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Something I can't stop thinking about is that Snape began the series being perfectly okay
He was actually at his best. He'd spent ten whole years in Hogwarts without the Marauders and before Harry Potter walked in.
Of course it wouldn't have been easy for him to adjust, but he did. And I just can't help but think of those first months where the other teachers got to know him, and got to realise that this boy needed them, needed their help, and took care of him. I can't help but think of how they promised him that it's okay, it's over, everyone's safe and he's not what he thinks he is. He's okay.
Like, for ten years he would have been happy. He had friends. He had a job. He had a home. Hogwarts was his home.
And then Harry Potter came and everything went wrong.
Can you imagine, him seeing Harry's face for the first time? After so many years of actually being content and happy, suddenly he sees James Potter's face, Lily Evans' eyes. Suddenly he's reminded of Voldemort who will return now, and now he's got a ticking clock, a countdown warning him that that's it, time's up, everything you've built in these ten years are soon going to break. And then come the events of the first and second year. Okay, so they're chaotic and stressful, but it's fine, they're all stressed, they're all in this together.
Then it's Harry's third year.
And that's when everything falls apart.
Remus Lupin, one of his abusers and a serious gaslight, is here in the job he wanted, and acting like everything's fine between them while simultaneously disrespecting him and forgetting to take the potion and being a huge risk to them all. Sirius Black, one of the two main abusers, is on the loose. And no one is ever gonna believe him about Lupin, are they? Suddenly it's Lupin's home. Lupin's safe space. But what about Snape? Do the past 13 years mean nothing? It seems so. And in the end, he has a complete breakdown because it's all coming down.
Then comes the goblet of fire. Okay, normal, right? But then there's moody. And there's the visiting schools. And then there's Kararoff who will not leave him alone! And then...
And then Harry Potter comes with the dead body of a teenage boy, crying and screaming that Voldemort's back.
And now Snape knows that time is up and things only get worse. Everything happens after that, from spying to dealing with that wretched Umbridge who's trying to destroy the school.
And then...
And then he has to kill Dumbledore.
And that when it all ends.
All he built in the past 16 years....
All the promises that they'd never leave him...
That they'd always look after him...
That they know he's not that person he used to be...
That everything will be okay because he has them to look after him...
They mean nothing now.
He's not okay anymore.
#severus snape#pro snape#professor snape#i had this thought and cant stop thinking it#like snape must have actually been happy before the events of the book#like this was his home and they were his friends#they'd looked after him#but then as the series goes on all that slowly crumbles away until its all gone and he's alone and hated again#and like shit got serious for Harry after cedric died thats when it really hit the fan#but for snape? it ended after book TWO#and I'm just imagining that he'd managed to forget about it all#by the time Harry arrived Snape had even forgotten about voldemort lily harry james everything#like blanked it out because this was his life now#but harry walked in and suddenly he remembers and he's back to the past again
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hahaha wheee haha
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#continuing to tag ship instead of answering any of the reporters' questions#as you can see. I am still on my Reki Speaks English Pretty Fluently But Can Not Read It For Shit bullshit#and also. teen shenanigans. which can also be grown up shenanigans if ur not a square#man. todays been a Whole thing. how was it really the case that every art supply store I went to ran out of black ink#three! I went to three stores! literally a triangle in the city!#still have some of the devils tar left but I'm not enthusiastic about it#well! that's for future baku to care about and for me to ignore babeyy#tbh this is like. Im just glad I can still scribble a funny comic when it strikes me it's been too long#I don't do that a lot anymore... even tho its such a good measure of like. ur sense of timing#if u can draw a funny comic ur powerful enough to do anything. u can eat the sun u can kick its ass. u can draw a sad comic too#I realized I missed that...#also accidentally sent this from draft without adding tags lol. and tried adding tags on mobile and it spit in my face and called me a bitch#got enough of that. one must never forget one's currently on tumblr#now I sleep. gods. gods do I need a bit of that#have a good night lads. bring a worm onto a rollercoaster. see what happens
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cherik coparenting wanda and pietro?!?!?! share with the class!!!!!!
chat youre going to kick my ass for this but i dont have the exact issues on hand rn i can only summarize that during the ultimate comic runs, charles and erik run the mansion together for a while and look after A School's Worth of mutants (of which include wanda and pietro)
#snap chats#FORGIVE ME FOR THIS TRANSGRESSION I PROMISE TO BE BETTER I KNOW BETTER THAN THIS I SWEAAARRR#ik the ultimate verse is like. Top Five Darkest Places To Traverse BUT THERES SOME GOOD BITS FROM IT#like that famous quote of charles saying something along the lines of#'meeting another adult mutant was a greater feeling than falling in love' or something and#'even our wives knew how close we were/we would talk to each other for days' and all that#ALL OF WHICH CHARLES SAYS RIGHT BEFORE LEAVING GABY AND DAVID TO BE WITH ERIK#god i should read the ultimate comics in full shouldnt i. again forbidden places to traverse theres a lot of shit#we did get miles out of it tho ..... theres that ... and charles' squirrelflight-looking-ass cat#AND those quotes. we must never forget those quotes#gotta make a cherik bible at some point and put them shits there#on that note... if anyone does have the issues or where i should even start reading the ultimate comics... let a brother know ...
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Im gonna leave this fic here for anyone who wants a completed semi slow burn 17k fic about getting with wolverine
We all saw his shirt explode
(Blurb below)
Your average, everyday civilian. That's all she is. Just trying to go about her everyday without disturbance. Unfortunately fate has other plans, and when a violent mutant attack strikes, she finds herself on the receiving end of what might be the strangest act of heroism ever committed. Snarky, cocky, and witty, this stranger with knife-forks for hands must be downright delusional if he thinks saving her life will have her swooning… After the incident about a week later, she finds herself in a bar, chugging a shitty craft beer while even shittier dive bar music woefully plays in the background, a stupid idea really considering the state of the city. All is unwell when a leather clad motor biker comes in, sweaty and awfully familiar, she finds herself in good company for the first time in years Will these weirdos recognise each other? Become friends?Fall in love perhaps? Only time will tell
#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#logan howlett#james howlett#x reader#my fic#fic rec#i wrote this shit in 10 days#i am a god#i am unwell#if I know you irl don’t fucking read this#i will decapitate you#had fun with it#fem reader#sorry#enjoy#wolverine x reader#wolverine x you#Sort of slowburn#identity shenanigans#DONT FORGET#YOU MUST REBLOG
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#mega gallade#didn't forget! i'm sure i'm gonna get asks about this one but last time i got asks about a mega (mega lucario) it happened while i was#in class and i couldn't update it until i got home. i shoved that one in the queue with mere MINUTES to spare‚ i swear#but this one i remembered. because of how many of you reminded me about mega lucario yesterday. which yes that was yesterday#as of me queuing this up. this must always be confusing when i reference dates in the tags 'cause you see this shit like two weeks later bu#i mean. y'know#i like to have a lot in the queue for instances like july. when i went to california and couldn't queue any up for a few days#a nice backlog. a safety net‚ if you will
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i take back everything negative i have said about sunmi n her career n balloon in love this past week.. seeing as this is the woman who gave me pporappippam n black pearl n narcissism n 1/6 n heroine etc idgaf what she does or releases (or doesn’t) i will be here supporting her either way
#don’t forget to check out balloon in love ☝️ it’s not bad it’s just that she was meant to be a closing song on an album#not a single title track…#but forget about that we must move forward we r seated for the full album idgaf‼️ we love u sunmi#i have her lyrics tattooed on me the bond is unbreakable she has tested this time n time again who remembers the nft shit😭#.txt
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Odypen definitely and equivalently adore each other BUT I weirdly can't see them as the type to actually say "I Love you".
They still definitely vocalize their love for each other but it's more so in "My Joy", and "Extraordinary Woman", "Strange Woman/Man", etc. And very cheesy lines (both say some cheesy shit in the Odyssey, and he definitely does in the Iliad as well. "Joy like a drowning sailor seeing land" bit???)
I could see "I adore you" but even then, that's probably during very specific moments but the actual "I love you"??? I just typed it just now for fic shit and... It weirdly just didn't feel right and I don't know why. 😅
Idk maybe it's kind of because I see them as over the top in ways, they love wordplay and riddles and I think they'd almost think "...That's not good enough >:( " about it??? I don't know???😂
#I wrote this last night. I'll do the asks I got later. don't worry! :D#I am the cheese god remember?😅#I think these two would try to “out-cheese” each other and whoever is left speechless first loses#“I would forget my own name before I would ever forget you” bullshit. CHEESY#And yes. “I sleep in our nest with you or outside on the dirt” stupidity >:D#I plan for Odysseus as a beggar to ask why she waits so long. As he's been gone a longer amount of time than the time they had together#(Simply asking as reassurance. He knows his answer. Calypso asked him. but what about Penelope?) but she gets mad at the#“Beggar” and pities him as he must be telling the truth about having a miserable life if he never got the chance to know such devotion#How what they have could never be sullied by#something as trivial as distance and years. How the years with him were the best in her life. Only made better by their son.#'My dear Joy made songs and poems about love a reality as that was simply the life we shared. Even separated our 'song' will always echo#no matter how long it's been. I'LL make sure it always does. And I know he's doing the same... That strange man used to say that#even if he died his corpse would drag itself back to us before he'd ever give up.'#...I'm not one for 'odyssey zombie au' but when I first heard it yeah. :'D Came up with this back then#“His eyes as hard as flint or horn-” Bullshit! The sad lil fuck is hiding sobs with coughs and telling her to keep away for fear of her#catching whatever “illness” he has. The nice thing about being disguised as old means sickly old man works.#...#I'm noticing that Odysseus has a lot of silly oneliners while I write Penelope with a shit ton of set up :'D#They are so silly and I love them so much#...I wrote a lot :'D#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#odypen#yahoo!!!#sometimes I wonder if I should tag this with more things but I don't want to taint the regular tags with my bullshit :'D I KNOW I'm insane
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random but I think I figured out what to make my osmt self insert my main persona Is like a marshamallow alien species and idk why i didn't think of that cause there is aliens in Osomatsu san??? so I'm going to make a alien osmt self insert >:]
#tag ramble#idk if i should make it more creature like Nanmaider from season 3 ep 16 or maybe I'll go with a mix idea???#like the funny thought was to mix in my first ever osmt self insert with my new idea#so like an alien who comes to earth that was sent to study it cause OooOOoh scary take over cliché shit#and the worse part is the chosen people that were chosen to be study WERE THE NEETS#a alien fan (big mistake) who is now studying the neets and how dumb they are /silly#goes from must study humans to haha these guys are dumb and silly and forget to keep updates on the studying humans and draws the neets#GOD CRAZY TO HAVE THE SI SEND THE DRAWINGS AND ITS LIKE THE NEETS GOING “WHO IS SENDING THESE??? SCARY...” and its just a lil alien
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something something mtt and branding (i dont know what i can say here but it just feels right. one of them probably has a brand. it's probably killer. erm.........)
#on the topic of torture anyways!!!!#no because like it just makes sense ok i cant explain it but it does#i WOULD say all of them have a brand onto them but i just cant feasibly find a way for it to happen#but i WANT it to. I WANT IT. ill find a way man TRUST#back with the l8 nite posts hmmm why do i only think about mtt post dinner tine nowadays. anyways#when people make horror animalistic and feral and stuff (i dont care much for that characterization of him)#he should have a brand somewhere#mtt are so fucked up they probably do that shit to each other and there must be ONE time it wasn't consensual#god i need them to want eachother. not need. just want#killer's brand is probably on his goddamn soul or something#dust's would be on his palms i feel. or backs of hand. he cant forget about it that way#and horror's would be inside his skull it gets itchy a lot#hot iron or cold??? killer's would be red iron hot i feel. probably something that happened in smth new with chara#and then dust's would also be hot because he can handle it#horror the pussy he is would not do that shit with hot iron he'd do it cold#someone else take this idea from me its a good idea i just idk what 2 do about it#tricule rant
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The Queen and her Advisor / The Explorer and her Knight
#Janeway/Tuvok#Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#Janeway#they have a very specific vibe to me#medieval au ???#st voyager art#st voyager#are y'all picking up what I'm putting down??? Seeing the vision??? <- excited#sometimes a man and a woman have a queer thing going on#Real 'blood pact' vibes#forget all the time that Tuvok is an archer - underutilized!!! I must remember this#archery and orchid growing...<3 so REFINED#Janeway & Tuvok are both equally refined and curious (ready to throw down)#they're having tea & coffee together and discussing music but then they hear about some interesting activity outside the castle walls#and they look at each other and KNOW they're gonna check that shit out tonight#They disguise themselves so they don't look like royalty but it's VERY obvious from how they speak and conduct themselves v_v
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a square i fear you will never beat these allegations.
#flatland 2007#sorry... crepe rewatches flatland and forget its so homoerotic#“im sorry but i must feel you”#“now that I-- I see you all of you you're so so perfect!”#the closet is the size of point land#holu shit#crepe rambles
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BEIng sick is a pain
#I feel like a deflated tower of jenga when i sit down anywhere and i forget its cause my lungs are fighting to breathe cause i feel normal#in bedrest and the imposter syndrom in my brain is like “well you MUST be better stop being lazy and do shit”#gets up immediately and feels the weight of the sick pull me down like a stamina meter is being drained#I WANNA DO THINGS#I CANT EVEN DRAWNHNNGNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#cries#smoki rambles
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The batfamily must be fucking scary. Imagine being alone in the middle of the night picking a lock from some bank you want rob, you hear nothing but you can feel someone watching you. You look around, a bit suspicious but see nothing, however, the feeling doesn’t go away. You hear a light footstep, it sounds just distant enough to be threatening. You wait for someone to appear and try to arrest you but nothing happens. No one comes. You go back to the lock, but the nervousness isn’t letting you do the job right, with that amount of paranoia just before you’re about to give up you can see a dark bat-like figure jumping out of the nearest building, flying down with an inhuman speed and knocking you out. You don’t have time to think, or run, just scream hoping that you won’t die tonight.
#i wouldnt walk in gotham at night#seeing any bats around must be the scariest experience someone will live to tell you about#like#idc that their friendly w good ppl or save kids from buildings on fire#when they jump from the darkness with threatening sentences (or worst; complete silence) ill forget any good theyve ever done#dc comics#batman#batfamily#dc#batfam#robin#batgirl#especially batgirl#helf yhe robins would be cracking jokes and never build up this amount of tension#this is some batman or batgirl shit right there#nightwing could probably pull it off tho#tim drake could also#red hood is not that time of guy but he could be if he wanted to#stephanie brown could do it#not saying she would but she definitely could#cassandra cains whole vibe as a crime fighter is just that#batmans too obvi#my dc posts
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having to explain to people things like. if i have to go out to do something and run errands i need to have it all mapped out and planned w like. at least a week in advance. and if i go out that day i cannot do anything else because That will be it. if i have multiple commitments that cannot be put on the same day i need one full day in between those commitments so i can rest and be recharged for that next thing otherwise i might have a breakdown in the middle of the street (again) and then That will render me unable to function for like a whole three days. and then people look at me like i choose to live like this?
#txt#audhd tag#just venting a little#its crazy because ppl around me are like I understand your limitations However why dont you-#So you dont understand my limitations?#like okay yeah i understand that it must be Weird for people that are not Inside my brain and hard to understand that i PHYSICALLY CANNOT>#do things that they dont even think about. alright! but to sit and tell me Yeah we get it! but then try to either fix it or >#> come up w a New Incredible Way To Fix Me as if half of what i talk abt w my therapist isnt Exactly This#like yeah i dont fucking like it either. i wish i could do shit like other ppl do. i wish i could remember things.#i wish i didnt feel exhausted all the time i wish simply leaving my bed wasnt the most difficult task every single morning#but it pisses me OFF when people try to talk me through these Limitations i have that They Understand<3 like. can you be accommodating or no#one of my closest friends and oldest friends since i was like 5 had her bday on friday and she ljterally messaged me like#Hi we r having something w my family but theyre rly loud and extremist on the right wing side and i barely wanna be here u dont have 2 come>#> but i wanted to invite u anyway so u dont think ur being left out! and i was like Yayy nice thank u bc lbr i probably wouldnt go anyway.#and she KNOWS that. and she literally was talking to me like she alwahs does and That felt accommodating and understanding and i felt loved#cut to my mom last night trying to make me feel guilty for not going because Shes my friend and i should have gone anyway.#i told her off and she backtracked but thats still innmy head like. that shit is so irritating#okay sorry vent over im just aboht to get my period so this is making me sick#want to yell into the void and forget about it. Hits post
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just a lil reminder that Judicators and K'Nauth had a choice about defacing themselves and becoming vessels for their gods
the Ruidusborn Exaltants? who all felt fated to be in the Hellcatch? y'know, the ones like Imogen who are developing scars and physical disfigurement by just existing?
they didn't.
#critical role#cr speculation#the ruby vanguard#cr c3#exu calamity#judicators#ruidus#predathos#my autism brain cant handle this#some gods? not great#ludinus da'leth? worse#the thing that eats gods and corrupts all life it touches and ACTUALLY robs people of their free will? worse#the soldiers of the Dwendalian Empire have done the same shit as the Pelor guys in Hearthdell#people rightfully hate the empire because of it#they dont want to kill all the people of wildemount though#that is the equivalent analogy#ludinus is a bastard but we dont wanna kill all elves#pelor is a bastard? now every god must die. thats just how it has to be#brother#did we forget that that temple was built 30 years prior?#did we forget that it was built there because a mill paid the church to be there?#i dunno man#“my faith is in people”#really seem to forget all the people getting hurt by the ones trying to kill the gods#but hey#whatever#who am i to say anything
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Guys I’m gonna be so fuckin for real you Ada Wong fans are a THOUSAND times stronger than I am. Holy shit if I feel like crying after seeing even just the HINT of a slightly negative post towards Luis I cannot IMAGINE how you guys feel
#very very briefly saw somebody on twitter saying ‘some day I wanna make a threat on Luis vs Mia……..’ NO YOU DONT OP#YOU JUST WANNA START DRAMA SO MORE PPL CAN SHIT ON LUIS#everyone get in a manifestation circkle with me that that never happens and op forgets abt it#ada Wong fana I wanna give you a hug so bad#I can’t imagine how y’all must feel#it’s making me wanna draw Ada for the sake of giving you guys a gift BDNEHENEJDJ
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