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Richard Ingersoll | “Forgive me, I am not myself”
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post-graduation trip airport looks
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jujutsu kaisen fanart#these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them#im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me#when in doubt play dress up. life hack#i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards#argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen#megumi designated Drink Runner also#alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea#anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head#no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed#nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit#its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip
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save me, hot Glenn holidays. hot Glenn holidays. hot Glenn holidays, save me.
#I ACTUALLY GASPED AT MERCEDES' LINE#I AM SHIELDING SPARROW WITH MY ENTIRE LIFE BUT ALSO WHERE IS HE LARK LET'S LOOK TOGETHER OKAY?#dndads#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies#dndads s2 ep 48#sparrow oak#sparrow oak garcia#henry oak#henry oak garcia#mercedes oak garcia#god not to mention ''you'll probably never forgive me for this'' and Normal *tugs collar* definitely having some not great feelings rn#(truthfully I have some bones to pick with how Will is going about things to be completely honest with you but I'll keep that to myself)#(for now at least)
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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Because I am a normal and healthy person I made a whole family tree of the Farseers (only up to the end of Assassin's Quest, I am not entirely insane yet,)
Anyway please enjoy this helpful and bonkers reference that I've made for feral Hobb fans
#fitzchivalry farseer#farseer trilogy#Assassin's Apprentice#Royal Assassin#Assassin's Quest#rote#rote spoilers#farseer spoilers#chade fallstar#king shrewd#chivalry farseer#verity farseer#regar farseer#kettricken#molly chandler#lady patience#how many tags will tumblr let me have who knows#I am tired but also like. proud#what a stupid project why did I do this to myself#if I've missed anyone please forgive me
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"I'm the dog they put with cheetahs to keep them from going crazy in captivity" x "I'm the cheetah that is threatening to go crazy" 4 ever
(I make a webcomic about them)
#GODDDDDDDDDDD I love them#theyre so.....#I just.#good. theyre good#I need the comic to come back NOW...#no I dont. I havent finished enough yet#I've finished 7 episodes so I gotta make 3 more minimum but 8 more ideally. which is. a big gap..#anyways I got up early to draw this cause I couldnt sleep#and someone shared it in a server I'm in and I was like. oh I have to#but now I'm super tired and I can sleep#so good night. enjoy my beautuful art of my beautiful vampires#'good ngiht' it is 10 30 am.#sleep. she betrays me yet again.#anyways working on coming back working on kickstarter stuff working on book 4#working on commissions working on my patreon...#work work work work#trying to be forgiving of myself LOL working like 50-70 hours a week and still feeling like its not enough#imagine if I WASNT on meds rn. I'm focusing better and there's still just way too much sheesh#super need some support but also I'm chillin#I was assigned an editor and she has not given me a single note#so I'm like uhhh. rlly feeling aimless and lonely#I'm doing very good work its some of my best stuff#but...#yeah. idk. just a lot HAHAHA#but I got like 45 mins to do a quick drawing#for my mental health...#time and time again#adam and steve#ttawebcomic#adam
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Okay, so what if you propose to Solomon before he gets the chance to propose to you? Like obviously, he'd been thinking long and hard about what kind of ring to pick out, where to do it, what to say, yadda yadda... But then while you're *ahem* supervising him in the kitchen one evening, you get down on one knee and propose to him instead.
Poor guy did not see it coming, at all. Initially, he thought you fell or hurt yourself, so he scrambled around to check on you only to see you smiling up at him with the biggest heart eyes. With a gentle flourish of magic, you make the box appear in your hand before opening it to offer him the ring inside.
He can hardly believe it. Him? You want to propose to him? And you beat him to it? He's both impressed and deeply honored. Your little magic stunt made him proud as your teacher while also making the already special moment a million times more so.
Solomon's not one to get emotional. The only time he's ever cried to you was when you and the rest of Purgatory Hall tricked him with that overpowered onion...but this is different. He feels safe to cry as you spout to him a beautiful, heartfelt speech - feeling every letter being etched into his heart and every syllable committed to memory.
He falls to his knees, reaching out to hold you while whispering as many shaky "yeses" as he can muster through his sobs. He can't stop repeating himself like a broken record, beyond excited for this next step in your relationship, touched that you want to keep him as yours.
Once he's calmed down enough through your hushes, kisses, and gentle touches, you pull back to take his hand into yours. Slowly and carefully, you slip the ring onto his finger.
Solomon just stares at it with his heart in his throat, noticing how it shines in the light, how it fits him perfectly (both aesthetically and in size), and how it feels right occupying what he always assumed would be an empty finger. You've given him the gift of hope and the gift of love in the time he's known you. And here you are giving him even more...your life.
And in return, he's gladly and readily giving you his.
#solobesties i have done you all wrong#i am ashamed of myself how could i not consider US proposing to HIM#please forgive me for i've seen the error of my ways#finishing this since it's been in my drafts for god knows how long and i'm trying to reinvigorate the creative juices#to the asks in my inbox i see you i'm working on you i swear! i've just been sleeping a lot lately so i'm less productive :( stupid meds#side note: i've been meaning to end this little...mini series?? with a honeymoon drabble. i'll get there eventually lol#obey me#obey me solomon#obey me solomon x reader#jo’s thoughts
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Erenville in the new pvp gear.... 💭 (sketch is from a warmup page i did a couple days ago, so its a little messy hehe)
[insp under the cut]
based off of my machinist glam on my Erenville alt <:) a mix of the tactical gear, and punching gloves for the handgear
#my art#art#ffxiv#ff14#ffxiv art#ffxiv fanart#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#erenville#ffxiv erenville#ffxiv gpose#<- ??? i think idk#its low quality bc i just copied it from an image i sent to myself- dont wanna bonk anyone on tumblr with a super high res image o7#he is my babygirl ever my little mippy okay i am so in love with him im so excited for dawntrail#lord forgive me for the man i will become
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i uh...i really like sitri
#whb#whb sitri#what in hell is bad#fanart#i am an avid sitri enjoyer#i have no fucking clue what his back looks like idky i did this to myself forgive me
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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was a height for skully ever confirmed? i’m gonna literally cry if he isn’t some giant, like 7’5 or something 😭 i LIVE for height differences (coming from a 5’2 girlie)
like just imagine him picking you uppp n just teasing you i need this man so bad it’s not even funny
I don't believe so! But,,, he looks tall in this full body image!!
Maybe I should compare his height to Rollo or Fellow just to see where he may stand on the height chart! It would be a crime if twst didn't make him tall. >_<
AAAAAA HEIGHT DIFFERENCE!!! SIZE DIFFERENCE...... YES OTL the idea of Skully just picking you up with such ease and holding you like one holds the scruff of a cat......... amazing,,, kabedon with him must be an experience!!!! (๑﹏๑//) I need him....... this is terrible,, I've fallen for the skeleton... orz orz aaaaaa he's polluting my brain!!! It's over for me!!!!!!!
#twisted chit chat#throwing myself into the confessional with father flamme#father flamme please forgive me i am falling for another white-haired villain please have mercy on me orz orz
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I cannot express how much I hate needing to do this. But my finances are down to the absolute wire and I need help one more time to pay not just for Peach's care, but for some of my personal expenses as well.
Peach is my wonderful, beautiful, perfect, sassy, cuddly, loving cat. She's 12 years old, and a few months ago we found out that she is diabetic. I love her so, so much and I will do anything I can to keep her healthy and give her a wonderful life as she enters her senior years, but unfortunately the costs of caring for a diabetic cat are more than I can afford right now.
The good news? I've landed a job! I'm so excited to start this week! But until my first paycheck comes through, the transcription work I do on a contract basis has been increasingly hard to come by and what little I have received can't cover all of my present expenses. Peach needs a vet visit, syringes to inject her insulin, and her vet-prescribed food, and I need help to pay for my commute to work, and I am completely out of options.
So here's what we're looking at. Peach's syringes and food are the above $168. I have also had to purchase a third glucometer for her—yes, you heard that right—for a total of $40. Because my credit card is so close to being maxed out, I can't even schedule a vet visit to apply it until I have the funds, and that's going to be somewhere between $50 and $100 to apply the sensor and do some additional bloodwork.
Then we come to me. I am going to be commuting to my new job via train and the most affordable way for me to do so will be to purchase an unlimited ride pass for the month of October, costing $75. And on top of this, I have my upcoming October health insurance bill that totals around $150.
This all adds up to be between $483 and $533, depending on what bloodwork they will need to do during Peach's vet visit. Factoring in the fee that Ko-fi and PayPal take from donations, I am in need of around $575 at the most.
This is an overwhelming amount of money to ask for. I know that and I feel like shit for doing so. But I am so close to reaching financial stability. I just need a little more help and then I'll be back on my feet for good.
Any reblogs are appreciated! I'm so grateful for any donation, no matter how small. And as always, please don't feel pressured in any way to donate—take care of you and yours first.
#fyi this is going to be queued up several times over the next few days and at varied times of day#so feel free to block the next tag if you would like to avoid seeing them#remy's donations#i feel like i am dangling from a tall ledge and white knuckling the edge and i am so grateful that it's almost over#but i'm making myself sick over the fact that i have to ask for anything at all so please forgive me#fundraiser#mutual aid#long post
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Your writing is so amazing! 😲
You mentioned that you like people sharing blurbs so I thought I’d share one!
In Sagau I imagined the statues of the creator to have an aura around it. Like it changes depending on their mood. so sometimes people will visit the statues to feel closer to the creator or to talk to the statue. It would be customary to visit the statues when one is really happy to share their happiness with the creator. Which would cause little bursts of happiness within the creators everyday life.
I just thought it was a sweet headcanon to share! I hope you have a good day!
AHH this got buried in my asks :'(
GOD UR SO SWEET IM SO SORRY I DIDNT SEE THIS FUCK ME-
This gif is what it feels like when ppl send me little snippets or blurbs fr:
Just 😭😭😫😫😫🤲💌💌💝❤️🔥💖💔💕💗💝💘💓💞💗✨️
Thank you so saying that about my writing 🥺<333
this is actualy the best headcanon, i love worldbuilding stuff like this, like reader having statues/how ppl treat them/emotive statues like?? genius??
idk if yall are into the ship, but the worldbuilding in this zhongli/childe fic goes so hard, and this kinda reminded me of how the author descibed genuine/"filling" offerings to the gods being like, less of a business transaction and more of a, "i got so happy seeing all the flowers i handmade a flower crown just to share it with you!" and THATS what you give a god to give them a satisfying meal
EDIT 4/10/24: SORRY I FORGOT TO PUT FIC NAME AND LINK HERE YA GO <3
anyone that being all said i like to take ur headcanon in that way, where ppl make a song or something w/lots of emotion (usually positive) and send it ur way as an offering <3
THANK U AND SORRY AGAIN FOR NEVER REPLYING,
Safe Travels Pebbles,
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TINY POST BUT PLS FEAST UR EYES UPON THEIR CUTE HEADCANON BELOVEDS <33
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#god bless#do u guys know why my blog phrase is lower ur expectations?#bc i knew stuff like this would happen#i am at war w/myself and im trying to war the bystanders fr#i hope u have a great rest of ur week pebbles!! PLS send more if u ever forgive me#ToT#sagau#genshin isekai#genshin imagines#genshin sagau#genshin x reader#genshin impact sagau#aqua chats#stellar stories#aqua rambles#my asks#aqua asks
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Eggdad time:
Metal Sonic keeps overheating due to just how strongly he feels positive emotions when Eggman treats him well! And Eggman doesn't know what to do- he's really quite liking this whole father-son thing they've got going on, but he doesn't want to cause Metal any damage to his system. . .
But then, Metal starts. . . twitching in rhythmic patterns? Bouncing his leg? Rubbing his hands together?
And Eggman facepalms himself because of COURSE Metal is autistic HOW DID HE NOT FIGURE THAT OUT. I mean for chaos's sake look at his dad! Dr. Ivo "Autistic" Robotnik! Special interest in robotics and carnivals, anyone??
So Eggman teaches Metal how to stim and now they flap their hands together whenever they're having father-son time.
(Sage, meanwhile, just looks at them and remarks "having a body must be strange". Then she goes back to her little corner of the network and sorts 1.2 million bytes of data into a pleasing pattern to soothe herself.)
#(she will not be diagnosed for another six months)#'they can't be autistic they're robots' SILENCE. EGGMAN CODES HIS ROBOTS AS AUTISTIC.#please forgive me but I'm so normal about eggman being autistic. it's like villainous queercoding but probably worse#full disclosure that I am autistic myself#it's so rare for me to make good dad eggman posts on this blog. just pretend this is another universe or something#sth#eggman#eggdad#eggman is a good dad#metal sonic#sage robotnik
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A compilation of obey me as messages from my groupchat
EDIT: UHM THE PICTURES FUCKED UP SO WE EDITING SHIT NOW
bonus that isn't from the groupchat, just me thirsting over solomon
#ignore the fact that solomon is my background#and ignore how ooc the last one is#i was not myself when texting them forgive me for thirsting over sol#obey me lucifer#obey me leviathan#obey me levi#obey me mc#obey me sheep mc#obey me asmodeus#obey me asmo#obey me satan#< hes mentioned ig#obey me mammon#GOD I AM NOT FUCKING WRITING IT AGAI#lucifer#levi#mc#sheep mc#asmo#satan#mammon#ong i forgot solomon my babygirl shey#obey me solomon#solomon#obey me#MY FIENGERS#i feel bad for all the people that use like#obey me art or obey me shitposts or obey me incorrect quotes like ZAMN MY GOD 😭😭
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We really should have been able to rule together... We could have faced it all, and gave him a headstart at the end.
But alas, they could have never worked. He didn't want to crush the city and turn it's rivers red, he wanted to rule it.
#forgive me because i don't have time to refine anything#i wish i wasn't an adult and had time to be the child i really am#i really should be out partying not this#where did my time to be and find myself go#anyway#enver gortash#bg3#durge#get someone who looks at you like this overused oc looks at stinky man raccoons
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