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notakugelblitz · 6 months ago

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DELORES PART 1 • Five Hargreeves x Fem!Reader

something sweet to soothe your anger dearest brellies 🥰 takes place during season 4 episode 1, no warning all safe. enjoy !

Y/N had worked with Five at the Commission. She was with him on the day of JFK's assassination, and when he mentioned the possibility of escaping the company, she thought, why not? The Handler still hadn't given her the promotion she'd been promised 15 years ago, and the health insurance was worthless by then ...

Y/N followed Five through three apocalypses, becoming a teenager again. At least she no longer had the beginnings of arthritis, which she was more grateful for than her colleague. The Hargreeves quickly took Y/N under their wing, appreciating her a lot, especially since she had the gift of shutting Five up.

Y/N and Five became very good friends. Once the umbrella Academy lost their powers in this new timeline, Y/N chose to open a bookstore, while Five became a CIA agent. They met from time to time, enjoying each other's company over a black coffee on a terrace. In six years, nothing ambiguous had happened between them. Y/N wasn't sure if she wanted it to or not—it was a strange feeling. But now, with her new life started, she had time. If Five was interested, he would make a move; if not, so be it. But this was the calm before the storm...

Five entered the secret meeting set in an apartment with a classy, dimly lit atmosphere. The place was spacious, hosting about thirty people. Five smoothed his mustache, grabbed a glass of champagne from the buffet, and scanned the room. Just as he thought he recognized Lila, another young woman caught his attention. She was leaning against the balcony, her face hidden as she stood with her back to him. She had long, straight auburn hair, styled with a yellow beret. She was wearing a white shirt with black polka dots, neatly tucked into her pencil skirt.

Five felt a drop of sweat trickle down his temple and took a deep breath before joining her. He also leaned on the balcony, just like she did, barely daring to look at her.

"Beautiful night, isn’t it?" Y/N murmured, a simple smile on her lips.

She didn’t meet his gaze either, which slightly irritated Five. He finally turned his head and recognized Y/N.

"What the hell are you doing ..."

The words escaped his mouth when he noticed the name on her nametag : Delores. Five almost choked on his champagne.

"Yeah, the champagne is disgusting, I agree. But the hors d'oeuvres are delicious though. You should try them!" "What are you doing here? Don’t tell me you’re part of this ridiculous support group ..."

Y/N burst into laughter, shaking her head.

"Oh no, no ... I came with "Nancy" so Diego wouldn’t ask too many questions. But this wig is seriously itching. It's awful." Y/N explained, amused, scratching her scalp.

She then turned her attention to Five and looked at his nametag.

"Jerome? That doesn’t suit you very well. I wonder where you got that name..." "It wasn’t my choice. And where did you get yours?" he retorted, frowning.

Y/N raised an eyebrow, surprised by his sudden cold and somewhat aggressive tone.

"I like that name." Y/N simply said. "And that shirt—do you like it too? It’s hideous." "I found it in a thrift shop—it seemed nice... hey! What’s gotten into you?" Y/N finally exclaimed. "Bullshit." "Five what the hell!"

Y/N seemed sincere. She had no idea what her cover name meant to him. After all these years, he had never told her about Delores. Instead of apologizing, he downed his glass of champagne.

"So, those hors d'oeuvres?" Five asked.

Y/N laughed lightly, understanding it was his awkward way of apologizing. Just as she was about to praise the treats, Jean and Gene appeared, announcing the start of the meeting.

What followed was a very eventful evening. The Umbrella Effect, interacting with Jean and Gene, dining with Lila and Five, Viktor's kidnapping... it felt like the old days! And throughout it all, Five kept giving Y/N odd looks. Why had fate embedded the love of his life so clearly in his friend and colleague? Five didn’t believe in coincidences; he never had.

Y/N had noticed those supposedly discreet glances, which intrigued her a lot. Especially since she could feel her cheeks flush like a 16-year-old girl.

Despite everything, the Hargreeves ended their evening at an Asian restaurant to debrief. Having retrieved the Marigold thanks to Sy, most of them decided not to take it. This surprised Y/N a lot. Powers... that was the dream, wasn’t it?

While Ben was in the bathroom, Y/N leaned toward Five.

"Imagine what you could do for the CIA with your teleportation..." she whispered. "Shut up, Y/N." Five murmured. "No, but seriously! I don’t know what I’d give to be special like you guys were! If it were up to me, I’d drink that jar dry!"

Five chuckled sarcastically, rolling his eyes.

"If you think this is one of those stupid Marvel movies, think again. Having powers comes with great responsibilities, sure—the responsibility to control them and not cause an apocalypse." "Killjoy..." Y/N sighed. "And for your information..." Five hesitated before continuing in a lower voice, leaning a bit closer to her. "You don’t need that to be... special."

Coming from his mouth, it sounded weird. Reaching her ears, it sounded weird. Y/N sat up straight and silently thanked some higher force when Ben arrived with a tray of eight shots. While everyone found an excuse to leave, Ben convinced them to drink. "For old time's sake," he said.

Everyone gave in, and when Y/N realized she didn’t have a glass, she felt disheartened.

"Can’t I celebrate our reunion?" she asked. "You're not part of the family." Ben snapped. "Wow, Ben, that’s rude!" Luther exclaimed. "Y/N is more family than you ever were." Five groaned, pointing a threatening finger at him. "No, it's fine, let it go, Five." Y/N sighed, though Five’s words had touched her.

She stepped aside, letting them toast. Just as everyone raised their glasses to their lips, Klaus nudged Y/N and handed her his glass.

"OnJanuary 15th, it'll be 3 years that I am sober. Tonight’s not the night I’ll mess that up, and certainly not for old time's sake." Klaus whispered. "I can’t accept that ..." Y/N politely refused. "Oh, come on, down it or I’ll tell everyone you slept with Five at Luther’s wedding."

Y/N gasped, grabbed the glass, drank it down in record time, and handed it back to Klaus. No one seemed to notice the trick, and that was just as well.

Y/N still had that awful taste in her mouth. Maybe she shouldn’t have drunk that glass. After all, Klaus was lying. Wasn’t he? It was true she had a total blackout that night, but... her and Five? No... right?

Once outside, everyone said their goodbyes. As Y/N tried to figure out where Klaus had gone so she could question him, a car pulled up next to her. The passenger window rolled down, and she bent down to see the driver. It was Five.

"I’ll give you a ride." "No, it’s okay, I’m not far..." "That wasn’t a question," Five said, leaning over to open the passenger door.

Y/N sighed but couldn’t help smiling. She got in, buckled up, and Five started the car.

"Be honest with me, Y/N." he said seriously, focusing on the road. "Mmh?" "Why Delores? And why that damn polka dot shirt?"

Y/N widened her eyes.

"You're still hung up on that!" she exclaimed. "I’ve changed since then..." "Stop it right now, Y/N. This isn’t funny," he growled. "Look, Five, I don’t understand! You’re completely crazy!" "Why Delores?" "I don’t know, okay?" she yelled back. "I don’t know."

She repeated the sentence silently to herself.

"The name just came to me, and the shirt was the cheapest... I swear, Five, I’ve never been more honest with you..."

Five finally looked at her and realized she was telling the truth. When they arrived at the bookstore, he parked on the side of the road.

"I’m sorry, Y/N... it’s just that... I knew a Delores a long time ago, and... she looked just like you."

Y/N, surprised, met his gaze and tilted her head to the side.

"I never thought the famous Five Hargreeves had a romance," she breathed.

Five nodded , locking eyes with her sparkling ones. He had always loved that color, though he would never admit it. He looked away, eyes fixed on the steering-wheel. Fortunately Y/N didn't know Delores was a mannequin. Five kept silent, thinking about this damn coincidence and its probable meaning.

Y/N didn’t know what to say so she got out of the car, feeling unsettled. As she headed towards the bookstore, she suddenly stopped, turned around, and walked back to the car, leaning against the window on Five’s side.

“Be honest with me, Five.” she said seriously.

Five chuckled softly, amused by this ongoing joke, and nodded, signaling her to continue.

“What happened at Luther’s wedding?” she asked suddenly.

Five frowned. Why was she asking about that now?

“They got married,” he said simply. “Haha, very funny. No, seriously, between us... did something happen?”

Five discreetly swallowed and started the car.

“You should go home, it’s getting late.”

Y/N groaned and walked around the front of the car again so that he couldn't leave, suddenly opening the passenger door and sitting down.

“What are you doing…?” “You agreed to be honest with me. And you’re not. So I won’t move until…” “Fine.” "Oh, that was quick."

Five immediately started driving and continued in silence.

“Aren’t you going to say something?” “No.” “So, is this a kidnapping?” “Call it whatever you want. You learned how to jump out of a moving car at the Commission, so if your ass is still in that seat, it means you don’t really want to leave.”

Point for him. The silence was fine at the beginning, but it grew heavier and heavier minutes after minutes. Y/N was relieved when she recognized the streets as they were arriving at the parking lot of Five's apartment. He turned off the car and slumped further into his seat. Y/N could tell he was hiding something.

“So. Did we sleep together that night?” she asked bluntly.

Five’s eyes widened.

“What! Who told you that nonsense?” he exclaimed with an amused tone. “Klaus… he…” “You know Klaus always exaggerates, Y/N…”

Y/N lowered her eyes, embarrassed for having believed it so easily. Five noticed her distress and sighed. He rummaged through an inner pocket of his jacket, hesitating before pulling out a Polaroid photo. He handed it to Y/N nonchalantly. She looked at him, then at the photo, which she took with apprehension. It was taken at Luther’s wedding. Y/N and Five were on stage. A microphone stand separated them, only a few centimeters from each other's face. They looked completely drunk, which explained why they were singing so close and why Y/N had no memory of it.

“Just imagine eyes like moon rise, a voice like music, lips like wine.” Five muttered, glancing at her from the corner of his eye.

Y/N looked up at him. Those were the lyrics to a love song by Frank Sinatra, yet it sounded oddly different coming from his mouth.

“Please, tell me…” she whispered.

Five sighed, knowing full well he had reached a point of no return.

“We overdid it on the alcohol that night. And with the apocalypse looming... it makes you do things you wouldn’t normally be capable of.”

He paused, but Y/N smiled, encouraging him to continue.

“You seemed different that night. You had no filter. You never had one when it came to annoying me, but for saying nice things, well... and you were really beautiful. And without thinking, I grabbed that mic and sang that stupid Sinatra song. And you looked at me with those eyes. They sparkled like… like the Kugelblitz. Almost more. And you joined me, and we made quite the duo, I must say. I can't fucking remember the name of the song as we were only babbling incomprehensible lyrics.”

Y/N was speechless.

“So…” “No sex. Pure fluff, even though it’s a disgusting word to say.”

Y/N chuckled.

“And you kissed me,” Five finally said, emotionless.

Everything seemed so unreal, yet he looked sincere.

“Why didn’t you tell me for six years?” she asked, shocked. “I… I chickened out. You didn’t remember, so it gave you the chance to start fresh.”

Suddenly, Y/N slapped him across the face, the sound of the slap echoing through Dallas. Five didn't blink, feeling like it was deserved somehow.

“You’re such an idiot.” “I know.”

They remained silent for a moment, staring into each other’s eyes. If any member of the Umbrella Academy had the power to read minds, they would’ve run away, given the turmoil that stirred within them.

Y/N thought back to all those moments spent with Five, and of course, they had a different flavor than those shared with an actual colleague. Despite their constant teasing, Five had always been there for Y/N, and vice versa. They understood each other, given their age and experience. Everything suddenly became clear.

And then, in perfect synchronization, they kissed passionately, Y/N placing her hands on Five’s cheeks while he firmly gripped her waist. It was a fiery kiss, making up for all the lost time due to misplaced pride. Out of breath, Y/N pulled back slightly to look at him, a smirk on her lips.

“What? Don’t make me regret what just happened…” Five chuckled. “Firsy things first, secretly keeping a picture of me is weird. Secondly, the song by Sinatra ... It is named Dolores. Just saying…” Y/N laughed, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear that had fallen over his bright eyes.

"Shut it." he groaned, pecking your lips to make you silent. But then , he approaches his lips to your ear, whispering.

“It seems that no matter the timeline, I’m destined to have a Delores getting in my way.”

Y/N burst out laughing, and Five couldn’t help but smile sincerely. It felt good to come out of his shell, especially for Y/N. Five invited Y/N to spend the night at his place. This sudden happiness seemed surreal, yet it was very real. The idea of a normal life together seemed so pleasant. If only they knew ...

here it is, i really hope you liked it ! sorry if you spotted some mistakes, English isn’t my first language.

would you be interested in a part 2 now that Y/N swallowed up a shot of marigold ? just sayin’ … 😏

#five hargreeves #the umbrella academy #umbrella academy #umbrella academy x reader #five x y/n #five hargreeves fanfic #five x reader #the umbrella academy season 4 #five hargreeves season 4 #delores #Spotify

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panfluidme · 5 months ago

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RULES FOR REQUESTING (DISNEY)

I'll write smut for any of the ships (as long as everyone's over eighteen)

Go as fluffy or as angsty as you want

I will not write about suicide or eating disorders

I will not write about homophobia/transphobia/racism or anything of the sorts unless if the victim of this hate is later comforted by friends and/or family

Feel free to DM me your request if you don't want me to give you credit

If you want me to write a ship that isn't in my list, lemme know. I will not do any incest ships, so don't even try

No x readers

If you request anything and break one of these rules, I won't be writing your request and will delete your comment or DM

Rules for commenting:

No bullying

No slurs

No hateful speech

No sexual advances

Ships:

Tangled (this includes the show):

Rapunzel x Eugene

Varian x Hugo

Eugene x Lance

Frozen:

Honeymaren x Elsa

Anna x Kristoff

Anna x Hans

Anna x Hans x Kristoff

Hans x Kristoff

Encanto:

Julieta x Agustín

Pepa x Félix

Dolores x Mariano

Alma x Pedro

Night at the Museum:

Jedtavius

Larry x Ahk

Teddy x Sac

Descendants:

Jay x Carlos

Mal x Ben

Turning Red:

Mei x Miriam

Coco:

None

Luca:

Luca x Alberto

Big Hero Six (the movie only):

Honey Lemon x Tadashi

Moana:

None

Milo Murphy's Law:

Zilo (Zack x Milo)

Melissa x Amanda

Dakota x Cavendish

Martin x Bridgette

Duck-Tales:

Goldie x Scrooge

Launchpad x Fenton/Gizmo Duck

Donald x Daisy

Launchpad x Della

Gravity Falls:

Billdip

Mabcifica

Ford x Fiddleford

Star vs the Forces of Evil:

Tomco

Star x Janna

Star x Oskar

Angie x Rafael

Moon x River

Amphibia:

Anne x Sasha x Marcy

The Owl House:

Lumity

Hunter x Willow

Hunter x Edric

Eda x Camila

Phineas and Ferb:

Baljeet x Buford

Candace x Jeremy

Linda x Lawrence (the parents)

101 Dalmatian Street:

None

Percy Jackson:

Percy x Leo

Percy x Grover

Frank x Hazel

Jason x Leo

Jason x Piper

Piper x Annabeth

Sally x Paul

Sally x Poseidon

Magnus x Alex

I own none of the characters (minus a handful of OCs for plot convince) or any of the art used in this book! If you see your art in this book and don't want it in here, lemme know!

#disney #oneshots #percy jacksonn #milo murphy's law #tangled

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newmusickarl · 2 months ago

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Top 100 Songs of 2024

Thanks to everyone who has followed the 2024 round-up so far, hopefully you’ve discovered something new along the way. If you’re only joining in now, then you’ve arrived at the best time. For the next part of my annual year-end collections, it’s time to share with you my favourite songs of the last 12 months, in the form of one mammoth playlist. Unlike my albums list this one is unranked and it isn’t necessarily what I think are the “best” songs of the year, but more the songs that have ultimately come to soundtrack and define my 2024 in some way.

As ever, in this year’s playlist are plenty of lesser-known gems from some of my favourite new discoveries, the year’s best album cuts, my favourite collaborations, big festival anthems, a few guilty pleasures and, of course, some of 2024’s biggest singles.

As always, for the sake of diversity, I’ve kept it to strictly one song per artist (excluding those who are also included on other tracks as features). This a rule I really wanted to break this year as there were several tracks from Fontaines and Lola Young in particular that should be on here. However, I stuck with my rules and only included one from each, to ensure I could spotlight as many different great artists as possible.

As a bonus for Apple Music users, I’ve also included my mega Best Songs: 2015-2024 playlist, which contains all my annual year-end playlists from the last decade.

So, dive in on your platform of choice, hit the shuffle button and you never know - you might find some inspiration for your own New Year’s Eve mix or your new favourite song. Enjoy!

Listen to the Top 100 Songs of 2024 Playlist:

On Spotify here

On Apple Music here

Listen to the Best of 2015-2024 playlist:

On Apple Music here

My Top 100 Songs of 2024 (in alphabetical order by artist):

1. Paying Bills At The End of The World by Aaron West and The Roaring Twenties

2. Sadness As A Gift by Adrianne Lenker

3. Black Eye by Allie X

4. My Drummer’s Girlfriend by ALT BLK ERA

5. Living A Lie by The Amazons

6. U Should Not Be Doing That by Amyl and The Sniffers

7. I Never Had Control by Another Sky

8. Curse by Architects

9. Kimbara by Barry Can’t Swim

10. Release Myself by Bess Atwell

11. Into The Blue by Best Youth

12. TEXAS HOLD ‘EM by Beyoncé

13. Call Me After Midnight by Bleachers

14. Hunger Games by Bob Vylan

15. Better Now by Bombay Bicycle Club featuring Rae Morris

16. S P E Y S I D E by Bon Iver

17. Alright, Ok! by Bored Marsh

18. Kool-Aid by Bring Me The Horizon

19. Clams Casino by Cassandra Jenkins

20. 360 by Charli XCX

21. Aw, Shoot! By CMAT

22. Hourglass by Cold Cave

23. 3AM (LA LA LA) by Confidence Man

24. Next To You by Deco

25. Little Birds by DIIV

26. Gears by Divorce

27. Split Lip by Dolores Forever

28. Perfect by Du Blonde

29. Houdini by Dua Lipa

30. Balu by Elbow

31. The World’s Biggest Paving Slab by English Teacher

32. Enter The Mirror by Everything Everything

33. Screamland by Father John Misty

34. City Glitter by Fazerdaze

35. Mother by Fiona-Lee

36. Starburster by Fontaines D.C.

37. Gratitude by Foxing

38. Ceasefire by Frank Turner

39. Say Goodbye by Future Islands

40. Blue Jeans & White T-Shirts by The Gaslight Anthem

41. Van Halen by Geographer

42. Holy, Holy by Geordie Greep

43. Gleams by George FitzGerald

44. Living In The ‘20s by Green Day

45. Cover Up the Cover Up by Gruff Rhys

46. Lonely Is The Muse by Halsey

47. V. by Hayden Thorpe

48. Dive by Holly Humberstone

49. 1995 by Holly Macve

50. Uptight by Home Counties

51. Dirt by The Howl & The Hum

52. Buffalo by Hurray For The Riff Raff

53. Gift Horse by IDLES

54. Zombieland by Jake Bugg

55. All You Children by Jamie xx featuring The Avalanches

56. New World (Flow) by Joe Goddard & Fiorious

57. Red Sky by Kaliko

58. G.O.A.T by Kasabian

59. Love You Got by Kelly Lee Owens

60. Not Like Us by Kendrick Lamar

61. I’m Flush by Kneecap

62. Portrait Of A Dead Girl by The Last Dinner Party

63. Merry Old England by The Libertines

64. Love Song by Lime Garden

65. The Emptiness Machine by LINKIN PARK

66. Messy by Lola Young

67. Santa Fe by London Grammar

68. Feast of Tongues by Los Campesinos!

69. Bounce by LYVIA

70. Loud Bark by Mannequin Pussy

71. Hanging by Marika Hackman

72. The End Can Be As Good As The Start by Maxïmo Park

73. Crying Over U by Medium Build

74. Bubblegum Dog by MGMT

75. Greatest Dancer by Nadine Shah

76. Conversion by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

77. No One’s Watching Me by Olivia Dean & Ezra Collective

78. Doubt by One True Pairing

79. You & The Packhorse Blues by Orlando Weeks

80. Somebody Without U by Oscar and the Wolf

81. A Reckoning by Owen

82. Lobster Telephone by Peggy Gou

83. God of Everything Else by Porridge Radio

84. Never Need Me by Rachel Chinouriri

85. Soup by Remi Wolf

86. Adored by Royel Otis

87. People Watching by Sam Fender

88. Deer Teeth by Sega Bodega

89. Everything and Nothing by SOFT PLAY

90. 10,000 Hours by Spielmann

91. Literary Mind by SPRINTS

92. Broken Man by St. Vincent

93. Robin by Swim Deep

94. Drone:Nodrone by The Cure

95. How Can I Love Her More? By The Lemon Twigs

96. Right Back To It by Waxahatchee featuring MJ Lenderman

97. Silver by Wunderhorse

98. Clementine by Yannis & The Yaw

99. Dream Job by Yard Act

100. Elephant by 070 Shake

Thanks for listening! Still to come over the festive period – my favourite EPs & Gigs of 2024!

#new music #best new music #albums of the year #song recommendation #song of the year #best songs of 2024 #best of 2024 #top songs of the year #songs of the year #songs of 2024

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xfriki26 · 5 months ago

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Fuck it, taglist

Ao3:

UnVale:

My Aus:

Spooky hunters au

Ride the ciclone au

Cult trio au

Pump-King spice au (swap au)

The Hauntiest of Towns Au (with @/crossover-enthusiast )

Clickbait Spy au

Lila Velseb au

Original characters:

Agatha Velseb

Dolores Zucar

Salomon "Sal" Cawthon

Ichneumon Ben

Audrey Krelborn

Hadraniel Draniel (work on progress)

Neil Mercury

Professor Seymour Krelborn

Belle doe (work on progress)

Fabio and Rigby (work on progress)

Victoria Pines

Lys Lauther (work on progress)

Anastasia Lenombard

Alba Miday

Antinous Van Arcadia

Sara Berry

Jim (clickbait fankid)

Raphael Erotoph (ratmeat fankid)

Andromeda Ragel (holysight fankid) co owned with @/bulldog-geckorahhhhh

Other blogs:

@smshiptournament -Tournament about the spooky month ships, now doing an oc x canon one

@across-the-xaniverse -My selfinsert/selfshipping blog

@the-deeps-of-the-lab -Rp blog about my ocs Audrey and Seymour

@mister-melody -Rp blog about my oc Neil Mercury

Oc x Canon Shipnames:

🥊💉Deadfighter (Agatha x Patty)

🍮🍭Diabeticdivorce (Dolores x Candy Dealer)

🧸🪞 Caleidoscope (Sal x Evermore)

🧪🪻Lilacformula (Seymour x Lila)

🐍🧢 Kingcobra (Neil x Roy)

👿📖 Devildeal (Belle x Moloch)

🧨🎞️ Secretidentity (Victoria x Actress)

🚐🤞 Carcrash (Lys x Frank)

🚨💄 FashionPolice (Miday x Captain)

🪦🥸 Grimretail (Raphael x Costume guy)

My persona!:

#spooky month #spooky month oc #oc tag

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slowd1ving · 8 months ago

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PENDULUM ✦ . 　⁺ MASTERLIST

‘All was well. When you next looked up, something had changed. Nothing you could really put your finger on, yet you swore you’d never seen those eerily shaped rock formations before. In your peripherals, they seemed to beckon to you like crooked fingers. All was not well.’ It all begins with the fatal blunder of your supervisor. One signature, and your lab seals its doom: working with Valentine Corporations to procure and monitor ground samples from the Arizona Desert. As the resident odd-job and ill-fated intern, you’re tasked with the crucial task of procuring this dirt. But when you stumble onto the Big, Bad, Devil’s Palm, it proves to be a more terrible error than the deal with Valentine Corporations - you’ve now an odd pocket watch and floating head to deal with, and this definitely isn’t the right century (or aeon, really)… male reader (but it's not a big part of the character); reader is a modern day scientist living in an alternate future where Valentine succeeded with taking the corpse warnings: canon-typical violence, death, blood, alcohol, very slow burn like I'm talking novel-length goddamn various SBR characters x reader can be found on ao3 by the same title

JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE MASTERLIST

MASTERLIST ・゜・NAVIGATION

KEY INFORMATION ABOUT READER

i. question of time (depeche mode)

ii. the world we knew (frank sinatra)

iii. underground (mareux)

iv. chamber of reflection (mac demarco)

v. blight (zeruel)

vi. group four (massive attack)

vii. dance floor dolor (mareux)

viii. rosemary (deftones)

ix. cherry (chromatics)

x. blank (glare)

xi. shadows (pastel ghost)

xii. VII (twin tribes)

xiii. when the sun hits (slowdive)

xiv. o virtus sapientiae alio modo (hildegaard von bingen)

xv. mercury (glaze)

xvi. shout (tears for fears)

xvii. man next door (massive attack)

xviii. walk away (franz ferdinand)

#jjba #slowd1ving #res ･ﾟ writing #masterlist #navigation #jjba x reader #steel ball run #longfic

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lexasxempire · 11 months ago

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Neighbor || Frank Castle Fanfic

Plot: Kat gets a new neighbor, Frank, who keeps to himself. Until now

Warnings: grumpy x sunshine, franks a little cocky, franks a little intimidating, frank going by Pete 😪

SFW

No foul language (in this part)

Might be future smut if there are more parts

Kat lived in an apartment building that was rough around the edges. That’s putting it nicely so to speak. Mostly criminals and folks who didn’t have much lived here, although she didn’t mind, the ones she’s met or ran into were always kind to Kat. The woman was always kind back.

Recently the apartment across from her was up for rent when her old neighbor moved out. He was a sweet older man, Kat would spend time with him and Dolores, her other neighbor two doors down. But now his apartment was taken, by who? Kat was still trying to figure that one out. She never saw the man (she assumes), he was quiet but quick so she never caught up to whoever he was. Her guess was that he was late 20’s, slim and stalker-ish from how quiet he was. Dark hair maybe. Though she wouldn’t be surprised if he turned out to be a grey haired heavy guy who’s outgoing. She honestly didn’t know.

At the moment though, he was the least of her worries. The woman had found herself in a bit of a pickle, almost literally. Kat had agreed to a lunch date with the sweet Dolores at the older women’s apartment and had asked Kat if she could make sandwiches for them, which she agreed to of course. But the pickle jar wasn’t opening, nothing worked, not a rag, knife, hitting the seal on the counter, nothing. She was fed up at this point, I mean how strong is a jar of pickles?!

Kat: 0

Jar of pickles: 1

“Forget it, I’ll just take you with me.” She huffs, packing away the rest of the food in the basket. The basket may have been a little overboard but both of the women loved it. “Let’s see how you hold up against elder strength.” Kat nods to herself before finally making her way out of her apartment once she pulled on her shoulder cape that matched her dress. Her and Dolores took their picnic lunches very seriously.

As Kat walked gracefully down the hall, she heard the voice of the older woman but what make her frown was the second voice, a man’s voice, with her.

“Dot found a boyfriend huh?” She muttered to herself in a joking manner. As she came up to Dolores’ door, it was wide open which scared her for a moment but then she heard the woman laugh.

“Miss Lane?” Kat called out, stopping at her door frame as she does. In that moment she then seen Dot come out of her kitchen. “Everything okay? Your door is wide open, I thought something terrible happened.”

The older woman just laughed, waving her in while taking her arm in hers.

“Oh no no I’m perfectly fine dear! I was just having troubles with my sink and Mr. Castiglione offered to take a look for me! He is so nice and very handsome.” Dot sends her a wink as she shimmy’s her shoulders. Kat snorts, nudging her arm as she shakes her head at the woman.

“Dot! He’s right there!” She whisper shouts at her, her hold on the basket tightening when she sees the man’s feet lying on the floor, his body under the sink. “Who is he anyway?” Her voice was a whisper again.

“He said he lived in Kevin’s old apartment, right in front of you missy. Why didn’t you tell me this hunk of man was there all this time?” She pointed her finger at her in a disapproving manner, taking the basket from Kat. “For selfish reasons? I wouldn’t blame you.”

“I’ll have you know, miss Dolores Lane, I did not know he lived there, I actually have never seen him, you got there before I did.” Kat sassed, not really caring if the stranger heard her or not anymore.

Before Dolores could reply with a sassy remark, the man, Pete, cleared his throat, awkwardly waving a wrench around.

“Your sink is gonna need some parts ma’am, I think I can Jerry rig it for now though before I can really fix it.”

Kat was in awe of the pure muscle of this man, his height didn’t help either. His hair was long and shaggy, he had a beard to match too. And his hands, god his hands were massive. Dolores was right, the man was a whole lot of man.

“Oh you don’t have to do that! I can buy the parts for it and my sweet Katty can fix it the rest of the way! You’ve done so much already by just looking at it.” Dot waved her hands, motioning to Kat, why was still silent with a straight back. “She’s very handy with her tools.”

Kat lets out a nervous laugh, giving Pete a small wave. The jar of pickles were still in her hand, the marks on the lip showcasing her struggle with them. She seen the amused look on his face when he seen the jar and her outfit and probably at the fact that she could in fact fix things but she didn’t care. She was a woman of many talents. Opening a jar of pickles is not one of them unfortunately.

“We got it from here Mister Castiglione, thank you for helping Dot, it means a lot.” Kat offered her best smile to the slightly intimidating man.

“Pete, names Pete.” He half smiles back, setting one of Kat’s tools down. “And it’s no problem, it’s the least I can do.” He breathes out a chuckle. “If you need anymore help, I’m down the hall, yeah?” He makes his way towards the door, wiping his hands on his jeans before he closes the door behind him on his way out. That’s when Kat had an idea.

“What are you doing?” Dot expresses as she sees the younger woman scram to grab a sandwich out of the basket along with the jar in her hand already and book it to the door. “Kat?”

“I’ll be just a minute Dot!” The woman quickly darts out the door, running to catch up with Pete who was already halfway down the hall. “Mister Pete!”

Frank furrowed his eyebrows at her voice, turning his body halfway to see the woman running towards him. In a different situation, Frank would have been concerned, maybe even scared. This bright, calm, somewhat bubbly girl was running towards him, dark, grumpy, and closed off. It didn’t help that she was wearing pink and him black. Quite literally, the opposites.

“It’s just Pete, ma’am.”

“Well just Pete, I need your help.” She panted out slightly from her running once she stopped, a wide smile on her face.

“And what’s that?”

She wiggles the pickle jar at him.

“If you open this for me, I’ll give you one of my sandwiches in exchange.” She smiled up at him hopefully. Frank was amazed to say the least.

“That’s it?”

“That’s it.”

“Okay then.” In a motion, he takes the jar into his large hand, making little to no effort as he starts to twist the lip off. Which comes off the second he twisted. Kat was indeed a little embarrassed. But hey, she got her pickles, a win is a win.

“Thank you, you have no idea how long I spent trying to get the thing open!” Her laugh was very contagious. As she took the jar back, she held out her hand to him with the sandwich in it. “A deals a deal.”

Frank scoffs playfully. She was so…warm. He couldn’t explain it really. So he took the sandwich with a nod. “Thank you. I appreciate it.” He gestured to the sandwich. “You have a good ear ma’am.” He turned to leave again.

“Kat, it’s just Kat.” Her voice sounded behind him, his lips twitching up at her mimic of him.

“Okay, just Kat.” He voiced back without looking at her behind him, carrying on with his day and the tasks on his mind.

Kat let out a giggle, bouncing on her feet some as she makes her way back to Dolores’ apartment.

Pete: 1

Jar of pickles: 0

The end

Part two??? Maybe???

(I don’t feel like editing thisss so I’m not gonnaaaa)

#frank castle fanfiction #frank castle fic #frank castle x fem!reader #frank castle x y/n #frank castle x reader #the punisher fanfiction #the punisher #jon bernthal

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deadolloading · 2 years ago

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Solicitudes

Presentación de mi perfil, lo que escribo, reglas.

¡Hola pequeña personita! Me presento, soy deadolloading aún que pueden decirme Joven D, Doll, Dolly o como gustes. Mis pronombres son She/Her/Him, ¡Pero puedes decirme como sea!

Mi blog es totalmente en contenido en español, esto es debido a que no se mucho de inglés y hasta que no lo aprenda en su totalidad, no haré contenido en inglés.

El contenido de mi perfil apunta específicamente a todo lo relacionado con fanfics, pequeños escritos míos, etc. Igualmente los fanfics van del famoso Character x Reader o como el famoso Character x T/N.

Personas de cualquier edad, genero, creencia o nacionalidad ¡Es completamente bienvenido! Ya que mi contenido va para todo público ya que me incomoda escribir cualquier cosa NSFW, por lo que todo mi contenido es SFW, en caso de ser lo contrario se pide que no interactúen con esa publicación.

Requests are open!

Lea esto antes de solicitar cualquier fanfic, headcanon y esas cosas (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

Nota: A veces no puedo publicar mucho debido a lo ocupado que suelo estar.

Soy muy imaginativo con headcanons, escenarios/drabbles y es posible que veas mucho de eso en mi perfil, pero nada de fanfics o one-shots y tendrás que esperar mucho tiempo para que haga uno.

Por favor, no envíe hagas spam de solicitudes porque en esos caso no lo haré.

Si no publico un post muy largo, puede ser porque no tengo mucha imaginación en ese momento, disculpas de antemano.

¡El inglés no es mi primer idioma! Así que lo siento mucho por lo que solo escribiré en español.

Cuando pida algo en mi bandeja, por favor dame detalles de lo que quieres, como una parte específica que desea que agregue, qué personaje, género del lector, etc.

Solo puede escribir de 2 a 3 personajes a la vez.

Quiero que este lugar sea seguro tanto para mí como para los lectores.

Tengo todo el derecho a rechazar una solicitud, especialmente si rompe con las reglas que ya tengo.

Acepto escribir

Relaciones poliamorosas.

Dolor/comodidad.

Pelusa.

Amor, oc x character

No acepto escribir

Incesto

Sexo/NSFW

Violencia

Pedofilia, zoofilia

Relaciones altamente tóxicas

Fandoms y personajes para los que escribo !

Videojuegos

Phantom of the Opera - MazM

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Genshin Impact

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Mario Bros

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Cuphead

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Five Night's at Freddy's

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Sims 4

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Popee the Performer

Papi Poppe Eepop Kedamono

Kimetsu no Yaiba

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Dragon Ball

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Scooby-Doo

Vilma Dinkley Daphne Blake Shaggy Rogers Fred Jones

A Series of Unfortunate Events

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Moral Orel

Bloberta Puppington Clay Puppington Rod Putty Stephanie Putty Nurse Bendy

The Amazing Digital Circus

Ragatha x Reader Pomni x Reader Caine x Moon Caine x Reader Jax x Reader Gingle x Reader

Otros personajes (serie o película)

Miss Peregrine - Miss Peregrine y el hogar para chicos peculiares Carrie - Carrie 1976 Michael Myers - Halloween Jason Voorhees - Viernes 13 Thomas Hewitt - Masacre en Texas 2006 Ghostface - Danny Johnson Phantom of the Opera - Movie 2004 Blue Diamont - Steven Universe Yellow Diamond - Steven Universe Personajes de Disney - Solo si lo conozco

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ㅤㅤ⛧ Especificar por favor lo que quieren, no soy adivina. Si quieren cierta situación especifica, ese tipo de cosas ya saben.

ㅤㅤ⛧ Al momento de escribir para lectores, lo diré de una vez, no se mucho de pronombres. Por lo que si quieres de un personaje no binario o algo así, por favor dime como es su uso de pronombres para escribirlo y te sientas cómodo.

ㅤㅤ⛧ Esto totalmente abierta a la idea de escribir OC x Character, para eso pido que en privado me den algo de información de su oc. Alguna ficha, descripción de personalidad y física, ese tipo de cosas.

ㅤㅤ⛧ Pido que me tengan paciencia, suele escribir de forma muy tardada debido a mi gran bloqueo de escritor. Ténganme paciencia, soy nuevo en esto :').

ㅤㅤ⛧ ¡Pueden pedirme cualquier cosa! Romance, platónico, relación padre/madre e hijx, de hermandad, etc.

ㅤㅤ⛧ Por favor, pido respeto ya que esto es como un tipo de pasatiempo para mi. No vengo a molestar a nadie y tampoco vengo a que me molesten. Si no les gusta mi perfil o tienes problemas conmigo, te pido amablemente que dejes mi perfil y con gusto puedes bloquearme.

Eso sería todo por mi parte, bienvenidos a mi perfil y espero que les guste mi contenido.

¡Nos vemos!

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from1837to1945 · 6 months ago

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Lady Luck with lyrics x The Show of Shows (1929)

Solo: Alexander Gray

Chorus: unknown - Lloyd Hamilton - Beatrice Lillie - unknown - Myrna Loy - Nick Lucas - Louise Fazenda - unknown - unknown - unknown - Dolores Costello(or Helene Costello) - Jack Mulhall - Alice White(?) - Richard Barthelmess - unknown - Douglas Fairbanks, Jr. - Lois Wilson - unknown - Loretta Young(or Sally Blane) - Ben Turpin - Grant Withers - Rin Tin Tin - Winnie Lightner - Lupino Lane - Chester Conklin - unknown - Frank Fay

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jolteonmchale · 2 years ago

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Animal Control 1x03 / 1x04 - Frank and Dolores

#animal control fox #frank x dolores #frank shaw #dolores stubb #animal control #animal control 1x03 #animal control 1x04 #cougars and kangaroos #dogs and bears and minks #joel mchale #pb

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cerealbishh · 2 years ago

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so... if they really are going with the franklores ship as canon then, gays, summersands might have a chance to sail!

#animal control #animal control spoilers #dr. summers #collette summers #victoria sands #frank shaw #dolores stubb #dr. summers x victoria #collette x victoria #frank x dolores #franklores #summersands #ugh but grace said that victoria has a huge crush on frank...#alvina august #grace palmer #joel mchale #kelli ogmundson

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notakugelblitz · 6 months ago

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DELORES PART 2 • FIVE HARGREEVES X FEM!READER

sorry it took me so long to write it I don’t know why I was completely stuck. i’m not particularly satisfied with this part 2, but it’s okay. maybe it’s because I wrote in third person, i prefer using “you” usually. i hope you’ll like it ! thanks for your kind comments on the first part btw 🫶 english is still not my first language, so I hope there aren’t too many mistakes. takes place during season 4 episode 2 and 6 so be careful about the spoilers ! enjoy !

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part 1 if you missed it 👇

It wasn’t one of those mornings where the main character wakes up to sunlight gently caressing her face. A headache jolted Y/N awake, as if someone had stabbed a knife into her skull. A violent wave of nausea hit her as she struggled to sit up. It took her a while to recognize Five's room. He was still asleep, but a grimace twisted his lips. He didn’t seem to be feeling very well either.

At that moment, she could have been happy about the night spent with Five. After years of working for the Commission, bickering and flirting, it was a fitting conclusion. But Y/N felt so unwell that she struggled to take it all in.

She shook Five’s arm, trying to wake him up. He groaned as he was slowly woken from sleep, groggily opening his eyes and looking up at Y/N with slight annoyance.

“Stop it …”

Fuck, just let me sleep you moron. Y/N heard Five’s voice in her mind.

“That’s not really nice” she let out.

Five’s eyes widened as he realized what had happened. He jolted up, sitting against the headrest of the bed and looking at Y/N.

“Did you just … hear what I was thinking ?”

“Don’t be ridiculous I …”

If you hear me that confirms pretty much of it. He hadn’t even move his lips and it resonated in her mind. She put her hands on both sides of her head and closed her eyes.

“What the fuck is happening, Five…” she whined.

That confirmed it. Y/N had abilities. Five tried his best to remain calm, gently resting his hands on hers and giving them a squeeze to help her ground herself.

“Y/N … Y/N, you need to try and focus. Just listen to me, okay ?”

“I keep hearing your thoughts …” she whined more.

Five gently pulled Y/N into his arms as he felt how scared she was, holding the back of her head. He began softly rubbing her back in gentle, slow circles, trying his best to soothe her.

“I know this is probably overwhelming right now, but I need you to try and focus. Listen to my voice. Try and block everything else out. Start with just my voice, okay ?”

Y/N nodded weakly, grabbing the back of his shirt tightly.

“Good … you’re doing good … just keep focusing on me, okay ? Just focus on how I’m rubbing your back … focus on my hand on the back of your head, running through your hair … keep your eyes closed … take a deep breath in and let it out … breathe with me … focus on how my chest rises and falls when I breathe, and follow it … take a deep breath in … hold it … and let it out nice and slow…”

“Why … why is this happening to me …?” she huffed, doing as he said.

Five continued to rub her back and run his fingers through her hair, trying his best to keep his voice calm, soft, and steady.

“I don’t know … I know that this probably scares the hell out of you, but you’re doing good. Just keep following my voice …”

He gently pulled her head under his chin so she could hear his heartbeat, hopefully finding some comfort in the rhythmic pace.

Y/N breathed in and out, calming the beating of her heart. She could hear his thoughts still, but not as loud as earlier. He was hoping she’d be okay and cursing whatever caused this.

“I wonder … have you tried … to blink ?” she asked softly. “You seem as unwell as me …”

Five gently nodded, continuing to try to soothe her. As soon as she mentioned the possibility that he has regained his power, he let out a slight sigh.

“I don’t know …”

“Try it. I can feel that something’s different within me, and certainly within you.”

Five looked at her a bit puzzled. He struggled a bit before getting up. Suddenly a purple light blinded Y/N and he disappeared right before her eyes.

“Oh my …”

She didn’t have the time to finish her sentence that he reappeared, falling back on the bed.

“We should call the others …” he huffed, eyes widened.

Speechless, Y/N stared at Five for a while, a million thoughts running through her head. She shook her head and stood up, trying to find her phone, but she felt a sudden headache and some stomach pain. She could hear in her mind that Five was suffering just as much as she was.

Y/N finally managed to grab her phone on the bedside table. She typed a message to the group, telling them to meet at the academy as soon as possible. Everyone answered pretty quickly, saying that they all felt the same.

Five let out a deep sigh as he watched her write the message and looked at her with a concerned and worried expression.

“Alright … once we all get here, we’ll try and figure this out … but in the meantime … I think we may just have to ride this out … you look like a corpse …”

“So do you,” she tried to tease him, but she retched a bit.

Five chuckled, but it was interrupted by a retch of his own. His smirk faded, and he groaned slightly as he lay back down on the bed, putting a pillow over his face.

“I just hope we’ll get over it soon.“

He moved the pillow from his face just enough so that he was able to look at her, giving her a small, shaky smile.

“Mmh … hopefully the others aren’t suffering too badly and may at least have an idea of what the hell is happening …”

“Don’t you think it was a bit weird when Ben proposed shooters to us?” Y/N asked, grimacing a bit.

Five’s face scrunched up as the nausea hit him. He groaned again, gently grabbing her hand before replying, his voice a little shaky since he was forcing himself to stay calm.

“Yeah … that was a little weird … but knowing Ben, it seemed normal enough …”

“Are you sure about that ?”

“Well it’s true that he has been quite insistent about getting our powers back but … oh no.”

“Five … is the marigold still here?” Y/N asked, a horrified look on her face as she pointed at the box Sy gave them.

Five’s eyes widened as the realization hit both of them, and he looked toward the box sitting on the dresser. He gently let go of Y/N’s hand and grabbed the jar that was in the box and get it out. Half of the Marigold was missing.

“Fuck.” Five swore.

“I don’t know if I should be happy or not to have some powers now …” she whispered, her gaze lost in the void.

Hearing Y/N whisper in disbelief, Five gently put a hand on her shoulder, rubbing it gently as he held back another retch. He couldn’t help but feel a mixture of emotions when it seemed like she was about to freak out just like he was.

“As long as they don’t make you suffer … it could be quite the drill to read people’s minds.” Five tried to reassure her.

She nodded firmly, looking right into his green eyes. He’s been the best thing she has ever encountered, and it was a blessing that he was here right now. If he weren’t, she would have just panicked hard.

“You’re right. Now you can’t hide anything from me …” she teased softly.

A small, weak laugh left his lips as a smile appeared on his face.

“I guess that’s one good thing,” he replied, trying to sound positive about the whole situation. “But believe me, you’re really not going to like a lot of my thoughts … most of them are pretty damn snarky …”

“But you are always snarky.” she let out, rolling her eyes.

Y/N let her hands go through his hair, caressing it gently, hoping it’d soothe him a bit. eyes softened as he felt the nausea starting to subside. He closed his eyes with a sigh, feeling her hands running through his hair. He leaned into her touch, a slight purr escaping his chest in response.

“ … and I’ll have to be careful when I’m thinking perverted things now … can’t have you listening to that every five seconds …”

“Too late.” she chuckled.

Of course he heard that silly little thought that ran through his mind. Five’s eyes widened as his face went red, a mixture of embarrassment and slight annoyance from how quickly she heard his thought. He looked up at her, his eyes narrowing slightly as he gave her an unamused expression.

“We’ll have to set up some rules.”

“You’re not funny … ” she sighed but still smirking.

But he was right, that wasn’t fair and polite. So she managed to stop the reading. Five groaned and laid his head back on the pillow, putting his arm over his face, hiding it a bit since it was still red with embarrassment.

“I hate you so much right now … you know that, right?”

She got on top of him and leaned down to his face, laughing a bit.

“Oh yes, of course you hate me …” she teased him.

Five’s eyes widened with slight surprise, not expecting Y/N to dominate him like that. He tried to keep his grumpy expression, but failed as a chuckle escaped his lips. He was about to say something snarky when Y/N’s ringtone caused him to pause.

“Maybe we should go …” he sighed.

Y/N groaned, cursing his siblings to be that impatient. It was Diego who was calling but she hung up quickly. She kissed Five briefly on the nose and gathered her clothes that were laying on the floor.

“I’m not finished with you, Five Hargreeves,” she said, putting on her pants.

He couldn’t help but chuckle again from her comment, rolling his eyes.

“Looking forward to it …”

•••

And so she was right. Ben did gave them their power back by pouring some Marigold in the shooters last night. But what they didn’t look forward was the bunch of adventures that came up to try to stop another apocalypse.

Five explained to Y/N how he ended up into a subway every time he teleported, she even went with him while they were in New Grumpson. That place was pretty weird actually, but nothing was as much surprising as a talking cube or time travel after-all. So Y/N didn’t worry about that, neither when Five disappeared with Lila a few hours. Oh … little she knew …

For Christmas, the whole family was staying at Diego’s, with Lila’s family and their children. And now that they were all reunited, she finally started worrying. But the stress suddenly faded away when she heard Five’s voice in her mind. *We’re back …*

The two of them came in with dark faces, Lila kissing her children like it has been an eternity. As strange as it may seem Five looked a little bit older. But Y/N swept this observation away. She promised Five that she wouldn’t read his mind if he didn’t allow it, so she didn’t, but she walked towards him with a worried face.

“Are you alright …?” she asked quietly.

He tried to put on a smile, though it was obviously fake. The past seven years on the road with Lila had taken a toll on him, and he looked exhausted.

Five gently caressed her cheek with a trembling hand as if he was scared to break it.

“You look radiant as always, doll…”

She frowned her eyebrows. He never used to call her that. She looked at Diego kissing Lila, her looking distant.

“May I talk to you ? Alone ?” Y/N asked him, pretty much concerned.

Five couldn’t help but inwardly sigh, realizing that she was catching on and suspecting something was off. He nodded, grabbing her by the arm lightly and leading her away from everyone else and into the kitchen.

Y/N looked at him for a little while, leaning back on the counter. She had her arms crossed on her chest, nervously biting her nail. She was waiting for him to say anything.

Five looked at Y/N for a moment before looking away, stuffing his hands into the pockets of his black suit. His stomach was doing flips, knowing that it was going to be almost impossible to avoid telling her the truth.

“Just…don’t freak out, okay ?”

“It’s too late for that. Look at you. How could I not freak out?” she lets out.

Five winced slightly from her words, his shoulders tensing a bit. He let out a shaky sigh, still avoiding eye contact as he leaned against the wall of the kitchen, his gaze on the ground.

“It’s …”

He trailed off, his jaw clenching a bit. He still didn’t want to speak the words. He didn’t want to say them, as though speaking them would solidify the truth of what happened during those seven years.

“Would it be easier if I read your mind ?” Y/N asked, her heart beating fast.

She knew that something was wrong, and it was killing her. Five’s whole body tensed up even more as she made the suggestion, his eyes widening. The thought of her getting stuck in his mind and seeing the events of the past seven years frightened him even more than speaking about it.

“Please no …”

He said a bit too quickly, finally looking into her eyes. He could feel the guilt forming in the pit of his stomach more and more as he saw how worried she looked.

Y/N bit her lip and hesitated before walking towards him and carefully holding his hand, rubbing her thumb on it.

“You know … we worked for the commission together and fought a few apocalypses so … you can tell me anything. I’d understand …” she tried to reassure him even though she wasn’t really calm.

Five winced a bit as she walked over to hold his hand, his heart aching. He gripped her hand a bit tighter, knowing that the words were about to come out no matter what at this point. He took a shaky deep breath before looking into her eyes again, his expression nervous and guilty.*

“I…”

His voice broke a bit as his gaze dropped from her eyes and down to the ground.

“I messed up.”

Y/N hurried close to him, cupping his face as she tried to meet his eyes.

“Hey hey … I’m sure it is not a big deal …” Y/N said softly, her heart still pounding hard in her chest.

He flinched slightly. She deserved to hear the truth … no matter how much it hurt. Five closed his eyes with a shaky sigh, his shoulders tensing once more.

“I travelled through different timelines with Lila … for seven years.”

Y/N frowned her eyebrows.

“Seven years ? How … it’d only been a few hours …” she let out, puzzled.

“A few hours for you … but seven years for me.“

Y/N tilted her head as she processed the information.

“It has something to do with the subway you get in when you teleport ?” she asked bluntly.

Five nodded slowly, hating how quick she was to figure it out, but a small part of him was impressed, knowing that she was always smart and could figure out the bigger picture. But it still didn’t ease his guilt. He could still feel the pit in his stomach and the tightening in his chest. Yet he squeezed her hand a bit more, as though silently asking her to hear him out before she said anything else.

“We were alone … and I was weak, emotionally weak and so damn tired. And she … she just …”

His voice shook, his grip on her hand unconsciously getting a bit tighter. Five didn’t really have to say anything more. Y/N let go of his hand and walked back, leaning against the counter again, eyes lost in the void.

“Something happened between you and *her*…” she articulated.

Five hated the way her face dropped when she spoke, the slight tremble in her voice. He took a small step forward, as though wanting to close some of the distance she had just created by walking back. But her words made his stomach drop, realizing too late that his silence had confirmed everything for her.

Five opened his mouth to speak again, his voice weak and shaky.

“Y/N I …”

“Why did you come back then ?” she asked with a somber tone, cutting him off.

His eyes widened a bit in surprise as she spoke so bluntly, no anger in her voice, only shock. He hated how emotionless she was, wishing that she would get angry or sad … anything was better than this.

Five reached out to grab her hand again, only hoping that it’d cause a reaction other than her being completely closed off now.

“Because I couldn’t stay away from you, you know I can’t.”

“That didn’t stop you from doing whatever you did with L- … *her*.”

Y/N couldn’t say her name : it made her nauseous instantly. Five squeezed his eyes shut, her words bringing about the reality of the situation. He gripped her hand tightly, as if trying to stop her from pulling away from him again. A wave of shame washed over him, his heart aching in his chest.

“I … was an emotional mess back then, I wasn’t thinking straight …”

“That’s what they always say …”

“But you know that I’m not lying, Y/N.”

She looked right at him, her eyes finally full of tears but still they didn’t run down her cheeks. Somehow, even though she was hurt, Y/N couldn’t help but thinking what she could have done if she got stuck 7 years with another man, with a friend. And there was so many possibilities, and so much desperation.

Five saw the tears in her eyes, and his stomach dropped even more. He hated being the reason for those tears … he’d always sworn that he’d never, ever hurt her like that, and here he was, having hurt her in the worst way possible.

In instinct, he stepped closer to her and lightly cupped her face, his thumb gently rubbing against her cheek as he gently spoke, his voice shaking.

“Y/N please … say something … anything …”

“I … I don’t know …” she let out.

Y/N didn’t look in his eyes : she couldn’t. She wasn’t looking at anything, actually. He continued rubbing her cheek with his thumb. It hurt to see her like this, so distant and emotional.

“Come on. You can yell at me, cry, get angry … just say something please.”

His voice was trembling, trying to hold back the tears that were building in his eyes in

response to her closed-off expression. Y/N looks up at him, her heart broken for a bit.

“What happened exactly with her … like … do you really love her ?” she asked a bit desperately.

His hand froze against her cheek, her question catching him off guard. Five quickly shook his head, his expression becoming panicked.

“No, of course not … God, I don’t love her … I don’t love her at all !”

“Then why…?” she asked with a broken voice.

Y/N finally looked up at him, fighting the urge to just read his mind. Five gently slid his hand down from her cheek, letting it fall to his side. He looked into her eyes, guilt still swirling in his own green ones.

“It’s just … I thought I got stuck again you know ? But this time I wasn’t alone so I’ve been holding on to it. I thought I went crazy. For 6 years we searched for a way back I swear and … I got tired. I gave up, I did, and I’m sorry. Not a day has past without me thinking of you. But in the end it just hurt me so badly. I lost you. And I thought *she* had the ability of healing that but I was so damn wrong.”

She looked at him silently and brushed her tears away.

“I believe you Five. But I need facts, I need to know what really happened because you’re not fucking precise at all and … I know you don’t want me to read your mind if you don’t allow it and that’s fair, that’s a promise I made. But I don’t care about Lila.” she articulated with a somber tone.

Y/N then pushes him and bursts into the living room where everyone was. Five tried to catch her but it was too late. She walked toward Lila and, without warning, slapped her. And this mere contact allowed her to see what she needed to see.

Y/N saw them, being desperate to come home. She felt their sadness, their mess, how Lila was down because her marriage was shit, and how she missed her children. She saw how Five was powerless. They then searched for years and years, and after six they kissed as if it could heal their pain. And Five seemed bad, really bad, Y/N could see that he was not feeling the same as Lila did. They ended up living in a house, away from everything, thinking there was no way back. But then Five found one, and he didn’t even hesitate.

Y/N lost her balance, having seen too many memories at once, her power allowing it but taking too much energy from her to do this.

Five was caught off guard by Y/N’s reaction but when he saw the look on her face, he realized that she must have done more than just a slap on her … she’d read her mind. He immediately rushed forward to catch her as she started to fall.

“Y/N ! Y/N, are you alright ?”

She was feeling dizzy as she could hear all of the Hargreeves exclaiming some things, surprised by her act. Diego was mad, but Luther was holding him back from jumping on her.

“Five …” she let out, feeling weak.

“I got you…”

He held her up as best he could, gently rubbing her back as he spoke, trying to keep her grounded against the dizziness. He ignored the shocked looks from his siblings, focusing completely on Y/N and making sure she was okay.

“I know you didn’t mean it …” Y/N huffed.

Everyone heard and got silent, not understanding why she just said that.

“What the fuck is she saying?” Diego asked angrily.

“It’s fine, love,” Lila said, scared that he’d discover the truth.

Five could hear everyone else’s confused reactions as Y/N spoke, but he tried to ignore it, knowing that they probably wouldn’t understand without context. He gripped her tightly, speaking in a low voice so the others couldn’t hear.*l

“How much did you see..?”

“Pretty much…” she lets out, regaining her strength a bit.

She straightened a bit and looked at Lila.

“At least you took care of him,” Y/N said, her voice a bit off.

Five stayed close to her, ready in case she wobbled again. He turned to look at Lila when, his eyes a bit wide and surprised at the almost backhanded compliment she gave her. Y/N then looked at Diego, and back at her.

“I know the last few years have been shit for you … but you have everything, Lila. Everything everyone here has ever wished for. Look at us. Luther, Allison, Klaus and Viktor lost their other half. Ben is a fucking mess. And we went through puberty a second time and that’s shit. And above all that ? Diego is doing his fucking best. Five, he …” she looked at Five. “He’s not the solution you’re seeking.”

Five’s heart broke a bit at her words, seeing the way she tried to give Lila some actual advice while still being heartbroken by what she’d seen. He hated seeing her like this, knowing that she was suffering and in pain. He hated that he was the cause of her pain. He reached out to hold her hand, gently stroking his thumb along it, his eyes pleading silently for her to look at him. But she kept addressing Lila instead, making his heart ache even more.

Y/N kept silent, waiting for Lila to open her mouth and say anything.

“What the heck is going on,” Diego groaned toward Lila.

Everyone else was waiting for Lila to say something, still confused about what was happening. Especially with Diego demanding an answer. Lila remained quiet for another moment, trying to think of what to say before eventually speaking, her voice wavering slightly.

“It’s not what you think …” she said, her eyes going back and forth from everyone’s confused expression.

“Oh, it better not be.” Diego scolded.

Lila looked into Diego’s eyes for a few moments, seeing how hurt he was. It broke her heart to see him like this … but she didn’t know what to say to him without the truth coming out …

“Darling, I promise you … it’s not what you think …”

She took a small step toward him, silently begging him to believe her with her pleading expression. As she could feel that Diego was about to say something, Y/N stood up, leaning on Five.

“I need some air.”

Five immediately held her a bit tighter so she had support.

“Yeah … yeah, of course …”

He helped her toward the front door, shooting a glare at the other siblings when they looked as though they wanted to interfere with them leaving. He quickly led her outside, closing the door behind them.

“Lila will find a way to get out of it,” Y/N said.

She breathed in and out, closing her eyes. Five nodded and released a deep breath, knowing fully well that Lila would find some way to talk her way out of what just happened. It wouldn’t be easy for her, but if there was anyone who would manage to make Diego drop the subject, it was Lila.

He kept his hands on Y/N, gently rubbing her sides in a comforting manner as she closed her eyes.

“You okay..?”

“I… I don’t know if I could ever forgive you but…”

She looked down as his heart dropped, but he understood somehow. He kept rubbing her sides, gently coaxing her to look at him instead of the ground. Y/N finally met his gaze and sighed out.

“… but I get it. I mean … yeah. Loneliness and desperation are quite tricky …”

“You don’t have to try to make me feel like I wasn’t at fault to feel better. I know what I did was wrong … I shouldn’t have let it happen. I should’ve been stronger and said no …”

“Five, listen …” she cut him off, putting her hand on his lips.

They felt warm against her fingers, but she let them slide onto his cheek.

“I’ve met enough apocalypses and weird things to know that I should enjoy every single moment. And fuck it. I love you, okay? So damn much. Of course, it hurt. But damn … seven years … and you got stuck 40 years in an apocalypse I can’t even imagine how you felt thinking that there was probably no way back again …”

He closed his eyes, his heart aching from the memories. Five leaned into her palm, desperate for a bit of her warmth and comfort. His eyes opened again and he placed his hand on top of hers, keeping her palm against his cheek as he spoke.

“I don’t deserve that. I don’t deserve your love. Not after this …”

“Maybe not. But I don’t fucking care.” she said, finding his gaze.

Even though she didn’t read his mind, she could feel how sorry he felt, how truly hurt he was. He held her gaze, a mixture of guilt, hurt, and love swirling in his blue eyes. Five gently gripped her hand, his heart fluttering slightly at her response.

“You’re an idiot …” he murmured quietly, his grip on her hand tightening.

She leant her forehead against his, a tear falling down her cheek as she let out all of her stress.

“And you’re a fucking moron …” Y/N said back, smiling slightly.

Five chuckled softly, bringing his free hand up to gently wipe the tear from her cheek. He kept their foreheads pressed together, feeling the warm and familiar feeling of having her so close and so near to him again. He gently tilted his head sideways, his nose brushing against hers.

“Yeah, well … takes one to know one.”

“You owe me, Five Hargreeves,” she chuckled.

Five nodded in response, her breath hitting his face in a way that he’d missed immensely these past seven years. He knew fully well that there was no argument to that statement.

“I do … I owe you so much …” he said quietly, slowly bringing his thumb up to brush against her bottom lip, resisting the strong urge to kiss her.

“Don’t ever forget it then.” Y/N threatened him gently.

God, it felt good to be able to hear her gentle teasing again. His thumb stayed against her lip, slowly tracing along the edge of it, unable to pull his gaze away from it. Yet he managed to force out a quiet chuckle.

“I think you’ll have plenty of opportunities to remind me …”

“A kiss would be a good start, dont you think ?” she suggested with a smirk.

Y/N looked right into his eyes. They were full of hurt and love at the same time. His thoughts were so powerful that she could hear some of them … and they were only apologetic ones, full of love.

He smirked, letting out another soft chuckle in response to her suggestion. It was a familiar smirk that he hadn’t seen on her face in so long … he was still her Five, and she was still his Y/N, his Delores, even after seven years and everything that he’d endured over that time.

Five kept his thumb against her lip as he spoke, knowing that she could hear his thoughts clearly. Even though he knew he didn’t fully deserve to have this again, he found that he was getting impatient, desperate to kiss her again.

“Is that so ?”

“Unless you forgot how to do it for seven years … oh no right, you trained on your brother’s wife.” she teased him in a quiet voice.

Y/N knew that it was a barb she hurled at him, but he deserved it a bit. But she craved for a kiss, as if she had waited for it for seven years too. He chuckled softly at her teasing, knowing that he deserved this. He deserved so much more than that, to be quite honest. But the thought of not being able to kiss her again was something that made him sick the last seven years ….

He leaned forward, his lips a mere inch away from hers, a smirk still on his face as he spoke.

“Why don’t you see for yourself ?”

Time froze as his lips pressed against hers again, feeling as though he’d finally come home after being stranded in some unknown desert for so long. Five knew he didn’t deserve this affection, he knew he shouldn’t be allowed to love Y/N so fiercely anymore … but he couldn’t help himself. He kissed her slowly and gently, being so overwhelmed by wanting her that he couldn’t stop himself. He brought his other hand up to cup her chin, holding her face in his hands as he continued to kiss her, afraid of letting her go again.

Out of breath, Y/N broke the kiss and backed away a little bit, their noses still touching.

“How I love the kisses of Delores …” she hummed quietly.

Five laughed, a frank laugh. He felt truly good for the first time in seven years. This song, he kept singing it in his mind when he was stuck, remembering the night they sang it at Luther’s wedding, or when they kissed in that car on their way back from the restaurant.

“I would die to be with my Y/N.” he hummed back, replacing Delores by her name on purpose.

Y/N smiled and buried her nose in his neck, holding him tight. They could die tomorrow, and the thought of living every future single moment without him was nonsense. He was back and that was a gift. God only knows what she could have done if she had been stuck seven years with another person just like him. She could have done nothing and at the same time she could have done much worse …

As Bryant H.McGill said, there is no love without forgiveness, and there is no forgiveness without love. And this man, whoever he was, was so damn right.

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