(3) from Kian

Gate 245

Message(4) from Kian

Can you see me

Message from Jc

We got Kian

Message from Bobby

are you home?

Message from Corey 

not cool, y/n

Message(8) from Kian

Where are you

Are you okay

Baby seriously

answer one of us

Message(2) from Jc

Yo where the fuck are you, we’re all worried sick

Message(3) from Corey

Fuck would you answer us

we’re all freaking the fuck out this isn't funny

Message(11) from Kian

baby, please respond 

I'm so fucking worried

I just wanna know where you are

Kian had been in New York for the past two weeks, meetings with new companies and a few smaller fashion shows to attend. The two of you had facetimed every single day that he was gone, almost too much from an outsiders perspective. You loved Kian, but when he was calling you for the third time in a day at 3 am you could but help be a little fed up with the amount of communication between the two of you.

Kian had kept you up all night with him on facetime while he packed for his trip home. You didn’t have the heart to tell him you needed to go because there was a large project for work you needed to finalize before tomorrow. Instead, you sat tiredly on your bed, struggling to keep yourself awake on the phone with him.

Eventually, Kian hung up, but the work assignment was still waiting for you and with great defeat, you got yourself a large drink containing caffeine to push you through the night.

While you were up you might as well go through some work emails too and get a head start on an assignment that isn’t due for a couple of weeks. When the clock hit 6am you weren’t at all tired, the drinks had kicked you into high gear and you were ready for the day.

Deciding you had nothing better to do, you went on a run to the gym, hoping to sweat out a bit of the caffeine in hopes of sneaking in a small nap later.

Sweaty and out of breathing, you let yourself be absorbed by the couch. I’ll just close my eyes for a minute... you thought to yourself, but as we all know, that was never the case.

“I don't know where they could be,” Kian sighed, tears fell down his cheeks. Jc, Kian, and Franny took to one car, while Bobby and Corey left in another.

5 hours ago the search had started, the search for you. The group had put the word out on social media, but nothing had come through yet.

‘We have not been able to reach our friend, Y/n, all day. If you see them, please alert us. Their phone may be dead and she won't know we’re trying to reach them *insert picture of you*’

“Have you seen my partner?” Kian didn’t even know how many times he had asked the question to strangers along the streets of LA, but his words were becoming to sound like mush.

“God, what do I do, Fran?” Kian cried. Hot tears fell down with face with frustration. Franny wrapped an arm around Kian trying to comfort him.

“Hey,” she cooed, “we’ll find them, alright? They’re probably at work and they’re phone is dead.”

“I called their work, they said they're off today,” he dismissed.

“Listen, I bet when we get home they’ll be there. They couldn’t have gone far, huh?” Franny was running her fingers over Kian’s back lightly.

“I guess not,” he mumbled lowly. “What if theyre’ not there?”

“They’ll be there Kian, They're going to show up for you, they always do,” Jc interrupted. Y

“Get in the car, Kian. We’ll stop for some coffee, take a breather and then we can keep looking okay?”

“How can I take a breather, if I don’t know where they are?” “You have to trust that they know what they’re doing,”

One coffee break and many deep breathes later the route was set for the surrounding area of the house, not that anybody had bothered checking the actual house.

Another couple of hours were spent pestering neighbours in the hopes that the next time a door opened you would be behind it. With no luck, everyone dreadfully returned home.

Sleep hadn’t been coming to you easy the past few weeks. Maybe it was the late night's phone calls of the fact that Kian wasn’t in bed next to you, but you had royally fucked over your sleeping schedule.

The time was the least of your concerns as you tripped in and out of consciousness.

The loud slam of the front door followed by voices causes you to stir lightly but you drifted back off.

Evidently, the body weight being placed on you so suddenly had you feeling winded. With a gasp of air, you shoved the body away from you and rose from the crevice of the couch. A laugh of relief left Corey’s lips but Kian couldn’t help the tears.

“You’re okay?” he asked holding your face in his hands.

“Yeah,” you mumbled tiredly. Your eyes squinted with confusion as you glanced up at your group of friends. “What the hell happened?”

“Why don’t you tell us, we’ve been looking for you all day?“ Jc laughed

“I’m so sorry, Baby,” you apologized to Kian. He shook his head and pulled you closer in for a hug.

“So what’d you do all day?” Corey asked.

“I had the best nap of my life.”

[pixiedust0]

𝑇𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑟 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡

❥𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢 - 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙺𝚒𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙲𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚕𝚕

❥𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 - 𝟶.𝟾𝙺

❥𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 - 𝙳𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚎𝚡

𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝

“Hey guys what's up its me Franny and today I'm here with y/n” I stood on the other side of the table while Franny did her intro to her truth or drink video. To be quite honest I did want to do this but all her comments were to do it with me after everyone saw the video with Nezza. Corey wrote the questions for us I knew I was screwed I tell Corey everything and he was obviously going to make spill at least a little to make Franny's video good. We each had five questions vodka mixed with other juices. She explained we had to answer the question regardless but it was our choice to read the question if we chose not to me had to take the shot. “Are you ready.” she asked me bouncing from side to side she was nervous.

 “Fuck no Corey your bitch ass is gonna make me take all these i know it.” everyone behind the camera laughed. “If your wondering who is behind the camera we have Corey, Crawford, Nezza, Jc and Kian.” Franny told the camera. “okay stop stalling Y/n you go first.” Corey said to me and I slowly picked up the piece of paper and scanned it and my eyes went wide.“

Name the last person you had a one night stand with

“Corey bitch you said these were easy.” I yelled “These are easy.” he laughed. “Kian Lawley.”grabbed the shot throwing it back felling the back of my throat burn I grabbed the small piece of paper and but in my back pocket. “Go Franny.” I could hear Corey’s laughter I could practically fell Kian’s eyes burning into me as I looked at the table wanting to get this over with. “wait what. ”Franny's eyes went wide. “I already took the shot go.” I laugh it off. Franny goes and says my name. ”tell me wtf.” I laugh. “if you had to pick one friend that was a girl to date who would you pick.” she says putting the note down. “awe Franny.” I tell her putting up a heart with my hands sending her an air kiss. I pick up my next note.

What is your biggest kink

“Choking.” I say with a laugh everyone's eyes go wide Kian just looks down blushing slightly. “it said what is your biggest kink.” I say laughing grabbing my shot and throwing it back. “I fell like I'm gonna need to be tipsy to answer these last few.” Franny laughs and answer her next then its my turn again. 

How many people have you slept with this month

“One question is how many people have you slept with this month.” I look at the camera laughing “who” jc yelled. “Not part of the question bitch. ”I tell him Franny reads her next question and takes the shot. Once again I grabbed the paper.

How you ever gave head in a public place if so where and who too.

“What the absolute fuck Corey.” I look at him with widening eyes. “Answer the question N/N.” Kian said slightly terrified I saw him look at Corey. he fucking told him headass. “A car with Kian Lawley” I placed the question in my pocket with the other and grabbed the shot drinking it once again starting to feel the alcohol more. Franny went to ask but once her eyes met mine decide against and to read her next question. “Last one Y/N.” Corey told me giving me a reassuring smile. For the last time that night I picked up the note and my heart clench in my chest

What is the name of the person you are in love with.

‘Kian Lawley.” I handed Franny the paper so she could read it and once she did her eyes lit up and she smiled I grabbed the shot and drunk it slower than I did the rest. Taking the note back from Franny putting it in my pocket with the rest. Franny did her final question and went to end the video. I glanced behind the camera and say Kian starring at me. ”don't forget to subscribe to me an Y/n channel I love guys I will see you guys soon bye.” we both wave before she turns off the camera.

 Before I could even think Kian grabbed my hand and dragged me to his room. Already know what he wanted I handed the the notes and read them all his eyes connected with mine “your in love with me?” he asked me his eyes never leaving mine. “yes” I told him in a small voice. “look you don't have to say any-”before I could answer he grabs my face and connects our lips. After awhile we pull apart. “I love you too.” he smiles at me “you taste like vodka.” I laugh at him before connecting our lips again.

[21burritoseavey]

welcome to my world

Hey! I’m Emily, welcome to my blog! I write fics about Why Don’t We and recently, Harry Styles. But I also really like Billie Eilish, Måneskin, Bastille, Olivia Rodrigo, Arctic Monkeys- I could go on but I’m going to stop there...

anyways, I also really like Kian and Jc and their friend group/21 crew

A little about me -  I live in Australia. My pronouns are she/her. I love listening to music so much (it’s a problem) I love to meet new people so if you ever wanna chat, I’m always happy to. I hope this can just be a safe place where we can all just chill. My asks are always open if you wanna talk<3

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started: 1/6/21

[anusha-swritings]

Just My Type G.D.

Summary: y/n’s friends try to figure out who she’s dating

Requested: no

Warnings: none

I hugged and kissed Grayson goodbye, and waved to Ethan before heading to Franny’s place. Thankfully Kristina had left earlier so I could see Grayson before heading over as well. Grayson and I had been dating for about 7 months now. Apart from us, Ethan and Lisa were the only ones who knew.

I hopped in my car and headed over to Franny’s with a promise to visit them after our girl’s day. When I arrived I was greeted at my car by Emma, who had just arrived as well. We headed inside together to see Franny, Kristina, and Cameron in the kitchen getting snacks ready. “Hey girls.” I greeted them sitting down. They all responded and informed me of the plan for the day. 

After we watched a couple of movies, did our nails, and put on face masks, we sat down on the couch to talk. “Let’s play Truth or Dare,” Cameron suggested. After a few rounds, gross drinks, and revealed secrets, it was Kristina’s turn to ask someone. She turned to me, “Truth or Dare?” she smirked. I thought for a second, “truth” I decided, deciding to play it a bit safer. 

“Bleh boring!” Franny commented. Kristina smirked. “What’s your type?” She asked. I blushed and tried to hide it. “I don’t have one.” I shrugged. 

Suddenly they all started laughing. “What?” I asked sort of panicked. “So you don’t like tallboys?” Asked Cameron. “Or prefer brunettes over blondes?” Franny added. I sighed rolling my eyes.

“No,” I replied sarcastically. “And I don’t like funny guys or guys who prefer to spend time with me, even if it is just a workout.” I threw my hands up and started picking at my nails when they landed in my lap again.  

The girls were all silent. “What?” I asked. “Nothing,” Kristina replied. “You just seem to have someone specific in mind.” I started blushing again. “No- I- just, I mean in my head, but like” I stuttered. “Y/N? Did you find someone?” Cameron asked suspiciously. “Maybe…” I replied quietly. The girls all gasped and immediately started asking questions as I tried to keep my relationship a secret, for the rest of the day at least.

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[revolutionsingingintherainnn]

Jonah: I hate you, you know that?

Daniel: Why? What did I do?

Jonah: Just because you're an oh-so-perfect boyfriend to Franny, you're raising the bar too high for the rest of us!

Daniel: But I didn't even do anything!

Jonah: Yesterday, there was a little breeze, I was a gentleman and gave Y/N my sweatshirt. But, you! You just had to give Franny your sweatshirt and your beanie and wrap her in a scarf!

Daniel: Oh, come on, Jonah! Then, what do you want me to do?

Jonah: Be a bad boyfriend!

[davidobitch]

Are You Trying to Seduce Me? | Kian Lawley

(so here’s part 2. it’s definitely a lot longer than i anticipated but it’s finally done. i merged it with a request someone sent cuz I'm innovative. also thanks for forgetting about this part 2 cuz it’s been a hottt minute since i started writing it but thanks to quarantine i had plenty of time to finish it) (and a big thanks to the anon that gave me this idea on why they broke up!)

PART 1

prompt request taken from this post

14: why’d you leave? (part 2) 20: are you trying to seduce me? (part 1)

You were woken up from the constant shifting happening next to you. Glancing at the time, you saw it was a little past 7am. You let out a sigh, mad that your feelings got the best of you. Trying not to make too much noise, you slipped out of bed and made your way out the door.

You didn’t know where you were going but when you started walking your feet led to the beach. Part of you regrets giving in to Kian but the other part of you missed him a lot more than you wanted to admit. Neither of you ever got the closure you deserved and every day without Kian, you regretted leaving the way you did.

You watched the sun rise as thoughts and memories flooded your head, not realizing how long you’ve been out there. When you got to the beach, it was nearly empty, just a couple joggers here and there but now it’s filled with people every way you look.

“Where have you been!” Franny yelled at you as you walked off the elevator to your floor, “We’ve been trying to call you dude,”

You shrug your shoulders, not seeing the big deal, “I was at the beach.” 

Franny’s face contorted, clearly confused, “You were at the beach...in sweatpants?”

Brushing off her comment, you pull your key card and walk into your room only to have 4 pairs of eyes on you. “Uh, hello?” you said, cautiously stepping further into the room.

An abundance of questions and comments started filling the room.

“What the fuck (Y/n),” from Jc

“We thought you got kidnapped,” from Corey

“Next time bring your phone if you’re gonna run off,” from Bobby

Your eyes locked on Kian’s, waiting for him to say something about your actions but it became clear he didn’t want to talk when he got off the bed and locked himself in the bathroom.

“Seriously, (y/n), what the hell happened?” Corey asks as they make space for you on the bed.

You couldn’t understand why everyone was freaking out over your disappearance until you looked at the clock. 1:45pm.

You were out for almost 6 hours with no phone, no way to contact anyone if anything happened. When you left, you didn’t even think about bringing anything with you. You also hadn’t expected to be there for as long as you were.

“Listen, I’m sorry, okay? I went to the beach and I didn’t realize how long I was out for. I forgot to grab my phone before I left,” your fingers played with the drawstring on your pants. You knew if you said anything else they’d bombard you with more questions.

You could feel everyone looking at each other and then at you and then at the bathroom door. Everyone assumed you and Kian probably had an argument and you didn’t want to be near him, but little did they know it was the complete opposite.

“As long as everything’s good,” Franny said, giving you her ‘I know something’s up but I’ll pretend you’re fine’ look.

You let out a little laugh when Corey said from behind his phone screen, “We’re just glad you’re not dead. That would have put a damper on this trip,”

“Oh thanks Cor. Glad that all you care about is your vacation,” you joked, rolling your eyes at him.

“Well am I wrong?” He retorted causing you to throw a pillow hitting him square in the face.

Your friends started their own conversations, finally leaving you alone. Nobody seemed to notice that Kian was still in the bathroom. You knew you couldn’t avoid him forever, as much as you wanted to, but right now he’s the one avoiding you.

You texted him that you needed to talk but minutes passed and he didn't answer. You felt a pinch on your heart when you saw he read it. 

Just as you were going to give up on him, Kian emerges from the bathroom, instantly locking eyes with you. The room went silent and once again all eyes were on you.

Neither you or Kian said a word, but it was clear that he wanted to talk when he tilted his head towards the door. In the background your friends fake coughing to ease the tension but when the hotel room door opens, they begin to whisper like little kids.

The two of you walk a couple rooms down the hall for privacy. You settle next to Kian on a bench you guys found by the elevators. Your fingers found their way to the drawstring once again, putting all your attention on anything but Kian.

“Why’d you leave?” Kian asked, his voice low and barely audible. You could hear the hurt in his voice as he spoke, “There were so many ways you could have gone, but just leaving? No note, no text. Nothing, (y/n).”

Your eyes roamed every inch of the room, not daring to make eye contact all while Kian never took his off of you. He studied your features, up and down, like he’s never seen you before. But he knows you. He knows you’re feeling guilty and scared. He knows you’re mad at yourself for letting him back in so easily. He spent 3 years with you, 3 years studying every facial feature, every look you make.

“I just..” You started to say, but as you opened your mouth every thought you had sublimated, “I don’t know why I left, okay? I just woke up and you were next to me and I don’t fucking know, Kian.”

The two of you stayed quiet, neither of you knowing what to say to the other. 

“Do you regret last night?” Kian asks, finally taking his gaze off of you, knowing if he continued looking at you, he would get the answer he was dreading.

No.

Not one second.

Tell him! Tell him you don’t regret it

Just say it, (y/n).

Your head was spinning with words but nothing seemed to come out of your mouth. Kian got the hint, that your silence was your answer. He stood up, ready to walk away.

You couldn’t tell him he was wrong. That you never wanted last night to end. It was as if your lips were glued shut, keeping in a secret you swore you’d never tell.

“I don’t,” you finally blurted out before Kian could take another couple steps away from you, “Last night, I don’t regret it.”

You could see Kian’s lips pull into a small smile before you turned around to sit next to you again.

“Then why’d you leave? And go off the grid for half the day?” Kian leaned back, resting his around on the ledge behind you. It took everything in him not to grab your hands and comfort you like he used to.

“Honestly? I knew if I stayed we’d have to talk about what happened. And not last night. I wasn’t ready but then I started thinking, and it’s not fair to you.”

Kians head rocked back and forth, taking in your answer but not getting the information he wanted. “Glad you’re finally realizing that,” Kian said, not completely joking, “So can you finally tell me what the fuck happened that made you leave us the way you did?”

You took a deep breath, sewing together words into sentences, hoping whatever you were about to say came out correct, “I just got scared,”

So many words. So many sentences. But that’s all you could get out. 

“Scared of what though?”

“You. And Andrea.”

“Me and And- (Y/n), what the hell? Because of our friendship?” 

You nodded, “You guys were getting close again and I felt like it was just a matter of time before your feelings for her came back and we just stopped being us.” 

Kian let out a small laugh, realizing how far off you were with your assumption. You shot a look at Kian, making him go serious, “Look, me and Andrea had history, yeah. But I was with you. I love you. You’re the only person I wanted to be with. Me and Andrea broke up for a reason.”

“But still. You were spending so much time with her. It was like you forgot about me and I just couldn’t do it anymore. So i left.”

The memory of that night played so clearly in your head. It did every night since the breakup.

“Franny, I can’t. Every time they’re together it’s like I disappear from his life and everything is about her.” You were holding back the tears as you confessed to Franny. You were going back and forth about leaving Kian. You wanted to stay and deal with this with him but you could only fight for so long.

“Did you walk to him about it? Does he even know how you feel?” Franny asks as she cradles your body, doing anything she can to keep you calm.

You couldn’t speak. You knew if you did a waterfall of tears would come and there’s no stopping until your eyes were empty of tears.

“I think you should keep fighting for him. But I get it. If you mentally and emotionally can’t deal with her being around anymore then maybe this is the end, (y/n).” Franny’s words kept replaying over and over.

This is the end.

3 years of your life gone just like that.

Everything you and Kian built together.

Every morning. Every night. Every kiss. Every touch.

Everything

Just like that, it’s all gone.

You picked yourself off the bed and headed straight for the closet. Grabbing your suitcase and bags, you stuffed all your belongings you had scattered around Kian’s room into them, praying you didn’t leave anything behind.

All the guys were out for the night, which gave you your chance to leave without anyone seeing.

“Are you sure this is what you want to do?” Franny asked as she met you at the bedroom door, getting ready to follow you out.

“No, but I know this is what’s good for me.” You say before exiting the room.

You were staying at Franny’s for a couple weeks until you could find your own apartment. Not a day went by that Kian didn’t try reaching out to you. Whether it’s a call or text or showing up unannounced at Fran’s. 

“Please let me talk to her, Fran. I haven’t heard from her in a week. I need to know she’s okay,” you could hear Kian say from his spot behind the front door. You could hear his voice crack, knowing he was seconds away from a breakdown.

“Kian, I know you love her, but she needs space. She’s fine I promise. We’re all looking after her. But you need to let her get her head straight.”

And he did. He stopped calling, and texting, and showing up unexpectedly.

He moved on.

But you never did.

“It wasn’t fair to me. Do you know how bad that fucked me up (y/n)? All I wanted to do was talk to you and I couldn’t even do that.” Kian played with his fingers, reliving that moment in time all over again.

The feelings from months ago came rushing back. All the sleepless night, the numerous reach outs, every night he went to bed without you got harder and harder.

“I know. And I wanted to call you but by the time everything settled down I didn’t think it was right to put you through it all again,” tears pricked your eyes as you just now realized Kian never moved on. For months all he thought about was you. Just like all you thought about was him.

“So now what?” Kian asked, breaking the silence that fell upon the two of you.

You hadn’t thought this far ahead when you were racking your brain on what could possibly happen. You wanted him in you life, whether as a friend or more. You missed his presence every day he was gone.

“I don’t really know. We can’t exactly pick up where we left off,” You glance as Kian to find him already looking at you.

You knew that wasn’t true. You could pick up where you left off, But a couple hours before that. You could fix everything together and nothing would change.

“I mean,” Kian said as he leaned forward, not once taking his eyes off of you, “We can. It wasn’t that hard for us last night,” You eyes fluttered to his lips. His tongue gliding over them as he inched closer to you, “Do you want to pick up where we left off?”

Your attention was brought back to his eyes. For once you didn’t think twice about your actions. You leaned forward, colliding your lips with his.

Everything happening around you stopped. The entire world was put on pause and the only thing happening was this moment with Kian.

“I’m assuming that’s a yes,” Kian muttered as he pulled away, his lips ghosting over yours.

“Of course it’s a yes,” you say before continuing your moment with him.

[chilling-seavey]

Nothing Revealed/Everything Denied (c.s.) - Chapter Seven

A/N Thanks for the few sweet messages I got about this lil novel! You have no idea how much they mean to me! 🥰

Auditions for the other roles progressed throughout the weeks since Christian was first hired and there were rumours that a big-name actor was to be in line for the main character – Christian’s character’s brother. It was an important hire as the chemistry between the actors had to be perfected in order to make the characters seem as genuine as possible. Christian couldn’t hide his excitement and a few nerves as he headed into the building for their first read through as a full cast, manuscript tucked under his arm.

Michelle was already upstirs when he arrived, bouncing on her toes at the sight of him and she rushed over squealing and threw her arms around him.

“What’s going on?” Christian laughed, setting his hand on her back in surprise at her sudden embrace but she pulled back just as quickly.

“You’ll never guess who’s in that room.” Michelle whispered, glancing to the closed double doors of the conference room where the meeting was to be held.

“I’m nervous! Who?” Christian asked.

“Dean-Charles Chapman and Tom freaking Holland!”

Christian’s face fell with shock, “You’re kidding. You’re fucking kidding.”

“I’m not! They looked at me and smiled! I adore Dean and although I never followed Tom much before but wow I’m a little starstruck.”

“You weren’t starstruck for me.” Christian frowned teasingly.

“Maybe I was. Just good at hiding it.” Michelle grinned. She took his hand and pulled him towards the room. “This is big for you, Christian! This is incredible! For you and for me!”

“Tom Holland and Dean-Charles Chapman are going to work on a film with me?” Christian breathed, pausing outside the double doors to take a breath.

“Perfect timing. They got them between gigs, so they were both free. Can you believe that?” Michelle gushed. “Dean’s going to play Henry! Which means you’re going to be with him like…a lot! And Tom got the role of John, your second in command. You are playing their commander!”

“I love their work…oh my gosh.” Christian set a hand to his head. “You’re making me nervous!”

“Sorry!” Michelle smothered her grin. She reached for the door handle, “Ready?”

Christian nodded and they headed inside.

Sure enough, the 20-something heartthrobs themselves were sat around the table of other cast members with a few script crew and the director and they both smiled when they came in.

“Sorry we’re a bit late.” Christian said, shooting a grin to the room as they took their seats, “LA traffic waits for no one.”

“You’re right on time.” David assured them. He introduced everyone in the room and their parts they were to play and finally introduced Michelle to the newcomers, the writer of the script.

Christian smiled proudly at her as everyone congratulated her and complimented her work, her cheeks flushing pink at the flattery. He caught Dean’s lingering stare on her, and Christian’s smile faltered a second before looking down to his well-read manuscript.

The read through began and Christian sat patiently through the first scene as he wasn’t in it, watching everyone scan along with the lines as Dean and the young actress playing his love interest spoke back and forth, the script manager taking control of the action lines. Dean’s British accent was real which already made Christian nervous…he wondered if people could tell his was going to be faked when on screen next to him.

Michelle cut into his internal worries with a quick suggestion as the writer and the director agreed and they moved back a few lines to try it again. Christian took a breath as his big entrance approached and when it was his cue, he spoke the line he practiced so often in his living room and he felt Michelle grin at him.

Dean returned his lines with ease, as if his character was already second nature. Christian knew Dean had much more acting experience in big box-office films, especially having already been in a war film with enough knowledge of how to act the part with perfection, but it still made Christian nervous regardless and he found himself stumbling over a few lines as he tried to read through his scenes. For those scenes he wasn’t in, he watched his co-workers silently, analyzing their speech patterns and techniques to try and soak in some good knowledge, but his mind kept drifting to his personal inexperience. He didn’t feel as special has he had when he had started, and he felt terribly guilty for thinking that.

He couldn’t help but notice Dean’s lingering glances on Michelle and their shared smiles between lines. The way he could make her blush was insane and Christian tried to keep his stare on his manuscript to keep from glaring at the famous actor across from him. He couldn’t get his friends’ words out of his mind, trying to piece together how he really felt about the shy screenplay writer sitting by his side, but all he knew was he sort of hated the way Dean was looking at her.

Dean was everything he wasn’t; experienced, exotic, rich. Christian could think of seven hundred more self-deprecating adjectives comparing himself to the slightly older man across the table from him, all of which made Christian struggle through his last few lines within his distraction. That only led to him comparing his momentary struggle to Dean and Tom’s ease, feeling like an absolute fool in front of all the professionals.

Probably wondering why they have to work with such an incompetent fake wanna-be actor-

His thoughts were interrupted by Michelle’s hand on his knee and he glanced over to her to meet her reassuring gaze and friendly smile.

“You okay?” she asked softly as everyone started to pack up. Christian hadn’t noticed he had been stuck in his mind the last few scenes and he could only muster a small smile and a nod.

A hand on his shoulder startled him and he looked up to see Dean standing behind him, “Good work today. I’m looking forward to working with you.”

“Right back at you.” Christian grinned, taking his offered handshake and then watched him leave.

“Not so bad, huh?” Michelle chuckled.

“Yeah.” Christian let out a heavy breath.

“Don’t be so hard on yourself.” Michelle patted his shoulder as she stood up. “Everyone starts somewhere. You know that.”

“I know.” Christian got up with her admits the emptying conference room and he held the door for her as they headed for the elevator together.

They stood in silence as they watched the numbers count down to the parking garage, processing the fact that they just sat and worked in a room with two of Hollywood’s biggest names for nearly three hours.

Michelle finally broke their calm silence, keeping her eyes on the elevator’s digital screen as she spoke a soft, “One day someone young actor is going to be stumbling over his lines when in the same room with you.”

Christian bit back his blushing smile.

[lawleyimagines]

Just A Kiss (pt.2) | Kian Lawley

part one here

“Don’t follow me, don’t contact me – just… just don’t, okay? I need some space.”

And while Kian had struggled with doing just that at first, he slowly got the hint and gave you your desired space. That didn’t mean things had suddenly gotten better, though. There was still a long way to go, but... things were looking up. Especially compared to three months ago. You and Franny had talked things through, and she, too, had clarified that it was just a kiss. A drunken one, that had absolutely no meaning behind it. Still, you had difficulty trusting their words and trusting them, as two individuals.

Still, Franny invited you to her birthday party. The two of you were trying to fix your friendship, but you had barely talked to Kian. You knew he was going to be there, and vice versa, too. Was this really going to be a good idea, to see each other at the birthday party of the girl he cheated with? 

You had decided that it was, in fact, a very stupid idea – yet you still went. All your friends were going to be there, and it was time to face the truth. No more escaping. Three months had passed, and it was time to grow some balls and fix whatever was still left to be fixed.

So there you stood, in your quickly thrown together outfit. You had decided to go together with the Merrell twins, just so all eyes wouldn’t be just on you as you entered the party. You could hear his voice from a mile off, though, and your heart tightened at the sound of it. It had been so long since you’d heard it. Still, you walked in to the room filled with people, walking up to the birthday girl first. 

“Fran – happy birthday!” You said, a big smile on your face. It still hurt, it did, but it was time to move on. You handed her a little Chanel bag, containing a pair of earrings. 

“(Y/N), I’m so glad you’re here. Chanel, huh?” Franny laughed, wrapping her arms around you, and you hugged her back. “Thanks for coming. It means a lot,” she whispered, hugging you just a little tighter before letting go. You shot her another quick smile, this time a more reserved one. 

Through that whole moment, you could feel a pair of eyes burning through the side of your head. You knew who it was. It only took a quick side glance to confirm your suspicion. “I’ll catch up with you later, okay?” You told Franny, and as she nodded, you turned away, facing your ex-boyfriend. With a big sigh, you slowly stepped towards him. Kian seemed surprised by that action, probably not expecting you to immediately go to him. It hadn’t been your initial plan, but why wait, when the opportunity was right there?

“Hi,” you spoke, a tight smile on your face.

“Hey,” Kian greeted back, eyes travelling over your whole appearance. “You look good.”

An awkward chuckle escaped, “...Yeah, thanks. You too.” 

“Didn’t expect to see you here.”

“I, ah – it was kind of a last minute decision, honestly.” You admitted with a shy nod. He knew he was the reason behind that. “You got a second to talk?” He immediately nodded at that, and lead the way to a little bit of a quieter place.

“It’s good to see you again,” Kian started, a little awkwardly. 

“Ki, I’m not here for small talk. I just... I want to fix whatever is left to fix. I need peace of mind. I need to be able to breathe normally whenever I’m around you, instead of having this tight feeling in my chest because everything still hurts. I’m ready to have that talk now.”

Kian seemed taken back by your spill of words. You were too, if you had to be honest. “So let’s talk,” he said with a firm nod. “I want to fix this, (Y/N). I want to fix us, if that’s still possible.”

It wasn’t just a confession, it was a question, too. “I don’t know,” you answered honestly. “I don’t know if we can still fix this — us, but...” You stopped yourself, letting out a big sigh. This was a decision that had taken so much thought, time and energy from your side. “I want to. I want to fix us, because I love you. I should hate you,” you spoke, a slightly choked chuckle slipping past your lips. 

“You do?” He said, surprise washing over his face once again. All you did was nod. “I don’t know what came over me that night, (Y/N). I honestly don’t. Maybe I drank too much, I don’t know. All I remember is, I was missing you, and Fran was there, and we just... we kissed. It was wrong. I felt so guilty after. I shouldn’t have done that, ever. But it happened, and I’m still facing the consequences now. I didn’t expect you to say... all this. But if you’re serious about this, I’m 100% willing to prove to you it was just a one time thing. It won’t happen again, ever. Ever. I’m serious.”

The corners of your lips slightly tugged up. “You’re rambling.”

This made Kian smile, too. “I am. I missed you,” this time his voice was slightly softer, eyes searching yours as if he was searching for those same words he’d spoken to you.

“I missed you, too. So much. Don’t ever do that to me again. Ever.” You could feel tears pooling your eyes again.

“Never, okay? Never. Don’t cry, please.” Kian inched closer, placing his hand on your cheek and as if it was instinct, you leaned into his touch. “Does this mean I officially get a second chance?”

You were silent for a few seconds, but then nodded. “Yes. It’s gonna take some time to fully trust you again. Don’t fuck it up, Ki. I’m serious. Promise?” You held up your pinkie, and with a light smile, Kian laced his pinkie through yours. 

“Promise.” Kian kept your hand in his, and pressed a firm kiss to your lips. “God, I got so much to catch you up on. I moved back in with the boys – and Chelsey, too, this time.”

“So I’ve heard,” you laughed, feeling like a huge weight had been lifted off your shoulders as the two of you spent the rest of the night catching up, singing karaoke songs, kissing, and enjoying each other’s presence. It was like being on your first date all over again. Sometimes it was easier to forgive rather than torture yourself by cutting some you love so much out of your life for good. 

[kjimagine]

Volleyball ~ Kian Lawley

Request: can you do kian where you play volleyball & he comes to a tournament. he's ur biggest supporter & is so proud but he's still got a couple of cheeky remarks about the spanks you have to wear

Warnings: Swearing Pairing: Kian Lawley x Female!Reader Summary: Kian comes to support you at your volleyball tournament and as it turns out he loves the spandex

Kian didn’t have the first clue about how volleyball worked. Sure, he knew you hit the ball, everyone knows that, but he couldn’t remember anything he learnt from when he was in high school. And when you asked him to come to watch at the recent tournament you were in he couldn’t say no; who could say no to you?

You played competitive volleyball at college level and the girls in the league were extremely competitive. Ever since volleyball had been introduced to you during third-grade gym class you had favoured the sport over anything else. You were good, like really good. All those weeks of summer and fall volleyball camps and clubs definitely paid off. You were definitely more than mediocre.

The first game you played Kian sat the entire time in shock whenever you’d spike the ball and sometimes it’d rebound off the ground hitting a girl from the opposing team in the face.

The second game, once he had gotten used to how rough you all played on the court, he was screaming until his throat hurt.

1 minutes left in the game, your serve, winning game. The pressure was on more than ever. Inhaling a deep breath you took a step forward and smacked the ball with a large amount of force. The girl playing middle back on the opposing team rushed forward to try to bump the ball, but with fail, she missed as it soared over her head. Point you guys.

Kian cheered out trying not to jump out of his seat, “Yeah, Baby!”

Taking another deep breath you set up to serve once again. 24 seconds left in the game. The ball slapped loudly against the ground as you smacked it down a couple times. Getting into serving position and swinging your arm you could feel a bead of sweat drip down your face. As you swung and your hand connected with the ball you let out a large exhale from your mouth. The ball made it just over the net as planned, the girl playing middle front not fast enough to reach it. Your team cheered as the buzzer rang a few seconds later.

“You did so good, baby,” Kian grinned hugging you tight against him. 

“Ki, I’m really sweaty,” you groaned not hugging him back.

“You look so hot in those shorts,” he grinned pulling you closer by the waist.

“Yeah?” you asked smirking. 

“Yeah,” he confirmed before pressing his lips up against yours.

“Maybe I could wear them for you sometime,” you breathed out after you pulled away.

[lovingformula1]

Part II. - Frian imagine

To be honest, I ship them as well, so thank you for the idea!

THESE ARE JUST IMAGINES, NOT REAL LIFE!!!

They are not together, as far as I know.

Enjoy.

[lexyleblancc]

adventure >> b.m

>> This is an imagine about Bobby Mares, in this you guys are best friends and live in the house with everyone together. FEEL FREE TO DROP SOME REQUESTS <<

You sat on the couch with your golden retriever puppy sleeping in your lap, as you ran your fingers through her soft coat of fur. You scrolled through your phone, replying to comments from fans about your newest Youtube video you posted earlier in the week. You were so focused on interacting with your fans that you hardly heard footsteps coming down the stairs.

“Oh, and here we have a wild (Y/N) cuddling with her pup, Chip!” You heard Bobby, your best friend say holding his vlogging camera in your direction. You laughed as he ran up to you and moved his camera closer to your face. “What’s up Bob?” You asked giving him a smile, sinking further into the warmth of your oversized sweater. It was one of the cooler days in LA, not very old, but just enough for you to want your sweater. “Nothing, just paying my best friend a visit,” he said with a cheeky smile.

“Well, that doesn’t sound right at all,” you said making him gasp in mock offence. “You’re right, I was wondering if you’d join me on a little adventure,” he said making you groan. “Bobby, I look like a mess,” you told him making him roll his eyes. “Shut up, you look beautiful. Now let’s go,” he said offering you his hand. You moved Chip off your lap before taking your best friends hand.

He gave you a grin before pulling you to the door and allowed you to shove your adidas slides on. The two of you ran out to his Jeep, hoping that the dark grey clouds wouldn’t release its down pour that was bound to happen any minute. When you two were in the vehicle and Bobby had started it up he turned on the heat, so you could warm up your cold hands. “So, where are we going?” you asked pushing stands of your (h/c) behind your ears that had fallen from your bun.

“I didn’t think that far ahead,” he said with a chuckle. You laughed shaking your head and taking his vlog camera pressing the record button and letting Bobby explain to his audience what was happening. The two of you were driving, listening to ‘The Greatest Shownman’ soundtrack and singing at the top of your lungs. You and Bobby had gone and watched the movie five times together. You were looking out the window looking for something interesting to do, when you saw an older man sitting on a bench playing his guitar trying to attract a crowd.

“Hey Bob stop!” You said loudly making Bobby jump in his seat at your outburst. “What is it?” he asked you. “Just pull over!” you said gesturing to a spot on the side of the road where he could pull over and park. He nodded and pulled over, turning off the car and following you out of his Jeep. He pressed record on this camera once again and filmed you running up to the old man who was sitting on the bench.

“Hi sir,” you said giving him a smile, in return the man greeted you. “Do you know anything by Shawn Mendes?” you asked him, the man nodded and started to play the first few cords to Mercy. You sat beside him and started to sing the first few lines of the song which gained the attention of everyone around. Slowly a crowed started to form around the three of you. All of them placing money into the mans hat that was sitting in front of him.

The two of you played a few songs together, before you felt the first rain drop hit your forehead. “Here, we’ll split the money,” the old man said going to hand you half of the money he earned. “Oh no I couldn’t, it’s yours.” You said taking out your wallet and taking out two twenty-dollar bills and handing it to him. “It was great meeting you,” you said with a smile, before leaving with Bobby. The two of you looked over your shoulders to see an old lady with an umbrella walk up to the man, putting it over the two of them as they shared a kiss.

“That was so nice of you,” Bobby said wrapping his arm around your shoulders. “Thanks Bob, I’m sorry that it wasn’t the adventure you probably had in mind,” you said leaning your head into his side. “No, this was much better. Now come on, lets go get some donuts,” he said making you smile.

“I want the one with sprinkles,” you said making him laugh at you.

[knj-house-imagines]

her little sister // k.l.

@kianlawleyimagineees requested: can u do an imagine where the reader is like a lil sister of franny or bobby (your choice) and the reader comes over to visit and kian fell in love with her laugh when they're shooting a video or something, sorry if its long, thank u!! love ur imagines!!!

“Goddamnit, dude, why do you want me to meet your friends?” I complained as my older sister, Franny, hopped in the passenger seat of my car. “And why am I the one driving?”

“You’re gonna have to meet them eventually, especially since the lease on the house is about to be up...why not?” Franny has been trying to get me to meet her friends for so long, and each time I said no.

Every time I saw her it was a topic that came up. By now I was just tired of talking about it, so I thought maybe I should just meet them. It can’t be that bad, right? Right..

I put the car into reverse and started backing out of the drive way before putting it in drive and starting the journey to Franny’s place. “We haven't even gotten there and I’m already regretting this..”

Fran turned her head towards me and gave me look. “Stop being such a negative Nancy..damn.” I rolled my eyes and continued driving.

Eventually, after a long 20 minutes, we made it to the house. I got out of the car and walked to the front door, my older sister by my side. Anxiety bubbled in my stomach as fears flooded through my mind. What if I don’t know what to say? What if I say too much? No one likes word vomit..or actual vomit..haha, Mean Girls..

I quickly snapped out of my trance as I heard Franny unlock the door and open it, pulling me inside. “Guys, I’m here!! And I brought Y/n!!” I yanked my wrist away from her as a tall guy came in. His jawline was sharp as hell and a backwards snapback sat on his head. He was fucking gorgeous.

“Hey..” I said, putting my hand out to shake as I made eye contact with him. 

He shook my hand with a grin. I spotted tattoos peeking through the bottom of his long sleeve. “Kian Lawley,” he said, his voice smooth yet insanely adorable.

“Y/n Arrieta.”

part 2?

[jacobeblack]

Tickle fights (K.L imagine)

Requested by @bitchincap

i know this is probably super vague but i'd love a cute imagine with kian as a dad bc i was rewatching the video they did with the ace family and the snaps of knj trying to get elle to play with the fidget spinner and i have so many feels rn

Kian POV

"Are you sure you don't want me to just cancel Ki?" Y\N yelled from the bathroom as she was getting ready to spend the day shopping with her friends baby free for the first time in a long time.

"Yes baby I'm sure you need to go and relax for a while, you spend far to much time worrying about me and the boys, we will be fine!" I say speaking to her reflection in the mirror.

"Okay but only if you're sure"she says turning to face me, I nod placing a kiss on her forehead before we walk down stairs and into the boys play room to see them siting playing with toy dinosaurs, she walks off into the kitchen and I follow her

"Now remember Maddison will only eat his dinner from a green plate an..." "and Jackson will only drink from his own special dinosaur cup I know baby I got this go have some fun" I say cutting her off and pulling her away from the sink she was washing up in.

Standing at the door with Jackson in my arms and Maddison hold my hand we say goodbye as she drives away

"Okay boys so what do you want to do today then"

4 hours later the house is a mess, the boys are running circles around me and I'm exhausted.

"I don't know how your mommy makes this look so easy, she must have super powers" I say to the boys as I tidy up from dinner.

As hard work as today has been I truly couldn't be happier, no one can ever describe what an amazing feeling it is to be a dad. I love these two little monsters more than life it's self and to have such an amazing wife to stand by my side through it all is all I could ever want.

I spend the next few hours chasing them around playing dinosaurs and playing tickle fights. As we are in the play room racing toy cars I look over my shoulder to see Y/N standing in the door way.

"MOMMY" the boys scream when they see her both rushing into her arms

"Did you have a good day with daddy boys?" She asked as she crouched down to their level.

"Yeah and and daddy says you're a super hero! Do you have special powers mommy" Maddison asked

"Yeah I have special....TICKLING POWERS" she yells and the both run off in different directions as she chases after them. I watch as she grabs one in each arm and slams down onto her back on the couch making them both scream with laughter as she tickles them.

Y/N sees me watching them with a huge smile on my face

"What are you smiling about my powers work on you too" she gets up from the couch and runs at me I turn to run away from her as she jumps on my back. I swing her round and drop to my knees so she is laying in the floor and tickle her till there are tear streaming down her face.

The boys run over and jump on us both I look down at her and at my two beautiful children.

"How did I get this lucky, I feel like ever moment I have with you three is the best moment of my life" I say just staring into her eyes as she leans up and kisses me softy.

"Eww" Maddison exclaimed making a disgusted face.

She pulls away from me and turns to the boys

"Right monsters it's bath time" she says chasing them up the stairs to the bathroom .

I follow behind them about 15 minutes later after tidying the mess we had made today. I stand on the top step just watching for a while, I take a picture of them all just laughing together, I just know these are the moments I'll treasure forever.

I know it's a bit short sorry! But I hope you still like it!

[illegalknjbabes]

‘Please believe me when I say I’m in love with you.’ /K.L/ Part 3.

Here it is! The last part for ‘Please believe me when I say I’m in love with you’

I hope you guys enjoy this. Request will be open soon so if you’d like me to make more imagines  then let me know!

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It’s been about a week since you found out what Kian had done while you were away and you have done nothing but stay locked up in your house avoiding the world. Jc has been coming over everyday  to check up on you making sure you don’t starve yourself due to the lose of appetite. 

“I’m fine Jc I promise, please stop acting like my mouther!” You plead throwing your covers back over your head. 

“You are coming with Fran, Harrison, Corey and I to the beach weither you like it or not!” Jc demands pulling the covers off making you groan. You don’t want to be around anyone, you just want to stay inside and probably cry.

“Jc please don’t make me go.” I groan flipping over onto your stomach burring you face in the pillows. 

“You’re going y/n. Now get ready please.” He says leaving the room and closing the door behind him. Letting out a sigh you get up from your bed and waddle towards your bathroom. Over taking a complete shower you slip on a black one piece with a low open back, some short and a red flannel that you stole from Jc’s closet once. After brushing out your wet hair and putting a pair of black and white converse on you quickly make a bag with some necessities and step out of your room to be face to face with Jc. 

“Lets go before I change my mind and lock myself in there again.” You say grabbing your house keys and leaving with Jc behind you. 

“Everything is going to be fine y/n, It’s going to be fuuuuuun!” He says pocking your side as you two get into his Jeep. You laugh at his stupidity and lean back on the passenger sit. Half way through the ride of just jamming out to some music you lower the volume and turn to him.

“Jc,” You start off catching his attention.

“Yes?” He says dragging out the ‘e’

“How’s he doing?” You couldn’t help but wonder if Kian even misses you. If he’s even dreading his choice. Jc lets out a sigh before glancing at you and then back at the road. 

“Honestly y/n, he’s a mess. He doesn’t talk to anyone, wont come out of his room. He even refused to film for KianAndJc yesterday. Boddy thought it would be a good idea to ask you to talk to him but I’m sure you’re not going to do that.” He says keeping his eyes on the road.

 You let out a sigh and go back to listening to music, but you couldn’t help but feel a pain in your chest. Even though he hurt you, you didn’t want him to be sad, but you can’t just give in so easily or at all. Few minutes later you guys pull up at the house.

“I’ll be back, Fran, Bobby, Corey and harry should be out here in a few minutes.” He lets you know getting out of the car and running inside to grab a few things. You let out yet another sigh pulling out your phone, scrolling through your Instagram.

 Eventually you noticed that the guys were taking to long so you decide to get out of the car and walk inside. As soon as you go inside WishBone runs to you wagging his tail. 

“Hey WishBone.” You giggle rubbing his head. Closing the door behind you, you step deeper into the house. Not finding anyone down stairs, you make your way up the stairs trying to find one of your friends considering the house is oddly quite which it never is. 

“Hello?” You say once you reach the upstairs.Going into Jc’s room then Corey’s then Bobby’s finding they were empty. 

“Where the fuck?” You say mostly to yourself in confusion. Letting out a sigh you start going towards the stairs till you hear a loud crash coming from on of the rooms. You turn around to realized it came from you shared room with Kian considering you basically lived there. Feeling your hands clam up as you go towards the door.

 A part of you wanted to turn around and leave but you wanted to see what that noise was. Hoping that it was just Hazel you punch in the code and enter the room. Everything was dark, messier than usual, the room was empty though the only living thing was Kiggy playing with one of your fuzzy socks that you had left.

“Oh kiggy.” You chuckle rubbing her tummy. Suddenly there was another crash, this time glass hitting the floor. 

“FUCK!” You heard Kian yell from the bathroom making you rush towards the door in worry. You open the door frantically noticing shattered glass on the floor and Kian holding his hand over the sing blood dripping. 

“Kian what the hell?!” You panic rushing over taking a look seeing pieces of glass from the mirror stuck in his skin. 

“Y-y/n?” He asks surprised to see you.

“Just shut up.” You say grabbing towels to clean his cuts, making him sit on the counter top. 

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Once  his hand was all patched up and the glass was thrown away you guys make your way out of the bathroom. 

“What happened Ki?” You asked wondering why he had punched the glass. He turns around looking at you with pained eyes. You noticed he didn’t look like the guy you fell in love with. His eyes looked dead and bloodshot, his skin was pale and an over all mess. It made your heart ache. 

“I’m sorry Y/n. I know I fucked up and I didn’t mean to. I promised I would never hurt you and that’s exactly what I did. I’m not going to make up excuses and try to make you forgive me because I don’t deserve your forgiveness. But I will tell you that I miss you so much, I miss waking up next to you, seeing you smile, hearing you laugh. I miss your hugs and kisses. I miss our late night conversations. I miss everything about you. I know I don’t deserve you and that I don’t deserve a second chance but please give me a second chance Y/n. I’m a total wreck without you. I love you so much and you might not believe me when I say this but please believe me when I say I’m in love with you.” Tears were running down both your faces. Your hands covered your mouth holding back the sobs while he stood right in front of you full blown crying. It broke your heart seeing him like that which only reminded you of how much you care for him. At that moment, you know what you had to do. 

“I believe you.” 

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Same person requested Franny one too and it’ll come soon :)